Falling in love with the eyes of a beast

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Chapter One:
On that night I cursed, he took my virginity… From then on, it seemed I lived
only for revenge. But I knew he left me with more than just shame; more terrifyingly, he ignited
a wicked fire within me, so I hated him!!
I've never felt proud of my good looks; they've brought me too much trouble. I'm 23, but I've
never had a girlfriend. My friends say I'm too picky, but only Xiao Jia knows why.
I met him on the day I graduated from university. He was a full-fledged gangster, yet he treated me like a long-lost
brother . I felt a certain attraction to him, but I suppressed it because I couldn't
imagine what it would be like to fall in love with someone of the same sex, especially someone as fearsome as him.
He seemed unusually kind to me, but never went too far, making me feel he was a normal
man . Thus, I accepted his brotherly care without hesitation.
Those days were truly unforgettable…
Until Christmas Eve that year, he invited me and my classmates to Rolling Stones for dancing. We went late, and I drank
a lot but was still sober. He, however, was drunk. When we parted, he asked me to drive him home, and I
readily agreed. When we arrived at his house, I made him some water while he took a shower. I knew I would definitely be staying there that night.
I was glad he wasn't married because I really didn't want to live with a woman. I slowly made the bed in the bedroom
when I suddenly felt a strong arm tightly embracing me. Then, my clothes were being ripped off!
After , I immediately regained consciousness. Tension and shame overwhelmed me. I knew it was him. I turned around, wanting to angrily rebuke
his shamelessness, but when I saw his eyes, I was terrified. They were the eyes of a wild beast, radiating
a dangerous aura.
We stared at each other for a second, then he frantically pushed me onto the bed, roughly tearing off my clothes. The more I struggled
, the stronger he became. I called his name, begging him to stop. I threatened to shout for help. He
grabbed my hair and whispered in my ear, "Scream! Let everyone know I'm going to rape you, rape
a boy taller than me!" I was stunned. He really was a beast! A monster!
He
tore all my clothes off, and my struggles became futile. When he realized he couldn't succeed, he tied my clothes behind my back with his tie. At that moment, his eyes suddenly softened, and he whispered in my ear, "I really
like you, I know you like me too. Let all the blame fall on me, I must have you." He then
kissed my body frantically. Perhaps because my body was so cold, as he tried to force himself on me, his hands
rubbed against me incessantly. In that most painful moment, tears I had held back for so long finally streamed down my face.
What hurt wasn't his rough thrusting, but the evil fire within me that was being constantly unleashed...
The next day, I couldn't go to work. The shameful pain made me clearly realize
how real everything from the previous night had been! I struggled to sit up and saw him immediately. He was sitting on the sofa, already
dressed, apparently having done so while I was unconscious. The tie was off, revealing clear marks from the binding on his
wrists . I glared at him angrily, but to my surprise, his eyes were filled with a sorrow I had never seen before.
Seeing I was awake, he immediately came over and reached out to touch my face. With my last ounce of strength, I disgustedly
shook off his hand. He paused, then sat on the edge of the bed and said in that familiar, concerned tone, "
Don't go to work today. Take a day off. If that doesn't work, just don't go!" I didn't turn around, but slowly and
firmly said, "Kill me! Otherwise, I won't let you go!!!" He suddenly grabbed my hair and lifted my head
. "You like me too, but I'm just braver than you!!! Stop fucking pretending." I closed my eyes, a cold smile playing
on my lips . "Kill me!" I repeated the same words. He released my hand and remained
silent for a long time. After a while, I heard him leave. Tears welled up again…
I didn't go home; I only told my family I had a task at the company and needed to stay there for a few days. Actually, I went to Xiao
Jia's place.
I didn't tell Xiao Jia what had happened, only that I hadn't been feeling well for the past couple of days and wanted to stay with him. Xiao Jia didn't
ask anything. Two days later, Xiao Jia came home from work, didn't say a word, and silently went to the kitchen to cook. I knew something must
have happened, but I felt guilty and didn't dare ask him. When he came into the bedroom, I stared intently at him, thinking he
would ask me first! Sure enough, Xiao Jia lit a cigarette, slowly exhaling smoke rings, and turned to look at me. "He called me
and said everything!!" Strangely, I didn't feel the awkwardness I expected; it was as if I had anticipated it
. I smiled slightly, then got up to pack my things. Seeing this, Xiao Jia was startled at first, then suddenly
rushed forward and snatched the things from my hands. The humiliation I had suppressed for days finally erupted. I fought with
Xiao Jia like a madwoman. I was taller than Xiao Jia, so I gradually gained the upper hand. Then, Xiao Jia suddenly
spoke: "If you had done the same that day, would any of this have happened? You're just a jerk!!!" I... I've never been struck by lightning before
, but I'm sure the feeling of being struck by lightning was exactly what I felt when I heard those words. I stood there, motionless,
slowly leaning against the wall, and squatting down against it. I knew Xiao Jia didn't mean to say that, but the
wound hadn't healed yet, and to have it reopened like that, I was caught off guard. Xiao Jia was terrified and rushed over to
comfort me, slapping herself hard across the face. I ignored her; at that moment, I probably didn't care about anything else…
Chapter Two: I didn't leave, firstly because of Xiao Jia's urging, and secondly, because I really didn't know where to go. I thought I couldn't stay
in Beijing any longer; I had to leave!!!
I told Xiaojia I was leaving. Xiaojia asked where I was going. "
As far as possible, maybe to the Yellow River, to see if the Yellow River water can wash me clean!" I was really afraid Xiaojia would worry,
so I deliberately joked with him. At that moment, I felt Xiaojia sobbing. I couldn't comfort him because I couldn't even
convince myself. I was afraid that I would lose my temper and stay. I also knew I had to escape his
pursuit! He wouldn't let me go!
That night, Xiaojia and I didn't say a word.
The next day, I got up very early. Around 6 a.m., I packed my things, looked at Xiaojia who was still fast asleep , suppressed the bitterness in my heart, opened the door, and left. The air outside was so fresh, filled with the unique fragrance of the morning. I greedily
took a deep breath, and suddenly, I saw...

A familiar car was parked in the distance—it was him! I was terrified, but I quickly calmed down. I
knew since he had found this place, I had no choice but to go. He saw me too, got out of the car, and slowly walked towards
me. I stared intently into his beast-like eyes! A surge of masculine courage welled up inside me! He
stood in front of me. He was a little shorter than me, probably around 178 cm, but very strong. His buzz cut seemed to be defiant
, and his dark skin—I remembered him saying it was the result of being sent to the countryside—was because the farm work was very heavy back then. He was probably
handsome, I thought! Before I could think any further, he snatched my bag and looked straight at me. "You
want to leave? Why? Don't you like me too?" This was the third time he had said this to me, making me feel
humiliated ! I punched him, yelling, "You beast!!" I immediately regretted it, realizing that was
the kind of thing girls love to say! But the fist swung with a man's rage. He didn't dodge; with a loud "bang," I
hit my target. I quickly grabbed my bag and turned to run away, not because I was afraid of his retaliation, but because I was afraid I
would never be able to escape his entanglement. Perhaps it was too early, or perhaps Xiao Jia's neighbors liked to sleep in; there was no one around.
The instant I turned, I was suddenly grabbed around the waist, and my head felt like it had been hit by something. After a sharp pain, I
lost consciousness…
When I woke up, I was at his company in the suburbs. The glaring sunlight outside told me it was noon.
I didn't fully understand what had happened, but I soon realized that I had been "kidnapped" by him,
and he was sitting calmly behind his desk, strangely "appreciating" me. Actually, what angered me the most was
his domineering behavior of thinking he could control everything. What made me most resentful was… I was actually glad that he had
reappeared. Why?! Why don't I hate him?! I can't forgive myself for these despicable thoughts! No!!
I hate him, I must hate him!! Looking at him, without saying a word, I found the nearest sharp object—
a glass ashtray—and hurled it at him with all my might!!
He actually dodged it nimbly!! But his eyes were filled with anger and surprise. I think he still thought I
wouldn't be so cruel to him, that I loved him!!
Before either of us could react, the door was flung open, and several of his brothers rushed in. Instead of being afraid, I felt
a sense of relief. I rushed to the desk, ready to attack him again, but his brothers attacked as well.
A short, stocky man punched me, not knocking me down, but blood still trickled from my mouth. I
glanced at him across the desk; he seemed hesitant to stop the beating. Before
he could think further, another of his brothers lunged at me. This time, I was on guard and didn't let him succeed. We started
fighting , but with their numbers, I quickly found myself at a disadvantage. I still managed to hold on. "Alright, stop!
Get out! This is between Mingshuo and me!" I thought, finally unable to bear seeing me take the beating. But I
immediately that thought—what a pathetic idea!
His brothers were relatively obedient; they glared at me angrily and left. He then came over and reached out to help me
up , but I gave him a cold look and refused. After a moment, we both seemed to have calmed down a bit. He
slowly said, "I know I shouldn't have been violent towards you, but I knew you liked me but didn't dare to say it, so I had no choice but to
do that. You're too proud, but I really like you. I'm willing to make up for the hurt I caused you, but please
don't leave. Give me a chance, okay? I won't force you anymore, okay?" Seeing the sincerity on his face,
I believed him, really, I truly believed him then. But my pride told me I couldn't forgive him. I hardened
my heart and said to him, word by word, "Listen, Zhang Jiayu!! As long as I, Mingshuo, am alive, I will never forgive
you!!" "Don't flatter yourself, let me go!!! Otherwise, I'll hate you even more!!"
After hearing my words, he was silent for a while. "Okay, I know I hurt you too badly. No matter
what my reasons were, I shouldn't have treated you like that. I should have been gentle and patient with you! You're just too lovable..." His
education level wasn't high, so sometimes what he said was both laughable and pathetic. He continued, "Go, as long as
you don't leave Beijing, I'll wait for you to forgive me. But remember, don't let anyone else touch you, otherwise, don't
say I'm rude!!" Hearing his last sentence, I couldn't help but feel angry. What right did he have to tell me what to do?! I
sneered, turned around, found my bag, and as I was leaving, I thought I should retort, "You listen too,
if you dare to bother me again, I'll cripple you!!" I said something that I thought was very dirty and gangster-like,
and then I slammed the door and left!!!
It's so cold, I have nowhere to hide from the cold! The bustling crowds on the street weaved past me, yet I
still felt an unprecedented loneliness and desolation. Strange looks from passersby made me realize
the throbbing pain in my face.
Exhausted, all I wanted was to find a place to sleep, but I couldn't think of anywhere to go. Yes!
A bar —only there could I temporarily forget my pain. Thinking this, I looked around for a taxi.
Luckily, I saw a red Xiali parked by the roadside. Without thinking, I walked over, opened the door, and got in.
The driver looked at me in surprise. "To the nearest bar," I said weakly without looking at him. He seemed stunned for a few
seconds, then started the car.
I was so tired that I soon fell asleep in the car…
When I woke up, we were already parked in front of a bar. It seemed like we had been there for a while. The driver
hadn't woken me, which touched me somewhat. "How much?" I asked, still without looking at him.
"I don't know, this is my first time driving!"
I was very surprised. Was it an unlicensed taxi? I couldn't help but glance at him. He had a fairly handsome face, and
the owner looked to be around 30 years old, though his skin was a bit pale. I couldn't help but laugh out loud, repeatedly apologizing.
He didn't seem to mind at all, saying, "No need to pay, come and support my bar." He spoke so
casually making me feel completely at ease!
That's how Tianhong and I met, as if it were a deliberate arrangement by fate.
Tianhong was very kind to me. That night at his bar, we got along very well. I felt a kind of
trust in him, like that of an older brother, but neither of us talked about our pasts. I only learned that he was from Beijing, had been a policeman
before didn't know why he quit, and then opened this bar, renting a room next to it to live in. We were even more...
I didn't explain why I got into his car in a daze, or why he took me to his bar by mistake.
Tianhong said he had to go on a business trip. He knew I was unemployed and hadn't been living at home, so he asked me to watch
the bar for him for a couple of days and stay at his rented apartment. I was surprised by his trust in me, since we had just met,
and my understanding of the police was that they always treated anyone like a suspect! But I accepted anyway
because I didn't have any better options and I felt I should live up to his trust. Seeing that I accepted his
invitation , Tianhong seemed to have accomplished something very satisfying, and happily started drinking. This made me very suspicious.
Could it be that he...?
