The Sage Model of Men

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34! A watershed moment in life! Continuing with heightened libido, sometimes in a saintly mode! Sometimes thinking of quitting masturbation like an addiction, yet repeatedly relapsing! Perhaps the moment of breaking the habit is just around the corner! We are born into circumstances, but our lives are in our own hands! As an 80s kid, I've always considered myself smart, just too concerned with what others think, too concerned with saving face! Perhaps I'm too sensitive! I was a bright kid throughout elementary school, but in middle school, I encountered someone who turned into an adult. I always felt lucky to have someone secretly admire me, but ultimately, I lacked the courage to take it any further—just kisses and hugs! A huge regret!

Fast forward to 2002, a dark year! Family troubles! Making me more sensitive and timid! But outwardly, I remained calm as always! I just masturbated more frequently, even though I always knew that a drop of semen is worth ten drops of blood! But I always felt youth was my capital! So I was fearless! During that time, I visited prostitutes, but it only went as far as touching breasts and masturbating! No real action! I kept my virginity until marriage! During this time, I discovered I really liked mature women, and almost slept with my aunt! Time passed until 2009! We got married through a blind date! A traditional rural marriage! My wife was a virgin! In the first year of our marriage, I was so strong that even without ejaculating, I could get hard again inside her! However, my wife was very traditional and only knew how to be on top! This was far from my ideal of a lady in public and a slut in bed! During this time, I discovered sex bars! I also learned about the illegal dance halls in Northeast China through the information on the sex bars! I had my first experience in an illegal dance hall!

It was in 2009 in the northern sex capital; any guys from Northeast China would know! It was at the intersection of Dama Road and Chongqing Road! I saw it on a sex bar and was so excited and couldn't contain my excitement! I took the bus there, hesitating for a long time, afraid someone I knew would see me! Finally, I mustered up my courage; I remember the ticket was ten yuan. Inside, it was pitch black, and it took me a while to adjust! Then I discovered a completely different world! Many people were hugging and kissing, and some were even having sex on the spot! It got me very excited, and I watched for a long time! I sat there watching for a while, and a woman in her fifties sat next to me, touching me and asking if I wanted to go for a quickie! I looked closely and realized she really looked old! But for some reason, I agreed and went with her to the brothel (there were private booths inside the dance hall). As soon as we went in, she took off her pants and started giving me oral sex! It was my first time giving oral sex, and I didn't expect to ejaculate so quickly. She put a condom on me, and I ejaculated almost immediately after a few thrusts! I paid fifty yuan and came! I felt like there was something wrong with my first time with another woman! Afterwards, I kept washing my penis with water, constantly worried about getting a disease! My wife got pregnant during this time, and I didn't dare have sex with her for a long time! A month passed like this! I started to reassure myself that everything was fine and started going back to the dance hall, but this time not for sex! Instead, I paid five yuan per dance and could touch the women as much as I wanted! Just to satisfy my urges! I stayed in this northern sex capital for a year without any success or money! And so I slunk back to my hometown! Truly, I had the desire but not the courage! The following year, I came to a place called Ganzhou (赣b), and my luck with women began!

I sheepishly came from the northern sex capital to the city of Ganzhou! I also met new friends! We started our days of massages and oil massages! When I first arrived, I went to the furniture market and was surprised to see so many white breasts on the street. Unfortunately, it was my first time there, and it was broad daylight, so I didn't have the guts to have sex with them! Those white breasts were so alluring! Later, while waiting for the train, I was chatting with a friend at a short-stay hotel. We suggested checking out the hotel for services! The hotel said they only had two girls! I called one over, and seeing her small, thin figure and lack of breasts! But my lust got the better of me, so I took one from each of us! I went to the bathroom to have sex! To my surprise, when I sucked her breasts, she actually had milk! I guessed she might have just given birth! Surprisingly, she seemed aroused, licking me while touching my penis! Just as I put on the condom and inserted it, everything suddenly went black! I was startled, thinking something was wrong! Later, my friend said the hotel had a power outage! This made me worried about hygiene again, and I went soft! The girl I called seemed quite enthusiastic, but there was nothing I could do since I was so soft! So I had her give me a quick blowjob and ejaculated! Then I entered "saint mode," and after a while, bored, I took a bus home! A while later, I met a friend I still keep in touch with in a neighboring county! I was in that county with friends, and that night, when we booked a hotel room, I thought about having sex again! Back then, riding a motorcycle was easy, so I wandered around the county. It was easy to find a row of massage parlors along the river, with all sorts of girls standing outside! I was shy and timid at the time! My friend and I walked around the area, calling each other to ask the prices! It's funny to think about now! (It's like I was pretending to be sleepy). Finally, I mustered up my courage and picked a place. It was only 80 yuan for sex! My friend and I each picked one! The girl I picked was petite, wearing a low-cut top that revealed a lot of white skin! Feeling embarrassed, I followed her into the brothel, but when she took off her clothes, I was surprised to see her huge, firm breasts! She even asked if I wanted oral sex, saying it would cost an extra 20! I immediately put my penis in and started licking her, and it instantly became erect! Excited, I yelled for a condom and thrust in! Without any real technique, I just grabbed her breasts and started pounding! Surprisingly, her vagina was very tight, and I ejaculated quickly! Then came the dressing process! During this time, the girl asked if anyone wanted her WeChat! I was secretly delighted and of course agreed! Later, we exchanged WeChat contacts! I've attached photos to prove the experience! I don't know how to upload photos!

