One affair

The story begins in 2014. I moved from one first-tier city in China to another to pursue my master's degree. At that time, I had been dating my girlfriend (who is now my wife) for three years, while she was still a senior in college in another city. I had only slept with my girlfriend. Young and impulsive, I wanted to sleep with several more women, and I found that having sex with my girlfriend had become a routine. I would kiss her, kiss her breasts, touch them with my fingers for a while, then she would turn over and kiss me, give me oral sex, then sit on top of me, then missionary sex, then doggy style, and finally ejaculate. One weekend, I was lying in bed and used a secondary account to search for people nearby. I greeted a girl, and she immediately accepted. We chatted briefly, and she said her boyfriend was playing games in his dorm and ignoring her, so she was playing on her phone alone in his dorm. I asked her which building she was in, and it turned out to be right across from mine. She asked me to go to my balcony to see if I could see her, but I didn't go, and that was the end of that. I later scrolled through her WeChat Moments and found her Weibo. She seemed like a decent girl, a 5/10 in looks, quite slim, and rather artsy. But if it were me, I definitely would have gone for her. I don't use my alternate account much, so I deleted her account. Then, before I knew it, it was 2016. By sheer coincidence, I logged into my alternate account again and suddenly found that someone had added me the day before. I accepted, and it was her. She asked me to meet up, and it was raining when I went that night. I didn't know how to hook up back then, and I hadn't slept with anyone except my girlfriend. After we met, we chatted casually. I was very busy and broke at the time, so I didn't have any particular thoughts. We just walked around outside, and I learned that she was a local. I didn't ask about her job, but she said she and her boyfriend were on the verge of breaking up, and her boyfriend had apparently cheated on her. Eventually, she went home. After that, she would message me from time to time, and I would frequently log into my alternate account to check for messages. From then on, she would often come to see me after get off work, and I would just walk around the school with her, without doing anything inappropriate. She told me about her past and present, but I didn't want to listen. At that time, I was in a state of wanting to sleep with her but not wanting to make the first move. She told me about her life, but I only listened to her stories. She seemed to have mentioned which university she went to, but several university names were similar, and I couldn't remember them. I made up some stories about myself in exchange; I lied and said I'd slept with two girls. During our conversation, I realized she was too superficial, completely lacking in interest in communication, only talking about childish or pretentious things. Every night when she was about to leave, I felt she didn't want to go, but I had no money; all my money was with my girlfriend (she had also come to my city, but to a different university, and we didn't live together). One time, she left but then came back, saying she'd lost her wallet at school. Luckily, I hadn't logged out of my alternate account, so we went out to look for it together, but we couldn't find it. I suspected she just didn't want to leave. As a consolation, I treated her to something at a dessert shop outside the school. The shop only accepted WeChat payments, and that was my secondary account, so she paid. When we were eating, I suggested we split the bill, and I said I'd transfer my money to her via Alipay. I scanned the code, and ended up transferring both our money to her, saying it was to comfort her. On her way home, she sent me a 200 RMB red envelope on WeChat, saying that you can't be without money when you're away from home. I explained that I only had WeChat and no money. Then she contacted me more frequently, but I remained indifferent. Each time, we'd just take a walk and chat about random things. She even lent me her external hard drive, which was full of lighthearted movies. Actually, I was quite anxious, thinking about sending her away and needing to call my girlfriend. Then one day, she suddenly told me she was going to another city, Tianjin, to quit her job here. She said she wanted to treat me to dinner before she left. We ate Japanese food that time, and when she paid the bill, she deliberately asked for an invoice with her company's name on it. I knew it definitely wouldn't be reimbursed. After dinner, I pretended to teach her about fitness, letting her feel my abs working out. Back then, I worked out every day and was incredibly muscular. After that physical contact, I kissed her outside; her lips were really small. After the kiss, I took the bus home, and she went to see her boyfriend. Then she came to see me again (why wasn't she still here? Didn't she say she was quitting her job?), and that night I kissed her passionately. She probably couldn't take it anymore and asked me to go to a hotel with her. I really didn't have any money, so I said I was very busy that night, had tasks to