Where is my love?

I was breathing heavily, the pleasure surging through my lower body constantly fueling my desire. I reached down and pulled Zi Ai's head, tugging at her hair, moving her back and forth beneath me. Zi Ai skillfully served me with her mouth, occasionally playfully licking the tip of my penis with her tongue, cleaning up the specks of white fluid that had seeped from my glans. My penis was covered in Zi Ai's saliva, glistening slightly under the light. I'd been dating Zi Ai for over three months, but this was the first time I'd brought her to my home. Because of this, I didn't know how many times she'd complained. She always blamed me for not fully opening my heart to her. After getting to know her for three months, I finally made up my mind to bring her here, ready to let her accept my story, to accept everything about my past. "Ouch!" A slight pain pulled me back from my thoughts. I looked at Zi Ai with some annoyance, asking her reproachfully why she had bitten me so hard. Zi Ai didn't answer me, still holding my penis in her mouth, her tongue skillfully teasing the urethral opening. While licking, she looked at me with a mischievous gaze, her delicate little nose twitching as if scolding me for my momentary lapse in attention. I was both amused and exasperated by her childlike behavior. Adorable Zi Ai always left me helpless, but I enjoyed this feeling of pampering someone. Perhaps that's why I opened my heart for the first time in my life, bringing a girl home. Actually, Zi Ai was really good to me. To make me happy, she did many things she was extremely unwilling to do, including giving me oral sex, something she previously considered extremely dirty. Honestly, every time I saw her seemingly hesitant expression while giving me oral sex, I always felt a mix of guilt and gratitude. "Oh…" I groaned softly, the intense stimulation from my penis pulling me back from my reverie once again. Zi Ai's sucking speed and force increased, each time her lips rubbed against the groove behind my glans, causing my body to tremble violently. "Ah, so good, baby, you're making me feel so...so good. Oh...like this..." I cried out in pleasure. Hearing my praise, Zi Ai sucked even more vigorously. Gradually, a feeling of impending ejaculation moved from my lower abdomen to my penis. I could almost feel a large amount of semen surging in my testicles. I could no longer suppress this impulsive pleasure and quickly contracted my hips, preparing to pull my penis out and ejaculate into her breasts. But Zi Ai suddenly held it tightly in her mouth, seemingly unwilling to let the thing about to explode leave her mouth. This action excited me even more, because she never allowed me to ejaculate into her mouth, saying she couldn't stand the taste. But today she seemed very happy—I had finally brought her to my house, and she wanted to make me feel more comfortable, as if to repay me. I could no longer hold back, and a thick stream of semen erupted like a volcano. The continuous ejaculation even made me feel dizzy. After I finished, Zi Ai frowned and reluctantly swallowed what I had ejaculated. I stroked her delicate cheek, moved. She seemed to sense my deep affection. We looked at each other silently for a long time without saying a word… “Ning,” Zi Ai suddenly whispered to me, “Say you love me, say you love me.” “I love you.” I used to think I would never say those three words in my life, but just now, a moment of emotion made me say them to Zi Ai. Zi Ai looked at me intently, tears welling up in her eyes. “I love you too. We will love each other forever, for all eternity.” She seemed to want to announce it to the whole world. Her tone was so resolute. We held each other tightly, feeling each other’s heartbeat and body temperature, neither of us wanting to let go. After a while, I came back to my senses and gently patted Zi Ai’s back. “Okay, baby. Are you hungry? I’ll go get you something to eat.” "Mmm." She obediently let go of my hand. "Hurry up, I'm hungry, hehe!" I affectionately pinched her cheek. "Little glutton, all you know is food. But my cooking is really awful." "No way! Ning's cooking is definitely the best in the world!" Zi Ai blinked her big, bright eyes and said loudly. "Sycophant." I patted her affectionately and turned to go to the kitchen. When I came out of the kitchen carrying the food, Zi Ai was carefully examining a photograph. Beside her... www.niqupb.The drawer of Dom's bedside table was open at an angle. "Who is she?" Zi Ai pointed to the woman in the photo and asked curiously, her expression already becoming serious. My heart tightened instantly; I wasn't prepared to reveal the truth so soon. "Baby, listen to me, it's all in the past, can we not talk about it anymore?" I answered hastily. Hearing my answer, Zi Ai's expression relaxed considerably. "Oh! Ning, then she must be your ex-girlfriend, she's so pretty." "Um..." I mumbled, somewhat unwilling to continue the topic. Perhaps not getting a definite