My first time, I regretted it.

Want to know about my first time? There was no climax, no passion, everything was just so ordinary. I'm sharing it here today so everyone can know, and also to remind girls who treat sex like a game to cherish it.
It was a summer when I was 18. I went to visit her friend with an elementary school classmate. Her friends were all from Guangzhou, all business people. Since they were all from Guangzhou, they shared a very large apartment in a residential complex, one room per person. That's where I met him. You know, people from Guangzhou aren't considered good-looking (Guangzhou people, please don't be offended, this is just my opinion). I still can't explain why I accepted him and started dating him; maybe it was because I was too young then.
To get back to the point, that day I went to his place alone. Two of his friends were there too. After sitting in the living room for a while, he called me to his room. At first, I didn't know what he was going to do; I just thought he had something to say to me, so I went to his room without thinking. As soon as I entered, he quickly locked the door, picked me up, and carried me to the bed. I was terrified, but after a while, I wasn't afraid anymore because I knew what he was going to do to me. After I sat on the bed, he impatiently pulled down the zipper of my dress from behind, and the dress slipped down, leaving me only in my bra and panties. This was the first time I had ever dressed so scantily in front of a man, and I turned my face away shyly. He gently unhooked my bra, and my breasts were exposed to his eyes. Strange, isn't it? He didn't kiss me then, only caressed me, caressing my 34B breasts, making my whole body tingle and start to move. He probably thought I was aroused, so he took off my panties and admired my naked body. At the time, I naively thought that as long as my sacred place was protected from being violated, everything else was acceptable. But this time I was wrong. I saw that he didn't kiss me, and his caresses weren't as much as I had hoped. I was disappointed. We just sat on the edge of the bed, letting him admire me. I thought he wouldn't do anything to me. Not long after, he quickly took off his clothes and stood naked in front of me. Seeing a man's big, thick penis for the first time, I really didn't know what to do. Should I touch it? No, I absolutely mustn't touch him. Just as I was considering this, he forcefully pushed me down onto the bed. Because there wasn't much passion, I was completely conscious at that moment. After a brief kiss, he slowly began to pull my tightly closed legs apart. I knew what he was going to do, so I started to struggle violently, trying to avoid his next attack. He was so strong; I couldn't move, and all I felt was despair. Today, I couldn't escape. His glans slowly entered my vagina, little by little. I knew my insignificant struggles were useless, but I still tried. But after a while, I felt something being torn apart inside my vagina. I realized that my innocence had been taken by him. He left my body weakly and collapsed beside me. I immediately put on my clothes and ran to the bathroom, filled with endless regret and endless anguish. I cried. When I saw that small spot of crimson, I was stunned: Cry? What's there to cry about? I brought this on myself.
This was my first time. Pretty absurd, right? No orgasm, no passion, only regret. I want to remind all the girls who are still virgins that sex is not something to be taken lightly. Think carefully before you take that first step, and consider whether you will regret it later. Take care!

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