[Urban] A Nobody's Romantic Encounter (Complete) - 19-21

Chapter 51 A Soul-Stirring Relief

"I can do it myself, you go about your business,"

I said to Xue Xinxin.

"How can you manage by yourself? Let me help you,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"It's okay, I can manage!"

I laughed.

Xue Xinxin stared blankly for a while. She glanced at my two hands and said, "Try it, let's see how you do it?"

I lifted the hand with the IV drip. Looking at it, not only was it inconvenient to move with the tube in it, but the four fingers were also wrapped up like four bananas. Even if I could pull down the elastic-waisted pants I was wearing and take out my penis, those fingers were thicker than my penis. It looked like my penis would be instantly buried. Not to mention the other hand, hanging around my neck, it was difficult to even move.

Xue Xinxin laughed, "Let me help you. Don't worry about me seeing; it's not the first time!"

Without another word, Xue Xinxin helped me up while pulling down my pants. A soft, muscular penis was revealed amidst a tuft of dark hair. Xue Xinxin's slender fingers pulled the tube-like penis out of the pubic hair, held it up to the toilet, and said, "Pee!"

Xue Xinxin leaned against me, supporting me while resting her head on my shoulder, her eyelids lowered, staring intently at my manhood. The posture was ambiguous and erotic, and the faint fragrance emanating from her body almost aroused me. A mixture of lust and the urge to urinate washed over me, my heart pounding, accompanied by a stifling discomfort.

I was somewhat amused and exasperated. This only happened when my mother helped me pee when I was very young. Now, with a beautiful woman holding my penis and staring at it so intently, a strange feeling washed over me, and I felt a surge of excitement.

"Why can't you pee?"

Xue Xinxin laughed. "Do you want me to pee and tease it a bit, hehe..."

Uh, when did the usually aloof Xue Xinxin start joking?

"You...you...looking at me like that...I can't pee,"

I gasped, sweat beading on my forehead.

"Then I won't look anymore, I'll turn my head away, you pee."

Xue Xinxin turned her head, and just then saw a mirror on the wall next to her. The bathroom scene was clearly visible in the mirror, and Xue Xinxin's face flushed slightly. This girl can be shy too?

Since things had already come to this, I had no choice but to reluctantly prepare to urinate. Suddenly, a long stream of urine gushed out, the force of which caused my penis to sway to one side, and a stream of urine shot onto the floor. The splash landed on Xue Xinxin's black high heels, and a few drops also stained the instep of her black stockings. My bouncy penis even peed on Xue Xinxin's hand, yellow urine trickling between her fingers.

"Ouch! Look at you peeing! You didn't even warn me! Look, you peed on my hand!"

Seeing the situation was getting out of hand, Xue Xinxin turned around, looked at my penis, and exclaimed.

"I...I didn't mean to, it's my fault, I...I should have reminded you."

I tried to stop myself from urinating, but the urge to urinate was irresistible. In my panic, the stream of urine, of varying lengths, swung wildly, eventually landing on Xue Xinxin's stockings, leaving several streaks. A few drops of urine were trickling down the toes of her high heels.

"Hey, you really peed on my feet? And you wouldn't let me see! Look at you, you've peed everywhere, your feet are all wet,"

Xue Xinxin said, frowning. She took a small step back, gripped her penis firmly, adjusted her aim, and aimed the stream of urine precisely into the porcelain dish, making a splashing sound.

"I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to,"

I said apologetically, glancing at Xue Xinxin.

Xue Xinxin glared at me, annoyed. "You, what are you embarrassed about? Your thing is bigger than average, not small at all. Are you afraid your girlfriend will see it? It's big and strong, don't be so self-conscious. It feels quite heavy in your hand. How about it? Feeling better after I praised you a bit?"

Damn, this beautiful woman with all her flaws, your praise is more seductive than any lewd moan. I felt my bones go weak and almost lost my balance.

The rustling sounds continued for a while, and soon I finished urinating. Xue Xinxin even knew to pinch my penis and shake it a couple of times to let the last few drops of urine fall off. Damn, has Xue Xinxin been peeping at men urinating?

Xue Xinxin reached out and pulled out a roll of toilet paper, wiped her hand, then pulled out another piece and gently wiped the fluid off my glans. Her movements were gentle, her skin soft and warm, her expression attentive. I couldn't resist Xue Xinxin's stimulation—her constant looking, trembling, and rubbing. My penis instantly reacted, swelling in her small hand, growing larger and larger until I couldn't control it.

Xue Xinxin sensed the change in my hand. She paused, glanced at my erect penis, and said, "This...this...you naughty thing, how did it get so big in just a few moments? My hand can't even hold it."

Xue Xinxin tried to help me pull my penis back into my pants, but the erection wouldn't go down. The tent under my pants was incredibly high. I looked at Xue Xinxin awkwardly, feeling extremely ashamed. Xue Xinxin had to pull down my pants again to try and push it down before pulling it back up, but it would spring back up and jiggle. Xue Xinxin tried to soothe it with her gloved hand, but the more she tried, the more erect it became. The foreskin even rolled back up on its own, revealing the fully erect glans.

Xue Xinxin glanced at my unruly penis, then at me, her beautiful eyes filled with reproach, implying that I had done it on purpose.

"I...I didn't mean to!"

I protested, sweat still beading on my forehead.

"You did it on purpose!"

Xue Xinxin spat, a blush rising on her face, a hint of shyness in her expression. "Alright, I'm willing to help you take care of it with my hand, otherwise you'll feel uncomfortable too."

Hearing this, I almost lost control and ejaculated. This aloof, icy beauty was actually going to help me masturbate? Was I dreaming?

"No...no...it'll be fine in a bit,"

I gasped.

But my penis was still held in Xue Xinxin's hand, her smooth, slender fingers gently caressing it. The erection persisted, even twitching stubbornly in her hand, the foreskin already rolled back to the lower edge of the coronal ridge.

"Oh, it's still jumping? So powerful! Hard and big! You two-faced bastard, stop pretending,"

Xue Xinxin said.

Before I could say anything, she was already rubbing my penis in circles, a wave of pleasure washing over me, the pleasurable stimulation making me moan instantly. In Xue Xinxin's delicate hands, my penis swelled up again, thicker and larger, so much so that her fingers couldn't even form a full circle around it, leaving a considerable gap between her index finger and thumb.

"Your thing is really big, it must have been trained by many women to get this big,"

Xue Xinxin said without any embarrassment.

Ah… I cried out, ugh, this woman, what kind of talk is that, crazy!

As Xue Xinxin stroked my penis, her face close to mine, she glanced at me and said, "What's there to be embarrassed about? Use it or lose it, that's an evolutionary theory. The more you use something, the bigger it gets. Am I wrong?"

I had no idea how to respond, so I simply ignored her and watched as my penis was manipulated in her small hands. My penis became even longer when erect, and each stroke took a while. "So long!"

Xue Xinxin exclaimed.

Ugh, this perverted beauty, can't you just say less?

Every time her little hand twists to the glans, it gently cups the entire glans, rubbing the urethral opening with her warm palm. The swollen glans rubs back and forth in her plump, tender palm, hot and soft; sometimes her fingers lightly circle and scratch it, making the glans feel tingly and numb, truly driving me to ecstasy, sending waves of pleasure through me.

As Xue Xinxin continues to stroke me, my heart pounds wildly, and my face grows hotter and hotter. But, with such a beautiful woman helping me masturbate, I'm the one who gets the pleasure, but the woman is the one who gets tired. I feel bad making her suffer for so long while I enjoy myself. I try my best to thrust my penis, only thinking about ejaculating quickly and ending this extremely erotic play.

However, this penis, seemingly after several days of rest, stubbornly remained erect. The urge to ejaculate was intense, but no matter what she did, she couldn't reach the final climax. Xue Xinxin's hand, which was stroking it, was getting tired, and beads of sweat appeared on her forehead. She moved to the other side to support me and continued stroking with her other hand.

"Your thing is really durable. My hand is tired and it still won't ejaculate,"

Xue Xinxin said. "How about we wash it, and I'll use my mouth to help you? I've never done this for anyone before, how about it?"

"Uh...no, no, this is fine...almost there...almost there,"

I said, panting heavily. I kept building up the feeling of ejaculation, but my penis was painfully erect, and I still wouldn't ejaculate. Damn, did this guy see a gorgeous woman helping him masturbate today and just take advantage of it to enjoy himself to the fullest?

"You, you're still embarrassed even in this state!"

Xue Xinxin looked at me with a smile, continuing to manipulate me, and said, "Are you tired of standing? Want it to be quick?"

I nodded.

"Okay, hold onto the wall, lean against the wall, stand firm, I have a way, I don't even need to use my mouth, I'll definitely get it to you quickly."

A sly glint flashed in Xue Xinxin's eyes, and I couldn't help but think that look was somewhat lewd.

I saw Xue Xinxin stand in front of me, bend down, lift the hem of her white coat, revealing the hem of a black tube skirt underneath. She lifted the skirt up, grabbed it with her hand, revealing two round, perky buttocks encased in black stockings. She was wearing a pair of extremely thin black pantyhose, which had a faint sheen, a soft and moist luster, very alluring. A pair of white lace-trimmed panties were tightly pressed between stockings, making her full mound bulge upwards. A few strands of dark hair clung to the sides of the panties, peeking out from the gaps in the stockings and swaying slightly in the air. Xue Xinxin's alluring lower body was suddenly exposed before my eyes, and a surge of hot blood rushed to my nose, threatening to spurt out.

Uh, this... this... has this frigid beauty recovered and no longer minds being penetrated by a man? The sun has risen in the west, it must be the sun rising in the west! I mustered my spirits, prepared to penetrate, and thought to myself, "Little brother, you have to hold on, you have to make this beauty scream with pleasure."

I saw Xue Xinxin reach down to her genitals, her fingers pinching and pulling out a large section of thin black stockings from her crotch. With a forceful rip, she tore a large hole in the crotch of the stockings. The torn stockings instantly stretched up to her buttocks, revealing her small, silver-patterned panties clearly in my view. My eyes widened, and my penis, as if on command, instantly swelled from a 90-degree angle to a 180-degree angle. The excessive swelling caused a strong tearing sensation at the urethral opening, a burning pain.

I thrust my penis, the glans touching the white panties, and gently rubbed it. At this moment, Xue Xinxin screamed, "Stop, stop, stop, Zhao Bo, not there... not there, not there!"

Startled by Xue Xinxin's scream, I stopped rubbing my penis. "What's wrong?"

"I...I'm not ready yet. You can't do that there. You...you misunderstood me."

Xue Xinxin grabbed my penis and stroked it a few times, saying, "Don't you like stockings? What I mean is...you should put that thing inside the stockings and rub it a few times. It should feel good, right? Maybe it'll come faster."

Xue Xinxin guided my penis, rubbing it against one of her buttocks. She pulled up a piece of the tight stocking to cover my penis. A silky touch came from the glans, and all the pores on my body opened up instantly. The silky pleasure overwhelmed me. I held my breath, suppressing my excitement, and slowly thrust my penis in and out between her buttocks. Ah, my limbs felt like they were soaking in a pile of smooth stockings. I was so happy that I wanted to scream. That feeling of being completely refreshed and silky was truly intoxicating.

"Feels good, right? How's my method?"

Xue Xinxin turned her head and glanced at me. In her eyes, my face was filled with an intoxicated bliss. I hummed in response, busy enjoying the pleasure of her plump, firm buttocks and the smooth feel of her stockings. I didn't want to experience anything else.

Xue Xinxin saw the intoxicated look on my face and actually laughed. That laugh clearly carried a hint of smug satisfaction at her successful scheme. She even raised her hand to check her watch, as if waiting for something, or perhaps someone. I was so immersed in the bliss that I had no mind to guess what Xue Xinxin was thinking.

I kept rubbing my penis against Xue Xinxin's plump buttocks, watching my engorged penis penetrate her plump, white buttocks so deeply that it bounced back. When the head of my penis went in, it would lift the thin layer of stockings, and when I pulled it back, the stockings would lie flat against her buttocks. The feeling was so good that I couldn't feel better. The lust in my heart was beyond words.

At this moment, Xue Xinxin straightened up, and my penis, still encased in her stockings, slowly slid down to the outside of her thigh as she stood up. She lifted her skirt and leaned into my arms, her whole body like soft, warm jade, exuding a captivating aura. My face approached her neck, my breath hot on her smooth, glossy skin. I could feel the rapid flow of blood in her carotid artery, and her intoxicating fragrance filled my nostrils, every lung expanding, not missing a single delicate scent. My penis continued to thrust, the tender, smooth skin of her thighs making it even more erect, the stockings clinging tightly to it with incredible elasticity. Wow, this felt amazing! I never imagined this would be even more pleasurable than vaginal sex.

Xue Xinxin smiled faintly. She gathered her skirt, grabbed it with one hand, and used the other to grasp my penis, which was inserted into her stocking. She slowly began to stroke it. The stocking pressed against my penis, intensifying the feeling of tightness. I could even feel the elastic fabric of the stocking, its dense, delicate mesh as smooth as spring rain. The stimulation intensified.

I thrust my penis in and out, enjoying wave after wave of unparalleled pleasure. No matter how hard I tried to control myself, soon some clear fluid oozed from my urethra; I had ejaculated.

Xue Xinxin's soft little hands kept stroking and manipulating the stockings. The warmth of her hands further stimulated the penis, which was wrapped in a black stocking-shaped cylinder. The glans, round and bulging, moved back and forth as if wearing a black stocking cover. The thin black stockings clinging to the urethral opening were wrinkled in the fabric, and you could feel the smooth and delicate texture of every thread of the stockings. They kept telling a breathtaking story of silky passion. Every inch of the silky passion rose up, and the beautiful stockings deeply washed over your nerves and your soul, constantly penetrating your body and absorbing into every drop of your surging blood.

Boiling, boiling, and boiling again, I could no longer bear the endless, overwhelming tide of soft silk. I thrust in and out, panting as I thrust, thrusting within the black silk that held me captive. I felt myself floating, as if a black silk veil was rushing towards me. My breath caught in my throat, and a violent throbbing gripped my heart. My enraged penis roared like a beast unleashed from its cage, gushing out hot semen that mingled with the soft silk. The only thing in the world was the fluttering stockings. In a state of blissful oblivion, I reached an extreme climax, all my senses dissolved into the silk, dying within the silk.

My penis was still encased in the stockings, held tightly in Xue Xinxin's hand. A gush of hot, white semen seeped through the thin black stockings, flowing down her soft, dark thighs. Xue Xinxin was still manipulating the penis inside the stockings, pressed tightly against me. The penis in her hand continued to throb on its own. I felt the softness of the stockings, the warmth of her small hand, and the erection of my penis. I was still savoring the lingering afterglow of my orgasm within the stockings, reaching ecstasy several times.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps that circled around the outer room several times. Then, the bathroom door was flung open, and I saw Xu Youlan's stunningly beautiful face, her expression one of utter shock. She had seen the intimate position between Xue Xinxin and me, and the extremely lewd penis inserted into the stockings, its glans wrapped in black stockings, white semen flowing freely.

Xue Xinxin seemed to know Xu Youlan was coming, pressing even closer to me, gripping my penis even tighter. A few more drops of semen were squeezed from the glans; the white semen that had flowed earlier had already run past my knees, down my calves, gathering at my ankles. A few drops of semen spilled out behind my slender metal heels, a scene of utter depravity. And yet, Xu Youlan happened to witness it all, caught in the act, a sudden and intense confrontation.

"...You...you all..."

Xu Youlan couldn't speak. "...Shameless!"

she roared in fury, grabbing several bottles of shampoo and shower gel from the sink and hurling them at Xue Xinxin and me, only to have them all deflected by Xue Xinxin. With a loud

"whoosh,"

Xu Youlan slammed the door shut and stormed out, the rapid footsteps of her high heels fading into the distance, followed by another loud slam of the door, the entire room reverberating.

"...Youlan! Youlan!"

I shouted twice, trying to chase after her, but my limbs wouldn't obey me. In my panic, I almost fell. The IV stand slammed to the ground, and the IV needle pierced my flesh, causing a sharp pain.

"What's the panic? She'll come back, don't worry."

Xue Xinxin helped me up, pulled me into her arms, and looked at me with her bright eyes. She said, "You like her too, don't you?"

"I...I..."

For a moment, I was speechless.

Chapter 52 Having Both on My Left and Right Isn't Simple

Xue Xinxin didn't ask any more questions. She helped me remove the IV needle, not caring that Xu Youlan had seen me. She helped me back to bed, covered me with the blanket, applied a hot towel to my stinging hand, and reconnected the IV line. She said, "Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat."

I said, "No need, I'm not hungry right now! Here's my phone, I want to make a few calls."

"Your phone's dead, use mine. Your hand isn't working well, just tell me the number, and I'll dial it for you,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"Xinxin, when will my injuries heal?"

I asked.

"Your foot injury will probably take about a month, your head injury should heal within two or three weeks, but your arm injury will take at least two months. I'll think of other ways to see if I can help you recover faster,"

Xue Xinxin said.

I gave her Sun Qian's number. The call connected, and Xue Xinxin held the phone to my ear.

"Sun Qian, it's me...it's Zhao Bo,"

I said.

"Brother Zhao Bo, you...you're awake! Are you...alright?"

Sun Qian's voice trembled with excitement on the other end of the line.

"I'm fine, I'm okay. You...are you alright?"

