[Adoption Diary: Letting the Wolf In] (After Chapter 172) (01-05)

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Before writing, let me say a few words on a different topic. The early part of the adoption story is truly a masterpiece. However, Erlu really ruined the book. It was clearly stated
in the beginning that the female lead loved the male lead so much. But after only twenty days, she could give up on the male lead and buy a house with Xiao Hei to live together.
This is truly unacceptable.

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1.

After Kexin and Xiao Hei left

, I watched the Honda Accord drive out of the community. It took away not only my wife, but also my broken
heart. I went downstairs, drove my beat-up van to my rented apartment, and turned on the security camera. I found Kexin
sitting alone on the sofa. The bathroom light was on, so it was probably some man. I picked up the phone and called Kexin.
The mysterious man came out of the bathroom wearing a towel and drying his hair. I looked closely, and it was none other
than Sijian. Wasn't he supposed to have gone back to America? When did he come back?

Based on this, the couple I met outside the courtyard house were Kexin and Sijian. For a moment, I
felt like I was being manipulated. Sijian's appearance was completely unexpected,
and the words I was about to say to Kexin vanished in my shock.

"Honey, honey, why aren't you saying anything? What's wrong? What happened? What's wrong...
say something!!"

I heard Kexin's caring voice in my ears. If I hadn't seen what was happening on the security camera,
I would have been completely fooled by Kexin. Looking at Kexin's anxious, terrified, yet
concerned , I felt only disgust and ugliness. Hearing her voice gave me a splitting headache.
Ha, so this is what they call love. At that moment, I felt no anger. Suddenly, I calmed down, the quiet
after . I didn't expose her or say anything. "Where are you?"

"I'm at home, honey, getting ready for bed." "Really at home?" I saw fear in
Kexin . I didn't say anything either, and just hung up the phone. I turned off my
phone. Even after I hung up, Kexin kept calling me. She called back as soon as she heard me hang up, but
the phone was off again.

The fear in Kexin's eyes intensified. She stood up and said to Sijian, "He called, his tone was off,
I need to go home and check." She turned and touched Sijian's penis. Seeing that made me feel disgusted
… I decided, I would take revenge, revenge on those two, revenge on that bitch. Yes, that's right, a bitch.
In my eyes, she's a bitch now, everything she did was a lie, all that talk about loving me. Haha…
Suddenly, I felt a salty taste on my lips and touched it. Tears streamed down my face like a broken string of pearls
…

2.

I didn't go home immediately. Instead, I called Leng Bing Shuang's assistant and asked him
to prepare a divorce agreement for me right away. I didn't care about his reaction and just told him to deliver the agreement to me.
Half an hour Leng Bing Shuang's assistant arrived with a folder and handed it to me. I told him to go home and
drove my beat-up van home… On the way, I saw a jewelry store, and a light green hat caught
my eye. I stopped the car, got out, and bought the hat, along with a gift box.

I put the agreement, the hat, and my wedding ring into the box. Consider this my first gift of revenge
. …Back home—no, this wasn't my home anymore. This was just the place where those two bastards had their fun.
I pushed open the door. Ke Xin was sitting on the sofa, lost in thought. Next to her was a trash can with tissues they had used to wipe themselves after they finished.

Heh, they really weren't shy at all. When Kexin saw me open the door, she came up to me and said, "Why are you back so late
? You didn't even call to let me know. Why did you hang up so suddenly?" I didn't answer and walked into
the living room, sitting on the sofa opposite her. "Nothing, I just wanted to surprise you," I said, taking out
a gift box and placing it on the table. Kexin looked very surprised. "Oh! There's a gift! Did you do
something to offend me and are you bribing me?"

If none of this had happened, I might have joked with her and said yes, but now I didn't want to give her a friendly look
. "Open it and see," Kexin said, noticing my unpleasant expression, and didn't say anything more. Upon opening the box, a green hat
came into view. Kexin's face turned deathly pale, her hands went limp, and the box fell
to the ground. Trembling, she stammered, "Husband, what do you mean by this? Why are you sending me a green hat?
Are you having an affair?"

"Heh, this isn't a gift from me, it's a gift from you to me, isn't it? Zhang Kexin, I, Xu Jian, have never
done anything to wrong you. Why would you send me this 'gift' again and again?" Kexin's
face completely bloodless, yet she still forced a smile. "Husband, what's wrong? Why are you like this?
I didn't do anything!" "Enough!" I roared. "You really think you've covered your tracks perfectly? I've had a bad feeling ever since I
got back from Your underwear was drying next to Sijian's!" "It's nothing,
it just got mixed up in the washing machine."

