My Career [Author: Unknown]

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As soon as I woke up this morning, I quickly got out of bed, slipped on my high-heeled slippers, went to the kitchen to heat
up breakfast, and then went to wash my face and brush my teeth.
After washing up, I hurriedly ate breakfast, then went back to the bedroom, took off my pink
semi-transparent slip dress, went to the wardrobe, opened it, scanned the women's underwear inside, and took out a
white lace bra, a pink lace thong, and ultra-thin flesh-colored pantyhose.
I closed the wardrobe door and, using the mirror on it, slipped the straps of my white lace bra over my arms, put it on
my chest , and hooked it up behind my back. I adjusted the position of the straps and the bra. This bra had a small pouch inside the cups
for storing fake breasts. I squeezed the silicone implants into the pouch, put on the bra, and fastened it. A cleavage appeared on my chest
. Looking in the mirror, I already had a pair of 34B breasts with cleavage
! No wonder this brand of bra is so popular! I stroked the trembling fake breasts,
feeling as if . Then I put on my pink lace panties, and placed a thin sanitary napkin underneath. These panties
were quite stretchy; they pressed down on my penis, making my lower abdomen look like a woman's
. The sides were made of delicate lace, and there was a piece of pale pink satin in the middle.
I sat on the bed, raising my legs. Because Mr. Liu had taken me to get my legs hair removed, and
my toenails were painted with red nail polish, my legs looked very much like a woman's. I slipped my toes into the stockings and
slowly pulled them up to my thighs, making them fit snugly. Once they were on, I felt the pressure of the stockings tightly encasing my legs.
I stood up and walked towards the dressing table. Passing the wardrobe, I saw in the mirror that the stockings made my legs
appear flesh-colored and smooth, even more like a woman's legs. My penis involuntarily became erect, causing my
lower abdomen to bulge. I quickly stepped to the dressing table, sat down, and began applying makeup. First, I spread foundation
evenly on my face, then lightly applied powder with a powder puff, blending it with a small brush, making sure to brush my neck and behind my ears as well, so that all
my skin tones looked uniform. I used a makeup brush to lightly apply blush to my cheeks,
then carefully drew two already shaped, thin and curved eyebrows with an eyebrow pencil, gently sweeping out sharp
tips. I drew eyeliner, then lightly applied mascara with a mascara brush, carefully brushing my lashes to make them
curled then applied a light eyeshadow above my eyes. Next, I used a lip pencil to draw a lip line and applied
a bright pink lipstick. Then I combed my hair.
After finishing my makeup, I looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was past my ears, and the makeup made my face look
fair and rosy. I had two thin, curved willow-leaf eyebrows, and a light touch of eyeshadow above my eyes. Mr. Liu said my
eyes looked like a Miss Hong Kong with makeup on. My straight nose looked very bright, probably because of the foundation
. My lips, painted with bright red lipstick, looked glistening and moist…
Sigh… To keep my job! This is all I can do…
To stay in the provincial capital, I started looking for a job during my first summer break from university. It took me a long time, until
almost the end of the summer after graduation, when I finally found this company. It specializes in women's products, and I was initially
assigned to the women's products department, selling high-end cosmetics, especially those for theaters. It also sells
women's underwear, etc. Honestly, I don't like this job! I haven't dared to tell my family. A university student
spending all day dealing with these women's products—if people back home knew,
my family and even the whole village would be ashamed in front of everyone! I'm afraid
to go out . If they ask me what I'm doing in the provincial capital, I really don't know how
to answer! I'm even more afraid to tell Xiaowei, afraid she'll object to this job. Her family has always
disapproved of her being with me, and knowing this would give them even more reason to oppose it! And Xiaowei is very stubborn;
if she objects, she won't answer my calls or reply to my messages, and then I won't be able to persuade her. Sigh! I'll wait until
I go back for the New Year to talk to her in person. If she leaves then, I can stop her and make her listen.
She should understand that if I don't have a foothold in the provincial capital, all our ideals, aspirations,
and will be empty words. So I believe I can persuade her.
