If Heaven Has Feelings - Chapter 83 (Head of the Family)

In the following days, life returned to its usual routine. My mind was completely focused on Mei Yu, but I couldn't find an opportunity to be intimate with her. Whether I was at home or out, at least one of Bai Liyuan and Yang Naijin would be present, making it impossible for me to have any time alone with Mei Yu. Mei Yu, on the other hand, seemed as if nothing had happened, maintaining her elegant and indifferent demeanor, ignoring the burning gaze I occasionally cast upon her.
One evening after dinner, I was just about to find an excuse to discuss legal issues with Mei Yu when Bai Liyuan beat me to it. She very affectionately pulled Mei Yu back to the master bedroom, supposedly to try on the clothes she had bought that day while shopping. Seeing the two beautiful women carrying about a dozen handbags filled with high-end fashion items, chatting and laughing as they disappeared behind the master bedroom door, I could only shake my head in frustration.
Turning around, I was about to go out for a smoke to relax when Yang Naijin grabbed me and wouldn't let go. The girl said coquettishly, "Gao Yan, where are you going?"
"I'm going out for a smoke, because I'm afraid of polluting your delicate lungs."
I took out my cigarette case and gestured to it.
"Don't leave!"
Yang Naijin stood with her hands on her hips, her little mouth almost pouting to the sky.
She wore a loose-fitting, sleeveless, off-the-shoulder chiffon babydoll dress with lace trim on the shoulders and chest. The dress had a high waist and a flowing hem that reached only mid-thigh, highlighting her long, straight, and fair legs. On her slender, fair feet were silver beaded flip-flops with two strings of silver beads forming a herringbone pattern, adorning her delicate, white insteps and making her feet, with their ten toenails painted red and white, even more alluring.
Her smooth, highlighted long hair cascaded lightly over her shoulders, and a small floral lace headband adorned her bangs. On top of the headband were pink polka-dot lace cat ears, which made her spotless, bare face look fresh and lovely. However, her bright red lips were pouting high, and her large, watery eyes glared at me. Although her fair and delicate oval face showed anger, it only made me feel more affection for her.
"I don't know what you've been busy with these past few days. You haven't spent any time with me. You're not allowed to do anything else today."
The little girl's words were well-founded. Ever since that afternoon at the little white building by the sea, my mind had indeed been focused on Mei Yu, and I had been somewhat perfunctory in my attitude towards Bai Liyuan and Yang Naijin. Bai Liyuan, with her gentle and quiet personality, was fine, but Yang Naijin, who was completely guileless, was not so easy to deal with.
Seeing that she was unwilling to give up, and feeling genuinely guilty, I had no choice but to put the half-empty cigarette back in, scratch my head, and say, "Jin'er, what do you want me to do with you?"
Seeing that I had taken a stand, Yang Naijin quickly changed from being angry to happy. She tilted her head and thought for a moment, blinked her bright eyes a few times, and a mischievous smile appeared on her lips. "Come on, let's sneak a peek and see what Mom and Aunt Bai are talking about?"
Yang Naijin's idea was truly outlandish, but the little girl was always eager to do what she thought of. In the blink of an eye, she grabbed my arm and tiptoed to the door of the master bedroom. Perhaps because we were all home, Bai Liyuan and the others weren't very wary, and the door to the master bedroom was ajar.
Yang Naijin peeked through the crack in the door, and her eyes were immediately drawn to what was inside. Her face showed a look of curiosity and excitement. Just as I was about to put my head closer to the crack, she pushed me in the chest and scolded me with her eyebrows raised, "There are girls inside. What are you doing coming over here?"
"Didn't you send me here?"
I muttered to myself.
Seeing my dejected look, she couldn't help but cover her mouth and laugh, saying, "My mom and Aunt Bai are changing clothes, you're not allowed to look."
Yang Naijin's words immediately reminded me of the slender, beautiful bodies of Bai Mei and the other two women after they took off their clothes. I thought to myself, "I've seen every curve of their bodies, let alone when they changed clothes."
Of course, I couldn't say this to the young girl, so I had to pretend to be sensible and scratch my head while standing aside waiting for Yang Naijin to pass me the message.
Yang Naijin didn't care what I was thinking. She peered through the crack in the door, watching with great interest, muttering to herself, "Wow, Aunt Bai has such a great figure, and those things are so big..."
As soon as she said that, I immediately pictured Bai Liyuan's enormous, white, melon-shaped breasts hanging on her chest. Then I looked at the little girl's slight bulge under her chiffon dress. The difference was like night and day. Although Mei Yu's breasts were not as voluptuous as Bai Liyuan's, they were still far superior to her daughter's.
