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My love. An'an 

Author: White Paper
Date: 2013/7/13
During the typhoon, I vomited for ages and couldn't get the taste right. To change my mood, I ended up writing over 17,000 words...
My wife kept calling from her parents' house, thinking I was missing. After finishing, I put it in the courtyard as a congratulatory message to embarrass myself, but unfortunately,
I regretted it immediately. 90% of the other ones were green-themed, but this one wasn't. It's more important to show my good intentions.
Chapter 1: Youthful Innocence
"I said... do you want to make love with me?"
A twelve-year-old little girl, with innocent bright eyes revealing a pair of cute black pupils,
said this to her brother as if nothing was wrong.
"You... can you also consider my feelings? Your body is my sister's body now..."
I was very angry and guilty when I refused, but deep down I really wanted it.
"Anyway, I've already died, and I don't know how long I'll stay in your sister's body. If I don't seize this opportunity
to try, I might be dragged away by the Black and White Impermanence tomorrow."
"That's your fate!"
"If you keep doing this, I'll use your sister's body to find someone else!"
"You dare... I'll tell Mom that you possessed my sister!"
"Go ahead and say it! No one will believe it anyway."
"…………"
"I sincerely begged you, and maybe I'll be able to ascend to heaven peacefully after it's done, and you still won't help
?"
"Are you serious? Will you leave after it's done?"
"What do you think?"
"If you're willing to leave Nini's body..."
"Damn it! Are you just cursing me to die sooner?"
"It's not like that... I've already died..."
"Okay... to be honest, I just want to try what it feels like to be a girl..." A-Yi murmured
, speaking through his sister's mouth.
I forgot to mention, my name is He Yuxuan, and the person in front of me… no, this
soul possessing my sister's body is my best friend, named "Ayi."
He's a middle school student like me, but unlike my introverted self, he's a carefree, outgoing
guy with great stamina, a womanizer, and a shameless friend who often talks about his casual flings that make others jealous
.
"Well… you can't use my sister's body to do it with me, can you?"
"I don't want to either! But when I woke up, I was Nini…"
"Can we switch bodies?"
"Dream on! If I could… I would have gone to find the busty teacher Jiafen long ago."
"Don't you always tell me you've 'done it' with An'an? You want to betray her?" I
asked suspiciously.
"I'm already dead, what's the point of betrayal?"
"But..."
"It's because I did it with An'an... that I wanted to know how it felt for girls...
"
"You... you didn't masturbate with Nini's hand, did you?"
"No way! Absolutely not!"
"Really?"
"Okay... okay... I tried it... once..."
"Only once?" I questioned dismissively.
"Ah... you don't understand... anyway... the feeling was so strange..."
"How strange?"
"It's... it's different from a guy's... you dead virgin! Are you going to help me or not?!"
"..."
"Hmph! Asking is pointless, you won't understand even if I tell you."
"It's not your fault! Why did you let me know you were A-Yi before saying you wanted to do it with me?" I
angrily shouted, finding a reason to do so.
People are really strange. I kept thinking to myself, if I hadn't known he was A-Yi
, I might have actually been "lured" by my cute little sister.
"So you really wanted to do it with your sister... But, I'm not one to be so straightforward
, that's just my personality!"
"That's true..."
"Also, to be honest, you're quite handsome. Rather than letting some ugly old man I don't know
play with my first time, it's easier to communicate with you..."
Nini's face turned red, and she stammered shyly, but I always felt that A-Yi was just
taking advantage of my lack of sexual experience.
Two days ago, he tragically passed away in a car accident. While we were sadly handling the funeral arrangements
, my sister unexpectedly came over and started saying a bunch of nonsensical things, repeatedly explaining that he was the deceased A-
Yi.
At first, I absolutely refused to believe it, but
when he recounted some embarrassing stories only the two of us knew, I had to accept that this little girl was indeed A-Yi.
He told me he suspected he had the ability to have an out-of-body experience, but wasn't sure, and begged me not
to reveal the secret.
"Make love with me."
"…………"
"Anyway, you've definitely never tried it." A-Yi lay on my bed, kicking and making a fuss, constantly
saying irresponsible things in his sister's voice.
"No."
"If you miss this chance, you might... stay a virgin for life."
"..."
"I'm helping you lose your virginity and you don't even appreciate it!"
"..."
"Don't be afraid, I can teach you... I'm very experienced!"
"I don't need your teaching! It's just that knowing you're A-Yi... feels a little strange..." As I said this
, I could feel my rationality drifting further and further away.
"Don't think so much! I also think it's strange... If I were still a boy, I'd never have
a gay relationship with a nerdy guy like you..." The forthright A-Yi raised his voice in denial again.
"What about Nini?"
"She won't remember!"
"Really?"
"Why would I lie to you! Hehe..." As she said this, Nini's hand was stroking my crotch.
My hard penis was already bulging inside me, almost bursting with discomfort.
"No...don't touch! Um! Let's...let's make a deal first..."
"No backing out...and no telling Mom..." I kept telling myself.
Anyway, I couldn't get rid of A-Yi. Maybe Nini wouldn't even remember that any of this had ever happened
. If that was the case, it shouldn't matter.
"Okay, okay! I had to beg you three or four times."
Nini let go of my hand, letting out a sigh of relief and smiling playfully. But actually, her cheeks were even redder than mine.
After all, we were only fourteen years old. Doing something so exciting always made us feel especially shy.
Then, I took off my clothes and turned around to see Nini had just taken off her white uniform. Her petite,
naked body made my penis throb and swell.
"Hehe..." Nini actually laughed when she saw my hard, swaying penis.
"You... what are you laughing at?"
"So you have a foreskin!"
"What are you laughing at! Your pubic hair isn't even fully grown yet." I retorted through gritted teeth, almost
forgetting that he wasn't Nini at all.
However, Nini's sparse, flat pubic hair was actually quite beautiful and exciting
.
"Come on." Nini took a deep breath and lay naked on the bed first.
"Hmm..." I kissed Nini's neck first, noticing that she easily tensed up
.
"It's so itchy... If you're a guy... you can blow... blow air there..."
Nini said, enjoying herself with her eyes closed, while "kindly" trying to instruct me on what to do.
Then, a little nervously, I kept breathing into her ear. I don't know if it was really itchy, but Nini
giggled and couldn't stand it anymore, so she turned around and licked my neck, biting my earlobe hard
. We teased each other like that, and before we knew it, we were naturally kissing.
"Mmm..." I never imagined I'd kiss my best friend, but
the person in front of me was Nini. Kissing a girl felt so good, warm and indescribably comfortable.
"My body is so sensitive... I'm getting hot... Kissing you feels better than with An'an..."
Nini's eyes were a little strange, and it seemed like she was automatically switching between the differences between boys and girls in her mind
.
"That's because I'm good at kissing."
"No way," Nini retorted, spitting out a retort.
"And... your breath smells too much like mint, did you just spray on some air freshener? You don't even have
a girlfriend... I bet you've been wanting to sleep with your own sister for ages..."
"No way!" I pressed my lips against hers again, but Nini didn't resist. She just felt
a wonderful sensation as our tongues intertwined, and her body actually started to heat up.