Sigh! I really hope the New Year comes soon! I want to see Xiaowei soon!
It's precisely because jobs are so hard to find! I'm terrified of losing this job; my dream is to become a
permanent employee! I arrive at work early every day and leave last. I'm cautious and careful, never daring to slack off! I volunteer
for all the dirty and tiring work, and I always oblige when my colleagues ask me to do something.
One day I was so tired that I forgot to wash my hair, and the next day my female colleagues gave me disgusted looks. I'm so scared that I never dare to forget to wash my hair
again ! Sigh! I can't afford to offend anyone! Because I work in cosmetics
sales, I took the company's makeup training course with all the frontline saleswomen.
Of course, male employees were just listening to the lecture; they weren't supposed to actually wear makeup. That day, I was completely
absorbed in
the lecture when suddenly the instructor stared at me. I was startled! I checked myself—wasn't I disheveled? Then it dawned on me—I'd been so busy with classes these past few days I'd forgotten to get a haircut! I knew I was in for a rude awakening! My face flushed involuntarily. The instructor asked
me to stand up, saying they needed a male employee to model the company's cosmetics. Seeing that my hair
was relatively long they chose me. Under the instructor's skillful hands, I was transformed into a
beautiful young woman in the blink of an eye.
Everyone kept praising the instructor's skill, while the instructor kept explaining. From then on, I was constantly
chosen as a model in the training courses. The instructor even said my hair was a little short and told me not to get a haircut,
but to use it for a performance at the graduation ceremony. I had no choice, because the instructor said: "If you don't obey, I won't get my
graduation certificate .
" At the graduation ceremony, the instructor gave my hair a slight trim, turning it into a short, feminine hairstyle.
Then, amidst everyone's playful jostling and a bit of coercion, and with the help of my female colleagues, I changed completely into the
company's exclusive women's products, along with the company's female employees' pencil skirt suit, stockings, high heels,
and makeup from the lecturer. I participated in the graduation ceremony performance dressed as a woman.
Shortly before the ceremony began, we learned that the company's general manager, Liu Huiqing, and some of the company's clients
would also be attending.
My female colleagues and I went on stage to perform to the music. Although there was accompaniment, I was very nervous and focused
all energy on the performance. I didn't even see what General Manager Liu looked like.
Only after the performance ended and I came off stage did I feel relieved to see the training instructor smiling and looking at me with
satisfaction ! But unexpectedly, the training instructor called over several female colleagues I didn't recognize (because they were wearing
company uniforms) to help me change into a two-piece gold dress and put on a short wig. She then asked me to
go on stage again with the other female students. I kept saying I couldn't do it!
But the training instructor insisted on pushing me onto the stage. By then, the music had already started, and the female students were already walking on stage
. I had no choice but to go back up. As soon as I stepped onto the stage, flashbulbs went off in the audience! People were
taking pictures … I became even more nervous and just kept walking. I didn't even notice when the female students left the stage until the music
stopped and I realized I was the only one left on stage.
I was stunned and didn't know what to do. Seeing the training instructor gesturing to me, I followed her instructions,
walked to the edge of the stage, bowed to the audience
, and stepped off. As soon as I took off my wig, the training instructor approached me, beaming and praising me. She even helped me
take off the dress I had just changed into and put it back in its original packaging, saying it was a reward for my
excellent . I said I didn't need it, but she insisted, saying I definitely would need
it, explaining it was a sparkly short dress, the latest style, and showing me photos of models
showcasing about how wonderful it was.
Then I thought of Xiaowei. Wouldn't it be better to give this dress to her? We've been dating for so long, and I
haven't bought her any clothes, let alone such an expensive one. Thinking this, I didn't say
anything more .
After the training instructor finished introducing the outfit, she turned off her phone and then asked for the wig. I shook my head and said
no . She smiled and nodded, saying, "If you don't want it, then don't worry about it. It's not much longer than your current hair." Then she
said, "I won't keep you from removing your makeup any longer, I'm leaving."
Before leaving, she gave me a strange look... cough... whatever... I needed to
pee, I didn't have time to think about her. I quickly removed my makeup and changed my clothes, then ran to the restroom.
