【Fantasy Rui Rui】Lonely Empty Boudoir (Part 4)

The next morning, I got up early as usual to make breakfast for Xiaolong. I couldn't let him know that
I was awake when he raped me, otherwise there would be no way to salvage the situation. But when I saw Xiaolong, thinking about
what he had done to me the night before, taking me to paradise and satisfying my lust, my heart immediately raced. Sitting across from him at the table
, I didn't dare look up at him or say anything. Xiaolong seemed to sense something was wrong and ate his breakfast in silence.
"Xiaolong, eat...eat this egg. Studying is hard, take care of yourself." I put a poached egg
in Xiaolong's bowl. Actually, I wanted to break the awkward atmosphere.
"Thank...thank you, sister-in-law!" Xiaolong's face was flushed, and he stammered. I thought he must be
feeling guilty.
After breakfast, I drove Xiaolong to school. The first thing I did was go to the classroom.
Zheng Bo's seat was still empty, and his deskmate, Tan Minjing, was concentrating on studying English. According to Ms. Wu, my English teacher
, Tan Minjing has made significant progress recently; it seems this child has potential.
After finishing my work, I started worrying about my own situation. Judging from last night's events, Xiaolong must have
gotten a key to my bedroom. He drugged me, then broke in and raped me. I can't let this
happen again, but I can't say anything outright either. What Xiaolong will think is beyond my control;
I can't challenge his boundaries. But if I let him continue like this, the consequences are unimaginable.
In less than a month, two men have defiled my innocence, and I
can't bring myself to hate either of them. My reason keeps reminding me that this can't happen again. The biggest problem I face right now
is whether or not to change the bedroom lock. If I don't, Xiaolong will definitely have another chance; if I do, he
'll definitely realize I know the truth.
A beautiful woman like me, forced to live alone, even my most basic physical needs are cruelly taken
away. What good is my natural beauty? Seeing couples being affectionate always stirs up
waves of emotion in my heart. Why is fate so unfair to me? Undeniably, Sun Zhongkun and Xiaolong filled my emptiness and loneliness
, but neither of them could truly enter my life; they were merely fleeting moments. They only saw
my unused body, my beauty fading and their affection waning. Where can I find solace in this life?
How long can a woman's beauty last? When the petals fall to the ground, how much happiness will remain? Perhaps I should let go of myself
, live in the present, and cherish beauty and happiness. I shouldn't mistreat myself, neither in spirit nor body
. Only when I'm old and faded will I have no regrets.
However, I can't let Xiaolong continue like this. He's my future brother-in-law, that's a certainty.
Even if I no longer cherish my body, I can't have both him and my boyfriend.
Weighing the pros and cons, I decided to change the bedroom lock. From now on, I must take better care of the key
.
Two weeks passed, and Zheng Bo was still nowhere to be found. With the help of several enthusiastic students, Zheng Bo's mother learned how to
use Weibo to call on more people to participate in the search. Time had lessened my self-blame considerably, but every time
I saw Zheng Bo's empty seat in class, I couldn't help but feel a pang of melancholy.
Since changing the bedroom lock, my relationship with Xiao Long had been awkward. Although we lived under the same roof
, we rarely spoke, and we were both silent. I should blame him, but I didn't have that thought, which
puzzled even myself. I stopped walking around the room in my pajamas and rarely dressed sexily in front of him, afraid of arousing
his lust and causing things to spiral out of control.
Xiao Long's homeroom teacher told me that Xiao Long had been daydreaming in class lately, and his homework was not as good as before. I
could understand how he felt at this time, and I wanted to comfort him several times, but I swallowed my words. Perhaps with time, he would
adjust.
That day, I was grading homework in the office when my phone rang. I looked and saw it was my boyfriend's number.
"Hui, what's up?"
"Rui, remember Zheng Boxiong? He's hosting today. Get ready this afternoon, come with me."
"How did you get involved with him?"
"Never mind that, just do as I say. I'll pick you up after work this afternoon."
After hanging up, I froze. Memories of university flooded back, buried deep within me.
Zheng Boxiong was my boyfriend's classmate, a year ahead of me. When we first entered university, he was
the head of the student union's external relations department, responsible for welcoming new students. Due to some special reasons, my parents didn't accompany me to register. As I stepped
off the train with a large bag of luggage, Zheng Boxiong suddenly appeared before me.