"Heh, still not convinced, huh? Let me ask you, in the courtyard house, on the human sofa, Sijian's big cock was inside
you, didn't you enjoy it? Do you know I was just on the balcony? You were sitting on Sijian's cock calling me, wasn't that exciting?
Ah!" I practically screamed at the end. Kexin, who was bending down to pick up the box, suddenly stopped, trying to distract herself
from her fear. She was sitting on the edge of the bed, still bent over, her hand already reaching
for the blanket, but she didn't pick it up. She was bent over, motionless. I couldn't see her expression, but I
saw her body begin to tremble, not just a slight tremor, but a trembling of extreme fear,
and I could hear her rapid, almost crying breaths...

"Thump..." With a muffled sound, Kexin's body slid off the edge of the bed, her legs landing directly
on the floor. She could no longer suppress her emotions; all her fear erupted, and she began to
cry , kneeling before me, sobbing.

"Husband... I was wrong, please forgive me... You can hit me... You can scold me... You can do whatever you want..."

Xiaoying, at this point, could only cry; she didn't know what to say, what to explain, because all explanations
were futile. She had cheated on her husband; it was a fait accompli, and all explanations
were pale and powerless. "Originally, I hoped you would confess to me tonight, I hoped you would apologize, but..."
"Kexin, I'm so disappointed. Even at the last minute you were still trying to hide it. Did you really think I was an idiot? Did
you just play me for a fool?" I didn't hit Kexin, I didn't yell at her. Everything should at least be out in the open.

"I didn't dare, I was scared, I was afraid you'd leave me if you knew. Husband, I love you, I don't want to lose
you, that's why I tried so hard to hide it." Kexin cried as she knelt on the ground. "Love me?
Hah ." At this moment, although I was extremely angry, I didn't yell or shout.
Instead, I tried to speak calmly. At this moment, I could only manage a bitter smile, a cold laugh.

"Really, husband, I really love you. I'm telling you, I won't hide anything from you now, I
'll tell ..." Kexin seemed utterly helpless. She had no more pretense, only a desperate attempt to make amends for her mistakes. [If you loved me, would you have bought a courtyard house with Sijian? If you loved me, would you have called me
while sitting on his penis ?]
"No, no... Husband, you don't understand. I'm just repaying Sijian's kindness. I just
feel sorry for him... Really, I haven't fallen in love with him..." Kexin was extremely flustered at this moment. She didn't know
how to explain it to make me believe her, nor did she know what to say. She seemed very incoherent.

"After all that's happened, after I've seen so much with my own eyes, do you still believe you don't love Sijian?
The courtyard house , everything has changed. Because of my health, I can't satisfy you. You and Sijian used to relieve
your desires, and I tolerated it. My health is the problem, the fault lies with me. I'm a cuckold, I've already become
one, but I always hoped you would keep your heart with me. I never thought I'd end up
losing ...

Heh... No, no... Husband, you're not wrong, it's all my fault. Your health isn't good, and I should
n't have cheated on you. I was just greedy for desire, I kept having fantasies, I kept deceiving myself to enjoy myself.
I'm not a good wife, but really, husband, you're the one I love most, I can't lose you. If
I had to choose between you and the two of you, I would definitely choose you. When Sijian said
he wanted , I really didn't think that much. I just wanted to give Sijian an ending. Really, I
hesitated beforehand, but I didn't know you would... Husband, please believe me..." Xiaoying knelt on the floor, her arms crossed
over her chest, and cried as she spoke.

"I only believe what I see; all explanations are futile..." What Kexin had thought of, I had already
thought of long ago. Perhaps there was truth in her words, but did it all still matter? I already had a knot in my heart,
a grudge; could we still live happily together?

"Husband..." Kexin cried out as I got up and walked past her kneeling body.
Her hands, which had been clasped to her chest, suddenly gripped my trouser leg tightly. "Don't touch
me with your hands that just touched his penis, and don't say you love me with your mouth that licked his penis. It's disgusting. I need to rest... Don't disturb me
..." At this moment, I didn't want to talk anymore. Talking would be pointless. It was already late, and there was
nothing more I could do. Everything would wait until dawn. I needed to rest in my parents' memorial room;
there were no . When I said these last words to Kexin, I had no passion or motivation left; my voice was
pale and weak.

Hearing my voice, Kexin slowly released her hands. I slowly walked into the room, then closed
the door . All I heard from the bedroom was Kexin's loud sobbing, filled with despair.
After leaving the living room, I went straight to my parents' memorial tablet room. I lay down on the floor, fully clothed. Tonight
would be a sleepless night for both Kexin and me. I was thinking about tomorrow's plans, planning what to do
. My worries had subsided; it was time to leave.

I was in a daze, not fully asleep, but half-awake. In my hazy state,
I felt a blanket covering me. I opened my eyes and saw Kexin. Her
eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her face was extremely haggard. Seeing me suddenly open my eyes, she hurriedly avoided my
gaze, quickly pulling the blanket over herself and withdrawing her hands, clearly afraid of me.

"I...I was just...afraid...you'd catch a cold..." After saying this, Kexin slowly walked towards
the bedroom , her once beautiful figure now appearing utterly forlorn.

