I experienced my first vaginal orgasm yesterday.

I've been with my boyfriend for so long and I've never had an orgasm. This makes me wonder if I'm the kind of woman who can't have orgasms! Seeing the descriptions of the pleasurable and exciting feeling of female orgasms in books and porn makes me so envious. I also want to experience that ecstasy myself. I keep asking my boyfriend why I don't feel the same way when we're intimate! I really haven't had an orgasm. He tells me it's all fake, an act. I don't really believe him. I often fantasize about having sex with other people and wondering if I could have an orgasm! But I have sexual dreams at night, and they're very pleasurable. The feeling in the dream is so comfortable. Often, I wake up just when I'm still wanting more. After waking up, I slowly savor the feeling in the dream, thinking that must be what they call an orgasm. Now I've also started masturbating. To be honest, I've never masturbated before. After seeing a lot of sexual content, I know that masturbation can lead to orgasm. The first time I masturbated was probably one morning after waking up. Maybe it was because I hadn't done it in a long time, and I kept thinking about it while lying in bed, so I thought I'd try it myself. I put my hand outside my shorts and touched my genitals, rubbing slowly. At first, I didn't feel anything, but when my hand touched a certain spot, my body immediately felt a ticklish, tingling, and pleasurable sensation. I kept rubbing that spot, and soon my body was sweating profusely, my muscles were tense, and my vagina was contracting intensely. At those moments of pleasure, I wanted to scream out loud. That pleasurable feeling lasted for about a minute. I felt a little dizzy, like I was flying in the sky for a while. After that, I had no strength left and collapsed on the bed, unable to move. I was so tired. Haha: I know this is an orgasm. It feels so good. Now I masturbate myself every month. My boyfriend can't give me an orgasm, so it feels good to do it myself. I put my hand outside my shorts and touched my genitals, slowly rubbing. At first, I didn't feel anything, but when my hand touched a certain spot, my body immediately felt a pleasant, tingling sensation. I kept rubbing that spot, and soon I was sweating profusely, my muscles were tense, and my vagina was contracting intensely. During those pleasurable moments, I felt like I wanted to scream. That pleasurable feeling lasted for about a minute. I felt a little dizzy, like I was flying, for a while. After that, I had no strength left and collapsed on the bed, unable to move. I was so tired. 　　
It was definitely an orgasm, but why didn't it feel like a vaginal orgasm? 　　
It should have been a clitoral orgasm!
I've been chatting on QQ for over a year now, but I've never actually discussed sex with any of my online friends. I've tried going to chat rooms, but when people ask if I want to talk about sex, I just ignore them. Actually, I really want to talk about it, but I just don't know how to bring it up. I often try to talk to others, but if someone says something too vulgar, I get scared and run away. Seeing something vulgar in person also triggers my physical reactions. I think it's better not to know too much about this kind of thing, otherwise it's easy to go astray. I've read too many articles on Tianya (a Chinese online forum), and those stories about desire and lust often make me overthink. I also really want to try it with a man other than my boyfriend. When I have those thoughts, I'm careful to add people on QQ who are relatively close to me. And then… things started going on after I added some close friends. Someone took a liking to me and kept saying they wanted to meet up. It made me dizzy every day, wondering whether it was better to meet or not. In the end, we met.
Actually, we didn't meet in person the first time. We got to know each other through video chat on QQ. I thought he was quite handsome and probably very tall. But when we chatted, I always felt he was lecherous, like a seasoned player. He could be funny sometimes, but I didn't really like him. I don't like men who are too promiscuous. He asked if I'd ever had sex with a man in a video. Good heavens! I said, "Why are you asking me that? I definitely haven't! Judging by your lecherous look, you probably have!" He said he had. He said it was very exciting, and he told me about how he and a woman there took their clothes off, said suggestive things, and that they could climax just by looking at each other's bodies. I told him I didn't like hearing that, and he even suggested we try it sometime. I got angry and ignored him. I said I wouldn't meet him. I didn't like people like him. He said he was just joking and shouldn't take it so seriously. He said he had a sharp tongue but was a good person and sincere to his friends. "I don't believe you," he said. I told him I really didn't have time to go out. Let's meet again sometime. We
agreed to meet a second time. I thought, "Fine, let's meet." But I told him we couldn't do anything together. He agreed. We could just sit and chat. I trusted him. He said he'd drive over. He asked for my address. I definitely wouldn't tell him. So I arranged for him to wait for me there. I took a motorcycle taxi there because he told me his license plate number and where he parked. I saw his car as soon as I got off. I started to get nervous. My heart was pounding. My face was red as I ran to his car. He saw me too. He opened the door and I got in. I felt like a thief, terrified, and afraid of being seen by someone I knew. Sitting in the car, he asked me questions, and I didn't know how to answer. He probably sensed my nervousness and smiled, saying, "Don't be afraid. I won't eat you." I gradually calmed down in the car. I knew he kept stealing glances at me. A moment later, his hand was on my leg. I quickly pushed his hand away, saying, "Don't do that!" and asked him where we were going. He said he didn't know either! He suggested we go to my place and see where I lived. I said no, thinking to myself that if I went, it would be the end for him. I definitely wouldn't go.
The first time I went to his house, he hugged and kissed me. But when it came time to go all the way, I stubbornly refused. Hehe~ I gently told him I didn't like doing it during the day. If we wanted to, we could do it at night next time. I would make you feel good. He gave up after hearing what I said. The second time didn't work either. Haha. He said he would invite me out for dinner and a chat. I asked him if we wouldn't do anything. He said we'd just eat. Luckily, I had my period that day. I thought I'd go. He wanted me that day too, but I had my period, so he couldn't. It's funny to think about. The third time was a few days ago. I gave in to him. That is, he gave me a vaginal orgasm. Yesterday he asked if I had time. My husband was away on a business trip. I was also very bored. I was also curious about what it would be like to be with another man. I also thought about another man giving me an orgasm. I thought about it and agreed to go with him.