"Wow, Mom's lingerie is so elegant and sexy."
Yang Naijin muttered something with a hint of envy. Her words, though unintentional, piqued my curiosity, making me eager to see her. However, the little girl was squatting by the door with her long legs bent, completely blocking the way.
Seeing that distant water couldn't quench immediate thirst, I had no choice but to approach Yang Naijin from behind, reach out and brush aside her smooth, flowing hair, and bring my nose close to her swan-like, slender neck to inhale deeply. She carried the fragrance of a fresh bath, and the unique, fresh scent of a young girl made my heart flutter.
My approach made Yang Naijin uncomfortable. She leaned forward slightly, trying to escape my aggressive advances, but she was now cornered by me. If she made any big movements, she might alert the two women inside. So she had no choice but to let me touch her all over, gently caressing her through her soft clothing.
"You scoundrel, what are you trying to do?"
Yang Naijin spoke softly and somewhat timidly, her jade-like body trembling slightly beneath her chiffon dress.
I didn't respond with words, but expressed my intentions through actions. My large hand caressed her long, straight, white leg from bottom to top, feeling the delicate, smooth skin of the young woman—a suppleness unmatched by any other adult woman. I gently stroked her long, tapering legs, but made no further inappropriate moves. This eased Yang Naijin's tension, and she began to enjoy my caresses, her attention returning to the situation inside the room.
Although I couldn't see what was happening through the crack in the door, I could hear the conversation inside by pressing my face against the door frame. Mei Yu's clear voice, tinged with envy, said, "Little sister, you've maintained your figure so well. Even though I'm a woman, I'm still envious."
"Sister, you flatter me. You have such a great figure, not an ounce of fat. Unlike me, I can't seem to lose any weight."
Although Bai Liyuan sounded distressed, her sweet, slightly coquettish voice couldn't hide her slight smugness.