It was already past midnight, and I was getting really cold if Kexin didn't cover me with a blanket. At that moment
, I both longed for and feared dawn. I wanted to leave this house, but leaving wouldn't be
so carefree; after all, this house held so many beautiful memories. My eyes scanned the house,
every photo and object in the room, all personally chosen and purchased by Xiaoying and me.
We had put so much thought and effort into decorating this home; every corner was
a testament . But all of that was about to leave me.

Thinking about the future, for some reason, I felt an urge to cry, to have a good cry. If
I hadn't brought Sijian back, if everything had remained as peaceful as before, wouldn't Kexin and I still be
very happy? Unfortunately, time cannot be turned back.

Slowly, dawn broke. Looking at the sunrise outside the car window, my heart didn't feel as bright as the weather outside.
Kexin remained in her room. To be honest, after leaving home, I wasn't worried about anything except
doing something foolish. Although I didn't want to be with her, I didn't want anything to happen to her.

I sat up straight on the sofa and slowly went to the bathroom to wash up. When I finished and
came out of the bathroom, I found that Kexin had already left the bedroom. She looked extremely haggard, her hair disheveled, and
her face pale. The once beautiful Kexin now resembled a terminally ill woman.

"What do you want for breakfast? I'll go buy it..." Kexin waited blankly at the bathroom door. When she saw me
come out, she asked, her hands clasped together, showing her nervousness. Seeing
Kexin like this, my heart ached. I had never seen her like this before, and my worry
intensified.

"No, I don't want to eat anything..." I walked past Kexin and went to the coat rack
to put on my coat. Kexin stood motionless in front of the bathroom door, looking utterly helpless. She
didn't know what to do. She seemed terrified when she saw me getting dressed.

"Husband...where are you going?" Kexin
stubbornly never changing her address, even now, given our relationship. Seeing me about to leave, she seemed very worried
I would leave like this, and appeared quite nervous.

"Going out to take care of some things..." I said, looking down as I put on my pants. Although my head was down,
I could still see Kexin tremble out of the corner of my eye. She seemed to have a premonition of something and was very afraid.
At this moment, her mind was filled with all sorts of worries, making her seem very suspicious.

"I...I'll...go with you...okay?" Kexin asked, her voice trembling. I looked up at
her; her eyes were full of worry, pleading, and longing.

"No need, I won't leave like this. We'll have an explanation..." I refused
Kexin 's request, indirectly telling her my stance, but without stating it directly...

After I finished dressing, I walked towards the door. I needed to take care of what I had to do, the sooner the better.

3.

After I left home, I faintly heard Kexin crying. Although her cries were quite pitiful,
they couldn't stop me. I looked up at the blue sky, breathing in the fresh
air. I felt like a prisoner, never having longed for freedom so much. I walked
slowly through the neighborhood, glancing back every few steps to see if Kexin was secretly following me.

I found a law firm and consulted about divorce procedures. At my request, the lawyer
drafted a divorce agreement for me; the one Kexin had torn up yesterday. After finishing that, I
picked up my phone and dialed a number. This wasn't from China, but from a
human trafficker I knew in Africa. After all, I'd been a war correspondent in Africa for so long; I must know some people. Although I didn't want anything to do
with them .

Now, I wanted revenge on Kexin and Sijian, and I needed their help. [Hello] The call connected quickly
, and a rough voice came through. [Hi, Steve, how have you been lately?] [What else could it be?
It's fine...] After chatting with him for a while, I got straight to the point. [Steve, I need your help!] [
What kind of help? I can't help you with anything in China!] [Nothing much, I just want to send you a male
slave. Don't you have male slave camps over there?] [Oh, is that so? Who is this person that you hate so much that you
want to send him to a male slave camp?] [It's okay, just pick him up. I can send him over by tomorrow at the latest.]

[Okay.] [Okay, that's all for now, bye!] I hung up the phone immediately. I found Leng Bing Shuang
's assistant's number and dialed it. [Find me a few strong and burly men. I need them.] [Okay, is
there anything else?] I told Leng Bing Shuang to contact me. If she didn't want to, I should tell her she didn't want to see me again.] [
Okay, I'll go right now.] I waited by the roadside for more than half an hour, and a Jinbei van stopped beside me.
A burly man got out of the car and walked up to me respectfully, asking, "[Are you Mr. Xu?]" "[Yes, it is.]" "[What are your orders?
]" I didn't speak, opened the car door, and got in. I said to him, "[Get in the car and we'll talk...]" The car quickly drove to my
rented room, and I let the burly man in. I said to him, "[See this person?]" Then I
pointed to Sijian, who was fast asleep on the security camera.

