Bai Xuezi Cen - Chapter 10 Xiaoxue's Diary: The Person She Secretly Loves

I breathed a sigh of relief as I read Xue'er's entry. So Yu Ji and Yu Xiao were a couple, which meant Xue'er was still mine. However, judging from the situation, Xue'er seemed to have some difficulty accepting incest, and she was also very curious about romantic relationships. I had to guide her properly. But I never expected that the next entry I clicked on would plunge my heart into an abyss.
"Ever since Yu Xiao described in detail the process of her brother having sex with her, the images she described have often appeared in my mind, as well as the pornographic films and novels with sex descriptions that we usually watched together. I even often dream that my body is being caressed by a man."
Yu Xiao said that once a girl has her first period, she's a woman. Sex is a necessary step for any normal woman; there's no need to suppress or be ashamed of it. Too much suppressed desire can actually lead to illness. She suggested I try dating Li Xiao, since he'd been pursuing me and was still a virgin, so we both had needs. After listening to Yu Xiao, I was momentarily blinded by greed and agreed to Li Xiao's advances.
Xiao Su is a year older than me, but he looks very mature, is tall, and has a quiet personality. To be honest, I don't like his type of person because he gives off a weak vibe and lacks the appeal of a mature man.
The person I like is Yan Zicheng. Although my dad always makes me call him Uncle Yan whenever I see him, I secretly call him Brother Yan. I love his gentle expression, warm voice, and his bright, insightful eyes. Everything about him fascinates me; he's neither as naive and immature as a little boy, nor as fussy and controlling as an older man (like my dad). Every gift he gives me is exactly what I want and love most. My ideal boyfriend is just like him—perfect and understanding.
But he has a girlfriend. I know she's a year ahead of me, three years older than me, an unattractive woman. She seems quiet, has a dowdy hairstyle, and only wears baggy school uniforms. But Yan-gege is so good to her. I often see him picking her up in his car, and he smiles so gently at her. I can only watch them from a corner every time; Yan-gege never notices me. So frustrating…”
This blog post had a huge impact on me. First, I couldn't believe that my darling already had a boyfriend; second, I couldn't believe that Xue'er would like that guy Yan Zicheng. She even called me a "nagging, meddlesome old man" in her blog.
I felt like a fire was burning in my chest, and my anger was about to explode. I decided to first inform Yan Zicheng and tell him to try not to see Xue'er again and not to give her any gifts. Then I would find Xue'er's boyfriend and teach him a lesson.
Thinking this, I started looking for my phone to call Yan Zicheng, only to find that it had automatically shut down after I dropped it. After turning it on, I saw two missed text messages from Yan Zicheng.
I called back, and his tone was worried: "Zicen, your call suddenly dropped. Are you alright? Do you still want the girl you mentioned?"
I said sharply, "No, and you'd better not see Xue'er again. When you pick up your girlfriend from school, be low-key and don't act like a big star."
Yan Zicheng's low chuckle came: "Is it because your precious Xue'er has a crush on me and you're jealous? I heard from Ziting today that she often sees your Xue'er with a very strong boy at school. Don't you, as her father, know that?"
I was so enraged by that guy that I slammed down the call-end button.
I'm eager to see how far this little girl has progressed with that brat Xiao Su in her next blog post!

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