Heart-Fluttering Sweetheart II

"You want me to leave here for the big city, I can't..."
"I'll talk to your mother."
"But my parents..."
"I'll persuade them."
"Impossible. My parents would never agree to something like this...!"
"How will you know if you don't try?"
"But it's impossible... it's just impossible...!"
"...Impossible, isn't it just Ema's own mindset?"
Ema's thoughts were hit by Shinji's words, and she closed her eyes.
"You, you're right! I'm just scared, is that strange? I don't have any strengths, I can't possibly adapt to city life!"
"That's not true...!" "
It is! And, I don't want to be separated from my friends! In a place like the city, it's impossible for me to get used to living alone! Besides... my drawing skills are only good enough for club activities, it's impossible for me to find a job related to drawing! Everything won't be so smooth... living in the big city is just a dream for me!" "It's something I can only imagine, but can't actually achieve!"
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"Ema..., this is what you really think, isn't it...?"
"Hmph! Fine, fine! You just want to break up with me, no need to beat around the bush!"
"Listen to me...!"
Shinji reached out his hand, but Ema frantically backed away.
"Shinji is so awful! I hate Shinji the most!"
Ema suddenly stood up and rushed out of the living room.
"Ema! Even if you don't listen to others, there should be a limit!" Ema
didn't respond. She seemed to have already run outside the villa. If Shinji didn't chase after her, it was very likely that things would end like this. In that case, all that would remain between them would be painful memories.
I can't let that happen! Shinji stood up and chased after Ema with all his might. However, because of the 'Winter Calling' festival, the roads around the villa, which were usually deserted, were suddenly congested. Although this was a rural area, 'Mibu-cho' was still a small town, so the population wasn't small.
"Ema...!"
Shinji shouted Ema's name hoarsely. Did Ema hear him? Or was she pretending not to hear him?
Then Ema gradually disappeared into the crowd.
"Damn it!"
Shinji stomped his feet angrily. Now, he could only search slowly.
In order to find Ema, Shinji unknowingly came to the Mibu Shrine.
"Finding someone in this crowd is really not an easy task..." Shinji
climbed the steps, and the scene inside the shrine was completely different from usual. The shrine grounds were packed, and everyone's eyes were focused on the direction of the Kagura Hall. In the center of the Kagura Hall, a girl was dancing with light steps
. Shinji held his breath. Not just Shinji, but everyone present at that moment had their attention focused on that girl.
At that moment, the sound of the wind and the rustling of the leaves were all inaudible
. Reality was getting further and further away from Shinji, and what came forward was a memory that was still like a fog—"Brother, welcome back."
Shinji went to the station to meet his brother, Takeno Susumu, who had just returned from hosting a tea party in Mibucho.
"Yo, I'm back. How did your exam preparation go? Isn't it going to be soon?"
"Hmm, it's alright. I just came out for a walk to clear my mind. Well then, let's go home." "
Hmm, but you seem a little unsteady on your feet. Are you really alright?" "
Shinji didn't deny it. In fact, he'd only been sleeping about two hours a day for the past few days. 'Brother, are you still as enthusiastic about the tea ceremony as ever?'
'Yeah, after Dad died, I had to inherit the Takeno Tea Ceremony. How could I not work hard?'
Shinji smiled after hearing his brother's words. Shinji felt that being with his brother, who always had a positive attitude towards everything, had greatly increased his courage. Moreover, it was precisely because his brother was willing to dedicate himself to the family business of the tea ceremony that Shinji could focus all his attention on his studies without any worries.
'By the way, Hisakuri is clamoring to see you! Go see her if you have time.' 'I
see... But, I'm busy preparing for exams lately...'
Shinji lowered his head. In an instant, everything went dark before his eyes, and his steps became unsteady. 'Shinji! Danger!'
As Shinji heard his brother's voice, he was pushed and fell onto the sidewalk. At the same time, a sharp, piercing screech of brakes came from behind.
'Tsk!'" "Brother, why did you push me?!"
Shinji's face contorted in pain as he stood up. The sudden shock left him frozen in place. Just as Shinji was about to blame his brother for pushing him, he turned to look behind him. But there was no sign of Shinji. No, to be precise, there was. Beside the car, Shinji's body was severely twisted and deformed, lying weakly in a pool of blood... ("Severely twisted and deformed" and still weakly breathing... I think a creature with that kind of physical strength couldn't be hit by a regular car. Yeah, analysis complete.)
When Shinji came to his senses, he was already lying in a hospital bed
. Chihiro, his mother, and... His stepfather, Toshiyuki, stood around Shinji's hospital bed, looking down at him. Shinji didn't know why he was in the hospital. The exams were over.
His mother, her eyes swollen from crying, forced a smile and said it was a pity.
At that moment, Shinji thought he had been unconscious for so long because he couldn't handle the shock of failing the exams. After being discharged from the hospital, Shinji didn't notice that besides his father's and grandfather's memorial tablets, there was a brand new one on the family altar
. Because of the great shock, Shinji had long since erased his brother from his memory. (Great, I also want to erase those numbers from my paycheck, it's too damn embarrassing...)
