Ah Fei and his woman

My heart was pounding, constricting. It hurt so much. "You fucking bastard!" Xiao Zhe roared, leaping from the sofa and grabbing me by the collar. I remained calm, numbly calm, as if I weren't the one being grabbed by the collar. I was just an observer. Xiao Zhe's face was flushed, his eyes glaring at me, bloodshot, veins bulging on his temples, looking vicious. I observed him closely, as if writing a report on his emotional changes and related facial expressions. To my slight surprise, tears were actually streaming from Xiao Zhe's bloodshot eyes. Tears… five years ago, they were just a performance tool, a way of saying, "A man doesn't easily shed tears, only when he's truly heartbroken." After that final, desperate vow four years ago, tears had lost all meaning for me. How long had it been since I'd seen tears, completely shutting myself off, blinding myself to my conscience as I struggled along my path? My tear ducts must have dried up by now… “Smack!” A punch landed squarely on my cheek, with considerable force. Xiao Zhe’s strength was no less than mine. “Crash!” I tumbled over the desk, my arm accidentally pulling the LCD monitor along with me. We both made our most intimate contact with the floor. Some documents on the desk flew everywhere, instantly turning the office into a mess. “Bang!” This time the commotion was so loud that Zhou Ting burst in from outside the door, screaming “Ahhh!” upon seeing the scene. The employees outside rushed over, chattering excitedly. “Make way! Make way!” The company’s security personnel also hurriedly squeezed through the crowd. “Chairman, are you alright?” Surprise, anger, and sharp gazes were all directed at Xiao Zhe, who stood in the center of the room, his fists clenched. Blood dripped from his hands. "I'm fine, cough~ Everyone, go back to work. Secretary Zhou, please tidy up. Everyone, please leave." Zhou Ting helped me up, made me sit down, and had the security guards disperse the onlookers. "Chairman, are you alright? Look, you're bleeding!" Zhou Ting's voice was trembling with tears as she tenderly cupped my face, checking my injuries with slightly shaking hands. "Bring me my first-aid kit." I waved my hand. "Xiao Zhe, your strength hasn't diminished. I remember in the second semester of my freshman year, when those thugs outside the school were extorting me, you punched them like this, knocking them all over the place." Zhou Ting took a first-aid kit from the bottom drawer of my desk, took out some cotton wool, and carefully wiped away the blood. A thin, long gash appeared below my left cheekbone. There were still signs of bleeding. "What's wrong with you! How could you hit someone so hard!" Zhou Ting angrily questioned Xiao Zhe, her slender, willow-leaf eyebrows twitching with anger. Xiao Zhe sat down again, his mouth moving but no words spoken. “Secretary Zhou, Xiao Zhe is my friend.” I frowned, interrupting Zhou Ting somewhat impatiently. “Friend? Do friends fight like this! Beating you so badly, do you even have a blood feud…” Zhou Ting persisted. “Zhou Ting!” I snapped. Zhou Ting’s voice abruptly stopped. She fell silent and began bandaging my wounds, her body trembling slightly, two lines of clear tears slowly streaming from her eyes, fully revealing her grievance and sadness. An awkward silence filled the office. After carefully bandaging the wounds, Zhou Ting examined them again, deeming it alright. She then took a few more medicine bottles from a pile in the medicine box, hesitantly handing them to me, saying, “Chairman, is it…” I sighed softly, picked out a few “Compound Danshen Dripping Pills,” thought for a moment, and then swallowed a few “Nitroglycerin” tablets. At this moment, Xiao Zhe looked at my actions with some surprise, but he didn't say anything, appearing rather listless. "Secretary Zhou, we're out of 'Pandan' (a type of herbal tea). Please buy more for me next time." "Understood, Chairman." I turned to Xiao Zhe and said, "Old classmate, old friend, it's been five years since we last met after leaving school. Today, I'll treat you to a good meal." Xiao Zhe seemed a little dejected. "No, I was a bit out of sorts today. Let's do it another day. I think I should take my leave." I didn't answer him, but asked Zhou Ting, "Secretary Zhou, today is September 30th, isn't it?" Zhou Ting seemed a little lost, but simply nodded. "I know, Xiao Zhe, you've always liked her." My words caught Xiao Zhe off guard. "I..." His blood rushed to his face, his hand flailing