"[Yes, please speak!]" "[From now on, as soon as he leaves the courtyard, arrest him immediately. Find a secluded
place, arrange things properly, and call me after you're done. Don't kill him.]" I gave
the man my phone number. I went outside and stood at the door of my rented room, looking at the courtyard. "[Heh, Sijian, my good son, you're enjoying
your stepmother's body, aren't you? Soon you'll be enjoying it more.]" After doing all this, I headed
home ; at least for now, it was still my home. During the few hours I was away, Kexin called me countless times
, but I didn't answer. Finally, I simply silenced my phone.

When I got home, I saw Kexin sitting on the sofa, clutching her phone, looking very worried.
Her eyes were red and swollen from crying. Seeing me, she showed a rare flicker of
excitement deflated, looking terrified. She didn't know where I'd gone;
perhaps she considered one possibility, but couldn't be sure, clinging to a last shred of hope.

"Let's go out and buy some things, and visit your parents
. You'd better not tell them about us now," I said, turning my back to Kexin as I changed my shoes and headed towards my bedroom. I
didn't immediately pull out the divorce papers; I wanted to see the elders first. At least they hadn't done anything wrong, and my
departure would undoubtedly cause them great pain, as they treated me like their own son. Without
Kexin's voice behind me, I didn't know if she had any premonitions. Back in my bedroom, I put the divorce
papers turned and left, seeing Kexin still sitting on the sofa, lost in thought.

"Change your clothes, let's go..." I said to Kexin, who was still in a daze.

"Oh..." Kexin responded with a mixture of fear and anticipation, then began to dress, seemingly quite
excited . My visit to the elderly couple could have two possible outcomes. The first was that I would go to thank them, and being
with Kexin would mark the beginning of forgiveness—perhaps what Kexin most hoped for. The second was that I
would see the two elderly people one last time, and then divorce Kexin, never to speak to them again—perhaps what Kexin feared most
.

I walked ahead, with Kexin obediently following behind. Before, when we went out together,
Kexin would always snuggle close to me, her arm linked with mine. But now, these once loving and sweet people
were like unreliable "strangers." Kexin longed to link arms with me like before, but she
lacked the courage now.

I withdrew money from my bank card and then drove Kexin to the shopping street. Upon arriving at the shopping street,
Kexin and I picked out clothes for my parents-in-law. During this time, Kexin seemed to briefly forget her troubles, focusing intently
on helping us choose clothes for the elderly couple. After all, shopping is a woman's forte, and Kexin was already responsible for their clothes.

At this moment, Kexin and I temporarily set aside all our differences and focused solely on shopping. To outsiders, we appeared to be a
sweet couple, and Kexin seemed to think I was trying to mend our relationship. Only I knew what was about to
happen .

"Call your mother-in-law and tell her I want to eat her cooking…we'll go over in a bit…"

As I drove, I talked to Kexin beside me, mentioning that the trunk was full of clothes and nutritional supplements.

When we arrived at my in-laws' house, the kitchen was overflowing with ingredients. My father-in-law made tea, and we drank together,
chatting about various topics. At my in-laws' house, I was careful not
to reveal anything. Kexin and my mother-in-law went to the room to try on clothes, and afterwards, the two of them inevitably had a private conversation, the content of which I don't know
.

When it was time to eat, my mother-in-law kept putting food on my plate. Looking at her kind face, I couldn't help but feel
a . If I had to leave, there were many people I would miss, but the ones I would miss the most were my in-laws.

"Child, what's wrong?" Because of the lump in my throat, I wiped my nose with a tissue, and my mother-in-law
asked .

"Nothing, Mom's cooking is still so delicious, I love it...hehe..." I shook my head and smiled
at my mother-in-law.

Originally, every time we ate at my in-laws' house, we would drink alcohol, and I had originally wanted to drink as well, since
I wouldn't have that opportunity anymore. Due to health reasons and the need to drive, my in-laws ultimately
wouldn't let me touch anything. In the end, I could only offer them tea instead of wine, toasting them and expressing my gratitude.
Those were my heartfelt words. From when Kexin and I were dating until our marriage, my in-laws had always
treated me very well, like their own son. Looking at their aged faces, my heart ached once again.

After leaving their apartment building, I led Kexin out of the complex. When we were quite a distance from
their building, I looked back at their apartment and found their room. In the distance, I could almost
see them busily tidying up. At that moment, my reluctance and sadness reached their peak. I
slowly knelt down facing the direction of their building and kowtowed three times.
I had originally planned to kowtow to express my gratitude, but I was afraid they might misunderstand. Although they
couldn't feel these three kowtows at that moment, they represented the highest respect in my heart.

Behind me, Kexin, seeing me kneel and kowtow, knew perfectly well who I was thanking.

She seemed to have considered a possibility, and she became increasingly certain of her fears. My actions
weren't just gratitude; it felt like a final farewell. I heard a stumble behind me. Turning around, I saw
Kexin nearly fall; her legs were weak.