I asked, my heart heavy.

"I'm fine, I'll come see you right away..."

Sun Qian said, suppressing her excitement.

"No need, you should focus on your studies at school. Come over when you have time,"

I said.

"...School's almost out for break, I'm free right now, wait for me, I'll be right there,"

Sun Qian said.

"Sigh...sigh...you should rest first, then come over..."

Before I could finish, Sun Qian hung up.

I made a few more calls. One was to my parents. I didn't dare tell them I'd been beaten, I just told them I had to go on a business trip and wouldn't be back for a month. My mom nagged me a bit on the phone, telling me to pack more clothes, to bring all the things I needed for my trip, and to come back soon. She said it was almost Chinese New Year, and I was still on a business trip, and she also scolded my company's boss for being so corrupt and inhumane. I haven't been home much in a long time. Even though it was just a few casual words, they warmed my heart, and tears welled up in my eyes. I really wanted to go back to my mother's side and feel her warmth. People always understand the value of their parents more when they're down on their luck.

I wanted to call Fang Jing to ask for leave, but she was probably still out of town. I called the head of the HR department at my company, a woman in her forties, and told her I had some family matters to attend to and wouldn't be able to return to work for a month. Because it was personal leave, and after the fact, she snapped at me, telling me that my three days of absence would be considered absenteeism, and that my leave was too long for her to approve; Fang Jing had to come back and approve it. Furthermore, if I didn't work this month, I wouldn't receive any salary, only a basic living allowance of 500 yuan. If I didn't return next month, my employment contract would be terminated according to company policy. I hung up before she finished speaking, and my mood soured.

Seeing that I was in a bad mood, Xue Xinxin comforted me, saying, "Zhao Bo, it's okay if you don't go to work at that company. Once you're better, I'll introduce you to another job. You can choose whatever job you want, and I'll help you."

Her tone was light, and she had a smile on her face. I knew she wanted to cheer me up.

I smiled at her and teased her, "If I don't want to go to work, will you keep me at your house?"

Xue Xinxin was a little stunned, then lowered her head, looking at her toes, and after a long while, she said, "Okay, I... no man has ever been to my house, and it's not very clean. If you want to go, you'll need to buy some men's things. But I don't know how to buy them, so you'll have to teach me."

After saying that, her face turned red.

Uh, how did Xue Xinxin take a joke so seriously and start considering it?

This girl sometimes acts unusually calm and strong, sometimes like an innocent girl, sometimes unusually clever and cunning, sometimes like a block of ice observing everything coldly, and she has a lot of flaws, showing a great curiosity about sex. "Sigh, this woman is really complicated, like mist, rain, and wind," I sighed.

Afraid Xue Xinxin would overthink it, I quickly replied, "Let's talk about it after you're healed."

Just then, Xue Xinxin's phone rang. She picked it up, glanced at it, and handed it to me. "I rarely get calls, it must be you."

I took it; it was the home phone. I answered, and my mother's voice came through: "Zhao Bo, I forgot to tell you, a girl came to our house. She's quite pretty, isn't she? Is she your girlfriend?"

"Who is she? What girlfriend?"

I was confused. "Is she still there? Let her answer the phone."

"She's still there. Your dad is entertaining her. She said she came to visit us, to bring some tonics, and to tell us to take care of ourselves. She's quite generous and polite, and very good at talking. I'll let her answer the phone now,"

my mother said.

A woman's voice came from the other end of the line: "Zhao Bo, it's me, Jin Yanxi."

"Jin Yanxi?"

I was a little surprised. How did this woman end up in my house? "Why did you come to my house?"

"This... I'll tell you later. It's not convenient now."

Jin Yanxi's words were somewhat evasive, then she asked with concern, "How are you feeling? Were you badly beaten? Are you feeling any better?"

"I'm fine. How did you know I was beaten?"

I was a little puzzled.

"I'll come see you this afternoon or tomorrow, don't worry. Let's talk when we meet."

Jin Yanxi hung up the phone.

"What's wrong? I heard you mention Jin Yanxi."

Xue Xinxin noticed my unusual mood and asked.

"Nothing? She... she needs to talk to me about something."

I said. I was a little suspicious about Jin Yanxi appearing in my house, but since she said she would come over, I figured I could ask her then, so I didn't bother thinking about it anymore and didn't tell Xue Xinxin.

Xue Xinxin fed me a few sips of water. I had a lot on my mind and wanted to be alone, so I told Xue Xinxin I was a little hungry. She hummed in agreement and left.

I was alone in the ward; it was very quiet. I stared at the ceiling, the events of the past few days flooding my mind, my emotions suddenly becoming incredibly complex.

I didn't know whether I should feel anger, depression, joy, sadness, boredom, emptiness, fear, shame, or determination… or simply blank out and think of nothing. A torrent of emotions churned within me, a jumbled mess of feelings, leaving me disoriented and suddenly feeling as if life were a dream. Indeed, life is like a dream. The events of just a few days seemed to have happened more to me than in the decades I'd lived before. It was as if my entire life had been turned upside down overnight. What I wanted and didn't want, good and bad, whether I liked it or not, were all shoved into my hands. To discard or to grasp, I had no opinion, no choice, and couldn't find a good way to take advantage.

I couldn't think of a good way to take advantage, but it seemed like I was capable of the low-down act of muddying the waters, though it wasn't my forte. The first thing that came to mind when I started thinking about muddying the waters was Xu Youlan's angry departure, proving the selfishness and short-sightedness of people, who are always more easily swayed by what's immediately in front of them. A beautiful woman's unusual anger at your scandalous affairs likely stems from two reasons: either she has an exceptionally strong sense of justice and morality, or she cares deeply about you. Regarding Xu Youlan, I believe the second possibility more. This makes me believe that what happened in the car in the rain was unforgettable for her, just as it was for me. If she finds it as unforgettable as I do, I'm confident I can win her over. And just now, Xue Xinxin's behavior towards me, regardless of her motives, showed that she cares about me, giving me an opportunity. Not to mention her admirable quality of offering women to her boyfriend

. Okay, I admit I'm selfish, shameless, and incorrigible; I want both. From a naive boy to a passionate young man, I always confidently believed my feelings would remain unchanged, and that others should be just as devoted, faithful, and eternally faithful. However, reality slapped me hard, leaving me dizzy and deafened, giving me a profound and unforgettable lesson. This also caused me to lose the foolish virtue of "of the three thousand rivers, I only drink from one," a virtue that has been passed down for centuries. I gradually became a lecherous man who drools over every beautiful woman I see, making me believe that having women on both sides is more likely to become a legendary tale, and more in line with a man's nature.

My heart has always wanted to reserve for one woman. Some came and went, some came at the wrong time, some were too dazzling to refuse, some lingered outside the door, and some were the ones I was waiting for but were pushed away. Since the idea of spending my life with one woman has become a luxury, impossible to realize—I mean emotionally, not physically—and it seems unrealistic to accept them all, the best trick is to close my eyes and grope around, grabbing one after another, as many as I can. In the end, some will stay, and some will leave. The worst outcome is that there will be no one left, but for me, that's just like having nothing now, nothing serious.

After thinking it over, I realize that what I've thought of above is just my delusion, boundless, and misguided. In fact, it's all nothing, all empty. Sun Qian is truly my fault. The bloodshed caused by a few punches and kicks is far more heartbreaking than anything caused by a steamed bun. Her innocent, empty eyes keep flashing in my mind. I will never refuse to give her what she wants again. I must take responsibility for my mistakes, and I must relieve her pain, even if it ties me to my entire life, I will do it without hesitation or regret. I never believed that fighting between people is endlessly enjoyable; it's incredibly painful. But fighting is a contest of comprehensive strength, requiring the mobilization of all resources for maneuvering, relentlessly pursuing her by any means necessary. There is no other way. Since I have nothing, no resources, only a bunch of women whose ultimate ownership is uncertain, then let me fight while stepping on their noble backsides. This is the only thing I can do now, so let me do it shamelessly! Shamelessness is always more proactive than cowardice and escape. Even if it brings sorrow and desolation, so what?

Making a decision doesn't bring relief; I'm still incredibly troubled, tangled in endless thoughts, pondering without end. Just as I was wallowing in delusion, sorrow, and resentment, the door opened, and the person who entered left me speechless.

Xu Youlan, the same Xu Youlan who had just stormed out, her face as cold as frost, was easily softened by a faint, almost imperceptible smile at the corner of her lips, leaving me bewildered. She wore long black leather gloves, carrying a stainless steel lunchbox in one hand and a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket in the other. Seven-inch black boots revealed a glimpse of dark lace stockings, and beneath her open coat was a pale yellow dress, its hem fluttering. Her exquisitely permed and dyed long hair flowed alluringly, making her beautiful face even more captivating.

"Zhao Bo, are you alright? I've come to see you!"

Xu Youlan's tone was gentle, her expression normal.

What... what... what's wrong with this girl? I stared blankly as she approached my bedside with a half-smile. With a thud, she slammed the lunchbox she was carrying onto the bedside table. My heart skipped a beat. Then, with another thud, she placed a flower and fruit basket on top. My heart skipped another beat. Suddenly, Xu Youlan tossed a bouquet of flowers from a vase on the bedside table to the floor, replacing it with the ones she had just brought. Stepping on the flowers, she pulled over a stool and sat down in front of my bed.

"Are you hungry? I made you some chicken soup. Shall I feed you?"

Xu Youlan's beautiful eyes were alluring, her gaze captivating, making my heart flutter. But then, a thought struck me, and a wave of horror washed over me. I'd be a fool to agree!

"I...I'm not hungry..."

I shook my head like a rattle-drum, saying, "Wait...wait a bit, Xin Xin will bring it over."

"Oh...how can you eat hospital food? I made this chicken soup with dozens of precious medicinal herbs! Besides, you did so much exercise this morning, you should eat something, right? Don't you give me any face at all? I've never fed a man before!"

Xu Youlan opened the lunchbox, and the aroma of chicken soup wafted out, making my appetite soar. My stomach rumbled, and I was indeed really hungry.

I forced myself to say, "...I'm not hungry, I can't eat...no need to trouble you."

"Then what will you do? I can't watch my first man get hurt, exhausted, and hungry! I can't be so heartless, can I? Let me experience what it's like to serve someone. Besides, last time I sprained my ankle, you carried me back, took me to the hospital, and even came to my house to see me. I haven't properly thanked you yet, so give me a chance to thank you properly."

Xu Youlan said, scooping a small bowl of soup from the lunchbox, then using a spoon to ladle a spoonful of steaming hot soup to my lips.

"Drink it, my man."

Xu Youlan's voice was as gentle as water; normally, it would have melted my bones, but now…

Xu Youlan's spoon was already touching my lips; the heat was scalding. I turned my mouth away in refusal. Just as I did, in a split second, Xu Youlan's hand trembled, and the soup spilled out. The scalding chicken soup splashed onto my neck, and I let out a bloodcurdling scream. The burns nearly made me jump out of bed; it felt like my skin was about to be cooked.

Xu Youlan did it on purpose! She did it on purpose! She came for revenge!

"You...you..."

I almost couldn't speak. Looking at Xu Youlan's innocent face, she wiped the chicken soup off my neck with a tissue. Finally, I endured the pain and said, "Could you...be more careful?"

Xu Youlan seemed oblivious to my screams of pain from the scalded soup. She stirred the soup with a spoon, making it steam even more, and continued to look at me gently. "I'm sorry, Zhao Bo, I just came in from outside. My hands were a little frozen, and I lost my grip. My hand trembled, and I made you suffer. I'll be more careful."

"No...no need, I still won't drink it...it's too much trouble for you...I appreciate your...your kindness, thank you."

I carefully reassured her, feeling like a petty thief caught red-handed. It's best not to mess with this girl.

"...Oh dear, still so petty? Are you angry with me? I'll just be more careful, I'll be slow, very careful, my man, you can rest assured."

Xu Youlan continued her tender offensive, her smile sweet as she offered me another spoonful of soup, then took it back. "...Oh dear, I forgot, let me blow on it for you, how can you drink it if it's so hot, don't you think?"

I quickly nodded.

Xu Youlan looked at me, her face beaming, and pouted as she blew on the spoonful of chicken soup a few times.

She held the spoon and brought the soup to my lips again. I saw that the soup should have cooled down, so I opened my mouth. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Xu Youlan's smiling eyes flicker. Oh no, another scheme! Before I could react, Xu Youlan swiftly pried open my mouth with the spoon, shoving the entire spoon into my mouth and pouring a mouthful of chicken soup in. I tried to swallow but the spoon got stuck in my throat. Luckily, the spoon was quickly removed from my mouth, and the mouthful of chicken soup that almost made me choke gurgled down my throat and into my stomach.

"How is it? Not too hot, right?"

Xu Youlan said, still wearing her charming smile.

"You...you...I...I..."

I stammered, coughing, unable to speak.

"Ouch, what happened... did I accidentally choke you again? Okay, okay, it's my fault, I'll be more careful, more careful."

Xu Youlan said innocently, "I promise I'll be careful this time and make you satisfied. It's my first time serving someone, so please bear with me."

At this moment, I heard the sound of a cart being pushed in the hallway outside the door, and Xu Youlan heard it too.

Xu Youlan's eyes darted around, and she quickly scooped up a spoonful of soup, blew on it, and said, "This time you won't get burned or choked, I guarantee you'll be satisfied."

Xu Youlan then put the soup in her own mouth, showing some conscience by tasting it first. No, Xu Youlan only held the soup in her mouth without swallowing. Before I could react, she leaned over, suddenly lowered her head, and her rosy lips pressed against mine. Her small tongue pried open my mouth, and the sweet scent of her daughter filled my mouth. The warm chicken soup was slowly transferred to my mouth, sipped little by little.

My expression was one of astonishment as I passively accepted the soup guided by Xu Youlan's pink tongue. Suddenly, a surge of heat shot through her soft lips, sending a jolt through me. Xu Youlan shuddered as well, nearly dropping the soup bowl in her hands. Her breath came in ragged gasps, her chest heaving. Her eyes widened in surprise as we met. The world around us seemed to become transparent, shimmering with light, as if floating. I moved my lips to return her kiss. She wanted to pull away, but seemed reluctant. Our lips met, our tongues barely touching, yet it felt like a high-voltage current had been created. The rapidly surging, overloaded current made us inseparable, burning each other, electrifying each other.

The door opened, and I peered out from behind Xu Youlan's head, my eyes wide with surprise. Xue Xinxin pushed in a food cart. She saw Xu Youlan leaning over me, a flicker of annoyance crossing her eyes, a brief flash of anger, but she quickly regained her composure. Xu Youlan seemed oblivious, making loud noises with her mouth. Even after I swallowed the soup, her lips remained on mine. I twisted my body, trying to move my mouth away, but couldn't.

Xue Xinxin pushed the cart to my bedside. "What are you two doing? CPR?"

I struggled to move my mouth away, a soft popping sound echoing as the vacuum broke. Xu Youlan's face was flushed, her neck and ears burning red. She gasped for breath, then suddenly, with a snap, slammed the soup bowl and spoon onto the bedside table, jumped up, turned, and fled out of the room, her retreating figure swaying in the breeze.

I looked at Xue Xinxin. Damn it, one of the criminals escaped, but the one who couldn't run away remained.

"Um... um... Xin Xin..."

I wanted to say something.

"...From my professional perspective, the CPR she did for you was very amateurish,"

Xue Xin Xin said, coming to my bedside and staring at me.

Suddenly, she pinched my nose hard with a few fingers. I cried out, my neck stiffening in pain. Ignoring my struggles, Xue Xin Xin kissed my mouth with her cool, rosy lips, blowing a strong breath of her fragrant breath. Then, she released my nose, her lips leaving my chest, and pressed her hands against my chest, pressing hard a couple of times. My lungs churned, and I almost vomited blood.

Xue Xin Xin smiled and said, "This is the correct CPR procedure. Doesn't it feel better?"

I endured the chest pain and quickly nodded.

"Want to do it again?"

Xue Xin Xin asked with a smile.

I shook my head violently.

I saw my nose tip turn red, a sharp pain shooting through me, and tears welled up in my eyes. Oh my god, I was still dreaming of having two women on either side, and if this keeps up, I won't even get to enjoy myself before I'm ruined.

Thankfully, Xue Xinxin sat down and took out the exquisite food from the food cart and arranged it. "I asked the club's chef to make this. I don't know if you'll like it, so I'll feed you."

After saying that, she started feeding me bite by bite of food, bite by bite of rice, and bite by bite of soup.

At first, I was very wary, but after seeing how carefully and attentively Xue Xinxin fed me, I relaxed. Xinxin is so good; unlike Youlan, whose tricks are so strange and unpredictable.

Chapter 53 The Resilient Sun Qian

Just as I was enjoying Xue Xinxin's overflowing maternal love as she fed me, the door was opened with a bang. I was startled again. Could it be that Xu Youlan is back again? If this continues, I won't be able to lie in bed so peacefully. I looked up and saw that it was Sun Qian. My heart relaxed again.

Sun Qian wore very light makeup, which was clearly done carefully and looked very good. Her complexion was rosy, and there was no sign of the weariness that came after the storm. I wanted to see the wound on her neck, but I couldn't see it. It was either carefully concealed or had already healed.

