My Forbidden Love with My Sister (Complete) Author: Suppressing Habits

Author: Suppressing Addictions
Word Count: 14616
My name is Tian Yu, and I have a twin sister named Tian Jing. Twins are the envy of many
, but my family is far from happy. For years, it has been a nightmare for my
brother and me.
Our father is an alcoholic and gambler, and our mother supports us on a meager salary. Every few days, she suffers
beatings and verbal abuse from my father. My mother endures it all for my and Jing'er's sake, forcing a smile, hoping to survive
until we grow up. But… that day's memory is a nightmare that will haunt us for the rest of our lives.
The man was completely drunk, falsely accusing Jing'er and me of being illegitimate children born from my mother's affair.
He started punching us indiscriminately. When I tried to stop him, he hit me on the head with an ashtray, knocking me
unconscious. Then, he choked my mother, and she died right there in front of Jing'er, leaving us forever
… Based on my testimony and that of our neighbors, years of domestic violence, and charges of intentional homicide, the man
was sentenced to death. My sister and I were temporarily raised by my mother's younger sister, our aunt. However, my mother had
many siblings, and their relationships weren't particularly good. My aunt also had her own family and limited income
, so it's understandable that Jing'er and I didn't receive much treatment. For the sake of my sister, whom I depended on, I dropped out of school and became
an apprentice at a car repair shop, desperately learning the trade, taking on the dirtiest and hardest jobs
to earn a meager income to pay for my sister's tuition and other expenses.
We lived at my aunt's house for a year. Having already struggled in society, I had lost
the innocence and naivety that someone my age should have. I could clearly feel the exclusion my sister and I faced in that family. One
time, my uncle's cold complaints, coupled with seeing Jing'er's aggrieved face, made me furious. I argued with him and then took
Jing'er and left that house. From then on, I shouldered the burden of my sister's tuition and living expenses, as well as our rent.
Although it was very hard and difficult, every time I returned to our rented, simple little house and saw my sister diligently doing her
homework, I could endure any hardship or fatigue.
When Jing'er's school learned about her family situation, her homeroom teacher personally came to our rented apartment, kindly
persuading her to live at the school. However, I was reluctant to let Jing'er leave my side, and years of relying on
each other had fostered a bond between us that was different from siblings, making us unwilling to separate. So,
Jing'er and I politely declined the well-meaning teacher's offer. But perhaps fate intended to make things difficult for those who suffer;
because I refused to let Jing'er live at school, we siblings faced another hardship.
Jing'er, now a high school sophomore, had an increasingly heavy workload, studying at school every evening except weekends
. So, every night I had to pick her up from school. Fortunately, my employer and mentor knew my situation
and were very considerate, not letting me work too late, allowing me time to pick Jing'er up from school every day.
Now, Jing'er has grown up, blossoming into a beautiful young woman with a lovely face, delicate features, and expressive
eyes that always seem to hold a touch of melancholy. Coupled with her quiet and gentle nature, as her name suggests, she attracts
many boys and is the envy of many girls at school. Many gossips call her the school beauty, and her excellent grades have made her quite famous. However, fame is not always a good thing. A 　　boy who knows many thugs
outside the school takes a liking to Jing'er . After his repeated unsuccessful pursuit, he finally becomes enraged and decides to take revenge. 　　That evening, I rushed to school after work. It was already past 9 PM, 　　Jing'er's dismissal time, but when I arrived at the school gate, I didn't see her. Usually, when I was slightly late, 　　Jing'er would be quietly waiting for me at the gate, so I assumed she had a lot of homework and hadn't finished 　　class yet. 　　Every evening I would wait for Jing'er at the gate, and sometimes she would wait for me if I wasn't there on time. So 　　the gatekeeper recognized this beautiful girl. When he saw me waiting there, he hurriedly told me that Jing'er had 　　been dragged away a few minutes earlier. I was shocked and immediately chased after them in the direction they pointed. 　　"Jing'er! Jing'er!" I shouted Jing'er's name frantically, but there was no answer. 　　A chill ran through me. I forced myself to calm down and think carefully… According to what the gatekeeper said, 　　there were three people. They seemed to have threatened Jing'er a few times before dragging her away. I didn't see any transportation, 　　meaning they couldn't have gone far! Given the surrounding terrain, they were likely to have gone to a 　　wooded park not far from the school. So I ran there. 　　Luckily, after rushing into the woods, I found Jing'er, but what I saw filled me with rage 　　and anger. At this moment, Jing'er lay on a stone table, her mouth taped shut, unable to make a sound. 　　Tears of fear and humiliation streamed down her delicate cheeks. Her thin school uniform was bunched up to her chest 　　, and her bra had been torn off, revealing her budding breasts, full and round like steamed buns. 　　Three men were groping Jing'er's baby-soft skin with their filthy hands, while her hands, 　　tightly bound by the duct tape, were powerless to resist. 　　"Stop! You bunch of bastards!" I roared and rushed forward, kicking one of the boys who was walking towards me away 　　. But I was immediately punched in the face by another man, the blow making me see stars and almost fall to the ground. 　　I quickly retaliated, wrestling with the three men. My life hadn't been very good for a long time, and I 　　wasn't physically strong. Although I'd gained some strength from working, I was no match for three people. Besides, these 　　thugs were more experienced in fighting than me and hit me hard, aiming for my face every time. Before long, I was lying 　　on the ground, bruised and battered. 　　Jing'er's hands and feet were tied, and after struggling a few times, she fell to the ground. Watching me being beaten and trampled on 　　, her heart broke. Her mouth was gagged, and she could only make muffled sobs. 　　"Tch, you stupid brat, daring to ruin our good time! You're her brother, right? We'll 　　have some fun with your sister right in front of you, hahaha!" A boy who looked about my age said smugly.