"Hello, are you a freshman at our school this year?" I struggled to lift my head. Before me stood a tall, thin
young man with dark skin. The muscular build peeking out from his short-sleeved t-shirt proved he was an athletic type. He was smiling at me, and when our eyes met, he froze. I knew he must have 　　been stunned
by my pretty face. 　　"Um, you are..." My cheeks flushed instantly. 　　"Ah... I... my name is Zheng Boxiong, I'm in charge of welcoming new students." His flustered expression confirmed my suspicions 　　. 　　He took off my bag, carried it on his own, took me to my dormitory by school bus, busied himself 　　cleaning my room, and then went to the student union to buy me a meal card. After settling me in, he was covered in sweat. I 　　looked at him gratefully, took out a wet wipe from my bag and handed it to him. He stared at me blankly, smiling sweetly. 　　"Can you dance?" he asked. 　　"Yes, a little." 　　"Oh, that's good. The annual 'Welcome' dance after military training is specially prepared for new students. 　　I hope to see you there!" 　　"Okay, I'll definitely be there." 　　"Then I'll go now, I still have to welcome other new students. If you need any help, come find me, I'm in Class 6, 　　one year ahead of you." 　　"Thank you!" 　　After seeing Zheng Boxiong off, I put my clothes in the closet. I was about to tidy up, but 　　I was too embarrassed to take out my bras and panties in front of a strange man. 　　By the time I finished tidying up, it was already dinnertime. My roommates' families had brought their food, so I went out to eat with them.

Dinner was served, and I was the only one who got to eat the expensive and barely edible food in the cafeteria.
Night fell, and being away from home for the first time, I couldn't help but feel homesick. Gazing at the crescent moon in the night sky, my thoughts surged.
Just then, the dormitory lights suddenly went out. I opened the door and looked around; all the other dorms had their lights on, so it
was probably just ours that was broken. I've always been afraid of the dark, and my parents always secretly turned off my bedroom
light after I fell asleep. What seemed like a normal thing to others filled me with fear.
I went downstairs to the girls' dormitory's duty room and explained the situation. The auntie on duty didn't know either and
told me to make do for the night and she'd have someone from the dormitory management committee come and take a look the next day. Back in my dorm, I washed up and went to bed early,
but I couldn't fall asleep; I felt incredibly uneasy. I had no choice but to get dressed, go downstairs, and stand under the streetlight in front of the door
, waiting for my roommates to return. Maybe then I wouldn't be so afraid.
"Hey, isn't this Rui Rui? What are you doing here?" I looked up 　　and saw it was Zheng Boxiong.
"The dorm light is broken, I...I'm scared..." "Hehe, don't be scared! Come on, let me take a look." 　　It turned out that only the light bulb was broken. Zheng Boxiong found a new one and replaced it, and soon the dorm was bright again. 　　"I'm so sorry to bother you!" I felt a pang of guilt. It was such a small thing, and I had troubled him. 　　"Don't mention it. Just come to me if you need anything." He smiled again. "I'm leaving now. Get some sleep. You 　　guys have military training tomorrow." 　　"Ah! Don't...don't go..." 　　"What?" He turned around and looked at me suspiciously. 　　"Can you chat with me for a bit? Can you wait until my classmate comes before you leave? I...I'm scared..." At this moment 　　, Zheng Boxiong was my lifeline. I couldn't let him go so easily. 　　"Haha, okay..." 　　He moved a chair and sat down in front of me, and we started chatting. He was very talkative, discussing everything from university life to ideals 　　; from the Wall Street crisis to the famous snacks in the alley next to the school. I admired his talent; it was clear he 　　was an excellent young man. 　　The next morning, the month-long military training began. We were out in the wind and rain all day, with 　　someone supervising our meals and sleep. The hardest part was the 5:30 AM morning exercises every day. After a month, I had lost a lot of weight. Although 　　I used sunscreen, my once fair skin was now tanned dark. I went from "Snow White" to a 　　"dark-skinned girl." As soon as the training ended, I couldn't wait to take off my "armor" and put on a "fleece jacket," 　　posing in front of the mirror. My beautiful figure was back. 　　The "welcome" dance was held in a small ballroom on campus. Although there were over six hundred freshmen in our year, 　　very few liked to dance, and even fewer could both like and know how to dance. When I arrived at the ballroom, Zheng Boxiong 　　was busy preparing for the event with his classmates. Seeing me enter, he greeted me with a smile. I found 　　a table near the back wall, ordered a Coke, and picked up a copy of "Rayli" magazine to browse through. 　　At seven o'clock sharp, the ball officially began. Zheng Boxiong had changed into a gray suit, his bright red tie particularly 　　striking. I naturally became his first dance partner. When he put his arm around my waist, 　　I, wearing only a pale yellow dress, immediately felt the warmth of his hand. 　　