finish, and went back to my dorm because I needed to video chat with my girlfriend. After contacting my girlfriend, I logged onto my alternate account, and she called me, saying she wanted to sleep with me, that she had already booked a hotel, and asked me to bring some condoms and a nightgown. So I took a taxi there. She was waiting for me outside the hotel, and when she saw me, she grabbed my hand and hurried inside. After I washed up, she wasn't in such a hurry anymore, probably a little nervous. Then we lay down on the bed, and it started. The first time, I was too embarrassed to let her give me oral sex, but when I put on a condom and inserted it, I found that I wasn't very hard. At that moment, my mind was filled with mixed feelings; I wondered if this was what it felt like to have sex with another woman. I couldn't concentrate, so I could only increase the frequency to maintain pleasure. She was quite petite, so she probably couldn't handle my thrusts very well. Later, she told me that I felt like a wild animal. After we finished, I washed up, and she, like a child who had never seen a man's penis before, carefully examined my little brother, asking me if this was the foreskin and the glans. Then it got hard again, in a semi-erect state. When I asked her to give me oral sex, she said it still smelled of the condom. I washed up again, and she gave me a few quick blowjobs before starting again. I still felt like I wasn't in the best state, but it was better than the first time. I could clearly feel that her vagina was very shallow; when I inserted it, it felt like I could go all the way in but couldn't go any further, like the glans was being pushed against. Also, her vaginal opening was very narrow, and the part that was inserted felt quite enveloping, but I always felt like a few centimeters were still outside. Mine wasn't long either, maybe 15 centimeters. After we finished, we chatted for a while. I noticed that when she went to sleep, she skillfully used a clothes hanger to hook onto the door. We had sex again in the morning, but I wasn't satisfied, so I went outside the hotel to buy condoms and breakfast. But when I got back, I couldn't get an erection; maybe the mental stress was too much. After one night, I noticed her lips were purple from being sucked; she was really tender. Before leaving, I told her, "Let's delete each other; you still have a boyfriend." I always presented myself as single in front of her. After deleting each other, I felt a lingering sense of satisfaction. Having sex with a petite, slender girl was psychologically quite fulfilling. My girlfriend is 170cm tall.Her figure was also good, a completely different feeling from someone petite. That morning I rushed back to my dorm, pretending to have just woken up, and chatted with my girlfriend. Later, when I was with my girlfriend again, I clearly felt some psychological pressure and couldn't get too involved. She added me back and told me she wasn't leaving but had broken up with her boyfriend, and was moving to a new place. Then I went with her to buy a lot of things for her new home. I was afraid she broke up with him because of me, so I clearly told her I wouldn't date her, I just wanted to hook up. She said it was okay, she could meet me anytime, whenever I wanted. She didn't need me to promise her anything, just to see her. At that time, I didn't realize that she already had feelings for me. Then, after shopping that afternoon, we went to her new apartment and had sex twice more. Before going to her apartment, I went to the convenience store to buy condoms, because I had used the ones I bought last time that I hadn't used. This time I was completely uninhibited, she was very proactive in responding to me, even in missionary positions and doggy style, she would actively thrust upwards. But she didn't moan. I asked her what I was doing, and she struggled to say "fuck me," but no matter how much I fucked her afterwards, she cutely said, "I won't say." I even fucked her for a while while holding her, but I didn't know how to hold her properly then, and I pulled her genitals a bit, so I immediately put her down. Later, she came to see me more frequently, sometimes very late, wanting to take me to her place, but I pretended not to know and didn't go. Then one night, after settling my girlfriend in, I went to her place again. She was always eager for me to fuck her, and when I gave her oral sex, she would just sit on top of me as soon as she felt hard enough. That night was the first time someone touched my testicles while I was in the missionary position. The second time, I wanted to lick her breasts, but she deliberately avoided it, maybe because she felt her breasts were small. I wanted to give her oral sex, but she wouldn't let me, saying they smelled. That night, after fucking her twice, I told her not to contact me anymore. She cried, saying that if I didn't see her, she would go out and hook up everywhere, and she wanted to become very promiscuous. I couldn't stand her crying and talking nonsense anymore, so I promised her we'd keep in touch. She touched my penis and sat on it again. This time we didn't use a condom because we'd run out. Her vagina was definitely smaller than