Kexin didn't ask anything; she just walked ahead alone. I knew that once we got home, there would be
many things to do, and I would likely be subjected to even more of Kexin's tears…

When I got home, I locked myself in the memorial room. Sitting on the floor, I pondered. I had originally planned to take revenge on both of
them , but after seeing my parents-in-law's aged faces, I suddenly felt that revenge
was pointless. Yes, things had developed to this point… I also bore responsibility. If it weren't for my work requiring
frequent business trips, and my physical inability to satisfy Kexin, and especially for not doing
anything , instead choosing to let it go… Heh, it turns out I'm not such a good person after all. ...

4.

I thought for a long time, but still couldn't figure out what to say. I went to the bedroom. Kexin was crying under the covers
. She felt me come in and pulled the blanket off her head. Her tearful eyes looked at me, but I didn't say anything. I just
lay down next to her, still dressed. This was probably the last time we would share a bed.

I could tell that Kexin didn't sleep all night, and neither did I. At most, I was
half asleep . Memories of Kexin and me played back in my mind like a movie.
When I thought about our sweet times, I felt a deep reluctance at the thought of leaving. But when I thought about her sitting on Sijian's penis and
calling me, and touching Sijian's penis when she got home, I ruthlessly shattered the last
bit of .

At this moment, Kexin and I were unusually in sync, sighing back and forth.

The last night passed just like that. Both Kexin and I had bloodshot eyes. After washing up, I
said to Kexin, "Let's go for a walk." Kexin didn't say anything. My actions yesterday had been
strange , and she couldn't figure out what I was up to. We walked around outside for a bit before returning to the car. I drove
the quiet, dejected Kexin towards the Civil Affairs Bureau. My briefcase already contained all the necessary
documents for the divorce. Kexin remained silent throughout the drive. She could tell we weren't going home,
but she didn't say a word. I'd rarely looked at Kexin's expression these past two days because her expression and state
made me feel guilty.

Slowly, the car arrived at the Civil Affairs Bureau. It had to happen. When the car stopped
, Kexin in the passenger seat saw it. She trembled, perhaps her suspicions were
confirmed. I didn't say anything. I couldn't go inside and confront Kexin. It would have to
be in the car. My car has excellent sound insulation, and all the windows are tinted. From the outside,
you can't see inside.

I took the divorce agreement from my briefcase and handed it to Kexin. When I placed it
in her hand, the agreement was facing away, so she couldn't see what it was, but she
sensed it. Her hands trembled as she picked it up, then turned it over. She clearly
saw the five large characters on the cover—Divorce Agreement.

"Crash..." Upon seeing those five characters, Kexin grabbed the agreement and threw it at me, as if it
were burning hot or poisonous. After throwing it to me, her eyes widened as she stared at
me. Tears streamed down her face like a fountain. She just stared at me, her eyes filled with despair and
lifelessness. I looked away. At that moment, I couldn't bear to meet Kexin's gaze, because her eyes
were irresistible.

"Husband, at least I can still call you that. I knew this day might come, but I still clung to
a sliver of hope. These past two days, although the atmosphere was tense, I thoroughly enjoyed my life because
at least you were by my side. But now I know it's time to wake up from this dream. But, husband, why? Why
won't you even give me one last chance? I just want to atone for my sins. I don't ask for your forgiveness in the future, but I'm willing to be
your slave. You can treat me like a stranger, a maid; you can find a lover, live with her, and so on—anything is possible."
"I only have one request: let me stay by your side. Just seeing you, taking care of you, hearing your voice, and
seeing your face is enough for me... Please don't do this, okay?"

Kexin told me, tears welling up in her eyes. It could be said that Kexin's words
revealed all her innermost thoughts, and that she was willing to pay the ultimate price. I think anyone, as long as they
have flesh and blood , would be moved, but these past few days I've completely closed myself off emotionally.

"If you really care about me, let's get this done. Don't talk about atonement
anymore I admit I haven't fulfilled my responsibilities as a husband. Who told me to be such a useless person... Don't tell me
how much you love me. I can tell from the fact that you called me while you were having sex with Sijian, and he told you
not to , and you didn't argue, but instead acted coquettishly. Besides, your 'home' is all
ready, which means you've accepted this day.

I won't make things difficult for you. I'll talk to your parents and won't put you in a difficult position. If you really love me,
sign the papers...]" "Husband, how can I live without you? I don't want anything, I just want you.
I can divorce you, but please don't leave me. After the divorce, you can treat me like a stranger,
a housekeeper, living in your house and taking care of everything for you. You don't need to pay me a salary; you can have all my wages.
Just give me some food, isn't that enough?" Kexin had lost control at this point. She threw herself at me,
burying her face in my shoulder and crying uncontrollably.

"My mind is made up... there's no turning back..." I gripped the steering wheel
tightly , biting my lip until it felt like it was about to
bleed. Hearing Kexin's words was like a knife to my heart. It was impossible for Kexin's words not to affect me; I could only force myself not to
look back . My words were brief, but they expressed my stance.