"Mmm...it's itchy...haha...so itchy...don't bite..." I had never touched
a girl's body before. When I put Nini's round little breasts in my mouth and licked them, it seemed to amuse her
, making her tremble and giggle, gripping my head even tighter.
"Ah...don't...you're ruining the atmosphere..."
I continued to caress Nini's body gently, finding that my sister's figure was really good. You
couldn't tell she was only six years old, except for her small, round breasts.
"Xuan...have you played enough? It's time...it's time to put it in..." I don't know how long I had been touching her
, but under Nini's urging, I realized that I should have put my unbearably hard penis
inside her long ago.
"Ah...be gentle...girls get wet down there...slowly...ahhh..."
"Then...it's time to go..."
"Ah!" Nini screamed loudly.
"What?"
"It hurts! It hurts so much inside!" Nini screamed anxiously, but I didn't know whether I should
pull my brother out, so I moved slowly while constantly comforting her.
"Does it...really hurt? Should I pull it out?"
"It hurts so much...waaaah..." The feeling of being penetrated was more painful than A-Yi had imagined. Perhaps
he had overlooked the fact that Nini was only twelve years old.
"Are you alright? Or should I pull it out..."
Hearing Nini's screams, I suddenly felt a little afraid that someone might die and didn't know what to do.
"No...no need...I said I wanted it...gently...just a little gentler..."
"Is that right?"
"Ah...slower...slower...don't move..."
Nini instructed, but seemed to think I was out of control. After all, my penis was already feeling pleasure, and
it was difficult for me to fully cooperate with her instructions for going in and out.
"Hoo hoo...it feels...so good...is this...this is what it feels like to have sex with a girl?
"
Although at the beginning, my glans felt tight and painful, after a couple of thrusts
, my entire penis felt warm and not dry at all, making thrusting very comfortable.
I slowly felt more and more aroused, and the speed of my thrusts increased. I noticed that Nini's brows were
furrowing more and more. When I forcefully pushed the whole thing in, Nini suddenly cried out loudly
.
"Ahhh!"
My soul almost flew away from Nini's screams. Although A-Yi chose this time when his parents weren't home,
if the neighbors heard, how could he ever face anyone again?
"You...you should keep your voice down...Does it hurt?"
"No...no..." Nini's denial seemed to be
a mix of sadness and joy.
"Or...don't play anymore..."
"No! No...don't pull it out..." Looking at Nini's bewildered state, it was as if
she herself couldn't tell whether it hurt or felt good.
"Don't pull it out...I...I don't know..."
"Wait...wait a minute, it might feel better...An'an always screams more towards the end..."
"
I noticed Nini was biting her bent index finger. Ah Yi had always had this bad habit, and
she seemed to really want to have sex, not wanting to just give up and endure it.
"You're still so tight inside... Are all girls like this?"
"I... I don't know..."
"Ah Yi, I don't know what it feels like for girls, but I'm going to start going hard now..."
However, seeing Nini's tears streaming down her face, I don't know how long I'd been thrusting, but the urge to ejaculate was strong
, and my penis was getting stickier and stickier. I wanted to pull it out to cool it down, but only a few seconds after I pulled it out, Nini immediately
grabbed me and let out a disappointed cry.
"What's wrong with you? Your expression is so strange."
"No... pull it out... put it back in!" Nini commanded, making me hurriedly
thrust my penis back in.
"Ah! Ah! Hehe... Ahh! Mmm..."
"Are you moaning?" I asked in a low voice, puzzled. After all, I had never known
what a girl felt, only vaguely remembering from my dad's books that girls "moaned" during sex.
"Shut up! Ahhhhh..." I'll probably never forget Nini's moans
, a soft, tingling breath, indistinguishable between pleasure and a sigh, but it sounded
incredibly alluring.
"It seems like it doesn't hurt anymore, right?"
"Don't... don't look at me..." Unexpectedly, tears streamed down Nini's cheeks, but she seemed to
be in less pain. When she saw me staring at her, she simply covered her face.
"Yi... you... you've become so strange..." That expression was beautiful... but
completely different from the Yi I remembered.
"No...don't look...ah...ahhh!"
Nini's legs were clamped tightly around me. Urged on, I didn't care about hurting her.
The pleasure of ejaculating was incredibly intense. I couldn't last another thirty seconds before my body and mind went blank, and
I ejaculated all my semen into my sister's body.
"Ahhhh!"
In the end, we were both exhausted, only able to keep panting, breathing, and relaxing.
After doing it once, I realized that when adults do this, it is so stimulating and exhausting.
"What's wrong? Does it still hurt? Ah! You're bleeding..." I saw bloodstains from Nini's genitals
slowly staining the sheets.
"Idiot...idiot! That's...your hymen..." Ayi's face turned even redder after saying that.
Then, I was shocked to find that Ah Yi suddenly climbed onto my genitals and opened his mouth to give my penis
oral sex.
"Ah...you...what are you doing?"
"I'm cleaning you up!" Nini said, seemingly quite matter-of-factly.
"You...you...where did you learn that?"
"When I'm with An An, she never licks my penis, but the actresses in porn movies
clearly love licking dicks, so...I want to check the taste of semen, after all, I would
n't dare eat my own."
"Then...is it...good?"
"Mmm...mmm..." Nini ignored me and continued to
rub my penis with her clumsy, slightly stinging touch.
"Ah...it feels weird...but you're not licking me properly...don't...don't use your teeth...
ah..."
Before long, her licking had made my penis fully erect. Then I saw her get up and straddle me
, slowly shifting her position as if preparing to sit on my penis.
"What...what are you doing?"
"Try again, maybe we can change positions."
"Then you don't feel pain anymore?" I asked curiously. Just a moment ago I was in excruciating pain, but who
knew that only a few minutes later, this guy was already full of energy again.
"Hmm... I had no experience since it was my first time, otherwise I thought I should have wet your penis a little first
, so it wouldn't hurt so much when it went in, and then I'd know how to do it next time..."
"Ah? So you wanted to do it again, that's why you were sucking me..."
"I... I don't blame you! You came as soon as I started to feel good..."
"Now... my penis is hard again... let's do it again." I never expected a girl
to say something like that.
"You're too horny... I wonder if Nini will be influenced by you..."
"Hehe... don't say that, I just wanted to try a different position, An'an kept
refusing to change positions, she's so shy and pretends to be innocent..."
Nini said as she rubbed my penis into her vagina, and actively
rocked it up and down.
"Hoo... Ahh..." A wonderful feeling rushed to his brain. This time, there was no
sense of urgency. Nini's labia directly enveloped his entire penis, gripping it tightly and repeatedly, making
it feel incredibly good.
"Ahh... This... This time it feels so good... Ahh..." After ejaculating, the painful hardness
quickly subsided, and the tight, swollen feeling of being enveloped was so good that it made him want to scream.
"Ahhh...I...I feel it too...ahhhh..." Nini panted as
she worked hard, the sounds of the thrusting making a squelching sound that were incredibly pleasurable.
The second time felt even better, and it seemed to last longer too. Unfortunately,
before her body had fully satisfied its desire, an uncontrollable urge to urinate caused her to ejaculate inside Nini's belly
.
"Ah...ha...ha...mmm..." Nini tilted her head back, her eyes and expression
were simply gorgeous, but she still straddled me, her arms tightly wrapped around me, giving me a feeling of role reversal
.