wildly. He glanced at Zhou Ting in a panic, then looked at me, wanting to explain something, stammering. Zhou Ting lowered her head, remaining silent. "September 30th..." My gaze deepened, as if I were pondering something. “Today is the anniversary of her death. Four years… I’ll tell you about her.” I pulled my thoughts back from their wanderings and said calmly to Xiao Zhe, “You should know…” “…Okay. Some things, after so long, should be said.” Xiao Zhe seemed to have made a decision. I didn’t drive my own car, but got into the BMW that Xiao Zhe had driven. Zhou Ting insisted on coming along, worried. I initially refused, but Zhou Ting looked at me pitifully, as if she was about to cry. It was Xiao Zhe who pleaded with me, and we got in the car together. It seems Xiao Zhe is doing quite well. Looking at the BMW, which was in the same class as mine, I sighed, who would believe that we were so poor in college that we sometimes ate only steamed buns for half a month? We drove in silence. I’ve maintained this pitifully simple habit of eating three meals a day for four years. Even when celebrating after signing contracts with clients, I have General Manager Zhang do it. Knowing very little about the city's restaurants and entertainment venues, and not being a frequent visitor, Xiao Zhe was fortunate to have Zhou Ting with him. Following her directions, they arrived at a large hotel and booked a private room with karaoke. The table was laden with food and drinks, almost untouched. Xiao Zhe and I smoked cigarettes incessantly, one after another. The room quickly filled with smoke. Zhou Ting seemed a little uncomfortable, but seeing our silence, she sat quietly to one side, lost in thought. Xiao Zhe took two deep drags, stubbed out his cigarette, and broke the silence: "Back then, we were the closest of friends. I was happy that Chen Shu liked you, and I wished you both well. Later, you two left school without saying a word to me. I only heard from others that Chen Shu was expelled because of an abortion." Wisps of smoke drifted in front of me, and I felt a little dazed. Long-buried memories seemed to have been unleashed, flooding my mind. At the university debate, Chen Shu and I teamed up to defeat all the competitors, advancing through the rounds. In the final debate on the topic of "Idealism vs. Realism," we were perfectly in sync and performed consistently. I spoke eloquently and with great confidence, while Chen Shu was thoughtful and insightful, drawing on a wide range of examples. Our teamwork was remarkably harmonious, leading to our victory. After the celebration, we strolled along a secluded path in the woods. Emboldened by a little alcohol, I confessed my feelings to the girl I had long admired. Then, as if awaiting a verdict, I waited for the moment that would decide our fate. Although we often talked about everything under the sun, we had never discussed feelings. If it didn't work out, if I offended her, I might even lose our friendship. This made me anxious, my heart pounding. After a long silence, I grew impatient. "Silly boy..." Chen Shu, seeing my expression, cutely wrinkled her nose and smiled. Instantly, the most beautiful flower bloomed before my eyes. I stared blankly at her radiant smile. In the evening breeze, her long hair swayed gently, her slender figure like that of a fairy. I was drunk. Truly drunk. Silence spoke volumes. We said nothing more. We gently embraced, kissing deeply. My tongue carefully pried open her lips, gently licking her gums, then slipping into her fragrant mouth, entwining with her tender, sweet tongue, teasing her, sucking and savoring her nectar-like, slightly licked saliva. She shyly closed her eyes, letting me do as I pleased, a blush rising on her cheeks, her small nose slightly flaring, her whole body limp and weak, only her hands tightly wrapped around my waist, struggling to support herself. I breathed in her fragrant scent, my heart intoxicated. You were in me, and I was in you. I only wished it could stay like this forever, forever. Our two figures merged into a long shadow, stretching endlessly into the distance… Unconsciously, the cigarette had burned to the end, the heat waking me from my reverie. I called the waiter over and asked him to fetch Zheng Zhihua's VCDs, specifically requesting the song "A Fei and His Woman." The waiter hesitated, as such old songs hadn't been popular for a long time. Zhou Ting pulled out three hundred-yuan bills and gave them to him, and he immediately ran out excitedly. I