"Men all like women with curves. A figure like yours, which looks slim in clothes but has muscles when undressed, is exactly what they desire."
Although Mei Yu's words were full of praise, I sensed something amiss. There was no reason for her to speak like this. What exactly was Mei Yu trying to say?
"But in my heart, you are the most perfect woman. I wish I had your temperament and wisdom."
Bai Liyuan didn't seem to understand anything, and she innocently revealed her true feelings.
"I'm not that great. That's just a facade."
Mei Yu sighed softly, her words seemingly filled with emotion. I couldn't help but wonder if she was thinking about her recent experiences.
"Sister, you are too modest. You have a high level of education, your own career, a happy and fulfilling family life, and you have raised Jin'er to be so outstanding. Which woman wouldn't want to be like you?"
"Unlike me, I don't know anything about housework and clothes, and I can't help you with anything you do. Sigh, I'm so stupid."
Bai Liyuan is completely innocent; her straightforward words would surely be seen by those unaware of the situation as the greatest praise for Mei Yu.
But only Mei Yu and I knew that those seemingly beautiful appearances were just illusions and could not bring Mei Yu true happiness. After Mei Yu and I had a physical relationship many times, she began to question the value of marriage and family.
所以，白莉媛讲完这番话后，梅妤出乎意料的沉默了一会儿，但她重新开口的时候，语调却丝毫没有变化。
“妹妹，你别妄自菲薄，你将家务料理得井井有条，你让家人可以尝到美味的饭菜，你每天都把自己打扮得美美的，这些都让你所爱的人获得了很大的幸福，这就是你的价值所在，你才是一个优秀的妻子。”
梅妤这番话说得我连连点头，的确从一个男人的角度来看，白莉媛在妻子和母亲这两个角色上已经做得不能再好了，社会对一个女人的要求不就是这些吗，遮风挡雨冲锋陷阵的事情那是身为男人应该做的，像白莉媛这样的传统女性需要的只是一个可以为她撑起一片天空的男人。
“你看，你妈妈都说了，要做个优秀的妻子得怎么样，你可要多多学学。”
我把嘴巴凑到杨乃瑾耳边轻声道。
“我已经跟白姨学了挺多了，可是我也有我的事业，总不能让我做个家庭主妇吧。”
杨乃瑾口出无心，但我听在耳中却有些感慨，杨乃瑾是新时代的女性，她的家庭与教育背景决定了，她有自己独立的价值观与人生观，不可能为家庭放弃自己的理想与追求。
我们这边说着悄悄话，屋内两女的对话却还没有停，梅妤与白莉媛讨论了一阵子内衣裤的风格，好像不经意间提到：“妹妹，以你的容貌和情况，完全可以再找个优秀的男人过日子，为何甘心就这么单着？”
她的话让屋里的白莉媛与我都为之一震，这个话题好像让白莉媛有些难以应对一般，她沉默了好一阵子，才缓缓开口道：“姐姐，实不相瞒，当年高岩他爸爸走的时候，我是有动过这个念头，也有几个条件不错的男人求婚过。”
“但是，后来我才知道，我为了所谓的个人幸福，却让孩子承受了很大的痛苦。高岩因为我自私的行为，失去的太多太多了，我现在只想要好好补偿他。就算让我付出所有一切作为代价，我都心甘情愿。”
“对于我来说，唯一重要的只有高岩，其他的人我都不会去想的。”
白莉媛的语气温婉又带着一丝凄凉，但在场的三人听在耳中，却可以领会到话语中的坚定之意。