I naturally reached out and hugged her back, and before I knew it, we were kissing again, the lingering
warmth after our release comfortably carrying us both into a dream...
The Second Time, Confusion
After that experience, summer vacation quickly arrived, and my sister and I...
We enjoyed a pleasant and comfortable holiday in a relationship that was open to everyone.
"Click! Click! Xuan, get up quickly, you're going to be late!"
"Huh? Why is the door locked?" Outside the door, my mother's calls grew more urgent, as if
the deadline for catching the school bus was fast approaching.
"Okay...okay...wait...wait..." As I answered, Nini was under my sheets
, giving me a blowjob while guiding me to play with her clitoris with her other hand.
"Mmm...so good..." After a summer vacation, Nini's mouth has become more and more skilled
. She almost knows where to lick that will make me feel especially good and sensitive.
"Click! Xuan, open the door quickly. You're already in the third year of junior high school. You can't stay in bed any longer!"
"Huh? Did Nini go to school early again? Click! Xuan, is your sister in your room?"
"Your mom is so annoying...I hope she doesn't find out that I slept here last night." Nini
whispered and gently bit my earlobe. The wetness from her saliva made my ear feel itchy and comfortable.
"Be careful...we've almost been seen so many times...hurry up, we can't play around anymore
..."
I urged Nini, because I had already
ejaculated in her mouth and vagina three times since last night, and I was obviously feeling a little tired.
"Don't... don't push me. I'll have to be separated from you for the whole day... I'll be bored
. Why don't I spend more time with you now?" Nini smiled coquettishly, and I couldn't seem to remember
when she started to lose the image of a big boy in my mind.
She skillfully put the cock into her hole, and while kissing me, she straddled the cock and
fingered it sizzlingly.
"
Ahh
...

Perhaps, during this summer vacation, we had too much promiscuity.
"Ahhh...you...you're so bad...so fast...I...I want to scream...
ahhh!"
"Xuan! What's that sound...is...is your sister inside?"
Suddenly, Nini and I shuddered in surprise. It turned out that our mother had been
eavesdropping outside and hadn't left to go back to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.
"Ah...Mom...Mom's coming in...she...she has a key..."
"Ahhh...no...don't...don't stop...please...ahhh..."
The more anxious our mother became outside, the tighter Nini gripped my hand. It seemed that the climax of lovemaking
was almost here, and nothing could interrupt it.
"Ah! You...you siblings...you...what are you doing!"
Finally, Mother opened the forbidden door, witnessing the scene she should never have seen. At
that moment, Nini's head was arching back, her body completely contorted in orgasm.
"Ahhh! So...good...ah!" In Nini's frantic orgasm, my
penis ejaculated a large amount of pleasurable semen into her vagina, filling it completely, warm and wonderful, my mind
blank with incomparable pleasure.
"You...you...ahhh!" Mother's screams were very strange and immediately attracted
the attention of Father, who was having breakfast downstairs.
"Wife! What's going on upstairs? What are you doing in Xuan's room?"
"N-nothing!" My mother's behavior was very strange. I didn't know if she
was frightened by my and Nini's ugly behavior or what, but her body was trembling, and her eyes blinked,
revealing a very strange smile.
"Mom...Mom! Are you alright? I...I'm sorry..."
I looked at my mother with a heart full of guilt, but she ignored me. She looked at her hands, then
opened her chest to look at her full breasts, and chuckled softly.
"You..."
"Xuan! I possessed your mother's body!" My mother's expression was extremely happy, but that answer
really terrified me!
"What...what's going on?"
"I...I really have the ability to leave my body! Ha...haha! This is amazing!
So wonderful!" I saw my mother jumping around excitedly, and she even pounced on my bed sheet,
pulled back the blanket, and saw that Nini had already fallen into a deep sleep, as if she couldn't wake up.
"I...I left Nini...haha...I have the ability to possess freely! Ha !" Soon, my mother took off her clothes until she was only wearing her underwear, locked the door, and    walked back to me
happily .    "Hehehe..."    "You...you...are you Ayi? Or is it Mom...don't scare me on purpose..." I    asked, completely confused.    "How can you be so stupid? Can't you tell the difference?"    The mother let down her beautiful hair that was tied behind her head. Her curly black hair gave off a fragrance.    As soon as she got close, the penis that had just ejaculated became hard again.    "Mom...Mom..."    "Xuan...you're hard again, hehe, youth is wonderful..." My mother's beautiful    lips, painted with lipstick, carefully held my penis, seemingly enjoying giving me oral sex. But in less than a few seconds    , I could clearly feel that the licking technique and habit were    exactly the same as Nini's before.    "Ah ah..." Long hair was scattered around the tip of my penis, each lick making my lower body rub    very comfortably. After my mother took over, A-Yi even unhooked his bra, revealing his mother's    beautiful 36E breasts, giving me a nipplejob.    "How is it...Xuan, Nini's breasts were too small before, I couldn't give you a nipplejob, your mother's    breasts are really big, is this comfortable?"

















"Ahhh...so...comfortable...such a special feeling..." My mind had no time
to ponder deeper moral questions; all I knew was that as I was being squeezed between two soft, large breasts, my penis was
almost hard enough to ejaculate.
"Today's a special treat; you can ejaculate on my breasts..." Ah Yi seemed to want to test his mother
's body's allure, deliberately speeding up his rubbing as he spoke.
"Mom...Mom..."
"Look at your own expression, ha, Xuan seems to like Mom more than Nini..."
"No...no...Mom...ahh..."
"You're being breastfed by Mom..."
"Ahh! Mom...Mom...ah!" The mother's hands rubbed faster and faster, and in the unstoppable
pleasure, a large amount of milky white semen gushed out again, spraying
all over the mother's face, breasts, and mouth.
"Mmm... Ah, my bra's stained too..."
It wasn't until after the pleasurable ejaculation that I snapped out of my dazed and tense state, and noticed
that my mother's bra was incredibly sexy—deep purple lace trim, paired with black suspender stockings.
"Hehe, you naughty thing... Xuan, you really have a special feeling for Mommy... Look, this bra
is so sexy, completely different from Nini's..."
"I..."
"Shh... Don't let your dad hear..." Suddenly, my mother pushed me back onto the bed and
stuck her tongue into my ear, making me feel incredibly hot and itchy.
"Mom..."
"Xuan likes Mom very much, doesn't he... This time... it's my turn to feel good..." Mom held
my penis in her hand and kept rubbing it. My penis, which was about to go soft, seemed unable to subside.
It became hard again because of Mom's constant caresses.
"Ah ah!" Soon, my penis slid into Mom's vagina again. At first, it was just as
tight and prickly, but Mom seemed to have a lot of vaginal fluid. After only a couple of strokes, her face showed a
very comfortable expression. She was enjoying it and started stroking herself automatically.
"Ah...slower...slower...Mom...mmm..."
My mother covered my mouth with her lips to stop me from speaking. The snake kiss with the adult felt especially good, my mind
was buzzing. This was the first time that I had been intimate with my mother's body, apart from Nini's.
"Ha...ah...ah...xuan...the adult's body...so stimulating...
ah..."