Just as I finished urinating and came out, someone said that General Manager Liu wanted to see me. At first, I thought they had the wrong person, but
after asking my name, they said no, they were looking for me. I had no choice but to follow them.
I hadn't met General Manager Liu since joining the company; I'd only heard she was a young, beautiful, and powerful woman.
Now, suddenly, she wanted to see me privately. My heart was pounding, I didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse!
When I nervously approached her and said, "General Manager Liu, hello!" To my surprise, she simply
nodded and walked around me with a smile, scrutinizing me closely. She kept saying, "No wonder! No wonder...
" She smiled and added, "...she completely captivated me...your eyes, with makeup, looked just like Miss
Hong Kong Li XX." She also said my lips were small and more alluring and beautiful than Li XX's. She said my teeth
were as beautiful as those of a female host on the Spring Festival Gala. She even said it was a pity I wasn't a woman! Was she praising
me? Or mocking me? Teasing me? Making fun of me...?
Ms. Liu asked me to roll up my trousers and take my feet out of my shoes. She carefully examined my legs and feet, then
picked up my hands and looked at them, lifting my chin and scrutinizing me, saying, "Your eyes, with makeup
, are exactly like Li XX's. Are you wearing false eyelashes?"
I said no. Ms. Liu said, "Wow, your eyelashes are so long! Then you don't need to wear false eyelashes."
Then I was told to wear the company's female employee pencil skirt suit, stockings, high heels, and
the company's signature cosmetics three days a week to promote
the effectiveness ...
"...This...this won't do..."
"Why not!"
"...Everyone will..."
"Oh! Don't worry about that! You'll work for me from now on.
Only the few people who came to the show tonight know, and I'll tell them not to tell anyone." "
...But...but how can I dress as a man one day and a woman the next..."
"Hmm, that makes sense! Then you'll dress as a woman for work every day!"
"...This...this...I...how will I get back to the dormitory after work..."
"Oh! That's easy. I'll arrange a single dormitory for you. Any other questions?"
"...I...I..."
When General Manager Liu saw that I couldn't answer, he said that if I agreed, he would immediately make me a full-time employee,
add 35% to my regular salary, and promote me. Otherwise… Hmph! His face darkened as he finished speaking.
Startled, I stopped myself from saying anything and said, "Let me think about it." General Manager Liu said, "Okay, come to work tomorrow and give
me an answer!" He added that if I agreed, he would immediately make me a permanent employee and give me a raise, and
soon promote me…
That night, I tossed and turned, wondering whether to agree or not! Of course, I wanted to become a permanent employee! I
was even more afraid of losing this job! Finding a job is so hard these days! But I was also afraid people would laugh at me for being crazy.
I remember when I first went to university, I worked so hard to leave the countryside. My father advised me not to go, fearing the family
couldn't , and now they're heavily in debt. Now that I've graduated, the creditors are pressing for repayment. Besides,
I paid a deposit of xxx yuan when I joined the company, money I got from my family, which they borrowed. If I
resign or get fired, I'll lose that deposit.
If I lose this job, not only will it be difficult to find another one, but even if I do find one, where will I get the money to pay the deposit?
My family is already so in debt, who would be willing to lend us money…
Thinking about this, I remembered the day I received the company's offer. After completing the
formalities back to get my luggage and passed a construction site where a large crowd had gathered
. I went over to see what was happening, and it turned out that a temporary worker had fallen to his death. Unexpectedly, that person was the same person I had met during my interview.
We had even chatted for a bit; he was from the countryside like me, and we had studied the same major—
Business Administration.