With a lewd grin, he abandoned me, half-dead, and walked towards my sister… I felt dizzy, my head throbbed from the blow,
almost making me faint. But I saw them walk towards Jing'er, yanking down her pants, revealing
the girl's mysterious private parts! I don't know where the strength came from, but I struggled to my feet again and lunged at them
… Soon I fell to the ground again. The three men spat at me and walked towards Jing'er again, so I
stood up once more… I don't know how much time passed. I was repeatedly beaten to the ground and repeatedly stood up.
My face was bruised and swollen like a pig's head, completely unrecognizable.
Bright red blood kept flowing from the corners of my eyes, nostrils, and mouth, dripping onto my body and the ground. Jing'er was sobbing weakly, seemingly having given up
all resistance. Perhaps she was willing to lose her virginity if I stopped being beaten. As I struggled to my feet again
, my blurred vision revealed that Jing'er's clothes had only been torn off. The three bastards hadn't had time
to do anything further to her, which brought me a slight sense of relief.
"Heh...heh heh heh...bastards, come on! You dare touch a
hair on Jing'er's head as long as you don't kill me? As long as I have a breath left, I'll bite your flesh off piece by piece!" I spat out a chilling
voice through gritted teeth, then laughed arrogantly. By this time, the three men had also suffered numerous cuts and bruises on their faces. Seeing that I
could get up no matter how many times I fell, and attack like a mad dog, they began to fear.
"We've dragged this out a bit too long. Let's finish off this kid quickly, and then drag this pretty girl to some hotel
to have some fun with," one of the men said viciously, then pulled out a horn-handled knife.
Seeing the sharp knife, my heart sank. I knew they must have forced Jing'er here with it.
At that moment, I was covered in wounds, my body aching so badly I could barely move. I could only watch
as the knife slowly approached, preparing for a final desperate fight… Watching the man slowly close in, I gave him
a contemptuous sneer. Seeing my expression, he almost lost his mind, roaring as he charged at me, his knife
slashing viciously. However, the blade of this horn-shaped knife wasn't very sharp; the correct way to use it was to stab with the tip.
These scoundrels knew that stabbing would be fatal, so they only dared to use the blade to slash. Even though the blade
wasn't sharp, the tip still managed to cut my skin. After taking several blows, I finally grabbed the blade
and gripped it tightly, ignoring the blood streaming from my hand. With my last strength, I
punched the bastard hard in the nose, stunning him, and then snatched the horn-shaped knife from him.
I gripped the dagger tightly and laughed gleefully! My bruised and swollen face looked so
ferocious in the dim light, like a demon from hell. I stared at them, slowly took a step forward, and said coldly
, "Hehe...hehe, I was just thinking...how to kill you bunch of bastards...and you...
you just gave me a handy knife, shouldn't I say thank you? Hehe...hehehehehe..."
My ferocious smile, my chilling words, the blood-stained blade! The three finally panicked. One of them led the way,
stumbling and running away, and the other two followed without looking back. After they walked away, I finally
collapsed to the ground, unable to hold on any longer. I struggled to crawl towards Jing'er, helped her remove the tape from her hands, and told her,
"Call the police quickly," before losing consciousness... When I woke up again, all I saw was a white ceiling,
then white walls, and a white blanket... I slowly thought for a long time before I understood what had happened. I
sat up and looked around, finding Jing'er lying peacefully on the recliner next to my bed, a few strands of hair hanging on her fair
cheek, seemingly asleep. I observed her closely and, seeing that she didn't seem to be injured,
I breathed a sigh of relief. Looking at Jing'er's beautiful face, I reached out and lovingly stroked her cheek, but this unexpectedly
woke her up.
Jing'er, noticing I was awake, gasped and threw herself into my arms, hugging me tightly and burying her face
in my chest, sobbing, "Waaah... Brother... you scared me to death!"
I gently patted Jing'er's back, carefully comforting her, "Jing'er, don't cry. I'm alright. You
're not hurt, are you? Were you violated by those people?"
Jing'er shook her head, saying, "No, I'm fine. Brother, please don't do that again. You scared me to death. Mom's
gone, and Jing'er doesn't want her brother to be gone too."
"Silly girl, it's precisely because Mom's gone that your brother will protect you no matter what. You are my
everything, my hope for survival..."
"Waaah... Brother..."
The brother and sister huddled together tightly, but soon, the oblivious nurse, hearing the commotion, rushed in. Finding
me awake and out again, she noticed a middle-aged doctor soon entered. He glanced at Jing'er
, who was sitting to the side, tears still welling in her eyes and her face flushed with embarrassment, and shook his head with a smile. Then he began examining me.