Originally, Ayi liked to be on top and in control, but after the body was switched, he seemed to
be still adjusting. He didn't even notice when I pushed her down to the normal position.
"You...what's wrong with you?"
My mother's expression seemed to be enjoying it very much, and it seemed that her stimulation points were completely different from Nini's.
"Ha...you...your mom's so itchy up there...it's so stimulating to be touched there...it's something Nini
can't compare to...ahhh..."
I had no idea what "there" meant, so I just tried it again and again with my penis. Sure enough,
when I reached the base, my mom would scream in pleasure, unable to cover her mouth.
"Ha...ha...let's change...let's change the position...do me from behind...your mom's body
feels so good...so amazing..."
Fortunately, my dad downstairs seemed to have rushed off to work and hadn't noticed that my mom had become completely
different.
"Ha... Xuan... Fuck me... Harder... Ah ha! Yes... Harder... Fuck
me harder... Ah ah ah ah..."
My mother's cries almost drove me insane, making it impossible to distinguish who was who. Her lewd appearance
was even noticeably different from Nini's. I couldn't control my body and ejaculated
again and again into my mother's fleshy lips.
"Ah ah! I came! Ah ah ah ah!"
"Glug... Drink... Drink..."
I quickly fell into a deep sleep. When I gradually regained consciousness, it seemed to be close to evening
.
Completely naked, I found myself lying comfortably on the bed, and
I couldn't remember how many times I had ejaculated on my mother.
However, hunger quickly reminded me that I should find something to eat. As soon as I went downstairs, I saw
my mother and Nini talking, and they were even wearing scarves and preparing dinner.
"Xuan... good morning." My mother looked at me with a very provocative gaze. For a moment, I was
captivated by my mother's charming expression, and I couldn't even hear what my sister was saying in my ear.
"What good morning? This lazybones... the sun is almost setting before you get up."
"Hey! I'm talking to you!" Nini made a face at me, but when she realized I was ignoring her
, she angrily stomped her feet, puffed out her cheeks, and glared at me. Finally, she even opened her mouth and bit me!
"Ah! Nini... Nini... What are you doing?"
"It's because you weren't looking at me... You weren't listening to me at all!" I never expected that the usually well-behaved Nini
would yell at me so fiercely, and there seemed to be a kind of jealousy in her eyes that I couldn't understand
.
"You... What's wrong with you?"
"Hmph! I'm ignoring you!" Nini suddenly stormed back to her room and slammed
the door shut with a loud bang.
"Hehe." My mother, who was standing to the side, didn't seem surprised at all, but instead burst out laughing
.
"What's wrong with Nini? Why is she so angry?"
"She seems to remember spending the whole summer with you... so she's really
bothered by your sudden silence, and she's jealous."
"What? What should I do... wait... who is she jealous of?"
My mother's words confused me again. Who was this person in front of me? My mother
? Or A-Yi?
"I don't know... anyway, after she woke up, I secretly tested her, and I didn't expect her to
remember every single thing we did when we made love... so do you think... who was she
jealous of just now?"
As Mom spoke, she mischievously tugged at her scarf, revealing her two
36-inch breasts, which weren't bra-clad, popping out from between her cleavage—a sight that was simply breathtakingly sexy.
"Mom...Mom..."
My eyes were involuntarily glued to her again. Mom had always been a great beauty, especially as
the public relations manager at her company. She maintained a great figure and face, looking
less than 36 than her actual age. In fact, when she stood next to my unkempt father, they looked
more like father and daughter.
Moreover, Mom always dressed very elegantly, and when that dignified image transformed into something sexy
...even promiscuous, it was like a deadly attraction to me, like poison.
"Hehe, you should really look in the mirror and see how lustful your eyes are. How could Nini not see it
?"
"Really? Ahh..." Just as I answered, my beautiful mother was already kneeling at my feet
, opening her pink little mouth and gently taking my erect, hard penis into her mouth.
"Ahh...you're getting better and better..."
Almost at the same moment my mother touched my penis, I could clearly feel Yi's presence
. Her habits, tone, and movements, even though Nini had become my mother, were still so familiar
.
"Mmm...mmm suck...suck...suck...suck..."
But whenever I looked at that mother's face, which I couldn't tell was real, my heart
would still beat so fast that I could hardly breathe.
"Yi... I... what will become of us?"
"Hmm... ha... anyway... you won't have to worry about your mother finding out your secret anymore, because
... she's giving you oral sex right now... hmm..."
"Ugh... ahhh... is this... okay?"
My body was resisting somewhat. Although we'd done it many times that morning, I
still felt a strange aversion to having sex with my mother.
"Hmm... you're such a spoilsport... why don't you stop calling me 'Mom' from now on... from now on...
just call me Xiuxiu, maybe that will be more comfortable... sucking..."
The soul possessing my mother's body saw the hesitation and fear in my heart.
"Xiu... Xiuxiu." Indeed, apart from my father, no one in this family had ever
called my mother by her nickname so intimately.
"Hmm, help me lift my skirt." My mother quickly turned around again, presenting
her buttocks high in front of me.
"This...this is..."
As soon as I lifted it, I was surprised to find she was completely naked underneath, and her private parts
were wet and sticky.
"Ha...your mother...no, it's Xiuxiu's body...so sensitive...when you're sleeping
...I tried to use my hand...but it just got itchier...ah...wait...I can't wait any longer...
"
Unexpectedly, Xiuxiu pressed her buttocks against my face, as if she wanted me to
lick it for her.
I already knew what he meant. Grabbing my buttocks, my tongue couldn't help but uncontrollably lick the
place where I was born...
"Ah...lick me...lick me...ah ah ah..."
A-Yi's directness urged me to lick my mother's genitals even more recklessly, and no matter
how I scratched or played with them, he seemed to only become more excited and eager. His seductive and alluring manner
completely exceeded any image I had ever imagined of my mother.
"Ah...so good...lick that...put it in! Fuck me! Fuck me! Ahhh! Ahhh
..."
"Ahhh...you've changed...so much...Yi..."
"Ah ha! Call me...call me Xiuxiu...ahhh...fuck me! Ah ha! Ahhh!"
Finally, my penis once again plunged deeply into my mother's vagina, as if trying to
shoot all my semen into her uterus, desperately ejaculating.
"Huff...huff..."
Then we leaned against the cool floor, embracing and kissing, enjoying the sweet
warmth after ejaculation, caressing each other as naturally as a long-married couple.
Yes, these things happened naturally, every day, every night...it
continued like this.
"Huff...huff...I feel...my mind is so confused...Yi, what will become of us in the end
?"
"It's okay...it's alright if Nini hears us, I'll find a way to convince her, maybe
...the three of us can try it together tonight..."
Xiuxiu gently kissed my penis, as if cherishing it after so many ejaculations,
carefully and gently wiping away the half-dried semen.
"You're getting better and better, but...but..."
"Hmm?"
"What I mean...are you...a boy...or a girl..." I stammered
, but these words immediately made her face turn red.
"Why say such things...we've been doing it for two or three months already..." This question seemed to be something
she herself hadn't figured out, or perhaps she just didn't want to think about it anymore.
"I'm...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked these questions...Yi..."
"Hmm...okay, actually I don't know myself...haha." A playful
look, unlike anything I'd ever seen before, appeared on Xiuxiu's mature and beautiful face.