Hearing this, Kexin stopped crying. She looked up, her face streaked with tears.

She stopped crying, moved away from my shoulder, and became eerily
quiet . She took out tissues from her bag and wiped her face.

"Let's go..." Kexin sighed, saying only briefly.

Kexin and I walked into the Civil Affairs Bureau. When it came time to sign the divorce papers, I saw Kexin's hand
trembling . She held the pen, hesitant to write, her face filled with helplessness and despair as she kept glancing at me.
I didn't meet her gaze, just stared straight ahead, but out of the corner of my eye, I could see that her face was
completely drained of color.

Kexin finally signed, but her usually elegant and beautiful
signature , because her hand was no longer under her control. After completing
the formalities, Kexin and I walked side by side out of the Civil Affairs Bureau. Kexin seemed to have lost her soul. When
we reached the stairs at the entrance, she slipped and almost fell, but thankfully I caught her. It
all happened in an instant, a conditioned reflex, an instinctive reaction.

After supporting Kexin's body, Kexin's lips trembled as she tried to say something, but she couldn't utter a word.
Her once rosy lips had now lost all color. She knew that the man supporting her was
no longer her beloved husband...

I hope this suits everyone's taste. This is purely for entertainment, so please don't criticize if you don't like it. I just want to
present the ending I envisioned to everyone!!

Chapter 177

The mysterious man walked out of the bathroom, wrapped in a towel and drying his hair. I looked closely, and it
was none other than Sijian. Hadn't he already returned to America? When did he come back? Based on this,
the couple I encountered outside the courtyard house must have been Kexin and Sijian. For a moment, I felt like I was being
manipulated. Sijian's appearance was completely unexpected. The words I was about to say to
Kexin vanished instantly because of my astonishment.

"Husband, husband, why aren't you saying anything? What's wrong? What happened? How come you're [really at
home ?] [Husband, what happened? I'm at home!] [Hehe, hahaha. Bitch.]" After saying that, I
hung up the phone immediately, watching Kexin's face turn deathly pale in the video.

I copied the home security camera footage and the courtyard house footage from my computer, shut down the computer, and
left the rented room. I drove my beat-up van home—no, this wasn't my home anymore.

When I got home, I collapsed onto the floor as if all my strength had left me, feeling the floor's icy temperature, just like my
heart.

Not long after, I heard the sound of the door opening. I sat up, head down, my face so dark it seemed to drip water.
Kexin stood at the door, her face completely bloodless.

[Hehe, you're back? Why didn't you continue your tender moments with your good son?] Kexin
walked up and knelt down with a thud. [What do you mean by this?] [I…] Kexin opened her mouth as if to say something,
but seeing my face, she couldn't speak. Hehe, can't say it now, huh? Do you need me to say it for you? Sijian
is very capable, so good at it, making you feel like you're in heaven, right? [No...no, husband, let me explain
...I was wrong] [No need to explain, I'm not worth your kneeling, you don't owe me anything...Let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow
] [Husband, let me explain, I don't know how to say it? I can only say that from the beginning until now,
not once was it my own choice, really.] [Is that so? Look at this yourself before saying these things.]
After saying that, I threw the phone in front of Kexin. It was playing a recording of everything that happened tonight. Kexin became more and more terrified
as she watched, and at the end she threw the phone aside. Looking at me, [ "You're spying on me?" [Heh, you know what? Two years ago,
I knew exactly when you and Sijian started dating, when you gave yourself to him. My home security cameras were originally just
for catching thieves. Heh, I never expected they'd catch a wolf in sheep's clothing and a bitch.] [No, no
, I only love you. My feelings for Sijian are only affection, not romantic love. Can I
confirm that?]

Kexin suddenly looked up at me, her eyes firm, her tone resolute.

"Really? Did I see wrong? We've been married for so long, and I've never asked you for that kind of thing,
nor have initiated it with me. But I saw you treat Sijian like that. Do you need me to be clearer?"
"Let me tell you, I was on the balcony while you were making a human sofa. What more do you want me to say? Zhang Kexin, don't
use that mouth of yours that just licked Sijian's dick to say you love me. It just disgusts me. Maybe you
haven't . You don't love me, you love Sijian. To me, I'm just a shield, a
shield that lets you enjoy yourself. Saying you love me, you get a lot of pleasure, don't you?"

"Waaah... Don't say anymore..."

After hearing my question, Kexin covered her face and squatted on the ground, crying and
shaking her head desperately. It seemed my words had hit

a nerve. She had been holding onto the illusion that I might have only seen a small part tonight, but my
words shattered that last illusion. I had seen almost everything, which she
could and didn't know how to explain it.