He'd been gone for almost a week. Everything was fine at the bar, and I was having a great time, almost forgetting all the unhappy
things. Until one weekend night, I was busy greeting customers when suddenly a very familiar voice came from behind me,
"Long time no see, you're doing well!" Oh my god, it was him! I turned around abruptly and saw him standing not
far , followed by two of his brothers. One of them looked very familiar. That's right, it was him! I remember drinking here once,
and his eyes kept looking at me. So he was one of his brothers! Looking at him again, he seemed very angry, perhaps because I had
vanished into thin air these past few days. I looked at him with fear and anger. A Zhe from the bar came over, "Sir,
how many are in your party?" He saw my gaze and seemed to want to help me out, but he completely ignored him and just walked towards me,
his eyes fixed on me! Fortunately, there weren't many customers, but I stood there without moving, though my eyes flashed with
danger. Reason also reminded me that I couldn't cause trouble for Tianhong; the customers were watching. He
walked up to me, "Come out with me for a moment." "No time!!" I replied coldly, but he didn't stop, grabbing
my arm and pulling me outside. I tried to shake him off, but A-Zhe immediately came over. Perhaps he'd seen this many times before;
he was very calm and whispered to him, "Friend, this is Brother Tianhong's bar. What would you like to drink? It's on me,
how about it..." "Slap!" No one expected that he would slap A-Zhe across the face. Everyone
was shocked. His two henchmen rushed over. I stood there, stunned, feeling nothing but hatred. He
still only said to me, "Come out with me!!!" His tone was extremely forceful! Before I could speak, he
grabbed to leave. Ah Zhe glared at him but didn't try to stop me.
Once outside, I frantically shook him off and started walking. His two henchmen rushed over, grabbed my arms, and started swearing. Just
as I was about to fight them, I heard him shout, "Back in the car!" They obediently left. He stood in
front of me, looked at my face flushed with anger, and suddenly hugged me tightly. "I missed you so much! Come to my
place , keep me company!" "Get away! Go find a prostitute!" I desperately pushed him away, wanting to kill
him immediately, but I didn't have the strength at the time. Suddenly, he pressed me down ... In the car behind, my hands were
paralyzed . If anyone saw this, I'd rather die; it was too shameful. He looked at
me with those beast-like eyes, slowly burying his head in my neck, kissing me desperately like a blood-sucking monster. He knew I wouldn't
scream ; he had me figured out. I struggled desperately, but the more I struggled, the stronger he became. The waves of
pain from my neck filled me with shame, forcing my head back. One of his hands began to grope my body, finally
reaching my most sensitive spots. I shuddered; that wicked fire reignited. He seemed
satisfied with my reaction, his movements becoming increasingly rough, his breathing uneven and labored! I felt utterly powerless, letting him ravage
my body. Suddenly, I saw someone else beside me. In the dim light, I saw Tianhong
's angry face. Oh my god! He actually saw it, and silently stood beside us…
Chapter Three
“Tian Hong…” I called out, my voice low and panicked. Tian Hong’s eyes terrified me; they were
murderous eyes. As if stung by something, Zhang Jiayu jumped aside, his breathing still
unsteady , his eyes fixed fiercely on Tian Hong. It seemed he had never encountered such a scene before;
a flicker of fear crossed his face, but it vanished in an instant. He quickly reverted to his domineering manner. I remained
stunned, feeling nothing but shame, anger, and coldness!
After half a minute of silence, Tian Hong withdrew his gaze from me, replacing it with one of boundless concern.
Seeing me leaning helplessly against the car, trembling, he came over, took off his down jacket
, and draped it over me. Zhang Jiayu watched him do this with hostility, unusually remaining still. When Tian Hong approached me
, his gaze suddenly fell on my neck. I thought, he must have left some mark there! I didn't want
to think any further, letting Tianhong look at me with an incredulous, sorrowful gaze…
“That’s your lover, isn’t he! Have you really forgotten what I told you? You’ll only know if you try.”
He, who had been silent, said viciously. I didn’t answer him, looking at Tianhong, I said weakly, “Don’t worry about this
, he’s a bastard, you should leave. I… I’m not a good person either, you can still run your bar…
apologize to A-Zhe for me!”
Tianhong didn’t speak, but suddenly turned around and said to him word by word, “If you dare touch him again, I, Duan
Tianhong , won’t let you off so easily!!” “Fuck your grandpa!!!” he cursed, rushing
towards Tianhong, his fist already thrown. Tianhong, being a former policeman, easily deflected his fist, and the two began to
wrestle . At this moment, two of his men ran out of the car, about to attack Tianhong… Hong attacked, and I couldn't just
stand by and watch. I rushed forward to fight them, but just then, Tian Hong punched him in the stomach. He
cried squatted on the ground. Tian Hong didn't really intend to beat him up, so he didn't continue the fight. His
two henchmen, seeing him injured, lost interest in fighting me and rushed over to help their leader up. Tian Hong walked over,
grabbed my arm, and started walking back, completely ignoring me. "Ming Shuo!" I heard him call me from behind.
I couldn't believe he could actually have that tone of voice—a helpless, trapped animal's voice. If I
didn't have such a deep grudge against him, I would have turned around. But I told myself he was my enemy, and I wanted
revenge for hurting me again. Heaven knows, he was just humiliating himself. I didn't turn around and followed Tian Hong.
Strangely, Tian Hong didn't take me back to the bar but went straight home. As soon as we entered, he made me sit on the sofa.
He handed me a glass of water and silently watched me drink it. Neither of us spoke. I
sat there awkwardly, as if waiting for his interrogation, but I was also wondering why he would help me. Was it just because we were
friends ? Even so, he wouldn't disregard the safety of the bar. I believed A-Zhe had told him what had happened. Also,
why did Zhang Jiayu, who was always so domineering and aggressive, willingly give up without retaliating? That shout still echoed in my ears
. I felt that Tian Hong was no ordinary person. "Feeling better?" Tian Hong's question stopped my overthinking.
I looked up at him; his eyes were so gentle, so concerned. I almost felt an urge to cry.
"Tianhong, I..." Before I could finish, his finger suddenly pressed against my lips. "Shh... Don't say anything
! I understand!" He sat down next to me. "You're so wonderful, no wonder. You know, from the moment you got into my car in a
daze , I fell for you. But I didn't know if you felt the same way. Maybe
God really favored me, letting me encounter this today. To be honest, I'm angry, but also happy. I'm angry
because that bastard could treat you like that, and happy because..." He didn't finish, but
looked at me with a strange gaze. I suddenly understood something, and my heart started to panic. "Tianhong, I... I'm not, I
'm not like that." I didn't know how to express myself, so I simply leaned back on the sofa, my legs spread wide. I wanted to tell Tianhong
what had happened . His image kept appearing before my eyes, and his caged beast-like
screams lingered in my ears, so I remained silent. "Are you afraid Hei Wu will cause trouble for you and me?? Let me tell you,
don't be afraid of him, he won't dare mess with me!!" "Hei Wu??" I didn't understand what he was talking about, and looked at him blankly.
"It's Zhang Jiayu! What, looks like that old guy has never taken you out to play? You don't even know his nickname?"
For some reason, Tian Hong's words and the tone and expression he used made me feel disgusted! "..." I
remained silent. He didn't notice my displeasure at all and continued the previous topic, "If you're willing to be with me, I
guarantee no one will bully you. Don't even think about Black Friday." As he spoke, his hands began to explore my body, and
his face moved closer. I vaguely smelled alcohol, and I instinctively moved away. He sensed it, and a hint of displeasure flashed
in his eyes , but he didn't force me. "You go to sleep first. I'll go check out the bar," he said, standing up
and leaving.
Alone in the room, I thought about why I rejected Tianhong. He was excellent, and he had helped me. I think he
must have helped me, and I truly did prefer men and rejected women. I remembered in the bar, many women
made advances towards me, which I found ridiculous. Xiaojia said that this was the most thorough change Zhang Jiayu had brought me! I
should thank him!! I really don't know what he... What kind of mind-altering drug did I give him to make my best friend speak well of him—my
enemy!
I don't want to think about it anymore, I'm so sleepy, I should get some rest. I've decided, tomorrow I'll say goodbye to Tianhong,
no matter what, I have to leave Beijing!
After showering, I came out shirtless, wearing only a towel. Passing by the full-length mirror, I
stopped and looked at myself. Tall and slender, smooth abs, firm chest muscles. I'm not
fair-skinned, just a wheatish complexion. I couldn't help but smile at myself in the mirror. Suddenly, I saw the
red , the one he left earlier. I remembered his untamed gaze, his domineering caresses,
even his rough kiss. I felt a fire burning in my lower abdomen; it was already hard. I quickly cursed
myself , "Crazy, perverted, let someone play with me and still think good things about me!!!" "I need to constantly remind myself that he is my
enemy!
Because he inflicted the most unbearable humiliation on a man, and because he ignited the deep-seated evil fire within me…
I fell asleep quickly. Tonight's experience left me physically and mentally exhausted. I was truly driven mad by him. Tomorrow morning will
be better; everything will be over. Perhaps I'll even sleep with a relieved smile! I
've heard old people say that when you're haunted by nightmares, you can't move your body and can't wake up, especially
when you're having a nightmare. Right now, I'm dreaming that someone is frantically kissing my chest, and…" And this dream was so strange,
I could actually feel things, it hurt! The person in the dream kissed my nipples and it really hurt! Suddenly, I woke up with a start. It
wasn't a dream, it really happened. "Tianhong!" I quickly realized it was him! Oh my god! I was so
careless , I completely forgot to lock my door, I forgot about his confession to me tonight!!
I called his name and reached out to push him away, but he suddenly grabbed both my hands and pressed them hard
against the pillow. This action reminded me of what happened that night, and I was furious. "
What do you take me for?!" "I thought to myself, and struggled against him with all my might. To my surprise, he fell off the bed during my struggle
. I quickly got off the bed, stumbled and found the light cord. I must have used too much force; the light turned on, and the cord broke
. Only then did I see clearly that the person I had pushed to the ground was Tianhong. He seemed completely drunk,
unable to get up from the ground, muttering something unintelligible. I put on a coat, feeling sorry for him,
and went to help him up. I bent down to pull him up, and he suddenly opened his eyes and looked at me, motionless. But I
could see from his eyes that he no longer wanted to touch me; instead, there was a look of resentment and questioning. '
Why !! Why do you let him play but won't let me touch you!! What do I lack compared to him!! Tell me!!'" He
almost roared, a roar choked with sobs. He hurt me deeply, but I didn't react because I knew he was drunk,
very drunk. I couldn't upset him any further. I grabbed his arm, trying to pull him up from the ground, but he
violently shook off my hand and got up on his own, staggering towards the door! I thought I heard a sob.
Was he crying? I wondered. Suddenly, a deep sense of self-reproach overwhelmed me. I wanted him to come back, to give
him everything I could to repay his kindness. And the only thing I could give him was my body!
I hesitated, and he walked out without looking back. I collapsed onto the bed! I wondered, is love between men
really this intense?
Up until then, I had never been in a relationship, at least that's how I felt!
I couldn't sleep anymore, wondering if Tianhong would be in danger. I quickly called the bar, wanting to
ask Azhe for help. Unexpectedly, Azhe told me that Tianhong had returned to the bar and was already asleep in a private room. I was relieved.
It was past 4 a.m., and I couldn't sleep, so I lay in bed reading. I couldn't turn off the light, so it stayed on
all night . Suddenly, I saw a photo in a book—a group photo of two very young policemen,
their arms around each other's shoulders, looking very close. I realized one of them was Tianhong. On the back of the photo was a line: "
In the next life, I wish to be two foxes..."
I couldn't help but laugh. What kind of talk was that? But Tianhong looked so innocent then, his eyes so
clear, completely different from the person I'd just seen!
The next morning, I got up early, packed my clothes—not much to pack, mostly just tidied up
Tianhong's room—left him a note, and went out. It was another beautiful day! Where to go?
This question seemed to haunt me before. I decided to head straight to the train station. I had a
very good classmate in Shijiazhuang; I could go see him. Thinking this, I started walking towards the station, but that meant
passing Tianhong's bar, which made me a little sad. So I changed my mind and went to the other side of the street to hail a taxi.
When I got to the train station, I saw there were no taxis running that day! "To the West Station! There's an intercity express train there." I grabbed my bag and
ran quickly towards the exit. Suddenly, someone bumped into me. I didn't pay much attention, but after a few more steps, it dawned on me—could it be a thief
? Oh no! All my money was there! I checked my pockets, and sure enough, it had been robbed!
Good heavens !! Is this year truly destined to be full of misfortunes for me? There was nothing I could do but call Xiao Jia using my SIM card.
He definitely hadn't gotten up yet, because sure enough, Xiao Jia answered the phone, but he seemed very energetic, not at all like someone who had just woken up! I
told him my situation and asked him to come pick me up. He hesitated for a moment but then agreed. I was surprised he
hesitated; normally he would have agreed immediately. Oh well, as long as he came, that's good.