"Sometimes I think...it should be both, there's the male part...and the female part too
."
"Boys...they especially want to have sex! They really enjoy it, sometimes...they even secretly wonder
what it would feel like to have sex with different people..."
"Really...really?" I suddenly felt incredibly lost and inexplicably sad.
"Hmm...really."
"So when you did it with me, you were a boy?"
"Oh! It's not like that, I used to be a boy, and you're my best friend. "
"So I don't like to tell you my thoughts directly without telling you..."
"Hmm..."
Indeed, Ah Yi was a womanizer even when he was a boy, and he even secretly cheated on An An with
someone else. However, it seemed that it was just dating and kissing, because from what I heard, he only ever talked about
having physical relations with An An.
"As for the girl part... I hadn't thought about it before, but when we're doing it... I feel...
really, really, really like the feeling of the other person..."
"Oh, how much do you like it?" I kept asking, because Ah Yi's answer was very
close to what I had in mind.
"Ugh... it's so embarrassing... it's just... I won't say anymore..."
I didn't expect Ah Yi to use his mother's face to show such a shy and excited look.
"You idiot Xuan! Then ask me... what about yourself?"
"Needless to say... of course I'm... a boy."
"No, you're super introverted, you must be a girl!"
"Stop kidding..."
"What does it matter? Hehe, even though I'm in a girl's body, I like being a boy. Xuan,
your body is a boy, but you're actually a girl..."
"Then... what kind of relationship do we have now?" I asked fearfully, what I really
wanted to know was... a question without an answer.
"Needless to say? Of course, best friends!"
"Is... is that so?"
"Are you sad, Xuan..." A-Yi suddenly looked at me with his mother's almond-shaped eyes and
laughed.
"No...no way!"
"If I had sex with another guy, would you be angry or sad?"
I'd never thought of such a question before, especially coming from my best friend.
"I..."
I thought for a long time, my mouth dry, unable to say anything. Looking at my mother, Xiuxiu
, I blurted out,
"I'd probably only be a little sad, since having sex together is really comfortable...but we're
not in a romantic relationship, and you're my best friend..."
Suddenly, I seemed afraid to continue. Xiuxiu's expression shifted between cold and warm. She glanced
at me, seemingly surprised by my answer, as if she wanted to get angry but couldn't, and then
burst out laughing.
"Yeah! You idiot... I'm your mom now, what if your dad pounces on me...
"
"No! It won't happen... I'll stop it!" Otherwise, why would I say so anxiously
?
"Oh? How will you stop it?"
"I... I..." Just as I was about to explain, Xiuxiu gently kissed my cheek
.
"You're so honest... Xuan, it's okay..."
"But, if one day... I want to have sex with another man, will you help me
?" Xiuxiu's hand was playing with my hair, and she suddenly said this so casually.
"…………"
"Xuan, we can't have secrets between us."
"Um…I…I'll help…"
"You said it, you're my best friend, I like to tell you whoever I want to…"
"Um." Muttering something under my breath, I felt like it was betraying
my own heart…
Chapter Three, The Black Hole
Since A-Yi discovered his unknown new ability, our relationship has progressed further,
and become even more complicated.
"Hoo hoo…so…so comfortable…" The woman's mouth was incredibly skilled, her licking techniques
becoming increasingly mature, and her beautiful breasts were even more magnificent than my mother's.
"Hehe…Teacher Jiafen's breasts feel good, don't they?"
The beautiful woman giving me a blowjob was
Teacher Jiafen, the object of every male student's sexual fantasy, a 38-inch G-cup beauty.
Of course, her soul has now been taken over by A-Yi, and for over a month,
she's been skipping classes every day to have wild sex with me on the rooftop balcony.
"Alright, it's been over a month, it's time to test her memory. Let's call An-An up
."
A-Yi had been waiting a long time for this test, until over
a month after I started having sex with Teacher Jia-Fen every day, before deciding to try it out.
I then called An'an over on my phone. Lately, she had become my official
girlfriend. However, almost every girl that A-Yi was interested in during the first semester of his third year of junior high school
had had sex with me.
"Ah... Xuan... you're so good... so amazing... ahhhhh..."
We made love intensely, trying to bring Teacher Jia-Fen to orgasm as quickly as possible.
For A-Yi to escape his soul state and possess someone else, he must wait until the host is about to
faint from an orgasm before transferring. Therefore, we must time it perfectly.
"Ah! You... what are you doing!" When An-An walked onto the balcony and suddenly saw me
and Teacher Jia-Fen naked and sticking together, she was about to scream, but her soul had already been silently
replaced by A-Yi.
"An-An... An-An! Are you alright?"
Looking at the two women who had fainted on the ground, I really didn't know
what the ultimate purpose of this experiment was, or whether it could even succeed.
"Um... I... this is An-An's body now..." A-Yi touched his chest to confirm that
his current possessed object was An-An, not the busty Teacher Jia-Fen.
"Hmm, are you alright? Let's check on Teacher Jiafen." Only after Ayi
became clearer inside An'an's body did we excitedly wait for Teacher Jiafen to wake up.
However, fearing that Ms. Jiafen would be embarrassed later, Ayi still chose to hide at the bottom of the stairs
to eavesdrop, not wanting to be discovered.
"Teacher! Ms. Jiafen!"
"Hmm...this is..."
"Teacher! Teacher! Are you alright?" Under my urging, Jiafen's eyes slowly
regained their light. After about ten minutes, she came back to her senses and spoke to me.
"Xuan, help me up. I think I took a nap...I feel really unwell..."
Ms. Jiafen answered affectionately. Obviously, she still remembered that for more than a month, she was the one who took the initiative
to find me and even seduced me. Although these thoughts once belonged to Ayi, after his soul left
, they all became Ms. Jiafen's own sweet memories.
"Teacher, you're definitely asleep. Do you remember what you did before you fell asleep?"
"I...we made love again..." Jiafen smiled and kissed me. She liked this,
and it was a very natural, reflexive answer.
"Hmm, do you remember anything different?"
To make sure the teacher remembered every detail, Ayi asked me to deliberately keep asking those embarrassing and
strange questions.
"Yes, today is a very special day because I think...from today onwards, I should
...let you know the teacher's...the teacher's...real fetish..."
Teacher Jiafen's face grew redder and redder, and she kept licking her tongue, as if she was about to say something shameful
.
"Oh? What kind of fetish?"
Of course, she wouldn't understand that those so-called embarrassing thoughts and unusual fetishes
were mostly "bad ideas" that A-Yi deliberately generated when he took over, because he wanted to test
whether these strange thoughts would affect the host's most primal cognition.
"Xuan... I don't want to talk about it anymore, oh my god... it's really embarrassing..."
"Teacher, why are you embarrassed? We're already so intimate..." I deliberately deepened
my questioning, and soon she also noticed the difference in her mind and body.
"Yes... I really like making love with Xuan... You're handsome... and you have a beautiful girlfriend,
so... I can finally let you know about my fetish..."
Then the teacher reached into the briefcase next to her and slowly took out a
special item that A-Yi had bought.
"Here."
"Teacher...this is..." What was in my hand, unsurprisingly, was a red leather dog collar
.
"Put it around my neck...this way...I'll feel especially excited..."