Our skillful dance steps rose to the gentle, swaying music. He was a good dancer, and I was no less so, 　　so on the dance floor, we moved like fish darting to and fro, like youth in flight. Even more remarkable was our 　　rare tacit understanding; often, we understood each other without words, yet our movements were perfectly synchronized, as if we had rehearsed for a long time. After three songs, 　　I was a little exhausted and went back to the sidelines to rest. He sat opposite me and chatted with me. After resting for a while, a 　　boy came over and invited me to dance. I danced a song with that boy, and Zheng Boxiong also found another dance partner to 　　dance with. 　　When we went back on the dance floor, the music changed to a slow waltz. He held me tightly around the waist and pulled me closer. My 　　breasts were pressed against his chest, and my thin bra couldn't hide the friction of his body, which made me feel a little strange, 　　and my cheeks involuntarily burned. It was the first time I had been so close to a man, and my heart was pounding like a deer's. 　　I wanted to push him away, but I felt it would be impolite. 　　"You're so beautiful!" he said, as he moved his left hand, which had been holding my right hand, down my back to my waist, and 　　wrapped both arms around my waist, pulling me into a tight embrace. 　　"No... don't do this..." My heart was racing, and my girlish modesty told me I should push him away, 　　but he wouldn't let go. 　　"I like holding you like this." 　　"Don't do this, it's not good if others see!" I lowered my head in embarrassment, not daring to look at him. 　　"What's wrong with it? I like you, is that not allowed? The first time I saw you, I was stunned. Your beauty 　　kept me up all night. Meeting you downstairs in the girls' dormitory that night wasn't a coincidence. I missed you and wanted to go downstairs to feel 　　your presence. I never thought that even God would let me meet you. Doesn't that mean we're destined for each other?" 　　"No! Let me go!..." His words not only caught me completely off guard, but also made me feel his 　　frivolity. What was this all about? How could he be making such vows? Even if what he said was true, I obviously didn't 　　expect him to say these things. 　　"You have a boyfriend?" 　　"No...no..." I stammered, at a loss. 　　"Then what's not allowed?" Before I could react, his lips were on mine. I tried desperately to 　　push him away, but he wouldn't budge no matter how hard I tried. At the same time, his hand had already moved to my buttocks, 　　caressing my flesh. 　　"No...no..." I managed to squeeze out the words, but he completely covered my mouth. Before 　　, to get into my dream university, I rejected all suitors, focusing solely on my studies. I 　　'd never even held hands with a boy, let alone kissed him. Now, without warning, he'd stolen 　　my first kiss. 　　The dance floor was crowded, but everyone was used to it; no one would question our "romance drama 　　." And I, besides letting him kiss and caress me, could do nothing. Even worse, his 　　teasing aroused me physically; my virginity began to itch, and I could feel something secreting.

And it was happening more and more. My heart was filled with fear. My hand, which had been pushing him away, was now firmly pressed against my chest, unable to move.
His hand, while pressing me down, kept pulling up my skirt, one hand slipping inside my pantyhose
.
I panicked completely; I couldn't let him take advantage of me like this! In desperation, while he was focused on
my buttocks, I bent my leg and kicked him with all my might, hitting him squarely in the groin. He
collapsed to the ground, clutching his chest in agony. I seized the opportunity to lower my skirt and run out of the dance hall.
From then on, I was careful to avoid him. As time passed, I became familiar with my classmates. Without
his help, I thrived. The following semester, I met my current boyfriend, my
first love, the man who took my virginity. I was determined to be with him.
I thought my entanglement with Zheng Boxiong was over. With my boyfriend by my side, he wouldn't dare do anything to me
. But later, I was proven wrong.
That day, for some reason, the water in the dormitory was cut off. I had PE class in the afternoon, and I was covered in sweat, but there was no water
to shower. Helpless, I had to pack my things and go to the school's public shower room. I was lathering myself with shower
gel, enjoying the pleasure of bathing, when I heard the girl opposite me exclaim, "Ah! Someone's peeping!"
A dark shadow flashed past the exhaust vent above me, followed by hurried footsteps as they fled the scene. I quickly finished showering and returned to
the dormitory, still shaken.
The peeper wasn't caught red-handed, but thanks to the school's surveillance cameras, he was eventually caught. It was Zheng
Boxiong.
Zheng Boxiong was disciplined by the school, expelled, and left the school. But one thing
remained unchanged for the rest of his life. At that time, my boyfriend and I were still in the early stages of our relationship. Aside from holding hands, we hadn't done anything too inappropriate
. From that perspective, my boyfriend was the one who took my virginity, but the man who first kissed me and first saw
my body was Zheng Boxiong. I hate myself for being so blind to have met this scoundrel, and for paying the price for my carelessness
. The news spread quickly, and many people at school knew that Zheng Boxiong had spied on me, including my boyfriend
.
So many years have passed, and it had gradually subsided in my heart, but now, my boyfriend is involved with Zheng Boxiong
, awakening the demons within me. How can I tolerate this? But then I think, since my boyfriend asked me to go with
him, he must have his reasons. Besides, with my boyfriend there, what can Zheng Boxiong do to me?

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