"Hehe, young man, be careful when you're holding a girl and being affectionate with your little sister. You just had stitches; don't let the wound reopen
." The doctor seemed quite cheerful, even joking.
"Uh... Doctor, don't talk nonsense," I said hastily, looking at Jing'er's face, which was now completely red like an apple
.
"Just kidding, haha. It's nothing serious now, just a mild concussion. You need to
rest more. Also, you have too many wounds, so don't take a bath for a while, and avoid getting it wet. Okay
, that's all. You rest now. The police from the station will be here to check on things later. I'm leaving now."
After watching the doctor leave, I turned to Jing'er and said, "By the way, what are you doing here? Don't you have class?"
"I was worried about you... My brother got so badly injured for me, how could I concentrate on my studies..."
Jing'er said aggrievedly. Seeing this expression, I immediately gave in, holding her soft, boneless little hand and whispering,
"I was just worried about your studies. With something so serious happening, I was afraid you'd be traumatized and it
would affect your studies."
"Don't worry, my brother has sacrificed so much for me all these years. I will definitely study hard, and I will be as
strong as my brother!"
"Good girl, come here, let me hug you again."
"You're so annoying..."
The police station then began investigating the matter, and the school also got involved. The three men were convicted of multiple crimes, including attempted rape and
intentional assault, and were eventually sentenced. But that's another story.
After being discharged from the hospital, because my injuries hadn't fully healed, I asked my boss for leave and stayed home to rest. As the saying goes, "
Children with hard lives mature early." Although I had been taking care of Jing'er all these years, she had also done her share of housework and
was more than capable of taking care of me, who was not very mobile. The inexplicable feelings between Jing'er and me seemed to have
intensified.
A little over a week later, my injuries were fully healed, and I returned to my demanding work. Jing'er also threw herself into her studies.
Although my injury had delayed her studies for a while, her grades didn't drop. At the end of the semester, her
overall exam scores were in the top 10 of her grade, which made me, as her older brother, very happy.
Soon Jing'er was in her final year of high school, and her studies became even more demanding. Evening study sessions ended very late, and considering
safety and convenience, I decided to let her live at school. This was the first time I'd been separated from her. To avoid
disturbing her, I rarely contacted her. Whenever I returned to my rented room, where I was all alone, it felt like just
another room. Only when I was with Jing'er did home feel like home, no matter where I was.
Thinking about how Jing'er had grown up, becoming more and more beautiful, I, as her brother,
found it increasingly difficult to understand her. She was starting to blush in front of me, starting to hide from me, starting to have her own
little secrets… When I was alone, I liked to overthink these things, my mind filled with my sister's
beautiful image. This angelic image sustained me. While Jing'er was at school and I was alone, I worked tirelessly
overtime to earn more performance-based pay and raise more money for Jing'er's university education.
Time flies, and it was the final sprint of Jing'er's senior year of high school. Even on weekends, Jing'er stayed at school
, occasionally calling to let me know she was okay. I only occasionally called her homeroom teacher to inquire about her progress
. The teacher praised her highly, which put my mind at ease.
Three years of study, two days of exams. After the college entrance exam, I cooked a huge meal for Jing'er and
celebrated properly. Jing'er was very happy and, unusually, drank some wine. When the scores came out, Jing'er
's results were excellent, more than enough to get into Beijing, and we celebrated even more.
"Jing'er, now that you're filling out your college application, where are you planning to go? Peking University or Tsinghua University?" I asked, taking a sip of my drink.
I've always played a role that's half brother and half father, and with Jing'er's results, all the hard work and effort over the years
was worthwhile.
Hearing my words, Jing'er's previously beaming face suddenly calmed down, and her complexion seemed rather unpleasant
. I asked in surprise, "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"
"Brother..." Jing'er paused for a moment before saying, "I'm planning to apply to Wuhan University." "Why? Although Wuhan University is also a top-tier university, its reputation isn't as great as Peking University or Tsinghua University. 　　It's easier
to find a job there , and..." 　　"I don't want to leave you..." Jing'er suddenly interrupted me. "If I study at Wuhan University, I won't have to 　　go anywhere else. I don't want to leave you... I never want to..." 　　Jing'er's sudden words left me speechless for a moment, and the originally joyous atmosphere turned strange. After a long while, 　　I forced a smile and said, "What nonsense are you talking about, haha... Silly girl, I'm only 　　thinking about your future. As long as you're doing well, all these years have been worth it... As for 　　leaving or not leaving for life... haha, silly girl, you'll get married sooner or later, then I 　　'll finally be able to relax, haha... haha... ha... uh, umm." 　　Towards the end, I couldn't even laugh anymore. Jing'er also fell silent. My brother and I silently lowered our heads and started 　　eating. What was supposed to be a celebratory dinner inexplicably became tasteless. After we finished eating, Jing'er 　　said to me, "Brother, let's go for a walk. You used to pick me up from school all the time; it's been so long since we went out together 　　." 　　"Oh... okay, I'll go after I finish washing the dishes." 　　