Teacher Jiafen blushed, and actually lay on the ground expecting to be leashed.
"I..."
"Hoo hoo...hurry...don't worry...it won't hurt me...this is just role-playing
..."
"Hurry up...don't make me shy...ah ah..." Teacher Jiafen urged, her lower body
swaying her sexy buttocks, looking extremely thirsty.
"Okay... alright."
"Ha... ha... my... neck... has become a bitch... ha... ha..."
I obediently put the collar on, while Teacher Jiafen kept sticking out her tongue, her expression
seemingly too excited, even her lower body trembled slightly, as if she was already wet and
wanted to release.
"Hold... hold me... play with me..."
"T-Teacher, you scared me..."
"Xuan... no, Master... please play with me... ha... ha..." Teacher Jiafen took the initiative
to reach out her hand, just like a bitch playing handshake with her master, panting and sticking out
her tongue in front of me, her extremely excited eyes seeming to be flashing with a special game she had been looking forward to for a long time
.
"This...this is really terrifying..." My hands were trembling uncontrollably. Although I had already guessed
the outcome, I still felt a bit scared.
Although it was all A-Yi's doing,
the shock of seeing the usually dignified and serious teacher Jia-Fen suddenly become a bitch obsessed with role-playing still lingered
.
A-Yi told me that in order to conduct this experiment, she forced herself to watch many, many
videos of perverted fetishes every day and forced herself to constantly generate the thought that she liked them. The more perverted the video, the
harder she tried to convince herself that she genuinely liked it and had to try that kind of play.
After more than a month of this, the change in the teacher's consciousness really startled us both.
"Ha...ha...shoot...pee in my mouth, Master..."
Jiafen, wearing a collar, knelt high, her arms outstretched...like the sexiest sheepdog
...swaying her naked and beautiful super-sized breasts, her tongue lolling out in craving.
"My God...we actually did this to the teacher..."
My rationality seemed to be collapsing rapidly again. Although I knew that Ayi had conducted excessive
experiments on the teacher, when I was in it myself, I was already unable to detach myself from what was normal
and what was abnormal behavior.
"Ha... thank you... thank you! Ha... ah ha..."
My body frantically ejaculated, following the teacher's instructions to urinate into her mouth. But after
completing each of her perverted instructions, I couldn't feel any satisfaction no matter how much I tried
.
It seemed... from some point onwards, my heart had become increasingly empty, a
black hole that could never be filled... constantly expanding.
Chapter Four, Breakup
"Xuan... please... don't ignore me... sob sob..."
"Xuan, why didn't you answer my calls! I've been waiting for you all day... sob sob..." An'an's
cries were filled with a pitiful resentment.
"Master... come again... don't leave me..."
"Senior... ahhh... play with me... ahhh..." So many women,
women of different bodies, all of this... I can't recognize anyone anymore.
"Xuan! Open the door! If you don't pay attention to me, I'll find another man!" Now,
the only voice I can still recognize is A-Yi's.
"Go away! I can't take it anymore! Go away!"
"Open the door! You really won't talk to me anymore...?"
Finally, I couldn't take it anymore and escaped from all of this, not because of the excessive burden on my body
, but because of my heart, my heart... I can no longer bear this crazy sex
game with different women every day.
No one understands me…
A woman's body, through repeated sex, seems to slowly lose its meaning for me
. Different women did bring me great stimulation at first, but gradually I realized that the one I truly loved…
was only Ah Yi…
This feeling… left me feeling incredibly helpless and frustrated.
Then, one by one, the women she had slept with began to actively entangle me. Whenever Ah
Yi wasn't inside that body, I felt inexplicably empty, and afterward, I would even feel inexplicably
angry and confused.
I don't know when it started, but the pleasure of sex… suddenly disappeared. All that remained
was a bitter, aching feeling in my heart, and no one could save me.
Finally, one day, my emotions completely exploded.
"Xuan...don't go...Xuan!"
I turned off my phone, closed the door, and locked myself inside. Panic was no longer enough to express
the shattered void within me.
"Xuan! Xuan! Do you really want to break up with me?! Open the door!"
There was a constant commotion outside. I couldn't even tell who the girl shouting was,
or whose body A-Yi was using to speak to me now.
"Waaaaah... Open the door! Waaaaah..."
I had been hiding from him for three whole days, and finally, she couldn't take it anymore and screamed at me like a madwoman.
"Waaaah... You abandoned me! Xuan! You'll regret it! You'll definitely regret it!"
Inside the door, my senses seemed to have gone numb, and tears slid from the corners of my eyes to the edge of my eye
, soaking the pillow without me even realizing it.
It's over, finally over...? I keep hating myself. Why did I like
... not the women's beauty, but the person inside...?
She... will probably never understand my pain...
Maybe this is a cruel joke from fate. If A-Yi could switch places with me, he would have enjoyed it immensely and wouldn't be so mentally irritated    and overwhelmed
by this .    I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, my mother was already quietly sitting by my bed    , gently stroking my forehead.    "Waaah... Mom..."    "You cried for a long time today, you must be exhausted. I heard everything downstairs."    "Do you like that girl?"    "Waaah... I... I'm heartbroken... Oh! Waaah!" I buried my face    in my mother's arms, and even though I had already cried for a long time,    I couldn't stop crying in front of my mother.    "Waaaa... Mom... Waaaa... Waaaa..."    "It's alright, my son... has finally reached the age to fall in love..." Mom hugged    me without saying anything, just listening quietly, very gently... as    gentle as water.    "Waaah... I never want to like girls again... My heart aches so much... But she    'll never understand..."    "No... She will understand, she just doesn't understand yet..." Mom tried to comfort    me, but her words didn't register with me.    Later, Mom and I hugged tightly, and I don't know when it started... I    slowly took off Mom's shirt and lovingly pressed my hand against her warm breasts. This surprised her    a little, but she didn't stop me.    "It's okay... if Xuan wants to..." I noticed    a beautiful blush on my mother's cheeks. She gently kissed my forehead again, holding me tightly, enjoying    the sweet warmth of the bed.    "Mom... I love you..." Perhaps, Ah Yi's memories were still deeply imprinted in my mother's    mind. My mother carefully guided me, gently trying to soothe my wounds...    That year, I was struggling in my third year of junior high school, with only a few months left before graduation.    After breaking up with Ah Yi, he never appeared again, and I rejected all    the invitations from girls, even avoiding Teacher Jiafen.    I thought I could pull myself together and work hard, but reality was still cruel. That year    , I failed my exams…    “Xuan…aren’t you really going to reconsider?”    My mother looked at me with a sad expression. I had chosen a school with a terrible reputation    , one that didn’t require any exams. I used to be an excellent student in the eyes of my teachers. Perhaps this was    the most self-destructive form of punishment for my dissolute past in my third year of junior high.    In the end, I resolutely made this decision, and my mother didn’t say anything more. Now, what troubled her    wasn’t just me; my younger sister’s problem was even more worrying for her.    Nini started dating someone outside of our relationship sometime ago, and he's    much older than her. She always deliberately talks loudly on the phone in front of me, and even    throws things to get my attention.    But she hates me…she won't talk to me anymore. I don't understand why a girl's jealousy    can be so terrifying, so unbearable.    "Nini…"










































"Get out of here! I'm busy!" With a bang, just as I was about to try and talk to Nini, she turned and
ran back to her room without even looking back.
