I want my daughter.

Chapter One: Prologue

I never imagined this day would come.

I, Liang Wenbin, am lying on the large bed in a hotel, utterly exhausted, staring at the ceiling.

Beside me, pressed tightly against a body just as naked and drenched in sweat, a soft,
youthful body—a body I had just held tightly in my arms, yet now one I desperately want to
escape from.

That fragrant body entwined itself around me, so close I could
clearly hear the panting coming from it.

Her chest pressed against mine, the soft touch gripping my arm. I knew what it was;
I could even feel her heart pounding within her chest. All of this… reminded me that this
wasn't a ridiculous dream, but a real, tangible reality happening to me.

I regretted it. Although saying this only after the passion had subsided seemed somewhat inhuman, I truly
regretted it.

Why… why did I agree to her? Was I truly bewitched? Suddenly, another
face .

It was a face strikingly similar to the one lying beside me, yet utterly different,
a face that existed only in my memory.

Xiaoli, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

I sincerely repent to my wife who passed away twenty years ago. I dare not hope for forgiveness; I don't deserve
it .

As if sensing my change in mood, she released her embrace and sat
up .

Her long hair fell in front of my eyes, and I turned my head away, avoiding her gaze.

She reached out and stroked my bare chest and lower abdomen.

I felt her restless hand moving towards my lower body and reached out to stop her, saying, "That's enough
."

She didn't react to my refusal, but simply said in a voice with a slight smile, "Then let's rest
for a while. We've done it three times; I'm tired too."

I didn't respond to her words, got up, and prepared to get out of bed.

Just as I put on my slippers and prepared to get up, she suddenly hugged me from behind.

I could clearly feel the fullness of her breasts against my bare back.

"What are you doing, Lili?"

I tried to sound tough, but my heart was pounding.

I wasn't sure if I could hold my ground if she made another invitation from behind.

Thankfully, she didn't do anything further, just hugged me and murmured,
"Let me hug you for a little while, just a little while..."

I didn't refuse, and we remained in that intimate position for about a minute
.

If we weren't naked, if we weren't 25 years apart in age
, we would definitely look like a very close couple or family to outsiders, right? But
that's impossible now. From the moment we walked into the hotel together, from the moment we took off our clothes—our
relationship could never go back to what it was.

"Lili..."

"I know, I'll be right back."

Her muffled voice came from behind me. I knew she might have been crying, but I couldn't
comfort her or wipe away her tears like I used to.

I didn't have that right anymore.

She released her arms, got off the bed, and sat down beside me.

I wanted to get up and leave, but she grabbed my hand.

"Let's take a bath together?"

I didn't dare look at her face, nor could I refuse her request.

In the bathroom, the misty steam obscured her face, making me feel a little better; at least
I could face her normal activities.

But her meticulous attempts to help me bathe still made me feel awkward.

"Lili, I can do it myself."

"It's okay, let me help you. You can't reach behind you, can you?"

She took the towel from my hand, her gentle movements spreading across my back, it felt so good.

This used to be one of my most enjoyable moments, but after she turned twelve, to avoid suspicion, I stopped
bathing with her, and this enjoyment ended fifteen years ago, when she was twelve.

Fifteen years, it's been fifteen years.

Back then, would I have imagined this day would come? I'm a sinner, I'm committing a crime... I was so immersed
in my memories that I didn't even notice when she moved in front of me.

The hot showerhead had been turned off sometime earlier, and in the dim light, her naked body and
face were clearly visible.

"Come on, wipe yourself down."

"No, no need, Lili. I can do it myself, I can do it myself!"

I didn't dare look at her face, trying to snatch the towel from her hand, but she nimbly dodged it.

Perhaps because my movement was too relaxed, she also put her arm around my shoulder.

"Yes, I believe you, Dad."

I hugged Lili, hugged my daughter.

But in my heart, only a deeper regret spread.

That day, I took my daughter.

And all of this irreversible tragedy began that night, that unpleasant family gathering…
…A few days earlier, I received a call from Lili before leaving work.

"Dad, you don't have any social engagements tonight, right? Come to my house for dinner. I want to
discuss with you what to do about Mom's matter."

The matter Lili was referring to was the anniversary of my deceased wife's death.

For the past twenty years, every year on this day, my daughter and I would come to the memorial service.

Even during the years Lili was away at university, she would always make time to come home and
commemorate her deceased mother with me.

Lili and I both value this day each year.

Because my wife was my in-laws' only daughter, and after they passed away, I rarely had any contact with
her .

So, the anniversary of their deaths became a memorial day just for my daughter and me.

But this year, things changed.

At the beginning of last year, Lili got married. Her husband is a young man I knew; he's two years older than her.
He's a very capable young man. I had some
dealings , and I had a very good impression of him.

To be honest, I was quite surprised that Lili ended up marrying him. Lili lost her mother when she was seven,
and I never remarried, always supporting the family. This made her very strong-willed.

After graduating from university, she went on to pursue a master's degree, and after that, a doctorate. By the time she actually entered
the workforce, she was over 25.

While I was very proud of my daughter becoming a PhD, I also worried about
how she would find a husband.

I'm
very

I have high hopes for my son-in-law. Although I have a little reluctance and sadness, I've decided
to entrust my daughter's happiness for the rest of her life to him.

So last year, I took the initiative to suggest to Lili that her son-in-law also attend the memorial service for her mother. At that time
, she had just gotten married, and my suggestion was somewhat inappropriate, so Lili declined, saying it wasn't the right time, and
I didn't think much of it. Unexpectedly, this year, Lili brought it up herself, and today's phone call was also to invite me to
discuss the details.

"Okay, I'll cancel everything for tonight. 7 pm, right? I'll definitely be home before then."

I said into the phone, mentally calculating what social engagements I had tonight.

"Okay, good. I'll wait for you. Dad, drive carefully."

"Okay, bye."

After hanging up, I put down my phone, but I couldn't remember the specifics of tonight's engagements.

Ah, that's how it is when you get old. Back in my factory days, I was famous for my excellent memory
; the deputy factory manager even nicknamed me "the living ledger."

Now, I can't even remember what social engagements I have tonight. Time waits for no one.

Just then, my savior arrived.

"Old Liang, you're still here?"

It was my old buddy and partner, Li Zheng, who pushed open the door.

We both quit our jobs at the state-owned factory to start our own business, and because we were good friends, we've
stuck together ever since.

"I'm leaving soon, I'm packing,"

I said, then asked, "Old Li, where were we going tonight? My brain just
ca n't remember."

"You're so forgetful! Didn't I just tell you yesterday that Boss Liu is treating us to dinner and karaoke tonight
? Forgot all about it?"

I exclaimed, slapping my forehead. "I forgot, I forgot! Look at my memory!"

Li Zheng picked up his keys from his desk; we shared an office, our desks were next to each other.

Then he looked me over and asked, "Do you have something else going on today?"

I looked at him in surprise and asked, "How did you know?"

I hadn't even mentioned that I wasn't going to the social event tonight.

"Hey, we've been together for so many years, you must have other plans for asking me this kind of question, otherwise
you wouldn't even ask and would just come along. When have you ever taken care of these social engagements? I've always been the one
organizing them."

"What, you're complaining to me now?"

I said, exchanging a glance with Li Zheng and we both laughed.

"Alright, let's not talk about anything else. I really have something to do tonight. My daughter called and wants me to
come home .

Now that Lili is married, shouldn't I... start thinking more about myself?" Seeing that I didn't speak, Li Zheng
seemed to feel that the atmosphere was too heavy, so he changed the subject and said, "Okay, I was being nosy. Hey, how about you come
with me to have some fun sometime? You're as strong as an ox, it'll be good for your health to find a young woman to relieve your pent-up desires
."

I looked at Li Zheng, knowing that he was thinking of me, and laughed, "Are you encouraging me to go to a brothel again? Aren't you
afraid I'll tell your wife?"

"Tch, anyway, we've broken up. If it weren't for our son, I would have divorced her long ago. What can she do to me?"

Li Zheng was very dismissive, but I could tell that there was a lot of bluff in his words.

"Alright, I'm done with you, I need to get going."

I buttoned up my coat and walked past Li Zheng, not forgetting to pat his protruding beer belly.
"You old man, you should exercise more, look at that belly. Want to go for a run with me tomorrow morning?"

"No thanks, no thanks, I'm too old for that, I can't compare to someone like you who's always been in shape."

Li Zheng shrank back, his belly shrinking back from my pat. Actually, he used to have a good physique when he was younger, but he
started gaining weight after 30, eventually ending up like this.

"Get out of here."

"I'm off, I'm off."

Leaving the office, I jogged down the corridor. Luckily, the elevator was open when I arrived
, saving me a lot of time waiting.

When I got to the underground parking garage, I saw a long queue at the exit.

I knew I was doomed; I definitely wouldn't make it before 7 o'clock. Sitting in the car, I called
Lili .

"Beep...beep..."

Hmm, no answer? Maybe she's in the kitchen? I glanced at my watch; it was already 6:25.
According to usual, Lili should be preparing dinner by now.

I waited a while and then made another call. This time, the call connected quickly.

"Hello, Dad."

Lili's voice startled me. Her voice was hoarse and seemed to tremble slightly, as if she had just
been crying.

"What's wrong, Lili? Were you crying?"

"No, I'm fine. I just accidentally got some onion in my eye while chopping vegetables. Um
… I didn't cry."

Although Lili said this, I could clearly hear her sniffling.

I knew Lili was lying to me. From childhood, she had always put on a brave face to avoid worrying me.

"Lili, listen to me, talk to Dad properly. What's wrong? What happened?"

Lili was silent on the other end of the phone. The signal in the garage was poor; she seemed to say something, but I could
n't hear her clearly.

"Hello, Lili?"

I opened the car door and got out, intending to walk to a spot with a slightly better signal.

"I'm here, Dad,"

Lili's voice finally became clearer, but her sobs were even more pronounced. She suddenly lowered her voice and said,
"Dad, come over. It's hard to say on the phone... I'll wait for you."

"Okay, okay, I'm coming right away. Please wait for me."

I hung up the phone immediately, ignoring the car in the parking space. At that moment, I just wanted to get to
Lili .

Taking the elevator from the underground parking garage, I flagged down a taxi that had just dropped off a passenger.

"Quick, take me to Garden Community!"

I was frantic, wanting nothing more than to fly to my daughter's side.

What happened? It should have been a peaceful evening, what... happened?

Chapter Two: Discord

I underestimated the evening rush hour traffic.

The taxi was stuck in traffic for a full half hour. Although I repeatedly urged them, evening rush hour is evening rush hour,
and the driver could only helplessly tell me that he couldn't go any faster.