About 10 minutes later, Xiao Jia arrived. Ha! He's really different now. I wonder if he's struck it
rich. He looks so cool in his new leather jacket. If I weren't in such a bad mood, I would definitely be teasing him again. He
arrived quickly in a taxi, and I got in too. Xiao Jia is really different today. He's always talking evasively
, and he didn't even ask me about Tian Hong. What's even stranger is that he said he didn't bring enough
money for me and had to go home to get more. But we've been friends for so many years, so I quickly relaxed. When we got to his place, I got out of the taxi.
He said, "You go up first, I'll give you the keys." "What about you?" I asked. "I'm going to buy some breakfast, I'll be right back." I
didn't say anything, just grabbed the keys and went upstairs.
The moment I opened the door, I saw him sitting upright inside. I couldn't believe my eyes. Before I
could react , he pulled me inside! Damn it!!! I've been tricked by my best friend, and I've walked right
into his trap!! He hadn't changed his savage style at all; this time, he was even more ruthless.
I was already scantily clad, and he quickly stripped me naked. The difference this time was that he didn't immediately assault me; instead, he scrutinized me like
a doctor examining a patient. This made me feel incredibly humiliated, and without thinking, I yelled at him, "Tianhong
won't let you get away with this!!" I should really regret saying that; how could I be so cowardly as to use him as a threat?!
He looked like a wound had been reopened, his face turning extremely ugly. He pounced on me, gripping my chin tightly.
"You're mine. He knows the rules. Now I'm going to punish you for your infidelity," he said with a lewd grin. "Tell me, how
should punish you, you unfaithful lover?!" "I didn't!!!" Without thinking, I
blurted out those three words. His smile grew even more wicked, his hands already relentlessly ravaging my most sensitive spots. I didn't want to resist,
because it would not only be useless but would also drive him even crazier. He was waiting for me to resist so he could slowly torture me. He
seemed surprised by my reaction, but he quickly understood my intention and stopped his assault.
The shadow of a wild beast returned to his eyes. I didn't know, I didn't know what would happen next...
Chapter Four
He suddenly grabbed the back of my head, and before I could react, his lips were pressed against mine
. I jolted violently! His tongue swept over mine without restraint, as if carefully
and recklessly savoring a delicious dish. Strangely, this time there was no roughness,
only a passionate impact! My entire consciousness began to blur, and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around his neck
and kiss him passionately. At that moment, I no longer felt hatred. Yes, I had loved him from the beginning, but he didn't know
how to love me! This was our first real kiss, a feeling that surpassed the pleasure of sex!
Lost in his passionate kiss, I let him do as he pleased. This time he was incredibly gentle, his hands slowly caressing
me. The erection no longer filled me with shame. I closed my eyes, silently enjoying it, waiting…
Then he suddenly stopped, gazing at me tenderly. “I’m sorry! I’ve caused you so much pain! But I
really… love you.” I looked at him, trying to smile, but tears betrayed me. We
didn’t speak. He stripped naked and pressed himself against me, his mouth and hands, burning hot, tracing
every inch of my skin… That morning, we made love! He became even more frenzied, like an erupting
volcano. I endured the pain, and as his movements quickened, I couldn’t help but cry out, “Ah!!” In my remaining consciousness,
I knew he had reached orgasm, and I, too, ejaculated a thick stream of white fluid.
When everything calmed down, he wrapped his arms around my shoulders from behind, wiping the sweat from my back, and whispered in
my ear, "Mingshuo, I really like you. Sometimes you stare at me blankly, and I know
you feel the same way! That time... it was really my fault, but I'm a rough guy, I didn't know how to express it. I
'm proud, and I thought it was better to just force it, make it a fait accompli first..." "Make it a fait accompli?! Do you think I
'm a woman?! I'm a man too!!!" I interrupted him loudly before he finished speaking. Actually, he
had improved a lot; he no longer spoke in that barbaric style, and he sounded like a person from a "civilized society"! He
was silent after hearing my words, and the hand around my shoulder noticeably tightened. I thought he was going to "relapse,"
but he didn't. He remained silent for a long time before finally letting out a long sigh, "Forgive me!" He said it in such a low voice,
as if he were speaking from the heart. He was a man who couldn't hide his feelings; those three words contained all his apology to me,
so sincere! I could feel him slowly falling asleep, but his hand on my shoulder
didn't loosen its grip at all. I carefully turned my head and looked at this sleeping man, and suddenly felt he was like a leopard! "Ren..."
"Even when He Ye is fast asleep, he's just like when he was born, safe and peaceful..."
I couldn't sleep, my mind was even more chaotic. How could I face him in the future? And Xiao Jia, why did she betray me? We
were best friends! Why was he with Xiao Jia? What would Tian Hong do if he found out? Tian Hong!! Yes
, I had a feeling that Duan Tian Hong and I would meet again!
Soon I fell asleep, and countless hallucinations appeared in my dreams. There was him, there was Tian Hong, and even, I dreamed of
my parents, my high school teacher!
I don't know how much time passed, but I was awakened by a slight chill. He was already dressed and was using a towel dipped in hot water to
wipe me down. Seeing that I was awake, he laughed heartily, "Go take a shower if you're awake. I really don't know how to serve people!" Hearing
him say that, I tried to sit up, but with a "ouch," I only got halfway up and fell back onto the bed because of the pain in my lower body
. "Oh right, right, look at me, I forgot... Hehe!" "He was even laughing! I ignored him and
stubbornly tried to get up! He quickly pressed me back onto the bed. 'Sleep a little longer. It's only a little past 2 pm. I'll go ask them
to bring some food over!' I ignored him and didn't argue. I obediently lay down. Then I suddenly remembered that this
was Xiao Jia's house. Where was Xiao Jia...
Thinking of Xiao Jia, my heart ached terribly. His leather jacket... I looked up at him again. '
What happened between you and Xiao Jia?'" "I couldn't hold back any longer, so I asked him. He was on the phone in the outer room. When he heard me, he turned
around abruptly, frowned at me, and gestured for me not to speak. He seemed to be dealing with something serious.
He had seemed so happy when he called to have food delivered earlier. How could something have happened so quickly? He kept looking at me,
making me feel that this matter must be related to me. He quickly hung up the phone, sat down next to me, and his eyes were full of
concern. He was completely different from the man I knew last night. How could he have changed so much? He seemed to
notice my confusion, and his eyes immediately filled with self-reproach. 'You asked me what happened between Xiao Jia and me. Let me tell
you, actually, I didn't mean to treat you like that last night, but I saw you in his bar. I know what kind of person he is.
You don't know, you're too young!' I was furious and drove around recklessly, eventually stopping in front of Xiao Jia's apartment
building without realizing it. This place always reminds me of your presence. Seeing that the light was still on in Xiao Jia's apartment, I went upstairs. Heh,
I almost scared that kid to death!" "They were all frozen in place. I pushed the door open and went in; he didn't even stop me." At this point, I
understood. "That leather jacket Xiao Jia wore..." "How the hell was I supposed to know who it belonged to..." He was at it again. I
looked at him with a stern face. "Sorry, haha, look at my foul mouth!" He smacked his lips and laughed.
I ignored him and turned my face away. He cupped my face in his hands, slowly and firmly turning me back to him. He said seriously, "Xiao
Jia listened to me a lot yesterday and told me a lot too. Don't look at him, really, what he said made me want to
crawl into . I really like you. I didn't know I'd made you suffer so much. I didn't know how to treat you well.
Coincidentally, you called Xiao Jia today, so I asked him to do me this favor. I promised him I would treat you well, so
he... haha!" "He trusted you so much! It's really strange! After all these years, my buddy didn't even
avenge me; he conspired with my enemy to deceive me!" "I pretended to be angry, but actually I had an
indescribable . He just smiled at me, a smile tinged with helplessness. 'Did I say something too harsh?' I thought to myself,
but didn't say it aloud. Just as we were about to fall silent, his phone rang. He sat up abruptly,
grabbed the phone, and walked out without answering it in front of me. This made me even more suspicious. Could it be about Tianhong? I
felt a pang of pain in my heart! I didn't want this to escalate any further; I had to put an end to it. I should talk to him!
At that moment, I didn't realize that the real storm was just beginning...
Chapter Five:
Neither of us mentioned that unsettling phone call because someone had already brought food.
Xiao Jia returned late in the evening. We had already finished eating. 'Forgive me... I...' Xiao Jia
hesitated... He looked up at me, his voice trembling slightly, but without a trace of remorse. It seemed he already knew how things
would turn out, but felt that this behavior was, after all, betraying a friend!
I ignored him; I didn't want to accept his "white lie"! I thought he was taking a risk.
If things hadn't turned out this way, then he would have harmed me. The thought of his irresponsibility made
me furious, even though it seemed Xiao Jia was right! He watched the awkwardness between Xiao Jia and me, unsure how
to mediate. Finally, he could only manage a dry laugh, "Well, you can't blame Xiao Jia for this. I forced him. Of course, he was doing it
for our own good!" Hearing him say that, he reached out and put his arm around my shoulder. The gesture was so natural,
as if nothing unpleasant had ever happened between us. To be honest, it was really hard for me to refuse Zhang Jiayu.
Everything he did was so genuine, so direct, especially how he constantly
restrained himself to make up for the hurt he had caused me. Xiao Jia looked up at us, his eyes filled with sorrow. That look made my
heart ache. I knew Xiao Jiayu hadn't meant it; his pain was greater than mine. At least I could righteously and sternly
scold him to vent my anger. At least his white lie had indeed changed
the relationship , while he could only silently bear the condemnation of betraying his friend! "I want to forgive him!" "I thought
to myself ! After all, we've been good brothers for so many years. I walked over and extended my hand. 'Xiao Jia, we
're still brothers, as long as... you still consider me a brother.' As I said this, I was thinking that my
relationship was no secret to him. As long as Xiao Jia wouldn't look down on me, how could I blame him? Although what he
did might push me into an abyss of no return, hadn't I always liked Zhang Jiayu too? If this was
fate , then let me go with it! Xiao Jia looked at my outstretched hand, his eyes filled with tears. He was
a boy who cried easily. He held my hand tightly. We didn't say anything more; all the words were in that tight
handshake. At that moment, I saw Zhang Jiayu seem to breathe a sigh of relief as he looked at us and walked over. 'Okay, okay,
let's go sing. I'll call two more buddies. Let's go to the place next to Rolling Stone. I haven't sung in ages!' As he spoke,
he glanced at me, as if to say, 'See, it's all because of you that I've even stopped going to karaoke bars. How serious I am!'" I
gave him a noncommittal smile.
That night, we had a lot of fun. Xiao Jia wasn't gay, but he understood me, except because of us.
Besides being good friends, he also thought Zhang Jiayu was a good person. Although his actions sometimes seemed
overbearing , he was very genuine. In front of his brothers, he didn't try to hide our relationship at all,
but simply respected me. It was as if we had suddenly transformed from sworn enemies into very compatible
lovers . I never fantasized about how wonderful our future would be; I knew it was unrealistic. But he always gave me a
sense of security and trustworthiness, not because of his power, but because of his directness and authenticity. He
wasn't very calculating; sometimes he was even a bit naive. I really didn't know how someone with his personality could be a big brother. This
made me feel relaxed being with him. Except for what happened on Christmas Eve, he was almost perfect in my eyes. I
felt he was right for me. Sometimes, his primal, almost beast-like gaze made me lose control.
The feelings between men are hard to describe with standard words because it's entirely a clash of conscious impulses.
Tianhong , was unfathomable. I'm a lazy person; I don't like to study other people's thoughts and psychology. Therefore,
I knew that Tianhong and I were destined not to be together from the beginning!
It was late when it was time for us to part ways. One of Zhang Jiayu's men went to see Xiao Jia off, while I was completely drunk.
In contrast, he hadn't been drinking. He said that if he drank, he wouldn't be able to sing. He sang many songs; that night
was practically his own personal concert. He mostly sang old songs, saying he couldn't sing modern pop songs—too pretentious,
too fake! He helped me into the car, then drove to his house, and helped me upstairs to my room. Throughout the whole process, I
vaguely felt his trembling and rapid breathing. I knew what he was thinking! I couldn't help but chuckle inwardly. A sliver of my
consciousness remained. He helped me to bed, but didn't do what I expected. "You...you
sleep well, I'm going out!" Uncharacteristically, he quickly turned to leave. I grabbed his arm,
feeling him flinch. He turned to look at me, his eyes filled with both longing and repression. "Fifth Brother..." I deliberately
adopted a seductive posture. This was the first time I'd called him that; I'd never called him by his name before, nor by
any other . A drunken haze clung to my face. This was also the first time I'd taken the initiative to "seduce" him. "You...
never mind, I've already exhausted you enough today, and you've drunk so much..." he said, but a strange flame
was already . I was surprised; I hadn't expected him to be so sensitive. I
ignored him, still gazing at him with that dreamy look. I knew this was what he couldn't stand. Actually, I
couldn't explain why I did this, but I wanted to continue. When his eyes were completely burning with desire, I
had no time to react. His burning lips were already kissing me... He kissed me deeply! We seemed
to be melting into each other's passion. My entire consciousness began to blur. Past life? Next life? None of that existed; only the real, fiery him
in the present moment !! "Ah..." I moaned softly, almost in a daze. He became even more excited,
his movements becoming more and more violent. Soon, we were naked together again. He suddenly stopped, panting heavily. "I love you,"
he said deeply. Seeing his sincere expression, I suddenly hugged him and kissed him passionately. This was the first time I
had ever kissed him first. That night, the evil flame that he had ignited within me no longer tormented me, because it melted away all
the chains that bound me and ignited all my love for him. I—truly fell in love with him! I want him to repay me for
what he owes with his entire life!