"In my heart, I've always thought you were the purest. I cherished everything about you and didn't want you to be
tainted in any way. But what I saw that night broke my heart. Wasn't I ridiculous before?
For the first time, I forgave you. Wasn't I a good-natured cuckold? You cheated on me while
saying you only loved me. Don't you think you're even worse than a prostitute? At least a prostitute knows to talk about sex, not feelings. What about you? You
're a whore and you want to maintain a virtuous image? Haha." Kexin didn't refute my words, but just shook her head frantically and cried.
[No, I only love you. I didn't fall in love with Sijian. Really, husband. You believe me...
Waaaaah ][Believe me, haha, I won't. I believed you, but you treated it like a game. There's nothing more to say
. Let's get a divorce. Since you're so happy with Sijian, then you can stay with him. I hope you two can be
happy. Haha, I'll be waiting for you downstairs tomorrow morning.] After saying that, I stood up, but suddenly stumbled and
almost fell. Kexin reacted and tried to help me, but I dodged her even faster. "Don't touch me, I'm dirty,"

I said, and walked out of the house without looking back.

Would I really get a divorce so easily? No, impossible. Maybe it's because I haven't
been at home has dulled my rough edges and made me forget my profession. A war correspondent, yes,
how could someone who can be a war correspondent be soft-hearted? Maybe it's because I loved her too much. But now, I don't love her anymore… Back in
my rented room , it was almost two o'clock. Thinking that that bitch would probably call Sijian now, I checked
the security footage and found that Kexin hadn't called Sijian to tell me to come home. That's perfect, it'll make
things easier for me.

I called a friend who's pretty good in the underworld and asked him to arrange for a few people to
come to my rented room to monitor Sijian. If he went out, I had to catch him immediately. …
By the time I finished all that, it was almost four o'clock. Unable to stay awake any longer, I fell asleep in my clothes…

At nine o'clock, I woke up on time and checked the security footage first. I found Kexin still kneeling on the ground, motionless,
like a dead person. But I felt no pity. Instead, a vengeful pleasure welled up inside me.

I drove to my apartment building, took out my phone, and called Kexin. The phone rang for a long time without answering. I
dialed again, and this time she answered quickly. "[Hello] [Come down, I'm waiting for you downstairs.] [Oh…]"
Kexin hesitated , and I, too lazy to waste words, hung up.

A little while later, Kexin came downstairs, still dressed the same as yesterday, her face unwashed. Her eyes were bloodshot. She looked like
a madwoman. A pang of heartache shot through me, but it was quickly shattered by the cold reality. I started the car, and the two of us
remained silent I was happy to accept… Finally, Kexin broke the silence. "[Husband, is there really no way to salvage
this? I thought about it all night. I really can't live without you. All of this is my fault. I
can accept you hitting me, yelling at me, even treating me like a stranger. I just beg you not to leave me, okay?]" "I
can be your nanny, I'll give you all my salary, I'll follow you wherever you are, okay? I promise
there won't be a next time, sob sob sob." She cried again, but now she couldn't shed any more tears because
her eyes were swollen. [Now you know you regret it? Is it useful? If regret were useful, what would we need the police for?
I've already forgiven you. But you didn't cherish it. I'll forgive you again, but you'll continue to cheat on me, continue to be
your virtuous wife and loving mother, and be promiscuous in private?]

(I really can't write this part anymore, it's already 2:40, and this book is driving me crazy, so I'll just
write about revenge on Xiao Hei. Don't worry about the details.)

Leaving the Civil Affairs Bureau, I instantly felt like something was missing. But I didn't regret it.

Back in the rented room, I called to a few thugs, [Wait a minute, you guys...]

...

I found an abandoned house in the suburbs and sent the thugs out. Looking at the man lying on the ground, this was
the man who brought me a lifetime of shame, and to make matters worse, he was my son. However, I was
blinded by rage. I pulled out my phone and called Kexin: "[Come see your little lover one last time, you'll never see him
again ][Honey, please don't do anything stupid...]" I didn't bother listening to what Kexin said after that
and hung up immediately. First, I tied Sijian up. Then I grabbed a wooden stick from the ground and started beating him mercilessly. After beating him for a while,
I realized he was unrecognizable, his head swollen like a pig's. I felt a sense of vengeful satisfaction. But that wasn't all.
Finally, I used all my strength to smash his groin. Sijian let out a muffled groan
and passed out. Because his mouth was gagged, he couldn't scream. I checked the time; almost ten minutes had passed. At this point, I lost all
interest in fighting. I sat down and contacted the male slave camp leader I knew in Africa. After explaining my situation,
he said he could come to pick me up the next day… Looking at Sijian lying on the ground, [Good son, don't blame
your father for being heartless. Your father has always been heartless, but I've been too lenient with you. This is just a little interest, haha.]

After waiting for over an hour, Kexin finally arrived, driving that Honda Accord. Seeing that car, I
calmed down. It didn't matter anymore. Anyway, everything would be fine after tomorrow. …[Husband,
how ? You didn't kill him, did you? Please don't do anything stupid, don't go down the path of crime. It's all
my fault. You can do whatever you want to me, just don't kill Sijian.] [It's none of your business. Don't worry, I'm not that stupid
to give up my life for a whore.] Kexin swallowed back everything she wanted to say after hearing my words.