Just as I was sitting in the taxi regretting not taking the subway, my phone vibrated. It was
a text message from Lili.

In the message, she told me not to rush, to drive carefully, and that she was fine and I didn't need to
worry too much.

No one knows a father better than his daughter. Although Lili didn't know I had simply abandoned the car and taken a taxi,
she seemed to have a pretty good idea of what I was thinking.

After receiving the message, I felt a little relieved. I replied to Lili with "I'll be there soon,"

and even the traffic seemed to improve my mood.

It was already 7:40 PM when I finally arrived at the apartment building.

My daughter and son-in-law's wedding apartment was on the sixth floor. I had my eye on this apartment; the price
was relatively high for the area.

However, since I had approved half of the down payment, my son-in-law's family naturally had no objections, and the young couple
moved into their new home on their wedding day.

To avoid disturbing my daughter's newlywed life, I almost never visited her unless she and her husband
invited me.

Because I drive here, I never drink alcohol when I come over for dinner, which my son-in-law quite dislikes
. He keeps telling me to stay overnight so we can have a proper drink.

I had originally planned to do it tonight.

I never expected that on this day I had been looking forward to,
I would arrive .

I stood at the door, about to knock, when it opened by itself.

"Dad, come in quickly."

Lili stood behind the door, as if she had been waiting for me.

I had already told Lili to open the door for me downstairs, but I didn't expect her to be
waiting for me all this time.

I didn't notice anything unusual on Lili's face. After changing into slippers in the entryway, I looked around
and entered the living room.

"Where's Haojie?"

I asked, inquiring about my son-in-law.

"He..."

Hearing me mention my son-in-law's name, Lili's face instantly darkened. She hesitated for a moment,
then said, "He went to the company, said he was working overtime."

My son-in-law, Ding Haojie, works for a construction company. Due to the nature of his work, overtime and business trips are
indeed commonplace.

But today, I sensed something else in my daughter's evasive words.

"Please sit down, Dad."

Lili pulled me to sit on the sofa. I looked at her, but she avoided my eyes.

Hmm, why does it smell like Chinese medicine? I was a little puzzled, but right now, it was more important to ask Lili about
the situation.

Just as I was about to ask, my foot bumped into something, making a crisp
sound on the floor.

What was that? I looked down, about to see what I had kicked, but Lili blocked my way.

"Let me do it, Dad!"

Lili's movements and expression were very unnatural.

I stopped her with a look, pushed away her hand blocking my way, and bent down to pick
something up from under the coffee table.

It was a shard of porcelain, or more precisely, a fragment of a porcelain bowl.

Looking at Lili, who wouldn't look up at me, I suddenly noticed something else and grabbed her hand.

"Dad!"

Lili tried to resist, but she couldn't overcome my strength, and I pulled her right hand away.

On her right index finger was a band-aid that had clearly been applied recently.

I released Lili's hand and looked into her eyes.

Lili seemed to know she couldn't hide it from me; her eyes quickly reddened under my gaze.

"He...hit you?"

Lili was stunned for a moment, then quickly shook her head.

"Then he broke something? In front of you?"

I pointed to the broken bowl, questioning Lili.

This time, Lili didn't react, just lowered her head in silence.

I felt my heart growing colder, while the air I breathed in grew hotter and hotter.

"I'm going to find him!"

I stood up abruptly, ready to confront my audacious son-in-law.

How dare he, how dare he treat my daughter like this! But Lili grabbed me, hugging my
waist and desperately trying to stop me, saying, "Dad, don't go! Don't go!"

I dragged Lili almost to the door, only
stopping .

Lili said in a tearful voice, "Dad, it's not his fault, I was wrong too. I
broke the bowl, he didn't. Please don't go to him, please don't go..." "

It was too bitter, so I didn't want to go, and then I complained to him a few times. He wouldn't listen, and then... I
broke the bowl."

I suddenly understood, realizing where the strong smell of Chinese medicine I'd smelled when I entered came from.

Lili didn't dare look up at me, and continued, "Then, he didn't say anything, and just left. I
know it was my fault, but he was wrong too. He didn't even try to persuade me, he just made me drink the medicine, he didn't even try to comfort
me..."

Hearing my daughter's next words, I felt relieved.

I understood the situation better now.

But… he just left without saying a word.

While this isn't my usual style, thinking about it, it really does seem like my mild-mannered
son-in-law's personality.

"Lili,"

I said, looking at my daughter, trying to soften my voice and make it more persuasive, "you should have
discussed this with him. No matter what, breaking the bowl was wrong; you shouldn't have done that in front of him."

Lili didn't agree with my reprimand, but I could tell she was still somewhat unconvinced.

Although she deliberately lowered her voice, I could still clearly hear her muttering, "That medicine is too bitter
…"

She's afraid of bitterness.

This is probably the only flaw that immediately comes to mind that belongs to my daughter, Liang Wenli, and that she can't seem
to shake off.

"Oh, right,"

I suddenly remembered something and pressed, "You said his mother came this morning, did she say anything to you
?"

"No, I had already gone to work when his mother came, I only found out about it after I got back."

Lili looked at me, as if she had realized what I was worried about, "Dad, don't worry, they're
very good to me... it's just that they want a child too much."

I gave a wry smile and said, "There's nothing I can do, your dad also really wants to hold his grandson soon."

Lili playfully hit me and said, "These things can't be rushed, can they?"

I chuckled, seeing Lili's affectionate side, my mood improved as well.

However, this really was something I hadn't expected... Lili is already 27 years old this year, and her future son-in-law
is two years older than her, 29.

Both sides are getting on in years, and both sets of parents want to see their grandchildren as soon as possible.

As for having children, I actually think it's fine, Lili's health has always been good, inherited from me, her father, and
the premarital checkup didn't seem to show any chronic diseases or genetic problems.

However, my son-in-law's parents are quite anxious about their youngest son's future, which
I understand, given that he's the youngest in their family, while his older brother and
sister's children are already in elementary school.

I know my son-in-law has made a lot of efforts to have a child.

He voluntarily transferred from a well-paying but frequently travel-intensive field job to a warehouse position so he
could spend more time at home with Lili.

Lili isn't against having children either; in fact, her desire for a child is even stronger than her son-in-law's.

However, after trying for over half a year, they haven't had any results.

Last year, taking advantage of Lili's workplace's winter break, they went to a well-known infertility
hospital in Beijing. The examination results were reportedly normal; both husband and wife were healthy and there were no major
obstacles. After that, I put aside my worries about having a child, thinking that things would naturally progress when the time was right. But
now it seems my son-in-law's family isn't as open-minded as I am, and the expectations of the older generation are clearly putting a lot of pressure on my
son-in-law .

Otherwise, I don't believe my son-in-law would initiate an argument with my daughter.

Having understood the whole story, I had a clear
idea of what to do next.

"Lili, I'll talk to Haojie tomorrow and explain this to him,"

I said to my daughter. "You should also find an opportunity to talk to him properly. Apologize for your mistakes
; don't deny it. Also, the traditional Chinese medicine Haojie sent is good for your health; try
to bear with it if you can."

Lili's expression was clearly reluctant, but she nodded and said, "I understand."

Relieved by my daughter's reply, I stood up and said, "That's all for today. Call him
later and tell him to come home and sleep. A grown man, with his wife at home but going to the company to sleep overnight—
isn't that telling everyone you two had a fight?"

"Forget it, it's already 9 pm, and he hasn't called me. I'm not going to call him,"

Lili said somewhat petulantly.

"Don't be childish at a time like this. If you don't want to, I'll do it for you."

"Forget it, let's not talk about him. Dad, you haven't eaten yet, have you? I've already cooked the dishes, wait for me to heat them up for you
." "Lili, do you want me to help you?"

I asked, looking at Lili busy in the kitchen.

"No need, help you? From childhood to adulthood, when have you ever helped me in the kitchen?"

Lili said, not looking up as she continued working, not forgetting to tease my cooking skills.

"Don't say that, don't forget that I used to cook for you when you were little."

I couldn't help but retort, but my retort was quickly seized upon by my daughter and thrown back at me: "It was my grandma
who cooked, right? Hmph, don't lie to me, I was in the factory every day when I was little, I rarely ate your
cooking."

I could only chuckle and admit defeat, waiting for my daughter to bring out dish after dish of home-cooked food.

"Lili, you've cooked way too much. It's just the two of us; we can't possibly eat that much."

Four dishes were already on the table, but Lili was still bringing more plates out of the kitchen.

"It's okay, we can leave the rest. Dad, it's been so long since we ate together. It's just
the two of us today, and you didn't drive, so have a drink."

Lili brought the sixth dish to the table, along with a bottle of red wine.

"Don't drink. Haojie isn't home. What if you get drunk and he sees you the next day?"

I advised.

"Who cares! Besides, I definitely won't get drunk. It's red wine; there's not much alcohol."

But Lili insisted.

I still felt uneasy because I knew my daughter's character. Although she could hold her liquor,
she inherited her mother's genes when drunk—she wouldn't care who was around.

"Maybe you shouldn't drink anymore,"

I said, reaching for the bottle.

"Dad—"

Lili grabbed my hand, drawing out her words, staring intently at me.

Once again, I succumbed to my daughter's pleading and gave in, saying, "Okay,
okay, I'll have a little drink with you. Let's agree beforehand, just a little, and that's enough."

"As long as you can control yourself, you don't have to worry about me drinking too much!"

My daughter had exposed my weakness again, so I could only force a wry smile and pick up my chopsticks, saying, "Eat the food, eat the food first."

The food had been reheated once, so the taste was bound to be a little less appealing.

But eating with my daughter after so long still felt enjoyable. At first, Lili was the one urging me to drink,
but later I was the one voluntarily emptying the bottles.

By the time I realized it, I hadn't even drunk a little less; the second bottle of red wine was already empty.

Oh no, I really had no self-control!

I rubbed my face. Two bottles of red wine wouldn't have made me drunk, especially since at least half of them had
gone into Lili's stomach.

I checked my watch; it was already 10:30 PM. It seemed I really would have to stay at Lili's
house tonight.

"Dad, I'll go get another bottle,"

Lili said from the other end of the table, seemingly still wanting more, as she got up to get another bottle.

I quickly grabbed her, saying, "No more drinking, no more drinking. Didn't we agree to be moderate? If you drink any more, you'll be drunk."

"No, we're not drunk yet!"

Lili's face was actually a little flushed, but she wasn't slurring her words, so I'll just assume she wasn't drunk
.

However, as her father, I still had to stick to my principles: "No more drinking, no more.
Listen to me , Lili."

Seeing my firm opposition, Lili chose to comply. She picked up the empty wine bottle on the table and said, "Then I'll
clean up."

I stood up and said, "I'll help you."