After he calmed down, I was exhausted. Sweat soaked the blankets and mattress. I was
breathing . He leaned against me, gently kissing my back. "I'm sorry, I...I...again..." He
seemed unsure how to express his apology. Actually, I wasn't angry with him at all. It was all my own choice
... I struggled to turn over and look into his eyes. "Fifth Brother, don't say anything more. We're
together now. There's so much to face in the future...but remember, neither of us owes the other anything. This is
the path I chose..." Before I could finish, he pulled me into a tight embrace. The two men held each other tightly.
God, can you see this? You are all-powerful. Can you accept these two truly loving people entering your
heaven ?!
We started a new chapter together. In the following months, I got a new job and
only went home on weekends. My family wasn't worried. I had always been my parents' good son since I was a child.
I maintained my friendship with Xiao Jia. But as for Tian Hong... I never heard from him again. I lived with Zhang Jiayu.
Although I could always sense that Tian Hong hadn't completely disappeared from our lives, life
went on ...
Because he sometimes comes home very late, or even not at all, I used two months' salary to buy a
computer and printer. I occasionally use the internet at home. He started to object to this, firstly because he felt it
was disrespectful for him to have me pay for the computer, and secondly because he had heard that many relationships started online.
I didn't mind the first reason, because we agreed that I could support myself and didn't need his
money. But the second reason angered me; it made me feel like he still didn't trust me. Whenever he questioned me about my internet use
, I would deliberately adopt a girlish attitude, saying, "I've given you everything, and you still don't trust me!" At this point
, he would surrender. He said he was most afraid of men who acted like women; seeing
them made him feel uncomfortable. In the end, he gave in. I know he cares about me too much, but I don't know if this is good or bad for me
.
Actually, I rarely chat online. I mostly use the internet to play Go, browse resources, and occasionally read articles. I'm very good at
Go , and I often want to teach him, but he always pretends to have a headache and refuses, saying, "Spare me, Xiao Shuo, I really can't!"
He feigns pain and begs for mercy. Now, it's better; there are many people online who play with me, so I don't need to ask him to play anymore.
One day, quite by chance, I came across a very interesting gay novel online, *Beijing Story*.
I was deeply moved. When I read the passage about Han Dong abandoning Lan Yu, I fell silent, thinking about my
relationship with him. After finishing the novel, I sighed deeply. Is the ultimate
fate of two men in love always separation or death? If that's the case, I'd rather choose solitude, because then I'll
only suffer silently alone, without hurting anyone else. I downloaded the novel and printed it out.
I'll show it to him when he comes back, as a kind of "cultural lesson." Actually, my real purpose...
Let him understand how absurd and unbelievable our relationship is in the eyes of normal people, let him
know what we'll be facing in the future!
He came back and plopped down on the sofa. "Xiao Shuo, let's go eat. I need to rest early today,
I'm so damn tired." I didn't respond, but instead, I took the novel and sat down next to him. "Fifth Brother, let me show you
a novel. It's not very long, it's about people like us. I want you to read it, okay?" "No, no
!" he said irritably. "I'm a rough guy, what would I read it for? Isn't reading you enough? Heh." Seeing my
unhappy expression, he changed his tone and said, "Besides, I'm really tired. Feel sorry for me, okay? Tomorrow, I'll definitely
read it tomorrow." I had no choice but to let him be; I couldn't stand him like this.
Late at night, I was awakened by faint sobbing. I vaguely saw the study light was on, but he wasn't beside me. I got dressed and went over. I saw him sitting at his desk, his arm propping up his head, with the rumpled copy of "Beijing Story"
on the table . Good heavens!
He actually got up in the middle of the night to check on it! He found me standing at the door, looked up
, and saw tears still on my face. This shocked me so much that I couldn't speak. He was such a straightforward person,
never hiding his joys and sorrows from me. I never expected that his feelings were even stronger than mine... Before I could think any
further, he had already walked up to me, looking at me with a firm gaze. "Fifth Brother, are you alright?" I asked anxiously
. Suddenly, he grabbed my shoulders and said in a firm, almost promise-like tone, "I'm not Han Dong. I won't
let you leave me. No one will take you away. Don't worry!!!" My chest felt like it had been hit by something, a dull ache
. My nose suddenly felt incredibly sore, and the tears I couldn't hold back any longer finally streamed down
my face. "Fifth Brother!!!" I hugged him tightly. "Nothing else matters anymore. To hell with other people's opinions. I have real
love, the real him. That's what matters most...!!"
Chapter Six:
In the days that followed, we cherished each other even more. Life went on like this. Although we still had to
carefully avoid the gaze of others, we were satisfied with our current life. After all, there was still
sunshine around us. We didn't have to suffer as much as Han Dong and Lan Yu in their love! For me, this was happiness, and the foundation of this
happiness was mainly him! It was his unwavering and undisguised love for me that gave me endless strength, allowing me
to face others with a clear conscience and without any sense of inferiority.
May 4th, 2001! A day I will never forget, because something happened that day that
ended our originally peaceful and comfortable life, plunging us into the storm I had foreseen...
The May Day holiday wasn't over yet, and since we had nothing to do, we decided to go to his karaoke bar. Since we
got together , he had closed his original business and opened this karaoke bar, which I named two things: Harris and Dang Ge.
I let him choose, and he asked me what Harris was. I told him it was my favorite god in Greek mythology—the god
of war. He frowned and didn't say anything. "What's wrong? If you don't like it, just use something else. Why are you angry?!"
I asked him, puzzled. "Don't use this name," he said, looking at me darkly. "You can't like anyone but me,
not even a god!!" Good heavens! I was truly at a loss for words. He was even jealous of a mythological figure! Was this the same man who
rarely smiled in front of his subordinates? Anyway, I was still secretly pleased, and in the end, we decided on
the name "Dang Ge!" The karaoke bar had been open for two months, and business was so-so. You have to understand, this karaoke bar was all his
hard work ! We arrived at the karaoke bar around 7 o'clock that day. It was just starting to get crowded,
so we went to a small private room. I named the room "Fox," a name I insisted on. The other rooms were
named after wine, moon, and stars. There were four large private rooms, five small private rooms, and a 50-square-meter main hall. This
"Fox" room was basically for our own use. I really like foxes; they are beautiful animals. I
don't think they are evil or cunning. Every animal has its own way of surviving. It's just that foxes
are smarter and more beautiful than other animals, so they are unfairly labeled "cunning and evil" by self-righteous humans. And
to some extent , I feel a sense of shared suffering with them. We sat in the room waiting for Xiao Jia. Actually, we always
call Xiao Jia when we go out, after all, Xiao Jia is my only friend! It was 7:30, and Xiao Jia still hadn't arrived. He
was a little annoyed, but he didn't show it out of consideration for me. He just kept pressing the remote control and
muttering curses. Then Xiao Jia arrived, panting, "Sorry...sorry, traffic was bad during the holiday!"
"Never mind, never mind, next time it's your treat!" he said, a smile spreading across his face. He'd
only sung a few songs when he heard a commotion outside. He listened briefly but didn't go out. The noise grew
louder, and he stood up, about to leave, when a security guard rushed in. "Mr. Zhang, there are a few guests outside
who insist on this small room. We can't get them to agree. Perhaps...should you please leave..." "What's going on?! Damn it,
just tell them there are guests here!" he exclaimed. "I told him! No way, he said he wants
this room no matter the price, and that he knows you and came specifically to support you. I'm at my wit's end. Come out and see for yourself, he's not a
nice guy!" The security guard's words made me increasingly anxious. "Could it be him?" Xiao Jia whispered in my ear
. I knew who he was referring to—Duan Tianhong!
He didn't say anything more and followed the security guard out. I quickly followed. It really was him! He was wearing a
black suit, his hair was neatly combed, and his expression was indifferent.
When he saw Zhang Jiayu come out, the men he brought all came over with smiles. One of them laughed and said, "Fifth Brother, the brothers came especially to support you today
. Tianhong wanted that private room. We were wondering which boss was hogging it, haha, so it's you
! How about we come together?" He didn't answer the man, his eyes fixed on Tianhong. The man
smiled ; you could tell what kind of person he was. Actually, he wasn't the only one feeling awkward; I was too! Tianhong had already
seen me, a fleeting, almost imperceptible, hatred flashing in his eyes—something Zhang Jiayu later told me. "Fifth Brother,
I specially invited a few brothers to support you today, how come you can't even afford a small bag? Are you still
angry with me about what happened last time?" Tianhong was indeed ruthless! When I heard this, my body involuntarily trembled. His
expression remained unchanged, and he calmly said, "Of course I'm happy that my brothers came to support me, but this small bag..."
" It's usually not open to the public; the larger private rooms over there are much more comfortable—Zui Zhu Lou! How about it? If Brother Tianhong pays today,
I'll give you a 20% discount!" Everyone could tell these two were enemies. "Hahaha, Fifth Brother really knows how to do business,
but I especially like the name of this small room, 'Fox'! You didn't know, did you? I used to raise a fox!"
Right, "In the next life, I wish to be two foxes" was the phrase on that photo. My heart tightened. How could I have used
that name? I silently cursed myself…
After hearing Tianhong's words, he seemed slightly shaken. I couldn't see his expression, but I could guess
what he was thinking. The situation became increasingly awkward. What was most unbearable was that while he was saying this, Tianhong's eyes never
left my face. He noticed too, and glanced back at me. In that look, I saw anger and disappointment.
"Why does he look at me like that? Is our relationship so fragile? Tianhong's attack
is clearly directed at both of us. We should trust each other to defuse this storm!" Thinking of this,
I ignored Tianhong and the others' gazes, gave him a deep look, and told him with my eyes, "Believe me, I
will always stand by your side. If this really is a storm, I will bear it with you..." Could he understand
?
The stalemate continued for five minutes. "Ahem! I say, Brother Tianhong, let's call it a day. Since Fifth Brother is so reluctant
to part with his beloved, why force him? Let's go to another private room..." A man with a rather amiable face
smoothed things over. Only then did I realize that many eyes, following Tianhong and him, had focused
on , while I was only paying attention to him. After hearing what the man said, Tianhong withdrew his gaze, fixed on the
man's face, and slowly said, "Okay, Fifth Brother, let's go to Zuizhulou. But Fifth Brother, you have to
drink with us brothers until we're completely drunk! By the way, those two are your brothers, right? Join them!" "Okay, since you're Fifth Brother
's friend, let's drink together!" "No one expected me to say that, including myself. He
stared at me in shock, his expression unreadable. A fleeting, almost imperceptible smugness crossed Tianhong's eyes…
The following time was agonizing. In Zuizhulou, there was no singing, only low, slightly arrogant music.
The table was covered with nothing but liquor and cigarettes. He opened a bottle of Martell Gold. I knew what he meant; he was a
man of his word. Tianhong wore a profound smile throughout, which only made it more unbearable for him. He kept
glancing at me, a sight that surprised everyone else. I think some people were already beginning to doubt our relationship. In
this day and age, anything can happen, especially in their circle; it's not surprising. The bottles were opened, and
everyone poured about three ounces of pure liquor. 'Fifth Brother, it's even!'" Tianhong downed his drink in one gulp. He didn't say a word, just
finished his drink in one go as well. Everyone else sat there stunned. I looked at Tianhong, my panic gone. I
picked up my glass said to Tianhong, "Mr. Duan, if Fifth Brother and I have ever wronged you in the past, please forgive us
. I'll drink first!" After saying that, I downed the drink in my glass. After spending so many days with him,
I had even picked up a bit of his江湖 (jianghu, a term referring to the world of martial arts and chivalry) spirit. It was Tianhong's turn to be shocked. I still looked at him calmly, but my heart and stomach
were churning. I had never drunk foreign liquor before, and it tasted awful! "Good drinking capacity! Young brother, come on, another round!" I
couldn't which older brother next to me picked up the bottle to pour me another drink, but the man sitting next to me snatched it away.