He said he had run out of money and didn't even have enough for a train ticket home. If he couldn't find another job, he would have no choice but
to work as a temporary laborer on a construction site… His eyes were wide open, filled with terror and despair, and his mouth…
He was wide awake, he must have fallen with a scream, the memory of that gruesome fall still sends shivers down my spine…
Sigh… If only I hadn’t gone to that lousy training course, I wouldn’t be in this mess… I really
made trouble for myself…
Moonlight streamed in through the window, illuminating my face. I turned to look in the direction of the moonlight… I saw a dark cloud surging towards the moon, and after a struggle, it was finally swallowed up… Isn’t
my situation just like that moon…? I thought and thought, almost all night long, sigh… If I don’t want to go back, if I want to stay in the provincial capital, I have no other choice! I can only agree to Boss Liu’s request! The next day at work, I went to see Boss Liu and agreed to her request . She was very happy to hear that I had agreed! She immediately made me a permanent employee and gave me a raise. She gave me a female name: He Xiulan, English name: Miaomiao, and told me to grow my hair long. She also reassured me that no one would laugh at me. Then she gave me a one-bedroom apartment and even said she would help me move, but how could I dare! I kept saying I didn't dare let her help me move, but she still followed me to my dormitory, a shared room. Luckily, no one was there; everyone was at work. Seeing her pick up the dress I'd been awarded the night before, I quickly said again I didn't dare let her help me move, and went over to take the dress from her. She smiled and shook her head, saying everything was there, and told me to take my household registration book, bankbook, certificates, and other documents first. Seeing me take my household registration book, she asked if I had processed it. Because our province has regulations that non-local university graduates can only transfer their household registration to the provincial capital if they find a job there. I'd been trying to process my household registration since joining the company, but the police station always kept delaying, making me run around countless times without success. After hearing this, General Manager Liu told me to give her my household registration book and ID card, and she would process it for me. I thanked her profusely and handed her my household registration book and ID card. She took them and then handed me the dress, saying, "Go on." I followed her out of the dormitory and then took her car to my new dormitory. When we arrived at the door, Ms. Liu asked me how the environment was. I said it was very good! Ms. Liu then took a few pictures of me with her digital camera. After taking the pictures, she opened the door and led me inside. As soon as I entered, she made me a cup of milk powder and handed it to me. I said, "Ms. Liu, please drink this..." She interrupted me and said, "Drink this!" This was already a , so I could only say thank you and take it. Then, while drinking it, I followed Ms. Liu to see my new dormitory. The floor was carpeted, and there was a full-length mirror in the living room, which Ms. Liu said was for me to do my makeup before going out. The bedroom had a bed, a wardrobe with a large mirror, and a dressing table opposite the bed. The bathroom had a long bathtub and all kinds of appliances. She asked me if I was satisfied. Of course I was! So she let me buy the house in installments, and now I have my own house! Ms. Liu then told me to take a break from work and attend a three-week "etiquette and grooming training course." She wanted me to dress with a short, feminine hairstyle, without a wig, and start growing my hair out. She explained that if I wore a wig, it wouldn't look good if the teacher asked me to model for her again. After I finished my milk, I went to the kitchen to wash my cup. When I came out, Ms. Liu opened the wardrobe, took out several pieces of clothing, and handed me a floral bathrobe and women's underwear, telling me to take a shower. She led me into the bathroom, which was fully stocked. She asked if I had ever used facial cleanser. I said no. So she taught me how to use it , and after that, she made me brush my teeth before showering… As soon as I came out of the bathroom, Ms. Liu told me to take off the bathrobe. My face immediately turned red. Being naked in front of a strange woman made me feel incredibly embarrassed and ashamed! Luckily, my penis wasn't erect, or it would have been even more awkward! Liu taught me how to put on a bra and fake breasts. After I was done, she had me put on the sparkly , along with stockings and high heels. I was worried that the dress would get worn out and I wouldn't be able to give it to Xiaowei, so I said I didn't need to wear it to school. But Ms. Liu said, "Today is your first time meeting your teacher, of course you should dress nicely. " After I was dressed, Ms. Liu picked up the bag containing the dress and told me to go to