"No need, Dad, I can do it myself."

Seeing that Lili's movements were quite efficient and didn't show any signs of alcohol, I was temporarily relieved and
sat down on the sofa to watch TV.

Soon, I heard the sound of washing dishes coming from the kitchen, and then I heard Lili call out, "Dad, why don't you
go take a shower first? I'll get you your pajamas later."

"Oh, okay."

I turned off the TV and headed towards the bathroom.

Oh no, why do I feel a little dizzy? "Am I really drunk? Only one and a half bottles of red wine,
surely not ?" I muttered to myself, my steps unsteady as I walked into the bathroom.

Just as I was about to take off my clothes, Lili's voice called from outside again: "The towel's on the shelf,
Dad, get it yourself!"

"Okay!"

I replied, a strange feeling creeping into my heart.

It felt like I was back home, before Lili got married. Before she married, she was always nagging me
like this , giving me endless instructions on everything I did.

Just like her mother.

Suddenly, the face of my deceased wife flashed through my mind, and I was overwhelmed with emotion.

Lili, you can finally rest easy.

Lili, our daughter is finally married. In a while, you'll surely see
your grandson born, right? Don't worry, I'll definitely hold our grandson for you then.

I removed the covering from my clothes.

I looked at Lili standing in the doorway, and Lili was looking at me too.

Between our lines of sight… stood an erect penis.

I froze.

Chapter 3: The Unexpected

I froze.

Lily froze too.

In the frozen air, only my inappropriate penis swayed slightly.

“Ah.” Lily suddenly opened her mouth and uttered a syllable, her eyes clearly fixed on my lower body.

I quickly stood up, turning to the side while covering my genitals with my hand.

“Um, Dad, the pajamas.” Lily’s voice was a little dry, her gaze still fixed on my back,
making me feel even more embarrassed.

“I know, you can put them there.”

I didn’t dare to turn around to look at her, or more accurately, I didn’t dare to turn around and face Lily directly.

Although the person standing there wasn’t a stranger but my own daughter, I felt even more embarrassed, wishing I could rush out of the bathroom
immediately .

“Well, then… I’ll put them here for now.”

I heard the sound of the clothes being put down, but I didn’t hear the door close.

“Lily?”

“Um, Dad.”

I froze again, because I realized that Lily’s voice was even closer to me now.

"That's my pajamas."

Lily's voice trembled slightly. I knew what she meant, but I couldn't let go of her hand.

The pajamas she was talking about were currently being held over my erect penis! I tried to silence Lily,
but she didn't give up, continuing to approach until I could feel her breath on my back.

"Give them back, Dad. I need to wear them tonight."

A pale hand appeared below my line of sight, but I didn't dare look down.

Until Lily pulled the completely soaked silk pajamas from my hand, I couldn't move a single
finger.

"I'm leaving now, Dad. You should dry yourself off quickly, don't catch a cold."

The door closed.

Lily finally left, and I collapsed to the ground,
panting heavily, as if I had just finished a long run.

What was I doing? What was I doing? No, not just me, Lily was acting strangely too.

How could she, how could she just open the door and come in? I remember locking the door, wasn't I? I stared at
my still-erect penis, my mind filled with a pale, shadowy image.

It was a hand, a hand that had just reached out from behind me—Lili's hand.

That hand was less than a centimeter away from my penis.

Wait, what am I thinking?! I shook my head violently. I must be really drunk; even
these nonsensical thoughts were popping into my head.

This won't do, this shouldn't be happening, this absolutely cannot… happen again! I grabbed
my pajamas from behind me and, without even drying myself, started pulling them over my head.

But looking at the pajamas in front of me, I couldn't help but think of another "pajama" that had just been in my hand.

Was that really pajamas, or some kind of lingerie? My mind was filled with doubt, and what doubted me most
was Lili's last words before she left—"I'll wear this tonight."

Did Lili wear these pajamas to bed every night? Right outside the door, so
close .

I knew I was likely to have insomnia tonight.

Half an hour later, I stared at the ceiling, unable to fall asleep no matter what I did.

The alcohol seemed to have completely worn off; my mind was incredibly clear, and closing my eyes
had become torture. Because, the moment I closed my eyelids, that nightgown, that snow-white hand, and Lili's image

would repeatedly appear before my eyes . I even recalled the times when Lili was little, bathing with me! My heart was in turmoil, utterly in turmoil. And at that moment, I heard the sound of water outside the door, the gentle patter like cat claws teasing my heart, making me toss and turn. When Lili came in to make the bed, she was wearing ordinary clothes. It was a very ordinary loungewear set, a fitted knit sweater paired with a loose linen long skirt. Lili often wore this , and her wardrobe was almost entirely filled with similar casual styles. But… Lili had also bought those revealing clothes before. I'd seen her in outrageous tank tops and skirts in her closet before, but I'd never seen Lily dressed like that in front of me. Looking back, it seemed like Lily was deliberately maintaining a well-behaved image; I'd never seen her do anything out of line. Before, I took it all for granted. But now, I can't help but wonder, did Lily truly "not want to do it," or was she just "not letting me see it"? For the first time in twenty-seven years, I felt a lack of understanding towards my daughter. The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and my heart leaped into my throat. The sound of the door opening and closing came, followed by footsteps. Under the eaves, besides me, only my daughter, Lily, remained. I held my breath, stopped everything, trying to catch more information about that sound. But it seemed as if the sound had noticed my presence; the living room fell silent, without another sound. I realized something, walked to the dining table, picked up a glass of water, and poured myself a glass. Despite my bladder screaming, I forced myself to drink it, then put down the glass, went back to the study door, opened it, and closed it. I remained standing outside, not going in. I vaguely felt I shouldn't do this, but I couldn't control the urge. The sound of the door closing seemed to reassure the voice, and soon the familiar female voice I'd heard before rang out again . It was a sweet voice, though somewhat broken, as if she were enduring something, but I quickly recognized it. Was it Lili? No one else could it be, it had to be her. But why…why was she doing this? Though I couldn't believe it, it was undoubtedly Lili's masturbation. Listening to the broken, chain-like sound, I found myself drawn closer to its source. To my surprise, the sound didn't seem to be coming from across the study, towards the master bedroom. The master bedroom door was closed, but I could still clearly hear Lili's moans, as if she were suppressing pain. As I drew closer, I finally pinpointed the source of the sound. The bathroom! Lily was in the bathroom! She was masturbating in the bathroom? Surprise and confusion washed over me. I suppressed to make a sound, held my breath, and moved further towards the bathroom. I was almost at the bathroom door; Lily's voice was so clear it seemed to be right next to my ear. She seemed to be finishing; her muffled voice gradually rose in pitch, no longer trying to lower it. "Ugh, um, um... um... um... um..." Lily seemed to be calling out something. Her voice became indistinct; it sounded like a name, but I couldn't make out the exact words. Suddenly, Lily let out a high-pitched moan, followed by silence. Lily's heavy breathing began to echo in the bathroom. She seemed about to come out, and the first thing she would notice was me peeping at her from the doorway! What to do? In desperation, I didn't bother to keep my footsteps quiet . I retreated to the doorway and deliberately coughed a few times. The noise in the bathroom stopped instantly. I heard a scraping sound, and it sounded like something had been knocked over . I spoke before Lili could, saying, "Lili, are you in the bathroom?" Lili behind the door paused for a moment before answering in a slightly flustered voice, "Ah, um... I'm using the toilet , Dad." "Oh, then hurry up, I drank too much water and I need to pee." I said, turning to go back to the study. This was a way out I was creating for myself and for Lili. But Lili seemed oblivious, immediately saying, "I, I'm done! I'll be right out , Dad." Hearing her reply, my hand, which was already on the doorknob, involuntarily withdrew. I stood outside the bathroom door, watching the light come on, then the door opened from the inside, and noticeably flushed, walked out. However, even more captivating than Lili's flushed face was something else. Pajamas! Those pajamas, Lili was really wearing those pajamas! Lily was drenched in sweat, her thin silk nightgown completely soaked and clinging to her body. No, perhaps it was already wet when she put it on—no one knew that better than me! I struggled to tear my gaze away from Lily. This nightgown, which resembled lingerie, offered ; rather, its function was to accentuate a woman's sensitive areas, and Lily's figure was undoubtedly the perfect fit for it. "You…" The words were already in my throat, but I couldn't recall what I wanted to say. Perhaps my brain had already stopped functioning the moment I saw Lily in this nightgown. Finally, I managed to finish my sentence, saying, "Why are you using the bathroom with the lights off?" Lily could definitely feel my gaze sweeping over her body, but she made no attempt to cover herself.

Instead, she brushed a strand of damp hair behind her ear and said, "I... I was afraid turning on the light would disturb Dad's sleep, so I turned it off."

"Oh, is that so?"

I replied casually, but inside, a raging storm was brewing.

I saw it! I saw my daughter's body through that nightgown! The two bright red
nipples on her chest, and the fact that she hadn't slept well yet.

I made up a few lies to brush it off.

"Oh, the traffic was really bad last night. By the way, I saw your car is still parked in the parking space. Didn't you drive home
last night?"

"Yeah, the line at the underground parking garage exit was too long yesterday, so I got impatient and took a taxi home."

Li Zheng chuckled after hearing this, "Heh, only someone like you could do that. If I dared to go home like that,
my wife would definitely yell at me."

I glanced at him, wanting to retort, but in the end, I said, "What about you? Didn't you go drinking last
night ?"

"No, I didn't get to drink last night. Look at my memory, I forgot to tell you."

Li Zheng slapped his forehead and then said to me, "Last night, I don't know what kind of medicine that General Manager Liu took. When he heard
you weren't coming, he insisted on canceling and saying we should meet another day. I had no choice but to agree to him. Hey, by the way, when are you free last
night? Let's cancel General Manager Liu's dinner invitation as soon as possible."

Hearing Li Zheng say this, I had an idea.

"Then tonight it is."

"Huh?"

"I said tonight, I'm free. What, are you not free tonight or is Mr. Liu not free?"

"No, no, both are fine. Mr. Liu specifically told me that he's available anytime."

Li Zheng was stunned for a moment, then immediately realized what he meant.

He leaned closer to me and said, "Then it's settled, it'll be tonight. You keep me company for the first half, and I'll keep you company
for the second half just like before."

"No, let's change it today,"

I interrupted Li Zheng. "I'll keep you company the whole time tonight, and I'll come for the second half too."

Li Zheng looked at me in surprise and said, "Hey, you old codger, how come you're only just realizing this now?
What , have you been sexually frustrated these past few days? Should I find a good place and arrange something nice for you?"