answer, Zi Ai shook my head and asked coquettishly, "Okay Ningning, tell me, who is she? You know, women are very curious. But don't worry, I definitely won't be jealous, really, I promise." I looked at her helplessly; this somewhat childish girl always left me at a loss. After thinking for a while, I sighed deeply; some things had to be faced sooner or later. Perhaps this woman is the one I'll cherish for life. I can't hide it from her forever; what's meant to happen will happen. I composed myself, pursed my lips, hesitated for a long time, and then haltingly recounted the story of the woman in the photo. I had prepared for the worst, but I still hadn't expected Zi Ai's reaction to be so strong. The instant I finished speaking, Zi Ai, as if startled by a ghost, quickly put on her clothes and ran out of my house as if her life depended on it. This woman, who had sworn eternal love to me just ten minutes ago, vanished in ten seconds. There was no news of her since. She changed her phone number, closed her QQ and email accounts, and even sold her house. I never imagined she would treat me so cruelly. Heartbroken, I searched everywhere for her. I couldn't believe an answer could make her so heartless. But I was disappointed. A woman's fickleness is as terrifying as her curiosity. After searching everywhere to no avail, I finally gave up. I knew it was impossible for us. It was impossible for us in this lifetime. I began to devote all my energy to the company. A man should always prioritize his career, shouldn't he? With my almost desperate efforts, the company's business flourished. In this city, I was considered a moderately wealthy man, but the comfortable life brought by money didn't change my gloomy mood. I continued to work diligently; only this busyness could help me forget those painful memories… *** *** *** *** I sighed, looking at the business plan in my hand with a troubled mind. Although this deal could potentially bring me millions in income, I really lacked confidence to take it. Because the other company's manager was a woman. Of course, that wasn't the main point; the important thing was that she looked remarkably like Zi Ai. Every time I saw her, my thoughts became chaotic and complicated. I didn't know how to say what I had prepared. Perhaps giving up was the best option, I sighed helplessly to myself. *Knock knock knock* A knock came from outside. It's so late; haven't all the company employees gone home? Who could it be? I wondered. "Come in," I called out to the door. Jingru walked in from outside, holding a cup of coffee. "Ning, it's late. Don't work so hard; your health is important." Her voice was always so gentle, and there was a strange emotion in it. Jingru is my secretary and also my new girlfriend. She's so gentle, taking care of me almost meticulously. But I've never dared to fully commit to this new relationship; I don't have the confidence to face failure again. Because of my past… Will gentle Jingru accept it? "Okay, you should go back first. I still need to think about how to handle tomorrow's business. Sigh, you know, it's not easy to negotiate!" I looked at Jingru and whispered to her. "It's okay, let me stay here with you, okay? I promise I won't bother you." She said with a smile, and "If Ning is too busy, I can even make you some late-night snacks. Working on an empty stomach is bad for your health!" I looked at Jingru, touched. She always silently gave so much for me, never asking for anything in return. I put down the case file in my hand and gently pulled Jingru over, letting her sit on my lap. Jingru obediently leaned in, wrapping her arms around my neck. Her left hand traced my hair, her breath tickling the back of my neck. I suddenly felt a strong urge to make love to Jingru. Lately, I'd been so busy with company business that I might have neglected her. I gently pressed my lips to hers, one hand starting to hastily unbutton her clothes. "No, not here, okay? I... I feel so awkward! Let's go to your place, I've never been before!" Jingru, noticing my impulse, pleaded softly in my arms. I understood what she meant; she was subtly hinting that she wanted us to commit. After all, we'd been dating for over a month, and every time we made love, it had been at her place or a hotel. This relationship felt more like an affair than a romantic one! I struggled with this for a moment, thinking perhaps it was time to move on to a new relationship. One can't live in the past forever. Besides, I sensed the deep love that gentle Jingru had for me. I was only speculating in my heart, and I hadn't tried to be honest with her, so how could I know she would mind that past? "Okay, let's go." I said to her with a smile. Looking at Jingru's flushed cheeks, I could already feel the joy in her heart... After arriving home, I quickly grabbed her legs and carried her to the bed amidst her screams. I parted her pink thighs, buried my head in her gray skirt, and kissed the smooth skin of her inner