the bathroom to put my clothes and pants that I had just changed into in the bag and take them out. What was she trying to do? I went to the bathroom, puzzled, and put my clothes and pants into the bag and took them out. As soon as I came out, Ms. Liu gestured for me to hand over the bag. I wanted to ask but didn't dare. Seeing my confused look, she said, "If you wash these clothes and hang them out to dry, people will suspect you. I'll take care of them for you." Ah! I panicked when I heard that: These are new clothes! I only wore them yesterday... and they're my most expensive clothes ! Before I could finish my sentence, Ms. Liu interrupted me, saying, "Okay, okay, I'll buy you lots of much better clothes than this in the future, alright?" She then put her hand on my shoulder and led me to a full-length mirror, showing me how to check my , how to touch up my makeup, and even demonstrating how to tidy my hair with my fingers. She insisted that I do this every time I go out. After teaching me all this, Ms. Liu handed me the keys. I opened the door, she went out first, and after I locked the door, she put her arm around my shoulder and led me to her car. When we got to the car, I opened the door for Ms. Liu and closed it for her after she got in. Then I opened the door and tried to get in myself, but I couldn't lift my legs because I was wearing a skirt. I was at a loss for what to do. After Ms. Liu fastened her seatbelt, she turned around and saw me standing there dumbfounded. She instructed me: "First, put your lower leg into the car, then sit sideways in the car, and then tuck your other leg in." I did as Ms. Liu said and got into the car, closing the door. Just then, a security guard drove by in a taxi. Ms. Liu greeted him and introduced me to him, saying, "I am Ms. Mio Mio, He Xiulan." Hearing Ms. Liu say this, my face involuntarily turned red. The security guard greeted me and called me Ms. Mio Mio. I could only blush and nod to the security guard. The guard exchanged a few pleasantries with Mr. Liu and left . Only then did Mr. Liu start the car. I looked back at my new home. When I went in, I was a man, but now I'm Miss Mia, He Xiulan! I've become a "woman"... Sigh... Mr. Liu took me to a beauty salon for a blow-dry, facial, and hair removal, which took up the whole morning. After that, he took me to lunch, and afterwards, he took me shopping and bought me some personal cosmetics.

She bought me a small mirror for makeup, a powder compact, tissues, and even specified the scent of the tissues—it had to be a
particular bought me a small handbag to hold all these things.
While buying the handbag, Ms. Liu gave me a long explanation: it's a woman's personal companion; carrying
it gives her a sense of security and reliability; it's a woman's instinctive need beyond her physical needs,
a subconscious emotional support; it can help women relieve inner tension and anxiety;
it reflects a woman's pursuit of a high quality of life, and so on…
Seeing that it was almost time, Ms. Liu drove me to the training center. The owner and
teachers came out to greet me. Ms. Liu asked me to open the door for her, so I quickly got out of the car and opened the door next to her
. After she got out, I closed the door for her.
Ms. Liu put her arm around my waist and walked towards the owner and teachers. As they greeted Ms. Liu,
they gave me strange looks. I was startled! Had they seen through my act? My face flushed instantly,
and I dared not meet their gaze, lowering my head. But after shaking hands and exchanging pleasantries with them, Ms. Liu introduced me to them.
I had no choice but to shake hands and exchange pleasantries with them in return. At that moment, my heart was pounding, and my face turned even redder.
After introducing me, Ms. Liu told the training center owner, Sister X, that she was handing me over to them and asked
them to teach me well. Sister X pulled me over, put her arm around my shoulder, and told Ms. Liu to rest assured, that she would be satisfied
…
Ms. Liu's guess was spot on; the training center instructors indeed wanted me to be a model again.
Most of were mistresses. Seeing that Ms. Liu often drove to pick me up, they assumed I was her kept
lesbian lover. They envied that I was being kept by such a young, beautiful, and wealthy woman, while those who kept them
were mostly old and ugly men.
At first, some of them didn't believe me and asked me questions. What could I say? I could only acquiesce. That's when I realized
the reason the training course owner and teachers looked at me that way was because they also thought I was Liu's kept "
lesbian lover."
They were quite nice to me, but I was afraid of being exposed, so I didn't dare to interact with them much, and we lost contact after graduation
.
After returning to the company, I wore the female employee's pencil skirt suit every day, along with stockings,
high heels , and the company's signature cosmetics, dressing as a woman for work.
On my first day back at work after returning from the training course, Liu called me into her office as soon as I arrived.