lit another cigarette. Memories I had originally planned to completely bury for life, I might as well savor once more on this special day. "Chen Shu, I want to... I want to ask you, how... how did you fall in love with me?" Facing Chen Shu, now my girlfriend and the most beautiful girl in the department, I asked somewhat hesitantly. Young and carefree, I was quite...When it comes to matters of the heart, I'm not immune to anxiety and insecurity. A poor boy, with no connections, not particularly handsome, just a cheerful personality—what makes me think I can win a beauty's heart? "Silly Xiaofei, what are you thinking about now?" Chen Shu understood my feelings and playfully punched me with her little fist. "On Phoenix Mountain, after the rain, the water is clear and the evening glow is bright; a lotus flower has bloomed, still graceful; where do the two white egrets fly from, seemingly admiring her beauty?" She softly recited half a verse of "Jiang Cheng Zi." I felt she was teasing me, so I grabbed her small hand with one hand and tickled her with the other. Chen Shu is very sensitive, especially ticklish, and quickly giggled and twisted her body to beg for mercy, her silvery laughter filling the air. Finally, tired of playing around, she nestled in my arms and softly told me her story. It turned out that Chen Shu had seen through my usual straightforwardness, optimism, and generosity, and how I never acted recklessly when flirting with girls. Especially her passionate discussion of ideals during the debate captivated her, so after I confessed my feelings, she readily agreed. "Oh~" I embraced Chen Shu, licking her soft, almost translucent earlobe, teasing her, and asked, "So, my dear wife has been grading me all along? Tell me, is it a perfect score?" "Mmm~" Chen Shu let out a soft moan as I licked her, her ears burning, her face flushed, and she gave me a charming sidelong glance. "You? Sixty points, just passing, hehe. Want a perfect score? Keep trying." She smiled sweetly, her eyes filled with allure. Looking at her seductive posture, I couldn't help but feel intoxicated again. From then on, the university campus was filled with our laughter. In front of Chen Shu, I always seemed to maintain confidence and ambition, often talking with her about our ideals, life, and our future. I vaguely suggested a more intimate conversation, but she seemed hesitant, so we didn't bring it up again. This didn't affect our love. Under the flowers and the moon, we gazed tenderly at each other, and within her permitted boundaries, I kissed every inch of her skin. If I wanted, I could have her. But I didn't want to force her, my love. We were only a little short of each other. In moments of joy, we cried out to fleeting time, "Stay a little longer! You are so beautiful!" We hoped to be happy forever… The phrase "forever happy" was not only too vague to be realized, but also too absurd to be true. What passes quickly will never last; to say "forever happy" is like saying "a square circle," or "stillness," equally contradictory. A simple telegram shattered my previously cherished will: "Mother dead, return immediately." Mother. After Father's death, my mother, who had raised me with great difficulty and sent me to university, left without any warning. The sudden news left me utterly devastated. I was abandoned; that was the only thought in my mind. With the help of a distant relative I barely knew, I managed my mother's funeral. Like a walking corpse, I returned to the university campus. I rented a small, haphazard apartment off-campus. I started smoking and drinking heavily, day and night, trying to escape reality through mental anesthesia. But every time I woke up in the middle of the night in a corner, shakily lighting a cigarette, I couldn't stop the convulsions. "You've been abandoned in this world!" I cried out to myself in my heart! Like chugging water, I once again drowned my sorrows in cheap liquor. Xiao Zhe, my best friend, didn't stop me, silently drinking this knife-like liquor with me. That's probably what male friendship is all about. I hadn't shown up in class for half a month, and even the university's lax management couldn't tolerate it. A serious warning was issued, and a notice was posted on the bulletin board. While I deliberately concealed it, Chen Shu, unaware of the situation, broke into my apartment during those two weeks. Seeing the cigarette butts and bottles scattered on the floor, and seeing me utterly dejected, her usually gentle and sweet