As night fell, the young man and woman strolled along the quiet path. Jing'er wore a pure white sundress, 　　revealing her jade-like arms. Her naturally beautiful figure made me hesitant to look directly at her. In contrast, I was dressed in simple 　　shorts and a basketball jersey, wearing flip-flops, looking like a complete loser. Walking next to Jing'er, I couldn't help but feel ashamed. 　　"Brother... I remember back then your grades were better than mine, and you were quick-witted, unlike those bookworms, and you were athletic 　　too. It's just that you've worked so hard for me all these years, thank you..." Jing'er said softly. 　　"Sigh, that's all in the past..." Hearing Jing'er's thanks, I felt inexplicably sad. This was 　　the first time she had ever said "thank you" to me since birth, a "thank you" that I didn't need at all... "Because 　　I'm your brother, this is what I should do. You don't need to thank me. If you really want to thank me, then take good care 　　of your own life..." 　　"We were born on the same day. Maybe you really were born into this world a few minutes earlier than me from your mother's womb 　　, but that shouldn't determine your fate," Jing'er said quietly, her tone tinged with resentment. 　　"Uh... what exactly are you trying to say? I haven't read many books, so I don't quite understand." 　　"What I mean is, if it weren't for me all these years, my brother wouldn't have had such a hard life. You 　　sacrificed your own life for me, was it really just to 　　protect me, your sister who was only born a few minutes after you?" 　　Jing'er's words were rather long. I pondered them carefully. Jing'er seemed to be hinting at something, but I still didn't 　　understand. I scratched my head and said, "Uh... siblings are helpless, and the brother earns money to support his sister. What's 　　wrong with that?" 　　"I love you, and what about you?" Jing'er suddenly said. 　　I paused, sensing a subtle affection between us that differed from that between siblings over the years. I remained silent for a moment, then forced 　　a smile that looked more like a grimace, and said, "Uh, haha, of course I love you, brother! Is there even a question?" 　　Hearing my words, Jing'er stopped, clenched her fists, bit her lip, tears welling in her eyes, and said, 　　"The love I'm talking about isn't a sister's love for her brother, but a wife's love for her husband! These years we..."

We've shared so much, our feelings for each other have long surpassed the boundaries of brother and sister. Brother, you understood all along, you
understood all along! Why, however… Waaah…”
Jing’er threw herself into my arms and cried bitterly. My emotions, suppressed for so many years, were on the verge of collapse
. Yes… all these years of endless overtime, surrounded by grease and mud, sometimes facing difficulties
and having to swallow my anger, even enduring humiliation and being trampled in the mud—why?
“But we… are, after all, brother and sister. We are destined not to be together. We are still too young, too
inexperienced. You will definitely meet someone who will accompany you through the rest of your life, and that person will definitely not be me
…” I said sadly.
"No! We've been inseparable since we were little... We played together, went crazy together, grew up together, lost our parents together
... Waaah... Brother, from that day on, my world only had you, and you were my whole world
. No one else can enter my world anymore." "But... have you ever thought that maybe this isn't love? Because I've been supporting 　　you
since I was 1.5 , your feelings for me were just attachment, reliance. I did 　　things other brothers couldn't do, so you, as my sister, mistook that attachment for love?" 　　Jing'er suddenly hugged my neck, stood on tiptoe, and pressed her soft, fragrant lips to mine. Then our 　　soft tongues intertwined. Jing'er's sudden frenzy almost made me lose control, but our awkward 　　kiss brought me back to my senses. I quickly pushed her away, saying, "You! What are you doing?" 　　"What? Brother, you still won't admit it? Can siblings kiss like this? You clearly 　　reacted to the love I conveyed!" Jing'er roared, she had never spoken so loudly before. 　　"Yes! That's right! Even if I love you! But so what? We're siblings!" I roared back, completely 　　ignoring the strange looks from the occasional passersby. "We're destined not to be together, I know. I knew it a long, 　　long time ago, even before I was old enough to understand, that I deeply love you, but what can I do? Our 　　parents are gone, no one will take care of us anymore. I finally have the chance to act on this love and make sacrifices. 　　I just want you to have a good life because of my sacrifices, that's my love for you! 　　But now you've torn down this facade, what am I supposed to do? What can I do?" 　　At this point, I finally understood. When we were little, although we were different genders, 　　it was almost impossible to tell the difference when we were very young . Every time we played together, I looked at Jing'er as if I were looking at myself. This 　　strange feeling of being connected heart to heart is something only twins can experience. But as we grew up, and with 　　the sudden changes in our families and lives, our appearances became different, and our experiences became different as well. Having struggled in society at a young age 　　, I only pursued results in many things, just like the lingering feelings between us siblings. Although I loved her, 　　we couldn't be together, couldn't marry, and couldn't have children. So I chose to sacrifice everything for Jing'er's happiness, 　　even if it meant living in darkness for the rest of my life. However, Jing'er is now just an 18-year-old girl, living her 　　school life. Her experiences are different from mine. She believes that love is just love, just an emotion. Her ideas seem 　　like an unrealistic fairy tale to me. 　　