Beijing Story (Repost) Epilogue

Epilogue

Three years later, I moved to Canada and bought a house in West Vancouver. I remarried. I
didn't have Lan Yu's courage to face my homosexuality, and besides, the door to my heart had long been completely
closed. I couldn't love my young wife, but I did my best to be considerate and caring towards her.

I converted to Christianity. At my baptism, I doubted whether God could accept me, a
homosexual, as His lamb. Now I am His child, and I often pray to God:

Lord! Please hear the prayer of this sinful man. I once loved someone, and I caused him
so much pain, but he is dead, and I can never make amends. I beg you, merciful Lord, please accept
him into the Kingdom of Heaven. When he was on earth, he never harmed anyone; he was so kind and
upright. The only thing he did wrong was fall in love with someone he shouldn't have loved, and had a relationship that was considered absurd, shameless, and depraved in
the world , but that relationship was pure, innocent, and eternal
.

Father! I have one more request; please grant it. Wherever you send that boy
, when I leave this world, please let me be with him. If he is in heaven, let
us revel there, and then tell of our love on earth, and let me make up for what I owe him
; if he is in hell, please let me go there too, let me approach him, stand behind him,
hold against his back, and let us together endure the tortures and torments of hell,
without regret.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen!

The weather in Vancouver is wonderful. It's late autumn, but there's no trace of autumn's desolation. Most of the leaves
are still green, with only a few golden leaves scattered on the green lawn. I sit in my front
yard, listening to the laughter of my mother, wife, and young daughter behind me. Looking up, a ray of sunset appears on
the horizon, and in that chrysanthemum-red sunlight, I vaguely see Lan Yu slowly walking towards me. He
looks at me melancholically, then smiles softly, a smile so natural, serene, and radiant... .

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