She closed the door and carefully examined me, nodding in satisfaction and saying that my face was boneless and looked quite
pleasing to the eye with makeup, and that she couldn't tell I was a man at all.
She also said that my makeup skills needed further improvement, and then touched my hair, which had grown to ear length,
telling me to continue growing it until it reached my waist, saying that my long hair would look very beautiful!
She also told me to go to a hair salon or beauty parlor to wash and treat my hair, and not to wash it myself anymore, saying that she would
pay for it. She also said that they originally wanted to arrange a private toilet for me, but some of my female
colleagues who knew my background said that wouldn't be good, as it would attract attention and arouse suspicion from colleagues who didn't know me. So she
abandoned the idea. She insisted that I must sit down to urinate, otherwise people would become suspicious if they heard the noise. She also wanted
me to learn to squat so I could urinate in public restrooms.
Then, Ms. Liu said that it wasn't enough for me to just dress like a woman; my mannerisms had to be as well. She wanted
me to do as taught in the training course: not to sway my shoulders and upper body while walking, to take
even , to keep my legs a foot apart, to adjust my skirt with both hands before sitting down, and not to
separate my legs while sitting, etc. She also wanted me to speak in a soft, coquettish voice. From then on, she constantly monitored
my every move. If my words or actions didn't resemble a woman's, she would scold and beat me, making me live in constant
fear ...
I glanced at the small clock next to the vanity mirror and saw that it was getting late, so I hurriedly got up to put on the company's female
employee pencil skirt suit. Then I went to the shoe cabinet, took out a pair of white high heels, and put them on... Sigh...
When the training instructor asked me to dress as a woman and wear high heels for the graduation performance, I found it novel.
But now, wearing five-inch high heels all day, standing and walking on tiptoe, all my weight is on the small area in front of
my toes . It feels like I'm standing on a knife's edge with every step, and my big toes hurt as if they're about to
split open.
I wanted to refuse, but General Manager Liu wouldn't allow it; she insisted that I wear them! She pulled me in front of the mirror and said: "High heels make
your chest stand up and your buttocks perk up, which shows off your feminine curves and makes you look like a woman."
She said my feet were the perfect width and height, much prettier than many women's feet, and
most suitable for high heels.
She also said that I would get used to it over time, and then I would come to love high heels.
She then taught me how to walk in high heels: put my weight on my ankles, keep my body straight,
bend my knees naturally, lean forward, and take small, quick steps so my hips would sway naturally.
I considered quitting this job! But how would I pay off the debts my family incurred because of my university education? My parents and
grandmother taught us brothers to be hardworking from a young age! What we country folk can compare to city people is our ability to endure hardship…
And besides, my household registration isn't sorted out yet! So, I decided to grit my teeth and bear it... at least until
Mr. Liu got my household registration sorted out...
Sigh...
I put the key in the lock and then remembered I hadn't checked my appearance before leaving. If Mr. Liu noticed
anything wrong, I'd get scolded again. So I went back to the full-length mirror and carefully checked myself. Seeing
nothing amiss, I turned to walk towards the door, but after only two steps, I turned back to the mirror and used my fingers to
tidy my hair behind my ear.
I almost forgot! What a hassle!
After waiting and waiting, Mr. Liu finally got my household registration sorted out, but when I received my new ID card and household registration
booklet, I was dumbfounded! Because Mr. Liu changed my name on my ID card to He Xiulan, and my gender to female.
The household registration booklet was changed the same way, and he even claimed I was transgender, and included a fake certificate proving I had undergone gender reassignment surgery.
"...This..."
"How can you still use a man's ID card in your current state? You didn't pay them when you registered your household, did you
? No matter how many times you go, it's useless if you don't pay!"
"...But...can't it be written differently on the household registration book?"
Ms. Liu said, "Of course not! How can it be if the information on my household registration booklet doesn't match the information on my ID card?" She also said she paid for the fake
document herself and that she covered both the household registration and the cost of the fake document, without
deducting it from my salary. She even bought me medical insurance and told me not to tell my colleagues because it was only for me
.