Jing'er was silent for a while, then turned and walked away. I followed her silently 　　until we got home. We didn't speak to each other again, and we didn't even walk side by side. After returning home, Jing'er 　　took a shower. When she finished, it was my turn. After I finished too, we had nothing to 　　do. 　　After a long silence, Jing'er sighed softly and said, "I will do as you said, go to Beijing to study, and 　　then, as you said, work hard, find a good man to marry, and live the life you hoped I would live 　　..." 　　Hearing this, my heart ached intensely for no reason. What Jing'er said was indeed what I hoped for, but seeing her 　　face devoid of a smile, I began to feel lost. Why? Why 　　weren't we happy at all when Jing'er's college entrance exam scores were high enough to get into any top university? Why weren't we happy at all, seeing that Jing'er had already taken the first step towards a bright future 　　? If there were truly feelings of love between us, 　　was it already a forbidden fruit according to morality and ethics? Otherwise, why was it so bitter? 　　"I...I'm not trying to arrange your life. I just hope you can be happy and stop suffering," 　　I sighed. 　　"But you don't understand, being with you is my greatest happiness, my only happiness..." Jing'er 　　said sadly, tears welling in her eyes. "I know I'm being selfish, so I 　　'll bless you both when you find a wife, brother. Just don't send me away..." 　　I felt a sharp pain in my heart. We used to be able to understand each other's feelings just by being close. This heartache was perhaps 　　what Jing'er felt. I pulled Jing'er into my arms possessively and said to her, "I was wrong. My greatest 　　effort in this life was to stop you from crying, but I made you cry instead. I'm sorry. What can I do to 　　stop you from crying?" 　　Jing'er raised her head, her delicate eyebrows arched, and her affectionate eyes gazed at me quietly before slowly closing them. Her exquisite 　　chin lifted slightly, and her cherry lips parted, waiting patiently. I stroked her smooth cheek, my fingers 　　wiping away the tears, and then pressed my lips to hers. Neither of us had much experience kissing. Our two 　　soft tongues carefully intertwined, and one of my hands unconsciously climbed up to Jing'er's 　　breasts, gently kneading her delicate nipple through her clothes. Jing'er let out a soft moan and wrapped her arms around my neck, 　　responding to my kiss even more passionately. 　　After a long while, our lips parted, our tongues still connected by a thin thread, as if reluctant to separate. Jing'er blushed deeply and 　　said in a voice almost as soft as a mosquito's buzz, "Brother, carry me to bed..." 　　Jing'er's charmingly shy appearance completely ignited my desire. I picked her up and carried her 　　to the bedroom in a few steps, carefully placing her on the bed. Our humble abode was a small room of only 30 square meters, with 　　only one bedroom. My brother and I had slept in the same bed for many years, but we had never crossed the line.

Step by step, I placed Jing'er on this bed and slowly undressed her.
Her white dress lay scattered on the floor. I eagerly removed her camisole and panties. Her round,
full breasts stood proudly erect, her pink nipples glistening with moisture. Her private parts
were obscured by her shyly clenched legs; only sparse hair in an inverted triangle shape below her cute navel was visible.
I, too, eagerly stripped off my own clothes, revealing my erect penis.
"Ugh, don't look at me like that! It's so embarrassing! Turn off the light!" Jing'er glanced at my unsightly
penis, too ashamed to look a second time, covering her private parts with her hands and urging me to turn off the light.
Jing'er's body, as perfect as a work of art, was now partially concealed, creating an alluring, half-hidden charm. I
couldn't wait to turn off the light, climb onto the bed, and mount Jing'er... In the darkness, my rough hands
roamed over Jing'er's smooth, jade-like skin, finally finding her full, jade-like breasts. Jing'er's breasts weren't large, but
they were firm and beautifully shaped. I caressed them lovingly, even bringing my mouth to her tender nipples
, sucking, nibbling, and licking. Still a virgin, Jing'er was incredibly sensitive, her body swaying restlessly as I teased her, a mixture of resistance
and acceptance.
Soon, I felt my penis throbbing uncomfortably, and I eagerly prepared to penetrate her. However, as I parted Jing'er's long
, jade-like legs, I struggled to find the right spot to thrust my penis into her private parts, sweating profusely with frustration.
"Jing'er, I...I can't find it!"
"Not there...a little lower, no, that's the anus, ouch..."
"Uh...should we turn on the light?"
"Hmm..."
The light was turned on again. Looking at the delicate body on the bed, I awkwardly scratched my head, then came to Jing'er,
parted her legs, and carefully observed the girl's mysterious private parts. I thought to myself that I was so
embarrassed that I didn't know where to start earlier. Now I had to study it properly.
Seeing her brother staring at her private parts like that, Jing'er was so ashamed that she grabbed a pillow and
covered her face, like an ostrich burying its head in the sand. As for me, I observed carefully. The pubic hair was not very thick and grew on
the mons pubis. Below it was a slightly protruding area with a mysterious fleshy slit. Then I used my
fingers to pry open the fleshy slit, revealing the bright red tender flesh inside, and a mysterious hole was hidden inside. I reached out and
explored inside. Jing'er's delicate
body trembled, especially when I touched a strange protrusion above her labia; she recoiled instantly.
"Eh? Does it hurt?" I asked curiously.
"It doesn't hurt... it's just... um... a little sensitive..." Jing'er said shyly.
At that moment, I remembered a colleague who loved to brag about his romantic escapades. He
told me, with an air of experience, that foreplay was crucial when having sex with a virgin, ensuring ample lubrication so the girl would
n't feel too much pain. But what exactly was foreplay? For a clueless virgin like me, I could only mimic
the scenes from the AVs I'd seen.