my girlfriend's, which gave me a sense of conquest. I kept asking her if I was better than her ex-boyfriend, but she never said a word. I'd only seen her genitals once; she had very little hair, and her vaginal opening was indeed small. After this, I decided never to contact her again because I was afraid my girlfriend would find out, and I also felt it was exhausting—constantly switching between WeChat accounts, and I also had to go to school! After get off work, she came crying to me, but I wouldn't see her, so she waited and waited until I finally saw her and saw her off. I was really tired, constantly switching between two WeChat accounts on one phone. Although I still hadn't had enough, I knew I couldn't play with fire anymore. I needed a normal life; I had many things to do, and the pressure of studying was quite high. One last time, she waited for me outside my dorm, refusing to leave until she saw me. So I went downstairs to take her home. She held my hand and led me to her room, assuming I was going to wash up and prepare to sleep with her again. I told her I had a girlfriend, I was honest. Then she told me to leave. I slunk away. Actually, up until then, she only knew my name and WeChat ID; she didn't even have my phone number. She gave me her number, but I didn't give her mine. That night, on my way back to the dorm, I was afraid she would do something foolish, so I called her, but her phone was off, though there was caller ID. From the time we started hooking up, I frequently checked her WeChat Moments and discovered she was extremely insecure. Her Moments history was different every day; she would set something she posted one day to be visible only to herself, and then change it to be visible to everyone a couple of days later. And her posts were so melodramatic; I couldn't stand them. I sent her a message apologizing. The next day, she said she regretted hooking up with me before breaking up with her ex-boyfriend. After a while, she messaged me on WeChat again, asking if we could still be friends, without sleeping together or kissing, but we could still take walks together. I replied resolutely and like a jerk, I didn't want to betray my girlfriend. From then on, we didn't delete each other. I often logged into my alternate account to see her sentimental posts on WeChat Moments. Later, I received a call from her. I answered, asked, "Who is this?" and she hung up. However, during the time I was hooking up with her, I clearly felt my sexual function had improved. Sometimes, when I was with my girlfriend, thinking of her would make me very excited. Then one time, I saw her at a bus stop outside the school. It was late, and I was taking the bus to meet a friend for a late-night snack. There were only the two of us at the stop. She was looking down, wearing headphones and listening to music. I quickly hid where she couldn't see me. She always liked to visit my school after work. Later, I left that city and came to Hong Kong. Later, I found out she had deleted me. I deleted her back with a sigh of relief. Then I returned to a city in central China, and one day, I suddenly thought of her. I logged into my alternate account and found her WeChat. I wanted to check her WeChat with another account, but I found that her WeChat account couldn't be added. Let me explain how I found her. I used the English interface, so I went to "Me" > "My Posts" > "My Moments," and then there were three dots in the upper right corner. That showed the replies people gave me on Moments. At that time, I only commented on her posts on my alternate account, so it was easy to find her. Suddenly, I felt that I might never have any contact with this person again. Then I frantically searched for her other social media accounts through her phone number, looking for records of my previous Alipay transfers, but to no avail. Finally, I found her Taobao account through her phone number, searched her nickname on Weibo, and found her. She was still posting those sentimental messages; it seemed she had a boyfriend, and they were probably living together. Over the past few years, sometimes when I'm having sex with my wife and it doesn't feel right, I'll think about the scenes of having sex with her before, like in the TV series "Black Mirror," and then I get really hard. But sometimes, my wife will jokingly ask me if I'll cheat on her, or if I've cheated on her. I'll pretend to be impatient and say I won't cheat on you, and tell her to get lost. But I've never answered the question about whether I've cheated or not. But after I discovered her Weibo account for a while, I suddenly found that she had deleted all her original posts. I don't know if it was because of the breakup or because she found out about me? I don't think it could be because she found out about me. But I still frequently checked her Weibo; there's a term called "stalking," which probably refers to this. So she was always at the top of my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Then, a year or two passed, and I didn't check Weibo much for a while. One day, I suddenly found that she was no longer on my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Because I remembered the nickname of a friend she followed, I