I was so grateful for her words! She said, "Just be obedient and work hard."
Once, Ms. Liu slapped me so hard my face was swollen, and she told me to rest for a few days. My female colleagues,
who knew my situation, came to see me and comforted me. They applied medicine to my face, used a hot boiled egg to reduce the swelling, and bought me
food, saying I didn't look good going out like that.
They ate with me after buying the food, and chatted with me afterwards. I thanked them and told them I didn't want
to work there anymore. Ms. Liu had slapped me so hard my face was swollen, but I didn't cry or shed tears. However, as I talked to them, I
couldn't help but shed tears. They advised me to bear with it!
Ms. Liu is a young lady from a wealthy family, of course she'll have a bit of a temper. She's usually quite good to you, even
buying you medical insurance. The phone and computer she bought you are really good; we couldn't even afford them. She also said, "
You know it's harder for female college graduates to find jobs than male college graduates these days! And since you're transgender, it's even harder!"
She added, "You have to help your family pay off their debts and also pay the mortgage. If you lose your job, you won't have money to help
your family off their debts or pay the mortgage." I said I could just change my ID card and household registration back, right? But they said,
"That's very complicated and expensive. Where would you get that kind of money?
Besides, with the anti-corruption campaign going on, do you think you can just give them money and they'll take your money and do it for you? You
don't have connections or influence; they won't take your money, they'll just use you to curry favor. You need connections and
influence. You should focus on earning money to help your family pay off their debts and pay off the mortgage first!"
"Once you've stayed in the provincial capital longer, you'll have connections and influence. Then you can handle this,
" they told me. They also warned me against changing jobs, saying it would offend General Manager Liu, and if I did, I wouldn't be able to
find work in the provincial capital again . They tried to comfort me with a quote from some famous person: "Life is unfair; you have to
adapt to life, not the other way around." They also said they would help me in the future.
Hearing their words, I had no choice but to abandon the idea of leaving again!
Sigh! I guess I'll just have to grit my teeth and persevere…
I thought they would look down on me and mock me, but they didn't.
When I first started working dressed as a woman, I was terrified of going into the women's restroom. They told me not to be
afraid , and even accompanied me to public restrooms until I dared to go alone. Now
I can even squat in those open public restrooms with strange women. They kept it a secret from their
colleagues and new colleagues who didn't know my background, preventing them from discovering that I wasn't a woman.
Seeing that I was being beaten and scolded for not behaving like a woman, they taught me many
tricks, such as wiggling my hips by squeezing my inner thighs together while walking, which could relieve stiffness in my leg muscles caused by tension . They constantly reminded me, which saved me from many beatings and scoldings. After a while, it became second nature, and my entire demeanor became very feminine. When I gestured or adjusted my hair behind my ear, I would habitually lift my fingers in a lotus-like motion; when I smiled, I would raise my hand to cover my mouth; when I ate, I would take small bites to avoid getting lipstick everywhere; when I walked, I always walked in a straight line, and my hips habitually wiggled. I also spoke in a soft, sweet voice. They told me not to always think of myself as having no choice but to live this kind of life, but rather to approach it with an attitude of enjoyment. They would often invite me to go shopping with them, looking at cosmetics, jewelry, stockings, and high heels. They also introduced me to books and websites about women's physiology, saying that this would help me avoid giving myself away when discussing such topics with my female colleagues who didn't know my background. They advised me to avoid discussing this topic as much as possible, because I wasn't a real woman, and talking about it too much would eventually give me away. They suggested I only discuss it when it was unavoidable, and that I should listen more and speak less, even pretending to be shy. They would also change the subject when my female colleagues who didn't know my background, or new female colleagues, casually discussed or asked me questions about women's physiology in front of me, and when I pretended to be shy , they would secretly tell those who didn't know my background that I came from the countryside and was ashamed to talk about these things didn't know my background came to know that I, a country girl, was ashamed to talk about this topic, and they rarely discussed it with me anymore. They were so kind to me! I am truly grateful to them from the bottom of my heart! In this way, I unconsciously overcame my resistance to this kind of "woman's life" and began to "view this .

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