His cheeks felt icy.
"Is it snowing?"
Shinji came back to reality. The girl, no, Hisakuri, continued dancing. As if in sync with her dance, the sky began to fall, snow the color of white peonies. The crowd in the shrine cheered joyfully,
"The dance that calls for winter..." Long -
buried memories gradually resurfaced. Shinji recalled attending the "Winter Calling" festival with Hisakuri when they were children. Hisakuri, watching the dancers on stage, said, "I hope one day I can stand on that stage and dance too." Shinji, hearing this, promised her, "I'll come to see it." At that moment, his older brother, Sumire, watched Shinji and Hisakuri with a smile.
"Hisakuri fulfilled her dream..."
Shinji murmured to himself. Hisakuri hadn't become a shrine maiden because she had nothing else to do; she decided to become one so Shinji would see her perform the Kagura dance. Hisakuri, who was afraid of the cold, was performing the Kagura dance, a symbol of cold and a prayer for snow. How much hardship had she endured alone? Just thinking about this made Shinji feel a pang of pity. Hisakuri must have heard about his amnesia from his mother or Ao.
That's why she didn't mention anything. Not only Hisakuri, but Chihiro, Yoshio, and Ao should all know about this. Shinji finally understood why they were so gentle and considerate towards him. After the Kagura dance ended, Shinji still gazed at the Kagura Hall.
After Hisakuri finished dancing, she spotted Shinji from the Kagura Hall and smiled happily at him. However, she immediately noticed Shinji's strange expression.
Hisakuri pushed through the crowd and walked towards Shinji.
But Shinji was no longer there.
"Shinji... could it be that... he's regained his memories...?"
Snowflakes fluttered down, and Hisakuri's expression carried a hint of unease.
"Shinji...!" Shinji
silently returned to the villa, and Ao called out to him worriedly. Hearing Shinji's voice, Yoshio and Chihiro rushed over.
"...You two, together you kept it from me... about my brother Sumiya...!"
Shinji's eyes were filled with weariness. He glanced at them and then went back to his room, leaving the three of them staring blankly at his retreating figure.
"Brother... brother...!"
"Shinji's memories...!"
Ao also looked worried.
"Anyway, let's call Mom first!"
Chihiro hurriedly called home. Meanwhile, Yoshio rested her chin on her hand, looking thoughtful. Then, as if suddenly remembering something, she looked up.
"...Ao, I have something to ask you."
While Chihiro was on the phone, Yoshio whispered something to Ao before returning to her room.
Shinji lay in his room, staring at the ceiling. An uneasy feeling gnawed at his entire body like insects. It turned out that what he had dreamed of wasn't a nightmare, but something that had actually happened. Shinji felt a deep loathing for himself for forgetting his deceased brother.
"...Mr. Shinji."
Yoshio's voice came from outside the door. Yoshio's voice was so calm, as if nothing had happened, that it angered Shinji.
"...Don't come any closer!"
"I'm sorry, I can't comply. Excuse me."
Yoshio opened the door. She was wearing a kimono and bowed politely to Shinji, her eyes very serious. "Why are you dressed like that?"
"I wanted to...make you a cup of tea, Mr. Shinji."
"Do you think I'm an idiot! What time is it?!"
Shinji threw his notebook at Yoshio, hitting her shoulder. However, Yoshio didn't show her usual terrified expression.
"No, please come with me and you'll see."
Yoshio stood up and grabbed Shinji's hand, but Shinji shook her off.
"Mr. Shinji."
Yoshio sighed and sat down.
The room fell silent.
"...Mr. Shinji, please allow me to confess my love for you."
Yoshio's sudden words made the previously angry Shinji begin to waver.
"Wh-what?"
"My love for you hasn't changed even after you started dating Ema."
"Is it because I'm the heir to the Takeno Tea Ceremony that you say this?"
"I'm not leaving."
"Or is it because I'm a pitiful person who killed my own brother and then erased him from my memory?"
"No, not that either. Mr. Shinji, I can't possibly fall for someone who has nothing to offer."
"...!"
"Mr. Shinji, perhaps you yourself don't realize that you possess a charm that others don't, but I'm deeply attracted to that charm. If you'd like to become a guest I'm serving tea to later, you'll understand what I'm saying."
“…I understand.”
Shinji sighed and stood up.
“Then, please follow me.”
Snow was still falling outside the window .
In the courtyard of the villa, there was a path leading to the tea room—the roji. A thatched hut stood in front of it, which was also the tea room
. “Mr. Shinji, you should know what the roji means.”
Shinji nodded quietly.
The roji was a path leading to the tea room. However, if that was the only interpretation, it could simply be written as "road
." The book 'Southern Record,' which can be considered the holy book of the tea ceremony, also uses the word roji. The word roji originated from the 'Parable Chapter Three' of the 'Lotus Sutra.' In Buddhism, this word was originally used to describe the ultimate state of humanity, such as Nirvana, transcendence, and Pure Land. That is to say, roji originally did not refer to a general geographical road, but to the most authentic part of the human heart. In the world of the tea ceremony, entering the roji initially meant to reveal one's most original inner self.