So I stuck out my tongue and licked back and forth on her tender labia. "Oh! Brother, what are you doing? Stop
! It's so dirty there... Ah! Hmm..."
Before Jing'er could finish speaking, my tongue was already teasing her clitoris. Jing'er's body trembled violently
, and she reflexively tried to pull back, but I held her legs tightly, and she could only endure my
brutal violation of her private parts.
"Does it feel good? Eh? There's some water coming out... Sizzle... Mmm, so sweet..."
"Hmm... No... Ah! This feeling... I've never felt anything like it before..."
Jing'er's sensitive private parts were still overflowing with love juice from my clumsy teasing. Looking at
Jing'er lying on the bed, panting and blushing, I couldn't wait to turn off the light again. I supported myself on the bed with one hand, searching
for the entrance in the darkness. This time, I felt that my glans had finally found the place, so I slowly entered until I encountered a barrier
. I didn't think too much about it and pushed my penis in with a little force.
"Ah! It hurts! Waaah..." Jing'er's cries came from the darkness, which startled me, and I quickly pulled out my penis.
"Ah! Brother, don't leave me..." Jing'er sobbed.
"I'm here, I'm right here," I quickly comforted her.
"Waaah... I meant... don't come out, brother's... seems a bit big... come in,
be gentle with me this time." As Jing'er spoke, a slender hand grasped my penis in the darkness, aiming it at
her tender opening. I cooperated and slowly and carefully inserted it again.
In the past, during occasional breaks at work, I would chat with colleagues about penis size. Later, I secretly
used a caliper that could measure to 0.01 millimeters to measure it. My erect length was about 15
centimeters, and the thickest part was about 3.5 centimeters, which seemed to be a little larger than average. Since that was the case, I
should be even more careful when breaking her virginity.
I slowly inserted it, my penis slowly penetrating the warm, moist, narrow passage until it was completely inside. This
pleasure of thrusting all the way in made me feel like I was sleepwalking, it felt unreal. Jing'er's tender hole was filled to bursting, a
tearing pain mixed with pleasure made her cry out, "Brother!..." Her
tight, tender hole became increasingly wet, and my movements became smoother. Jing'er wrapped her arms around my neck, and we
intertwined until we were exhausted. I ejaculated my first semen deep inside her wet, tender hole
... I fell into a deep sleep, seemingly dreaming constantly, my dreams filled with all of Jing'er and my experiences from childhood to adulthood.
From a little kid who wasn't even as tall as a table to now, we went to school together, finished class together, went crazy together, climbed trees together,
explored places we'd never been before, copied each other's homework to fool the teacher, climbed mountains to watch the sunrise together,
listened to music together, snuggled together reading, and... made love... The morning light streamed into the room through the window, and
I slowly woke up. Jing'er was sleeping sweetly in my arms beside me, a smile on her lips, as if she was still enjoying
the warmth of the night. I gently placed her beside me, covered her with a blanket, picked up my clothes, and went out. In the bathroom
, the icy water washed over me, washing away the impulse and passion of the previous night. I've never regretted
anything in my life, but now I have to. I took my beloved sister's virginity; I was utterly despicable.
What should I do now? We can never be together... With mixed feelings, I made breakfast.
Jing'er still hadn't gotten up. Perhaps she was exhausted from her first experience. I didn't wake her, and quietly left
to immerse myself in my demanding work.
It was a tiring day, but at least I didn't have to work overtime. When I got home, Jing'er
had prepared dinner for me like a dutiful wife. Her attitude and way of interacting with me seemed to have changed from that of siblings to lovers in the throes of passion
, which made me very uncomfortable. But when, before going to bed that night, Jing'er took off her thin shirt, revealing her flawless body
, all morality and ethics were completely overwhelmed by my beastly lust. Then, panting heavily, I pressed myself against Jing'er's slender
body, possessing her, violating her... But with each act of love, my guilt and self-reproach deepened
. And whenever I wanted to end this... Jing'er was always acutely aware of our illicit relationship, so she used various
methods to bind my body and soul. She learned to perform oral sex on me, and although she was clumsy, it still gave me
immense pleasure. She learned to dress up; even a light touch of makeup made her more beautiful. Sexy black
fishnet stockings, revealing lace nightgowns, even a nude apron… Before I knew it, I was hopelessly addicted to Jing'er's gentle embrace
. And during sex, whenever I brought Jing'er to orgasm and ejaculated hot, sticky
semen inside her, she would often faint. I thought this… It was the stimulation of the climax that made me completely unaware
that when Jing'er fainted, my heart was pounding violently, like it was being struck by a heavy hammer
... Jing'er's short summer vacation was spent in warmth and debauchery. Eventually, Jing'er entered Wuhan University and
began her new campus life. She also moved to live on campus, only spending weekends with me.