looked for her, but couldn't find her. It turned out she had deleted her account. And her phone number was also deleted when I updated my phone without backing it up. Although I can find her WeChat on my alternate WeChat account, I definitely won't add her as a friend again, since I'm married and have a family now. Thinking about her, I feel quite guilty. I deceived her, hurt her, and damn it, during our hookup, I only spent the money on desserts and condoms, not even paying for a hotel room. I hope she can live a happy life and never hear from me again, but sometimes I have special feelings for her because she is the second, and to this day, the only woman besides my wife, with whom I have had sex. But in any case, I will never see any news of her again.Then, there are three dots in the upper right corner, which shows the replies others gave you on WeChat Moments. I only commented on her posts on my alternate account, so it was easy to find. Suddenly, I felt that I might never have any contact with this person again. Then I frantically searched for her other social media accounts through her phone number, looking for records of my previous Alipay transfers, but to no avail. Finally, I found her Taobao account through her phone number, searched her Weibo nickname, and found her. She was still posting those sentimental posts, and it seemed she had a boyfriend, and they were probably living together. Over the past few years, sometimes when I'm having sex with my wife and it doesn't feel right, I'll think about the scenes of sex with her, like in the TV series "Black Mirror," and then I get really hard. But sometimes, my wife will jokingly ask me if I'll cheat on her, and I'll pretend to be impatient and say I won't cheat on you, get lost. But I've never answered the question of whether I will or won't. But after I discovered her Weibo for a while, I suddenly found that she deleted all her original Weibo posts. I don't know if it's because of the breakup or because she found out about me? I don't think it's because she found out about me. I still checked her Weibo frequently; there's a term called "stalking," and that's probably what it means. So she was always at the top of my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Then, a year or two passed, and I stopped checking Weibo for a while. One day, I suddenly realized she wasn't on my frequent visited list anymore. I remembered the nickname of a friend she followed, so I looked for her, but couldn't find her. It turned out she had deleted her account. And her phone number was also deleted when I updated my phone without backing it up. Although I can find her WeChat on my alternate WeChat account, I definitely won't add her back as a friend, since I'm married now. Thinking about her, I feel quite guilty. I deceived her, hurt her, and during our hookup, I only spent money on desserts and condoms, not even paying for a hotel room. I hope she can live happily and never hear from me again, but sometimes I have special feelings for her because she's the second woman I've slept with, and so far, the only woman besides my wife. But no matter what, I will never see any news about her again.Then, there are three dots in the upper right corner, which shows the replies others gave you on WeChat Moments. I only commented on her posts on my alternate account, so it was easy to find. Suddenly, I felt that I might never have any contact with this person again. Then I frantically searched for her other social media accounts through her phone number, looking for records of my previous Alipay transfers, but to no avail. Finally, I found her Taobao account through her phone number, searched her Weibo nickname, and found her. She was still posting those sentimental posts, and it seemed she had a boyfriend, and they were probably living together. Over the past few years, sometimes when I'm having sex with my wife and it doesn't feel right, I'll think about the scenes of sex with her, like in the TV series "Black Mirror," and then I get really hard. But sometimes, my wife will jokingly ask me if I'll cheat on her, and I'll pretend to be impatient and say I won't cheat on you, get lost. But I've never answered the question of whether I will or won't. But after I discovered her Weibo for a while, I suddenly found that she deleted all her original Weibo posts. I don't know if it's because of the breakup or because she found out about me? I don't think it's because she found out about me. I still checked her Weibo frequently; there's a term called "stalking," and that's probably what it means. So she was always at the top of my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Then, a year or two passed, and I stopped checking Weibo for a while. One day, I suddenly realized she wasn't on my frequent visited list anymore. I remembered the nickname of a friend she followed, so I looked for her, but couldn't find her. It turned out she had deleted her account. And her phone number was also deleted when I updated my phone without backing it up. Although I can find her WeChat on my alternate WeChat account, I definitely won't add her back as a friend, since I'm married now. Thinking about her, I feel quite guilty. I deceived her, hurt