【The Path to Master Dream Fulfillment】(Completed) Author: lossbim

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Author: lostebim
My Buddhist name
is Mengyi (梦遗), not the same as the common "wet dream." This name was
given to me by my master when I first entered Buddhism, hoping I could understand this regret and rebuild from the ashes.
Why did my master give me this ambiguous name in modern terms?
Simply because I fell in love early. At the age of 13, in the beautiful season of my first year of junior high school, I liked a
girl. However, due to many factors, I could only foolishly admire her from afar.
She was already 15 years old then, with a radiant and beautiful smile. Looking at her smile always gave me
the feeling that when a peony blooms, all other flowers wither. What attracted me to her was not just her smile, but her 32C,
almost a D cup. You can hardly imagine what that cup size means for a first-year junior high student, right? It's true, but
in my school, there were only two girls with breasts larger than their age, and another close to an E cup. Unfortunately,
middle school students don't know what cup size is, and her breasts sagged quite a bit, so I won't go into that. Although she was also very pretty and had
a great figure, overall she was slightly inferior to my first love.
My first love had a delicate face and a height of 1.59 meters; she was truly a rare beauty. So, I secretly loved
her for 10 years. In the 9th year, I was fortunate enough to kiss her, but in the end, I didn't get to know her better. Is that a great
regret?
Perhaps, if time could turn back, I still wouldn't go deeper, because she wanted to save the best for her husband. At that
time, I was in university, and she was working. In the end, I heard nothing from her; I heard she married someone far away… (A separate, unrelated anecdote
follows:)
In my final year of university, I heard the news of her marriage. My heart broke. It would be better if my heart were gone, but even broken, it remained in my chest
, causing excruciating pain. I considered suicide, but thinking of my family, I calmed down. Perhaps my classmates said it wasn't worth it,
and maybe they were right. At that time, I was a virgin, unaware of the wonders of sex, and unwilling to casually give away my virginity. In the end
, I could only read books and seek enlightenment, hoping to find the root of the problem and resolve the regrets of my childhood.
I studied psychology and philosophy, eventually becoming so engrossed in deep study that I could retreat to the mountains.
After reading Freud's books, I began to study the visualization techniques of Foshan and eventually practiced Taoist alchemy.
After graduation, I went to the Golden Summit of Emei Mountain and met an old monk. We had a long talk that night, and I gained some enlightenment from him.
I asked the master, "Where should I cultivate myself?"
He said, "In the mortal world. Heart knots come from the mortal world, and untying them must be done within the mortal world. "
I imitated a scene from a movie and said, "Master, please give me a Dharma name."
The master said, "A name is just a convenient way of addressing someone. If you insist on clinging to it, then call me 'Wet Dream.' In the future,
when you feel you have no regrets, you can give yourself another name."
I suddenly understood and knelt down to thank the master.
He said, "Don't call me master. I haven't taught you anything." If you want to thank me, kowtow to me three times. But
don't regret it.
I didn't understand the words inside, but he pointed out my path; I should kowtow.
As I kowtowed for the third time, I heard in my ear: "A kowtow before the demon, returning to dreams of longing, waking up with a sense of unease,
the past is but a dream."
Although I didn't quite understand this sentence, I didn't have time to ask him before I fainted.
When I woke up, it was already the next day, and my master, the one who guided me, was nowhere to
be found. In the dream, I felt as if I had experienced a hundred lifetimes of reincarnation, with many things I couldn't understand, just one thin
membrane away from being pierced. I thought that when I broke through that membrane, it would be the time when my fate was in my own hands, not in the hands of heaven.
Dream:
I returned to the city, obtained a psychological counselor's license, and then
rented a 60-square-meter room in the bustling city center as my studio and residence.
Initially, I went to forums and various online communication tools to help people resolve their troubles
, and to reminisce about that night, my dream of reincarnation through a hundred lifetimes. Now, thinking back, was it really my dream, or my
past life? Actually, if one can dream for a hundred years, then that's considered living a lifetime. The so-called Zhuangzi's butterfly dream is
nothing more than this.
Until one hot night, 39 degrees Celsius, the studio's air conditioner broke down, so I had to fall asleep, get up to shower, shower
, then go back to sleep, then get up to shower again, repeating this several times. Until the seventh time, I woke up,
went to the bathroom, and found that while turning on the shower, I had somehow passed through it.
Looking in the mirror, there was no reflection of me. Although I was surprised, the experience of reincarnation through a hundred lifetimes quickly calmed me
down. Then I rushed to the bedside and, sure enough, found myself still lying in bed.
To verify whether I was truly dead or simply having an out-of-body experience, I went to the window and observed the streetscape,
noticing corners I usually overlooked. As I floated, I suddenly heard alarm clocks ringing in many rooms,
and then felt a burning sensation on my skin. I was terrified. Could it be that my soul couldn't withstand the sunlight
? Thinking this, I immediately flew back to my room, lay down inside, and tried to sense
the methods of divorce and returning to my body.
