A monologue from a lover of extreme flavors over 15 years

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Around 1996 or 1997, I was still in elementary school. My family had moved to an apartment building, but the water supply was frequently interrupted. When the water was out, we had to use a nearby public toilet, especially for defecation, in the mornings. Besides our apartment buildings, there were many single-story houses nearby. Back then, single-story houses didn't have toilets, so many residents within a kilometer or two would use that public toilet. The day this happened was a winter morning. My dad took me to the toilet. When we got to the men's room, I noticed several women going into the women's room and seemingly walking around it, saying things like, "Who is this?" and "What happened?" I looked towards the women's room door! About 20-30 centimeters from the entrance, there was a pool of soft feces! It extended intermittently into the women's room! I was shocked by this scene! It's winter. How desperate must this woman be to need the toilet? She started taking off her pants before even reaching the women's restroom. And in this weather, underwear, thermal underwear, wool pants, and outer pants—did she take them all off before even entering? This isn't summer, otherwise, the feces couldn't have leaked out from so many layers of clothing, right? I didn't dare look any longer and went to the men's restroom, but I wanted to take one last look before leaving! So I finished quickly, went outside, and stood a short distance away pretending to wait for my dad. Actually, I was observing the loose stool left by a woman desperately suffering from diarrhea. Although it wasn't quite that runny, the outside had already turned brown, so I deduced that it must have been left there earlier that day… Honestly, that day in class, I kept thinking about what happened that morning. What kind of woman was she? In this cold weather, if she wasn't so desperate for diarrhea, she probably wouldn't have gotten up and rushed to the toilet in the morning, right? Maybe she was struggling with whether or not to get up, wearing thick clothes and braving the cold to go to the toilet outside, which delayed the best time to defecate? She struggled to rush out of the house and towards the toilet. The women's restroom door was right in front of her, but the closer she got to victory, the more relaxed she became. She felt the feces about to burst from her anus and frantically started pulling down her pants, walking into the toilet as she did so. Perhaps she couldn't hold it in any longer; there were already some feces on her underwear and even her long underwear. The puddles of feces of varying sizes extending into the toilet floor suggested she was still trying to control herself and squat down to defecate. But the toilet must have been a mess; she probably went straight to the squat toilet closest to the door. There was probably also feces that she hadn't had time to throw around the squat toilet. Thinking about this, I, who was only in elementary school at the time, already had a physical reaction!
This is a fact I witnessed, although the later parts are my speculation! But for a long time afterward, I had largely forgotten about this hobby, until 2007, when I very accidentally discovered a Baidu Tieba forum called "Pants Pockets" while browsing online! At that moment, I was shocked! The appearance of this thing immediately reminded me of that witnessing from ten years ago! I only realized then that I was genuinely interested in this hobby, so much so that when I later went to look for toilet videos, I paid more attention to whether the original creators had filmed such incidents! Instead of simply looking at whether the women using the toilet were pretty, whether they wore high heels and black stockings, or even had fair skin, etc… In that Baidu Tieba forum called "Kudouzi" (裤兜子), there were all sorts of eyewitness accounts, some fabricated, some real. It was from that time that I could distinguish between real eyewitness accounts and fantasies, because people eat grains, and such things happen, but women who experience them are either too ashamed to talk about it, or perhaps there's not much public attention on this topic? It was in that "Kudouzi" forum that I discovered the earliest (perhaps the earliest?) imitation hidden camera videos documenting female incontinence, titled "Ugly Toilet" and "Shameful Toilet" (these two series were produced by Evo). They were very realistic, but also exaggeratedly depicted women rushing to the toilet to excrete and clean themselves at the brink of incontinence! It shocked me! It made me even more convinced that real toilet porn could be filmed in this way!! I started slowly searching for resources online, but because such situations are rare and are something that legitimate people would reject, I found nothing for a long time, and I was very distressed! I contacted people selling these Japanese imitation toilet porn videos on online forums, and because of the scarcity of online resources at the time, the price was as high as 1000 yuan per video! This was even more unacceptable to me! I started searching aimlessly in the ocean of the internet, looking at various news reports and netizens' experiences, but more importantly, I wanted to find real toilet porn videos showing women soiling or urinating in the toilet. It gave me more pleasure than any other excellent, high-quality work! Because it was real, it better expressed the shame, helplessness, and shame of feces in women!