She wore a white wool cardigan, a black stretchy mini skirt, and a pair of vibrant black and red velvet mid-calf stockings. Her rounded knees were cutely encased in the black stockings, with a small section of bright red stocking top peeking out, revealing her two white thighs in a sexy way. Her fine curly hair was dyed a yellowish-brown, which made her skin appear even whiter, and she exuded a captivating youthful energy. She was carrying a lunchbox and a basket of fruit.

"Brother Zhao Bo..."

Sun Qian called out to me.

"Sun Qian, you're here. Come sit over here."

I greeted Sun Qian warmly, glancing at a stool by the bed.

"Hello, Sister Xin Xin..."

Sun Qian said, putting down her things and sitting down on the stool by the bed.

"Sun Qian, what delicious food did you bring? I'm starving. I just asked Xin Xin to get me some food, but I'm still not full."

I said casually.

"I...I made some pigeon porridge myself."

Sun Qian seemed a little flustered, which was quite different from her usual personality.

"Pigeon porridge is very nourishing, Zhao Bo, you're lucky. Well, these restaurant dishes are fine for filling your stomach, but they're not good for your health. Sun Qian, you should do it. My hands are tired from feeding you. You should do it. I have things to do, and I have surgery later, so I can't keep you company."

Xue Xinxin, who seemed cold, could be understanding at times.

Xue Xinxin got up and cleared the dishes, then turned back to me and said, "I've already arranged for two nurses to take care of you 24 hours a day. If you need anything, just press the call button by your bed. I've already told the club to prepare your meals; someone will bring them over on time. Just eat what you need. I'm leaving now. You two can chat."

"Okay, go ahead and do your work, Xinxin, thank you,"

I said.

Xue Xinxin left, leaving Sun Qian and me alone in the room. I looked at Sun Qian, and to be honest, I really didn't know what to say to her. My heart ached, but I didn't know how to comfort her. It seemed that all words were pale and powerless, unable to soothe her pain.

But Sun Qian seemed to relax after Xue Xinxin left.

"Brother Zhao Bo, are you still in pain?"

Sun Qian asked.

"It's okay, it doesn't hurt much now. Don't worry,"

I said. Sun Qian looked down at the wound on my forehead, then at my arm, then pulled back the blanket to look at my legs. Seeing that they were all well-bandaged, she finally felt relieved.

"You're so stupid. I told you not to come back, why did you still come back? Look at the mess you've made, it's all your own fault. Don't blame me,"

Sun Qian said, returning to her usual tone, which made me feel a little better.

"You're in trouble, how can I just stand by and do nothing? Besides, I'm the one who dragged you into this. Would I be a man if I just hid on the sidelines like this?"

I laughed.

"You're so stupid! What kind of hero are you? You don't even understand the saying 'two fists can't beat four hands.' Look, you failed to be a hero and got beaten up like a bear. 'Hero saving a beauty' doesn't suit someone as brainless as you. You stupidly got beaten up and then became the beauty who saved the hero. If this were made into a movie, it would be hilarious."

Sun Qian said, opening the lunchbox she had brought.

She saw the chicken soup Xu Youlan had left on the cabinet and asked, "Which beauty brought you this chicken soup? I didn't expect you to be so popular with women when it really matters. You got beaten up and all the beauties came to see you like a swarm of beauties. You just drank the chicken soup and ate another beauty's side dishes. It seems you can't eat the pigeon porridge I cooked myself. I'll take it and throw it away."

"Hey...no...don't throw it away! I'm not full yet! How can you throw it away?"

I said anxiously. Although I knew Sun Qian was deliberately trying to annoy me, I knew she would throw it away if I didn't say anything.

"Still not full? I guess I'm out of luck. Seeing you have trouble moving around, I'll feed you."

Sun Qian glanced at me, then spooned a mouthful of porridge into my mouth.

She fed me a few more mouthfuls, carefully scraping away the drool from my lips and feeding it to me.

I said, "Sun Qian, I'm sorry!"

"Sorry for what?"

Sun Qian didn't look up, offering me another mouthful of porridge.

"It's my fault. I'm the one who got into trouble with those people. They came to cause me trouble, but they hurt you… hurt you… made you suffer for me."

I swallowed the porridge, speaking with some difficulty.

"It's none of your business. It's just a few men. Don't worry about it. You've seen plenty of men; a few more won't make a difference. You should take good care of yourself. Don't think about me. I'm not that fragile. Unlike in the movies, where women cry and scream, threatening to die, when faced with this kind of situation."

Sun Qian raised her eyelids and met my eyes.

I looked deeply into her eyes, and I clearly saw a stubbornness, an unyielding spirit, and a deep-seated sadness hidden within them. My heart was deeply moved. What a wonderful girl she was! To avoid making me sad or putting me in a difficult position, she buried her tears deep inside. I felt a surge of emotion, a strong urge to cry.

"What are you thinking about? Your eyes are red. Are you moved by me? Don't be like this. If it can keep you from getting hurt, I don't care if there are a few more men. But you're so foolish. If you do this again, don't blame me for ignoring you. Don't you realize that rapists were sentenced to death years ago? Modern people don't take it seriously anymore. Now, intentional assault is a much more serious crime. This proves that you're losing the big picture for a small gain. It's not worth getting beaten half to death for me,"

Sun Qian said, feeding me another spoonful of porridge.

"Okay, okay, I was foolish,"

I replied, watching Sun Qian feed me the porridge with a normal expression. A wave of tenderness washed over me, and my heart felt warm.

I ate the mouthful of porridge, looked at Sun Qian affectionately, and said very seriously, "Sun Qian... I'm saying... be my girlfriend, let's date properly."

"You..."

Sun Qian avoided my gaze, suppressing a laugh, and said, "I'm not used to you looking at me so seriously. Can't you relax a bit? You're funny, you think this is a movie."

"I'm serious,"

I said again.

"I'm not serious with you! You're serious with me? Don't think I don't know, you already have a girlfriend. Xue Xinxin just left, and now you're openly telling me you want to be friends with me behind her back. Don't you have any conscience? She'll be heartbroken if she finds out. I don't want to be your accomplice," Sun Qian said,

glancing at me.

Before I could reply, Sun Qian continued, "But speaking of which, looking at you, you actually managed to juggle multiple relationships! But who can argue with someone as beautiful as an angel and with such a powerful background? I can't compete with her. As for what's on the surface, that's none of my business. How many girlfriends you have is your own business. As for the rest, I'm fine with just one of them. Of course, I'm still very interested now, but maybe one day I'll lose interest and it'll be easy for me to leave, right? Besides, I don't want the man I like to have a girlfriend who's been with someone else, right? I'm just trying to be helpful. Hehe, are you moved by me again? I love it when you're moved by me; it feels as refreshing as being naked and enjoying air conditioning on a sweltering summer day."

Um, what's Sun Qian's head made of? It's clearly structured differently from everyone else's. I'm getting a little dizzy.

"Sun Qian, um...um...Xue Xinxin and I aren't..."

I wanted to tell her the situation.

"Stop talking. Can you not explain everything? It's pointless to explain things clearly. As long as you don't mind, that's enough."

Sun Qian interrupted me.

"Sun Qian, how could I mind? I love you too much. I hate myself. I really like you, that's why..."

I wanted to tell her that after this incident, I really liked her, and it wasn't for any other reason that I wanted to be with her. But before I could finish, Sun Qian interrupted me again.

"...Okay, stop talking. Don't tell me you're moved, that you like me, that you want to be with me, or anything like that. That's so cheesy, it gives me goosebumps. These days, it's not about having a girlfriend before sleeping together; it's about doing it as long as it feels right. Don't be so old-fashioned, okay? Don't make me feel like I'm out of touch with you! You need to open up your mind. If you're so capable, go find ten or eight girlfriends, and then I'll sleep with you too, that would be really exciting!"

Sun Qian said to me with a smile, not taking it seriously.

She continued, "But even a beauty like Xue Xinxin got you, so I believe you have that potential. I really don't know where your sudden good luck came from, it's really strange."

I stared blankly at Sun Qian and said, "Are you really okay?"

"I'm fine, look at me, I'm perfectly fine! I even changed into new clothes today! I bought them last time but haven't had a chance to wear them yet, do you think they look good?"

Sun Qian laughed.

"They look good, really good, you're becoming more and more feminine."

I said with a smile, feeling another wave of emotion.

“Sun Qian, those guys, I swear I’ll make them pay double, no matter what it takes! I can’t swallow this insult.”

I said.

Sun Qian looked at me and said, “Zhao Bo, those people look tough, and you’re injured. The most important thing for you right now is to rest. We’ll talk about it after you’re healed. But do you really want to get revenge? What if you get injured again? I can’t bear that.”

“Don’t worry! I’ll think of other ways. Revenge doesn’t always have to be done personally. There are many ways. Think about it slowly, and you’ll eventually find a way.”

I said.

“We’ll talk about it later. Now, finish this pigeon porridge.”

Sun Qian said.

Sun Qian fed me the porridge spoonful by spoonful, then took the lunchbox and the chicken soup from the cabinet and poured it out. She washed the lunchbox, filled a glass with water for me to rinse my mouth, and peeled an apple.

Sun Qian was carefully peeling an apple. I watched her intently. Her youthful face, illuminated by the light streaming in from the window, shone with a soft, porcelain-like luster. The fine downy hair around her mouth added to her charm, and coupled with her naturally alluring features, she was undeniably captivating.

Sun Qian cut the peeled apple into small pieces on a plate, glanced at me, and said, "What are you thinking about?"

"Nothing! I haven't seen you for days, and you've become even more beautiful,"

I said with a smile.

"Were you thinking about it again? I know you too well. Every time you look at me like that, it's because you're thinking about... you know... you know. Look at you, clearly! But you're injured, so you should just bear with it."

Sun Qian found a toothpick, stuck it into the cut apple, and picked out a piece for me to eat.

As I ate the apple, I felt more relaxed and sighed, saying, "I wasn't thinking about anything. You're the one who's thinking about it. This morning I just..."

I started to say something, but realizing my mistake, I immediately stopped and looked at Sun Qian.

Sun Qian, sensing something amiss, widened her eyes and said, "What happened this morning? Tell me, why are you so quiet... Oh, I know, did you just wake up and mess around with your girlfriend? It must be, judging by your lewd look, I'm right, aren't I?"

"I didn't!"

I immediately protested, pretending it wasn't true, refusing to admit it. "I'm injured like this, how could I possibly come?" "

Lies!"

Sun Qian said impatiently. "Let me see, I'll check and I'll know."

Before I could protest, she yanked off my blanket and quickly pulled down my pants. I tried to stop her, arching my back, but my hands were completely immobile. Seeing my limp penis nestled in a clump of dark hair, it didn't look like I'd just been there.

Sun Qian didn't let him off the hook. She pulled the penis out of the pubic hair with her small hand, lowered her head, and sniffed it. "...Ugh, the smell of semen! You said you didn't have any? Look at this! I can tell just by smelling your semen."

Sun Qian sniffed a few more times and said, "Why isn't there a vaginal smell? Where did that pungent odor go? Oh, I know, Xue Xinxin gave you a handjob, right?"

Sun Qian looked up at me, and I felt embarrassed. This Sun Qian was too formidable; she could tell from the smell that it was from a handjob. The penis, held in Sun Qian's hand, began to swell again quickly. While stroking me, Sun Qian said, "You're really strong. I just ejaculated this morning, and now it's so big again. Let me take care of it for you!"

With that, Sun Qian buried her face in my mouth and began giving me oral sex. Her little tongue teased the head of my penis, sending waves of stimulating pleasure through me. I frowned, letting out a few extremely pleasurable moans. Sun Qian's oral sex technique was excellent. The temperature, pressure, and humidity inside her mouth were perfect; the tingling pleasure was both familiar and enjoyable, making me want more.

But doing this in broad daylight on a hospital bed—wasn't that a bit inappropriate? I endured the waves of pleasure surging through my penis and said, "Sun Qian... this... this... let's not come. Someone could come in at any moment, and if they see... it won't be good."

Sun Qian spat out my penis, a few lines of saliva hanging from the corner of her mouth, and said, "Tch, it's already this hard, what are you afraid of? Your girlfriend is in surgery, if those nurses want to come in, let them see. Let them know what full-body care is, that's even more exciting."

After saying that, Sun Qian shook my already erect penis, and her red lips circled the glans, submerging my penis inch by inch in her mouth. My stiff penis pressed against her palate, curving down her throat. She gave my penis a standard deep throat, the black hair touching her mouth. She teased my two large testicles with one small hand, like playing with two steel balls. My lower body felt incredibly comfortable, wave after wave of pleasure, making me unable to talk to her anymore. I could only let her do as she pleased, enjoying it with moans and sighs.

My penis was being played with in Sun Qian's mouth and hands, undergoing a complete set of techniques: sucking the head, sucking the rod, deep throating, playing with my testicles, licking and teasing, stroking—she did it all with unparalleled skill and expertise. I didn't need any prompts or adjustments; she stimulated me perfectly. I only needed to fully immerse myself, feel the rush of pleasure, relax my mind and body, and I enjoyed an intoxicating, blissful experience. My penis was hard and invigorating, my testicles long and comfortable—it was fucking better than being a god.

"Is it good? I haven't played with your big cock in so long, I've missed it so much,"

Sun Qian said, spitting out my penis again and stroking it in her hand.

"...It's good, so good! Your technique is getting better and better; I can barely hold on,"

I said, panting.

"Hehe, look at your lewd expression. I'm still better. It's no wonder I've practiced so much over the years. Seeing you enjoy it makes me happy too. What do you want to do next?"

Sun Qian chuckled lewdly.

"I'll get up and fuck you from behind!"

"I'll get on the bed and fuck you from above!"

"Whatever! Just don't scream so the whole building can hear you."

"Afraid of you? You can't cum until I tell you to, and if you do, we'll do it again."

Sun Qian giggled, giving my penis a few blowjobs, her small hands stroking it back and forth, making it bounce on my stomach. Sun Qian looked down at my penis closely, saying in a way that was both cute and hateful, "I'll play you to death, fuck you to death, fuck you to death, let's see if you're still hard, still stiff!"

I burst out laughing at Sun Qian's expression. Sun Qian triumphantly kicked off her high heels, climbed onto the bed, and pulled up her short skirt. I then noticed that she was wearing a pair of sheer, almost colorless, thin flesh-colored pantyhose underneath. No wonder her exposed thighs were not only white but also had a glossy sheen. A patch of dark hair in the center of her crotch was flattened against her pubic mound by the thin pantyhose, the light flesh color making her genitals appear even more hazy, ambiguous, and alluring.

Sun Qian reached under her skirt, found the top edge of the pantyhose, rolled it up into a fleshy strip, and pulled it down, revealing her pubic hair-covered genitals. The pantyhose wasn't pulled down very far, only a few centimeters below the top of her thighs. She straddled my genitals and squatted down like someone relieving themselves. The thin pantyhose was stretched into a thin sheet of flesh, with a slightly darker oval crotch. The area where the crotch met her vagina was already soaked with vaginal fluid, a clear, watery stain. Sun Qian had been giving me oral sex earlier, and as she did so, her own genitals started to leak fluid.

Her stockings stretched taut, and as she squatted down, they completely covered both our genitals. She guided my penis and gently inserted it into her vagina. The glans penetrated, the shaft plunging deeper, a soft, wet sound filling the air. My penis was enveloped by soft, slippery flesh. I could feel the subtle differences in the vaginal walls and the dripping, lubricating fluid. Sun Qian gently lifted her hips and pulled me down, a tingling sensation accompanied by the warm temperature of her vagina spreading throughout my body.

After a few slow, back-and-forth thrusts, Sun Qian's penis and vagina made intimate contact. She moved faster, making "plop, plop" sounds, and the bed shook, the "creak, creak" sounds complementing the thrusting. Sun Qian smiled and said, "Brother Zhao Bo, is it comfortable? Judging from your lewd look, it must be very comfortable! Hehe..."

I looked at Sun Qian with a smile. Whether it was the hardness of my penis, the softness of her vagina, or the rising pleasure from the friction of our genitals, everything was very pleasurable, and my heart was filled with lust. As I continued to thrust, I sincerely said, "Qianqian, you're so good..."

Sun Qian looked at me with her alluring eyes, continuing to move, and said, "If you're good, then I'm good. Brother Zhao Bo, meeting you is my luck. I really love your big cock. That big, swollen feeling is just so good. I wish it could just stay inside my pussy, fucking me every moment, that would be so pleasurable."

Sun Qian continued thrusting, her hands on her knees, the thrusting motions were wide, her buttocks slapping against each other with a loud slapping sound. The black stockings covering her rounded knees were stretched thin, revealing the flesh color underneath. The bright red stockings had slightly rolled-up cuffs, slung diagonally over the top of her knees, almost rolling down to her knees. I really liked the bright red cuffs on those stockings, so vibrant and eye-catching. Two feet, lightly wrapped in black stockings, sank deep into the mattress. With each thrust, they shifted and squeezed, their little toes, painted red, their sharp nails pushing the stockings to their very thinness. I could almost see the intricate mesh structure of the stockings; it was incredibly alluring.

After a few dozen thrusts, Sun Qian was a little out of breath. She giggled and changed positions, swaying her hips as my penis swirled inside her vagina. The glans felt very comfortable being pampered amidst the soft flesh. Sun Qian asked, "Does this feel good?"

"Yes, it does,"

I replied with a smile.