"My brother can't drink. He was just toasting Brother Tianhong for me!" His voice carried a hint of victory,
but more of a provocation. He quickly poured himself a drink, then stood up to pour one for Tianhong. He watched as Tianhong
slowly walked over; the dim light made it difficult for me to see them clearly! Damn it! I was already feeling dizzy after just this little bit of alcohol.
I leaned back on the sofa, watching them. Xiao Jia hadn't said a word the whole time, but when he saw Tianhong walk towards him
, he whispered in my ear, "I think something's definitely going to happen today..." I smiled, saying nothing. What's meant
to happen will happen; it's fate! There's no escaping it. The only thing I can control is my own heart!
We were almost finished with a bottle of wine. Clearly, Tianhong could hold his liquor better. "What's wrong, Fifth Brother?
Can't Really? Are you deliberately trying to embarrass me?" Tianhong brazenly provoked him. "Damn! This is
nothing! Xiao Shuo, go, tell them to open another bottle!" "He was really a bit drunk, but still sober.
He knew what Tianhong's sore spot was, so he deliberately called out to me like that. Most of the people who came with us had wisely left,
leaving only an older man next to Tianhong. He hadn't said a word, but I could sense he wasn't
a simple person. Every time Zhang Jiayu drank with Tianhong, he would glance at him, as if he was holding back.
Zhang Jiayu's words just now didn't seem to elicit much of a reaction from Tianhong. 'Fifth Brother, you've had too much to drink. I'll have someone
take you away...' I lowered my voice and looked at Tianhong. He seemed to be intently waiting for me to continue. No, I
couldn't give him any chance. Zhang Jiayu was no match for him; I realized that. The key to protecting him and me lay
with me! 'Let's go home. I have to go to work tomorrow!' I changed my words. I knew how different the same
sentence would sound to the two of them, and I knew
how much my actions would change our lives! I looked at him with an inquiring gaze, as if to say, 'Fifth Brother, did I do the right thing?'" He
looked at me and smiled gently. "Brother Tianhong, I'm really a bit tipsy today. This meal is on me. How about it?
I really have to go now, excuse me!" Without even glancing at Tianhong and the others, he pulled Xiaojia and me out. As we left,
I glanced at Tianhong; he remained indifferent. I knew he felt deeply insulted, and from then on,
he would have no more illusions about me. Perhaps all his hatred for Zhang Jiayu had been transferred to me! But I
was truly willing!
Hating someone is easier than loving someone! I've tried it, so I understand!
Back home, he was again like a wild beast, pinning me to the bed. Strangely, he didn't do anything else,
just stared into my eyes, staring intently. I grew impatient with his gaze and asked him with a smile, "What are you doing?! Thinking about
how to bully me, huh?" "No," he said with a grin, "I've never thought you were so cute, so..."
"Never mind, never mind, if you can't describe it, don't talk nonsense, it'll make people laugh!" I interrupted him with a laugh,
and he didn't say anything more, but his actions spoke volumes! I closed my eyes, letting him do as he
pleased, but my heart couldn't find peace. If Zhang Jiayu was a beast, then Duan Tianhong was more like a hunter, a terrifying...
Who is the cunning hunter's prey? How long can our happy life last?
Chapter Seven:
The holiday is over, and I have to go back to work. In the morning, after breakfast, he drove me to work as usual.
"I'll go to 'Dangge' to see you after work." "No, go home early! What's the point of going there!" I've never
gone there on my own initiative, and he also feels it's not a good place for me because many girls there
always , some with eyes that seem to want to strip me naked. But this time I really want to go. We both
know that Tianhong isn't someone who gives up easily, and I just hope that if anything happens, I can be by his
side, because we're both men! "Why can't I go? I have nothing to do after work anyway,
what's ?" I'm not giving up, I continue to try. "Screech!" He slams on the brakes! "Stop talking nonsense! I said I can't go, and that
's final! How can a grown man be so indecisive?!" He suddenly became angry, something he'd never done before. Seeing his
furious expression, I opened the car door and walked towards work without looking back, feeling utterly wronged. He didn't
chase after me, but honked the horn repeatedly. Everyone on the street was staring at me. I didn't turn around; I only heard the engine roar
once, and he sped past me like the wind. That day, I felt a strange unease...
I quickly forgot about our morning argument, and was more worried about him. Duan Tianhong's angry glare sent
chills down my spine. What he had once said to me made me even more worried; I had no heart for work! "Sister Ouyang, I'd like to
ask for leave. I'm not feeling well, is that alright?" I cautiously asked my boss for leave. She was around 40 years old and
supposedly divorced. I rarely got close to her, but that didn't stop her from paying attention to me. My colleagues always
joked that I should be careful of her "pouncing on me like a hungry tiger." This time, I really had no choice but to ask her for leave
. "Oh? What's wrong? Did you have too much fun during the holiday?" She kept looking me up and down,
making me feel uncomfortable. "No, it's just a bit...headache!" I'm not good at lying, especially with women, but
my words definitely carried a hint of impatience. This silly woman didn't seem to notice, continuing her
teasing "Oh dear, a grown man like you takes a sick day because of a headache? What about us delicate women? A gust of wind
would blow us away! Hehe..." I couldn't take it anymore; my head really was throbbing. Just as I was about to speak,
she continued, "How about this, go lie down on the sofa in the back room for a while. Everyone else is out now, no one
will say anything. If your headache gets worse, I'll massage your head, okay?" "No need, Sister Ouyang, I'll just
rest on my seat for a bit!" Before she could say anything more, I left. Damn it!! This old woman
is so arrogant while the other colleagues are doing market research. Looks like I can't leave early. Sigh! I tried to bear it, but I was getting increasingly
worried about him. Judging from this morning's scene, he was bound to be extremely agitated today, and when he gets agitated, something bad is bound to happen.
No, I had to go check on him. To be on the safe side, I called his cell phone first, but it wasn't on. I then
called "Dangge." "General Manager Zhang came this morning, took a call, and rushed out!" a waiter answered
. "Who called?" I had a bad feeling. Could it have happened so quickly? "I don't know,
I didn't answer it, but judging from General Manager Zhang's expression, he seemed really angry. He looked like he was going to pick a fight
..." Before he could finish speaking, I hung up the phone, grabbed my clothes, and without asking that old woman for leave again, I rushed
out of the company! Fifth Brother!! Please, please don't let anything happen to you. Thinking about our argument this morning, I was filled
with regret . Why did I have to provoke him again? He's already under a lot of pressure!! Duan Tianhong!! If anything happens to Fifth Brother, I
will never let you get away with it!!
I took a taxi straight to Duan Tianhong's bar, a place I hadn't been to in a long time, yet could never forget.
The bar seemed to be open, but it usually only opened at night, so something must have happened today. Fifth Brother must be
inside , I stubbornly thought. "Knock knock!!" I pounded on the door. "Who is it!" I recognized A Zhe's
voice, and a pang of sadness shot through me. He had taken a punch from Fifth Brother for me back then, but now Fifth Brother was inside,
and A Zhe and I had become enemies! The door opened. "It's you?? What's wrong?" Sure enough, A Zhe's attitude confirmed
my suspicions! "Is Tianhong inside? Is Fifth Brother inside too?? Let me in!!" Without waiting for
A Zhe's reply, I barged in. I was stunned. The room was full of people, but Fifth Brother wasn't there. Tianhong was sitting there,
and the others weren't bar staff, but unfamiliar faces I'd never seen before. No, there was one I recognized—
that's right, the person next to Tianhong at 'Dang Ge' that day… How could I… I stood there, stunned.
Though my heart was pounding, I maintained a calm facade. "I'm sorry, I thought my brother was here. Sorry to bother you,
Mr. !" I said, turning to leave. "Wait!!! You're just leaving like that? Didn't your brother teach you manners?!"
That was the man's voice. Tian Hong remained silent, just staring at me indifferently. I turned back to them. "I'm truly
sorry, I sincerely apologize. Can I leave now?" I said loudly, looking at the man. "That's
up . Tian Hong, tell me, can he leave?" "Whether I leave or not is my business! No one else can decide. I've apologized,
goodbye!" I was furious. I've always hated domineering people, and his words were like those of a tyrant! It felt like I was there to be
slaughtered. I turned and walked towards the door without looking back. "Stop!!!" That was Tianhong's voice. He finally
spoke. I ignored him and continued walking forward. Suddenly, two tall, burly men appeared out of nowhere and
blocked my way. I stood there, still not turning around. "Mr. Duan, don't you think you've gone too far?"
I said coldly. "Do you think this is a place where you can come and go as you please? You underestimate me!"
He said with a double meaning, and I knew what he meant! "Do you know what it means to walk into a trap?" the man
continued. "I didn't like you the other day at your brother's shabby karaoke bar. You
're always so arrogant. If you don't apologize properly this time, humph, leave? Wait for your brother to come and get you!" My heart sank. No!! I
absolutely can't let Fifth Brother know I'm here. He's capable of anything. "Okay!!" I suddenly turned to Tianhong!
"Tell me, how do I have to apologize before I can leave!" I only said to Tianhong, without even looking at the other person. "Damn,
you're still so arrogant, aren't you, Zhe! Go get a bottle of Black Label, kid. Finish this bottle, and that'll count as a sincere apology.
Otherwise... barging in like this is practically causing trouble. Whatever I do to you, your brother won't be able to say anything."
"Come on!! Tianhong, you agree, right?" That guy glared at me with his small eyes. Why wasn't he
this ?! Duan Tianhong smiled slightly, noncommittal. A bottle of Black Label was placed in front of me. I looked at
the group of people; they were all watching me with amusement. Finally, I looked at Duan Tianhong. "You were
quite the drinker the other day, even drinking for others. Now drink your own wine!" That damn guy spoke again .
"If I finish drinking, can I leave?" I asked indifferently. "Yes!" the man said. I picked up the bottle in front of me—
such a big bottle! But I wasn't worried anymore. At least Fifth Brother wasn't here! ...
The wine rushed down my throat and into my stomach. My mind became increasingly chaotic. I didn't know if I had finished it or not.
I couldn't take it anymore. "Clang!" The bottle fell to the ground. I couldn't support myself and squatted down, my arms bracing against
the table in front of me. "I...can I leave now?" I looked at Tianhong, my own speech becoming slurred.
The figures before me were blurry and unfocused. Tianhong didn't answer me, and no one answered my questions! I was incredibly dizzy,
unable to even utter a curse. Every time I opened my mouth, I felt nauseous. I struggled to stay conscious! In a daze, I saw someone walking towards me
—it was Tianhong! As he approached, he seemed to be obstructed by someone, but quickly knelt
beside me, placing his hand on my shoulder. "Don't touch me..." I couldn't hold on any longer; everything in my stomach
gushed out. "Damn it!! You actually threw up!!" I heard shouts of curses ringing in my ears. As I slowly
slid
somehow managed to slump onto the sofa, right in the middle of that group. This was a huge shock to me. I struggled
to get up , but felt many hands pressing me down. "Come on, come on, little brother, you can really drink! Have some more, haha, no rush
to leave!" "I don't know what kind of alcohol it was, but those guys tried to force-feed me, and when I couldn't dodge in time, it spilled all over my
body and face! 'Fuck your grandpas!!' I cursed wildly, struggling to get up. 'Slap!' A
crisp slap landed on my face, followed by a rain of punches. My resistance
grew weaker and weaker, and the pain gradually sobered me up. 'I'll teach you to be arrogant, teach you to be haughty!! I'll beat you to death, you
little rabbit!!' In my panic, I heard that damned man say such things. Anger!
Fear ! Shame, like the alcohol, gnawed at my body. My mind was blank. Taking advantage of their inattention, I grabbed
the pitcher on the table and smashed it down on the man's head with all my might! 'Ah!'" "With a scream, my vision
was instantly filled with red. I had hit my target, and all my strength was gone.
After a brief moment of panic, they beat me even more frantically, and gradually, I lost consciousness! Before I passed out, I glimpsed
Tianhong . He stood outside, his indifferent eyes filled with unease and worry! I wanted to give him a smile,
but I don't know if it was too late!
I woke up, in excruciating pain! Slowly, I opened my eyes, struggling to turn my head, trying to see where I was.
The surroundings seemed familiar, but I couldn't quite place them. I couldn't move my leaden body. 'Fifth Brother…'
I called out unconsciously, thinking about what happened last night—no, maybe it hadn't happened yet! What's wrong? God! Is my
brain broken? Why do I feel so ethereal? 'You're awake!' I heard Duan Tianhong speak, but I
couldn't see his face. What?! Have I not escaped that place yet?! 'You…you broke your promise!'" " You
said you'd let me leave after I finished drinking." I remembered everything! This is Tianhong's house! I tried
to get up , but Tianhong pressed me down hard when I was only halfway there. He sat on the edge of the bed, one hand on my shoulder,
the other stroking my face. "Does it hurt? It really hurts my heart! If I were Hei Wu, knowing that someone was so
worried , and that I'd been tortured like this by so many people, I would definitely go after those people. Do you think your fifth brother would
go after me? Heh!" He's a devil!! He actually used this to threaten me. "Tianhong! You're
more shameless than I imagined!!" I said coldly to him. I never intended to tell my fifth brother all this. I care about him,
and now more than ever. I won't let him suffer any more because of my recklessness! "Is that so?
