Memoirs of a man in his thirties, Part 3

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It's been quite a while since my last post. Partly because I've been busy, and partly because so much time has passed that some memories have become hazy. These two women today, I should say, were very important figures in my journey down the path of sex addiction. It was only after that I realized that women are actually quite simple. As I always say, everything I write down is a true account of my experiences. That's why, even after such a long interval, I still wanted to write it down. I want to use this record to truly reflect on the past and to carefully count how many women I've been with so far.
1. The first woman I'm recalling today is named LZ. If I remember correctly, I met her in my final year of university. As everyone knows, online games are an essential part of university life. I think the game was called "Wulin Gaiden" or something like that, I can't remember exactly. Back then, you could choose a server, and I chose the East China region. I won't go into the details of the game, but later I joined a guild. There was a woman in there whose ID I still remember: "She's More Lonely Than Fireworks." We did a few quests together, got to know each other better, and I added her on QQ. That's when I found out she was a real woman, not a transvestite. We chatted and I learned that her city was about an hour's drive from mine. At the time, I didn't think much of it, since we weren't from the same city, and I had a girlfriend then. I had a partner by my side (see memoir 2), so we just chatted casually. During the last time we played the game, she told me she was getting married and would stop playing games after that. We played quite late that night because we were about to graduate, and everyone in the dorm had either gone home or gone out to have fun. I was the only one in the dorm, so I mentioned that I had been playing games for so long and still didn't know what she looked like. I suggested we video chat. To my surprise, she agreed. When we connected on video, I saw a petite woman who was quite pretty (in my later girlfriend's words, her face looked like that of a vixen, the kind of face that seduces men; I'll elaborate later). We chatted for a long time on video. She said that her marriage partner was introduced by her family, and they hadn't been dating for long, less than three months. Both families were urging them to get married. At the time, although I thought this woman was pretty, she was about to get married and lived in another city, so I was rather lazy and didn't think much of it. I just exchanged QQ numbers with her. Later, she got married and posted wedding photos on her QQ space. She did look quite beautiful. We would chat occasionally on QQ, and I even gave her my phone number, jokingly saying, "If you want to relax, come to my place, it's not far." I really didn't think much of it. But later, when we chatted, she would sometimes complain to me about her relationship with her husband, saying things like how whirlwind marriages are really bad. I would chat with her whenever I had free time. That's how it went. Until one day, I remember it very clearly, it was a Saturday morning, very early, probably around 8 or 9. I went out to buy breakfast for my family when I received a call (she had asked for my number but hadn't given me hers). The caller ID showed her city. Before I even answered, I had a feeling it might be her. When I picked up, it was indeed her voice. I asked her why she suddenly thought of calling me so early, since she should still be sleeping at this hour. She said she was at the long-distance bus station. She had already bought the tickets and was about to drive off. She told me her estimated arrival time, saying she had argued with her husband the night before and wanted to get away to clear her head. She asked me to pick her up at the station. At that moment, I had a feeling that I would get something out of this day. I picked her up at the station. Since we had video chatted before, I didn't notice any difference in her appearance, except that she was a little short, but her proportions were pretty good. We found a steakhouse near the station and had lunch together. Then I asked her where she wanted to go. She said she was a little tired, so I said I would get her a room so she could rest. She nodded and said "okay," and I went. For three hours, she was one of the top five oral sex performers I could remember. At that time, it was the first time I had ever experienced oral sex so pleasurably! She was very wet, and very open in bed. Because she was short, I tried all sorts of positions on her. At that time, at that age, it was the most pleasurable experience I had ever had, but it also sowed the seeds of future problems and laid the groundwork for my future. When it was almost time for her to leave the room, she said she had to catch her bus home. After all, it's one thing to leave after an argument, but staying out all night is a big problem. So we arranged for me to visit her sometime, and I took her to the bus back. I visited her city once during the day and spent the whole day there. Later, she and her husband went abroad, and I never saw them again. What happened after that will be explained in the next recollection.
2. I should add something here. My girlfriend is a year younger than me, and we had some relationship problems during her college application process, which resulted in her applying to a university in the far north. I, on the other hand, have always lived in a southern city close to home, so we could only see each other during annual holidays. As for this woman, I don't know her name. I should say she was my first and most complete one-night stand. I had just graduated from university and started working, and I was relatively free. At that time, QQ had a feature to add friends from the same city. Since I was just casting a wide net and would chat with anyone I could, I added many people, and she was one of them. There were many details of our chats, and it's been a long time, so I don't remember them very clearly. I just remember that night, we were chatting, and the conversation drifted to sex. What I remember most clearly is that she said: "Go get a hotel room, and tell me the room number when you're done. But let me make it clear first, I won't give oral sex." I'd been holding back for a while. Although I'd never seen her picture, my gut feeling told me this woman was pretty good. When I booked the room and waited for her to arrive, I was incredibly excited. This was a one-night stand, as they say. I remember she was wearing a knee-length skirt, had long, flowing hair, and while her breasts weren't large, she gave me a very comfortable feeling. The moment she entered the room, I got an erection. I closed the door and pinned her against the wall. We did it three times. Around midnight, she had to go home, saying she wouldn't stay out overnight. I asked her if I could still meet up with her. She said, "Although you made me feel very good, who knows what the future holds?" Later, I often left her messages on QQ, wanting to meet up. I was so naive back then, especially since she had a boyfriend, and I didn't know what people who have one-night stands are most afraid of. After leaving a few messages, she replied, "A one-night stand should end with us becoming strangers," and then deleted me. Looking back now, it's quite a pity. If I had the awareness and experience I have now, I think she would have been a great long-term partner.

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