"Just do what you always do, don't worry about me,"

I waved my hand and said, while Li Zheng showed a rare expression of enthusiasm and said, "Don't worry, the place I
arrange will definitely be good. It's settled then, I'll arrange a car to pick you up at 7 pm."

"Okay,"

I replied without looking up.

Li Zheng left excitedly. He seemed to have made several phone calls. When he returned, he patted my shoulder and
gave me a meaningful smile: "It's done. You can just wait and enjoy yourself tonight."

I brushed him off and then went about my own business.

He would never know what I had gone through yesterday, or what I was thinking right now.

I needed to find an outlet, a place to vent.

Only then would I stop having Lili's body replaying in my mind over and over again.

Chapter Four:

In the nightclub's restroom, I repeatedly washed my face with cold water, trying to soothe the effects of the alcohol.

I had drunk more than usual at the party tonight.

Normally, I would be a little modest when others offered me a toast, but tonight I accepted every toast. Regardless
of , at least I made a good impression on Mr. Liu, the host.

I did it on purpose.

I wanted to test whether my alcohol tolerance had actually decreased; otherwise, why would two bottles of red wine
have left me almost hopelessly drunk last night?

And the result is that I'm still standing here, albeit a little tipsy, but still quite
conscious.

Is red wine and white wine different? I patted my face, looking at myself in the mirror, and wondered to
myself .

"Hey, Lao Liang, what are you hiding here for?"

A familiar voice came from behind. I turned around and saw Li Zheng, who was unbuckling his belt,
rushing past me towards the urinal.

"I'm not hiding here, I just drank a little too much and wanted to wash my face,"

I said, turning on the tap again and splashing a handful of cold water on my face.

"You drank quite a bit today, I thought you were going to pass out, but you can still drink. Hey, I'm
impressed ,"

Li Zheng said, shaking his body.

"I'm not drunk, but I'm almost. Don't worry, I know my limits."

"That's good, that's good. If you really drank too much, all my plans for tonight would be wasted,"

Li Zheng said, pulling up his pants as he walked behind me and put his hand on my shoulder.

"Did you wash your hands? If not, don't touch me with those filthy hands that've been in contact with birds!"

"Tch, you're so petty, a grown man like you."

Although he said that, Li Zheng still obediently washed his hands at the tap.

Without bothering to dry them with a hand dryer, he quickly shook them a few times and urged me, "Hurry up,
bro, let's get out of here, everyone's waiting."

"Waiting? What are you waiting for? Boss Liu's already started singing, does he need us to keep him
company?"

I wasn't saying this without reason; even in the bathroom, I could hear Boss Liu's unique
voice belting out "Above the Moon.

" "Oh, bro, are you really unaware or are you just pretending?"

Li Zheng seemed quite anxious; he practically pushed and dragged me out of the bathroom.

"What's wrong?" I still didn't quite understand.

"Still pretending, woman! I specifically told the owner to make sure I got everything arranged properly
, don't tell me you forgot! If it weren't for you coming, I wouldn't have gone to all this trouble."

I wasn't pretending, but it wasn't until Li Zheng said it that I remembered
why I came to the nightclub.

Following Li Zheng, I pushed open the door to the private room, and the previously barely audible singing immediately became deafening.

In the center of the room, Boss Liu was occupying the microphone just like when we left, but this time there was a woman beside him
whose face I couldn't see.

The woman was dressed provocatively, clearly a hostess.

The other women in the private room were all seated next to women. In the dim light, I couldn't make out
their faces, but without exception, they were all dressed in strappy mini-skirts or off-the-shoulder mini-dresses, highlighting their
merchandise.

"Hey, I say, why are you all hugging already?"

Several women in the room weren't seated with men. It seemed Mr. Liu was quite considerate,
leaving a couple for Li Zheng and me since we weren't present.

However, Li Zheng clearly didn't care much for the heavily made-up women. He squeezed next to Mr. Liu
and said something to him. Then, Mr. Liu pushed away the woman next to him and gestured for his people to turn down
the music.

"Little Li, since you're so nice, if I'm not satisfied when the next customer arrives, I'll hold you responsible."

"Don't worry, Mr. Liu, I guarantee you'll be satisfied!"

I watched the women leave the room one by one, grabbed a bottle of beer from the table, and sat down
in the corner of the sofa.

This Mr. Liu was a client I'd been working with for the past few months. Initially, Li Zheng was responsible for
contacting , but later, due to hierarchical differences, I took over handling Mr. Liu's business.

I didn't have a good impression of this man. Simply put, we were clearly not on the same wavelength, so business
was business and friendship was friendship. I hardly had any dealings with him privately, while Li Zheng seemed to have
become quite familiar with him.

Mr. Liu was actually a fat man around 50 years old, bald, with a beer belly. In this respect, he
and Li Zheng had quite a few similarities.

Li Zheng's assessment of him was also simple: a fondness for alcohol, women, and friendships.
He found something in this slightly boyish face and stopped looking at him.

Meanwhile, Li Zheng and Mr. Liu didn't seem too satisfied either. Mr. Liu waved his hand, and
the women in the private room tactfully filed out again. Soon, another group of women entered.

This group also didn't catch Mr. Liu's eye. Before I could even get a few glances at them, Mr. Liu waved me
out.

This time, Li Zheng seemed a bit anxious. He pulled the heavily made-up woman standing next to him aside and whispered a few words. The woman quickly
understood and left the private room. A while later, a new batch of girls followed the heavily made-up woman in.

"Mr. Li, Mr. Liu, I guarantee you'll be satisfied with this batch,"

the heavily made-up woman said with a
beaming pointing at the girls among them.

Soon, he picked out two petite girls with ample breasts, and,
supported swayed out of the private room.

With the main character gone, the other men also started picking and choosing among the girls.

I noticed that girls were still coming in from outside, and many of the new girls were
those who had been replaced in the previous two batches.

Ha, no wonder they can always make such a big fuss.

Just as I was thinking this, I saw Li Zheng push through the crowd and come to my side.

"So, anything you like?"

I glanced at him sideways. "Why are you so concerned about me?"

"I brought you out to have fun today, so I have to make sure you have a good time! Otherwise, I'll lose face!"

Li Zheng said, while simultaneously pulling over a woman with dyed purple hair and groping her.

The woman was quite cooperative, not interrupting my conversation with Li Zheng,
letting against him.

"Let me take a look first."

"If you're not satisfied, just say so, we can change. There's still a long night ahead... Damn, you
're already ?"

I didn't care about the interaction between Li Zheng and the woman beside me, my eyes searching through the crowd of beautiful women.

"Wait a minute, that woman..." I hesitated for a moment, then made up my mind, pointing to a
woman standing in the back row and saying to Li Zheng beside me, "That one."

"Which one? Let me see."

Li Zheng looked in the direction I was pointing for a while before spotting the target. "Oh, that one. She
's not bad looking, but she's a bit older, isn't she? Do you prefer someone more mature? Then we might as well change to someone else..."

"No, this one is fine."

I stopped Li Zheng. "Okay, whoever you say it is. Oh, right. Here, Lao Liang, take this."

Li Zheng said, handing me a stiff card-like thing.

I looked at it and saw it was a hotel room key.

"It's right next door, very close. I booked a double room before I came,"

Li Zheng said, already being hugged tightly by the purple-haired woman, looking somewhat exhausted.
"Old Liang, you can just take your people out. Just tell them my name, and they'll know who you are."

I hadn't expected Li Zheng to go to such lengths for me. I put the room key in my pocket and said, "Thank you for your
trouble ."

"It's nothing, we're practically family. You should thank me if you have a good time. Oh, I almost forgot, here, this
is for you."

Li Zheng said, slipping a box into my hand.

I looked at it in the dim light of the room; it seemed to be a box of pills.

"What's this?"

"For use in bed, remember to take them."

I immediately understood what it was and reached out to return it to Li Zheng: "I don't need this."

"Don't be stubborn. At this age, everyone has their own difficulties,"

Li Zheng said, winking at me.

I felt a little helpless, but I couldn't refuse; after all, it was a kind gesture from Li Zheng.

So I put the pills in my pocket, stood up, and said, "I'm leaving now."

As I spoke, I called the woman over.

"What, not going to stay a while longer, maybe sing a song or something?"

Li Zheng called out.

"Look around, is anyone else going to sing?"

I said, glancing around. Basically, every man was with a woman on his arm, getting down
to business , some even with more than one.

"Haha, yeah. Goodbye then."

Li Zheng said, then was also pushed onto the bed by the purple-haired woman.

Seriously, are there really women this proactive? But seeing that Li Zheng didn't refuse, maybe he was just playing along.

Thinking this, I turned to the woman who had been standing silently in front of me and said, "Come with me
."

The woman nodded silently and followed me out of the private room.

I knew the hotel where Li Zheng had given me the room key. She wrapped a towel around herself,
came out sat down next to me.

She seemed to want to hug me, but I got up and dodged her movement, saying, "I'm
going to take a shower ,"

and slipped into the bathroom.

Standing in the bathroom, I took off my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror silently.

I had dodged the woman's hand earlier. What was I dodging? I came here, I called this woman to relieve my pent-up
desire wasn't it? But why… I looked down at my lower body; it
was completely still, showing no sign of erection.

Oh well, I'll take a shower first.

I glanced to the side, and sure enough, as I thought, not only could people outside the bathroom see inside,
but because of the glass wall, whatever people outside did was completely
visible .

The woman was wrapped in a towel and playing on her phone, seemingly oblivious to my commotion, but I had
a nagging feeling that someone was watching me, making my showering uneasy.

In the end, I just gave her a quick rinse, leaving the bathroom without even washing my hair.

Seeing me come out, she put her phone aside, sat up on the bed, and untied her
towel .

I looked at her naked body.

Her areolas were large, and her nipples were a dark brown. Her pubic hair below her abdomen appeared to have been shaved;
only a patch of bluish stubble was visible.

I also untied my towel, revealing my own naked body.

"Wow, I didn't realize you were so muscular!"

The woman reached out to touch my abs, but I dodged, thwarting her attempt.

"Tch, you won't even let me touch you. You're going to touch me anyway, so why don't you want me to touch you?"

I didn't answer her, but said, "Don't call me 'big brother,' I'm not that much younger than your dad."

This lady was one of the older ones among them, but I figured I was only around twenty-six or twenty-seven,
not much different from Lili.

"Eh? You're 45? Are you kidding me?"

"I'm 48."

I said, throwing the wet towel onto the sofa next to me.

The woman sitting across from me copied me, tossing her towel aside. She
seemed , a stark contrast to her earlier coldness. "You're older? You're a few years older than my dad.
I can't believe it! You look like you're in your early forties, you

could easily pass for younger." Not wanting to talk much, I ended with, "Just don't call me '
big brother .'"