Shinji took a deep breath.
He felt his originally chaotic and turbulent heart gradually settle down.
Shinji couldn't help but smile bitterly. Although he always claimed to despise the tea ceremony, he himself had been redeemed
by it—perhaps because he carried the blood of a tea ceremony family.
Large, round, snow-white flowers bloomed on the outskirts.
"Then, please wait here for me."
Shinji sat on the outer outskirt, his breath instantly turning into a puff of white smoke. He knew perfectly well that now was not the time to sit down and drink tea; he should be running to find Ema. However, he also understood that these things couldn't be rushed.
Hearing Yoshio's call, Shinji went through the middle gate to the inner outskirt. There was a washbasin and a stone lantern on the inner outskirt. Shinji washed his hands and mouth with the washbasin, entered through the small door of the tea room, and sat down.
Shinji looked at the scroll hanging on the wall, which read 'A New Beginning,' signifying the passing of winter and the arrival of spring. Shinji was deeply encouraged by this phrase. No matter how painful or joyful things were, they would all be covered by this cold snow. Warm spring would soon arrive. Seasons would continue to change; spring would return after it was over. This statement seems to contradict the tea ceremony's principle of "ichi-go ichi-e" (one chance, one meeting), but it is not. Both imply that only by living each day to the fullest can one have a future.
As the hostess, Yoshio first bowed to Shinji, who returned the bow .
At the other end, Ao, dressed in a kimono, entered
. "Ao...Ao... " Shinji called softly.
After setting out the food, Ao immediately withdrew. "..." Yoshio's tea-making technique was remarkably skillful and adept . After completing all the procedures, Yoshio straightened her posture and faced Shinji . "Mr. Shinji, life is very unpredictable. If I exhale now, no one can guarantee I'll have another breath. Therefore, one must embrace the positive belief of living in the present. Time flows and never returns, Mr. Shinji." Yoshio took a deep breath and continued, "Whether you've forgotten or remembered, Mr. Shinji, Sumiya will never return." "..."

Shinji's heart pounded. His hard-won composure was shattered again by Yoshio. "...Yoshio, what do you know now?!"
"I know a little."
"You know nothing! I don't want to hear your lectures!" Shinji
stood up. He thought to himself that Yoshio was just an outsider; what did she know anyway? Besides, she was only a potential fiancée, yet she was so self-righteous. With this thought, Shinji suddenly lost his temper and pushed Yoshio to the ground.
"Mr. Shinji!"
"Serve me like before!"
"No, please stop!"
"I won't let you say no!"
Shinji placed his hands on Yoshio's kimono and roughly tore it open. Her round, soft breasts sprang out from under the fabric. Shinji kneaded Yoshio's breast with one hand while suppressing her desperate resistance. Then, he reached out with his other hand to grab Yoshio's other breast.
Suddenly, Shinji felt a burning sensation on his cheek.
"…!"
Yoshio slapped Shinji's left cheek. Then she stood silently to the side, her eyes brimming with tears.
"When are you going to stop running away…!"
Shinji touched his slapped cheek and laughed dismissively.
"What's wrong with you? Your tone is exactly like my mother's. Yoshio, what do you think you understand?
Hmm? Tell me!"
"I do understand."
"I'm asking you what you understand?"
"I've experienced the same thing as you… I lost my sister, so I understand Mr. Shinji's thoughts."
"Ah…."
Shinji calmed down. Yoshio lowered her head, maintaining her disheveled appearance
. "...My older sister died from illness. From the moment she was born, it seemed like all the bad things were inherited from her; her body was always weak, while I, on the contrary, was a healthy baby. Because of this, my sister always hated me..."
—I didn't want to hear it. I didn't want to hear Yoshio's story of growing up under her sister's hatred... "Shinji... I think you are as captivating as the tea ceremony."
"Hmm...?" "
The tea ceremony considers a state of near-perfect yet imperfect beauty. Look, this hut is entirely asymmetrical. Even the teacups are the same. Here, nothing is symmetrical. I believe that is the essence of the tea ceremony."
“…I know that.”
Asymmetry and irregularity are part of the essence of the tea ceremony.
“Mr. Shinji, it’s the same. The confusion you’re in right now is an imperfect state. But it’s preparation for the perfect state that will eventually come. Besides, being able to stay by Mr. Shinji’s side and watch you slowly grow through these torments and pains is the happiest thing for me. And I seem to get some encouragement from it myself. So, I can help you…”
“Yoshio…”
“I’m also in pain because of my sister’s death. So, I think it would be a very happy thing to have someone who has experienced the same thing by my side, and to move forward side by side with them.”
Shinji remained silent.
“Your brother’s matter is certainly important, but shouldn’t you think about your own affairs first before considering others?”
Every word Yoshio said was like a cryotherapy injection into his body, calming him down. Shinji stood up.
This time, his legs weren’t numb. If you sit in the right posture, even kneeling for a long time won’t make your legs numb. For a long time, Shinji had even forgotten such a simple truth.
"Yoshio, thank you..."
"You're welcome."
