Recalling my feelings and sex with my ex-girlfriend

This is all written from my past memories. Perhaps some dates or events aren't entirely accurate, but I've tried my best to recreate the true scenes.

I met my girlfriend when I was in the second year of junior high school. We dated for several years, but our relationship was always completely innocent; at most, we'd kiss and hold hands. We were

so naive back then. I remember during the May Day holiday in our second year of junior high, we went out to play, but we couldn't get home that night, and we didn't have much money.
So, we sat on the roadside all night, and that's when we spontaneously kissed. At the time, we didn't understand anything; we just knew it was our first kiss, and our hearts raced—a feeling we've never experienced again.
Nothing else happened; we just sat there on the roadside all night. We didn't go home until the next day.

After we got back, somehow other classmates found out about us, and they told the teacher. Back then, dating in school could lead to expulsion.
So, I had to cut ties with her and keep my distance. And just like that, my beautiful first love withered before it even had a chance to blossom.

After we finished our middle school entrance exams, I got into the best high school in the area, while she went to a second-rate junior high.
Even after starting high school, out of guilt towards her, she hadn't let go of me. So, somehow, we started corresponding by letter.
However, our relationship was limited to letters.

To my shame, during the years we were apart, she later told me that she and her dorm mates lost their virginity using sausages.
Later, she got together with other guys, had sex countless times, and explored all sorts of sexual positions.

High school was also quite demanding, and for those few years we remained just friends.
Then high school ended, and I was about to go to university.

Perhaps it was fate, but during my first winter break, we bumped into each other at an internet cafe, and she was sitting right next to me.
So, I accompanied her for a walk and walked her home. We talked a lot on the way.
Somehow, in the woods by the river, we started talking about girls' breasts.
She said her breasts were small, and I asked how small. She said, "Why don't you touch them?" And that's how I touched a girl's breast for the first time in my life.
At that moment, I was so stupid I didn't even think to pull out a gun and go for it. I just took her home like that.
But when we parted, we agreed to walk to school together. Actually, it was because I had to transfer in the city where she was going to university.

Soon, the agreed time arrived.
We took the train
together to the city where she was going to university, two days before school started. That day, I booked a hotel room for the first time. After checking in, we sat on the bed and turned on the TV.
We both knew we had those impulsive thoughts.
So, driven by a romantic scene on TV, we hugged and started kissing.
Having never touched a girl's body before, I didn't know what to do with my hands.
Later, I mustered up my courage and touched her breasts.
I don't know how it started, but we were both very excited. Finally, the moment I had been waiting for arrived.
We took off our clothes, and we sat facing each other, hugging. I kept trying to insert my penis, but I couldn't find the entrance.
With her help, I successfully inserted it. The moment it went in, my head was pounding with blood, and my heart was pounding wildly. I
had never felt anything like it before!
I thrust in and out a lot, but I ejaculated quickly, in less than a minute. It was probably because it was my first time having sex.
A little while later, my penis got hard again, and we hugged each other. I thrust wildly, this time for a long time.
I felt a lot of fluid flowing down our bodies. I remember it so clearly because I even asked her why there was so much fluid.
This time it lasted about half an hour before I finally ejaculated again. This sitting, hugging, thrusting position is actually quite tiring. But at that time, I was in really good shape and didn't feel very tired.
Later, she taught me many positions, including oral sex and 69, which I had never heard of before. In a way, she was my sex education teacher.
And so, she took my virginity. That night, we did it four or five times, I don't remember.
There was also an incident afterward; she was worried about pregnancy because it wasn't her safe period, so I ran downstairs to the pharmacy to buy emergency contraception, called Yuting.
When the doctor asked me what kind of medicine I wanted, I hesitated and didn't say anything for a long time. Later, I reluctantly told her it was birth control pills. I still vividly remember the doctor's disdainful look.

From the moment we first slept together, our feelings for each other intensified rapidly. We talked on the phone and texted constantly.
Later, during the May Day holiday of my second semester of freshman year, she came to visit me from another province.
I booked a hotel near the school for a few days.
I introduced her to my roommates and fellow villagers.
We even went hiking together in the mountains near the school.
I remember walking along the road, we were at the very back, I was holding her breast with one hand while chatting with her.
You can imagine the excitement.
The first night, we had all sorts of sex in the hotel, going all out.

Soon, the holiday was coming to an end, and we spent our last night in an internet cafe.
We found a private room, and in the middle of the night, we couldn't resist and had sex on the sofa in the room.
Looking back now, I realize how bold we were, there was no way we could have been secretly filmed.
The next day, I sent her back to her city.

In between, we had some disagreements, after all, it was a long-distance relationship, we argued several times, and then we broke up.
She left a message on my QQ space, talking about us and apologizing.
But I don't know why, I still didn't get back together with her.

During my junior year summer vacation, we somehow got in touch and met up.
Actually, I already had a new girlfriend by then.
But she was my first love, and I was driven by lust. I asked her to go to a hotel across from my old high school.
But at that time, all I thought about was sex. When I got to the hotel, I remember asking her to shower with me. She obviously knew I wanted to have sex.
She suggested we go for a walk and get something to eat.
So we went out and got something. When we came back, I eagerly penetrated her from behind, and she half-heartedly gave in.
This time I ejaculated quickly, without even any foreplay.
We didn't stay at the hotel that night, but we paid the bill. At that time, all I thought about was sex, and I was worried about my family finding out about me. I didn't have a good excuse for not going home that night, so we both went home.

I never imagined that this would be the last time I had sex with her, and the last time I would see her.
She just left my life completely like that.
I later learned that she had worked abroad and then in the finance industry in a first-tier city in China.
Later, she got married and had children. It's better

to let bygones be bygones than to dwell on the past.

After all, she was my first love, and I don't want to just forget her like that.
Let's just consider it the purest memory buried deep in our hearts.

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