You just found out? Haha! Let me tell you, what I want, I will get! Okay, it's 8:40 PM now
. Your fifth brother has called you countless times. If he causes you trouble when you get back, come find me, okay?" "After he
finished speaking, he stood up and left. His words were so casual and confident that they sent chills down my spine!
I struggled to get out of bed, staggered to the mirror, and looked at my disheveled reflection.
They hadn't left a single mark on my face—that was good! For that, I was even a little grateful to them!
I quickly left, took a taxi home, back to my and my fifth brother's house, wondering how to face him. When I got
downstairs and saw the lights on, my heart surged like a tidal wave…!
Chapter Eight:
I dragged my heavy body upstairs with difficulty. Every step I took hurt, but
the pain was nothing compared to the oppression in my heart. I knew he upstairs must be nearly insane.
With a creak, the door opened by itself as soon as I touched it. I went in and heard a clattering
sound. Then he rushed in like a gust of wind, shouting, 'Where have you been?! You didn't answer your phone! I
thought you'd been kidnapped…!'" Before he could even steady himself, a barrage of questions came out. Seeing his anxious
expression, I felt a surge of grievance. "I..." I began, tears streaming down my face. He
leaned closer , sniffing me intently. "You've been drinking?! What's wrong? What happened?!" he asked with concern.
Remembering Tianhong's sinister smile, I was about to make up a lie when I realized there were more than just the two of us in the room.
One men came out from the living room. "Fifth Brother, let Mingshuo come in first!" "Yes, come in quickly!" He
reached out and grabbed my arm. "Ah!" I couldn't help but cry out. He had accidentally touched the wound on my arm.
He instinctively released his grip, but then seemed unable to hold back any longer. "What happened?! Did someone hit you?!
Where did you go?!" "He yelled wildly, his voice trembling with barely concealed tension, and he made no attempt
to hide our relationship from his men. One of them immediately came to help me up, but I ignored him and walked straight into the house. They
didn't follow; I only heard him tell the man to leave first. After a while, he seemed to force himself to calm down,
then walked over to me and sat down. I slumped onto the sofa, my eyes glazed over, staring ahead. 'Xiao Shuo,'"
What happened to you? Tell me. I know you called me, and I also called your company. They said
you left without even asking for leave. Tell me... Did you go to Duan Tianhong's place? Did they do this to you? "
He was unusually gentle today, and unusually sensitive and intelligent. I looked at him, my empty gaze returning to him! This man I loved, who
had exhausted , showed more concern for me than for the matter itself in his eyes. Suddenly, I
hugged him tightly, bursting into tears, releasing all my grievances and emotions! He
held me close, stroking my head, and didn't say anything more...
'Here, wipe your face.' After I calmed down, he brought me a towel, and while I wiped my face, he tried
to help me take off my clothes. I reluctantly tried to dodge, but ultimately couldn't escape him. My clothes were almost torn open.
When he saw the injuries on my body, his expression almost froze, slowly changing from surprise to anger. I
looked at him anxiously, 'Fifth Brother... I'm fine, it was my own carelessness... I accidentally provoked a bunch of thugs, don't
worry it's just external injuries, it's nothing...' 'You're still lying to me!!!'" "He roared, but then he lowered his head and muttered,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't help being angry... I can't help being angry! You wait, tomorrow I'll get someone to cripple
those bastards!!" He stood up to leave, but I grabbed him, holding on tightly. "Fifth Brother!!
It was me, I was the one who barged in and caused trouble first, that's why they attacked. Actually... I didn't suffer any loss. I
don't want anything to happen to you, you know? I went there because of you. Do you want me to worry about you again?
Please, if something really happens to you, what will I do? I don't want to lose you, I don't want to!! I don't want to!!!"
I was almost crying. He didn't insist, just sighed deeply, "Damn it!!" That night
, I had a fever. I wasn't better the next day, and he stayed by my side the whole time,
neglecting , just holding my hand. I vaguely heard snippets of his words, like
whispered murmurs in a dream. Sometimes I would see Tianhong standing by my bedside, holding a rope as if he wanted to tie me up. I
screamed and struggled. Then someone seemed to push me awake. I looked and saw Fifth Brother still beside me, and I
was covered in sweat. Fifth Brother told me with a dark face that this was the third time I had begged Duan Tianhong to let me go! I fell silent
! At that moment, I felt utterly powerless!
Strangely enough, my… The illness came and went quickly; I recovered in just a few days. He still
stayed by my side day and night, and I enjoyed his care without worry. Neither of us mentioned what happened to me that day, but I
knew he wouldn't give up so easily, which was my biggest worry.
I finally recovered, and he insisted I not go to work, even taking it upon himself to get me a day off. That was for the best;
neither of us was worried about the other. However, we still had to make a living, and he needed to continue running the karaoke bar. So,
on the third day after my recovery, he went back to the karaoke bar. I was alone at home reading when the phone rang.
Thinking picked it up and asked, "Have you arrived?" "Looks like you're recovering well!"—Duan Tianhong!!
"Surprised? Hmm?? Hehe..." Tianhong's voice on the other end of the line was sinister. "You...
you!" I was truly surprised and speechless, beads of sweat slowly forming on my forehead. "Don't hang up, or
I'll appear before you immediately. You don't want that, do you, huh?" "What exactly do you want? Why can't you
leave me alone? Stop pressuring me, or else..." Before I could finish, Tianhong abruptly interrupted me, "I
don't want anything, I just want to see you right now. If I don't see you at the Starbucks in Guomao within half an hour
, I'll wait for you downstairs at your place until you or Black Friday show up. Then...
what , huh!" He maintained his cold and confident tone, and continued, "Don't you want to know
what trouble your fifth brother is in? Let me tell you, maybe only you can help him now!" "You're talking nonsense!!!" I tried to
suppress my fear, "I won't believe you anymore. If you want to wait downstairs, then wait.
If pressure me again, I'll call the police!! It's better to fight to the death!!" "Really not coming? You'll regret it!" "After saying that
last sentence, he slammed the phone down. I slowly hung up, my heart pounding, my palms
sweating 'Ring!' That damn phone rang again, startling me. 'Xiao Shuo, who were you talking to? The line's
been busy!' His anxious voice came through the phone, and my heart calmed down. 'I...I was just calling
home to ask how things are at home!' I made up a lie. 'Oh, is that so? I wanted to tell you
that I have some things to do here today and might be late...well, I might not even be able to come home. Why don't you ask Xiao Jia to come keep you
company?' His voice sounded like he was deliberately hiding something, so uneasy. I became even more anxious,
remembering Tian Hong's call earlier. It seemed that Fifth Brother really was in trouble; otherwise,
he wouldn't be staying out all the time. 'Fifth Brother, is something wrong? Tell me, what happened?' 'Oh, it's nothing. Just wait for me at home,
it's alright, okay? Did you hear me! '" "He said casually, 'Okay, be careful. Also...
I'm going home today. It's been so long since I've been back; my family must be worried!' I made a decision:
I would keep Tianhong's invitation because I realized he was telling the truth! 'Hehe, that's fine too. It's time to go back to your "parents' home."
But be careful on the road! Call me early tomorrow so I can pick you up!' 'Stop joking!! You're the one going
back to your parents' home!!'" I couldn't help but laugh, but I quickly regained my composure. He still had the mind to joke at a time like this
? This fearless guy! The one who drives me crazy! How could I let him suffer because of me?!
I hung up the phone, checked the time—more than ten minutes until our appointment. I put on jeans and a loose
shirt , grabbed my wallet and phone, and headed out. I hadn't been downstairs for days and couldn't stand the May sun. I quickly
put on my glasses, hailed a taxi, and went straight to Starbucks. Such beautiful weather, yet because of the
person waiting for me, it all seemed so gloomy to me!
Arriving at Starbucks, I arrived just in time. My entrance attracted the attention of many girls, but only one gaze from
a secluded corner caught my eye. Tianhong was there, watching me with that ever-present
, enigmatic smile. I walked over and sat down expressionlessly. "You're punctual, that's good!" "What is it? Hurry up and
say it, I have other things to do!" I said curtly. "Oh?" It seems your fifth brother's life or death doesn't matter to you.
" What? Haha, even better. If you have something to do, go ahead and do your thing. I'm going to have a cup of coffee first. The coffee here
is pretty good, but it's a pity you don't want any!" He said leisurely, taking a sip of his coffee. "You..."
I was caught off guard. "Fine, go ahead and tell me, I'm listening!!" "Black Five is in big trouble right now, you know?"
He leaned close to my ear and said, "It's because you told him about what happened that day that he taught my friends
a lesson, really hard, so he offended a powerful guy. Now that guy is looking for him.
I've been keeping quiet about it. If I hadn't, his karaoke bar would have been smashed up long ago, and he would have been arrested. And then,
we have people in there too. Do you think he'd have an easy time? Heh, he'd be living a life worse than death. It's a pity Black Five has been around
for so long, but he's actually been caught off guard! He has no right to this, so according to the rules, no one is helping
him!" "
After hearing his words, every single one felt like a nail driven into my heart! I froze, deeply
regretting my rashness!! Seeing my expression, I thought Tianhong must be very smug, but no,
there was no smugness on his face, only a hint of hatred. 'Actually, things aren't that bad. That guy and I are
sworn . As long as I speak up, he'll definitely let him go. He'll continue running his karaoke bar and living his
life as usual! Do you want your fifth brother to suffer in there or do you want him to continue his wonderful life?!' He was
knowingly asking a question. 'Speak, state your conditions. What do you want me to do to let him go?' I didn't
play along and said what he wanted to say. 'Haha, how touching! Sacrificing oneself for the one you love, so noble, good!' " "
Tianhong seemed a little carried away, a gloomy look appearing on his fair face—something I'd never seen before! If
our seats hadn't been so secluded, I think someone would have overheard our conversation. 'For the next month, starting today,
you'll be with me, available whenever I call. Remember, this is voluntary; I'm not forcing you. So, do you agree?' He
finally stated his conditions, which were exactly what I'd imagined, yet I still felt disgusted. But there was nothing I could do; this was
my mess, and I couldn't let Fifth Brother take the blame. 'Can I trust you?!' I had no other choice, but I had to make
one last effort. 'Let's go now. Tomorrow, your Fifth Brother will definitely have a smile on his face!'" "After saying that, he picked up
his bag and left. I had no choice but to follow him into the car.
The car drove on, and I didn't know where he was taking me. Gradually, we left the city and entered what seemed to be Huairou District. It
became more and more remote until we stopped in front of a large gate-like building. To avoid letting him see my nervousness,
I didn't ask him a single question the whole way, and he didn't say a word to me either. 'Qianyun Mountain Villa' was a
very unique name. Located in such a remote and secluded place, it was probably hard to find without careful searching.
It seemed to be a health resort. He led me inside with practiced ease. The security guard inside hurriedly came out
to greet us , glancing at me constantly. I glared at him impatiently. I both feared and hated Duan Tianhong, and
I despised everything he associated with!
Soon, he led me to a room. The furnishings were simple and rustic, which was very comfortable to look at, but
I immediately lost interest. 'Come here!' he shouted at me like he was talking to a dog. I looked at him coldly and
slowly walked over, my heart filled with hatred. 'Take off your clothes!' " "My eyes were burning with anger, but I
did as he said, slowly, unbuttoning my shirt one button at a time. When half of my skin was exposed, I saw
desire blazing in his eyes. 'So slow, let me help you take it off,' he said, and with a whoosh, my shirt was ripped open from
the buttons . He couldn't hold back any longer, and we rolled onto the bed. He pinned me down, but because he was in such
a hurry, he couldn't get my jeans off, so he knelt down on my face and shoved his thing into my
mouth. I instinctively flinched, but unexpectedly, he slapped me hard across the face. 'Damn it,
hurry up , or your precious darling is finished!'" "I've never felt such humiliation before. It made me stop moving.
As a man, I couldn't accept this happening again. He noticed my silence and
said fiercely, 'Fine!! I'll teach you the lesson of disobedience!' He then pulled away from my face, unbuckled my belt, and when
I was completely naked, he flipped me over, burying my face deep in the messy blankets. He pressed hard on my
back and thrust into me violently. 'Ah!!!' I couldn't help but scream. He was so brutal; he was
retaliating for what I had just done. 'Ah...ah, let go...I...no...' He ignored my cries,
fucking me as if he wanted to kill me! The soundproofing in this house was surprisingly good!" "You wouldn't listen! Ugh!