However, my rest time was irregular; sometimes I couldn't rest on weekends, so our time together became
very short and precious. The spring night was fleeting, and often when I came home from work, as soon as I opened the door, a... Her naked,
alluring body leaped into my arms, showering me with kisses. Ignoring the door being ajar and my
sweaty state, she took my hand and placed it on her private parts and her ever-growing breasts… I didn't know
if this ill-fated relationship was right to continue like this, and I knew we could never be
siblings again… Yet, I never understood why the once pure and innocent Jing'er so craved
sex. I never realized what was wrong with the dizziness during Jing'er's orgasms and the discomfort in my chest
. One night, I penetrated Jing'er's thin, unguarded body. After our passion subsided, Jing'er lay
in my arms, inexplicably bursting into tears, sobbing as she said, "Brother, you must take good care
of yourself from now on..."
I was utterly confused, thinking something had happened to her, so I quickly hugged her and gently comforted her,
"Silly girl, haven't I always taken good care of myself? I've taken care of you too."
However, Jing'er didn't respond, only curling up tightly in my arms like a frightened fawn.
For the next two weekends, I worked past midnight, sleeping at the factory, which meant I
didn't see Jing'er for half a month. When I received a call from her at work, I was too busy to notice
the discomfort in her voice and hurriedly hung up... But a few days later, while working, my
heart suddenly pounded violently, and the intense pain made me sweat profusely. I collapsed to the ground, groaning loudly. I pressed my hand to my
chest, large beads of sweat rolling down my forehead. For some reason, in that instant of intense pain,
Jing'er's pained face appeared in my mind, her voice echoing deep within my soul: "Brother... I'm in so much pain...
Where are you?"
The excruciating pain caused me to faint. My colleagues, alarmed, immediately dropped their work and rushed
me to the hospital. A thorough examination at the hospital revealed nothing abnormal. I could clearly feel
the pain in my heart, as if it were being ripped from my body, no longer belonging to me. Yet, the doctor said
the electrocardiogram was normal. Just then, my phone rang.
"Hello, are you Tian Jing's brother, Tian Yu?" A strange girl's voice came urgently. "Yes, I
am. May I ask who you are...?"
"Your sister has suffered a sudden heart attack and is hospitalized. Come quickly! She's in the ICU, 3rd floor, room 11 at the People's Hospital
..."
Hanging up, I ran out of the hospital and hailed a taxi to the People's Hospital. The
traffic jam took nearly half an hour, which felt like an eternity to me. When I jumped out of the taxi and
ran to the intensive care unit, the room was quiet except for the beeping of the machines. Jing'er was all alone
, and her face was devoid of its usual smile and radiance. She was slowly breathing in the oxygen supplied by the oxygen mask
. I finally understood why I had been experiencing heart pain all this time. Since the hospital hadn't found
anything wrong with me, it must be the feeling of being connected to Jing'er by blood, and the pain I was experiencing was Jing'er
's pain!
I trembled as I grasped her cold little hand and said, "Jing'er, it's me! I'm here..."
Jing'er slowly opened her eyes, tried to smile at me, and struggled to remove the oxygen mask. In a weak voice,
she said, "Brother, I'm so glad to see you. It's been half a month since I last saw you, it felt so long..."
"It's okay, brother is here with you. Everything will be alright!" I whispered to comfort her.
To my surprise, Jing'er shook her head and said, "It's no use. I have congenital heart disease."
"Congenital heart disease? Why is it no use? Is it incurable?" I asked anxiously.
"We simply can't afford the enormous cost of the surgery, and the success rate is extremely low. Also,
the optimal treatment time has been missed; it's hopeless..."
"How could this be... how could this be?" I felt utterly hopeless, almost unable to think straight.
"Brother... I miss you so much. Every day I don't see you, I miss you terribly. The more I think of you,
the more my heart aches..."
"I..."
"Don't interrupt me. I have so much to say. Please listen to me... Actually, we aren't Mom
's children with her husband, but rather Mom's children with her cousin. It's because of this close kinship..."
Their children are prone to congenital diseases. Fortunately, if one child was destined to be sick,
as twins, God only chose one child, and that was me…”
I was utterly shocked, suppressing my many questions, and patiently listened.
“Is it surprising? Actually, I knew all this when I was very young. The reason I didn’t tell you was because I
was afraid you would worry about me…”
I held Jing’er’s cold little hand, and tears almost welled up in my eyes. For so many years, I've always told myself
to be strong, that tears are something to be discarded. But now, all my strength, my hope, my dreams were
shattered. In front of Jing'er, I forced a distorted smile, quietly staying by her side, whispering to her
… Two days later, Jing'er's condition suddenly worsened. After all efforts to save her failed, the doctors came out, patted my
shoulder, and gave me her last moments… Jing'er lay on the hospital bed, her skin deathly pale. I
sat beside her, tightly holding her small hand… "Brother, promise me you'll live well from now on, you'll
take good care of yourself…"
Jing'er had said those words to me before. My heart ached terribly, and tears finally streamed
down my face. I said firmly, "I will. I will take good care of myself. I will live well. I will
spend my whole life remembering you, missing you, engraving you deep in my heart, letting you live in my heart, accompanying
me through my life!"
A tear rolled down her cheek, and she whispered, "Tian Yu, I love you.
What about you?"
I kissed the tear, my trembling voice echoing throughout the room: "I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you..."
Jing'er was too weak to speak anymore. Listening to my repeated words, that endless love for her,
her eyes were filled with reluctance, resentment, disappointment, and despair. I knew she didn't want to
die!