我在外面听到母亲的这一番表白，心中泛起了无数的回忆与联想，虽然自己与她已经达到灵肉结合的状态，但以第三者的角度偷听到她发自内心的独白，却更加令我感动不已。
白莉媛就是这样一个女人，她把她的人生与梦想都寄托在她重视的人身上，虽然她犯过不少的错误，虽然她经历了不少的男人，但那都是因为所托非人的后果，直到我的出现才让她得到了可以倚靠的对象，所以她把余生的幸福都寄托在我身上了，我有什么理由不让她得到应有的幸福呢？
非但我心中感慨颇多，主卧内的梅妤想来也差不多吧，她随后便不再提起此事了，两人重新有说有笑的讨论起一些女人的私密事情，杨乃瑾听得有滋有味的，但我却有些心不在焉。
她们闲聊了一会儿，白莉媛提出要给我们煮甜汤，梅妤难得的附和叫好，我们俩闻声赶紧从门口撤离，生怕给两女发现我们在屋外偷听的举动。
匆忙间，只得挤入隔壁我住的屋子，听着门外两女有说有笑的走入了厨房，我和杨乃瑾这才舒了一口气，我们相视一笑，彼此都感觉挺有趣的。
“你开一下灯吧，暗摸摸的有些可怕。”
杨乃瑾拉了拉我胳膊道。
我闻言打开室内的灯，让白炽灯的光线布满了不大的室内，杨乃瑾这是第一次进入我的房间，她很好奇的在屋内走来走去，东摸摸、西看看，对我屋内摆放的家具物件表现出很大的兴趣。
“高岩，这都是你们以前的家具吗？”
杨乃瑾摸了摸那个老式衣橱，好奇的问道。
“嗯，我十四岁之前都是与它们作伴呢。”
我温柔的答道，看着杨乃瑾像一只闯入新领地的小动物般，活蹦乱跳的翻看着屋内的旧家具。
“小心点，别碰坏了。”
我看她坐在那个老沙发上跳了跳，又拿起写字桌上的小猪扑满摇晃，好像要查看里面是否还储存有硬币，忙出声提醒她道。
“小气鬼，哼。”
杨乃瑾有些不悦的嘟起小嘴，但她并没有生气多久，很快她就像找到了什么宝藏一般，发出一声惊喜的呼叫。
“啊哈，我可找到你的秘密了。”
杨乃瑾兴奋的说着，举起手朝我扬了扬，原来她找到了我们家那本相册。
“嘿嘿，让我看看你以前是什么样子的。”
杨乃瑾手捧着那本橙色封皮的相册往我床上一扑，她完全不顾形象趴着的姿态，被撩上去的雪纺裙角隐约可见匀称结实的大腿内侧，以及裙底粉色小内裤的边角痕迹，两条又白又直的大长腿露在外面，脚上还挂着那双银色珠串人字拖鞋，两只优美的玉足一翘一翘的在床沿外晃动。
我有些心动的走上前去，没有去看她手中的相册，双手却抓住那俏皮的玉足，很轻盈的将那双银色珠串人字拖取下，将那两只纤巧的玉足纳入掌中仔细把玩着。
杨乃瑾好像不堪其扰般，摆动着两条大长腿要挣脱我的魔掌，但却被我牢牢的掌握在手心，我进一步俯身将嘴唇贴在那对长腿上，轻轻的吻着那对摄人心魄的纤长玉腿。
“吖，坏蛋——不要那样子，好痒呢。”
杨乃瑾嘴里发出一阵嘻嘻哈哈的尖叫声，她拼命的蹬踢着那对长腿，却换来我变本加厉的骚扰，最终她只得乖乖的任由我扳住双腿，让我用口水在她雪白纤细的大长腿上留下一行行痕迹。
只不过，当我的双唇游走到雪纺纱裙下摆的大腿内侧时，却被杨乃瑾隔着裙摆给按住了，她有些颤声求饶道：“高岩，别，那里不可以的……”
“没关系的，我只是亲亲你。”
我随口哄着她，但鼻端已经嗅到了雪纺纱裙内愈来愈浓烈的少女体香，胯间的欲望已经开始抬头了。
“不能呀，妈妈和白姨还在外头呢。”
小妮子的理由跟她的语气一般的软弱。
以我对女人的经验可知，此时我要是表现得强硬点的话，估计她也就只能默认了，但我考虑到女孩子家的面子问题，却放弃了进一步的行动。
我松开贴在她大腿上的嘴唇，往上面爬了几下，侧躺倒杨乃瑾的身后，伸手将她抱入怀中，伸长脖子到她前面一瞧道：“你在看什么呢。”
我的身体与她贴的极近，杨乃瑾很明显感到身后我蓬勃的欲望，虽然她尚未经历人事，但作为一个现代女性，自然知道那是什么。我那火烫的棒状物正好顶在她挺翘的圆臀上，好像一条烙铁般熨得她心跳加速、血液沸腾，她有些羞涩的轻声道：“高岩，你——你可不可以，把那个东西移开些。”
“什么东西？”
我一下子没反应过来，直到杨乃瑾有些嗔怪的在我手臂上抓了一把，这才向后移了移身子，让那根巨茎离开了杨乃瑾的翘臀。
远离了我巨茎的骚扰，杨乃瑾总算恢复了平静，她侧着脑袋翻动着相册，口里还不停地点评着。
“哈哈，看不出你小时候还挺潮的，这衣服哪儿买的？”
她看到的是我10岁时的照片，照片中的我头戴大檐帽，身穿深蓝色军服，腰间皮带上系着玩具小手枪，双手叉腰一副很神气的样子。这套迷你军装虽然样式规格都小了很多，但看上去剪裁得还挺像那么回事的，让穿着军装的我显得英气勃勃。
虽然小时候家里经济不是很宽裕，但白莉媛却用她灵巧的双手和一架缝纫机，照着画报上的图片里的时装，就给我做了很多市场上根本买不到的衣服，而且那些衣服的面料和剪裁一点都不比正品来的逊色，让我在同龄人之中更加出挑。
“哇，你妈妈年轻的时候更美，简直就是电影明星好不好。”
杨乃瑾所指的是一张难得的单人照，摄影师用的是上个世纪常见的柔光镜头，就像那时候的电影海报封面一般，极大突出表现了镜头中的女主角。
上面的白莉媛应该是刚生下我不久，原本单薄的鹅蛋脸终于有些圆润起来，洁白无瑕的肌肤还上带着少妇的粉红，她的脸蛋侧着45度面对镜头，光滑柔顺的长直黑发用一个粉色发箍固定着，两道黛眉似蹙非蹙地长挑入鬓，翦水秋瞳眼波流动如一湾春水，嫣红的樱唇带着恬静幸福的微笑。
