【This is not the fate I wanted】(1009)【Author: 2473530790】

Author: 2473530790
Word Count: 3029

************ Alice
subconsciously

reached out her finger and gently touched her still slightly moist lips.
Her eyes still held lingering surprise.
Leaving the
fact that Kiyonokawa had done something completely unexpected—comparable to an impossible event like the Earth suddenly stopping its revolution—was enough to make her, who had always been calm, show a completely unprepared expression.

All along, whether in childhood or now, her actions towards Kiyonokawa had always been purely
proactive . Even within her plans for Kiyonokawa, everything was done proactively,
actively creating an atmosphere unique to her.

But now, Kiyonokawa had acted completely unexpectedly. How could she
not show surprise? Perhaps even if she had foreseen the possibility of betrayal, she
hadn't anticipated the uniqueness of the other party's proactive action.

The touch of their lips was fleeting, but in the heat of the
moment focused on his lips, Kiyonokawa could still feel their soft, warm touch.
This made his already racing heart, which didn't align with his own initiative, blush even more. Yet,
paradoxically , at the same time, his feelings towards Alice calmed down.
Her touch was no different from any other girl's; aside from her noblewoman
title just an ordinary girl.

Therefore, seeing her expression, Kiyonokawa spoke with even more courage and motivation:
"Alice, seeing your expression, I know you haven't guessed my thoughts, and perhaps you even
have the complete opposite. This proves that you don't truly understand me;
you're just being yourself!"

"Heh." In this atmosphere, Alice, recovering from her surprise, couldn't help but chuckle,
as if trying to dispel the wavering in her heart with laughter. After the laughter subsided, she
continued, "I admit I didn't expect Kawa, who has always been passive, to act
differently from . But what does this prove? Are you just trying
to negate my opinion by kissing me, something I could do anytime?"

Kawa bit her lower lip, her expression unchanged,
looking at Alice with a hint of nostalgia and sadness, and said: "Alice, don't you remember what
a kiss ?"

Alice's smile froze for a moment. She hadn't forgotten her childhood memories,
but she hadn't thought about them much. She was only fixated on Yukino Kawa herself, putting many things out of her mind. Just like
during her time in England, her mind was filled with nothing more than hatred for Yukino Kawa's betrayal,
longing for Yukino Kawa, and beautiful visions for the future. So, it was only natural that she gradually stopped remembering
the lie she had used to deceive Yukino Kawa and steal his first kiss.

"The seal of friendship, the testament of our bond..." Kiyonokawa slowly recounted the past.
His words weren't meant to mock Alice's lies, but rather to prove his
truest feelings to her. "Although my memories were sealed for so long,
every moment with Alice in our childhood is still vivid in my mind. So, what you said to me back then
isn't something easily forgotten. And my kissing you now is simply
a continuation of the past..."

"A continuation..." Alice chewed on the word again with an incredulous feeling,
opening , and speaking with a doubt and uncertainty she didn't usually display, "Why? If
we judge by your true feelings, you should hate me even more. Why
are you repeating the clumsy lie I told as a child?"

"I hate you, Alice." Kiyonokawa once again uttered these words without hesitation, words that could wound Alice
. But in the next moment, he spoke with even greater force, louder, and more unwavering conviction.
"But at the same time, I love you too, Alice!"

Alice blinked, her beautiful blue
eyes . She spoke in a hesitant tone, almost to herself, "And what are you saying now
..."

"This isn't a lie, not
a fabrication I made up before simply to gain your forgiveness or to help the Service Club girls." Kiyonokawa interrupted Alice again, her
voice earnest and filled with deep emotion, tears streaming down her face as if she were
pouring out everything within her. "As a child, I didn't understand emotions, and
even as haven't fully grasped them. So I took your feelings for me for granted, Alice,
and didn't value them. Now, I can't say I completely understand emotions, but at least for the first time, I'm genuinely feeling your feelings for me
, instead of ignoring them time and time again. That's why I
realize how important you are to me, Alice, and understand my truest feelings for you!"

"My importance?" Alice asked with an incredulous expression. "And
what about the Sakurai sisters in your heart?"

"Although it's incredibly shameless and unforgivable to others, Baiyin and Bailing hold
a very high place in my heart. I deeply love them both and don't want to be separated from them. In fact, I hope
we can stay together forever." Kiyonokawa uttered these "womanizing" words without hesitation
. His gaze towards Alice showed no hesitation, no fear, only an
unprecedentedly strong aura. "I can also assert my feelings for you, Alice. I
've ; you could say you're my first love. Although I've completely lost
my memories of being with you for the past six years, when I recall those memories, I believe I still love you!"

Alice's slightly wavering gaze fell upon Ketsunokawa, as if she were trying to find
a way to soothe her emotions in his eyes. But all she saw were Ketsunokawa's clear, earnest eyes,
devoid of any confusion. This only made her heart more turbulent. For the first time, she lowered her eyes
slightly a bitter smile on her face, and said, "Even now, why do you still
say such things to me..." Normally, Alice should have been overjoyed

to learn that Ketsunokawa, whom she had always loved, also loved her . But now, she felt no such joy, only a deep sadness. This also revealed that she truly didn't understand Ketsunokawa at all, speaking only self-centered words and unilaterally misunderstanding his meaning. How could someone like her be happy at a time like this? "It's because of this that I can now clearly feel my own emotions, and clearly convey my thoughts to you, instead of constantly repeating the tragedy and remaining stagnant!" Kiyonokawa spoke with an even louder voice, as if trying to completely drown out Alice's voice. "It's because I've always loved you, Alice! That's why I don't want you to go further down the wrong path!" After her agitated emotions subsided, Kiyonokawa glanced sideways at the music box on the table, which was still emitting a mournful sound. With sadness and self-reproach, she murmured to herself, "I truly . If I hadn't been so naive and fragile back then, if I had noticed your feelings sooner, Alice, and successfully confessed my love..." "If I had expressed my true feelings, Alice, you wouldn't have had endure such pain... wouldn't have had to bear burdens you shouldn't have to bear... I understand the constant cries from your heart, Alice, the true nature hidden deep within you. If you were truly a cold-blooded and heartless girl, you wouldn't have so gently washed me last night, so tenderly caressing me..." So, with tears streaming down her face and an unwavering expression, Kiyonokawa reached out her right hand to stroke Alice 's cheek, meeting her gaze, and with gentle, almost pleading words, accompanied by the music box's final, fading sound, she softly said, "Alice, could you please stop doing things that make me hate you?"

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