nature broke down in tears. She threw herself on top of me, hugging me tightly, and sobbed softly, "Xiaofei, don't torture yourself like this! You still have me, sob... If you keep going like this, Auntie will be heartbroken in the afterlife! I'm in so much pain too, sob..." I trembled as I held her back, "Shu, you won't leave me again, will you? Tell me, you won't abandon me, will you? Tell me! Tell me now!" I stared at Chen Shu with a hint of madness, my grip a little too tight, hurting her. She was the last precious thing I had in this world! Chen Shu gently combed my disheveled hair with her fingers, looking with heartache at my sunken eyes caused by my thinness, and tenderly kissed away the tears that silently streamed down my face. "Xiaofei, don't worry, I won't leave you, I'll always be by your side. I love you!" I gently held my head in her arms, resting it against her warm, full breasts. The fragrance emanating from Chen Shu enveloped me, an overwhelming tenderness enveloping me. Panic, anxiety, fear, unease—all my negative emotions miraculously vanished under her maternal glow. "Shu, you are my last treasure in this world…promise me, never leave me…" I sobbed, kissing her passionately, licking away her tears, my arms encircling her slender, soft waist, holding her tightly, as if trying to become one with her. Only by feeling her incredibly beautiful body in this unbreakable bond could I confirm the existence of Chen Shu and me. Deeply afraid, afraid that if I let go, even this last feeling in the world would leave me. Chen Shu reciprocated, returning my kisses, her soft hands stroking my neck and back. “My darling…mine, you are mine…mine…” I murmured. Her youthful, alluring body, the fragrance of her virginity, constantly teased me. I held Chen Shu tightly, my hands intimately feeling the softness and smoothness of her skin. My heart, not yet fully calmed, was gradually stirred by another wave. I must have her, I must have her. The wicked words in my ear startled me. Who? Who is tempting me? My breathing became heavy, my hands beginning to roam over Chen Shu's back, waist, and hips. This captivating body. Desire had ignited in my eyes. Fire began to burn in my heart. I must have her, I must have her. If I don't have her today, perhaps she will leave me tomorrow, into the arms of another. No. She is mine, she is mine! “Mine, mine, she belongs only to me…” I murmured incoherently, and somewhat roughly pulled open the clothes covering Chen Shu. A pair of white, jade-like breasts bounced before my eyes, two rosy nipples elegantly adorning them. I pressed my lips to hers, greedily suckling at the sweetness of her breasts. Chen Shu's arms, which had been holding me, began to weaken and go limp. My impulse left her somewhat bewildered. Only to comfort me did she reluctantly hold my head, tacitly approving of my actions. My mind was hazy, reason long since forgotten. Now, I was driven by instinct. I laid Chen Shu flat on the bed and slowly pulled her trousers down to her thighs, revealing a small silk panty covering her snow-white, pert buttocks, adorned with delicate white flowers. Blood rushed to my head, and I reached out to pull down this last barrier. "Xiao Fei..." Chen Shu pressed her hands against mine, looking at me helplessly, tears still glistening in the corners of her eyes, looking utterly pitiful. "Shu, give it to me, give it to me..." My burning gaze made Chen Shu feel a burning sensation. She felt my hot breath on her lower abdomen, and her legs involuntarily tightened. She no longer resisted. Her head was tilted back, and she murmured something. Her long, black hair was spread out on the bed. Out of girlish modesty, her hands were still pressed against her underpants. I pulled the trousers down completely and threw them aside, revealing her straight, slender legs. I then removed her socks, revealing two lovely, flawless little feet. This perfect body. Her skin was crystal clear and tender, snow-white and delicate to the extreme. On her full breasts, two rosy nipples were breathtakingly beautiful, her smooth abdomen had a cute little navel, and her captivating curves flowed from her waist to her legs. I admired her, sincerely praising her, wanting to worship her devoutly… Chen Shuwei closed her eyes, her body feeling my almost tangible gaze, and she tried even more shyly to cover herself. “All of this is mine… mine…” I could no longer distinguish whether this was reality or a dream. If this was a dream, I wished to sleep forever and