这时候的白莉媛正处于她美貌与人生的巅峰，纯然不知今后她的人生会经历那么多的波折，想到此处，我心中唏嘘不已。
杨乃瑾显然不知道我心中的感慨，她的注意力很快便转移到其他地方去了，她翻开几张我们一家三口的合照。
“啊，这就是你爸爸吗，看起来好有型哦。”
她指着一脸大胡子，表情严肃，目光却很温和的高嵩，那语气令我哭笑不得。
“这就是你小时候呀，跟现在一点都不像嘛，简直就是个小姑娘。”
杨乃瑾总算翻到了那张我最不愿提起的照片，语带惊讶的评价道。
画面里五岁的我，头顶带着粉红色的软帽，身穿一套白色的娃娃衫，套着白袜子的小黑鞋，再加上那清秀的五官，难怪一直都被人当作小女孩来看待，但白莉媛却乐此不疲地这般打扮着我，直到我上小学后才善罢甘休。
想起这段有些尴尬的回忆，我顿时满脸堆上黑线，忙伸手翻过这一页道：“别看小时候了，看我上学后的照片吧。”
杨乃瑾依言将相册向后翻了几页，很满意的指着一张照片道：“嘿嘿，这个时候才像个小帅哥的样子嘛。”
上面的我穿着白色短袖衬衫，黑色西装短裤用吊带挂在肩上，脚上穿着擦得铮亮的皮凉鞋，脖子上系着的红领巾与手臂上三条杠的标志一般显眼。上学后我的个子长高了些，但在同龄人中并不是很显眼，理得短短的头发下方的五官还是很清秀，只不过不过两道剑眉又长又黑，下巴也变得方正有力起来，已经初具现在的轮廓。
这时候的我眼神还是很单纯，嘴角总是带着一丝笑意，上小学的那几年应该是我记忆中最幸福的时期，我拥有一个美满和睦的家庭，一个脾气很好的爸爸和一个无比疼爱我的妈妈，虽然那时自己身体瘦弱经常生病，但我的学习成绩却很好，再加上外表惹人喜欢，老师们对我诸多宠爱，可以说过得颇为风光。
没等我回忆多久，相册又翻到了初中时期，这时的我个子在同龄人中显得偏矮，皮肤被太阳晒得黑黑的，看起来没有之前那么出众了，而且脸上的表情也很不开心，好几张照片都没有看到笑容，像是在对什么人怄气一般，就算是集体照都一副不合群的样子。
“你这个时候看起来很古怪，谁惹到你了吗？”
杨乃瑾无心的一句话又勾起了我的回忆。
自从爸爸意外去世后，我就像是变了一个人般，再也无法跟以前般，与同学们融洽的相处，虽然我还是像过去般爱看书，但是更多时候看得都是课外书，对于课堂上老师讲课的内容，我怎么都听不进去，因为我满脑子都是别人背后对妈妈的议论声，他们总在说妈妈的坏话，那些人的样子让我恨之入骨，但又拿他们没有办法。
而且，最让我愤懑的是，我自己明显感到妈妈在父亲去世后的变化，她开始更多的外出，并时常将我一个人扔在家中，有几次都到了深夜才回来，而且平时的穿着与打扮变了许多，比过去更为新潮和靓丽，虽然她很努力的工作并照顾我的生活，但在我心中却像是缺了些什么似得。
“咦，怎么没了？”
杨乃瑾翻到了最后一页，她有些诧异的问道。
我摇摇头，心里有些不适滋味，我能告诉她什么呢？杨乃瑾所认识的现在这个男人，与过去的我还有多少牵绊呢，我的童年、我的家庭、我的过去到这里已经戛然而止，永远停留在了14岁那年的夏天。
我轻轻抚摸着杨乃瑾的秀发，口中缓缓道来这八年来我们家庭的变故，当然我并没有如实将情况全盘托出，只是简单的讲了讲父亲去世后的艰难时日，以及母亲不得已将我送去外地治疗的系列事实。
“所以说，你并不是从美国留学回来，也不存在哥大什么的？”
杨乃瑾不知什么时候转过身面对着我，两只明亮的美目瞪得大大地缓缓说道。
“对不起，我并不是存心要骗你，只是不想戳破母亲的虚荣心，没想到后来将错就错就成了这样。”
我带着歉意道，这个谎言压在我心头已经有一段日子了，说实话我并不想用这些虚假的东西来对待杨乃瑾，尤其是在她对我付出真心之后。
“嗯，其实没关系的，你吸引我的又不是学历，而是……”
出乎意料之外的是，杨乃瑾居然很是善解人意，她仰着那张清丽的瓜子脸，双手不由自主的玩弄着一缕头发，喃喃道。
“而是什么？”
我见她欲言又止的样子，忍不住开口问道。
“而是……哎呀……说不清楚啦，反正你这人就是，有时候霸道得几近蛮横，有时候又很成熟很有谱的样子，反正……你就是很讨厌了啦。”
杨乃瑾口不择言的说着，在我专注的眼神下她越说越乱，最后竟然害羞的低下头，用粉拳在我胸前捶了几下。
我心中一动，伸手抓住她纤细的柔腕，口中颇为感动的道：“瑾儿……”
“嗯？”
杨乃瑾低低的回应了一声，她的双目掩在长长的刘海下方，让人无法看清她的神色，但那声音中却大有羞意。
我并没有说出剩余的话，而是用自己的行动表达了，俯身吻在了杨乃瑾的双唇上，小姑娘很热烈的回应了上来，我们上一次接吻还是去年的事了，隔了这么多日子，她显然有些生疏，但在我老练而又耐心的引导下，我们重新沉浸在口舌相接的快乐之中。
杨乃瑾口中那股少女独有的清香让我心旷神怡，我有些贪婪的吮吸着她柔软细腻的唇瓣，用自己的长舌叩开那洁白整齐的齿关，深入其中探索那细窄温暖的檀口，那只丁香小舌初时有些闪躲，但很快被我降服并压在了身下，任由我对其挑逗逗弄。
我们俩的舌吻温柔而又甜蜜，杨乃瑾的呼吸渐渐变得急促起来，她纤手姣好的身子在我怀中轻微扭动着，但小姑娘并不了解下一步应该如何行动，她只是被唤起了雌性生物的本能，那对长长的细白胳膊缠住了我的脖子，胸前那对坚挺的小乳鸽将我压得紧紧的。