Yoshio smiled quietly at him. That smile was like a flower blooming in the tea room.
Shinji walked out of the middle gate and came to the outer roji. The snow continued to fall, and the stepping stones turned slightly white. Chihiro, dressed in a kimono, stood on one of the stepping stones, holding an umbrella.
"What's wrong, Chihiro?"
He could understand Yoshio and Ao doing this, but why was Chihiro also wearing a kimono?
"Because Yoshio said that if you come to the roji, you should wear a kimono..."
He suddenly realized what Yoshio had said to him at the tea ceremony. Thinking of this, Shinji felt inexplicably angry at his behavior just now. So many people have been helping me all along, and I never noticed...
Chihiro suddenly grabbed Shinji's sleeve and looked up at him worriedly.
"I only have you as my brother, Shinji."
"Thank you, Chihiro."
Shinji touched Chihiro's hair, which was tied up. Chihiro, as usual, smiled happily. However, unlike usual, her eyes were slightly moist.
"Also, brother, Aoi just called Ema..."
"Hmm...?"
After serving food to Shinji, Aoi called 'Kiri'. "Hello... this is Kiri...."
"Hi, are you alright?"
"Ah... it's Aoi... How could I be alright..."
"It's just a temporary separation, is it necessary to argue about this?" "N- it's not just a temporary separation
...! Shinji... he'll never come back here..."
"He never belonged here, you should have known that long ago."
"Ah, Aoi, don't you care? You don't care at all that you can't see Shinji anymore?" "It's not like
he's dead and we can't see each other again, we can see each other anytime we want!"
"Hmm... I... I'm not that... understanding..."
"I know love is blind, right? But I think you should at least trust him."
“Aoshi, you don’t understand! Take this for example, Shinji is much happier with you than with me! Actually, you like Shinji a lot, don’t you? You never even glance at any other man, except for Shinji…”
“Ema…”
“Besides, Shinji is too used to women showing interest in him. And he has so many potential fiancées, even if he weren’t with me, he could have as many women as he wanted…”
“If things were really as you say, Shinji would never date you. Does he seem like that kind of person?”
“See… you understand Shinji better than I do. And I know nothing about him… I know absolutely nothing about Shinji… How can I trust him like this? He suddenly asked me to go to the city with him, but he clearly knows I can’t go…” “
…Have you tried to understand him?”
“Huh…?”
“Ema, have you tried to understand Shinji? Just wanting him to understand you is too selfish…”
“…”
"It's selfish to only demand warmth from others..."
"...!"
"Ema... I... like Shinji."
"Ah..."
"But it's not the kind of romantic liking that Ema has. I never expected anything in return from him. It has nothing to do with whether he's a boy or a girl; the important thing is that I like Shinji as a person."
"Ao..."
"I like Ema too! I like Ema's joy, her sadness... I like it all. I think... no matter how sad, no matter how hurt, no one can live alone."
"I'm sorry..."
"I'll always support Ema's first love!"
"I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... Ao, I said such hurtful things to you..."
"It's okay.
" "It is okay! Because I said such hurtful things... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
" "...Yeah."
"I also like Ao very much... I will never change... but..."
"Hmm?" "
You were lying just now... a white lie... " "..." "Thank you..." "Yeah..." After hanging up the phone, Ao muttered to herself, "Now, maybe only Ema can save Shinji..." "Ao, Ao! Did you really call Ema?" "Really..." "So, what did she say?" "She said she would come here..." Knowing there was still a chance to meet with Ema and explain things, Shinji breathed a sigh of relief. "Ao, thank you so much! In that case, you'll have to change your clothes." Shinji had Ao turn her back to him and began to untie the sash at the back of her kimono. "Ao, you look great in a kimono! It really caught my eye." "Really?" "Yeah! Really! You startled me! " After untying the sash, Shinji handed it to Ao. " Ah, I'm sorry." Ao leaned her head against Shinji's back . "Shinji..." "Ao... what's wrong?" "Is it... not okay?" "Uh..." "I lied to Ema on the phone..." Ao gently hugged Shinji's back . "Shinji might not remember, but I met you once before. Once, when there was a tea party at the villa, you went to Lake Mibu alone. I happened to be at Lake Mibu at that time too." "..." "Did you know? There's a hot spring flowing through Lake Mibu, and it never freezes in winter. It happened to be close to the 'Winter Calling' festival then, so the weather was extremely cold. I can't forget what happened then. In the evening, the setting sun reflected on the water, and perhaps because the air was so cold, something like mist started to rise from the surface. I think that was probably the steam from the hot spring..." Shinji nodded quietly. "I thought the scenery was incredibly beautiful, and I was completely mesmerized. At that time, not far from me, there was another boy who was also mesmerized... That boy was Shinji." At that time, Shinji had run away from the tea party because he disliked it, and came to the lakeside. For Shinji, that day's events were unforgettable. "I approached you, wanting to speak to you, but I found you crying. I guessed you were moved by the beautiful scenery, so I went back without saying anything..." "I'm such a fool..." "No way!" Ao loudly denied. "Shinji has a very pure heart, which is why you can't accept what happened to your brother. I've liked you ever since I saw you by the lake..." "Ao..." "I think Ema is a nice girl. However, I still want to convey my feelings to you. You know , sometimes feelings can't be conveyed without words. I also... want