Sun Qian sat up twice, then continued to rub my penis against her, swaying left and right, thrusting forward and backward. My penis swayed dramatically inside her vagina. The full penetration allowed me to fully experience the breadth and tightness of her vagina. Her pubic hair was tightly packed together, already wet with the vaginal fluid, each strand incredibly lubricated. I could feel the skin around the base of my penis; Sun Qian's labia, hanging open, were circling against it, causing a slight tingling sensation that aroused my lustful thoughts and brought me to a state of blissful ecstasy.

A woman's vagina is so wonderful; the insertion of a hard penis into it is the greatest pleasure in life. Only inside a vagina can a penis realize its greatest value; otherwise, it's just a few empty scrotums hanging between her legs, serving only the purpose of excretion.

As Sun Qian continued to rub and thrust violently, she became completely lost in passion. Her small mouth was slightly open, and she made

moaning sounds like "Ah...ah...oh...oh...ah ah...oh oh..." To resist the intense pleasure of intercourse, she pulled off her bra, revealing a pair of white, round breasts. She touched them with both hands, squeezing and playing with them fiercely. Her face was already intoxicated, and her moans became more and more intense, causing the bed to shake loudly.

To get a better feel for my penis, she bent down, kneeling on the bed. The top of her bright red stockings was rolled up below her knees, her black stockings sticking out at the toes, her rounded heels dangling in the air. She supported herself on either side of my face, raising her pert buttocks high, and vigorously thrusting into my penis with loud slapping sounds. With each thrust, the glans barely left the vaginal opening before being precisely enveloped by her vaginal walls, suddenly penetrating deep inside. Juice flowed, and the folds of flesh wrapped around it. The wonderful sensation was both tender and unbearably ecstatic, especially the feeling of the glans being exposed to the cool air and then quickly enveloped by the thick, juicy flesh. It was truly extraordinary.

Sun Qian knew I was injured and couldn't last long, so each thrust became more forceful, the vaginal muscles tightening tighter and tighter, the rubbing against my penis with intense stimulation. Finally, after dozens of thrusts, my penis became even more sensitive and swollen. With a few slapping sounds, she lifted and pulled down, and my penis finally reached ejaculation. My vagina, like a suction cup, rapidly pulled my penis deeper. My penis struggled to rise, erect, and with a violent spasm, a tingling sensation came from my testicles and vas deferens as fluid rushed through them. Semen gushed out rapidly, shooting deep into my vagina.

Sun Qian's youthful and pretty face was close to mine, flushed, her pink tongue slightly protruding, her lips panting. Her soft, porcelain-like body convulsed in waves, her vagina still involuntarily contracting. We reached orgasm simultaneously, at the same frequency. It had been a long time since we had reached orgasm so simultaneously. Unexpectedly, in this hospital ward, it happened unexpectedly. This was something that couldn't be faked; it was something that could only be encountered by chance. I gently kissed her small lips. Her slightly stiff body softened, almost collapsing into my arms, but afraid of pressing on my injured arm, she straightened up again, her face filled with happiness and tenderness.

Sex is not only the ultimate pleasure for men and women, but also a wondrous channel for spiritual comfort, and an excellent remedy for wounded bodies and minds. Seeing Sun Qian radiant and full of energy, my heart felt at ease, and I kept telling myself to treat her well and love her dearly.

Just then, the door to the room slammed open. Sun Qian and I looked in the doorway and saw Lu You and Zhao Li standing there. They both saw Sun Qian and me on the hospital bed, our lower bodies intertwined. Sun Qian's pert little buttocks were pressed down, and my still-erect penis made a "plop" sound before entering her vagina.

Lu You's eyes twitched. "...I'm going to find the hospital director and have him change the hospital's sign. This is a scam...I'm not talking about you two, you can continue."

He turned and left.

Zhao Li closed the door, smiling, and said, "...Sorry, wrong place. This isn't a hospital...I didn't see anything. You can continue."

With a bang, the door shut.

Sun Qian and I looked at each other, remained silent for a moment, and then both giggled. Sun Qian's vagina contracted again, and my penis became erect again... (
Chapter 54, December 1st

) Seeing Sun Qian, Lu You, and Zhao Li chatting freely and spiritedly in the ward, I knew that what Sun Qian had told me earlier wasn't just for show; it was her true thought.

Lu You told me about what happened that night. He, Sun Qian, and Zhao Li had come looking for me to have dinner, but to no avail. So the three of them went to a bar. Halfway through their drinks, Sun Qian said she'd forgotten something in my room and went back alone, only to be ambushed. When Lu You and Zhao Li, still enjoying themselves at the bar, went to pick up Sun Qian to take her back to school, they found me lying in a pool of blood.

I roughly recounted what had happened that day, deliberately omitting the more erotic details. Later, when Lu You learned that Xue Xinxin was a former special forces soldier, his small eyes narrowed into slits, and he looked on with envy, saying that the beating I received was worth it, and he regretted not being so lucky. I smiled bitterly and shook my head.

Inevitably, our conversation touched on the beating I'd received. I didn't hide anything and told them it was because I'd punched Wang Rendi at the karaoke bar.

Based on Lu You's efforts to recall the events of the past few days, the three men who beat him that day fled down the stairs and encountered him. Lu You recognized one of the henchmen as someone he had a past conflict with. The specific cause and details of the conflict were lost to time, but Lu You knew a little about the henchman's background. The henchman was known as Erbing, his real name unknown, and he was a subordinate of Zhao Gao from Yufeng District. From this, Lu You deduced that the leader that night must have been Zhao Gao. Zhao Gao was a released convict who usually gathered twenty or thirty brothers to do shady things like running brothels, loan sharking, selling drugs, and distributing ecstasy. He was considered a powerful underground gang in Yufeng District. As for whether Zhao Gao had someone protecting him, we outsiders had no idea.

After discussing it back and forth, we still couldn't come to any conclusions and couldn't decide what to do. When ordinary people like us encounter real gangsters, we realize that our previous bravado, our indignation, our hot-bloodedness, our fights for pride, our attempts to be heroes, our pathetic displays of bravado—all of it is utterly insignificant. It's like child's play, a bunch of clueless, unsophisticated, and utterly pathetic clowns. When faced with a real tough guy, while we might not necessarily flee in terror, we're almost certainly forced to back down, forced to put on a show in public while swallowing our anger in private, utterly helpless. This shows that institutions like police stations are definitely not dispensable for people like us. While these institutions may not be effective, at least they give us powerless people a way out, offering some consolation.

However, reporting to the police is such a humiliating thing; whether it's even useful, let alone whether I could actually do it, is truly debatable. The root of the whole thing actually lies with me. Ultimately, Wang Rendi was merely fighting back in self-defense, echoing the People's Army's battle motto: "We will not attack unless attacked; if attacked, we will certainly counterattack." While I personally believe the latter part, "If attacked, we will certainly counterattack," should be more accurately described as "If attacked, we will certainly protest," this doesn't diminish the righteousness of Wang Rendi's counterattack. He was fighting me on a level of reason, while I was acting unreasonably and without just cause. I am the real culprit, and I should be the one punished. Now, this culprit wants to report to the authorities, seek justice, and punish a law-abiding citizen—what a joke! It's laughable enough to fill a bowl. I could never do something so absurd.

Fine, neither Wang Rendi nor I will take the righteous path; I'll just be shameless one more time. Although I'm being unreasonable, it's human nature—people always think, "Only I can offend others, and others cannot offend me." Since the situation has escalated to a point where everyone is fighting, let's put aside reason and let our fists do the talking. Wang Rendi's excessive self-defense, which has harmed innocent people, deserves punishment and a warning—that's only fair, don't you think?

If no one's going to take the open approach, then let's play it safe. The final result of my discussion with Lu You was that he would try to find some connections to see if Zhao Gao had any enemies. Even if he didn't, we could find some powerful figures in the underworld, pay them a price, and set him up. This was the best solution we could find. However, whether we could find such connections and afford the price was all unknown. Despite the ongoing discussion, we finally reached a somewhat vague conclusion, which was a relief. We had a direction, and at least we weren't feeling helpless and frustrated anymore, just staring blankly into the distance. Our self-reproach lessened somewhat. In this respect, I was shameless again. It's undeniable that human nature is shameless; no one is exempt.

And so, as Sun Qian and Zhao Li chatted about lighthearted everyday matters, Lu You and I devised our revenge plan. Lu You, full of loyalty, accepted the order and left, his steps brisk as he took Zhao Li's arm and left the ward. His departing figure was no less impressive than that of a warrior going to war. Best friends, what are best friends? This is what best friends are. I was sincerely grateful to Lu You. Brothers are like limbs—if not a truism, then at least a famous saying.

At noon, Sun Qian and I had lunch and then lay down on the bed for a nap. Sun Qian fell asleep quickly, her breathing even and her sleeping posture sound; it seemed she hadn't slept so soundly in a long time.

In the afternoon, I woke up first. Looking around, I didn't see Xue Xinxin. I learned from the nurse that Xue Xinxin's heart bypass surgery for a patient wouldn't be completed for several more hours. Looking at the empty ward, I felt a strange emptiness in my heart. I licked my dry lips, feeling listless. I woke Sun Qian and asked if she had any cigarettes.

Sun Qian took out a pack of 555 cigarettes from her handbag, but unfortunately, the pack was empty. She yawned deeply, tidied her sleepy eyes, said she would go out to buy some, and then left the ward with drowsy, lazy steps.

The time spent waiting for Sun Qian passed listlessly. Jin Yanqian arrived at this time, completely enveloped in a stylish black dress. Her fair neck was covered by a high collar, and through the slightly open neckline, I could still faintly see a thin bloodstain. She had chosen this outfit to deliberately conceal the injury. I wondered what kind of abuse the old woman had subjected her to these past few days, and what kind of pleasure that old woman derived from her.

Jin Yanqian's makeup was impeccable, her lips were luscious, and her eyes were bright. She leaned forward slightly to carefully examine my injury, and the warmth and concern in her words made me feel favorably towards her.

Although I knew she was coming over the phone, her arrival still felt a bit abrupt. Our relationship wasn't close enough for me to need to visit her in the hospital; her visit must have had another purpose.

After some polite conversation, Jin Yanxi said, "Zhao Bo, she knows you were in Xu Xueyin's room that night. Don't misunderstand, I didn't tell her; she found the purple stockings you used in the bedroom."

Purple stockings? I remembered; I used those old woman's stockings to masturbate and then casually threw them away. It seems she still found them, realizing someone had been in her room. Jin Yanxi must have suffered a lot because of this.

"...So that old witch abused you, beat you?...How could that old hag do that?"

I said angrily.

"Zhao Bo, stop! Don't say such nasty things."

Jin Yanxi subconsciously covered her collar with her hand. "I did it voluntarily; no one forced me."

"You didn't do it voluntarily; you had no choice,"

I said.

"I don't want to discuss these things. Your injuries are serious, and it was my wife's idea for me to come see you,"

Kim Yeon-seon said.

"Her idea?"

I looked at Kim Yeon-seon.

"She knows you're awake and wants to see you. If you can move, I think it would be best to go see her now."

Kim Yeon-seon gave me a questioning look.

"Why?"

I asked.

"You'll know when you go; it will only benefit you,"

she said.

"I don't want to go,"

I refused directly.

"Okay, I'll tell you, her wanting to see you is related to what happened in her room and when you hit Wang Ren-di."

Kim Yeon-seon's eyes told me I should go.

"Was it her idea for you to come to my house this morning?"

I asked again.

"Yes."

"Why?" Jin Yanxi said.

"Right now, she just wants to know who you are and what you're like."

Jin Yanxi said.

"Wouldn't it be bad for me if I refused?"

I said.

"If you don't cooperate, it won't just be bad for you."

Jin Yanxi said.

I finally understood why Jin Yanxi went to my house. What wouldn't people like them do?

Although Jin Yanxi didn't say it explicitly, I still felt that the old woman's invitation clearly carried a coercive tone, and I felt a little angry.

"Is there no other choice?"

"You should still go see her. I know what you're thinking, but things shouldn't be as you think."

"I'm not going!"

I said with some disgust. "Do you think I can face anyone looking like this?"

"If you want to resolve Wang Rendi's problem, or if you don't want to get into a lot of trouble in the future, you'd better go."

Jin Yanxi insisted.

Resolve Wang Rendi's problem? That old woman knew I was awake and called Jin Yanxi to see me. She was probably most afraid that I would reveal her secret.

I snorted and said to Jin Yanxi, "She doesn't need to worry about my affairs. Tell your mistress I'll keep her secret. I won't tell anyone what I saw and heard in her room that day, and those things have nothing to do with me."

"Are you really not going?"

"No! I have nothing to talk to her about. I have no intention of offending her. Tell her to rest assured. I'm not the kind of person who gossips about other people's privacy."

Jin Yanxi hesitated for a moment, but still said, "...Alright, I'll pass on your message to her. I'll tell her you're badly injured and can't move at all." "

Also, your mistress asked me to tell you that she hopes you'll try to avoid a direct conflict between Yun Qing and the Wang Rentian brothers. You know what to do. As for the beating you received, your mistress said she'll give you an explanation." "

What explanation?"

"She didn't tell me the specifics. If you go to see her, you might find out the answer."

Jin Yanxi stood up. "You should rest well. I'm leaving now. Your mistress is waiting for me."

Jin Yanxi turned to leave, and her back looked rather lonely and frail in my eyes.

I turned to her and said, "Yanqian, why did you let me go that day?"

Jin Yanqian stopped, and after a long while, she slowly said, "I don't know. That was the first time I decided to do something according to my own will."

"Maybe I should have stayed that night, instead of leaving and dragging you into this."

"It's okay. I've gotten used to it over the years, you don't need to take it to heart."

Jin Yanqian turned back to me, "Do you think I'm ugly, despicable?"

"I did have those thoughts then, but now I think you had no choice, you had your reasons,"

I said honestly.

Jin Yanqian looked at me quietly.

I said, "How can you stay by her side after she treated you like that? Leave her!"

"Leave? Where else can I go?"

Kim Yeon-seon's expression was somewhat somber. "...For someone abandoned by their parents at birth, what other choice do they have? I'm already incredibly lucky I didn't die in that freezing winter. I really don't understand why they didn't want me, yet they brought me into this world. Why did they give birth to me and then leave me all alone... Can you tell me?"

Kim Yeon-seon's eyes were filled with a dark melancholy. "...I know, no one can tell me. Even if I love life so much, what can I do?... You don't need to care about me, and you don't need to pity me. I'm doing alright now. I can't choose my own life, and if this is fate's arrangement, I choose to accept it..."

Kim Yeon-seon glanced at me. "This is the first time I've said this to anyone. Anyway, thank you! But I don't want to mention it again. Let me find my own happiness in this life I can't choose, even if it's just a false happiness, I'll be content!"

Kim Yeon-seon forced a smile at me. "You know what? I really like a poem: The night gave me black eyes / I used it to seek the light... I'm not that noble, I just like it... Zhao Bo, actually, I'm glad you know about my situation."

The ward door closed, and Jin Yanxi's black figure disappeared through the doorway.

I don't know why, but I suddenly felt a strange attachment to Jin Yanxi, not because I liked her... Was it her pitiful background? Or the different kind of ecstasy in Xue Xinxin's car? Or even her boundless lewdness? I admit I'd be happy to have sex with her again, or even more times, but that's all, nothing more. What exactly touched me? I don't know, I don't quite understand, and I feel a strange sense of melancholy.

Chapter 55 Test Tube Sperm Collection

Sun Qian sat next to me, a 555 cigarette dangling from her lips. She lit it, took a drag, and as the smoke exhaled from her nostrils, she pinched the white filter and put the cigarette in my mouth. I took a deep drag and slowly exhaled the smoke. The smoke I exhaled mingled with the smoke Sun Qian had exhaled earlier, rising and then dissipating.

Sun Qian looked at me. "What are you thinking about? Your face is all gloomy and miserable."

"Who's gloomy and miserable?"

I looked at Sun Qian, trying to calm myself down.

"You, I don't know what happened to you. Your brows are furrowed, you look like you're deep in thought, and you still won't admit it?"

"I'm not upset."

"You're thinking about that woman who just left, aren't you?"

"You saw her?"

"Yes, I saw her. She was plump and round, with big breasts and a big bottom, and she walked with a wide stride. It seems she's been with many men. But her face was so sad—" Sun Qian deliberately dragged out the last syllable.

"What are you saying?"

"Is she your old flame? Your former lover? Your sex partner? Or... your ex-girlfriend?"

"What are you talking about... I can't be bothered to talk to you."

"Judging from her big ass, she's pretty good in bed. You must have enjoyed it, right?"

"You're ridiculous!"

"Still being stubborn. You know whether it's ridiculous or not. I'm sure I'm right."

Sun Qian took a drag of her cigarette, then held it between two fingers and offered it to me. "Just admit it. I have no problem with that. At least she's pretty, an ideal lover."

I ignored Sun Qian and exhaled the smoke.

Sun Qian smiled and leaned close to my ear. "I can tell. She's also someone who's had a rough time in life. I know your compassion is overflowing again. You're just that righteous, even in matters of the heart."

"How do you know she's had a rough time?"

I asked, puzzled.

"I may not have many other skills, but I'm pretty good at judging people. I can't speak for men, but I'm usually pretty accurate with women. I could smell her pitiful aura from ten meters away. Don't be fooled by her Chanel dress; it couldn't hide the scars all over her body."

I looked at Sun Qian with even more curiosity. "So, I've met a beautiful monkey with discerning eyes? She's been lying next to me for so long, how come I didn't notice?"