"One day, I'm going to leave this house!" From inside, the rebellious Nini
still yelled, her anger barely contained.
"It's been over a year, and it's still the same..." my mother said helplessly, looking at me.
I couldn't do anything for Nini because I couldn't even calmly
tell her that I couldn't have sex with any woman other than my mother anymore.
Time passed quickly, day after day, peacefully.
After arriving at this infamous school, I had already gotten used to telling myself not to think about anything, not to listen to anything, and to focus solely on studying. Only by working hard and getting into a good university could I    best repay
my gentle mother .    However, the problem students at this school far exceeded my expectations. Losing things in class, playing video    games, and eating lunchboxes were commonplace. Even incidents of teachers being beaten were frequently    heard of.    "You, He Yuxuan from the first year...hehe, you're really handsome. Don't you even    greet your seniors?"    Several blonde, rebellious senior girls suddenly blocked the stairwell, preventing me from leaving. The other    students only dared to peek from inside the classroom, none daring to offend them, waiting to see the show.    "Senior...is there something you need?"    "You're still a virgin, aren't you...hehe." A senior with heavy makeup whispered in    my ear, casually sticking her tongue in and licking it.    "Ah! What are you doing?"    "Hehe, this is called giving you face, He Yuxuan. If you offend us... you should know that    you'll suffer a fate worse than death in school."    "How about it? Want to be my little boyfriend?" At this moment, a girl who seemed to be the leader of the group    brazenly said this in front of all the students in the corridor.    "Hey, my older sister is asking you this, why don't you hurry up and kowtow to thank her... are you stupid?    " At this moment, the senior who had been fawning over me earlier, seeing that I didn't react, slapped me across the face and humiliated me    .    "No... don't."    "What did you say?" The girl who was the leader of the group was a little surprised, but then seemed not surprised at all and laughed    , her expression indescribably strange.    "I'm sorry, I already have someone I like..."    When I said those words, even I was surprised at how firmly I could    say them.    The flirtatious upperclassman standing next to me was about to slap me, but the leader of the delinquents stopped    her and didn't say anything more. The group just inexplicably left.    From that day on, I could clearly feel these delinquents watching me. I didn't know their    purpose, but it made me feel very uncomfortable and threatened.    Finally, one day, that flirtatious upperclassman approached me again and threatened that I had to come to the teaching aids room on the third floor after school    , or she wouldn't let me off the hook.    Having no other choice, I had no choice but to comply. After all,    reporting something like this to a teacher in this school wouldn't help at all.    "Ah! You... what do you want to do?" As soon as I entered the teaching aids room, my hands were immediately    tied up by two older female students.    "Hehe, nothing, just want you to be good and listen to me. You'll get what you like later."    Then, after making sure I couldn't break free, these girls left one by one. It wasn't    until about thirty minutes later, when it was already dark, that the door opened again.    From behind, where I couldn't see, it seemed like a woman was dragging a dog, making a clattering sound    as she slowly walked in.    "Ah...who are you? Are you...are you A-Yi?" Suddenly, I had an inexplicable urge    to call out A-Yi's name.    "Who do you want me to be?" the girl behind me said coldly.    "A-Yi...you are A-Yi!"    "No...he's dead, he died a long time ago...didn't you know that a long time ago?    "    The girl's voice grew colder and colder, so cruel that I felt like crying.    "It's not like that...it's not..."    "An'an...listen and see...isn't he insane?"    "Mmm..." After the woman's voice said that, I was startled. The sound of chains coming from the ground    seemed to be from a naked woman. Her gradually clearer face really did look exactly like    An'an's.    "An... An An!"    "Haven't seen you in a long time, don't you want to say hello to your ex-boyfriend?"    "Mmm..." With the restraining ball stuffed in her mouth, An An could only mumble muffled sounds.    "Why... why did you treat her like this?"    "No reason? Just because she likes it this way..."    Finally, I saw the woman in front of me clearly, the leader of the delinquents, her cold eyes,    and the woman at her feet, poor An An.    "An An, tell Xuan... how does it feel to be abandoned?"    A Yi, attached to the delinquent, spoke cruelly in An An's ear.    An An shouldn't have become like this. She was such a quiet, gentle, and virtuous girl; even her breath    was as sweet as the fragrance of flowers.    But now, she resembled a greasy female dog, naked and lifeless,    her tongue lolling out, trembling and panting, her face filled with an intense, almost overwhelming, lust    .    "Ugh...it hurts...I'm...I'm going to die..." When the restraint ball was removed, An    An's moans were so tingling I couldn't believe it.    "An...An An..."    "Ah...help me pull it out...quickly..."






































































The oil on An'an's body seemed to be a horribly greasy mixture of sweat and inexplicable bodily fluids released from prolonged restraint
. Her lower body arched upwards repeatedly, as if something was
desperately trying to squeeze out of her vagina.
"Ahhhhh... I can't take it anymore... Ahhhhh!"
Right in front of me, without being touched by anyone, An'an suddenly climaxed
, ejaculating the large dildo inserted into her tender vagina. Her trembling body seemed to be
experiencing an unimaginable, supremely pleasurable climax.
"No... Stop playing around, Yi! What terrible things have you done to her memories...
"
"You've seen it before, I want you to know... even without your help, I can still
make women like this..."
Yi controlled the delinquent girl's body, slowly unbuttoning his uniform, caressing An An
's beautiful, sticky body, and kissing her passionately.
"The only difference... is... I'll also become like An An... wanting it...
ahh..."
As soon as Yi finished speaking, the door to the teaching aids room opened again, and three
tall, shady-looking boys walked directly to the two girls' sides.
"You've been talking for so long, we're getting impatient waiting outside."
Among these boys, one seemed to be the girl's boyfriend. He walked straight to A-Yi,
picked her up, and, seemingly unwilling to let An-An have her kiss, immediately
took off his pants and had sex with her on the prop mat.
"No... A-Yi... An-An..."
The other two thugs, who seemed to be his followers, surrounded An-An, wantonly playing with
her body from all sides. But what truly frightened me was the infatuated and joyful anticipation on An-An and A-Yi's
faces.
"This seemingly weak new classmate must be An'an's ex-boyfriend, right? I heard they were
together back in the third year of junior high. But you're really ruthless, boss... You've got him all stunned by how you tied him up."
The two boys continued to caress An'an's body. It was clear that the girl was very excited.
Her hands were clasped behind her head, and she obediently accepted the men's kisses and "discipline." Her face showed a greedy
yet comfortable expression of pleasure.
"Ha...ha...Master...play with me again...play there...ahhh...so good...
so good..."
The An'an I remembered, the smart and beautiful An'an...had disappeared without me noticing.
The An'an that A-Yi described as reserved, pretentious, and fond of her boyfriend's sweet talk...had
transformed in my eyes into a sexy, voluptuous, seductive, and utterly lewd whore.