to be with Shinji..." Ao hugged Shinji tightly, and Shinji felt her wrist trembling. "I've been hiding your brother's situation from you all this time, I'm sorry..." Shinji gently held Ao's hand. Ao had seen through Shinji's inner world long ago. Shinji never easily opened his heart to others, yet Ao saw it clearly. Upon reflection, Shinji realized that Ao had helped him in every way since arriving in Mibu Town. A series of Ao's considerate actions flashed through his mind. "Ao...!" Shinji turned and hugged Ao tightly. The Ao he held in his arms was thinner than Shinji had imagined —Ao, where exactly do you place such deep love for me in your small body? As Shinji thought this, his affections began to lean towards Ao. But at the same time, he felt a pang of pain in his heart, because he remembered Ema's smile. When Shinji fainted, Ema took off her coat and covered him, guarding him by his side. Ema, like Shinji, was still an immature, naive girl. Even so, she still protected Shinji with all her might... "Thank you, Ao..." Shinji loosened his grip on Ao's hand and gently kissed her forehead . "Ah..." Ao looked up at Shinji, her usual cold expression gone, and cried like a baby. Even so, all Shinji could do now was hold her tightly. The sounds outside were covered by the snow, making it seem silent . The snow continued to fall, turning the whole town into a white wonderland. Shinji ran along the dark forest path. The hustle and bustle of the daytime was gone, and the forest path had returned to its original tranquility. Shinji couldn't stay in the room waiting for Ema. As if abandoning his long-held self-righteousness, he ran wildly along the forest path. Only now did he realize that the reason those around him dared not tell him about his brother was because he was too weak. Because of his weakness, countless people had suffered so much pain. Thinking of this, Shinji felt incredibly sad. On the snowy forest path, a familiar figure appeared. "Ema…." Ema's ponytail, like a dog's tail, swayed. Shinji stood there, gazing at Ema running towards him. Shinji and Ema's love began because they shared similar experiences. They thought that because they had similar experiences, they could understand each other better. However, this was only a superficial understanding. The problem they would face next was the difference between reality and their ideals.

Shinji was blind to their differences. Because Ema was kind to him and a lovely girl, he assumed she would always do as he pleased. While this was certainly easier said than done, imposing his own ideals on someone so different in age, perspective, and background was definitely not the right thing to do. As a result, he hurt Ema. If Shinji had explained to Ema earlier that he would eventually leave, allowing her to accept this fact sooner, the regrettable argument wouldn't have happened.
He assumed Ema understood, so he remained content with the status quo, unwilling to consider potential future problems. Essentially, this contradicts the principles of tea ceremony:
if one doesn't try to make the other understand them, mutual understanding is impossible. This is why Shinji couldn't gain Ema's trust. If a relationship is limited to superficial interactions, the love can easily crumble in the face of a crisis. However, Shinji didn't want to ruin his relationship with Ema, so he was determined to salvage everything and bring
Ema back to him. Shinji made up his mind and said,
"Ema, I'll get straight to the point: I don't want to be separated from you."
"But...aren't you going home...?"
"That's right...but it's only a temporary separation. Can you understand me? I'll definitely get into university. Then I'll get my driver's license and find a way to come back here. There's still some time before Ema graduates, so I'll use this time to do what I need to do, and then come back to pick you up. Is that...okay?"
"...No..."
Ema couldn't look Shinji in the eye.
"You just don't believe me no matter what?"
"How can you guarantee you won't date other girls during this time?"
"Because I love you."
"And how can you guarantee you won't have other boyfriends during this time?"
"Because I believe you love me."
"I...I..."
Ema's shoulders trembled. Shinji slowly approached her, grasping her slender wrist.
"...Hmm!"
Ema didn't say anything like "I hate you" or "Let go of me," which rekindled a glimmer of hope in Shinji .
"I can't marry into your family and inherit the confectionery shop, but that doesn't mean I'll necessarily inherit the tea ceremony business.
Everything is still uncertain. But I want to decide my own life..."
Ema tried to pull her hand away, but Shinji held it even tighter.
"To love you, to protect you, I will strive to become independent."
"I...I...don't...have that right...to make you..."
"You do, I believe you do. So, I hope you can choose me as your life partner. I will try my best to make you believe in me."
Shinji knew he had said hurtful things to Ema. Even so, he still hoped to continue walking with Ema. As long as two people are together, wounds will eventually heal.
"I...of course...choose you..."
"Ema...!"
"But! I'm not worthy of your promise...maybe I won't be able to wait, or maybe I won't be able to leave here..."
"Let's figure something out together then, okay?"
"I also said I hate Shinji the most..."
"What about now? And what about later? I really like Ema."
In relationships, the more you try to delve into someone's inner world, the more likely you are to get hurt. Some people even let their relationships develop cracks because they are afraid of getting hurt. But she could only take it one step at a time.
"I like you too... I like Shinji the most...! I fell in love with you at first sight. Is that a little wrong?"