Sun Qian looked at me. "You're the one who's a monkey!"

Sun Qian exhaled a puff of smoke. "What's so strange about it? Maybe seeing her resonated with me. I also grew up in a broken family. My parents divorced when I was very young, and I lived with my mother. Since the divorce, I've never seen my father again, and there's been no news of him. Nobody knows where he went. I've never had a father's love since I was little. My mother did small businesses and set up a street stall, struggling to raise me... It's tragic, isn't it?"

"Tragic, very tragic!"

I laughed.

"You're so mean. You're still laughing after hearing all this?"

Sun Qian laughed along with me.

"Laugh, why wouldn't I laugh? You talk about your tragic experiences so easily, it doesn't seem tragic at all, that's why I laughed."

I continued to laugh.

"Heartless. But I'm not traumatized, so I'll let you off this time."

"Qianqian, is your father really gone?"

I continued the conversation.

"Looking for her? I don't want to. My dad left with a woman when I was one year old. My mom said it was her mistress; they got together before I was even born. Maybe he couldn't face me and my mom, so he left. Don't mention him. Even if I saw him again, I wouldn't acknowledge him... Okay, why are you saying all this? Tell me about that woman. Did I hit the nail on the head?"

"Yes, basically all of it. I'm impressed. But there's one thing you didn't tell. She's really worse off than you. She's never seen her parents since she was born. They cruelly abandoned her next to a trash can in the dead of winter, and she almost froze to death. Isn't that tragic?" "

Tragic, very tragic!"

Sun Qian looked at me with a smile, one hand touching my crotch, a soft lump in her hand. "So, you used this to comfort her? Don't tell me you didn't. Actually, what women like most is men comforting them with this. The more tragic the better, and you're guaranteed to make her completely submissive."

"Qianqian, what's wrong with your head? You come up with all sorts of weird and outlandish theories!"

"Who's weird and outlandish? I'm just like this. I'm really miserable, but after a fight with you, I'm all better. This is the truth of practice."

Sun Qian laughed.

"The truth of practice? Oh, Qianqian, I'm impressed. I'm impressed. You need to do more of this kind of practice so I can have more fun."

I replied with a strange smile.

"Go to hell!"

Sun Qian said irritably, "Tell me how you two got together."

"I really want to know?"

"I really want to know!"

"Okay, I'm in a good mood now, so I'll tell you. But don't be jealous, and don't say bad things about me!"

"Jealous? Pfft, you little brat! But you're bad to begin with, I don't need to tell you."

I recounted how I met Jin Yanqian in a lighthearted and funny way. Sun Qian, who was exceptionally sensitive about matters of the heart, couldn't let go of my romantic affair. Unable to withstand her persistent questioning, she dug deep into everything that happened in the car after Xue Xinxin's speeding incident.

Sun Qian laughed at me, "You guys had such a steamy affair! I never imagined Sister Xinxin had so many quirks. Jin Yanxi was quite the lewd one too, and you… humph, you're a pervert who likes stockings! Now I finally understand why those stockings in your room often mysteriously have big holes, and sometimes even unopened ones are torn open. It's all because of you, you fetishist!"

Hearing Sun Qian mention the stockings in my room, I felt a little embarrassed. Although we were very familiar with each other, it was still somewhat shameful that she knew about my masturbation with stockings behind her back.

Sun Qian and I only see each other once or twice a week. When she's not around, I often masturbate with her stockings to satisfy my physical needs. Generally, I prefer to use stockings Sun Qian has just worn. The method is simple: Sun Qian takes off her unwashed, used pantyhose, which I retrieve from the washing machine in the bathroom, then puts it over my head, letting the thin crotch of the stocking cover my face. I adjust the part of the stocking that's stained with Sun Qian's genital secretions towards my mouth and nose, so that I can smell the strong, pungent odor when I breathe. The elastic crotch covering my face, the smooth texture, the unique silky scent of the stockings mixed with the lingering, pleasant fragrance, makes my breathing become heavy, my whole body feels comfortable, I feel like I'm flying, and my emotions are incredibly excited.

At this moment, I would hurriedly strip naked, then find a pair of thin pantyhose—flesh-colored or black, it doesn't matter—and slip my feet into them. The thin stockings would encase my penis, and the instant the soft silk touched it, you'd feel your blood rush to your groin, making it impossible not to get an erection. My penis would quickly swell and grow long, tightly wrapped in the stockings, pressed against my stomach. I'd rub it between my hands through the stockings, and the rising pleasure would make my heart race. The thrilling touch, the erotic scent with every breath, often made me lose control and almost ejaculate on the spot.

To better stimulate the penis, I often tear a hole in my pantyhose, just big enough to expose my scrotum and penis. Then I find two thin stockings—I like flesh-colored ones—and slip them over my hands. I pull the stockings up to my arms, the toes lightly covering my palms, my hands covered in flesh color. Then I grasp my hard penis and start stroking it. My favorite thing to do is lie on a swivel chair, turn on my computer, and play pornographic videos featuring stockings and feet. I stretch my legs out, my lower body erect, my penis pointing straight up above the computer desk, staring intently at the screen. My eyes are glued to the screen watching the actress perform, while my hands frantically stroke my penis, caressing the glans. The smooth texture of the stockings brushes against my penis and glans again and again—the sensation is indescribable, exquisitely pleasurable.

This kind of stocking masturbation allows you to fully experience the stimulation of the stockings. Whether it's sight, smell, or touch, the smooth stimulation of the stockings is everywhere. Soon you can't hold back anymore and ejaculate. The white semen that spurts from your glans will stick to your thin, silky hands, and the flowing semen will wet the crotch of your stockings. If you ejaculate forcefully enough, long streaks of white semen might even appear on your computer screen. Unfortunately, sometimes you'll see the semen flowing down the computer screen flowing right into the exposed vagina of the actress in the pornographic film, while she continues to caress her vagina, her delicate, silk-clad legs swaying seductively before your eyes. Everything is incredibly wonderful. The semen ejaculated during a deep orgasm will give you the ultimate release—perfect, stimulating. Once you've done it, you'll want to do it again.

I've lost count of how many times I've masturbated this way late at night, and without a doubt, each time it brought me to ecstasy, with countless streams of semen flowing out.

"I've seen those porn movies about people eating stockinged feet, and I used to think it was perverted. But after hearing what you said, I don't think so anymore. Hehe..."

Sun Qian laughed as she stood up from the stool and sat on the edge of the bed. She tapped the toe of one shoe against the heel of the other, then forcefully pulled off her high heel. She hooked her black-stockinged foot up and placed it on the edge of the bed, looking at me. "I know you stocking enthusiasts are particular about the thickness of the stockings. Do you prefer thin or thick?"

I stared at the bare black-stockinged foot on the bed, my breathing slightly labored, and said, "Thin, the thinner the better."

"Pervert!"

Sun Qian took off the black mid-calf stocking she was wearing on the outside, winked at me, and said, "Here you go!"

A crumpled black stocking was thrown over, covering my face. The stocking, still warm from my body, emitted a damp heat, and a rich, pungent scent of silk stockings instantly assaulted my senses. I couldn't resist the stimulation of such fresh, untouched stockings; I inhaled and sniffed voraciously, the alluring fragrance almost making me scream.

"Hehe."

Sun Qian, supporting herself on the bed, stretched out her small feet, encased in thin stockings, and pressed them directly against the pile of black stockings on my face. A few rubs released an even stronger, more intense fragrance, filling my nostrils. The raw, untouched scent almost made me stop breathing, and my lower body, as if on command, immediately hardened, a large tent pitching.

Sun Qian gently rubbed her stockinged feet together, my nose pressed against the arch of her foot, the delicate, clean blue stocking tip resting on the bridge of my nose, swaying between my focused eyes. She saw my wide-open eyes, my face filled with ecstasy. She was very curious. She rubbed her silk-clad feet against my face, then lifted her toes, her soft heels tapping against my chin, gently swaying them. She said, "Aren't my feet pretty?...Seeing your intoxicated expression, it must be very pleasurable, right?"

Her feet pressed down, covering my nose. I focused intently on smelling them, completely lost in the moment. The soft silk-clad feet and the intoxicating fragrance left me speechless.

Sun Qian started stroking my penis through my pants. "...My God, it's so big! Looks like stockings can excite you faster than your mouth. Your hobby is really perverted!"

"...Let me try making you ejaculate with my foot and see if it comes faster?"

Sun Qian laughed. She kicked off her other high heel, took off the black stockings on that foot, moved the stockinged foot away from my face, crumpled the black stockings she had just taken off into a ball, and covered my face with it. The black toe of the stocking was even stuffed into my mouth. A strong and intoxicating scent instantly overwhelmed my sense of smell. A thrilling excitement, like drinking the strongest stimulant, almost made me jump out of bed.

I bit down on the toe of the sock that was stuffed into my mouth. It felt smooth and silky, and a glistening, salty sweat quickly swept over my taste buds, mingling with the scent of leather high heels. The intense stimulation sent shivers down my spine, a throbbing pain shooting through my temples. My mind went blank, and I trembled slightly with extreme excitement. My penis was painfully erect.

"Wow, that's ridiculous,"

Sun Qian chuckled, covering her mouth as she saw my outburst. Without another word, she swiftly pulled down my pants and began to perform oral sex on my penis. The foreskin rolled back, exposing the glans.

Sun Qian lay flat beside me, her legs outstretched. Her thin, almost colorless silk stockings gripped my penis, and she gently stroked it up and down. The soft, warm edges of her feet, the delicate silk, just a few circular motions were enough to send my soul flying.

Sun Qian pushed and swayed, grinding against the shaft, her silk stockings closing, the soft toes of her feet hooking around my glans, gently massaging it. My hard glans seemed to breathe, sighing softly between her delicate, jade-like feet, sending shivers of pleasure through me, making me weak with ecstasy.

My penis was teased and tossed about by Sun Qian's silk-stockinged feet, lifted and pushed, rubbed and teased—every movement was incredibly stimulating and pleasurable.

Under this continuous stimulation, I couldn't last. My lower body grew hotter and hotter, the semen in my scrotum rushing towards my penis, concentrating on the glans, the veins suddenly thickening. With another all-around caress and massage from Sun Qian's silk-stockinged feet, I could no longer hold back, about to ejaculate all my remaining semen.

Just as my scrotum was about to spurt out, the ward door was flung open.

Sun Qian, having tightened her grip on my penis, stopped moving and looked towards the door. One eye, peeking out from behind the black stockings, also glanced over. Xue Xinxin, dressed in a white lab coat, stood in the doorway, wearing latex gloves and holding a thick glass test tube. She saw Sun Qian and me engaged in a passionate foot fetish on the hospital bed. My penis, as thick as a child's arm, was sandwiched between her stockinged feet, its color a deep red tinged with purplish-black from extreme excitement, clearly about to ejaculate.

Seeing this, Xue Xinxin exclaimed, "Wait, don't ejaculate yet!"

She quickly walked to my bedside, grabbed my penis, and, holding the test tube in one hand, inverted the tip to block the urethral opening. She gestured for Sun Qian to use her feet, and Sun Qian smiled knowingly, her stockinged feet teasing me. The soft pleasure returned. I didn't have time to consider Xue Xinxin's intentions; I stared intently at my penis, watching it being held in Xue Xinxin's hand, pressing against the test tube, being relentlessly played with by Sun Qian's stockinged feet.

Just as I was about to ejaculate, Xue Xinxin interrupted me, delaying the urge. Now that I'd had some time to recover, I didn't want to ejaculate so quickly. I focused my mind, guarding my ejaculation, moaning softly as I enjoyed Sun Qian's footjob.

Xue Xinxin waited a while, and seeing I hadn't ejaculated, she glanced up at me, then lowered her head, her hand starting to stroke my penis. Damn, was it really necessary to be so impatient with my ejaculation?

My penis was being played with in two different ways by two women's hands and feet. Xue Xinxin's small hands were constantly stroking, while Sun Qian's silk-clad feet were busily circling and rubbing. I felt an indescribable sensation washing over me, an intense, stimulating pleasure repeatedly assaulting my nerves. I gritted my teeth to resist, but I couldn't. A

man's penis being played with by two women simultaneously—even a god couldn't withstand it!

Waves of stimulation washed over my lower body, finally breaking through my defenses. I screamed, my genitals tensed, and streams of hot, thick semen gushed out. The first stream hit the bottom of the test tube, the white fluid splashing back and slowly flowing down the glass wall. Several more streams surged up, the backflowing fluid even darker. To prevent the semen from overflowing, Xue Xinxin tilted my ejaculating penis, causing the test tube to tilt accordingly. Several more streams of white semen were shot into the test tube. More and more semen flowed out, some spilling onto Xue Xinxin's white latex-gloved hand.

I gasped for breath, ejaculating again and again, unable to stop. Finally, I couldn't ejaculate anymore, my penis still throbbing in Xue Xinxin's hand. Xue Xinxin gripped my penis, stroking it upwards, squeezing hard to extract the last few drops of semen into the test tube before finally releasing it with satisfaction.

She held up the test tube, watching the white semen cling to the sides and flow to the bottom. She scraped off the few small streams of semen that had spilled out and put them back in the tube, then said to me with a happy expression, "Okay, your semen is collected. I didn't have time to collect it this morning, and I thought it would take me a lot of effort, but with Sun Qian's help, it was done quickly. Judging from the color of the semen, it's as white as milk, so there shouldn't be any problem."

Watching Xue Xinxin carefully examine my semen, Sun Qian and I exchanged bewildered glances.

Sun Qian whispered in my ear, "What's she doing? Did she drink that whole tube of semen? Does she think it's a tonic?"

Heaven knows what this beautiful woman with all her ailments would do with my semen.

Chapter 56 State Secrets

Xue Xinxin held the test tube in her hand and said, "Sun Qian, I want to talk to Zhao Bo alone for a few minutes. There are some things I want to discuss with him."

"Oh."

Sun Qian responded, pulled out a tissue to wipe the remaining semen off my penis, pulled up my pants, and wiped the semen off her silk stockings as well. "You two talk, I'm going out for a smoke."

Sun Qian put on her high heels, grabbed her cigarette case and lighter, and left the ward.

"Xinxin, what is it?"

I asked.

"Zhao Bo, I want to ask you, is the beating you received related to Wang Rentian?"

Xue Xinxin capped the test tube, put it in a white metal box, and looked at me as she asked.

"This... I don't know any of the people who beat me!"

I said calmly, my attitude of not wanting to mention the matter was very clear.

Although I hated those people to the core, it was my fault, and Xue Xinxin had nothing to do with it. I wanted to get revenge on them in every way possible, but when the time came, I couldn't bring myself to say it. In my character, a person who can't even take responsibility for their own mistakes isn't a real man. The idea of hiding behind a woman and watching the show is something I can think about, but actually doing it would make me ashamed. The manly integrity I've cultivated over thousands of years should never be tarnished like that. Even if I have no real skills, that's no reason to actively seek a woman's protection.

Xue Xinxin asked me several more times, but I stubbornly refused to tell the truth, dodging the question and claiming ignorance. She snorted, her beautiful eyes reproachful, but helpless.

"Alright, I won't waste any more time with you. I have something important to ask you. If you had an opportunity to serve your country, what would you do?"

Xue Xinxin sat down on the edge of my bed and said.

Serve your country? Such a big accusation was really hard to handle. What was this girl up to?

Xue Xinxin looked serious; she wasn't joking. I said, "I don't know what you're trying to say, but if given the opportunity, I won't refuse."

To make my stance clearer, I continued, "Xin Xin, I know you're a soldier, and soldiers are inseparable from their country. The country needs soldiers to defend it, and soldiers are honored to serve their country. I'm not a soldier, and I don't have any lofty sentiments; I'm just an ordinary person, and I can't articulate any grand principles. But if the country needs me, I won't refuse, and I'm willing to do anything for it."

"Great!"

Xue Xin Xin said excitedly, "Zhao Bo, you don't need any grand principles; having this thought is enough. What I'm about to tell you is a top-secret national secret, the very top secret. Once you know it, whether you like it or not, your life will change. You might be subject to some constraints, and I know you don't like being constrained, so think carefully before you continue. What I'm about to say will affect you even if you listen. You can still choose to listen or not."

Xue Xin Xin's words made me take a closer look. What exactly was she going to say? Top-secret national secret? Oh my god, when did a nobody like me get the chance to access the country's top secrets?

"Why did you choose me?"

I had to ask.

"Because you're the most suitable for me?"

"I'm the most suitable?"

"Yes, you're the most suitable. I don't know how to tell you, just like you're the only man I've ever met, I wouldn't have any other choice."

"Of course, you can think about it some more."

Seeing that I didn't react, Xue Xinxin continued.

"Do you think I should agree?"

Xue Xinxin nodded, her eyes shining with eagerness.

"Okay, I agree. Tell me, what kind of state secret is it that I, a nobody in society, have access to?"

I deliberately made the following words sound lighter; I didn't like these somewhat serious conversations.

"Zhao Bo, you must always remember that what I'm about to say is a top state secret. After you hear this, whether you agree or not, you must not tell anyone a single word of our conversation, not even your closest relatives. This is a major issue involving national security. Don't blame me for being long-winded, because this secret is only known to a very small number of people, including those who are researching with me; they don't know all the secrets either. You can think about it some more,"

Xue Xinxin said.