"Hey, your boyfriend's scared, you should just bear with it...haha, I really don't know how you can be so
horny..."
"Ahhh...put it in...ahhhhh...fuck me to death...ahhhhh!"
My tears streamed down my face uncontrollably, unable to stop what was happening, and I couldn't
understand why it had escalated to such a terrifying level of madness.
"Want...the back...together...ahhhhh..."
"Waaaaah...waaaaah...waaaah..."
After that, I don't know when those boys left. I only remember that before A-Yi left
, he coldly said in my ear,
"This is what you deserve..."
My tears broke down again, and I was in so much pain...and even more helpless was
why I had driven A-Yi to such a crazy and destructive personality.
After that, I only felt An-An crawl to my feet. She didn't untie the ropes for me, but opened her mouth and
tried to give me oral sex.
"Waaaah...it's no use...I'm sorry...An-An...I'm sorry..."
"Xuan..." Looking at the limp penis, An-An looked up at me.
"I like A-Yi... I'm a pervert... I only like him... I'm sorry... Waaaa
... I'm sorry... Waaaa... Waaaaa..."
In the end, even An-An left, leaving me all alone.
Silently... silently enduring... enduring every bit of cruelty after the world collapsed.
Chapter Five, The Turning Point
"Xuan, are you sure you want to drop out of school?" My mother looked at me in surprise and asked.
More than a month has passed since I met A-Yi again.
During this time, A-Yi would have someone tie me up in the teaching aids room every day, forcing me to watch
those twisted women and their ridiculous lewd acts with many boys. Sometimes, she would make those
women perform oral sex on me, and even mock me. Gradually, my heart became numb. Finally, I decided
to do something.
"Mom, I'm all grown up now. Please support me no matter what, otherwise I'll have no
choice but to run away from home." And so, I resolutely ignored my family's opposition, rented a place outside, and began
living an independent life on my own.
From that day on, I dropped out of school. With only a junior high diploma, I went north alone to support myself.
Luckily, a coffee shop had just opened and was short-staffed. The kind female manager took
me in without asking many questions and even rented a small private room for me not far from the shop.
From that day on, I told myself I would never associate with any woman again. I would shut
myself off, hide my feelings. Since the relationship was already destroyed, I could only calmly accept it…
However
, my relationship with A-Yi underwent some unexpected changes.
On the platform before leaving my hometown, I took out my phone alone, inexplicably wanting to type,
wanting to organize my thoughts and tell him.
The first text message read: "Yi... I'm sorry, I really can't be honest with you. You are
the only good friend I have in my life, but I can't tell you to your face that I love you..."
As I typed these words, tears streamed down my face uncontrollably.
The second text message: "I used to think that enjoying having sex with different women was pleasant, but
I never expected to get sick... After having sex with more and more girls, I found myself only thinking about A-Yi. When my
soul wasn't in his, I felt incredibly panicked and fearful..."
The third text message: "I have to tell you the truth, I've fallen in love with someone. Every time I
have sex with a girl who isn't him, I feel dirty. I've been living this promiscuous life for about a year
, and that's when I finally broke down..."
The fourth text message: "Maybe I'm really not worthy of being a man. I often think that if our
roles were reversed, there would probably be a much better ending."
The fifth text message: "I'm sorry, I hurt you so foolishly, and I don't have the ability to do it
again. " I've done nothing for you, I can't even be called your best friend anymore. From now on, please pursue
what you love."
The sixth text message: "Finally, I want to tell you, Yi didn't die. He will live forever in
my body. No matter how many people forget his name, my heart will always remember him."
As I finished writing these words, my body was already curled up,
sobbing uncontrollably.
The seventh text message: "Goodbye, Yi..." Before I could finish typing the last text message
, my phone suddenly received a new message.
"Where are you?" The message contained only four short words.
I didn't answer, nor did I know how to answer.
My emotions and thoughts have been completely transformed into words. My longing, my pain
, my worries, my anxieties… all have been turned into a straight line, about to be completely discarded
, never to return…
The seventh text message: “Goodbye, take care.” After typing those few words briefly, I walked
to the back of the carriage and threw my phone away with all my might.
“Goodbye… no one can hurt you anymore, Yi…” I touched my chest
, as if that person was truly speaking inside.
Over the years, after losing A-Yi, I realized how terrifying it can be to miss someone
. After seeing A-Yi again, I understood that he was constantly hurting himself and others
to alleviate the immense emptiness and loneliness in his heart.
No one understands better than me what a soul is after the body is gone. If even I
abandon him, then A-Yi is truly dead.
I don't know when it started, but he became completely dependent on me, and I depended on him, until everything
was destroyed. Only then did I realize how much I had depended on someone.
People say that you only learn to cherish something when you lose it. I think from the moment I left home
, I finally understood the meaning of that saying, and also
what it feels like to never be able to go back.
In the coffee shop
, as usual, I wrapped a scarf around my neck, brewed fragrant coffee, and warmly greeted each
customer who entered.
"Welcome." The first customer of the day was a tall, beautiful, and fashionable young woman
wearing sunglasses, who approached the counter with a somewhat strange expression.
"What would you like to order?"
"Hey sir, you're so handsome..." The young woman, whose expression couldn't be seen because of her sunglasses
, bluntly flirted with me.
"Thank you."
"Perhaps...we can arrange a time..." I had a general idea of
what she wanted to say, so I smiled and said to the female customer.
"Thank you for your compliment, but I already have someone I like."
"Is...is that so?" The female customer fell silent thoughtfully.
"Congratulations...she must be a very sweet and cute girl."
"No, he's a big-eyed, very outgoing young man."
I shook my head. When I casually said that, I thought that no matter what kind of girl she was
, she would think I was gay and would completely give up on me.
But unexpectedly, the girl was trembling all over and, without even finishing her order, went to find
a table and sat down.
"Beep! Beep!"
After that, my new phone kept receiving text messages.
Text message one: "Idiot!"
Text message two: "Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot!
Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot! Idiot
!"
Text message three: "Why can you be so mean! Why! Why! Why! Why
!"
My eyes widened for a moment. The phone number seemed very familiar, but I couldn't recognize it for a moment
.
Text message four: "Why did you turn me into a girl when I'm clearly a boy! I'm doomed
! I'll never be able to turn back!"
Text message five: "You're so awful! Why do you keep abandoning me!"
As I noticed the text messages coming in, the woman not far away seemed to be
frantically pressing buttons under the table.
Text message six: "Why did you say you loved me..."
Just as the girl was still frantically typing, I snatched her phone when she wasn't looking
, and I happened to see these words.
"Waaah..." At that moment, I realized that her sunglasses couldn't hide
the large amount of tears streaming down her face, and her red eyes were making her constantly try to cover them up with her glasses.
I removed her disguised glasses, and her bright, large eyes seemed to be telling
me of a long-lost warmth.
Yes, she was An'an, transformed into an even more beautiful and charming girl.
She was also A-Yi… long-lost souls had met again.
"Waaah...you...you still love me? Xuan..." The girl sobbed uncontrollably
, her tearful eyes now so captivating.
I gently kissed her eyes, my lips lingering softly on her long-awaited, warm lips
.
"My little boy has finally...grown into a beautiful girl..."
Gently, my kiss, so gentle, everything unspoken.

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