never wake up. I hugged her little feet, smooth and soft. Starting from her toes, I kissed her from the soles to her feet, down her slender calves and plump thighs, patiently kissing her entire body. I wanted to kiss everything about her into my heart, to deeply remember it. "Mmm~ Oh~ Oh..." Chen Shu began to writhe restlessly. Her hands, as if trying to grasp something, held my head as it moved up and down her beautiful body. Her cheeks were flushed, and her thighs involuntarily opened and then closed. There were already signs of dampness in her panties. I could tell that she was aroused. I licked that small wet patch with the tip of my tongue. The slight tingling sensation directly stimulated Chen Shu's genitals, her breathing quickened, and the palms of her hands holding my head became slippery and wet. The wet patch slowly seeped in and spread. I slowly bit the elastic band of her silk panties with my teeth, pulling it down little by little, revealing Chen Shu's most mysterious...The area was gradually revealed before me. "Phew..." I exhaled deeply. Chen Shu's most alluring area was now fully visible. Amidst the sparse pubic hair, a pinkish slit nestled between her thighs, bulging slightly outwards. Two delicate labia closed together, white fluid seeping out, flowing along the slit and past her equally pink anus. I pressed my head close to Chen Shu's vulva, inhaling deeply its fragrance. It intoxicated me, it captivated me. "Ah! No, don't kiss there..." As I pressed my lips to the beautiful slit and began to suck and lick, Chen Shu could no longer withstand the direct, intense stimulation, her thighs clamping my head tightly. A gush of fluid gushed from between her labia, spraying onto my lips. I licked my lips, savoring Chen Shu's taste. I wanted to remember every single flavor. I began to lick Chen Shu's slightly protruding nipples with the tip of my tongue, occasionally teasing her adorable anus, while my hands caressed her smooth thighs. Juice flowed continuously, and Chen Shu was completely intoxicated by my teasing. "Oh, oh, oh..." Unable to bear the excitement, Chen Shu moaned softly. Her lips, like solidified cream, opened and closed with each breath, her neck limply bent, her fair and tender skin flushed a faint red, as if just emerging from water. "Shu, tell me you love me, say you love me!" I pleaded, hoping, my expectant gaze fixed on Chen Shu. "I love you, Xiao Fei, I love you! I won't leave you!" Deep emotion shone in Chen Shu's eyes, lost in passion, an emotion containing the tolerance, steadfastness, and encouragement of a fragile woman. A bead of sweat rolled down her rosy cheek, which I gently kissed away. "Shu, thank you, thank you..." I murmured. I carefully parted the two closed labia, placing my already hard glans at the vaginal opening. I looked once more lovingly at my lover beneath me, then lowered my hips and thrust deeper. The vaginal opening gripped the tip of my penis with unimaginable tightness. I pushed forward with difficulty. Chen Shu frowned, enduring the pain. Although there was slippery lubrication, it was still incredibly tight. The outer walls of her vagina seemed glued to my penis. I continued to push forward, feeling the tightness of her vagina, the vaginal walls gripping my penis tightly. In the cool weather, sweat poured from my forehead and body. Little by little, my penis pressed against a flat object. "It hurts! Ah! It hurts… Be gentle, Xiaofei, it hurts so much!" Chen Shu couldn't help but cry out, tears welling up in her eyes again. "It's okay, don't cry, just bear with it, it'll be over soon," I gently comforted her. Chen Shu nodded slightly, her teeth biting her lower lip, enduring the pain. Better a short, sharp pain than a long, drawn-out one. I took a deep breath, then thrust forward with all my might. "Ah!" A short scream escaped Chen Shu's lips as her body tensed, fully expressing the tearing pain in her lower body. My penis was fully inside! I dared not continue, quickly embracing Chen Shu, carefully licking away the tears that flowed from her wounds, then deeply kissing her rosy lips. My lower body was tightly enveloped in her hot, tight vagina, the vaginal walls clinging to my penis like suction cups, occasionally undulating slightly. The intense tightness almost made the heat within me ejaculate uncontrollably. I quickly suppressed this pleasure. After a while, Chen Shu gradually recovered, her body no longer as stiff as before, and her lower body allowed me to move slightly. She began to