her, and during our hookup, I only spent money on desserts and condoms, not even paying for a hotel room. I hope she can live happily and never hear from me again, but sometimes I have special feelings for her because she's the second woman I've slept with, and so far, the only woman besides my wife. But no matter what, I will never see any news about her again.Then, there are three dots in the upper right corner, which shows the replies others gave you on WeChat Moments. I only commented on her posts on my alternate account, so it was easy to find. Suddenly, I felt that I might never have any contact with this person again. Then I frantically searched for her other social media accounts through her phone number, looking for records of my previous Alipay transfers, but to no avail. Finally, I found her Taobao account through her phone number, searched her Weibo nickname, and found her. She was still posting those sentimental posts, and it seemed she had a boyfriend, and they were probably living together. Over the past few years, sometimes when I'm having sex with my wife and it doesn't feel right, I'll think about the scenes of sex with her, like in the TV series "Black Mirror," and then I get really hard. But sometimes, my wife will jokingly ask me if I'll cheat on her, and I'll pretend to be impatient and say I won't cheat on you, get lost. But I've never answered the question of whether I will or won't. But after I discovered her Weibo for a while, I suddenly found that she deleted all her original Weibo posts. I don't know if it's because of the breakup or because she found out about me? I don't think it's because she found out about me. I still checked her Weibo frequently; there's a term called "stalking," and that's probably what it means. So she was always at the top of my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Then, a year or two passed, and I stopped checking Weibo for a while. One day, I suddenly realized she wasn't on my frequent visited list anymore. I remembered the nickname of a friend she followed, so I looked for her, but couldn't find her. It turned out she had deleted her account. And her phone number was also deleted when I updated my phone without backing it up. Although I can find her WeChat on my alternate WeChat account, I definitely won't add her back as a friend, since I'm married now. Thinking about her, I feel quite guilty. I deceived her, hurt her, and during our hookup, I only spent money on desserts and condoms, not even paying for a hotel room. I hope she can live happily and never hear from me again, but sometimes I have special feelings for her because she's the second woman I've slept with, and so far, the only woman besides my wife. But no matter what, I will never see any news about her again.Then, there are three dots in the upper right corner, which shows the replies others gave you on WeChat Moments. I only commented on her posts on my alternate account, so it was easy to find. Suddenly, I felt that I might never have any contact with this person again. Then I frantically searched for her other social media accounts through her phone number, looking for records of my previous Alipay transfers, but to no avail. Finally, I found her Taobao account through her phone number, searched her Weibo nickname, and found her. She was still posting those sentimental posts, and it seemed she had a boyfriend, and they were probably living together. Over the past few years, sometimes when I'm having sex with my wife and it doesn't feel right, I'll think about the scenes of sex with her, like in the TV series "Black Mirror," and then I get really hard. But sometimes, my wife will jokingly ask me if I'll cheat on her, and I'll pretend to be impatient and say I won't cheat on you, get lost. But I've never answered the question of whether I will or won't. But after I discovered her Weibo for a while, I suddenly found that she deleted all her original Weibo posts. I don't know if it's because of the breakup or because she found out about me? I don't think it's because she found out about me. I still checked her Weibo frequently; there's a term called "stalking," and that's probably what it means. So she was always at the top of my "frequently visited" Weibo list. Then, a year or two passed, and I stopped checking Weibo for a while. One day, I suddenly realized she wasn't on my frequent visited list anymore. I remembered the nickname of a friend she followed, so I looked for her, but couldn't find her. It turned out she had deleted her account. And her phone number was also deleted when I updated my phone without backing it up. Although I can find her WeChat on my alternate WeChat account, I definitely won't add her back as a friend, since I'm married now. Thinking about her, I feel quite guilty. I deceived her, hurt her, and during our hookup, I only spent money on desserts and condoms, not even paying for a hotel room. I hope she can live happily and never hear from me again, but sometimes I have special feelings for her because she's the second woman I've slept with, and so far, the only woman besides my wife. But no matter what, I will never see any news about her again.

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