Confusion of love

The Confusion of Love
In life, there are many things that seem insignificant. When you don't have them, it doesn't seem to matter, and you can drift through life aimlessly. But once you have them, you can never live without them. These things are often right beside us, such as sincerity, family affection, and love.
After returning to school from home, I felt an unprecedented sense of ease, as if I had grown up a lot.
I no longer complained about fate, nor was I ashamed of my humble origins. I began to feel incredibly proud to have a great mother.
A year later, I graduated from university. Due to my excellent grades, I was hired by a large company. The first thing I did after finding a job was to bring my mother to live with me.
At first, my mother was reluctant, after all, she had lived in the mountains for decades, and it was hard for her to sever ties. What she missed most was my uncle's family. But with my uncle's patient persuasion, my mother reluctantly agreed. To make it easier to take care of my mother, I bought a three-bedroom apartment near the company on an installment plan. Having grown accustomed to living in low-ceilinged village houses, my mother was truly disoriented upon moving into this high-rise apartment
, which resembled a birdcage. It was the first time in her life she had taken an elevator to her new home on the fifteenth floor. When the door opened, she looked at me, bewildered, hesitant to enter. Having lived a life of hardship and poverty, she could hardly believe this was her new home, standing before a spacious and bright space.
Looking at the bright and cozy decor, the brand-new and comfortable furniture, and the appliances she had never seen before, she was like a country bumpkin visiting a grand garden, examining everything with boundless wonder.
"Nao'er, this house is wonderful! City people really know how to enjoy life. It must have cost a lot of money."
"Mom, you've suffered so much for me; it's time for you to enjoy life. Just settle down here. When I have more money, we'll move to an even bigger house."
I helped her sit down on the sofa. I could see she was very excited; her eyes were red.
My mother settled in. After the initial excitement and novelty wore off, what followed was extreme unfamiliarity and discomfort with everything here. Many things that seemed simple to me, my mother had to learn from scratch. She didn't know how to use the microwave, how to operate the washing machine, and she wasn't used to sleeping on a Simmons mattress. What bothered her most was that, being in a strange place, she had to spend most of her day at home, feeling very lonely.
The happiest time of day for my mother was when she prepared delicious meals and waited for me to come home so we could eat together. I also went home on time every day after work, afraid that my mother would be waiting anxiously. After dinner, I would watch TV with her, chat, or take a walk in the garden downstairs.
When she was home alone, my mother was always busy. She kept the house spotless and tidy, scrubbing everything until it was immaculate. It seemed that being busy had become a part of her life.
When she first moved in, due to her extreme discomfort with the new lifestyle, my mother made quite a few funny mistakes.
For example, when cooking, because she didn't know how to use the electric cooker, she would either burn the rice or make a pot of uncooked rice.
She was also afraid of elevators, and once even got trapped inside, almost getting lost.
But the most embarrassing and unforgettable incident happened in the bathroom.
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It was a Sunday. I had spent the whole afternoon installing the electric water heater in the bathroom.
After dinner, I asked my mother to take a bath. She used to bathe in a wooden tub, and this was her first time using a water heater, so she was quite nervous. I taught her for a long time before she finally managed to do it. After she went in, I went back to the living room to watch TV. Just a few minutes after I sat down, I heard a scream from the bathroom. Afraid something had happened to her, I rushed over and forced open the locked bathroom door.
The bathroom was steamy, the showerhead was on the floor, spraying scalding hot water, and my mother was slumped by the bathtub, looking at me, still shaken. Seeing that she was alright, my heart finally relaxed.
But when my gaze fell upon my mother, my young heart began to pound wildly again. I saw a mother I had never seen before. In her panic, she forgot to cover herself, her naked body laid bare before me.
I had seen naked beauties before, but this was the first time I had ever seen my mother's body.
She was petite and well-proportioned, with a slender waist and rounded hips, her figure perfectly sculpted. Years of exposure to the sun and wind had darkened her skin slightly, but it remained delicate. Her breasts weren't large, but they were full and full, the nipples still red.
Her hair was undone, her jet-black locks cascading over her smooth, rounded shoulders. Her slender, long thighs were pressed tightly together, the pubic hair at the base of her thighs faintly visible. Though it lasted only a few seconds, it was an unparalleled shock to me. Time seemed to freeze; despite my best efforts to restrain myself, I couldn't stop the primal urges surging within me.
My mother suddenly realized what had happened, and embarrassed, she quickly covered herself with a towel, her face flushed, and said, "Nao'er, I accidentally burned myself, but I'm fine now, you can go out now."
I woke up from my dream with a start, my face burning red, and awkwardly agreed, lowering my head as I left.
Back in the living room, I still couldn't calm down. I had always only seen my mother as a mother, but today I realized she was also a woman.
Thinking about it now, my mother was only thirty-eight years old. My mother's appearance was actually very pleasing; an oval face, willow-leaf eyebrows, and bright, dark eyes. While not a stunning beauty, she was
very attractive. Especially her simple and gentle nature added to her feminine charm. I thought about how, as a mother, my mother had toiled for me for twenty years, and as a woman, she had never experienced a single day of womanhood's joy. My mother was truly unfortunate.
All night, my mother's naked body kept flashing before my eyes. That night, I couldn't sleep.
In the following days, my mother and I felt somewhat awkward when we were together. I tried hard to forget that night, but it just wouldn't go away. I felt so dirty, so despicable. Many days passed, and the pressure of work finally helped me gradually forget it.