I'll fuck you to death, scream, scream harder!! Fuck...!" My lips were bleeding from being bitten, but I stopped screaming. Having just
recovered from a serious illness, I couldn't take the torture anymore and fainted. But I knew from beginning to end that this was—my
choice, for the man I loved! I fucked him relentlessly! The soundproofing in this house was surprisingly good!
"You wouldn't listen! Ugh! I'll fuck you to death, scream, scream harder!! Fuck...!" My lips were bleeding from being bitten,
but I stopped screaming. Having just recovered from a serious illness, I couldn't take the torture anymore and fainted. But I knew from beginning to end that
this was—my choice, for the man I loved!
Chapter Nine
When I woke up, Tianhong was lying next to me smoking. His satisfied expression
disgusted me, and thinking about what he had just done sent chills down my spine. My thoughts were quickly interrupted by him.
"Awake? Now you know what happens when you offend me!" he said coldly. "Duan Tianhong,
the thing I regret most in my life is getting into the wrong car and treating you as a friend!! You are so shameless!" I endured the pain
in my lower body , looked at his face, and said angrily, "This is all your own choice. If you don't want to stay with me, I
can send you away right now. You can also take my car to see your fifth brother in prison later. How about it? Come on, get up, I
'll take you back right now!" As he spoke, he actually got up and pulled me. "I...!" I dodged his hand. "Haha,
what's wrong? Still saying I'm shameless? If you don't comply properly, I really will send you back. Remember,
I didn't force you. It was your own choice." As he spoke, he lifted my chin. "Tell me you were willing. Say it!"
"I...I did it willingly, I did it willingly!!!" I screamed in anguish. He really is a demon. He's not like
Fifth Brother was before; he truly finds pleasure in my suffering. He even once said he liked me! God! Back then, I was...
I believed him! He suddenly laughed, a laugh so mysterious, so wicked! He gently pressed me down, his hands constantly
caressing my entire body. Soon, I saw him hard again, and my heart filled with terror. His hands lingered on my
sensitive spots, kneading them back and forth. Seeing that I was gradually becoming aroused, his movements became faster. I felt no
pleasure, only embarrassment and shame. "Come on, let me show you a more exciting way to play, so you won't be so cold."
My inability to ejaculate was sure to anger him. "No..." I said in terror, but before I could finish, he
had already begun his "new way of playing"! He picked up his tie, and I knew what he was going to do. My fear grew
stronger. "No! I didn't..." "Hehe, you made me angry, so I'm punishing you. Kneel at the head of the bed! Hurry up,
don't make me angry again, or else... hehe! Do you know what will happen?" His voice had
become strange due to his uncontrollable desire. I had no choice but to do as he said, kneeling at the head of the bed in a very awkward position. After he tied me up, he suddenly
got out of bed, took a bottle of chilled beer from the refrigerator, and looked at me on the bed, leering.
He slowly approached me and suddenly rolled the chilled beer all over my body. "Mmm..." I couldn't help but groan.
He seemed excited, rolling the can of beer over every inch of my skin. My body began to tremble
slightly . With a "smack," he opened the beer and poured it all over me. "Ah..." This
unexpected stimulation made me cry out. I saw the cold, golden beer running down my neck. He seemed
even more excited, his hands and mouth roaming over my body, licking the beer off me. "Oh! Your body
is so amazing... so good..." He couldn't control himself anymore. Slowly, I felt him entering my body, not
as violently as last time, but I still felt pain! "Ah, good, that's it. A good boy is a good girl! Say it! Zhang Jiayu
is a bastard, say it!" That bastard!!! He actually wanted me to curse Fifth Brother? I could never do that. I
didn't answer him, just kept my lips tightly shut, barely uttering a groan. "Fine, since you're so disobedient,
then let me taste this again!!" With that, he suddenly grabbed my waist tightly and began thrusting wildly.
"No!! Let me go..." I really wanted to pass out again, but the cold beer from before had a
terrible effect, making me endure this unbearable madness. He stopped when he heard me shout. "Say it! Zhang Jiayu
is dog shit!! Say it!!" I didn't answer him, just slowly closed my eyes. "Good! You're really tough!
Let's see who's tougher!" Then, I felt another stream of cold beer splashed on me.
As trembled, he started thrusting wildly again. This time I held back my screams. Sweat mixed with beer
flowed down my back, into my mouth, mingling with the taste of blood! He was still going at it like a madman. I knew he
was deliberately hurting me. He was making me do something I could never do, and then using that as an excuse to torture me.
He was a real pervert. I suddenly remembered what my fifth brother had told me: Duan Tianhong wasn't a good person! I always
thought my fifth brother was just jealous, but now it seemed he knew about his character all along.
I couldn't take it anymore. "Let me go! I... ah, do you really want to... kill me?!" "Oh!
Great, keep screaming, scream, it sounds good!" He sped up his movements and used one hand to rub my
most sensitive spot. "Good girl! You're so great, so great! So good... ah! ah..." He finally ejaculated
while I was still conscious! He suddenly collapsed on top of me! After a long while, he calmed down completely before
remembering me. He got off me, loosened my tie, and I collapsed onto the bed, exhausted, ignoring the
large wet patches on the bed!
He whispered in my ear, "You know, there's an indescribable sexiness about you, making
everyone who wants to love you also want to conquer your heart and possess your body. Maybe you don't understand what I mean,
but didn't Hei Wu treat you the same way? And you two ended up together, didn't you?" "Fifth Brother isn't as despicable as you! He
loves me openly and honestly, he suffers because of my pain, and he rejoices because of my joy. But you! You only
feel happy when you see us suffer!!" His words disgusted me. He didn't deserve to talk to me about Fifth Brother! Just
as , my phone rang. I tried to get up and answer it quickly, but he was faster than me. He grabbed my phone, reading
the number on it—Fifth Brother's number!! "Give it back!" I cried out in extreme panic, trying to snatch it.
He dodged slightly, his finger on the answer button, grinning at me with schadenfreude! "No! Please!" I practically
begged him! The phone was still ringing! I saw his finger slam down. "It's over!" I
thought ...
"Hello! Hello!! Xiao Shuo!! Say something!" The phone was placed to my ear. I looked at Duan Tianhong, who
was holding the phone and grinning wickedly at me. "Fifth Brother! I'm almost there," I tried to keep my voice normal.
"Why did it take you so long to speak? What were you thinking about!" Fifth Brother was laughing and joking on the other end, as if
something That was for the best; he wouldn't notice the subtle change in my voice. "I was carrying things,
so it wasn't convenient. Okay, Fifth Brother, you can pick me up tomorrow. I'm home, okay?" Seeing Duan Tianhong's expression growing increasingly somber,
I could only try to get Fifth Brother to hang up as quickly as possible. "Okay! I'll pick you up from 'my parents' house' tomorrow. Let's go eat barbecue! Bye
, give this to Mom and Dad, haha..." The line went dead on the other end, and my heart felt like it had sunk to the bottom of the sea.
"You're lying to me, Fifth Brother is perfectly fine!!!" "Hahaha, fine? Maybe, but something
really !" Duan Tianhong laughed smugly, I couldn't tell if he was telling the truth. "Bastard!!!" I
lunged at him angrily! Had I been lied to? Had I really been fooled like this? How could I be so stupid? I... I've
become so filthy! Weakened, I was no match for him. In just a few rounds, he had me pinned to the bed!
"Looking for death, huh?" he said viciously. "I wasn't lying, I was just exaggerating a bit. But
if you make me unhappy now, I can still make him regret it. Try me if you don't believe me!!!"
"Mad dog!! You mad dog!!! Die!!" I fought desperately, my emotions completely out of control,
with only one thought—to kill him, to wash away my shame with his blood!! He seemed a little shocked,
gripping my wrist tightly and pressing me down on the bed, not daring to loosen his grip. "You think you can fight me? You're still too green. Do you want me to call Black
Five and tell him I slept with you, then have him come and get revenge for you?!" "..." I was defeated by him again.
"Get out, get off me!!!" I used all my strength to push him off me, then got up to find
my clothes. He watched my movements carefully. When I was dressed and about to open the door to leave, he suddenly
spoke: "There are no cars to take you back here. It's too late today. I'll take you back tomorrow!" I stopped,
but without turning my head, I said: "If you have any conscience, please let me and Fifth Brother go. Today, you
've gotten what you wanted. We're even!" "Don't you know I really like you?! I know you hate me
now , but what can I do? I hate you too. Please, please give me one more time." " This is my chance to prove I treat you
better than he did!!" He rushed towards me, his murderous intent replaced by pain, but I felt
no pity for him. "Impossible, Duan Tianhong! I can forgive you, I can forget
the hurt , but I can never love you. My feelings for Fifth Brother transcend the boundaries of men and women, understand? And
..." I said with increasing determination, "Even if it means transcending life and death to love you, I'm willing!" With that, I
walked past him, heading to open the door. "And what about the next life? In the next life, would you be willing to be two foxes with me?" I hadn't expected him to ask me that; his trembling voice held a hint of despair! I didn't answer him, leaving
with a wounded heart . Passing through the waiter's piercing gaze, I walked out of the Qianyun Manor gates, a sense of relief washing over me as I walked into the darkness . In my heart, an inextinguishable flame guided me—Fifth Brother! I must return to his side! It was late at night, the wind was sharp as knives, cutting through my body, but I was grateful for it, as if it could blow away every inch of my filth! I walked in the darkness, what a windy and moonless night… I didn't know if I could get home before dawn, where the people I entrusted my life to were! Just as the first hint of light appeared on the horizon, I vaguely heard the sound of a car engine. I had been walking all night, it seemed I had walked all the roads I was meant to walk in this life. I stared blankly in the direction the sound came from, and a small van that was rushing to catch an early morning stopped in front of me. "Hey buddy, want a taxi?" The driver had a heavy suburban accent, but it sounded sincere. "Take…take, I'm going to Haidian District, Tianyuan…district!" Seeing this lifeline, I couldn't even speak! I realized then that all my physiological functions were malfunctioning—hearing, vision, and speech! So, I decided to go home first! "Alright, get in the car! Oh dear, where have you been all this way ? Your voice is all slurred!" With his enthusiastic greeting, I got in the car, and it started moving. Sitting in the car, I felt like I'd fallen into a pile of cotton; I was inexplicably tired, but I didn't dare sleep. "Driver, talk to me... don't let me fall asleep!" "Sure, no problem. But buddy, are you alright? Afraid you'll fall asleep and never wake up again? Haha!" Hearing the driver's crude joke, I couldn't help but laugh too. Along the way, the driver kept changing the subject, telling jokes, but gradually, I felt that voice was getting further and further away . I fell asleep, and even dreamed of two foxes, chasing and playing freely in a field! It seemed I was one of them, running along when a voice seemed to come from the woods ahead, "We're here, wake up !" "Ah, sorry!" I woke up with a start, rubbing my sleepy eyes. "How much?" I paid and got off the bus, heading towards my parents' house. I hadn't been home for over a week. It must be a little past 9 o'clock now; my parents had already gone to work. Returning home, a long-lost feeling welled up inside me! I'm unfilial! I haven't even come home to visit for so long. However, what's even more unfilial is that I, the son my parents were so proud of, am a homosexual, unacceptable to society!! And I'm entangled with two men. If my parents knew about me, they would kill me!! Lying in my room, I suddenly smelled alcohol on my clothes. Thinking about last night, I couldn't fall asleep, so I got up to take a shower. The rush of hot water washed over my body, the steam filling the bathroom! A feeling of comfort ! I naively thought that the filth left on me would be gone now, but suddenly I felt an inexplicable sense of injustice , making me want to cry. No, I was already crying; my low sobs gradually turned into loud wailing. I couldn't control myself, and I slowly squatted down, leaning against the smooth wall. In an instant, the bathroom was filled with the sounds of water and crying! Just then, our phone rang loudly. I slowly stood up, picked up the bathroom extension, and a voice came from the other end, "Hello, is Mr. Ming there?" I didn't recognize the voice at first, assuming it was someone looking for my father, so I said , "My dad's at work, call his office!" Just as I was about to hang up, I heard someone shout , "Xiao Shuo! It's me, your fifth brother. I called your house because your phone was off. Hello? Why is there so much water running in your house ?!" "It's you! I... I'm taking a shower!" I quickly stopped sobbing. "When are you coming to pick me up?" "Oh... taking a shower... hehe!" He chuckled mischievously on the other end! "Alright, stop laughing. When are you coming?" I knew what he was laughing at, and thinking about it made me blush. "I'm in the parking lot . Hurry up and wash up and come over, haha!" "I'm hanging up now!" I laughed as I hung up the phone. Hearing his voice made me forget all my unhappiness and grievances. I quickly changed my clothes and threw the dirty shirt into the trash can, along with my unbearable memories... Chapter Ten: I left a note for my parents, left some money, and left. I saw his car parked there in the distance. The window rolled down, and my fifth brother's smiling face came into view. I smiled and got into the car. He turned to look at me, and I felt a little embarrassed: "Don't look, hurry up and leave, be careful people don't misunderstand!" This is our home after all, and there are many acquaintances here. "Look at your cowardice , haha, how come you were so brave when you were fighting?" He started the car and teased, "Why are you still bringing this up!" I couldn't help but get angry. This matter had brought me too much pain! He seemed to regret it too. "Okay , okay, I was wrong, alright! It's a perfectly good day, why are you doing this?" The car continued driving, and I stubbornly refused to talk to him. He kept glancing at me, driving carefully. I felt a little guilty. "Fifth Brother... I'm sorry!" "Forget it! I'm not that petty, haha! Look behind you! What good stuff ?" The little incident passed just like that. It was already noon, and we arrived at " Sanqianli" near Hufang Bridge. The barbecue there was very good; we often came here. After we ordered, we started chatting:

"How's business at 'Dangge'?" I haven't checked on it in ages. Oh, and I'm thinking of going back to work tomorrow; if I don't,
I'll be laid off. "
Business is good! Don't worry about it. I'll take you to see it on Saturday. Don't go to work this week; take some more
rest. If they fire you, that would be great! I found you a job at a friend's company; go check it out. The pay
is good, and most importantly, I trust them!" He always makes decisions on his own, and I'm used to it. "We'll see!" "I didn't
give him a definite answer. After dinner, he hurriedly took me home. I knew what he was thinking, and the
thought brought back painful memories! He didn't say a word to me the whole way, but the car sped up.