"Not at all... Actually, I'm glad to hear you say that."
"I don't understand why you would say these things to me...! I'm just a clumsy country girl, I don't deserve your love... Waaah!"
Ema's words were cut off by Shinji's kiss.
"Ah... Shin-Shinji...?"
"You don't need to feel inferior. If you feel you lack charm, you can cultivate it slowly in the future... I will also discover my own charm... and strive to become a man you can be proud of..."
"I'm sorry! I... I believe you! I absolutely, absolutely believe you!"
Ema threw herself into Shinji's arms, and Shinji gently embraced her
. "Thank you..."
Shinji hugged Ema for a moment, then kissed her again
. "Ema..."
"Mmm..."
“We won’t be able to see each other for a while, so before we part, I want to…”
Shinji held Ema’s hand and pulled her into a grove of mixed trees lightly covered in snow.
“Hmm…you, you wouldn’t…?”
Shinji hugged Ema tightly. He captured her lips and caressed her full breasts.
“Wow…wow…in a place like this…ah…!”
Shinji rubbed Ema’s breasts harder, causing her to jump up involuntarily
. “Don’t worry…the festival is over, no one will come here at this time.”
“Regardless of whether anyone comes, isn’t it a bit too much to have sex in the countryside on the second occasion…?
” “…You even know about having sex in the countryside?”
“Ah…”
Although Ema said no, she showed no sign of resistance. Shinji lifted Ema’s skirt and quickly pulled down her panties. He crouched down, admiring Ema's rounded buttocks and vulva. "So cute!"
"I'm shy when you say that... Ah~!"
"Of course Ema is cute all over, but what I meant was that even this part of you is cute."
After smelling a sweet, sweaty scent, Shinji stuck out his tongue towards Ema's genitals. Ema's private parts weren't completely wet yet, and the soft, comfortable touch reached Shinji's tongue.
"No, no! I... I haven't showered yet, and I haven't gone to the bathroom!"
"I'll lick it clean for you."
"No... Shinji, if you do this, I'll...!"
Shinji sucked on Ema's labia while licking them with his tongue. Even without saliva, Ema's genitals were already flowing with fluid. The skin of Ema's labia felt similar to a cheesecake. This soft touch made Shinji unconsciously want to take a bite.
"Ah! No, don't suck...! I can't take it~!"
Ema's body began to be dominated by pleasure. Ema's legs trembled uncontrollably; to avoid collapsing, she struggled to support her weight with her buttocks. Shinji
gently sucked on her clitoris, which was covered by her foreskin. He had barely caught a whiff of her juices when her vaginal fluids began to flow between her legs.
"Shinji...it feels so good there...I...mmm...ooh, ah!"
The skin covering the clitoris was peeled away, and the urethra spasmed and contracted. The labia were covered in fluid; Ema's vagina had just been deflowered last night. Shinji rubbed the surface of her vulva with his fingers while inserting his tongue into Ema's vagina, immediately feeling the vagina contract. However, his tongue was only long enough to penetrate a little bit inside. He wanted to savor this softness even more. So Shinji smeared his fingers with the sticky fluid and
inserted his middle finger into Ema's vagina
. "Ah... there's something inside...! Is it... a finger? My finger is inside!"
"Hmm, the whole finger went in smoothly!... Look!"
Shinji's finger went in and out, making embarrassing, wet sounds.
"It's moving... Shinji's finger... moving inside my belly... ooh!"
"It's so soft and comfortable inside... But it's also quite tight!"
"I don't know about this... ah... oh... ah... ooh!"
The feeling of the vagina enveloping the finger was just right. The sensation of the finger on the vaginal wall was simply incomparably wonderful. Shinji really wanted to do it for real as soon as possible, but he didn't want to hurt Ema like he did last night. He thought that if he inserted his finger first, it would probably make Ema feel more at ease. As Shinji thought this, his fingers moved rhythmically.
"...Don't worry, it won't hurt as much as yesterday."
"Okay...please...um...ah...!"
Shinji's fingers curved inside the vagina. The rough texture of his fingertips was palpable.
"Ah...Shinji's fingers...moving around inside me..."
Shinji used his fingers to tease the inside of the vagina while simultaneously licking the surface of the vulva with his tongue.
"Ah! Um~! Even...even your mouth...?"
When Shinji's tongue teased the clitoris, a strong contraction would occur inside the vagina. Shinji's fingers felt the folds of her vagina, and the thought of the pleasure his penis would feel inside her sent a shiver down his spine .
"Shinji... Shin... Shinji...! Ugh... Ah... Ugh...!"
"Not yet... I need to make sure you relax properly..."
"It's... it's enough! If you keep going like this, I won't be able to hold back...! Please... let me go to the toilet first, at least let me... go to the toilet first!"
Shinji was filled with doubt, wondering why Ema insisted on going to the toilet first. He stopped his fingers and tongue, recalling the events of the previous night. Yesterday, Ema said she went to the toilet three times and reminded him not to drink too much water. At that moment, he thought Ema was trying to keep her genitals clean.
"...No... If this continues, Shinji, ah..."