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Before I knew it, Mom had been living in her new home for over half a year. Mom was much fuller-figured than before, and her skin was even fairer and smoother. Wearing simple, well-fitting clothes, she looked even more charming.
But more importantly, Mom was no longer lonely. Her gentleness and kindness had won her the favor of her neighbors and helped her make many kind friends.
Seeing Mom happier every day made me extremely happy, and my guilt lessened somewhat.
I thought, it would be even better if Mom had a companion. Mom is still young; she should enjoy the joys of being a woman, something I, as her son, could never replace.
I could tell Mom longed for that too. Whenever she saw the harmonious and loving couples in the neighborhood, her envy would unconsciously show. I think Mom still has reservations, which is why she hasn't told me. I should find some time to talk to her.
"Nao'er, that girl you brought home last time was really nice. How are things going between you two? Mom's biggest wish right now is for you to get married soon and have a big, healthy grandson for me to hold." "
Mom, we've only just started. Whether it will work out or not is still uncertain. Besides, I'm still young, and my career is my priority. I don't want to get married so early."
"You're not young anymore, Nao'er. By the traditional Chinese age reckoning, you're twenty-three this year. In the countryside, someone your age would have been married long ago. Look at our neighbor Tiedan, he's two years younger than you, and his kids are already running around everywhere."
"Mom, I think you're desperate to have a grandson. Mom, actually, I think you should find a companion, someone to talk to, someone who cares about you, so you won't be lonely."
Not expecting me to say that, Mom's face flushed red. After a moment, she said, "Why are you bringing up my past? Nao'er, I'm old, and I've long since lost that desire. In this life, I'm content to have a good son like you."
"Mom, you're not even forty yet, you have a long life ahead of you. There's an old saying, 'A young couple becomes companions in old age.' You've worked hard for me for twenty years, it's time to enjoy yourself. I understand what you're thinking, Mom. What era are we living in? No one will laugh at you. We're mother and son, what can't you say?"
My words seemed to touch Mom; she blushed and lowered her head, remaining silent for a long time before finally whispering, "Actually, I have thought about it, but who would want a woman like me?"
"Mom, don't belittle yourself. It's not your fault. Actually, in terms of looks and personality, you're no less attractive than other women. If you're willing, you'll definitely have a chance. I think Uncle Tan upstairs is very nice. He's single and has no children to burden him. These days, he comes to our house all the time and just sits there.
Mom, should I ask someone to inquire for you?"
Mom blushed even more, too embarrassed to lift her head, and quickly said, "Nao'er, please don't ask. What kind of son helps his mother find a husband? If the neighbors find out, how can I face them in public? Okay, don't pressure me about this. Let me think about it some more."
This conversation had a significant impact on Mom. Not long after, I noticed some changes in her. Her interactions with Uncle Tan increased significantly; they often went for morning exercises and shopping together. Mom also started to dress up more, and cosmetics and perfumes she had never used before quietly appeared on her body. Furthermore, Mom became more cheerful and loved to laugh. Seeing my mother happier every day brought me much comfort.
Sometimes, I would intentionally or unintentionally mention Uncle Tan in front of her, and at these times, my mother would always blush with embarrassment, but the sweetness in her heart was undeniable.
My
mother's happiness made me truly envious, because compared to her, my romantic life had always been unsatisfactory.
My current girlfriend is my fifth girlfriend. She works at the same company as me, and we've been dating for a few months. To be fair, she's very good in terms of both looks and family background, but for some reason, I just can't find that feeling for her. Because she's not my type. But even I'm confused about what kind of person I'm looking for, and I can't explain it clearly.
Finally, my lukewarm attitude made my new girlfriend lose patience. Once, because I had a cold and went to the hospital, I was a few minutes late for a date, and my girlfriend used this as an excuse to throw a tantrum, saying I didn't care about her and threatening to break up with me. I was no longer the naive young man who pursued Mina. Coupled with my bad mood, I impulsively decided to break up and left.
When I got home, I had a terrible headache, and my body was alternating between hot and cold; I was almost at my breaking point. Seeing how badly I looked, my mother rushed me inside to lie down, bustling around, first covering me with a blanket, then applying a damp towel to my forehead, and finally feeding me medicine.
I felt dizzy and hot, constantly kicking off the blanket. My mother, afraid I'd catch a cold, kept covering me again. By this time, I was delirious, muttering incoherently. Gradually, the medicine took effect, and I fell into a deep sleep.
I don't know how much time passed, but I woke up thirsty and found my mother still sitting by the bed, chin in hand, fast asleep. Looking at the clock, it was already past 2 a.m. Seeing my mother's exhausted state, I was deeply moved, my eyes welled up with tears, and I involuntarily took her hand.
Mother woke up, blushed, and withdrew her hand, saying somewhat embarrassedly, "Nao'er, are you feeling better? Look, Mother is really getting old; I fell asleep as soon as I sat here."
"Mother, why don't you go to sleep? Don't ruin your health for my sake. You should go to sleep; sweating it out makes me feel much better."
"You're so sick, how can Mother sleep? If I don't watch you, you'll kick off the covers in no time. You've sweated so much; you're so weak. Lie down, Mother will get you something to eat."
"Mother, no need."
But Mother still went to the kitchen, and soon returned with a bowl...

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