"Then what should I call you? Uncle? Grandpa? I can call you 'dad' if you want."

But the woman seemed more interested. Her last sentence startled me.

I said nothing more and gently parted her legs.

She immediately cooperated, but continued, "Then let's say 'Grandpa.'
You're older than my dad, and I've never been with a man your age before."

"Shut up!"

I hissed, and the woman immediately shut up.

I put on a condom and aimed it at her shaved, bare vulva, but a strange
feeling , as if I weren't having sex with a living woman, but rather facing a piece of pork, an inflatable
rubber doll.

I thrust my hips forward, but my penis betrayed me, going limp and slipping out of the prostitute's vagina.

I put the condom back on, masturbated a few times, and tried again, but still
couldn't enough hardness for penetration.

Strange… I couldn't help but wonder, last night I had been hard for so long for no reason, almost without
actively stimulating myself, so why couldn't I get hard now, facing a living woman? The prostitute
looked at me and couldn't help but speak: "Uncle, would you like me to give you a blowjob?"

I looked at her, wanting to refuse, but the words caught in my throat as I remembered my current impotence, so I could only
nod.

With my permission, the prostitute quickly got off the bed and knelt in front of me.

She lowered her head, first stroking my penis a few times with her hand, then removing the obstructing condom.

She licked it a few times with her tongue, a strange sensation, as if she were tasting me.

Then, she enveloped my glans with her lips, making a very loud sucking sound.

I felt a little strange; although she was giving me oral sex, I didn't feel particularly comfortable.

Although this woman made a lot of noise, she didn't give me much of a sucking sensation because she didn't take it in
deeply enough. The stimulation from her entire mouth sucking was less direct than the occasional gliding of her tongue across my glans.

"Okay, get up now,"

I patted her. Although I didn't feel particularly comfortable, this stimulation was enough to make my penis erect
again .

"Make sure to wear a condom before inserting!"

"I know."

"Oh, and you can't do it from behind! I don't do that kind of thing!"

"I know,"

I replied somewhat impatiently, then aimed the tip of my penis at her open vaginal opening and thrust forward forcefully
.

Chapter Five: Infidelity

"Ouch, don't go in so deep!"

My excessively deep thrusts caused the woman to scream, but I ignored it, continuing to
thrust my penis in and out.

I had already forgotten who I was on top of; I didn't know her name, and I didn't
want to ask .

She just needed to be a substitute.

Yes, a substitute, Lili's substitute… My movements became faster and faster, and the woman beneath me
gradually began to moan rhythmically.

Compared to her earlier flamboyant performance, her current quietness suited my needs better.

I was happy that she didn't make a sound, maintaining my hip movements, and continued thrusting for a while before stopping.

"Oh, you're so strong, so strong…"

The woman seemed to want to say something during this brief moment of respite, but I had already raised her…
One leg, hoisted onto my shoulder, and the second round of thrusting began.

"Wait, don't go so fast, I want, I want... ahhhhhh..."

The woman, forced to turn to her side, made a strange sound. Her body seemed to be trembling, and her insides
were contracting violently, but none of that mattered to me. I just wanted to ejaculate as soon as possible,
to release the fire that had been building up all day.

"Ugh, ugh, ugh, ugh..."

"Creak, creak..."

The woman's strange moans and the sound of the spring mattress being squeezed echoed in the room, but what I
heard in my mind was another voice, the voice that another version of myself was secretly listening to from outside the dark bathroom door
.

Ah, Lily... I held the body in front of me tightly and entered the final sprint.

And in my ears, the woman, whom I had completely ignored, was also shouting, "I'm going to lose it, I'm going to lose it
!"

I imagined myself on top of Lily, ejaculating hot semen at the deepest point of my thrust
.

"Ah, I came, it's so hot!"

The woman beneath me cried out as I ejaculated, her body convulsing violently,
her belly fat jiggling with each thrust.

After a long while, I released her and got up.

The desire subsided, but what remained wasn't satisfaction… but emptiness,
a guilt for having to satisfy my emptiness with mere fantasy, and for having such inappropriate thoughts about my daughter.

I sat down, tossing the used condom to the floor.

I didn't want to touch that woman's body at all.

But she persisted. After recovering, she got up and
approached me with a beaming smile.

"Uncle, you're so amazing! I've never met a man as capable as you!"

I pushed her away. We were both drenched in sweat, and I had no desire to be near her.

"Don't be so cold, take a break? Want to do it again? Let's do it again, one more time
later ."

But I didn't have much intention of continuing, and coldly looked at her, saying, "Don't you all charge by the session?"

"If you're going out, it's all calculated by time, who cares how many times you do it? Come on, let's do it again, uncle!"

I looked at the girl who was acting coquettishly in a southern accent that I didn't like, and my heart stirred slightly.

I remembered that this hotel seemed to provide those short bathrobes for women.

I pointed to the bathrobe hanging in the closet and said to the girl who was still holding my arm, "Go put that on."

The girl obediently put on the bathrobe. She looked at the clothes on her body, looked up at me, and said, "Doing it while wearing this
? What kind of interest is this?"

"Don't talk."

I pushed her down on the bed and then aimed at her exposed buttocks.

"What's wrong? Come on."

I didn't move for a long time, which made the girl unable to help but urge me.

No, this is not right, it's not like this.

I pulled her to the bottom of the bed and then pressed her against the glass wall of the bathroom.

"Uncle, you really like doing it from behind? You like my ass? Lots of men say my ass
feels better to touch than my breasts."

"Don't talk."

I lifted the hem of my robe, finally finding a bit of a feeling.

"Standing? That's not bad, I've never tried it, maybe I'll like it."

"I told you, don't talk."

I put on a new condom, then thrust my hips hard, sealing the chattering woman's mouth
shut.

Because I had ejaculated once before, I lasted longer this time.

When I was about to pull out and ejaculate on the woman's back, she was completely exhausted,
unable to stand, and knelt on the ground.

I took off the condom, masturbated, and ejaculated on her body.

A few drops of semen seemed to have gotten on her small hands and she cleaned them up.

During the lunch break, I saw Li Zheng arrive late.

His complexion wasn't particularly good, but his spirits were quite high.

"So, Lao Liang, how many times did you have fun last night?"

I didn't want to pay attention to him, but since he had arranged everything last night, I could only say briefly, "Twice."

"Sigh, only twice? You're not that useless, are you? The medicine I gave you is the original imported one, it works really
well. I did it four times last night."

I looked at him helplessly and said, "Can't you keep your voice down? This is the company, not a nightclub."

"Sorry, sorry, I'll be careful."

Li Zheng also realized that his voice was too loud and lowered his voice, "How come you only did it twice? My medicine
doesn't work?"

"Speaking of which, I just remembered. Here, take this back."

I took out the small pills I was about to throw away from my bag and tossed them to Li Zheng.

"Sigh, you're useless?"

"Useless."

"Useless, yet you've done it twice? Tsk tsk, your body is truly different, you're still hard even without medication."

I didn't want to discuss last night's events with him too much, so I changed the subject, saying, "By the way, is Mr. Liu's
order finalized this time?"

Li Zheng paused for a moment and said, "It's finalized, it's finalized. That old fox dragged it out for so long, and we've
taken care of everything on all sides, he can't keep dragging it out any longer."

"That's good."

I said, knowing I wouldn't have to deal with Mr. Liu anymore, which also meant I wouldn't have the opportunity to go to KTVs
and bring girls out again.

"What's wrong? What are you thinking about?"

"Nothing, why do you ask me what I'm thinking?"

"Don't worry, I'll definitely invite you next time. Or how about we go by ourselves sometime
? We're both single now, so a little visit to a brothel is a contribution to the national GDP."

I ignored Li Zheng's twisted logic and said, "You're not divorced yet, what kind of single man are you? Besides, you should do
this kind of thing less often in the future; it'll look bad if word gets out. You have a son, what do you want him to think of you?"

"What's there to be afraid of? All men are like this. How many don't gamble or visit brothels? I don't gamble, and my wife ignores
me now. What's so strange about occasionally visiting a brothel to relax?"

Li Zheng's twisted logic was quite impressive.

After he finished speaking, he suddenly seemed to remember something and tossed the small pill back to me.

"Why are you giving it to me?"

"Just so I don't have to give it to you next time."

"I don't need it."

I tried to return it to Li Zheng, but he stopped me: "Don't say that, you might need it sometime
."

I couldn't persuade Li Zheng otherwise, so I had to put the pill back in my bag.

Li Zheng didn't stay at the company for long. After the lunch break, he slipped back, saying he wanted to catch up on
sleep.

Actually, I knew his purpose in coming was to see if I was there. Once he confirmed I was there and that someone was taking care of the work,
he could go back to sleep without worry.

I already knew this, but it wasn't that I didn't want to. Li Zheng and I had a division of labor where he did
external work and I did internal work. The work I did was all within my job description, so it wasn't particularly hard.

Because I came in too early in the morning, and there wasn't much to do today, I found myself
with nothing to do .

Usually at this time, I would turn on my computer to read the news or chat with Lili on my phone,
but today I didn't want to choose the latter option. Turning on the computer only brought up
gossip disgusting.

I shut down the computer, intending to play a few rounds of mahjong to kill time.

Lili had downloaded a mahjong game on my phone before, which I played a few times and then
forgot about.

Now I remembered it and thought it would be a good way to kill time before leaving work.

But just as I took out my phone to open the game, a message popped up on the screen that surprised me
.

I looked at the name, took a deep breath, and answered the phone.

"Hello, Dad. It's me, Haojie."

It was my son-in-law, Ding Haojie, calling.

I calmed myself down, trying to sound natural, and replied, "Haojie,
what made you think of calling me?"

"Well, Dad."

It wasn't exactly a deduction, just an intuition, an intuition stemming from my understanding of my son-in-law's personality.

I left work a little early in the afternoon and drove to my son-in-law's company, which wasn't far away.
I took the wrapped gift box from him.

"Haojie," I said, "wouldn't it be better if you handed this to him yourself? Even if today isn't our anniversary,
a few days earlier or later wouldn't make a difference, right?"

My son-in-law disagreed, shaking his head. "My business trip is going to be quite long this time, and
I'm afraid I'll be back too late. Since we're going to miss it anyway, I might as well have Dad deliver it; at least we can give it to him on the day itself."

I remained silent, accepting his suggestion.

Then, my son-in-law picked up a suitcase, looking like he was about to leave.

"What, are you leaving already? Is your luggage all packed?"

"Yes, I'm leaving now. My flight is at 9 pm."

My son-in-law said, pointing to his luggage. "I've been staying at the company these past few days, so it's convenient that I don't have to go home
to pack ."