"Ema, you wouldn't... want to pee, would you?"
"What? No! I should say it is~!"
"You should say it is?"
"How can I say something like that~!"
Shinji pulled out his finger and changed his position.
Ema lowered her head and gasped for breath. Then, she hurriedly straightened her clothes and smiled awkwardly at Shinji.
"N-I'm sorry. Please wait for me. I remember there should be a toilet over at the rowing area..."
"You can't go."
"Huh?"
Ema's smile froze. Shinji licked the remaining juice on his finger.
"I can't wait any longer."
"Huh? Huh! Hmm? But... I really will... um!"
"...pee?"
"Yeah."
Ema pretended to be calm
. Shinji knew that it was possible to feel the urge to urinate during sex due to nervousness. However, it would be a pity to let the passion he had finally ignited be extinguished, and he also wanted to see Ema's embarrassed and shy appearance. Anyway, the worst-case scenario is that she'll just pee. Besides, this is the middle of nowhere, so even if she does, it won't cause any trouble for anyone
. "It's okay. No matter what ugly thing Ema does, I won't hate you."
"You heartless guy~!"
Shinji didn't deny it. He picked Ema up from behind and then inserted his penis. "Ah...! It hurts... Ouch!" "
...Does it still hurt?"
"Hmm! Huh? Strange, it seems... it doesn't hurt as much..."
So Shinji began to move back and forth with peace of mind. Shinji's insertion was smooth at first, but her vagina was very tight
. "P-Please don't be too rough... I'm not used to it yet... Ah...!"
Ema's voice became lewd, and the contractions inside her vagina became even stronger
. "So... so amazing. Even when it's all the way in... it doesn't hurt. Why? Yesterday it hurt so much... Ah, Shinji... It feels so good... Shinji!"
Shinji rubbed Ema's firm breasts from behind, his waist thrusting up and down continuously. The pleasurable sensation from the contractions of the vaginal walls spread from the still-erect penis throughout the body. Moreover, the vaginal walls seemed to adjust their tightness automatically in response to Shinji's movements.
"Ema...do you like it when I come from behind?"
"Shinji, you're so naughty...you big pervert!...I-I don't know...!"
Shinji's penis pounded forcefully inside Ema's soaking wet vagina.
"Oh...um...Shinji...this is too intense...going in and out...it feels so good...ah...oh!"
Hearing Ema's request, Shinji began to focus on thrusting.
"Wow...this is so good! Shinji going in and out of me...it feels so good...ah...
ah...!"
"Ema is so cute..."
"I-I'm so happy...How does Shinji feel? Does it feel good inside me?"
"Inside me? What do you mean?"
"I mean, vagina~! Oh, how am I supposed to explain this~!"
Shinji stopped.
"Tell me, Ema..."
"In my vagina...does it feel good?"
"It feels amazing!"
"Ah~! Shinji is such a pervert~! So lewd~!"
Shinji started thrusting again. He was in such a state that he couldn't really joke with Ema anymore.
"Ugh, ah... um, ah. But... I'm happy, so... I'm relieved. Hmm! Relieved?"
"Hmm?"
"Wow! I forgot~ ah~!"
"Forgot what?"
Ema was completely absorbed in the moment, which made Shinji like her even more.
"I, I forgot... I forgot that I feel like peeing when I orgasm... peeing... um...!"
Oh... peeing. Shinji had completely forgotten about it too.
"I discovered this when I masturbated! If it feels too good... I feel like... Yesterday it hurt too much, so I could bear it, but, but today..."
"...Can't you hold back today?"
"B-Because I feel really good today...and I didn't go to the bathroom first...So please, please don't...make me climax, okay? Shinji, it's good that you've already ejaculated! If I climax, I'll...I'll pee!"
Shinji remained unmoved, swaying his hips. Ema's body would sometimes suddenly bounce, almost reaching climax.
"Please, Shinji. Hurry up and ejaculate...I'll hold back! Although I might not be able to hold back..."
Shinji felt a tightness he had never experienced before, and this tightness became the fuse that ignited it. "I'm going to come~ I'm going to come~! Ah~!"
With Ema's scream of reaching climax, there was also the sound of a large amount of water gushing out. As Shinji's semen shot into Ema's vagina, a small stream of fluid also oozed from Ema's urethra, making it look as if Ema was ejaculating as well
. "It's coming out! I'm peeing! Shinji, you can't look! Ah... I can't stop... I can't stop...
Ah... Ah~!"
Ema's vagina seemed to be squeezing out all of Shinji's semen, contracting very tightly. Ema and Shinji both reached their climax at the same time.
"Ema was so cute just now..."
"Oh~ Shinji, you're so... so mean. I feel so embarrassed~."
"It's okay. It's not your fault, and besides, we're outside."
"Hmm~ Hmm!"
"I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself because Ema is so cute... Do you hate me?"
"No... How could I possibly hate you... Really!"
"Then, are you willing to wait for me?"
"Yes, I will. But Shinji is so lewd, it makes me a little worried..."
Shinji hugged Ema tightly.
"Don't worry. I'll come to find you no matter what..."