He was so happy to hear that. That night he sent me a lot of messages asking if I could really come to his house. I said I could, and told him to pick me up at 11 pm. He came running over at 10 pm to wait at our agreed place. I didn't pay him any attention. At 11 pm I ran out to meet him. I sat in his car. He said he bought a lot of food, beer, and red wine. I laughed and said I wanted to get drunk so I could sleep better. When we got to his house, we started by watching TV, eating, and drinking. I don't actually drink, but I thought I'd get drunk tonight, so I only drank a bottle of beer and didn't drink a glass of red wine. My head started spinning. He sat next to me, hugged me, and kissed me. Maybe it was the alcohol, but I just knew I was excitedly responding to him. His kisses excited me. He kissed my lips, ears, nose, and neck. He took off my top and even pulled off my bra. It felt so good when he sucked on my breasts. I just knew I was dizzy and kissing him all over. I really wanted him to be inside me. But he wasn't in a rush to penetrate me. He took my hand and made me hold his penis. I held it and touched and squeezed it. Actually, I felt that his penis wasn't very big. It was a bit curved. He wanted me to give him a blowjob, but I really had never done that before. I hadn't done that with my boyfriend. I said I didn't know how to do it. He said that kissing would be enough. So I listened to him and put his penis in my mouth, kissing and licking it. I still didn't know how to do it properly. I kissed him and saw that he seemed to enjoy it, so I got excited. I put his penis in my mouth and moved it in and out. When he moved, my throat felt very uncomfortable. Sometimes I felt like throwing up. He told me that he also wanted to kiss my genitals. He took off my pants. I was shy and didn't let him kiss me. I just wanted him to have me right away. Seeing that I didn't want to, he didn't force me. He put a pillow under my head. Since we were on top, he made me lie down and kiss my body. He touched my genitals with one hand. I could feel that my genitals were very wet. He kept asking me, "Baby, is it comfortable?" "Baby, do you want me to put it in?" I don't even know what I said in response. I just kept thinking, "Go ahead, go ahead. I really can't take it anymore." When he saw I was almost there, he said, "I'm going in." It was hard to get in at first. It hurt a little, probably because I hadn't done it in a while. He tried several times before he finally got in smoothly. It's different on the bed than on the floor. He lifted my legs with his hands and thrust into me forcefully. At that moment, I moaned in pleasure. But he ejaculated in less than 5 minutes. I didn't feel any orgasm. Afterwards, he asked me if I felt good. I said no. He smacked my nose and said, "Still not good? You'll feel so good when we get to the bed."
We then washed our bodies. He wanted me to drink the red wine. I felt like I wasn't drunk yet, but I thought about drinking it. I wondered what I would be like if I were drunk. I drank it in a few gulps. I really didn't know what the red wine tasted like. It didn't taste good at all, it was weird. After washing up, I wrapped myself in a towel and ran to the bed. He grabbed me and started kissing me. I closed my eyes and enjoyed his kisses. My head was getting heavier and heavier. My vision was blurry. I told him I was drunk. I started to get restless. I hugged him and kissed every part of him randomly. I took his penis and put it in my mouth, kissing, licking, and sucking. At first, his penis was soft, but it got hard after I licked and kissed it. I felt like I was eating his penis. I felt a little crazy. I kept saying, "I want you. I want you." He said, "Baby, take it slow, don't rush, I'll make you feel good." I sat on top of him and put his penis between my legs and started moving. I only knew that I wasn't feeling very comfortable on top. After a while, he put me down and said, "Baby, how about we go in from behind?" I had never tried going from behind before. With my boyfriend, we only did top and bottom, never from behind. I said okay. He entered me from behind. Wow~ I screamed. The feeling was really different, so good, so good. He thrust into me hard. I screamed so loudly from pleasure. The sound was like crying. I was afraid someone would hear, so I bit the pillow with my mouth. But that didn't work. I still felt so good I wanted to scream. He kept asking me, "Baby, is it good? What's wrong? Why are you screaming so loudly?" I said, "No more. I'm going to die." But I really wanted him to fuck me. To be honest, when I felt good, I wanted to call him "husband," but I knew he wasn't my husband. So I just screamed and said, "Fuck me." I screamed in pain as he fucked me. My vagina was throbbing violently. My muscles were tense. I screamed desperately, pinching and grabbing him. I didn't know what to do then. I only knew that I was screaming horribly and loudly. One orgasm after another came. When he saw I couldn't take it anymore, he quickly ejaculated. Afterwards, he hugged me and asked why I was screaming so loudly. I said I didn't know, I just screamed so loudly when I felt good. But I didn't want to scream like that. But I couldn't help it if I didn't scream. He said, "Your screams are terrifying. It's like someone is hitting you." Hehe~ He said it was the first time he'd ever heard a woman moan so loudly during sex. Luckily, my apartment is well-insulated. Otherwise, the neighbors would have thought there was a fight! I told him to stop talking. I was embarrassed myself. He hugged me and patted me, saying, "Baby, you're tired, go to sleep." I felt dizzy and couldn't fall asleep. I kept running to the bathroom and getting up to drink water. I didn't sleep a wink all night. I was thinking that I'd never made a sound with my boyfriend before. Why were I moaning so loudly today? That kind of vaginal orgasm is different from the orgasm I get when I masturbate. Although I also moan when I masturbate, it's a groan.

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