hold me with her hands, gently stroking my back, returning my kisses. I knew she was urging me on. I started gently, slowly, little by little, moving in. Seeing that Chen Shu could adapt, I gradually increased the speed of my thrusts. At the most intimate point of our lower bodies, with each movement, a blood-tinged fluid continuously flowed out, splashing onto her snow-white thighs and pubic hair. With my efforts, more and more fluid flowed, eventually soaking the bed. "Oh! Ahh! Ah!... Xiaofei, Xiaofei..." Chen Shu began to moan unconsciously, her supple waist swaying in rhythm with my movements, a few strands of sweat-dampened hair clinging to her face. The tingling sensation from the friction inside her vagina made her restless. My penis began to thrust forcefully, the ridges of the glans scraping against the vaginal walls. The layers of wet, sticky folds of her vagina clung to my penis, the depths of her vagina seemingly possessing an attraction, sucking at my entire glans. A tingling, numb sensation, like a slight electric shock. "Ah! Ah! Oh!..." Chen Shu deliberately suppressed the cries escaping her throat. The vaginal walls contracted rhythmically, sucking on my burning hot penis. Centered on her waist, her upper body twisted and turned, her rather full breasts swaying with each movement, causing the two prominent, rosy nipples on her white, adorable mounds to circle. Her pert buttocks also swayed slightly to meet my thrusts. Harder, harder! A tingling, itchy sensation traveled from her lower body all the way to Chen Shu's heart. Never before had she felt such an urgent urge to seek greater pleasure! "Oh! Oh! Ah! Ah!..." Her panting red lips, her drowsy, drunken eyes, her flushed cheeks, and her increasingly uncontrollable low moans filled the air with a lewd scent. My penis grew hotter and more engorged. Perhaps this was our first time together, and the final moment was approaching so quickly. "Oh! Xiao Fei! Xiao Fei! Ah! Ah!" I intensified my efforts, making my final sprint. Waves of pleasure surged through my brain. "Hmm!" I groaned, my lower body pressing firmly against Chen Shu's inner thighs, a surge of heat erupting from the tip of my penis, then another. At the same time, a gush of hot fluid spurted from the deepest part of Chen Shu's vagina, drenching the tip of my penis. My lower abdomen contracted slightly, my mind went blank, like the emptiness after drinking. The scalding, thick fluid violently impacted the depths of Chen Shu's vagina, causing her legs to suddenly rise and clamp tightly around my waist. Her body tensed up and arched upwards, just like the first time I penetrated her. With each ejaculation, her vagina spasmed and contracted, squeezing my penis even harder. She also tightly held my head, which was pressed against her chest, and I felt a wave of suffocation. I rested my head on Chen Shu's breasts, panting, feeling the smoothness and softness of her breasts. Her chest heaved restlessly. I got up and looked at Chen Shu's snow-white body, completely limp on the bed. Our sweat and genital fluids soaked a large area of the bed beneath us. Her long, black hair was no longer smooth, but scattered and tangled together, with a few drops of bright red blood strikingly imprinted on her fair thighs. ...The red plum blossoms against the snow were breathtakingly beautiful... I couldn't believe it. I questioned myself, could I really have possessed this perfect body...? I picked up Chen Shu and found her silently shedding tears. What did those tears represent? Pain? Regret? Or something else...? I softly asked Chen Shu, but she just shook her head vigorously. Her frail, weary, and somewhat pale face broke my heart. Looking at me with tear-filled eyes, she still held a resolute tenderness. She had no regrets! I embraced Chen Shu and kissed her. In that final moment, Chen Shu bit her lower lip hard, so hard that it bled. I carefully licked the blood, mixing it with the tears that streamed from the corner of my eye to my mouth, and swallowed it all. The taste was salty, slightly bitter, and perhaps, even a little sweet... The next day, with Chen Shu's encouragement, I had pulled myself together. I rekindled my former ideals and would strive for them. For my deceased parents, and for my future with her, I regained my spirits. But watching Chen Shu walk with a slight limp, I felt a deep sense of guilt and self-reproach. Chen Shu continued to comfort me in her own way. Although the pain of losing my mother hadn't disappeared, under