"Hmm...!"
The
snow continued to fall quietly
, but Shinji and Ema had already forgotten the cold of the snow.
They hugged each other, gazing at one another
. Then, they both brought their faces close to each other and kissed passionately.
Final Chapter
"Phew... I finally made it."
It was so hard to get used to this road, and starting today, he wouldn't be coming here for a while.
Shinji unconsciously fell into deep thought, almost missing the original time.
"Luckily, if I had been late today, regardless of what Ema said, Ao would have been in for a world of hurt..."
Although it was in the countryside, you couldn't just park the car on the side of the road, so Shinji had to park it in the parking lot. If it were his own car, it wouldn't be a problem, but if it was a borrowed car and it got towed, he would definitely get a scolding from his mother
. "Ah... I really want to have my own car soon."
However, for Shinji, who hadn't yet become a working professional, buying a car was still a distant dream. "Great, I finally made it."
Shinji jogged to the school gate and stopped. A group of people gathered at the school gate, their identities similar to Shinji's—family members of the graduates, but also there to congratulate them. Beautiful flowers bloomed on campus
. "Shinji…you…came?"
Ema stood there, holding her graduation certificate, with Ao beside her
. "Of course."
"But…you said you've been very busy lately…"
"Yeah, but no matter how busy I am, I can't miss Ema's graduation day."
Ema smiled. Ao simply kept looking at Shinji.
"Besides, today is our real graduation ceremony, isn't it?"
It had taken so long for this day to arrive. As the seasons changed, Shinji and Ema's love grew stronger.
"Ema…I hope you'll walk with me."
From this day forward, could they truly walk together? No matter how bitter or painful the future might be. Even if they accidentally hurt each other, or were hurt by each other. Judging from their current situation, it seemed there were no problems, so he
extended his hand to Shinji.
"I swear, I will definitely make you happy."
"Me too..."
Ema placed her hand in Shinji's outstretched hand. Shinji took Ema's hand and hugged her.
"I love you."
Shinji gazed at Ema and confessed his love to her.
"Me too..."
Suddenly, a high-decibel horn blared on the road in front of the school gate.
Everyone's eyes were focused on the car that had honked.
Shinji, like everyone else, turned his gaze to the car, but after seeing it, he almost fainted. "Brother—! Brother—!"
"Shinji!"
A voice that Shinji knew all too well came from the car. Then, leaning out of the car window were…
“Chihiro? Hisako? What brings you two here?”
Chihiro looked more mature, walking over with a mischievous smile.
Yoshio got out of the driver's seat; she was even more beautiful and charming than before, immediately attracting the attention of all the men present
. “Mr. Shinji, we’ve come to pick you up. Madam allows us to continue using the villa.”
Shinji looked at Ema and Ao with surprise. The two laughed happily,
"Let's relive our old days, Shinji."
Ema's slender hand took Shinji's wrist.
"That's it."
Ao pushed Shinji from behind, all the way to the school gate where Yoshio and the others were standing.
When Shinji arrived at the school gate, Hisakuri, dressed casually, appeared before him.
"I'm wearing underwear today that Shinji can really admire~, look."
Hisakuri placed her hand on the hem of her clothes, as if she was about to take off her shirt.
"Hi-Hiakuri!"
Yoshio was startled.
"W-What are you doing?"
Chihiro also seemed startled by Hisakuri's sudden action and grabbed Hisakuri's wrist.
"Nothing~, it's just that Shinji and I made a promise... I said that next time we meet, I'll wear colorful underwear with white lace trim for him to see~, and I'll tie a little bow on the side of the underwear~."
Shinji saw Ema's stiff facial expression and began to panic a little.
"Ema, no, that's not it. There's absolutely no such thing. Hisakuri often misunderstands like this...!"
"Huh? The two of them are arguing already?"
Chihiro smiled mischievously.
"Brother, you're always welcome to come see Chihiro~."
Shinji was speechless with surprise and quickly winked at Aya for help.
As Aoi's eyes met Shinji's, her cheeks flushed instantly, and she shyly lowered her head. "No way! Even Aoi?"
Yoshio suddenly stepped between the bewildered Shinji and Ema, whispering in Shinji's ear, "Mr. Shinji, you're welcome to use my body anytime..."
"Yoshio!"
Shinji grabbed Ema's hand. If they stayed here any longer, no one could guarantee what would happen next.
"Ema, let's go!"
Ema was completely stunned by the surprise.
"Huh? What?"
"Ah, trying to run away? Bro—bro—!"
Shinji led Ema to the parking lot.
"Ema, let's go to Lake Mibu later!"
"Okay!"
"And then we'll go to that forest path too."
"...Okay."
Ema's expression was a little embarrassed.
"Finally, let's have a party together?"
"Okay."
Ema smiled happily .
What happened at school earlier would have made the old Ema angry. However, she only smiled and brushed it off.
Ema has indeed grown, and Shinji is the same.
A warm spring breeze gently caresses people's faces, and the warm sunshine shines on Mibu Town. The white flowers by the roadside, nourished by the early spring sun, are blooming quite beautifully.
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