Xue Xinxin repeatedly asked me to consider it, and I understood. She must be conducting some highly classified research, one that was extremely important to national security. I knew that someone like her, working in a powerful national agency, wouldn't need to go to such lengths for an ordinary person like me. If she needed my help, she could simply make a request in the name of the state, and even without revealing everything, an ordinary person like me would have no choice but to comply. Xue Xinxin was only doing this because she didn't want to force me to do something I didn't want to do.

"No need to consider it, Xinxin, just tell me. Even if I lose this 180-pound weight, as long as it's something meaningful for the country, I'll have no regrets, and it will be my honor,"

I said earnestly.

"Zhao Bo, you must be wondering why I collected semen. Don't worry, I'll explain it to you slowly,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"What I want to tell you is that I haven't retired. I'm still an army major, working on a top-secret national research project. This project is highly classified; even its code name is classified. It's about researching a biological warfare agent, codenamed YD-1. The initial research started with insulin, hence the code name, which is an abbreviation of the pinyin for 'islet of pancreas.' The research aims to extract substances from organisms that can enhance human function, making soldiers stronger, more robust, more resistant to cold and heat, stronger, and more agile. The reason for extracting from organisms is because it's safer. Chemically synthesized reagents often come with a lot of toxicity and uncertainty, as well as side effects and aftereffects. So I chose to research through biological extracts, which minimizes the harm to the human body and maximizes the effect."

I didn't interrupt Xue Xinxin's narration. But why did the code name YD-1, derived from the islet of pancreas, immediately remind me of "Yinlust No. 1" or "Vagina No. 1"? It seems my thoughts are very impure and vulgar.

"The military has been working on this for over twenty years, and I've been involved for five. Since Xiao Liang left me, I've devoted almost all my energy to this research, and we've made groundbreaking progress. Six months ago, I developed the YD-1W combat agent. It's designated with the code 'W' because it's extracted from women's eggs. After taking it, a person's strength increases more than fivefold, they become more resistant to hunger, have greater endurance, longer lifespan, and all their senses become more sensitive, allowing them to see further."

Wow, they actually managed to create something like that? That's truly bizarre. The manufacturing method is really... truly unique. It really is "Lewd Number One"!

Ignoring my surprised expression, Xue Xinxin added, "To give an example, an ordinary person would die after three to four days without water, but with this agent, they can survive for fifteen days without water. This is extremely advantageous for military operations such as infiltration behind enemy lines and holding out for reinforcements; the dramatic improvement in various functions is of great significance for combat against the enemy and the survival of soldiers on the battlefield. It can be said that the advent of such an agent, if used on a large scale, will completely change the form of modern warfare." "

However, the agent I'm researching has a major flaw,"

Xue Xinxin sighed.

"A flaw?"

I asked.

"Yes, it still has flaws. Perhaps because it's extracted from women's eggs, this agent is only suitable for women and has no effect on men. You know there are too few female soldiers in the army, so using it only on female soldiers is far from enough. There's also the issue of rejection; it only works on the individual whose egg was extracted. This greatly limits the mass production and application of the agent. I've been working on solving the rejection problem, but there's been no progress yet."

"Sigh," Xue Xinxin sighed again. "I wonder what the problem is. It's such a waste that such a good thing can only be used on a small scale."

I stared at Xue Xinxin with a strange look, as if to say, "You've invented something so bizarre; you're incredibly capable." I didn't seem to care about her sigh.

The invention of such a weapon is already unbelievable; if it could be used on a large scale, it seems that even if the battlefield doesn't change, society will. Women will all be superhuman, and no man can compete with them. How will they survive? Women will go to the battlefield, bravely fighting the enemy, while men will be uselessly stuck at home, obediently taking care of the children, cleaning floors, cooking, or farming to provide food for the women. They might even have to be subservient to women when they want to seduce them. Such a life would truly be a disaster for men!

I secretly rejoiced that this weapon had such a limiting flaw. For the sake of male dignity, I hoped Xue Xinxin wouldn't actually solve this flaw.

"What are you thinking about?"

Xue Xinxin noticed my distraction.

"Oh, no... I wasn't thinking about anything?"

I snapped out of my reverie. "Go on, I'm listening."

Xue Xinxin said, "You probably guessed what came next. Because of these flaws, this human performance enhancement agent is currently only being tested on a small group of female special forces soldiers. It also has some instability, the duration of its effects varies, and the manufacturing process is very demanding. My superiors ordered me to solve these flaws at all costs, and at the same time, to accelerate research into an agent that men can also use, so that male soldiers can also use it."

"...Xinxin, I understand. I know the rest even if you don't say it. Because of your problem with men, you've never been able to study men and haven't found a solution. Now I'm the only man you don't resist or refuse, so you want to use me as a research subject to find a way to solve the flaws of the agent."

Even if I were stupid, I would know Xue Xinxin's purpose in coming to me after hearing this. It also made me understand that Xue Xinxin's previous strong interest and curiosity about men and women was partly for herself and partly for research. But heaven knows how I ended up with such a woman. Not only is she incredibly intelligent, but she also behaves strangely and often does astonishing things. Now, in her eyes, I'm probably completely oblivious to her.

"You're very smart! I want you to join my research, to find a breakthrough to compensate for the shortcomings of the cytokine. Now you know how important you are to me, and how important you are to the country. Without you, I really can't think of how to conduct research on men,"

Xue Xinxin laughed.

I gave Xue Xinxin a bitter smile: "...So, in the end, you want me to be your guinea pig? Why is my life so miserable? Being used as a pill is bad enough, but now I have to be reduced to a guinea pig. What if one day an accident happens and I die, and you use me for autopsy, disembowel me, and preserve me in formalin to be a specimen for research... The horror is terrifying, and my fate is utterly tragic..."

"...Stop! What are you thinking? This research is very safe. I'm just studying your body, taking some blood and semen for experiments. It's basically the same as a regular physical exam, not as scary as you're making it out to be. What guinea pig? I would never treat you like a guinea pig. I will protect you as my most precious possession. I will make you stronger, more powerful, and capable of fighting. No one will be able to bully you easily anymore, and you will never be beaten down by a few thugs like you are now..."

Xue Xinxin wanted to continue her enthusiastic description, but I interrupted her. "...What if I don't agree?"

Xue Xinxin stared at me like I was a monster, and after a long while, she finally said, "Too late, it's not up to you now."

"What do you mean?"

I ignored her staring gaze.

"I told you to think this through again and again. If you didn't agree, there wouldn't be this conversation. Now you've come into contact with core state secrets. Do you know the consequences of doing so? Unless these secrets are declassified, anyone who has access to them will be under close surveillance. They'll have to report who they meet and what they do every day. In short, it's almost like house arrest—you have freedom, but you'll be monitored; you have rights, but only rights... Are you willing to live like this?"

Xue Xinxin said.

"Give me liberty or give me death!"

I said.

"So you'd better just listen to me and cooperate with me to make this research a success. Once you become a member of the research team, you'll have corresponding rights and privileges. Everyone who can join our research team has undergone rigorous political vetting and possesses extremely high personal qualities. Therefore, there's generally no strict surveillance on a daily basis; it mainly relies on personal self-discipline. You don't need to worry about your life being greatly affected. Moreover, as a special member of the research team, you're not a soldier, so many military restrictions don't apply to you. In short, it's all beneficial to you..."

Xue Xinxin concluded with, "...Now tell me, do you agree or not?"

"I want to know if there's a salary for doing this kind of work? How much?"

I asked somewhat shamelessly. Xue Xinxin's expression was somewhat surprised, but I pretended not to notice.

I've seen many cases of people being recruited by the country without receiving corresponding compensation on online forums. Although contributing to the country is the main thing, it's also appropriate to seek some benefits for oneself when possible. I don't think there's anything wrong with making some small calculations for oneself.

Selfless dedication is not universally appreciated in this society. Such saintly behavior is often labeled as foolish, stupid, or incomprehensible, and seen as boring, laughable, or even a staged performance. I admit there are such people who dedicate themselves to the utmost selflessness; they are of noble character, walking alone somewhere in this world, their swaying figures shining in the darkness! But when it comes to ordinary people like ourselves, how many of us don't struggle for a living? How many of us don't bow down for a pittance? Pursuing petty gains is the daily labor we must repeat; nobility always comes after we've eaten our fill. How can someone like me, still struggling for three meals a day, presume to talk about selflessness? Having a heart that can give is enough.

My petty thoughts surprised Xue Xinxin. She glanced at me a few times and said, "Yes, but not much. A monthly salary of 3000 yuan, plus a special allowance of 1200 yuan, totaling 4200 yuan. This is the minimum standard for researchers. Since you've just joined, that's all you get."

"I know, this salary is really too little, but that's the standard salary in the military. You're already at the level of a second lieutenant. If you're not satisfied, I can apply to my superiors to make you a special researcher."

She added.

"No, I'm already very satisfied,"

I said.

"Satisfied?"

Xue Xinxin looked at me.

"More than my current salary. I'd be willing to quit my current job."

I smiled.

"You don't need to quit your current job. The research you're involved in is highly confidential; only a very few people know about it, including your very existence. Your current identity is also a good cover. So you're free most of the time, living like an ordinary person. They'll only contact you when they need you,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"That's perfect! I was worried that once I became your guinea pig, I'd have no personal freedom. If that happened, I'd be in a real dilemma,"

I said happily.

Xue Xinxin looked at me strangely, and after a long while, she said, "You really are special!"

"Special? I don't think so!"

I said.

"Many people wouldn't care about such things just to show how good or excellent they are in front of me. But you're different. It seems my charm can't compare to tangible benefits. Aren't you afraid you'll lower your value in my eyes and make me dislike you?"

"Xue Xinxin asked.

I deliberately made a face and smiled at Xue Xinxin, saying, "I'm just an ordinary person. I don't dare to have any expectations of you. I'm just doing my best. I only hope to help you get better soon so you can do your research properly, use your expertise, and treat more patients. I hope you can live a good and happy life from now on. That would be enough for me. I wouldn't have let Yun Qing down, and I would have also made a contribution to the country."

A strange emotion flickered in Xue Xinxin's eyes. "You...you really think that way?"

"It's so mundane, isn't it? You're making fun of me,"

I laughed.

"No, it's just...I just think you're so simple."

"I'm a simple person. I'm not that complicated, am I? Do you think I'm complicated?"

"No, it's your words that made me think it's complicated. Can you tell me what your life ideal is? Or what your pursuit is?"

Xue Xinxin's tone was eager, as if she really wanted to know the answer.

What seemed like a simple question to Xue Xinxin became a big problem for me, and I couldn't answer it for a moment.

"This...question?"

I was a little unsure how to answer. "...I haven't really thought about it much. What kind of life do I want?...To be honest, I really don't know."

I realized I was a bit of a failure. I'd lived for decades and still didn't know what I wanted.

After thinking for a moment, I said, "I don't have any ideals or big ambitions. When I graduated from university, my father told me to live a good life. So I just want to live a good life, like a normal person, find a job, have a girlfriend, try to earn more money to cure my girlfriend's mother's illness, improve our lives, and then naturally get married and have children, completing one of life's essential tasks after another, just living a simple and ordinary life...that's probably my ideal life."

Xue Xinxin listened thoughtfully, her eyelids lowered as she stared at the floor.

"Am I a little unambitious?"

I said.

"No,"

Xue Xinxin replied, looking up. "I think... your idea is very good."

Xue Xinxin smiled at me. "The simplest things are often the most real, and the most precious things are often the most ordinary. You give me a very different feeling, very different from him..."

Xue Xinxin hesitated, "Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. You will definitely find the kind of life you want."

"It's settled then!"

Xue Xinxin said.

I nodded and gave her a smile.
Chapter 57 Rapid Recovery Agent

Xue Xinxin then explained some related matters. My participation in the research would be reported to the Ministry of National Defense, and there would be approval within one or two months. At that time, I would be an official member of this classified research project.

Xue Xinxin stood up abruptly, appearing before me with a snap. I noticed she was wearing a military peaked cap, the gleaming insignia shimmering in the center. She looked at me, swiftly raised her small hand, her palm pressed against the right corner of the brim, and gave me a perfect salute. "Comrade Zhao Bo, thank you for your choice. I hope we can cooperate happily in the future!"

Before I could even react, Xue Xinxin deftly withdrew her salute, smiled, and strode out of the ward. As her figure nearly disappeared, I realized that when she arrived, she had worn a green military uniform under a white lab coat, black stockings under a woolen skirt, and black boots—a striking and elegant look that accentuated her alluring figure. But she had actually saluted me! I was a little dizzy!

Xue Xinxin was busy with her work; Sun Qian hadn't come in yet. My decision to serve as a guinea pig for my country was made. Aside from Xue Xinxin's perfect military salute, which stirred a slight excitement and warmth within me, I didn't feel the expected surge of patriotism, nor did I feel particularly noble. This reaction struck me as odd.

This oddity also proved that I was no longer a hot-blooded youth, or perhaps this act of dedication was only in its initial stages; I hadn't yet fully immersed myself in it, hadn't deeply experienced it, and therefore felt no sense of glorious inflated ego. I don't know when this calm, no-longer-obsessed demeanor took hold of me, because I had never considered this question, unaware of its advantages and disadvantages. This led me to the illusion that I lacked any spirit of dedication, and even this illusion wasn't certain. I had to question myself to discern: If my country needed me, and I were to sacrifice my life, what would I do? My answer was as swift as ever, undoubtedly affirmative: no matter what, I would love my country more than myself. This answer made me realize that I still possessed a spirit of dedication; my previous illusion was indeed just that—an illusion.

I was about to shoulder the mission of my country, which made me feel that I was still useful. To be a useful person is my life's aspiration.

Sun Qian returned and expertly put the cigarette in my mouth, lit it, and fed me puff by puff. The unique musty aroma of the 555 cigarettes was pleasant. Sun Qian didn't ask why Xue Xinxin wanted to see me, and I, who had prepared a bunch of excuses, no longer needed to say them. Regarding Xue Xinxin's question about collecting my semen, I could only tell her it was a routine health check. Sun Qian curled her lip, "Health check my foot! I've never seen someone with a missing hand or foot need a sperm test, there's definitely something fishy going on!"

After dinner, Sun Qian and I lay in bed. The TV remote was in Sun Qian's hand, and she pressed the channel-changing button on average once per second. The LCD TV on the opposite wall was rapidly switching between programs, and she would skip over the ones I wanted to watch without hesitation. Finally, the TV program stopped at "Happy Shopping," where a man and a woman with exaggerated features and monkey-like faces were shouting their wares

at the top of their lungs. Sun Qian was actually watching with great interest. She even had the urge to buy a certain mobile phone that was supposedly unbreakable, unboilable, waterproof, and fireproof. One product after another was being touted by these two scoundrels with exaggerated claims and nonsensical rhetoric, utterly boring and vulgar. It made my eyes water and made me feel extremely uncomfortable. This was intolerable! I endured it again and again until I reached my breaking point. My nerves were on edge, and I had to resort to sweet talk and a sob story, playing the victim, before Sun Qian finally released my pent-up frustration. She locked the TV on CCTV-5, saying, "You watch, I'm going to take a shower. I'll continue watching when I get back."

Uh, Sun Qian wasn't going home? She was going to keep watching this nauseating "happy scam"? She pulled out a few thin sets of underwear and a pair of black stockings from her handbag—she'd prepared everything. I was in a panic again. Just as I was at my wit's end, the door opened, and Xue Xinxin came in. She also saw the underwear Sun Qian was holding.

"What? You're not going home tonight?"

Xue Xinxin asked.

"Yes, I want to stay here with him tonight,"

Sun Qian said.

"I'm afraid not tonight,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"Why?"

"I can't tell you!"

Xue Xinxin said bluntly.

Sun Qian looked a little upset.

"Let Qianqian keep me company, I'm bored anyway, it's no fun being alone,"

I quickly said.

"No, not today!"

Xue Xinxin showed me no mercy.

"Zhao Bo, I'd better leave. You're a patient, the doctor's word is law, I don't want to bother you here. I'll come see you again tomorrow."

After saying that, Sun Qian quickly stuffed her underwear back into the bag and turned to leave with a sullen face.

"Xin Xin, please don't be like this. What's wrong with her keeping me company?"

I said, somewhat annoyed.

"It's not that I'm unwilling. If it were any other time, it wouldn't matter. She could stay as many nights as she wanted. But not tonight!"

Xue Xin Xin didn't budge.

"Qian Qian, you shouldn't leave tonight. It's quite late, and it's not safe on the road."

I ignored Xue Xin Xin.

"That's an order!"

Xue Xin Xin said sternly to me. "Have you forgotten what we talked about this afternoon? I'll send someone to take Sun Qian home. You don't need to worry."

An order? Was it related to what happened this afternoon? Hearing this, I also deflated, looking helplessly at Sun Qian. "Qianqian, come back tomorrow. You can stay as long as you like."

Sun Qian sensed that Xue Xinxin had something important to discuss with me, and said with a smile, "Okay, Brother Zhao Bo, you should rest well and listen to Sister Xinxin. Get well soon. I'm going back now, don't worry about me."

I returned her a smile, and Sun Qian said, "I'm leaving. Goodbye!"

"Qianqian, I didn't mean to make things difficult for you, there are special circumstances, please understand,"

Xue Xinxin said to Sun Qian.

"I understand, Sister Xinxin. Please take good care of Zhao Bo."

Sun Qian left the ward and closed the door.