After another month, I could freely have out-of-body experiences. Then I sought out children, hypnotized them, and
tried to sense their brainwave frequencies, attempting to enter their dreams.
Finally, after hundreds of training sessions a week, I found a way to enter their dreams, then modified
those dreams to fulfill their regrets.
From then on, my fate was in my own hands, not in the hands of heaven.
Yuanyuan:
After skillful operation and experimentation, I lay quietly on the bed and hypnotized myself. I poured
a series of dating techniques and humorous topics into my brain, then entered the dream channel of my brain, restarting my memories and
returning to that year in my sophomore year of college, to the moment when I and my first love embraced naked. A peony-like smile, a devilish
figure. I kissed her passionately, just like I had years ago when I was erect. Her fair and smooth skin, her
sweet and immature lips, her breasts that were hard to grasp with one hand, her elastic buttocks—everything was so clear, everything
was so nostalgic. It turns out that, even if I were to dream through a hundred lifetimes, what I could never forget was still my first
love in this life. We kissed passionately and caressed each other gently.
I kissed her forehead and said, "Give me your life."
She said, "No, I want to save it for you, the one I'll sign the marriage certificate with."
I didn't speak. I forced my way in, and just as I was about to complete the process of retrieving my memories, I noticed
a slight fluctuation around me, and her eyes suddenly lost their sparkle. Was this
the price of a dream violating one's memories? So I began to guide her, suggesting we marry in a dream, and then, based on the principle that the dream wouldn't violate either of our wishes ,
grow old together.
Upon waking, I began to end this cycle of reincarnation. Through this experience, I confirmed many things, and then began cultivating my spiritual
power, hoping to forcibly enter the other person's dream, or forcibly pull them into my own.
While cultivating, I frequented bars and various high-society clubs. I began using my skills to seduce beautiful
women. However, it was always based on mutual consent. Dreaming for a thousand years, I enjoyed various women, helping
them realize their dreams.
Until one day, when I could separate my soul from my body and walk in the sunlight, I knew my power
had increased again.
Fulfilling Dreams:
I began searching for beautiful women around me. I approached them, sensing their brainwaves. Then
I communicated with them. My journey of conquering women began: mature women, married women, lolis, young women. I started traveling all over China, and then
the world. I tried my hand at being with famous women from various countries, each more stunning than the last, constantly honing my skills as I wandered the globe
.
I started stepping onto the stage, though I remained behind the scenes, merely a spokesperson, using my name
to fulfill the dreams of all those with regrets in the world, and to help some parents discipline their disappointed children.
There's no inherent good or evil in this art; it's all about the person using it, especially in a dream.
Of course, I wouldn't actually drag those women into the dreams of the wealthy; I merely
modified their fantasies. Humans are, at best, just inflatable dolls. More intelligent than robots,
less lively than real people.
I began to tire of this life, or perhaps not tire, but there was still a lingering regret in my heart
: my first love.
I started using advertising platforms, spreading the internet, and hiring people to find her, even though
she's now 30 and perhaps older. My skin isn't as good as it used to be. But my current abilities are far
superior to what they were when I first entered this dream.
The dream came true:
I began searching, searching high and low, until one Spring Festival, at 30 and still unmarried, I
saw her in my hometown, holding a little girl's hand. She was eight years old.
I smiled and nodded at her, then went over to greet her.
"Long time no see," I said. "How have you been these past years?"
She replied, "Yes, I'm fine."
I saw the sadness in her eyes, then, as if by magic, I pulled a small dog from behind my back and gave it to her daughter.
Then, we sat down.
I said, "These past years, I've missed you so much."
She laughed and said, "Hehe, me too. But it's all in the past now."
I said, "Yes, it's all in the past. If there's an afterlife, would you give me a chance to spend my whole life with you?"
She said, "Okay. Let's talk about it in the next life; there's still so much time."
My heart pounded when I heard that. "Really?" I asked.
She said, "Really."
Like a child, I said, "Then swear."
She jokingly said, "Okay." I swear.
After listening, I looked at her intently, not waiting for the next life, but using the Dream Return Technique.
The dream ended:
It was still that night in my sophomore year, my body still so young and strong, I still so handsome and
dashing, she still so beautiful and alluring, we were still tightly embracing and passionately kissing.
I gently kissed her forehead and said, "In this life, we can be together. This is our dream,
we can stay here forever. In this dream, will you marry me?"
Her fair face instantly flushed red, and she softly murmured an "Mmm."
I began to caress her fair, baby-like skin, gently kissing her sweet, soft lips, kissing her neck
, slowly lifting her shirt, unhooking her bra, taking my first love's full breasts
into my mouth, sucking, my tongue lightly teasing her areolas, licking and sucking her alluring nipples, kneading and caressing them. I didn't want to miss any part of her body
. Slowly, my tongue traced across my first love's lower abdomen…
at the moment we joined together.
She said, "For the rest of our lives, let's stay together like this.
I hope this dream will never end."
(The End)

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