During the time I was searching everywhere for download links for fake toilet videos like "Ugly Toilet" to satisfy my cravings, I stumbled upon a post on a porn site about peeping tom in a dry toilet—long, connected squat toilets piled high with feces, and several different women defecating and urinating in the same scene. I saw the walls behind the toilets sprayed with feces by women who were in a hurry and couldn't aim at the toilets in time. This excited me immensely. Although I'd seen similar things in men's restrooms, this was a women's restroom, and I realized that women's feces look and color are indistinguishable from men's! Then I saw the watermark below the pictures—"toupai club"—which many people will recognize as the precursor to 18/17. I excitedly opened the website, hoping to find more similar pictures! But I discovered that the website required an email application to join. I sent the email and anxiously waited for a reply… Not long after, my QQ email showed "1" new email! I excitedly opened it! As expected, it was a reply from the website administrator. This happened in the spring of 2008. It involved answering several questions: first, how eager a fan I was; second, how I discovered the website; third, whether I had creative abilities (if so, please provide some works); fourth, how many years I had liked this site; and finally, the payment issue. Only after everything was completed would I be given an account name I chose myself and a password he would grant me! This administrator, if I'm not mistaken, was the later class monitor! I answered the sender's questions honestly and sincerely, but my membership application was still stuck on the last issue: money. I remember it was 300 or 500 yuan back then, an amount that's insignificant to me now, but at the time I was in university, and my living expenses were meager, let alone… I asked if I could pay the membership fee in installments. The administrator was initially moved by my sincere answer and explained that this was a private website, and to protect existing members and prevent leaks (which later became the root of the 18+ controversy), they would investigate the source of the images I saw on the toilet porn site, etc. However, they ultimately stated that they could not accept installment payments. I felt disappointed and even desperate. Although I joined the pllib in the summer of 2010, I was indignant and even a little dazed for the next two years because I found that I could not join it. So much so that when I finally saved up enough money and tried to contact the administrator, I never received a reply!
During this time, I kept seeing pictures of women using public restrooms leaked on various websites, all sorts of women (I won't talk about things like taking a shower and patting under the skirt, please forgive me if you don't like it), but I never saw the kind of scene I liked. Around 2007, through the early days of the "Pants Pocket" forum (which was later censored), I joined a QQ group for like-minded people and discovered a website I still visit frequently now—"A Moment of Wet Heat"! Some of you might know this website; it's about feces and urine, and there are a few people there who share my interests. It also has a subsite or affiliated website called "Women's Despair," and the "A Moment of Wet Heat" website still has a link to "Women's Despair"! The rough UI reflects the web design of that era, but it's a true depiction of women looking for toilets outside public restrooms. Although there wasn't any direct evidence of women soiling or wetting themselves, it was still enough to excite me! It was on "A Moment of Wet Heat" that I met a friend with the same phone number that I still keep in touch with, I'll probably call him Brother M! He was from Shanghai. He started reposting news articles about women soiling their pants in public, mainly criticizing the inadequate construction of public restrooms in the city. I discovered he shared the same hobby as me and contacted him. We chatted like newlyweds... (Don't misunderstand, we were both gay and looking for embarrassing videos and pictures of women.) Around 2010, we finally got accounts on a "Peeping Club" (a website for women who have soiled their pants in public). I was so excited I couldn't sleep all night searching for what I liked. I still vividly remember that dark green page! Now
, let me tell you about my discovery! Initially, I found these kinds of photos (or videos) on domestic websites. I opened the "Peeping Club" website and found it in the "C-style Peeping" section. The title was something like "Emergency, calling for toilet paper," and the poster's ID was yachu, who later became Xiaozhuzi! A Taiwanese original creator! It described a woman soiling her pants in a public restroom at a night market! (Later, I saw in the video package that Xiaozhu had filmed a girl who had soiled her pants, and her companion was giving her a pair of pants!). Similarly, later, M found a short video of a woman wearing jeans having diarrhea, with some soiled in her pants, along with related photos, which was quite exciting to watch (I posted it on TKK in 2014, but didn't get much response from fellow enthusiasts)! There weren't many discoveries on 17! Maybe 2-3, but the most important one