杨乃瑾紧紧的贴在我怀里，她那头柔顺的长发有几缕洒在我面上，那种少女特有的香气逗得我心痒痒的，我不由自由的把手放在她腰间。不知是太专注口中舌吻的缘故，还是小姑娘对我的戒备已经放低，她并没有表现出拒绝的意思。
她的纤腰不是一般的细，那种几乎可以掌握的感觉极大满足了男性的欲望，我在上面抚摸了一阵后，越发大胆的向上方游动，大手撩起雪纺纱裙的下摆，碰到了蕾丝文胸柔软的面料，杨乃瑾从口中发出一声细细的轻吟，我的大手已经把握住了对形状不大的尖挺。
“高岩，你……不要这样子……吖”杨乃瑾娇躯微微颤抖着，她口中弱弱的求饶道。
但我只是轻轻的把手从文胸的间隙探了进去，不费什么力气就握住了那对可爱的小乳鸽，果然与视觉上给我的印象保持一致，杨乃瑾的发育尚处于少女阶段，非但不能与白莉媛的硕乳相提并论，就连梅妤的雪峰都大大胜过女儿。
但是尝遍了各色美肉的我，偶尔品味一下这种清纯的少女嫩乳，也是另一种难得的体验，况且这对小乳鸽除了体积不够大之外，皮肤滑腻娇嫩，形状尖挺高耸，论手感绝对是上上等。
我的手指先是温柔的在外围打圈，然后慢慢的向中央聚拢，我用一根手指的指腹按在那两颗挺立起来的小蓓蕾上，成熟老练的动作让那两颗细小浑圆的乳头硬了起来，我变着花样玩弄着这对小乳鸽，感觉怀中杨乃瑾的呼吸变得急促和大声起来。
“坏蛋，你别弄……别弄……人家那里啦。”
杨乃瑾把一只手伸进来，按住我正在肆虐的大手，口中略带娇嗔道。
但我此时已经剑拔弩张，怎么肯就此罢手。我翻了个身，变成蹲在她双腿之间，掀开她身上的雪纺纱裙，将头埋在那雪白平坦的纤瘦小腹上，轻轻的吻着那个小巧可爱的肚脐眼，我湿漉漉的舌头在她的小腹上游动，让杨乃瑾感到浑身痒痒的不自在。
“吖……高岩，别这样子……好痒呀。”
杨乃瑾口中似笑非笑的叫着，这里显然是她的敏感地带，我略一挑逗便将她点着了，那光滑细腻的雪白小腹上下起伏不定，伴随着她口中忽轻忽重的轻笑。
我变本加厉的继续向下游动，作恶的大嘴经过胯间的三角地带，停留在那条纯白色的蕾丝小内裤上，透过轻薄的面料可以觑见下方一团淡淡的黑色毛发，以及粉红色蜜穴的轮廓。
我把嘴趴在上面，隔着蕾丝面料挑逗起下方的少女私处来，这种攻击让杨乃瑾更为难受，她一边轻轻呻吟着一边用手来推我的脑袋，但她手臂上的力气却是那么的微弱，而那两条坚实匀称的大腿更是把我夹得紧紧的。
但这一切都无济于事，我继续加强对她私处的侵扰，长舌像是人手一般灵活地拨开了那条蕾丝小内裤，露出了里面那具香气四溢的少女蜜穴。杨乃瑾的蜜穴颇有其母的风韵，也是一圈嫣红的花瓣围绕而成，只是形状和色泽都比梅妤娇嫩素淡了许多，那饱满滑腻的蜜唇上已经隐约可见水光，默默向外绽露着少女的情欲。
我带着怜惜的心态含住那朵花瓣蜜穴，将她丰腻的蜜唇纳入口中仔细舔弄，时而伸出长舌探入狭窄难行的花径，在她腔道口进去点的地方搅拌着，她蜜穴里分泌出的液体就像身上一般清新，还带着淡淡的甜香，让我甘之如饴，不由得加大力度向里面挖掘。
“高岩……高岩……你，你在干什么呀？”
杨乃瑾喃喃自语着，她的身子此刻已经变得又柔又软，手脚好像抬不起力气一般，双腿很随意的在床上摊开，任由我用嘴巴在她私处蜜穴里弄来弄去。
“瑾儿，我在爱你呢。”
我轻声说着，感觉到嘴下的少女蜜穴已经分泌了很多液体，她的两条长长的大白腿有气无力的在床上蹭动，那对银色珠串人字拖不知什么时候已经掉到了床下，纤柔细腻的玉足有些难耐的蹙在了一起，十根涂着红白相间趾甲油的玉趾完全散开。
我看时候差不多了，小姑娘的情欲已经完全被我挑动起来，自己胯下那根大肉茎也硬的不得了，这时我已经箭在弩上不得不发，双手抓住她纤细柔白的足踝，将那对长度惊人的玉腿抬起放置在肩膀上，双膝跪着爬到她的髋部前方，居高临下的看着粉脸泛春的杨乃瑾，她此刻就像一只待宰的羔羊般毫无抵抗之力，只是睁着两只水汪汪的大眼睛看着我下一步的举动。
正当我想要褪下身上的短裤时，突然一阵不缓不急的敲门声打乱了我的行动，白莉媛甜美的声音在门外响起：“石头，你在里面吗？快出来喝甜汤了。”
白莉媛的声音就像一声佛号般，顿时将我的浴火消掉了一半。杨乃瑾此时也缓过神来，她这才意识到自己双腿落入了男朋友手中，被他举在肩膀上摆成了一个很羞人的姿势，而且他的神情很动作看起来有些吓人，特别是胯间运动短裤下高高耸起的那处，像一只作势欲扑的猛兽般可怕。
“高岩，放开我吖，我妈妈要来了。”
杨乃瑾羞耻难堪地轻声喊着，同时大力踢动着那两条大长腿，我无奈之下只好松手，杨乃瑾双腿一获得自由，马上从床上一跃而起。
她好像生怕我还有其他行动一般，立马下床穿上那双银色珠串人字拖，轻轻捋了捋有些松乱的长发，整整身上的雪纺纱裙，迈着那对雪白的长腿走了出去，临出门的时候她还朝我做了个鬼脸，嗔道：“坏家伙，哼。”
我看着她俏皮可爱的样子，只好无奈地摇摇头，等到下体的肿胀消了一些，这才敢开门出去。
我随后也走了出来，与杨乃瑾并肩坐在餐桌上，一边喝着白莉媛做的花生汤，一边想着杨乃瑾之前无意间说的一句话——“你小时候的样子跟现在差别有些大哦？”
这句话好像触动了我记忆中的某一环，但我一时间却想不起来问题出在哪里了。