It was already past 2 a.m. when we got home. Things were going as I expected. He hurriedly started to take off
our clothes. I instinctively tried to pull away, but he thought I was worried about my health, so he tried to suppress
his desire and just held me quietly against the sofa. 'I almost made a mistake again. You're only just getting better,
and you came all the way home yesterday. Don't blame me, I... I really wanted it!'" "Hearing his words, every single one
felt like a knife cutting into my heart! I couldn't speak; I was afraid I would cry! Afraid he would
sense something from my unusual sobs! I was terrified! I buried my head in his chest,
holding him tightly! Tears still streamed down my face, soaking his white shirt. He trembled
slightly , pushed me up, his eyes showing a hint of confusion, but immediately! He flashed a radiant
smile I'd never seen before, so captivating. This was the first time I'd felt his tenderness so clearly, so closely. He was
so handsome!! 'Are you crying because you feel unsatisfied? Silly girl!' he said
, pressing my face against his chest. 'I love you so much! How could I blame you for this?
Don't worry, in a couple of days, once you're completely healed, I'll get everything back, with interest!'" "He actually mimicked a joke from Han Dong!
I hugged him even tighter! Without saying a word, tears streamed down my face like a burst dam! The tear stain on his
chest widened, and he stroked my trembling shoulders, trying to calm me.
I slowly stopped crying, pulled away from his embrace, and looked directly into his eyes. I think my
appearance at that moment must have captivated him: eyes full of tears yet unable to conceal the expectation and the resolute expression unique to a man!
He paused for three seconds, then slowly but deeply kissed me…
Before the sky collapsed, before the earth sank! I heard his voice, as if from afar: 'I'm going to take
you away from here… to a place where you and I can be together, only… you and me!'" "After that, we
both succumbed to that surging tide!
At 11:40 PM, I was woken up by my phone's text message notification. It seemed he had sent it more than once or twice, and he was still
fast asleep . A wave of fear washed over me!! Could it be him?! That persistent Duan Tianhong!!! I
quickly threw on a coat and grabbed my phone! Then I rushed to the bathroom. "Hmm!" He turned over, and I
stopped in alarm, looking at him. Thankfully, he wasn't awake yet!
"Can you forgive me? I apologize for the hurt I caused you!!"
"Please believe me, I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you no less than he did!"
"I won't bother you anymore. Goodbye! I hope... you can truly be happy!"
I looked through his messages and let out a long sigh of relief! I didn't hate him as much anymore; on the contrary, I even felt a little sorry for him. "Beep...beep," another message came in, and I was startled! I quickly checked: "May we be two foxes
in the next life !"
"
My heart skipped a beat! An indescribable sense of oppression overwhelmed me. I sat there, stunned and at a loss. 'Xiao Shuo!
What are you doing?' came Fifth Brother's voice from inside. 'I'm in the bathroom! That's good!' I tried to hide my
panic, quickly deleting all the text messages and turning off my phone. Back in the room, looking at him half-asleep,
I thought : I hope everything is over, and we can live a peaceful life!
That night, I seemed to dream of two running foxes again!
Two days later, I went to resign from my job. While packing, my colleague Xiao Zhang handed me a letter. I was
surprised, looking at the postmark date—it had just been mailed. 'What a coincidence, who could it be?' 'It looks like a
long letter! It's quite thick! It must be a love letter from some girl!'" "Xiao Zhang teased me in his broken Mandarin,
but I already sensed the letter's owner—Duan Tianhong.
'Xiao Shuo, this letter is one I wrote to you a long time ago, but I never sent it. I don't even
know if you'll ever see it, but I have to send it to you. If you finish reading it, burn it so
I can take it with me.' Sitting in the McDonald's across from the company, I started reading Duan Tianhong's letter. The first thing
I saw was this note, which seemed to have been written at a different time than the letter. But the last sentence on the note
shocked me—burn it? Take it with me? What does that mean? Could it be… No, he wouldn't be that kind of person. I
didn't think too much and quickly read the letter: 'Xiao Shuo, from the day I met you, I knew I was doomed. I've fallen for you
again I can't help but love you. Yes! I really love you. I once loved
a man so deeply. He was my classmate and colleague. Our relationship was no less than that of any heterosexual couple, even
deeper .'" Because of our work, we loved each other cautiously. People said, "You two should just swear an oath of
brotherhood." Whenever we heard that, we were overjoyed. Because of our special identities,
no one would doubt our relationship. Life seemed to continue happily like this, until one day, during a seemingly ordinary
raid on prostitution, no one expected that a
man ! The instant the gun fired! I was violently pushed away. He! To save me, he died right before my eyes.
The bullet struck his handsome face, a mass of flesh and blood—the face I had kissed and caressed countless times! The
murderer was also killed. I stared at his body lying before me, paused for a second, and then, like a madman
, fired at the murderer's corpse. Everyone was shocked! I desperately wished someone would shoot me, to let me escape that
excruciating abyss of pain, but all I got was thrown down again… Later, this incident
was reported . When his funeral was held, I was still in detention. From that moment on, my life trajectory was completely changed.
For a long time, I couldn't accept this fact. I frantically searched the world for him because I couldn't see him.
His last farewell! Many years have passed, and I am no longer that hot-blooded young man. I slowly moved on from that
incident and started a new life. I started a business, opened a bar, and everyone knows I'm ruthless!!
But I haven't touched any man or woman since. I moved out of my house, and every night I still
say goodbye to his photo before falling asleep. Sometimes I really do see him in my dreams, and when I wake up, I always
get drunk!
No one ever knew these things! No one knew I loved anyone else; they only knew I loved myself! Loved money!
Until that day, you got into my car, half-asleep. In that instant, I felt
like had returned!! Like he had been traveling a long, long way, but finally came back!
Subsequent interactions made me even more convinced of this, but at that time, I still loved him, finding his
shadow in you! Later, I found out about you and Blackie! I was shocked, but also happy, but I didn't know you
could love Blackie! No! I won't allow it!! You are his shadow! You can't love anyone else, you are mine!! If Black
Five is a beast, then even the most cunning and ferocious beast can't defeat the hunter!! "Seeing this, I was suddenly shocked!
It coincided with my initial thoughts!" So after you left, I tracked everything about you until the day before yesterday, when
I appeared at his karaoke bar! I didn't expect you to be there. I was drinking with Black Five, and I never expected you to
drink for him. Could it be that you really fell in love with him? I saw with my own eyes how he treated you, and I could feel your
attitude towards him back then! Why such a change? And when I saw the name of that small private room, I felt his
presence—Fox! Yes, his name is Hu Li! My little fox! Was all of this just wishful thinking on my part?
I'm not reconciled! When I wanted to calmly think about the relationship between you and Hu Li, you! You recklessly
barged in again. Seeing how worried you were about him, how you protected him, I was really angry! After you couldn't bear the bullying and finally
fainted ! I seemed to see Hu Li standing in front of me again! And you, you even smiled at me! My heart was bleeding
then , do you know that??? After you fainted, they were discussing how to use you to punish Black Friday. I
didn't say a word, but carried you away. At that moment, I realized that I had fallen in love with you, but I couldn't forgive
myself for betraying Hu Li! So I hardened my heart and treated you badly! I thought I could do it, but the moment I closed the door,
long-forgotten tears welled up in my eyes! After you left, I thought for a long time. I wanted to apologize! I wanted to try again! But
every time I picked up the phone, my fingers felt incredibly heavy as I typed. Finally, I decided to write you this letter. I
…
want to apologize to you! You don't have to love me, but I hope you won't blame me anymore. I want you to know all of this.
If… you could choose again, if one day Black Friday treats you badly, I hope you know… there's
always a light shining for you! "
After reading this letter one day in May 2000, Duan Tianhong felt relieved. Gradually, a smile crept onto my
tightly closed lips. 'So, he's not such a despicable person after all. Maybe we can become good brothers, and he
can even become friends with Fifth Brother!' I naively thought, and decided to call him immediately. I still
find it strange that I can always quickly forget the hurt others have caused me, whether it was Fifth Brother
or Duan Tianhong! My phone was off. I was wondering what was going on when I suddenly remembered the note! I frantically searched for it and
read it over and over again: 'Burn it... I'm taking it!' This... Could it be him? A sense of foreboding washed over me, and
I couldn't sit still any longer! 'Please, Tianhong, nothing bad will happen! Everything is in the past! Fifth Brother and I will forgive
you!'" "I muttered to myself and took a taxi to his bar! When I got there, I found it was sealed
off. My ominous premonition grew stronger! I rushed upstairs to his apartment, but no one answered the door no matter how much I knocked.
Finally, a neighbor poked his head out. "Hey? Aren't you Mr. Duan's friend? Why didn't you go to his memorial service?"
I was stunned. "What...what service??" "You don't know? Mr. Duan passed away the night before last. They said
it was a car accident, then they said it looked like suicide. Yesterday, someone came to clean his place, and I heard they were going to hold a
memorial service for him today. I don't know who Mr. Duan was, that someone would hold a memorial service for him...!!"
I didn't hear a word he said after that! I walked downstairs with stiff steps, my mind blank! "He...he's
dead??
Why did this happen?! I forgave him, and Fifth Brother will forgive him too! Why..." "
Why !" "
I cried and shouted loudly. Many people opened their doors, looking at me with expressions of surprise or confusion. I
ran out without looking back, 'He's dead! He's dead!!' For a moment, I didn't know where to go. I
ultimately couldn't see him one last time! What a painful helplessness that was!! I covered my mouth, trying hard not
to cry out loud, 'Duan Tianhong! You hurt me again, so badly, so cruelly!!' I roared in my heart!
That night, I went to my and my fifth brother's house. Seeing him sitting quietly on the sofa, I knew he must
have heard . I sat down next to him. He looked up but didn't look at me. Instead, he
said in a voice I had never heard before, 'Duan Tianhong is dead. It's said to be a suicide-like car accident! I might have misjudged him! There must have been something particularly painful in his
heart that forced him to take this step!' 'It's not because of me, is it?' I
asked sadly. He then turned to me, looking into my eyes: 'Silly child! Of course not! Don't think like that!'" "
Fifth Brother..." "Alright, say no more. No one can escape life and death. Sooner or later, this day will come.
Cherish the time you have while you're alive, so you won't regret it when you die!!" Lately, Fifth Brother has been surprising me! He seems to
have suddenly become very peaceful! It seems there must have been some kind of tacit understanding between him and Duan Tianhong. I don't want to think about it anymore!
He's gone now, all grudges have faded away. For a moment, I felt very tired, so I gently climbed onto Fifth Brother's
lap . He stroked my head, and I felt an unparalleled sense of ease and security, and I slowly fell asleep!
Postscript:
I didn't burn Tianhong's letter, but carefully preserved it. However, I also "replied" to him with a letter, containing
only a few words: Only after being drunk do you realize how strong the wine is, only after loving do you realize how deep the affection is!!
One day that year, Fifth Brother closed his karaoke business, and we decided to go on a long bike trip! As we shouldered our bags,
mounted our bikes, and weaved through the vast sea of people, I suddenly felt like we were two foxes, taking turns running across the
boundless plains...
(over)

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