Hmm, wait a minute, didn't Lili tell me that my son-in-law would be home the next day? I
had my doubts, but I didn't want to ask directly, so I probed indirectly, "Did you tell Lili about your business trip?"

"Yes, she told me to be careful on the road."

My son-in-law's expression was calm; I couldn't detect anything unusual.

At this point, I had nothing more to say, so I drove him to the airport myself.

"Go home early, Dad."

Watching my son-in-law's figure disappear into the airport crowd, I got back into the car. After hesitating for a while,
I decided to ask my daughter about the situation in person tomorrow.

My son-in-law wouldn't lie to me; he had no reason to.

And judging from his appearance, he had indeed been staying at the company for the past few days, which
fit the premise of asking me to deliver the gift and mediate on his behalf.

But my daughter… why would Lili lie to me? Could it be that my son-in-law did send her that
text message, but actually didn't come home the next day? After thinking it over, this was the only plausible
answer I could come up with.

But I still needed to find Lili and ask her everything to put my mind at ease.

Besides, I still had the gift my son-in-law had entrusted to me in my car. Tomorrow was my daughter and son-in-law's wedding anniversary,
and I had a legitimate reason to go see her.

So, amidst busyness and hesitation, another day passed, and it was evening of the second day.

I stood at my daughter's door, but didn't knock.

Before leaving, my son-in-law had given me the house key.

His explanation was that Lili often came home very late, and if no one was home, I could go in and rest.

Lili, coming home very late, and often? I couldn't believe it at first, but hearing it from my son-in-law
made me doubt the Lili I knew.

I had just called Lili downstairs, but there was no answer.

Out of desperation, I took the key and used the address on it to ask the building security guard to open the door for me,
then drove to Lili's door.

The lights in Lili's house were on.

Although I couldn't see very clearly, the bedroom light was definitely on, so someone was definitely home.

Why didn't Lili answer my calls? I hesitated for a moment, then reached out and knocked on
the door.

"Lili, it's me, open the door."

There was no answer from behind the door, so I knocked a few more times, raising my voice.

"Lili, it's Dad, open the door!"

This time, a cacophony of voices came from behind the door.

I vaguely heard a terrified man's voice mixed in with the noise.

Hmm, a man's voice? I immediately took out my key and unlocked the door.

Heading straight for the bedroom, I blocked Lili, who was just coming out of the bedroom, at the doorway.

"Dad, you're here..."

Lili was only wearing a plain nightgown, her hair was messy, and she wasn't even wearing shoes.

"Let me in."

Lili's appearance at this moment further confirmed my judgment. My face darkened, and I was about to
push past Lili into the bedroom.

"Dad, Dad! Haojie's inside, he's not wearing any clothes."

"Really? Then who do you think gave me these keys?"

I held up the keys my son-in-law had given me and placed them in front of my daughter.

Instantly, Lili's face darkened.

I looked at her, at my daughter, and said in a deep voice, "Lili, tell me the truth...
who's in the room?"

Lili turned her head away, avoiding my eyes.

"Lili!"

I shouted suddenly, and at the same time, a man's voice came from inside the bedroom.

Lili finally spoke, her head lowered, and whispered, "I don't know who he is, we met online."

I couldn't hold back anymore, I pulled her aside and rushed in.

Chapter Six: The Showdown

I looked at the man lying on my daughter's bed, trembling and speechless.

The man had gray hair, was around 50 years old, and was desperately pulling
the blanket I had pulled back to cover his naked body.

"Dad! Let him go!"

Lili rushed in from outside the door, grabbing my waist to stop me from making any further moves.

Seemingly hearing Lili's address, the old man, who had been curled up on the bed trembling like a leaf,
suddenly paused. Then I heard him exclaim, "Eh? He's not your husband?"

I glared at him, startling him so much that he jumped back, then turned to pry Lili's hands off.

"Lili, let go of me!"

"No, Dad, let him go, I beg you!"

Lili desperately tried to stop me, which seemed to relax the old man, making him dress
more slowly.

Seeing him lying naked on the bed that should have belonged to my daughter and son-in-law, a surge of anger welled up inside me. I grabbed some odds and
ends from the dressing table and threw them at him.

"Hey, hey! Talk to me properly, don't throw things!"

the old man cried out in a woman's voice. I pointed at him and roared.

"Get out of here right now!"

Seeing my furious state, the old man didn't even bother to put on his pants. He grabbed his clothes from under the bed and
scrambled out of the bedroom.

As he stood at the door, he glanced back at Lili's direction, but after being glared at by me, he could only
cover his head and rush out the door.

"Click!"

The door closed, and the room fell silent.

But my rage still wouldn't subside.

How could I calm down! How could I calm down! The bed in front of me was still a mess, with
some of Lili's clothes scattered around.

Just thinking that Lili and that old man had been entangled on this bed just moments before, a
nameless fire burned within me, threatening to explode.

I couldn't stay in this room any longer; I was afraid that the next second I would completely lose control and
smash everything in front of me.

At that moment, Lili released my waist, grabbed something from the dressing table without a word, and
turned to leave.

"Stop!"

I grabbed Lili's arm and snatched the phone she had just taken from her hand.

"Give it back to me, give me back my phone!"

I threw the phone far onto the bed and then held Lili's wrist firmly.

Lili knew she didn't have the strength to break free, so she gave up struggling and simply turned her head away from me.

"Look me in the eyes, Lili!"

My voice was harsher than ever before, even making Lili tremble with fear.

But she still didn't turn around, and even resisted with her voice, "Dad, you're hurting me! Let go of me!"

"Let go of you? So you can go find that old man?"

Lili was stunned, then resisted fiercely, "I won't! I won't go find him! I already said I
don't even know who he is, and I don't care about him at all!"

"Then why did you sleep with him...? You're cheating, and today, in this
house !"

I pointed to the wall, where a huge wedding photo of Lili and her son-in-law was still hanging.

"Look at the wall, your man is right there watching you. How dare you go looking for other men?"

Lili remained silent, her unresponsive attitude leaving me with nowhere to vent my anger.

I forcibly dragged her to the living room and shoved the box I had tossed onto the entryway before entering into her hands.

"What's this?"

Lili finally reacted, not taking the box, but her expression
clearly .

"This is a gift your husband, Ding Haojie, specially gave me before his business trip yesterday! It's
a wedding anniversary gift for you!"

I said, enunciating each word clearly, staring intently into Lili's eyes.

"So what? He still thinks work is more important, and he still went on a business trip on our wedding anniversary..."

"You!"

Hearing Lili's soft words, I felt a surge of anger. "Is this your excuse for looking for other men?"

Lili remained silent in the face of my question, not uttering a single word.

"Lili, tell me the truth. A few days ago, you told me Haojie would be back the next day, were you lying to me
? Has Haojie not come home these past few days?"

Lili was silent for a while, but finally said, "Yes." "

The thing about Haojie sending you a text message was also a lie?"

This time Lili didn't pause and said directly, "Yes."

"So these past few days, while he was away, you've been hanging out with other men?"

Lili suddenly looked at me with an incredulous look, then she lost control of her emotions, shouting like a tantrum
, "Dad, I love you! I know you've always loved me, but my feelings for you aren't just
like ! I want to be your woman, just once!"

I covered my face and sat weakly on the bed.

Lili's sorrowful voice cut into my heart like a knife, leaving me speechless.

I knew, I had known for a long time.

Back when Lili was still in college, I had already noticed some signs.

However, I didn't think much about it at the time, and... because of some mistakes I made, I always
thought it was my fault, that I was the one who caused Lili to develop feelings she shouldn't have.

So I insisted on sending Lili to university in another city, and we were separated for four years.

That was the first time I had ever been apart from her. To others, as a father, sending my daughter to
study so far away must have made me worried, but they didn't know that I was relieved, that I felt a huge weight lifted off my shoulders! If
Lili had stayed with me, I really don't know what might have happened! Four years passed, and Lili graduated.
She proposed to take the postgraduate entrance exam and come back to our hometown.

I agreed; I had no reason to object. Besides, after four years apart, I truly missed her, and I wanted to continue
watching her grow up by my side, eventually getting married and having children.

And in those four years, Lili seemed to have changed. She no longer mentioned those mistakes she made back then, as if it were
just joke.

We understood each other implicitly, and it seemed we had returned to the simple father-daughter relationship we had before.

I genuinely wanted what was best for Lili; I carried the burden of my deceased wife's memory, and I couldn't do anything to betray her!

So, when I saw Lili introduce Haojie to me, when I heard them say they were
getting married , I was truly happy! But why, why did it turn out like this! I thought everything
was over, but today… what was the point of all my endurance and struggle over the past years?
What was the point of all my efforts and hard work? "Dad…"

Lili came closer to me and hugged my back.

I could hear her sniffling; she was still crying.

I didn't shake her off, but instead pried her fingers off one by one, freeing myself from her grasp, and stood up.

"Dad?"

Lili's voice became even more sorrowful. She looked up at me, her pleading eyes making me unable to meet her gaze.

I turned my back to Lili and tried to keep my voice steady as I said, "Lili, I'll pretend today's events never
happened. I won't tell Haojie, so you'd better watch yourself."

After I finished speaking, I got up to leave.

I had to get away from here immediately, or I didn't know how much longer I could control myself.

"Dad!"

A loud shout made me freeze in my tracks.

I had to turn around and look at Lili. She was standing behind me now, and although she was no longer crying,
I saw something in her eyes that was completely different from her previous pleading… something that made my heart tremble
.

"Dad, are you just going to abandon me like this? Are you really going to do this?"

She pressed me relentlessly, forcing me to back away until my back hit the wall.

"Lili, this kind of thing is impossible..."

Lili seemed to have heard a funny joke; she lowered her head, a cold smile playing on her lips.

Then, she looked up at me again, her eyes dim and lifeless.

"Dad, look."

Lili suddenly reached up and lifted the hem of her pajamas, her lower body, without pants or underwear, completely exposed
before me.

"What are you doing?"

I reached out to stop her, pulling her clothes down, but Lili seemed unconcerned.

She continued to reach inside her clothes, and then, it seemed, she pulled something out.

I heard a very clear splashing sound.

Then, Lili pulled her hand out.

In her fingertips was a clearly used condom.

Where did she get it from? No, where did she get it from? I looked at Lili, watching her
indifferently hold the condom in her hand, shaking it a few times to deliberately show off its bulging tip.

"Look, this is what that man just ejaculated inside me. Dad, he came as soon as you knocked on the door, he
couldn't even last a minute."

I was speechless, overwhelmed by surprise and anger, but Lili showed no sign of stopping.

She pinched the tip of the condom, then turned it upside down, pouring the slightly yellowish-white liquid into her
palm, the distinctive fishy smell of male semen filling the room.