thighs repeatedly. "Ning, Ning..." she called my name, her fingers stroking my hair, clearly aroused! The desire that had been building up for so long instantly erupted. I quickly took off my and Jingru's clothes, lay on top of her, and thrust my penis inside without any foreplay. Perhaps it was too hasty, Jingru's vagina hadn't secreted much lubrication yet, and my penis felt rough when it entered, and it hurt a little when I was halfway in. But my burning desire compelled me to push deeper, wanting only to release it. "Ah..." Jingru cried out in pain, "Ning, slow down, okay? It hurts a little." She pleaded pitifully beneath me. I suddenly realized—I had been too hasty, completely disregarding Jingru's feelings. I slowly rotated the head of my penis inside her labia minora, the friction between our genitals causing us both to groan with pleasure. Gradually, she secreted more lubrication, and I felt the time was right, so I thrust in, pushing my entire penis inside her. The intense pleasure made me pump rapidly in and out of her vagina. My penis moved up and down like a pile driver, and with the help of the abundant lubrication, what was inside Jingru's body was as smooth as silk. Her hips responded to each of my thrusts, this tender lovemaking intoxicating us both. I held her tightly, my penis moving in and out beneath her relentlessly. Jingru's legs wrapped around my waist, responding promptly to each powerful thrust. With her gentle help, I quickly reached the peak of my excitement. "Ru...I'm almost there..." I panted, moaning above her, my penis thrusting deeper and deeper into her vagina. Then, streams of warm, white semen gushed out violently. The overwhelming pleasure made me convulse uncontrollably...The orgasm slowly subsided, and my reason slowly returned. I looked at Jingru beneath me and whispered in her ear, "Ru, I love you." Although this was the second time I'd said those three words to another woman, I could feel that I had poured all my true feelings into it. Jingru didn't say anything for a long time, and two crystal tears slowly slid down her cheeks... "Do you know?" she sobbed, "I've waited so long to say these words, Ning. I love you too. I don't ask for our love to last forever, I only ask that we grow old together. Do you know? I can sense that you have many worries on your mind. Please tell me." "I hesitated for a long time, slowly sorting out my somewhat chaotic thoughts, and then said to her, 'Ru, open the bedside drawer and take out the photos inside.' Jingru took out the photos, looking at the woman in them with some suspicion. 'Is this your ex-girlfriend? She's so beautiful!' Hearing her words, I had a bad feeling. Her words were strikingly similar to Zi Ai's. Would she end up like Zi Ai? I mustered up my courage and told Jingru the story of the woman in the photos. I never imagined that the gentle Jingru would be so flustered. She always appeared so virtuous and generous in any situation. But after hearing my words, before I could even react, she ran out of my room. The whole process was so fast that I was at a loss. Watching Jingru's departing figure, I knew that I had lost my love again, this love that had happened just five minutes ago."The woman who vowed to grow old with me was gone in five seconds. I picked up the photo from the floor with a bitter smile, looking at the woman with the strange smile in it. I shouted angrily at her: "Why? Why did you do this? Am I going to have my life controlled by you forever?" The woman in the photo still had that strange smile, as if mocking my ignorance and naivety. I vented for a long time, then put the photo back in the drawer. Although it had driven away two of my relationships, I still couldn't destroy it; after all, it was the only thing that woman left in this world. After that night, I never saw Jingru again. Perhaps a woman's ability to hide is as terrifying as her ruthlessness. I didn't look for her anymore. After all, what belongs to you will naturally come to you, and what doesn't belong to you, you can't force, can you? *** *** *** *** I completely gave up on myself. Since my love is gone, why should I continue to search for it? From that day on, every pub in the city bore witness to my presence, and countless women had one-night stands with me. Perhaps, this was the life that belonged to me. One morning, when I woke up, the naked woman next to me was curiously looking at the photos in my drawer. Seeing that I was awake, she said somewhat embarrassedly, "Your drawer wasn't closed, and I found the photos inside and picked them up to look at." I nodded nonchalantly and didn't say anything. She looked at the photos, then at me. "Is this your girlfriend? She's so beautiful." History repeated itself in an astonishing way; the same words appeared again, but this time I didn't panic or hesitate. I easily told her, "She's not my girlfriend; she's me—before my gender reassignment surgery."

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