我边吃边想，不知不觉间就吃完了碗里的花生汤，白莉媛很体贴的又给我添了一碗，她转而劝杨乃瑾再喝点，我隐隐约约听见她说：“现做的汤要现喝，放的时间长了话就会变味的。”
说者无意、听者有心，我脑中突然冒出了一个想法，趁着白莉媛去厨房收拾的时机，我拉着杨乃瑾的手轻声问道：“瑾儿，我问你一个问题。”
“什么事？”
杨乃瑾迷惑的抬起头，她嘴角还残留着淡褐色的花生汤水渍。
“我记得你曾经说过，我和你大学时候的男朋友很像，你有他的照片吗？”
我很认真地看着她的双目，把心头的疑问盘了出来。
“嗯，好的。”
出乎意料的是，杨乃瑾没怎么犹豫就答应了，她拿过自己的iphone找了下，然后将手机摆在了我面前。
杨乃瑾的iphone屏幕上有一张照片，两个年轻人并肩站在一座图书馆之类的建筑前，画面中的杨乃瑾长发披肩、一袭白裙，像一颗亭亭玉立的小白杨般可人，密密的刘海下方那张小脸洋溢着青春的笑意。她身边的那个男子比她高了一个头有余，瘦削但很结实的身躯裹在白色衬衫内，虽然他身上的衣着和发型很是普通，但配合着那张轮廓分明的五官和略带忧郁的眼神，却有着一番独特的魅力，难怪可以让杨乃瑾对他倾心不已。不得不说，他们俩站在一起真的很相衬，虽然他们动作并不是很亲密，但我却看出两人相挨的两只手是紧握在一起的。
只不过，这个男子的五官看起来的确很眼熟，我第一眼差点把他认作自己了，特别是下巴上那一道独特的凹痕，这在东方男性身上很少见的，而我与他却恰好拥有这一特征。但我在意的却不是这个，因为我几乎可以肯定这个男子与姚姐的弟弟“恩”是同一个人。
“瑾儿，他叫什么名字？”
我对上杨乃瑾的眼睛，她的目光中有些疑惑，也有些担忧。
“他叫姚恩。”
杨乃瑾小心翼翼的答道，好像这个名字勾起了她曾经的回忆般。
如果前面我有九成把握的话，现在我基本可以确定这个男子就是姚姐的弟弟，看来她们姐弟俩都不愿用生父的姓，而更愿意与抚养她们长大的母亲同姓。
接下来，我又仔细询问了姚恩的身世背景，杨乃瑾一一如实作答，虽然她所知并不详细，但与我所知的八九不离十。
可能是两人家庭背景相距甚为悬殊的缘故吧，姚恩并没有让杨乃瑾完全了解自己的生活，杨乃瑾只知道他父母双亡，与一个姐姐相依为命。姚恩出事的前一个礼拜，他已经拿到了一家大型央企的聘书，本来他们约好了一起庆祝，并把杨乃瑾介绍给姐姐认识，但一切都被那辆肇事的车辆所改变。
之后，悲痛不已的杨乃瑾深受打击，而护女心切的梅妤更是将她看得牢牢的，不仅不让她出席姚恩的葬礼，连姚恩唯一的亲人都没办法联络，所以时至今天她也没有见到过姚恩姐姐。
弄清了这些来龙去脉，我才知道自己与这个姚恩真的是颇有缘分，虽然我们从未谋面，但他的生父却是我的救命恩人，他的姐姐现在也是我的义姐，他曾经的恋人现在则是我的女朋友，而我们的容貌却有八九分相似，这一切实在是太奇妙了，这么多的巧合也只有上帝可以安排得来。
在我思考的时候，杨乃瑾也喝完了花生汤，她很安静的看着我的脸，过了半天才有些不解道：“高岩，你……你为什么要看这个呢？”
“没什么，我只是好奇，为什么那么多人说我跟他长得很像。”
我随口答道。
杨乃瑾并没有问我其他人是谁，她倒是用双手把住我的脸庞，歪着脑袋看了半天，眨巴了几下眼睛道：“额，其实看久了，你们还是有差别的。”
“哦，怎么说呢？”
我很认真的问道。
杨乃瑾好像也被勾起了好奇心，她跑回房间拿了一面镜子摆在桌子上，拉着我站到镜子前，拿着手机对着镜子中的我比划着。
"Look at yourself, your face is so fleshy."
Yang Naijin's words were not very clear, but I understood what she meant: indeed, when you put the two people together, you can clearly see the differences.
Contrary to her claim, I don't have a fleshy face; rather, I have more developed masseter muscles. In contrast, Yao En's face in the photo is quite thin, with a rectangular shape, while mine is a more standard square face—a trait clearly inherited from my father. Furthermore, my facial hair started growing excessively after puberty, and now it sprouts everywhere if I don't trim it daily. Yao En in the photo, on the other hand, doesn't have this feature; his face is much cleaner and more refined.