When she walked in and saw Sijian lying in a pool of blood, Kexin was so frightened that she fell to the ground. [Didn't you say…]
"You won't kill him? How could this happen? It's all my fault, all my fault..." [Don't worry, I didn't kill him, I just castrated
that scoundrel.] Kexin didn't react to my words. She
hadn't been able to do anything since last night, only numbing herself with tears.

I called the thugs to bring a bucket of water and splashed it on Sijian. After a while, Sijian slowly woke up. His first
feeling was pain, pain all over his body, especially his groin, which was excruciating. When he saw me and Kexin lying on the ground crying
, he realized what had happened. [Heh. You're back. I was wondering why that bitch ran away
so fast. What a pity, if you had come back a few days later, I could have made her a real bitch.
I hate it!] I felt very confused by his words. From his tone, I could tell he didn't love Kexin at all, so
why did he do this?

At this moment, Sijian said to himself, "[I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't fulfill your last wish, I didn't turn her into
a whore, I'm sorry.]" I heard a key word in his tone: "Mom," was it Fengjun? "[Why did you
do this? I know I've wronged you in some way. For the first ten years or so, I didn't know you were my and Fengjun's
child , so I can only say sorry for the suffering you and I endured in Africa. But since I brought you back, I
haven't treated you badly, have I? Why are you doing this to me?][If it weren't for you, how could I have come into this
world and suffered so much humiliation? How much humiliation has Mom suffered because of you? You can resolve all of this with just an 'I'm sorry.' I want
you to experience humiliation too, to turn your wife into a whore for all to have, haha. Zhang Kexin, Zhang Kexin, you're
really too suited to be a whore. You say you only love your husband, so how
come you have so many It feels good, doesn't it!" "What a pity! If he had come back later, I could have given you even more pleasure. Isn't that what you
like best? Hahahaha!" [Ah...] With a scream, Kexin rushed up, grabbed
a stick , and smashed it against Sijian's head until it was a bloody mess. She turned to look at me, her eyes filled with
despair, regret, and a hint of relief. "Husband, I'm sorry. Maybe I really am a bitch. But I love
you, that's true. I always have. I've never loved Sijian. Really, I hope I can be your
wife again in the next life, and I will never cheat on you again..." A smile appeared on her face as she finished speaking. Before I could react,
Kexin had used her last bit of strength to smash her head against the steel bar in the wall. "No!"

I could only let out a scream. I watched as the woman I loved most in this life had her head pierced by the steel bar.

Instantly, I felt as if all my strength had left me, and I collapsed to the ground. "No, no, I don't want a next life.
Just this life is enough. No... no... Ah!!!" A sharp pain shot through my head, and then I instantly
lost consciousness…

everything went white. All I could see was white, and in my daze, I heard a kind voice. I tried
desperately to grab it…

[Doctor, doctor! Come quick! My husband is awake! He just moved his hand!] I heard Kexin's
voice and opened my eyes with all my might. Before me was Kexin's tear-streaked face. [Husband, sob,
you're finally awake! I thought you'd never wake up again! Sob!] My brain couldn't process it.

How could Kexin be alright? Didn't she just die right in front of me? How is she alive and well again?
Where am I…?

I've been awake for three days. For these three days, Kexin has stayed by my side without leaving my side. Except when she goes to the bathroom, she
sits by my bedside, holding my hand, as if afraid I'll run away. Through the conversations I overheard during these three days
, I learned about my current situation. It turns out it was all just a dream. The plane I was bringing Sijian back crashed.
Sijian died instantly, and I was practically in a vegetative state. All of this stemmed from
a subconscious thought that lingered in my mind after I became a vegetable. My biggest fear while in this state was that Kexin would become someone else's
woman. That's why I had that subconscious fear.

When I woke up, the entire hospital hailed it as a miracle, because the doctors had given me a death sentence, saying I
might never wake up again.

Yes, I had been in a coma for three years. During those three years, Kexin had stayed by my side, never leaving me. And I woke up
because of Kexin, though not for any good reason. But perhaps it was fate that destined
us to be entangled…

A month later, I was almost able to get out of bed. Although I still couldn't walk, I could move around a bit in
a wheelchair . Under my questioning, Kexin confessed that the doctors said my heart was
failing, and if I didn't get a heart transplant, I would have died last year. A girl surnamed Leng
donated her heart to me. Kexin also told me her name was Leng Bing Shuang. Hearing that name, my
heart ached. So that's it, no wonder she appeared in my dreams. I had indeed saved this girl in real life; I never
imagined that a joke I made would become reality. [Big brother, if one day you need me to save you,
I will definitely save you without hesitation, even if it costs me my life.] ………………

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