"Addicted to SM 1V1" - Chapter 81: Mending the Fence After the Sheep Have Lost

Chen Yang took Yan Ying's clothes and placed them on the ground some distance away. "You can change into them yourself."
He backed away until he reached the bedside in the bedroom before turning his back to the bed.
No matter how far away they were, it didn't seem safe enough. Chen Yang wished he could hide outside the room, but he was also worried that Yan Ying might do something foolish in her emotional state.
Yan Ying suddenly let out a sharp, mournful cry and burst into tears.
"Get dressed, and I'll take you back to school," Chen Yang said, still looking away.
Yan Ying suddenly rushed over like a gust of wind, buried her head in Chen Yang's arms, and bit his arm.
Chen Yang's face turned pale from being bitten, but he didn't utter a sound. "If this makes you feel any better, you can hit me too."
The words had barely left her lips when Yan Ying released them, collapsed onto the bed beside her, and began to sob sorrowfully. "Chen Yang, don't think you can still pretend to be a gentleman!"
Chen Yang looked at her silently, "I'm not, so I'm not worthy."
His image, in retrospect, hardly qualifies him as a gentleman to Yan Ying's family; however, he can't care about that now, the only thing that grips his heart is how he appears in Liang Yun's eyes.
If his cat finds out about these shady things, how will he explain it? At that point, he won't be a gentleman anymore, he'll be a complete scoundrel!
Therefore, this matter must end here; his relationship with Yan Ying must end here; and his entanglement with Yan Qing should also seem to end here.
Chen Yang walked into the living room, giving Yan Ying enough time to calm down. She quietly sat down on the sofa next to her, holding an open bottle of mineral water in her hand. She seemed calm and composed, but the fingertips holding the water bottle were trembling slightly.
His mind seemed in turmoil for a moment, a jumble of memories surfacing all at once: his past with Yanqing, his past with Yanying, and most of all, his past with Liang Yun; then suddenly it became exceptionally empty and desolate, all the familiar faces vanished, leaving only one, eyes filled with confidence and curiosity, somewhat unruly yet also timid, meeting his gaze with a hidden smile, "Master!"
She said.
Chen Yang put down the bottled water in his hand, stood up, and said to Yan Ying, who had gradually stopped crying, "Yingying, let's go. I'll take you home, and then I'll leave too."
As they stepped out of the elevator, Yan Ying, in a daze, almost tripped and fell backward into Chen Yang's arms.
Seeing Chen Yang's body stiffen instantly, and he didn't even dare to raise his hand, Yan Ying smiled bitterly, straightened up, and gently wiped the corner of her eye with the back of her hand.
Chen Yang felt a pang of sadness: Yingying was someone he had watched grow up, and she was practically family to him. He still saw her as the little girl who would beam with joy over a cotton candy, but he hadn't expected her expectations of him to have crossed such a line. Had he really made a mistake? He shouldn't have gotten so close to her, ignoring the natural attraction between the sexes; he shouldn't have subconsciously sought Yan Qing's shadow in her, which was why he lingered so long, unwilling to let her out of his sight.
He himself gave Yan Ying an inappropriate misconception, so this time, it's happening again—
His mistake.
For years, Chen Yang had lived in the shadow of feeling unworthy of happiness. He thought all his efforts were for Yan Ying's happiness and to make amends to Yan Qing, but now it seemed that they might have backfired.
How can someone who doesn't allow themselves to be happy possibly bring happiness to others?
He thought that "spending his days alone in misery" was an act of atonement, a way to find inner peace; but in reality, it was nothing more than a cowardly act of fearing that his life with someone by his side would be disrupted again.
However, after meeting Liang Yun, she seemed to possess a magical power that, in a short period of time, turned Chen Yang's usual "calmness" upside down. The emotional fluctuations he thought he wouldn't experience became his norm again. One moment he was angry, the next he was joyful, and strangely enough, he didn't find it repulsive.
It was as if Liang Yun had forcefully pulled him out of the most hidden corner of his heart and made him stand outside the eaves again. Even knowing it was going to rain, he was no longer afraid because she made him certain that there would be sunshine after the rain.
Perhaps he should do the same for Yan Ying, abandoning the so-called protection and leaving the real world for her to explore on her own.
Chen Yang told himself firmly that after leaving this time, he would never come back to find Yan Ying.
This can be considered a case of better late than never.
She should start her own life, a life without his shadow, reading, performing, making friends, falling in love... belonging to her age, her own circle, not needing to become some predetermined image for others.
Chen Yang walked ahead and opened the glass door of the hotel for Yan Ying. After waiting for her to come over, they walked out side by side.
In the hall, behind a pot of lush green ivy, a person sat on a wooden armchair, staring intently at Chen Yang and Yan Ying.
On the glass coffee table opposite the sofa, there was a small, exquisite pastry box.
The transparent plastic box lid is bulging, clearly reflecting the plump macarons.
Rose red, apricot yellow, light green, light brown...
It's as pleasing to the eye as watercolor.
Liang Yun got up and walked towards the nearest trash can.
"Splash—" The beautiful, delicate dessert rolled into the filth mixed with cigarette butts and fruit peels.
It's dirty.
She glanced down at the time on her phone: 2 hours and 14 minutes.
They stayed up there together for 2 hours and 14 minutes.
There's an unsent message on the screen, and the cursor is still blinking at the end:
"Master! Guess where I am?"
The input interface remained on a row of smiley face emoticons.
Liang Yun pressed the back button, and the message was deleted word by word.

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