"Speak, what is it?"

I said to Xue Xinxin in a deep voice.

Xue Xinxin ignored my displeasure and called out towards the door, "Come in!"

The door was pushed open, and a woman in a tight black outfit entered. Her movements were efficient, and beneath the tight clothing was a unique face that clearly belonged to a mixed-race person. She had long, straight, jet-black hair, slender fingers, a petite and delicate figure, and her breasts were excessively prominent, swaying with the slightest movement. She exuded an exotic charm. I felt like I had seen that unique face somewhere before. Then I remembered—this woman looked remarkably like the movie star Maggie Q, only with a more voluptuous figure and a more breathtakingly alluring and sexy aura. Maggie Q was voted "the woman men most want to hug," and without a doubt, this woman was "the woman men most want to fuck." One look at her and my lower body went straight up; primal urges and desires filled my entire body.

The woman placed a large, silver-gray metal briefcase on the ground, snapped it to attention, and called out, "Report! As per your instructions, Major, the rapid-acting recovery stimulant has been retrieved. We must return it within an hour. Please advise!"

"Thank you for your hard work, Lieutenant Lu Meifeng. Quickly administer it to him,"

Xue Xinxin said.

"Yes, sir!"

the woman named Lu Meifeng replied, placing the briefcase on a stool. She took a long, thin magnetic card from her pocket and said to Xue Xinxin, "I need your identification card."

Xue Xinxin handed the entire card to Lu Meifeng, who inserted both cards into the slots on either side of the briefcase. A keypad popped out from the center of the briefcase, and Lu Meifeng quickly typed a few numbers with her long, thin finger. The briefcase opened with a snap, revealing two vials of the stimulant, one red and one blue.

Lu Meifeng turned around, quickly pulled back my blanket, and deftly began to undress me by grabbing my hospital gown. I was stunned. Before I could even explain what was going on, she started taking my clothes off. I cried out, "...Hey...hey...what are you doing?...You should at least explain yourself! Why are you taking my clothes off right away?"

"Don't move! There's no time to explain. We went through a lot of trouble to get this fast-acting recovery agent. We'll use it on you now so your injuries will heal faster,"

Xue Xinxin said to me.

Lu Meifeng didn't stop what she was doing. Her hospital gown was removed, and her pants were quickly pulled down. My long, fully erect penis stood proudly against her stomach, its veins bulging visibly from excessive blood flow. The thin foreskin was almost invisible beneath the coronary arteries, and the exposed glans, bluish-red and light purple, swayed very close to Lu Meifeng's eyes. I truly admired my own long penis; it had come three times during the day, and now, as soon as a beautiful woman entered the room at night, it was immediately ready, its erection throbbing relentlessly, unyielding to my will.

"...You, Zhao Bo, you get hard the moment you see a woman?"

Xue Xinxin scolded.

Lu Meifeng was clearly unprepared for the scene before her, her face flushing crimson, unsure what to do.

I hurriedly explained, "I...I didn't want to either. Who told you to bring such a sexy beauty? If I didn't react, would I be a man? Blame it on her being too pretty."

"...Oh, you're being reasonable? Can't you control yourself?"

Xue Xinxin said angrily.

"I...it's a physiological urge, hard to control."

As I said this, my penis actually became erect again and twitched twice. This guy is really getting excited!

"His thing...is really...really big, how can he do this!"

Lu Meifeng looked at Xue Xinxin, "...In a state of heightened mental excitement, we can't use quick-acting recovery agents, what should we do?"

Xue Xinxin snorted, "What else can we do? I'm really fed up with this scoundrel. Let him release it, it'll go soft once it's released."

Lu Meifeng was stunned.

Xue Xinxin looked at her watch and said, "Time is running out, hurry! Be quick."

"With your hands?"

Lu Meifeng asked.

"Don't tell me I don't know. You little brat, you often watch porn at night, and now you're asking me? Use whatever method is fastest! Hurry!"

Xue Xinxin glared at me as she answered Lu Meifeng.

"Yes! I know!"

Lu Meifeng obeyed, her slender fingers encircling my large penis, gripping it tightly. She must have felt the rapidly throbbing pulse on it, for her fingers trembled slightly. Her other hand also reached up, and she used both hands to manipulate it, turning the erect penis towards herself, and then took the glans into her mouth, thrusting up and down, giving me oral sex.

Soon, my penis was wet with saliva, glistening under the light, looking even more menacing, a stark contrast to her red lips, her snow-white neck, and her beautiful face. The rush of pleasure, the warmth of her mouth, made me feel indescribably comfortable, and I shamelessly let out a few moans of pleasure.

I thought Xue Xinxin would definitely glare at my shameless behavior, but to my surprise, she was also watching Lu Meifeng give me oral sex. Lu Meifeng's seductive licking of my glans with her pink tongue was fully observed by Xue Xinxin. The way Lu Meifeng pursed her lips and twisted her tongue around my glans even made Xue Xinxin's heart flutter. Each time Lu Meifeng breathed away, the long line of saliva hanging from the corner of her mouth from my glans stirred Xue Xinxin's heart. Her delicate nose twitched, and her fingers unconsciously twisted the collar of her white coat, displaying a captivated and engrossed expression, completely absorbed in the scene, not missing a single detail.

Wow, Xue Xinxin is really addicted to watching live porn! She's already so absorbed right at the start.

Chapter 58 Silk Feet and Sandalwood Mouth

Since both women seemed to enjoy it so much, why should I feel embarrassed? I relaxed and savored the sensations of my penis in Lu Meifeng's mouth. Lu Meifeng's small hands gripped my penis and twisted it forcefully again and again. Her mouth blocked the glans, her cheeks sinking deep into her mouth as she sucked hard. Her tongue was brushing around the urethral opening, the nimble tip of her tongue even trying to penetrate deeper into that hollow. Damn, this was truly the ultimate technique for oral sex! It made me so aroused that my toes straightened, and I felt an electric shock-like sensation in my toes after receiving immense psychological stimulation. A lewd pleasure surged through my heart, almost bringing me to orgasm.

But how could I so easily let go of the luscious mouth of a stunningly beautiful woman I had just taken in? On one hand, I urged my penis to move busily in and out of that mouth, fully enjoying the tingling and warm pleasure. On the other hand, I tried my best to restrain the overflowing lust and carefully suppress the premature arrival of orgasm. But this distraction of tension and relaxation added a strange pleasure to my body and mind. The rapidly flowing hot blood quickly flushed my face, and my lower body also became hot. My penis was rapidly changing in Lu Meifeng's sucking mouth and tightly clenched small hand. Time seemed to stand still, and I only felt the pleasure rapidly washing over my nerves again and again.

"Hmph!"

Xue Xinxin couldn't stand it anymore. "Your thing is really strong, why isn't it coming yet! There's no time left, I'm going to be killed by you, you lecherous guy."

Lu Meifeng spat out my penis, ignoring the long, glistening lines of fluid on her lips, and breathed a sigh of relief, saying, "Report... Major! I... I can't take it anymore, my cheeks are killing me. I'd rather run two 50-kilometer full-load field training exercises than do this again."

Xue Xinxin spat at me and said to Lu Meifeng, "Don't stop, keep your position, suck hard, play hard, look at the color of that glans, he's about to give in."

Lu Meifeng looked up at Xue Xinxin, "... Major? You... how did you know? Could it be that you..."

"...Enough nonsense, continue your mission, do everything you can to make him come faster! You do your thing, don't look at me."

Xue Xinxin said to Lu Meifeng.

Lu Meifeng buried her head in my mouth again and continued to give me oral sex. Her head moved even more violently, and several times she choked on the penis that was deep in her throat. She coughed a few times, then continued to suck and lick my penis with all her might, while her hands quickly stroked and manipulated the shaft. One hand also grabbed my testicles and played with them wantonly, stretching them out and then releasing them, then squeezing them together and rubbing them against my genitals. She played with my large, long testicles to the point of ecstasy and pleasure. It was fucking so good!

Lu Meifeng used all her mouth strength and her hands to stroke and manipulate my penis, but it only made my penis harder and more erect, filling me with pleasure, but I couldn't reach the point of ejaculation. I didn't care about all that. Being able to enjoy oral sex from a fresh and beautiful woman without putting in any effort made me feel very comfortable and relaxed. Such an opportunity was rare! I adjusted my breathing, trying to match the frequency of my breaths to the pleasure aroused by Lu Meifeng's oral sex, constantly delaying the feeling of ejaculation. Every time I experienced the wonder of Lu Meifeng's oral sex, I couldn't help but sigh deeply, moaning and making strange noises.

Xue Xinxin, who was watching the lewd act, was already somewhat confused and infatuated. One hand caressed her breasts through her clothes, and the other reached under her short skirt to caress her genitals, which must be very wet.

In a moment of confusion, Xue Xinxin glanced at me. Seeing me lying comfortably on the hospital bed enjoying Lu Meifeng's oral sex, and even planning to enjoy it for a long time, she couldn't help but glare at me, her eyebrows furrowing in anger. With a cold snort, she sat on the bed, quickly pulled off her boots, and lay down opposite me.

Uh, is Xue Xinxin joining the fray? I'm dizzy. Is it that urgent for me to ejaculate? That important? I'll die very quickly if two women are doing it to me at the same time.

Xue Xinxin raised her feet, and a pair of small, transparent black-stockinged feet, their warm fragrance almost wafting in my eyes, swayed before me. Each toe, like an ivory carving, was gently encased in reinforced, semi-circular stockings. Her slender, delicate toes pressed against the tops of the black stockings, and a tight seam at the toe's edge created undulating waves. The slight wrinkles at the bottom of the stockings, caused by the lack of careful adjustment when she put them on, added a touch of quirky sexiness to her black-stockinged feet. Just looking at them made my heart pound; a surge of tender desire welled up within me, almost uncontrollable.

When I saw those black-stockinged feet, my eyes widened, my mouth gaped open, and I drooled—a lewd and obscene sight that Xue Xinxin witnessed. She was both amused and annoyed, glaring at me and saying through gritted teeth, "Hmph...you stocking fanatic! You won't ejaculate without stockings? I'm speechless! Let me help you!"

Xue Xinxin's delicate black-stockinged foot gently rested on my penis. The soft touch sent a jolt of excitement through me, like a conditioned reflex triggered by a sudden touch of fire. My penis, already hard and erect in my moist mouth, became erect again. The veins bulged, the shaft thick, the glans round and hard. The thick, bulging penis thrust upwards, slamming hard against Lu Meifeng's jaw and throat, catching her off guard. She screamed in surprise, her beautiful face, a blend of East and West, instantly turning pale.

"Ah...it...it...how did it suddenly get so big, so thick..."

Lu Meifeng had to temporarily spit out my penis.

"Keep going, hurry!"

Xue Xinxin's other silk-stockinged foot clamped down, working in tandem with the first foot's gentle pressure to firmly hold my penis, kneading it incessantly. Lu Meifeng opened her mouth wide, taking my thick, round glans into her mouth again. A beautiful, lewd scene unfolded before my eyes: my thick penis was held between Xue Xinxin's black-stockinged feet, while the hard glans was sucked and licked by Lu Meifeng's soft mouth. At the base of my penis, Lu Meifeng's slender hands continued to endlessly circle and grip, making my penis as hard as iron, roaring and unable to stop for a moment. Inside my penis, blood rushed in rapidly, and the meridians expanded and stretched intensely. The feeling of swelling was particularly strong, as if every stimulation was enough to make my penis burst open immediately.

Oh, this way of working with two women's feet and mouths was incredibly stimulating; even "blood surging" couldn't describe it. Her silk-clad feet were glistening, her lips warm and soft, her jade fingers nimble. Xue Xinxin's silk-clad, smooth foot lifted my two large testicles and teased them a couple of times. Lu Meifeng clearly chose to forgo the penis and instead take the testicles into her mouth. The hairy testicles entered her mouth, a tuft of black hair at the corner of her lips, followed by a powerful sucking. I felt my entire testicles enveloped in a warm hole, with a small, snake-like tongue roaming over them. A strange, stimulating pleasure rose up, and I felt as if I were in paradise, experiencing a throbbing, trembling sensation.

Xue Xinxin withdrew her silk-stockinged foot, pressing her other testicle against her inner thigh and grinding it gently. The delicate, black toe of her sock pressed against Lu Meifeng's exotic nose, which was sucking on one of her testicles. With each breath, her jade-like nose could clearly smell the fragrance emanating from her sock. Every slight touch between her slightly pointed big toe and her delicate nose made me feel the same way, as if I were inhaling the alluring scent, driving me mad. Lu Meifeng sucked on my testicles, but her jade-like hand did not stop stroking my penis. The simultaneous surge of pleasure made me feel intoxicated. I fucking wished I could just die like this!

"Use your mouth!"

Xue Xinxin said to Lu Meifeng. One of Xue Xinxin's black stockinged feet was level with my penis, firmly held in Lu Meifeng's hand. My penis and that stockinged foot were pressed tightly together, the dark stocking tip slightly higher than the glans. Lu Meifeng obeyed, opening her mouth and taking the stocking tip and glans into her mouth. With a firm grip, I felt my entire penis enveloped by the stocking in her mouth. The warm, moist mouth, the soft, seductive stocking, the continuous pressure—all sorts of sensations surged through me. A strange pleasure I had never experienced before instantly overwhelmed me. My wide eyes were fixed on my genitals, where a unique feast of stockinged foot oral sex was unfolding. In her pulsating mouth, the stocking and penis were together, her delicate tongue teasing the glans. I could even feel the subtle difference between the sweaty stocking tip and the saliva-drenched area. Damn it, with this kind of thing happening, I'd be dead!

Xue Xinxin's other stockinged foot swept horizontally, slowly moving upwards along my lower abdomen, past my chest, and down to my neck. She pressed hard on my chin and said, "Feels good? Enjoyable? Let's see if you can still come, let's see if you can still get hard!"

I ignored her and casually lifted my head to enjoy the caress of the jade foot beneath my neck, an indescribable comfort and pleasure.

The silk-stockinged foot under my chin lifted up, the toe of the stocking rubbing against my chin and mouth a couple of times before moving upwards, until the entire sole covered my face. A strong smell of sweat from the stockings mixed with the scent of leather boots filled the air, the intense fragrance of the feet making me dizzy and almost losing my mind. How could I let go of these exquisitely beautiful black silk-stockinged feet? I opened my mouth and sucked wildly, licking and biting with my teeth and tongue, impulsively and in a daze enjoying this feast of silk-stockinged feet. Ignoring Xue Xinxin's giggling and twisting resistance as she tried to pull her feet back because of the tickling, I held the silk-stockinged foot tightly, taking the delicate toe of the stocking into my mouth, savoring it slowly, combining sucking and biting, my mouth filled with the silk stockings and the delicate, smooth, and soft hands. If you asked me to die right now beneath these silk-stockinged feet, I would gladly accept without hesitation. How could I resist such an irresistible temptation?

As I frantically sucked on Xue Xinxin's black-stockinged feet, my penis was still being wildly licked and sucked by Lu Meifeng, who was holding my silk-stockinged feet. There, my penis was experiencing a completely different scene. My penis was inside the black silk, in her mouth, in her clenched hands, pushed and shaken by her feet, sucked by her mouth, and stimulated by her hands. It was stimulated by the two women working together. With her black-stockinged feet in her mouth and her silk-stockinged feet and mouth on my lower body, my glance caught a glimpse of Xue Xinxin's exposed lower body with her legs wide open. A pair of moon-white silk panties had been pushed aside, and in the center of a clump of messy hair, a pear-shaped private vulva was exposed to my eyes. Several slender fingers were quickly touching the protruding, dark red clitoris, and the trickling lustful fluid below had already soaked a glistening stain on the sheets.

As Xue Xinxin played, she couldn't help but masturbate in front of me. I looked at her face; she was already there, waiting for me, her face full of lustful smiles, her eyes full of provocation, her red lips slurping, panting softly, enjoying the pleasure masturbation brought her.

How could I resist this scene? Lu Meifeng squeezed my penis even tighter, her mouth sucking and teasing wildly. My penis couldn't withstand this wild and lewd stimulation, and it suddenly sprang to life, ejaculating directly into Lu Meifeng's mouth. I held tightly to Xue Xinxin's silk-stockinged feet, opening my mouth as wide as possible, almost taking the entire silk-stockinged foot into my mouth. On my flat tongue was a silky smooth surface, and the toes were even wriggling slightly deep inside my mouth. The silky sensation made me almost suffocate, and my lower body collapsed like a tidal wave, gushing out rapidly. The semen almost drained my bodily fluids. Lu Meifeng was indeed a perfect executor of the mission. Even as her penis continued to throb and ejaculate, her hands remained tightly gripping her silk-stockinged legs, her small mouth continuing to suck and receive wave after wave of semen. She let the overflowing semen spill from the corners of her mouth, covering her black silk-stockinged legs, and flowing down her thick, round penis. She kept sucking and squeezing, making me feel like a plump, round orange, instantly drained and sucked dry, leaving only a yellow, shriveled, and shrunken peel.

The silk-stockinged legs deep inside my mouth almost made me choke. The intense ejaculation almost made my soul leave my body. In the corner of my eye, I saw her exquisite vulva, the rotten, messy flesh still curling and contracting, a stream of vaginal fluid shooting out. I was in a semi-conscious state of extreme orgasm, my limbs weak, my whole body flying in a hazy red world, my body very light, not touching the ground for a long time...

