I finally know what true frustration feels like (Absolutely original)

Xiao Di, 22 years old, lost his virginity at 10:30 PM on May 24, 2005, accompanied by a friend. The female owner promised excellent service, guaranteed comfort, and massage. After agreeing on the price, Xiao Di chose a woman with large breasts (thinking it would be great to touch), probably around 23 years old. He was led to a room on the first floor of a residential building. Inside, there were two dirty and messy beds. I sat on the edge of the bed, and the woman said she was going to wash up. For some reason, my previously tense mood was now strangely calm. After a while, the woman finished washing up and lay on the bed, telling me to undress. I had always thought touching breasts would be very enjoyable, but contrary to my expectations, I felt nothing. The breasts weren't very soft and were a bit saggy. Sigh, I touched her genitals too, still no feeling... It was so different from what I imagined. Turns out, a woman's body isn't even pleasant to touch. I couldn't get an erection after 10 minutes, so I went to the toilet and masturbated until I did, but I felt nothing... nothing at all. I panicked, sweating profusely, thinking how embarrassing it was. I couldn't stay in the toilet forever, so I had to leave. Back on the bed, I didn't know what to do, so I just kept bragging to the woman. Later, she got a little impatient. I thought, "I'm paying for this, and you're still so impatient? I haven't even had sex with you yet!" Finally, I gritted my teeth and left...
Afterwards, my friend asked me, "Your first time took so long?" I reluctantly told him what happened. He was also furious, saying, "That woman just lay there and let me have sex with her. I was going crazy! I yelled at her, but she said this was a residential area, and other people would hear. She just stared at the ceiling. I couldn't take it anymore! There was no massage or other services at all. I was scammed."
I finally mustered the courage and made up my mind to lose my virginity, but this is the result. The process of thinking about it day and night is indescribable. After reflecting on it at home, I came to the following conclusions:
1. I've watched too many pornographic films; reality is too different from porn.
2. Have I been masturbating too much these past few days?
3. The disappointment after touching that woman led to this result. Normally, I can get hard in 10 seconds.
4. This is something I'm extremely reluctant to reveal: my penis is relatively short when not erect, but when erect, it's 13.1cm long, 3.8cm in diameter, and 3.5cm in height. I don't know if this is normal... So, I'm too afraid to take it out when not erect. The woman said she could help me get hard if I took it out, but I just don't have the courage (please don't laugh at me).

Could any experts please help me solve this? Thank you so much.

[last edited by zhanfuquan on 2005-5-24 at 17:23]

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