WeChat, Tantan, Momo! Forum gurus used to dominate these platforms! And I could only masturbate while feeling envious and resentful, like someone who couldn't afford an iPhone but couldn't accept reality! Only after buying an iPhone did I realize how ignorant my previous thoughts were! It's also like successfully hooking up on WeChat! Only then did I realize the gurus weren't lying to me! Two years ago, I was watching videos of amazing people using the "People Nearby" feature, fantasizing about having the same experiences. Surprisingly, my efforts paid off, and I actually met a rather overly familiar mature woman nearby! However, believing it was fate (and I like mature women), we chatted casually. The next day, we started a video chat, and she was indeed very familiar with me! But, with a "I won't let go" mentality, I arranged to meet her on the third night. I had a small van at the time. I took her for a walk along the river, and when we reached a stone bench, I started touching her breasts while we chatted. She probably liked me too and didn't resist much, except for not letting me touch her vagina! We continued like this, touching her breasts and chatting. After a while, I got a little bored with just touching her breasts and suggested taking her to get some clay pot soup. Looking closely at her, I realized she was probably over 50! After the soup, I took her home. Later, she went to work in a factory, and we continued to chat sporadically on WeChat. I didn't expect to come back at the end of the year. I asked her out again, and we did the same thing: a walk by the river. During the walk, I pretended my hands were cold and started touching her breasts again! After touching them for a bit, I suggested we sit in the car. As soon as we got in the car, I took off my shirt and started kissing and touching her. When I tried to take off her pants, she asked if I was wearing a condom. I never expected that! She wouldn't let me take off my pants, so I took mine off and showed her my hard penis! I asked her what to do, and without saying a word, she started masturbating me. So, I was touching her breasts in the car while she masturbated me!

After I finished, I went into "saintly mode," chatting and touching her breasts at the same time! I learned from our conversation that she worked as a nanny in Guangdong! Then, it was the end of last year! She came back and asked me to come to her house to fix the faucet! When I got there, I found she was home alone! After fixing the faucet, she asked me to stay for dinner! During dinner, she told me to eat more (I had an upset stomach at the time). After dinner, I lay on the sofa waiting for her to do the housework! She asked me to lie down on the sofa with her. After a while, I pretended to be sleepy and went inside to lie down, asking her to join me! Once we were on the bed, I started touching her, taking off her bra, and she asked if it was big? (Actually, for her age, her breasts were still quite good and not sagging much). I said they were pretty big, and I kissed her, licking and gently biting her! But then, I ejaculated right at the entrance! She asked what happened! I said I was probably too tired lately! I then pulled her close, touching her breasts and chatting! About half an hour later, I said I needed to wash up, and she gave me a towel! A few days later, she said the faucet at home was broken again! So I went to her house to replace it and even offered to pay me! Of course I couldn't accept that! I also saw her daughter during that time! She even invited me to stay for a bite to eat! Seeing her daughter at home, I said no thanks, I had other things to do, and left. Unexpectedly, during the Lunar New Year, she said another faucet was broken and asked me to come over to take a look (honestly, she was really wicked; she even mentioned that her husband had gotten it from some acquaintance). After fixing it, she invited me to stay for dinner again, and even cooked me red date and egg soup! During dinner, she asked how my stomach was! After dinner, I lay on the sofa as usual while she cleaned up the dishes! She pretended to be sleepy and went inside to rest, while I undressed first and waited for her! Soon she undressed too, and we got into bed. After some foreplay, my penis was rock hard. I asked her if she wanted a condom. (I brought one from her house.) She said it was fine! I put on the condom, rubbed it against her opening slightly, and then penetrated her. To be honest, it still felt a little loose! So, while I was doing piston-like movements, I touched her breasts! While I was having sex, I noticed her frowning and asked her what was wrong! She said her penis was a little long, which made me secretly happy! Later, we changed positions and I put her legs on my shoulders and started having sex. But after only a few strokes, her phone rang! I answered and it turned out her friend was outside looking for her, asking if she was home! Her friend had a very loud voice; we could all hear her from inside! It felt like I'd caught her in the act! I told her on the phone that she told her friend she wasn't home and to come later! After she hung up, I asked if she needed anything, but she said no. I continued with the thrusting, but maybe because I was interrupted, I lost interest and ejaculated after about ten minutes! After ejaculating, I held her in my arms, touching her breasts and chatting about her everyday life! When it was time to go home, she invited me over for dinner that night! That's how a man's saintly mode works—after we'd had our way, I felt she was too old! So I said I'd just wait and see! I waited until she went to work and didn't go back! A few days ago, we chatted on WeChat again, and she said she had to come back early in 23 months! Then I could go to her house and be her second husband! Actually, even though she's a bit too familiar, it's better than just masturbating, and I feel like she treats me well! She doesn't ask for anything or make any demands! I'll continue writing the rest of the story when I get back... (And a few peach blossoms...)

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