But in the end, she seemed exhausted and wanted to sleep. She slowly closed her eyes, and
the hand I was holding lost its last bit of strength… That day, Liu Jing, with me by her side, completed her short life
… When I arrived at Liu Jing's school like a walking corpse, collecting her belongings, one of her roommates—the
girl who had called to tell me about Liu Jing's accident—handed me a locked diary, telling me it was Liu
Jing's request to give to me, the password being our birthdays… Back home, I opened the thick notebook. The diary
recorded almost everything that had happened between us from childhood to adulthood, some of which I had no recollection of. I learned that she had been with me since we
were in primary school… She liked me since middle school, suppressing her feelings every day. But she
never showed the torment of unrequited love or the conflict of being siblings; she silently endured everything
… March 21, 2005: You no longer have parents, and I don't know when I will leave you too.
You are so pitiful, I love you so much… December 4, 2005: We finally got into the same prestigious high school
, why didn't you listen to me and drop out? Do you know how unworthy that is? Because I've already
... April 6, 2006: You and Uncle had a fight, so we moved out and into your rented apartment. Although
life is more financially difficult now, I finally have our own little world with you... October 20, 2006:
Yesterday you protected me. I was almost violated. I was so scared, scared that if I got defiled, you wouldn't want me anymore
. When you protected me, I was also scared, scared that I would lose you... September 3, 2007: I'm already a
senior in high school. The workload is heavy, but it's not difficult for me. It's just that I don't have time to be by your side anymore, do you
know that? Actually, I didn't want to go to university. Every moment we spent together was precious because I did
n't have much time left... But I didn't want to disappoint you, didn't want to let you down after everything you'd done for me...
June 17, 2008: I finally found out my college entrance exam results. You were very happy, and I was very happy too,
because I finally made love to you. My dream came true, I finally became your wife. I love you...
July 3, 2008: We made love almost every day. You seemed troubled, but I didn't know when I would
leave. I wanted to be with you more... The last page wasn't a diary entry anymore; it was a
message from Jing'er, also a suicide note.
Tian Yu:
Brother, when you see this diary, I think I'll be gone from this world. When I was little, I was very willful,
and you always indulged and spoiled me. I really couldn't bear to lose that love. Actually, I knew a long time ago that I
would die one day soon. Back then, you dropped out of school for me, and I tried so hard to dissuade you, but you wouldn't listen. I wanted to
tell you the truth then, but I was afraid of hurting you… All these years, brother, you worked far away before you even reached adulthood.
It must have been so hard, so tiring, and so frustrating, all for me, who was about to leave this world. I'm so sorry… Brother,
lately my heart has been aching so much. Every time I think of you, it hurts; every time we make love, it hurts. I know that with my illness, I
can't have sex or do strenuous exercise. Every time I make love to you, it's hastening my death, but I don't regret it…
Brother, I really love you so much. You once questioned my love for you, saying it was a sister's attachment to her brother. I
don't know if you're right, but I really love you so much! It's a pity we're siblings, twins. Mom
and her cousin had congenital heart disease after I was born. I didn't know how serious our child would be, so I secretly
took long-term birth control pills and couldn't have your child… Brother, I really wanted to stay in this world a few more
years, to see you settle down, get married, and have children, to know you're living a happy life, so I could
leave without any worries. I'm sorry I once wanted to possess you, but just as you sincerely wanted me to be happy and sacrificed yourself,
I also wanted you to live a happy life. Promise me you'll find a good wife and live happily ever after
… But then again, I'm still not reconciled. If you hadn't dropped out of school, if you could have gone to university,
you would have achieved so much more and lived a good life. I'm sorry, I've held you back… Do you remember when we
climbed the mountain together? In the temple on the mountain, I prayed to Buddha that you would be forever happy and healthy, and that we
could be husband and wife in our next life!
Brother, I love you so much. We've suffered so much in this life. If there's a next life, I hope God
will take pity on all the suffering I've endured and let me fall in love with you again. But please don't let me be your sister again; I
want to be your wife! What about you? If we meet again in the next life, will you marry me?
This is such a long diary! After writing for so many years, it's finally finished. Brother, have you
read it all, bit by bit? I'm so reluctant to let it go, but what can I do? Brother, have you engraved my name in
your heart?
...
I didn't eat or drink, and spent a whole day reading through every word in the diary. The happy and sweet days we
shared were vivid in my mind. When I finally closed the diary, I couldn't hold back anymore and burst into tears. This was
the first time in my life I had ever cried out loud. The pain and suffering were indescribable, as if my heart was being crushed. My throat was hoarse, my
vision blurred, and my whole heart was shattered… Time flies, and five years have passed in the blink of an eye.
After Liu Jing's death, I became taciturn, still the same laborer, aimlessly spending the rest of my life. Jing'er's appearance
was so stunning. Being a twin, I was naturally not bad-looking either. Over the years, girls have confessed
their love to me, and friends have introduced me to people, but my heart is ashen. I have no interest in anything.
The only thing I like to do is go back to the rented room where Jing'er and I used to live, carefully flipping through
the diary she left behind, recalling her beautiful figure from the past…
[The End]

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