Playing with my cousin when I was a child

I grew up in Shandong and left my mother at a very young age. My maternal grandparents raised me. Later, my mother brought me back to Shandong because I was going to school. Before that, I didn't even know I had a mother. Please don't think I'm trying to write about a mother-son relationship, but this period played a crucial role in shaping my personality. My maternal grandparents were getting old and couldn't take good care of me. Once, I almost died from measles, and they didn't even take me to the hospital or give me any effective medicine; I just toughed it out. Another time, I almost slipped into the icy well in winter. Luckily, someone passed by and pulled me out. I was naughty and often got bullied, and I still have a deep scar on my eye socket. I thought everything would be alright once I returned to my mother's side, that I would be protected by my parents and wouldn't be afraid anymore. But initially, my relationship with my parents was very shallow. After all, we hadn't lived together since I was little, and my parents didn't seem to care about me much. When I came back, their thick Shandong accent made it even harder for me to integrate with the children from Northeast China.

I only really got along with my cousin (who's a year younger than me). We often played "house" together. I was the dad, she was the mom, and we used a doll as the child. I think those were the happiest days of my childhood. Everyone knows I started masturbating when I was in fourth grade, which is 10 years old. My sexual experience was incredibly precocious, unlike kids these days. The internet and television have made our next generation's intelligence and sexual maturity significantly higher than ours. Back then, our "enlightenment" mainly came from our parents. We lived on a kang (a heated brick bed) with them, and they didn't shy away from having sex. One night, their moans woke me up, and that's when I vaguely understood that there could be such interesting things between men and women. After listening to them for several nights in a row, my penis suddenly became aroused. It was both painful and pleasurable. I really wanted to find a girl to experience what it was like. Luckily, my cousin would come to stay with us for a while every winter and summer vacation. During the day, all the adults were out working in the fields, leaving just my cousin and me at home. My parents would lock the front door, and we'd play house by ourselves. I was very curious about my cousin's body and wanted to see what it looked like, whether she had a penis like me. But my cousin wouldn't let me see, saying I was being shameless. After begging several times to no avail, I pretended to be asleep during her afternoon nap, wanting to peek only after she was sound asleep. Once she was asleep, I casually placed my hand between her legs. After a while, seeing that she didn't react and was truly asleep, I continued to gently stroke her clitoris. It was soft and warm. My cousin turned over and fell asleep again. I gradually became bolder and slowly pulled down her panties. Back then, we were poor, and we sewed our own panties from cloth, which were very loose, unlike the ready-made cartoon-patterned briefs we have now. I gently lifted the panty leg and looked inside. In the middle of her white clitoris, there was a deep cleft with a small red bud growing out. I pretended to roll over and continue sleeping, holding my cousin close, while naturally placing my hand on her tummy. She seemed still asleep. My hand gently moved down, prying open the elastic band of her panties and slowly exploring inside. I continued to grope, feeling a strange excitement, all my attention focused there, my fingers gently rubbing between her labia. Gradually, I felt a warm, moist sensation on her tummy. I wasn't sure if it was from the friction between my hand and her tummy or from the heat, but soon a sticky fluid oozed out, getting my hand all over it. I was about to pull my hand away to check, but just a little away from her tummy, my cousin pressed my hand down, preventing me from leaving. I was startled—had she discovered me? I didn't know whether to move my hand or not, so I decided to wait and see how things developed, remaining in that position. After a while, feeling that my cousin had fallen asleep again, I gently pulled my hand away, not daring to explore any further. After all, it would be terrible if my cousin told the adults. When the adults returned from working in the fields that evening, my cousin acted as if nothing had happened, continuing to play with me like a little shadow. When it was time to sleep that night, the adults slept at the head of the kang (heated brick bed), while my cousin and I slept at the foot. After the lights were turned off, a long time passed, and I felt everyone was sound asleep. I pretended to roll over and lay on top of my cousin, my hand naturally resting on her lower abdomen, continuing the actions I hadn't finished during the day. After touching her for a while, it felt incredibly comfortable, and my penis reacted, becoming hard and swollen with a painful sensation. I became even bolder and put my cousin's hand inside my underwear, letting her touch my penis. I continued to tease the tender bud on her nipple, probing inside along the slit of flesh. Suddenly, my cousin's hand that was touching my penis squeezed hard. I held back from making a sound, thinking that I must have woken her up. I reluctantly pulled my hand out, but her hand was still inside my underwear, showing no sign of leaving. Did she want to continue touching my penis?

I gently stroked my already hard penis with her small, tender hand. A moment later, a spurt of semen spurted from the glans, covering my cousin's hand. I wiped her hand with my underwear, put her hand back, got up pretending to go to the toilet, and came back to change into clean underwear before going back to bed. Later, my cousin and I grew up. Our relationship remained good, but we couldn't take it any further. Even now, we feel a little awkward when we meet. My cousin always wants to be close to me, but I always restrain myself. I prefer passive girls; I'm a little afraid of proactive girls. Later, when my cousin went to middle school, she got a boyfriend. I wonder if it was related to me. Because my cousin and I lived in different towns, we could only meet during winter and summer vacations. Either I would go to her house or she would come to mine, so winter and summer vacations became our happiest days. I also developed a bad habit of masturbation from then on. Whenever no one was home, I would play with my penis.

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