In some ways, Yao En looks more like me when I was a child. No wonder I always felt something was off. It turns out that every time I saw Yao En, I was reminded of the little stone in my childhood photos, and I never looked at myself in the mirror now.
Yang Naijin didn't think too much about it. She held my face and looked at it from left to right, as if she wanted to recognize me carefully. It seems that Yao En has really become a thing of the past in her heart.
"You, you don't even groom yourself properly anymore. You look fierce and ugly."
Yang Naijin looked at it for a long time, then pouted and said.
Instead, she criticized my appearance. Indeed, I've been deliberately growing a beard these days, which makes me look more mature and composed. This is also for the sake of getting along with Bai Liyuan and Mei Yu. After all, there is a big age difference between us, and women always care a lot about their image. If I look too youthful, it will put a lot of pressure on them.
"What are you two discussing? You're being so secretive."
Mei Yu's voice rang out from beside me, and Yang Naijin quickly released her hands from my face, saying shyly, "It's okay, I'm going back to my room to rest."
After saying that, she picked up the mirror and her phone and hurriedly ran back to her room.
Mei Yu watched her daughter's retreating figure with a helpless smile on her face. When she turned around, she gave me a meaningful look and said pointedly, "Gao Yan, you must treat Jin'er well and not bully her."
My heart skipped a beat, and I was about to say something to her when Bai Liyuan came out. I had no choice but to swallow back the words that were already on my lips. I watched the two women return to the master bedroom, chatting and laughing, leaving me alone in the once lively living room.
But I wasn't too disappointed, because that night I finally figured something out. This matter had been bothering me for a while, and the answer I got now made me breathe a sigh of relief, as if a huge weight had been lifted from my heart.
I was secretly relieved that things didn't turn out as I had initially thought.

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