"But he still ejaculated, and because he went soft so quickly, he left the condom behind.

Now, right here, he's going to... Lili."

My head felt like it was exploding, but just as I was about to pull Lili into my arms,
a glimpse of red caught my eye out of the corner of my eye.

Red, the color of the wedding photo's negative.

My eyes were involuntarily drawn to that red. Lili was facing away from the wall where the wedding photo was, and
she was smiling in the photo too, but that sweet smile was so different from the Lili in front of me,
almost like two different people.

And Haojie, the honest smile of the son-in-law in the wedding photo, now felt like needles piercing my head.

"Dad..."

Lili closed her eyes, raised her chin, and slightly pursed her lips, waiting for my response.

But I pushed her away.

Lili, who had fallen onto the bed, looked at me in surprise.

"Lili, I... I can't do this, not here."

I can't do this, at least... I can't do this here, on my daughter and son-in-law's wedding bed
! Lily paused for a moment, then she keenly noticed the flaw in my words.

"Is it alright if it's not here?"

I was speechless, afraid to argue, even more afraid to admit it.

"Okay, I understand."

Lily got out of bed, straightened her wrinkled clothes, and looked at me naturally,
saying, "Tomorrow night, I'll find a hotel in the suburbs. I'll call you then, Dad,
just drive over."

Lily looked at me, her tone calm, yet possessing an irresistible charm: "You won't make me wait
for nothing, will you, Dad?"

I could only manage a single word: "Yes."

I seemed to see Lily smile again, a sweet smile, just like in the wedding photo behind her,
a smile of pure happiness.

Happiness, happiness… After leaving Lily's house, I sat in the car, unable to resist covering my face.

I promised her, I still promised Lily.

My heart was in turmoil; I didn't understand—was I protecting her happiness, or was I destroying it with my own hands
?

Chapter Seven: Remembering

Lily's mother, the night my wife passed away.

After comforting my grief-stricken father-in-law and mother-in-law, I returned to my room.

I held Lili, who was only seven years old at the time, and silently shed tears all night.

I love my wife. We met when we were sixteen, and in those days when material things were still very simple, we dated for
four years. When I was twenty, I went to my wife's house alone, knelt
before , and begged him to marry my daughter to me.

My father-in-law reluctantly agreed, and a year later, my own daughter, Lili, was born.

In the delivery room, holding my newborn daughter who weighed only four pounds and six ounces, I recalled
the scene of kneeling before my father-in-law.

Twenty years later, would there be a young man like me kneeling before me, begging me to marry my daughter
to him? Would I agree then? Probably not immediately. When I went to propose, I had already persuaded
my mother-in-law, but I still encountered a lot of resistance from my father-in-law.

I wouldn't so easily hand my daughter over to another man.

But what I didn't expect was that when Lili was five years old, my wife fell ill.

Her health had always been poor. Although she had been recuperating after giving birth to Lili, an accident in
winter triggered a chain reaction, causing her health to deteriorate rapidly.

Until Lili was seven years old, she lay in a hospital bed and quietly closed her eyes.

A month before her death, my wife was no longer able to speak.

But when she was first hospitalized, seemingly sensing that she wouldn't last much longer
, she held my hand when we were alone and made arrangements that sounded like her last words.

I didn't pay any attention at the time. I never imagined that
my wife, who seemed perfectly normal during her hospitalization, only occasionally coughing, would leave this world in just two months.

Her last words were: don't let her parents be too sad, and please take good care of our
daughter —Lili.

For twenty years, I have kept her last words in my heart, and I have given Lili everything,
pouring all my love into her.

Lili didn't disappoint me. She grew more and more like her mother, not only beautiful but also
academically outstanding. After gaining admission to a prestigious university in another city, she went on to graduate school and eventually
became outsiders would say.

Lili and I had a very good relationship.

She was always very attached to me, even though I worked tirelessly to provide her with better conditions when she was young
, rarely able to visit her. She was still closer to me than to her
mother .

Later, her mother returned to her hometown due to her father's health, leaving just Lili and me at home.

Lili was a precocious child, likely influenced by the loss of her mother.

I had considered remarrying, and even my mother-in-law advised me to find someone who could take care of the family.

But unexpectedly, when almost everyone agreed, Lili stood up and expressed her opposition.

She was only twelve years old then, throwing a tantrum and crying her eyes out in front of me. At first, I thought she was just afraid
I would abandon her, and I repeatedly assured her that I would never neglect her. But Lili wouldn't let it go, and she said
something I still remember vividly—"Isn't Dad enough with me?"

Yes, I already had Lili. With such a wonderful daughter by my side, what more could I ask for?

So, I gave up the idea of remarrying. Life alone was indeed a bit tough, but I gradually got used to it
.

In the end, when people around me teased me about it, I would just shake my head and smile, not taking it to heart.

Yes, I had Lili, and that was enough.

My precious Lili, my darling daughter.

But what I didn't expect was that this father-daughter relationship, which I considered so genuine,
would .

After Lili turned twelve, I stopped bathing with her and started sleeping in a separate bed.

Lili resisted this very much, and even cried and made a scene several times.

But looking at her already developing body, I still firmly refused.

It was for her own good, I was very sure of it at the time.

But soon after, I discovered that Lili would peep at me from outside the shower door.

Sometimes, she would even sneak into my bed at night.

At first, I felt helpless, and this continued until she was thirteen... That day,
Lili ran to me with her underwear stained red from her first period, tears streaming down her face.

I realized that my daughter had become a little woman.

From then on, I resolutely refused to let Lili sleep in the same bed with me, and even lost my temper with her once.

Lili gradually understood me, and for a while, she even distanced herself from me, which
saddened me for a long time.

But this is the normal relationship between father and daughter, close yet with distance.

My grades weren't bad, but compared to Lili's, it seemed like a waste of her good points.

I naturally agreed with the homeroom teacher's opinion, although if Lili went to another city, it would be the first
time in eighteen years that she had left my side, living alone in a completely unfamiliar environment.

But this was, after all, a necessary step on her path to independence. Although I felt reluctant, I didn't want
to jeopardize Lili's future because of it.

Her homeroom teacher approached me, wanting me to persuade Lili to change her mind.

I confidently agreed, only to find that Lili was far more stubborn than I had imagined.

Lili refused to budge, even threatening
to give up .

I was both anxious and angry, and for the first time, I hit Lili.

Then, Lili stormed out of the house.

When Lili returned, she reeked of alcohol.

I held her, drunk, feeling both angry and heartbroken.

Lili, completely unconscious, clung to me, crying and laughing at the same time, murmuring,
"Dad, I don't want you to leave... I don't want to go, I don't want to go to another city."

Hearing this, my heart ached, and I could only hug Lili back with the same strength.

"Don't send me away, I don't want to go, Dad..."

Lili finally fell asleep in a daze. I don't know how much she drank, but she vomited
twice, each time only clear liquid came out, with no food visible.

Silly girl, silly child.

As I cleaned her clothes, I blamed her in my heart, and also blamed myself.

I had been negligent. I thought Lili had grown up, and the busy schedule of high school made me neglect her
feelings.

What I didn't expect was that the reduced time we spent together, coupled with my resolute stance on my college application,
made Lili feel uneasy.

After all, I was her only remaining family member in the world! It was only natural that she would rely on me,
and it was perfectly natural that she didn't want to leave me.

Perhaps I had misunderstood Lili; the abnormal one was me, not my daughter.

But when I took off her soiled clothes and helped her bathe and clean herself,

looking at Lili's body, which had completely transformed into a woman's, I had to admit that I was wavering… Lili was
becoming more and more like her mother.

Even when she clung to me and acted spoiled, her smile would occasionally make me lose myself, reminding me of my deceased wife's voice and appearance.

I forced myself to stay rational by biting my tongue, cleaned Lili's body, and then carried her
to bed.

Just as I covered her with the blanket and was about to leave, Lili suddenly woke up and grabbed my hand.

"Daddy, don't go, don't go..."

Lily's tearful pleading voice made it impossible for me to refuse.

So, I stayed that night.

That night became the night I least want to remember.

Lily's soft body pressed against me; she was slightly sweaty, and her body exuded
a fragrance that drove me mad.

Her thin nightgown couldn't conceal her well-developed figure at all, and the sensation of her nipples rubbing against my arm
made my reason as fragile as paper.

Especially since Lily was restless, clinging to me, still
seeking comfort and warmth from me through physical intimacy, just like when she was little. But she was no longer a little girl; she had grown up,
she had become a graceful woman. The warmth of the past had become the most painful
torment .

Before I completely lost my reason, I did the thing I would regret most later.

I touched Lily.

I touched Lily's body, smelled her fragrance, gazed at her sweet sleeping face... took out my penis, and began
to masturbate.

I couldn't actually violate Lili; I would kill myself if I did! But I needed
an , otherwise, I would do anything beyond my control in my irrational state.

So I chose to do this, a choice that, in retrospect, might be the origin of everything.

I masturbated in front of Lili's body.

I felt my desire swelling little by little, eventually consuming my reason.

Lili's image in my eyes gradually overlapped with that of my deceased wife, and then the image of my deceased wife gradually disappeared, but in the end,
only my Lili, my daughter, my dearest and most beloved daughter, whom I was now using
as an outlet .

Then… my desire sprayed onto Lili's body. My

body heat seemed to spray out with it, and I hurriedly wiped the marks off Lili's body
before fleeing from her room.

I was wrong, I was so wrong, I was terribly wrong from that day on.

I thought that one release would sever the thoughts that shouldn't exist in my heart, but I didn't realize that it was just planting
a seed of evil.

After that, I could no longer look Lili in the eye. Although Lili acted normally afterward,

Chapter Eight: Checking

into a Hotel. When I drove to the hotel, it was already completely dark.

"Dad." Lili was standing at the hotel entrance waiting for me. I was a little surprised because I hadn't told her
when I arrived.

Had she been waiting for me since I called her? "Lili, have you been waiting for me?"

I asked, but Lili shook her head and said, "No, I just came downstairs."

She was lying to me because I glanced at Lili's feet; her toes, clad in high-heeled sandals, were very red.

"Let's go upstairs, Dad." Lili took my arm, her full breasts pressed directly against my
chest .

She was wearing a low-cut dress, her deep cleavage completely exposed.

Ugh, not good.

I took advantage of Lili's inattention to adjust the position of my pants.

"Lili, this isn't good. What if someone sees us?" I was a little embarrassed. Although there weren't
many , once we entered the hotel lobby, we would inevitably have to interact with people.

I didn't want others to see me so intimate with my daughter.

But Lili seemed completely unconcerned. She pretended not to hear what I was saying and pulled my arm toward
the hotel entrance.