was in February 2011. That day, I got home from get off work and opened QQ, and M messaged me saying, "Go check out 17! There's something good!" I excitedly opened the 17ce forum, but didn't find anything interesting in the original content section. However, when I exited and looked at the reposted content, I saw a titled "Pooped in Pants." I quickly clicked on it and saw what looked like a series of video screenshots: a Japanese-style toilet, and a woman starting to pull down her pants. The first picture showed her bending over, pulling down her outer pants, and placing her hand on her underwear, preparing to pull it down as well. At this point, you could see that the excrement inside her underwear had already reached her upper thighs. Then, in the second picture, she pulled down her underwear, and loose stool flowed down like a waterfall, while simultaneously, loose stool was shooting vertically from her anus… In just six or seven pictures, including her cleaning up after taking off her pants, the two most shocking pictures happened almost in the blink of an eye! I was deeply shocked! This was almost the scene I had been searching for all these years! I realized from the photo's resolution that it was a screenshot from a video, so M and I contacted the author with the ID "sharp." The reply we received was that he also found it on a Japanese forum and gave us the forum's address, but we found nothing… We then began our long search for the video, which unexpectedly took five years! It was a French enthusiast who sent it to me. He bought the video for $100 and emailed me asking if I knew about it, providing the website where he bought it! This French enthusiast is quite something! I'll tell you more about him later! It turns out this video of someone urinating in their pants comes from a series of supermarket peeping videos, including follow-up shots and shots of the faces of those using the toilet. Unfortunately, we couldn't find the woman's face. The next few seconds show her getting into a car after she finished. This series comes from a website called "Peeping Anecdotes," and all the videos were filmed at the same supermarket. However, when I searched for this website on Google, I found news reports saying it had been shut down by the Japanese police. You know, these kinds of real peeping videos are strictly prohibited in Japan! The news reported that the police found many hard drives in this gang, whose members ranged in age from 30 to 45. One can only imagine how much stuff those hard drives contained that we covet! This happened in 2016, five years after I discovered those photos! There's another set of photos (strangely, I didn't find the videos I like back then, perhaps even if I did, the original creators wouldn't be willing to release them or even delete them. Later, someone on TKK mentioned that I had filmed this, but I deleted it because I found it disgusting… This is what I'm still struggling with), also discovered in 2011. Now, in early April, while browsing websites, I found a post in the CE (ce) section titled "Pooped in Pants" (haha, why are all the titles so blunt?). I excitedly clicked on it! The photo showed a genital area with sparse pubic hair covered in yellow diarrheal feces, and feces on gray underwear! The genital area was very attractive, completely inconsistent with the actual age; she must have been deprived of sex for a long time. The next picture showed a middle-aged woman, thin. She was in her forties, looked unwell, and was carrying a non-woven bag, hands on her hips. Another photo shows her noticing the photographer was taking pictures of her. Both photos were taken after she finished and came out of the toilet! While this set didn't excite me as much as the photos in the previous post, it was still very good given the limited availability of resources! These are the only two photos I remember of women defecating in their pants on 17 (a Chinese online forum)! Later, I also saw some photos of women defecating in the toilet, spraying watery feces down to their backs! While those were also good, they paled in comparison to the previous two! Interestingly, M (another online forum member) was even more adept at digging than I was; he actually contacted Jin Zhu (another online forum member), the creator of the well-known 1983! During the period of massive leaks of his work in 2011, 2012, and 2013, M purchased a video. This video is probably the only high-definition TP (television streaming service) video of someone defecating in their pants that most people have seen so far. It's set in the familiar 1983-style toilet scene, showing a woman in a yellow top, with a round face, defecating in her pants, her red underwear stained with feces. This was something that shocked me at the time! Of course, Jinzhu didn't put it on 17, probably because it's so niche and might make viewers uncomfortable, since everyone likes beautiful women in black stockings and high heels! This is roughly my chronological record of memories of 17! I don't need to elaborate on what ruined 17; as a junior, I'm not qualified to judge. I've heard many authors have been implicated, since it involves monetary transactions, right? That's all for my memories of 17.

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