I Became the Matchmaker Between My Father and Wife - Chapter 370

Ignoring the slight pain in my groin, I felt the outline of my penis with my hand. Although it was blurry, it was definitely a standard penis shape. What was going on? Had I not become a cripple? It was possible, after all, modern medicine was so advanced, and this was the best hospital under Leng Bing Shuang's management. With her abilities, she could find the world's best medical team to reconstruct my penis fragments. It wasn't impossible. However, whether I could achieve an erection or have sex after the reconstruction was unknown. Touching my penis still surprised me considerably. After all, with this penis, even if I couldn't have sex, at least I could still defecate, and at least I could retain the dignity of a man urinating standing up.
After spending almost a month in the hospital, I've finally fully recovered and can walk freely again. And today, a month later, I can finally have my catheter removed and urinate normally again. During this month, the doctors repeatedly removed my plastic underwear for various examinations, but I didn't have the courage to even look at my penis. But today, oh my, that plastic underwear is gone, and I can begin rehabilitation training for a normal life. Throughout this time, I never spoke to Xiaoying on my own initiative. She just quietly took care of me, and even when she spoke to me, she spoke naturally, as if she had gotten used to it over the past month.
"You'll be undergoing rehabilitation training for the next period of time, testing the various functional responses of your penis. If all functions are fine, then you can be discharged..." To my surprise, the doctor who came on the day I removed my plastic underwear was a foreign doctor. He spoke to me in English, but I dare say I haven't seen him since I woke up. Why did he come to examine me a month later and arrange a rehabilitation training plan for me? During this time, I kept quiet and didn't ask about my condition, seemingly indifferent to my body. But only I knew in my heart that after waking up, I had developed a deep-seated anxiety about my penis.
After the catheter was removed, the first time I urinated, I went to the bathroom alone. Standing by the toilet, I looked at my penis—the first time I'd seen it since waking up. Seeing it felt like seeing a long-lost loved one; I was filled with longing and excitement. At that moment, I could clearly see many suture marks on my penis, covering the entire shaft and even the glans. Muscle sutures now aren't done with the needles and sutures of the past; they use a kind of "flesh suture." This suture is gradually absorbed by the body, and over time, the suture marks will slowly disappear. Unless you look very closely, you won't see any scars. Seeing the dense, still-present scars on my penis, I can imagine how badly I had damaged it when I hit it.
Fortunately, after a day or two of observation, my penis and urination were normal. However, perhaps because the swelling hadn't gone down, I felt that my penis was much larger and longer than before. Perhaps after a while, it would return to its previous size. During this time, Leng Bing Shuang visited me several times, showing concern for my condition. I don't know if my rebirth had changed me, but I actually started to look forward to Leng Bing Shuang's visits. I was a little scared; my emotions had changed, and it seemed that I had developed feelings for Leng Bing Shuang. But it was just wishful thinking on my part. You know, the men who pursued Leng Bing Shuang were all extremely outstanding, either rich or powerful. How could a useless man like me be noticed by Leng Bing Shuang? But I had already lost love, and having a woman I loved and letting me have unrequited love wasn't so bad. At least I still had that desire of love to hold me back.
"Honey, the doctor said you can eat anything except spicy, cold, and salty foods now. What do you want to eat? I'll order it for you..." Xiaoying said excitedly after the doctor finished talking to me and left. For so long, I could only take some nutritional supplements and eat some liquid food. I'd been talking so much that my mouth was practically empty. Hearing Xiaoying's words, I felt a glimmer of hope, but I didn't want to respond to her at all, especially when she mentioned "honey" or "wife." It was as if responding would make her think I had forgiven her.
"Honey, shall I order you a beef stew? It's your favorite..." I didn't reply, just lay on the bed with my eyes closed, and Xiaoying whispered in my ear again.
"I'll order whatever I want to eat. I want to sleep for a while..." I replied impatiently, and Xiaoying immediately fell silent. For the past month or so, we've been like this. Xiaoying seems to have grown thick-skinned; no matter how much I tease her, she remains unmoved, still chatting and laughing with me. But countless nights, I seem to hear a woman sobbing in my dreams. As for her relationship with my father, I haven't asked her about it, and Xiaoying hasn't brought it up either. After all, it's a sensitive topic, and I hope I never have to think about it again. At first, I wanted to ask Leng Bing Shuang to find me a medical caregiver instead of Xiaoying, but Xiaoying cried and refused, kneeling by the bed and grabbing my hand. This alerted other hospital staff, and several nurses came to break up the fight. In the end, to prevent things from escalating, I had to give up. I decided that the day I was discharged would be the day I would break things off with Xiaoying.
During this time, Xiaoying took meticulous care of me, but because my heart was so deeply wounded, my resolve remained unshaken. If I could, I really wouldn't want to see Xiaoying now; seeing her reminds me of the scenes in the DV. My elderly father hasn't seen Lao Guo even once in the past month; I doubt he'll ever be able to face me again. I've made up my mind about my father; I won't see him again. When he gets old, I'll find him a senior living facility or hire a caregiver. After all, he gave me life and raised me; neglecting him would be unfilial. Filial piety is paramount, and if I abandon my elderly parents, no matter the reason, society will not forgive me. After all the rehabilitation training is completed, the final test is the penile erection test. If the erection is normal, then this treatment will be perfect.
"Don't touch me..." That night, as I lay in bed, Xiaoying's hand suddenly caressed my body, making me tremble. I quickly said. During this time, whenever Xiaoying touched me, I felt uncomfortable all over. It wasn't feigned; it was a completely instinctive physical reaction.
"Honey, let's try. The doctor said this is the last hurdle. If you respond, the surgery will be successful. If not, we'll have to continue treatment..." Xiaoying said softly. Earlier today, Xiaoying and the doctor had been talking outside for a long time. I could catch snippets of their conversation, and I could guess that the doctor wanted Xiaoying to stimulate me tonight to observe my erectile response, but I refused.
"No need, none of that matters anymore..." I said expressionlessly. Although it was said in anger, it was also my true feeling. I had no intention of having anything to do with Xiaoying again, nor did I have any thoughts of having relations with other women. It can be said that Xiaoying's last DV video not only shattered my self-esteem but also my spirit, leaving a shadow in my heart. I developed an aversion and fear of sex. I know that not only was my penis damaged, but my mind was also greatly traumatized, as if I had developed a phobia of sex.
"Honey, how about I give you... give you oral sex..." Xiaoying seemed oblivious to reality and my feelings, hesitantly insisting on trying it out with me. I knew she was concerned about my health.
"Go give oral sex to your father-in-law... I'm not interested..." I blurted out impatiently, then covered my face with the blanket. After I said that, the whole room fell silent...

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