I had no choice but to follow her, from the dimly lit parking lot to the brightly lit lobby.

"Hello!" Several receptionists behind the front desk stood up to greet us. Although it was just a normal
scene , I felt a prickling sensation, as if someone was watching Lili and me, this mismatched couple,
making me extremely uncomfortable.

"Hello, please show your ID!" The receptionist gave a professional smile. I was about to
reach for my wallet when Lili, still holding my arm, snatched
it from my hand.

"You..." I could only watch as Lili took out my ID and handed it to the receptionist for registration.

After taking my ID, the receptionist glanced at it. I don't know if it was just my overactive imagination,
but I felt like she looked at me a few more times before handing it back.

I reached out to take it, but Lili snatched it away first.

"Lili!"

"I'll keep it, Dad, otherwise it'll get lost again. Replacing it is such a hassle."

Lili looked at me, telling me a lie that didn't make sense to me.

But I couldn't argue with her in front of outsiders, so I could only watch as she stuffed my ID card and wallet into
her handbag .

"Come on, I'll take you to your room."

Lili put her arm around my arm, actually dragging me towards the elevator.

I had no choice but to follow her, but after a few steps, I heard a woman's voice behind me call out, "Guest, you
forgot your things!"

Lili and I turned around together, and saw the clerk holding up an eyeglass case.

I recognized it as Lili's.

Lili finally let go of my hand, walked to the counter, took the eyeglass case, and thanked me.

I heard the waiter say something to her, but it was too soft for me to hear
clearly .

A moment later, Lili returned, still holding my hand as before, and stayed close to me all the way
until we got on the elevator.

There were only the two of us in the elevator, and the room number indicated the sixth floor.

I finally got my chance, broke free from Lili's grasp, and said, "Don't hug me like this in public.
What will people think if they see us?"

Lili was taken aback, then laughed, "No one will care. Besides, I specifically chose this hotel
, the furthest away. We definitely won't run into anyone we know."

"But you still can't hug me like this. It's too easy for people to misunderstand."

"Misunderstand? Misunderstand what?"

Lili suddenly took a step forward, pressing close to me. "We're going to get a room to do *that* kind of thing. Are we afraid
of people misunderstanding? Dad."

I was speechless and could only say, "At least don't call me Dad today!"

"If I don't call you Dad, then what should I call you? You are my father."

Lili said, suddenly moving closer to me. "Or, should I call you Wenbin?"

"Lili, you!"

I was about to speak when the elevator doors opened.

I had no choice but to shut up and watch Lili walk out first with a victorious smile.

Outside the elevator was a long corridor. I followed Lili through a series of doors before finally stopping in
front of a slightly different room.

"This is it, Dad, you open the door."

Lili said, handing me the room key.

I looked at her suspiciously, but couldn't discern anything from her sweet smile.

Helpless, I could only proceed cautiously, placing the key near the lock.

After an electronic notification, the door opened automatically.

I pushed it open, only to find myself in complete darkness.

"Ah, give me the card, I'll insert it."

I said coldly, "Are you my dad?"

I was a little confused by her sudden question, but still replied, "Yes, I'm your dad,
Lili ."

Lili chuckled, then suddenly took a few steps forward and grabbed my crotch, saying, "Then
why did my dad get hard looking at my chest?"

Ugh! I was caught red-handed in a double sense, and for a moment, I didn't know how to respond.

"Lili, I'm like this because…"

"You took some pills, right?"

Lili pulled out a pillbox and waved it in front of my eyes.

"Huh?"

I patted my pocket and realized the empty pillbox was indeed gone.

Had it been there when she took my wallet? I was about to explain when Lili casually tossed the pillbox aside, saying,
"Dad, I'm really sad. I always thought you were healthy, but I never imagined you'd need medication."

Then, she released her grip on my groin, changing her grip to a gentle caress. "But I'm also quite
happy , because… you were willing to take medication to see me."

She unzipped my pants as she said, "I was worried about what
I'd do if you were too nervous to get an erection."

She forced me back until my back was against the door.

This all felt so familiar and embarrassing.

I had indeed taken the medication; on the way there, I had worried about what would happen if I was too nervous
to get an erection .

After all, I had that experience with the prostitute, and I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of my daughter. So, I swallowed

both the new pills I got from Li Zheng and the old ones I had received earlier . My only mistake was that I was so nervous that I carelessly put the pillbox back in my pocket. And... why didn't that guy Li Zheng tell me the medicine would work so quickly?! Lili had already taken my penis out of my underwear. With the help of the drug, my penis was , even making me feel a throbbing pain. "Actually, I noticed from the beginning that you were hard, Dad..." Lili rubbed my glans with her soft palm, leaving wet marks on the purplish-black glans. "Originally, when I was waiting for Dad downstairs, I was still a little nervous, but seeing you like this, I completely relaxed. But Dad, what's wrong with you? You still have the empty pillbox in your pocket, as if you're afraid I won't notice ?" I couldn't argue with her at all, I could only grit my teeth and gasp, letting my daughter do as she pleased. "Dad, I've been waiting for this day for so long... I've always wanted to look at it openly, to hold it like this, I've always wanted to..." Then, Lily lowered her head and took my penis into her mouth. Oh... this is... how can I describe this feeling? It's like being coiled by a slippery snake, drawn into a vortex of mucus. The feeling of Lily giving me oral sex was completely different from when that other woman gave me oral sex. She took my entire penis in right away, and then occasionally stimulated my glans with the tender flesh of her throat, while her tongue licked my frenulum at the same time. As I was being swallowed by this pleasure, I was also thinking about another question. How did Lily learn these ways of pleasing men? This couldn't possibly have come from my son-in -law , so it could only be… I couldn't help but ask, "Lili, how did you learn these things ?" Lili spat out my penis, and as I stroked the shaft, which was covered in her saliva, she occasionally licked it with her tongue, saying haltingly, "It was all… those uncles… who taught me…" Those… uncles? I immediately understood who these "uncles" were. A nameless fire instantly burned in my chest. I looked at Lili, watching her kneeling before me, moving her head to serve me. Her movements completely exposed her chest, and her two full breasts swayed with the movement of her head . Besides me, how many other people had witnessed such a sight? How many men had ravaged those snow-white breasts, caressed those shapely thighs? I didn't know why I was so agitated, but a flame definitely burned from my heart, directly to my penis.

"Mmm, it's gotten even thicker, Daddy's so amazing!"

Lily mumbled incoherently, her mouth full of my penis, but all I wanted was to thrust my own lustful body deep into her
mouth.

I placed my hand on Lily's head, initially just stroking her smooth hair, but then,
as Lily once again took my penis deep into her throat, I couldn't help but press her head down, pushing my
penis even further down her throat.

"Mmm, mmm!"

Lily was caught off guard by my sudden attack. Although she coughed, she didn't say anything. "Lily?"

I could feel Lily's throat moving. After a moment, she finally spat out my penis, but even as
she did so , she continued to suck on it with her tongue and lips.

Lily looked up at me, suddenly smiled, and then opened her mouth.

I didn't see a trace of semen on her tongue or in her mouth.

"Lili, you..."

"I drank it all."

Lili looked at me and smiled slightly, as if to reassure me: "Don't worry, Dad, I've only ever done this to
you . I wouldn't drink anything from other men, not any other man except you."

For some reason, my son-in-law's face appeared in my mind.

Had Lili done this to her son-in-law? I suppressed my curiosity and didn't ask the question.

After drinking all my semen, Lili was finally satisfied.

She stood up from the floor and pulled me to the bedside.

She nestled me against her and sat me on the round bed in the middle of the room. All the way, Lili held my penis.

She led me to the bed by my penis.

I was still erect. Because of the doubled drug effect, I wouldn't
go . In fact, after ejaculating, my desire was completely unfulfilled, making me feel even more uncomfortable.

"Dad, do you want to take a shower? How about we do it in the bathroom? The bathtub is huge, I picked it out specifically!"

Lily straddled me, her heavy, hot breath hitting my face.

Seemingly seeing no reaction, Lily pulled my hand and placed it directly between her legs.

I felt a wet, soft flesh, and there was absolutely no fabric covering it! "Haven't you noticed? I'm
not wearing anything on top or bottom."

Lily rubbed her breasts against my chest, and through the thin fabric, I could clearly see her two erect
nipples.

"Let's do it now, no need to shower, let's do it now, okay, Dad?"

Although Lily was asking me, her hands had already started taking off her clothes.

She directly pulled down the straps of her dress, the fabric sliding down her chest, revealing a pair of ample
breasts .

Lily grasped my penis, eager to sit on it.

I knew I couldn't stop her, but I had to stick to a bottom line.

"Lili, put on a condom!"

Lili ignored me, forcefully pressing my legs down and aiming at her vaginal opening.

I felt my glans pressing against a patch of soft, writhing flesh.

"Lili, wait!"

Before I could finish speaking... Lili had already sat down hard, her buttocks colliding with my thighs
with a crisp sound.

I was completely speechless from the sudden tightness, and
the mental shock was even more overwhelming than the physical stimulation.

I had penetrated my daughter's body! And without a condom, directly! After Lili entered,
she didn't move anymore. She sat on me, her chest heaving violently.

Suddenly, I felt Lili, now connected to me by flesh and blood, trembling.

I tried to look at her face, but Lili turned her head away.

But I knew... she was crying.

"Lili, maybe... we should pull out?"

I patted Lili's smooth back, trying to comfort her.

Lili sniffed, tossed her long, loose hair, and looked at me, saying, "Pull it out? Why do you want to
pull it out?"

"You..."

"I'm happy, Dad. I'm crying because I'm happy!"

Lili said this, but her tears told me that wasn't the truth.

I felt Lili start moving up and down, and quickly supported her waist, saying, "At least, at least let me put on a condom
!"

Lili stopped moving and looked at me, saying, "Why do I need to wear one? Dad, are you afraid I have a disease? I
always use condoms with all those men!"

"No, I'm afraid... you'll get pregnant."

But Lili froze after hearing my words. She stared at me, and a
bitter smile .

"Dad, do you know what his parents call me?"

Although Lili didn't explicitly say who "he" was, I immediately thought of my son-in-law, Ding Haojie.

"I heard it all. His mother told his sister about me, said I..."

Lily paused, her voice turning sorrowful, "that I'm a barren hen! They said all those
years of schooling must have been because I dated too many boyfriends and ruined my stomach!"

"My husband hasn't said it to me, but I can tell he thinks the same thing!"

Lily said excitedly, while vigorously sucking and swallowing my penis.

"If, if I could really get pregnant..." Lily looked at me, her eyes already somewhat glazed.

"That would be fate, God's will to give it to me!"

"Give it to me, Dad!"

"I want your child!"

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