I was in a hazy state of consciousness...

"...Ah...he's passed out!"

Lu Meifeng's voice rang out. "Never mind him, administer the medicine quickly." Xue Xinxin's voice

rang out . "Yes!" I was turned over. "Be careful with the spinal puncture!" Xue Xinxin's voice echoed. "Yes!" I felt a sharp pain in my spine, a medicinal power mixed with pain emanating from there, making my whole body feel heavy, and I had to close my eyes. "He's asleep. Is this medicine really that good?" Lu Meifeng asked. "Hmm... After using this medicine, he will sleep for a whole day, but he is currently exhausted both physically and mentally, which is perfect for coinciding with the medicine's effects. He might be fully healed in two to three weeks, at most a month. However, during this period, he can't be too excited, and he can't go around messing around. Hmph, consider it a punishment for him." Xue Xinxin said. "Major, you're so nice to him, do you really like him?" "Don't talk nonsense! I'm doing this for the sake of our research. I hope he recovers quickly so we can speed up our research and develop the war agent." "I don't believe you, look at your blushing face! I never thought the Major, who used to be unable to get close to men, would find someone she likes. But he seems quite lecherous..." "Hmph, men are all driven by their lower instincts. As long as I get him, it's fine." "Wow, Major, you're so open-minded!" "Enough nonsense. Even though you've been in the research institute since you were little, you've seen men before. Why are you swooning over him today? Once he recovers, should I arrange for her to give you a good time?" "I'm thinking about it. His thing is really big, even bigger than in those porn movies. I wonder what it would be like down there..." "Hey, you little rascal, you're really taking advantage of me? It's all my fault for not disciplining you guys lately." "Hehe, I'm all wet down there. You were able to do it yourself just now, but I was too busy to even take care of myself. You were enjoying yourself, while I was suffering. You said you're best friends with me in private, but when it comes to crucial moments, it's us subordinates who suffer." "Alright, alright. That's all nonsense. We'll talk about it later... Are you done yet? If you're done, hurry up and send it back!" "Major, using classified drugs without permission is a serious violation of discipline. If we get caught, it'll be terrible. Is it worth it for him?" "Don't worry, I'll take care of everything... There are still fifteen minutes left. It'll be fine once it's put back. It's all for the research!" " Yes! It's all for the research!" I couldn't react to the conversation between the two women. The drug took effect again, and I drifted off to sleep. Chapter 59 A Terrible Mood When I woke up, the clock on the wall showed that two more days had passed. I felt full of energy, a sense of vitality that made me feel very comfortable. My injuries seemed to have healed and weren't as painful anymore. I looked out the window; it was still early morning, the sky just before dawn. The dawn today was something to look forward to. The feeling of a sliver of light tearing through the darkness, a thousand golden arrows scattering the stars, the sense of moving from the pre-dawn darkness to the light, calmed me. A thousand threads of hope gradually filled the room—it felt wonderful. I hadn't felt this good in a long time. This state of mind is indeed rare. Most of the time, I don't even know what dawn looks like, and even when I do, I rarely pay attention. The desires of the night often linger, and mornings often begin at noon. My restless heart rises and falls, clutching handfuls of youth and indulging in reckless spending—an irresistible temptation for a young person like me. And so, in repeated indulgence and squandering, the heart is lost, life is wasted, and existence is squandered. Many people of high moral character lead by example, trying to set a standard so that others can follow in their footsteps. Their admirable actions should indeed be remembered, praised, and emulated. Unfortunately, it holds no appeal for someone like me. Life continues to slip by, and my existence remains wasted. Faced with this emptiness and helplessness, I am powerless, utterly helpless, unable to muster any resistance. I can only cling to that self-deceptive sense of satisfaction to prevent myself from completely losing my way. Contentment and satisfaction are the finest qualities we should possess, for which we have quelled countless anxieties and gained so much inner peace. Only in this way can we survive in this society where dregs rise everywhere, yet are revered as the gold standard, gradually accepted as normal, like frogs slowly boiled in water, gasping for breath, barely clinging to life.

Let me savor this rare tranquility of the morning, for I don't know when I'll be too preoccupied to care, or when my bad mood will ruin it.

The morning is so peaceful, but that doesn't mean the day will be pleasant. What I didn't expect was that my bad mood would arrive so quickly, so suddenly, so unexpectedly.

Before my mood could be ruined, Xue Xinxin brought me breakfast. I later learned that she had done this several times in the past two days. She silently laid out the food, her face still bearing her usual expressionless face, carefully feeding me each bite. I had talked to Xue Xinxin before, and this was the first time I'd heard her take care of someone like this. Even when she cares, she doesn't show it; a melancholy aura always lingers. Her few genuine expressions of emotion are always at specific times, making me feel like it's difficult to enter her heart, even though our relationship is currently quite good.

Xue Xinxin told me that Shangguan Yunqing had visited me since I was hospitalized, but she didn't come the day I woke up, so we didn't meet. She put the bowl and chopsticks in the trolley, told the nurse to take them away, and said to me, "How are you feeling? Are you alright?"

"I'm fine, feeling good,"

I said.

"I've given you the latest recovery medication. Based on your recovery over the past two days, your injury should be basically healed in another week. However, the injury to your left arm will take another two weeks. You need to rest well and avoid excitement. That means you can't have sex with women for this month,"

Xue Xinxin said in an extremely calm tone.

Sex? That word just slipped out so blatantly; it sounded incredibly harsh to my ears. Couldn't she have used something more subtle? This perverted girl!

I was a little embarrassed: "Uh... I know, I heard what you and Lu Meifeng were saying."

"You know... I thought you really fainted? Turns out you heard everything."

"I wasn't pretending, I heard it, but I couldn't speak at the time."

"You're not feeling bad, are you?"

Xue Xinxin raised her beautiful eyes slightly, "I know it might be difficult for you to not come for a month."

Uh, this girl is even concerned about whether I'm feeling bad, where can you find such a considerate girlfriend?

I joked: "...Feeling bad?... This... is a little uncomfortable. If I stay a monk for a month, I'll get sick, it'll be very hard, you won't just watch me suffer like this... You're a doctor, do you have any good solutions?"

After I finished speaking, I looked at Xue Xinxin with a smile, and glanced at her full chest a few times, so full! Since we started dating, we've encountered a lot of exciting things, and I've seen these breasts, round and full, very proud, but I've never actually touched them. Am I being too serious as a boyfriend?

Xue Xinxin noticed me staring at her chest and instinctively looked down at her own, thinking there was something there. Then, realizing my mischief, she looked up and glared at me. "Is it pretty?... I have a way to make you feel better."

She leaned closer to me, gritting her teeth, "Just castrate you!... I haven't done that kind of surgery in a long time, consider it practice."

Xue Xinxin only joked like this when she was with me. I moved my head back, forcing a smile. "...Just kidding, just kidding... I can handle it, I can handle it... Hehe, no need to bother."

"Hmph!"

Xue Xinxin snorted and said, "Seriously, if you really can't hold back, you have to, otherwise the medicine will be much less effective and there will be unknown side effects. If you really can't hold back, I'll tell the nurse to give you a sedative every day, then you'll feel calmer." "

I will definitely hold back, to get better as soon as possible, I will resolutely hold back, definitely hold back, even if I can't bear it."

I said resolutely.

Seeing my strange expression, Xue Xinxin chuckled, her face beaming. I stared, somewhat stunned. She chuckled, "Hehe... judging from your expression, this past month must be tough for you, right? Let me tell you, if you can get through this month, I'll give you a reward. Of course, it's also related to my research direction. My next research focus will be on fertilized eggs; perhaps that's the breakthrough to solving rejection defects... As for the specifics, you can figure it out yourself."

"Uh... fertilized eggs?"

I looked at Xue Xinxin in horror, "...You're not going to make me like a stud pig, being rotated by sows, are you? And you'll just watch?" Xue Xinxin

covered her nose and continued laughing, "Hehe... stud pig? How can you make that sound so funny... What's wrong with me watching?... What's wrong with me watching? I'm conducting scientific research; I don't see anything wrong with it."

Xue Xinxin finally stopped laughing and said, "You must remember that national interests come first. You and I must both submit to national interests. Do whatever the country needs you to do... You should be able to do that, right?"

"Me?...I'm not only being a guinea pig for the country's needs, but also a breeding pig? I feel like I've fallen into your trap..."

I sighed and lamented, "...I regret it so much. One wrong move in choosing a girlfriend, and I'm a gigolo all day long?"

"If you want to be a pig, no one can stop you. Think whatever you want. This research has to continue."

Xue Xinxin ignored my protests.

"I...I...I...with other women...you...won't you feel bad?"

I asked hesitantly.

Xue Xinxin's phoenix eyes widened, and she said seriously, "Not bad, it's very enjoyable. Are you satisfied with that answer?"

As soon as Xue Xinxin finished speaking, a sigh rose in my heart. Damn, pervert, really perverted, perverted to the extreme.

After a while, I calmed down and said with feigned helplessness, "Okay, I'll do as you say. It's worth it even if I die in bed from exhaustion for the country... I'm so pitiful. There are only oxen that die from exhaustion, not fields that can be ruined by plowing; the more the field is plowed, the fatter it gets, but the more the oxen plow, the thinner they get... Don't let me die skin and bones in bed!"

Xue Xinxin laughed again, "Hehe... What are you thinking? In vitro fertilization is also an option!"

In vitro fertilization? With my hundreds of millions of tadpoles, how many eggs would I need? -- Continuing this topic seems too inappropriate.

I changed the subject, asking, "Xin Xin, don't you feel tired working so hard for the country's research?"

"No, I'm not tired. If I could develop the combat agent sooner, maybe Xiao Liang wouldn't have died."

Xin Xin's expression darkened slightly as she said this. "...So I must develop it, no matter what method I use!"

Having unintentionally touched on Xin Xin's painful memory, I quickly changed the subject: "I want to be discharged as soon as my leg can move again, what do you think?"

"No! Your injury should heal in the hospital before you're discharged, and we can also observe the effectiveness of the recovery combat agent."

Xin Xin said.

"...Oh, I see, all for research!...My life is so hard because of research..."

I drawled.

Xin Xin ignored my strange tone and said, "I have to stay at the research institute for the next few days, it might be very busy, you'll have to stay here by yourself."

It seems Xin Xin is going to be busy researching my sperm? I laughed and said, "Hehe, it's okay, you go ahead and do your work. If you need more experimental supplies, just come and get them."

Xue Xinxin laughed again and said, "...I already said that I can't have my period for a month, or I should just have surgery. Are you really willing to let me do something so short-sighted?"

"...I was just joking with you, just teasing you,"

I said.

"I won't talk to you anymore. Here's my room key. If you're bored, you can come to my room to read or surf the internet. If it's inconvenient for you, you can ask the nurse to get it for you, so you won't be bored."

Xue Xinxin handed me a key.

I reached out and took it, only then realizing that my previously injured fingers had healed. This medicine is truly amazing!

Xue Xinxin called the nurse over, gave her a few instructions, and then left.

Lying in bed, recalling my conversation with Xue Xinxin, I couldn't help but chuckle to myself. Unintentionally, I had been granted a legal sexual intercourse license by the state. Could it mean I could now use the state's name to have sex anywhere? Normally, only marriage allows this, and even then, only one partner; anything else is illegal.

But if sex becomes work, a task, will it still retain its former pleasure? Just like after marriage, when a husband makes having sex with his wife his legal job, engaging in it openly and frankly every day, no matter how innovative the methods, day after day, year after year, it inevitably becomes a mechanical repetition. The feeling of touching one's own hand with the other's hand will eventually lead to sadness and boredom.

Undoubtedly, no matter what kind of work it is, it will eventually become tiresome. Often, this leads to the married couple either engaging in illegal activities or changing partners, resulting in human tragedies. Further reasoning, the current marriage system is incredibly unpleasant. The elimination of brothels is a complete regression; a channel for human desire has been unnecessarily blocked, adding unnecessary instability to society. Our ancestors understood this principle long ago, yet we remain stubbornly ignorant, resolutely going down a dark path!

Even now, I'm still in a good mood, even somewhat pleased.

I moved my feet and found I could get out of bed. I took small steps, slowly walked into the bathroom, urinated, and when I came out, the ward door was pushed open.

Jin Yanqian entered, wearing a black wool coat with two black belts carefully cinched at the waist, accentuating her slender figure. Her hands were tucked into the side pockets of the coat, and her long, shapely legs peeked out from under the coat. Her slightly thick black stockings gave a sense of warmth, and her fashionable ankle boots added to her overall sophisticated and capable appearance. However, her expression was somewhat serious, lacking the liveliness I'd seen her on previous visits.

"Is something the matter?"

I asked, slowly making my way to the bed.

"...Slow down!"

Jin Yanqian quickly came over, helping me to the bed and sitting me down.

"Pour yourself some water,"

I said.

Jin Yanqian poured two glasses of water, handing me one, then warmed her hands with the glass, taking small sips while exhaling the steam. She glanced at me a few times, as if observing my mood, and said, "It seems your injury is healing quite quickly? How are you feeling?"

"Yeah, I'm fine! Thank you for your concern, and for coming to see me again,"

I said.

"Here, take this."

After hesitating for a moment, she took out a stack of photos from her pocket and handed them to me. "It might... might make you a little uncomfortable, so be prepared."

I put down my water glass, took the photos, and started looking through them on the bed.

The first picture was of a man whose face was distorted from being beaten, his swollen eyes narrowed to slits, and his face covered in blood. It took me a while to recognize that the man was Zhao Gao. I flipped down to a picture of a doctor's diagnosis: fractures in both hands and feet, a fractured skull, a severed Achilles tendon, and lifelong disability... I flipped further to a few pictures of Zhao Gao's henchman, Erbing, whose arm was hacked to pieces, bleeding profusely, with only a little skin and flesh connecting it to his shoulder... The gruesome scene made my scalp tingle and my heart sink. I flipped to the last few pictures: a car that had crashed into a guardrail was wrecked and burned, and inside the driver's seat was a charred corpse with its head drooping...

"...Zhao Gao was seriously injured in a gang fight a couple of days ago. The person who died was also one of Zhao Gao's henchmen, who died in a car accident yesterday,"

Jin Yanxi said calmly.

I understood. This was Xu Xueyin's so-called explanation to me. A chill ran down my spine, and then a surge of anger rose within me. I roared, "This...this is what you've done?...This is what Xu Xueyin did?"

"I'm just here to tell you the fact that they were injured in a car accident. I don't know anything else,"

Jin Yanxi said, raising her voice.

"Did Xu Xueyin send someone to do it? Tell me, was it her?"

I yelled.

"...Calm down. Why are you so angry? Isn't this the result you wanted? Does it matter who did it? They've all received their due punishment. They brought it on themselves! Now someone has stood up for you and settled this matter. You should be happy,"

Jin Yanxi said loudly, seeing my anger.

"Should I be happy? To have you smooth things over for me?... "

My heart grew colder and colder, my anger burned ever brighter, and a strong sense of humiliation overwhelmed me. "Did I ask you to do it? You've gone too far. What I do is my business, it's none of your concern... Now someone's dead, you're truly ruthless... Should I thank you?"

"It was a car accident! It was an accident! It wasn't planned..."

Jin Yanxi argued loudly.

"An accident? Planned?... You still say you didn't know, that it was planned? Doesn't that mean you premeditated all of this?"

I questioned.

"...I'm not going to argue with you. Anyway, this is the end of it. Your feud with Wang Rendi is over. He was injured, you're in a hospital bed, you're even, and your girlfriend's situation is resolved... Let's just let it go."

Jin Yanxi ignored my questioning, took a check from her pocket, and placed it on my bed. "This is compensation from Zhao Gao, 500,000 yuan, for that girl."

Seeing the check, I was filled with rage and humiliation, almost bursting out of my skin. I crumpled the check into a ball, threw it on the floor, and knocked the photos off the bed as well. I yelled at Jin Yanxi, "Get out! I don't need your pity or help. Whether I get my revenge or not is my business! You don't need to meddle!"

Jin Yanxi picked up the crumpled check from the floor. "I'm sorry, Zhao Bo, I didn't come here to upset you... I'll transfer the check to that girl separately."

"I'm warning you, don't touch Sun Qian, don't hurt her again!"

I said, pointing at Jin Yanxi.

"It's all over, no one else will be hurt,"

Jin Yanxi said, picking up the photos from the ground one by one.

I stammered, looking coldly at Jin Yanxi, wanting to say something, but suddenly felt utterly powerless. A wave of grief and indignation, as if falling into an abyss, swept over me. I wanted to smash the world to pieces, but I couldn't. I lowered my head in pain and helplessness. I felt my dignity being trampled by some unknown iron hoof, one kick after another, powerful and swift, merciless and unwavering. It was a pain like being raped, a feeling of unbearable agony that was particularly intense.

"Zhao Bo... I understand how you feel right now, but this is the tragedy of people like us. In the eyes of those who take pleasure in controlling others, we are so lowly, our lives are just objects for them to play with and amuse themselves... Forget about this, and don't have any unrealistic thoughts."

Jin Yanqian opened the door, sighed deeply, and said, "You get some rest, I'm leaving."

Overwhelmed with shame and anger, I grabbed the water glass beside me and smashed it on the floor. With a loud crash, the glass shattered into pieces.

Just then, the door opened again, and without looking up, I yelled, "Get out! What are you doing back here?"

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