Chen Shu's warmth, I began to face my future. However, life seemed to be working against me. Misfortunes never come singly, I truly believed. What I thought were incredibly happy days only lasted until the third month. Just as I was engrossed in my studies in the library, Chen Shu, her face pale and strangely flushed, said four words to me: "I'm pregnant!" I was stunned. Those four familiar Chinese characters entered my mind, but combined, I couldn't immediately grasp their meaning. After much thought, I finally understood, and a wave of panic washed over me, as if the lightning from those four words had now turned into thunder, booming and echoing in my mind. It took me a long time to come to my senses. Looking at Chen Shu, I asked her tremblingly, "Was it...was it that time?" She looked at me silently, nodded, and her eyes began to well up with tears. Abortion...how long ago was this word, which appeared from time to time in literature and television programs, and which I considered evil? Now it had actually befallen me... When this first and only solution appeared in my mind, I was deeply terrified. Unmarried pregnancy, student mother—a string of taboo words rushed out of my mind, swaggering and threatening. The unprecedented clarity terrified me; would our future be ruined? I dared not meet Chen Shu's gaze. But it was indeed the only way. To avoid suspicion, the two of us secretly found a small hospital off-campus, advertised as abortion clinic on a roadside utility pole. Standing in front of the not-so-clean hospital, my legs went weak, and I dared not move forward.One step felt like the grim gates of hell, grinning to welcome me in. Chen Shu's personality, a blend of delicate and strong sides, was on full display at that moment. She resolutely left my support, walking sadly alone towards that gate. It felt like an eternity, as if she hadn't even taken those few steps, each one heavy, each step pounding on my heart. I watched blankly as Chen Shu's still infinitely beautiful figure walked alone, slowly disappearing through the doorway. I wanted to rush forward and support her unsteady body, but my legs were weak, as if nailed to the ground, unable to move. I didn't know what the most tragic thing for a man was. I only knew that I had utterly humiliated myself. My own woman, my own…child? My heart sank. The most innocent one was probably this unborn child, about to be strangled by its own parents. A tearing pain gripped my heart. Across the street from the small hospital, I paced restlessly, licking my bitter lips. I pulled out a cigarette I hadn't touched in three months and took a deep drag. The men outside the delivery room always held hope, but the outcome I awaited was only one thing. Three months without smoking, why was this cigarette so pungent…? No secrets stay hidden forever, especially after Chen Shu's abortion. She looked like she'd lost too much blood; her face was deathly pale, her eyes were constantly half-open with fatigue, her once long, glossy black hair was now drooping behind her, and she walked with a swaying gait. Seeing her pitiful state, I held her tightly, my heart aching. Her tears once again soaked my chest. How could I repay such kindness! On the day of her family visit, Chen Shu's parents suddenly appeared before her. What a poignant and ironic day. The parents, wanting to surprise their daughter, were bewildered when they saw the lunchbox in her hand fall to the ground in shock. "Surprise"... It didn't escape my observant mother's notice; even I could see the numerous inconsistencies and evasiveness in Chen Shu's expression. My parents' intuition was truly sharp. My father's directness and my mother's subtlety pointed directly at her. Unable to hide it any longer, she finally revealed the reason, sobbing. Chen Shu's gentleness was inherited from her mother. My equally gentle mother, upon hearing the word "abortion," an absolute taboo for their generation, fainted. My intellectual father, enraged, delivered a resounding slap, then roared at his daughter's recklessness and ignorance, blaming the school for its negligence. And I, the protagonist, surfaced. I was abruptly dragged to the department's student affairs office by the man who should be called "father" in another sense, and publicly humiliated. Shame, indignation, and disgrace overwhelmed me. I endured the stinging of his fingers on my forehead and cheeks, striving to maintain a cold, numb expression towards everyone around me. I had anticipated this outcome, but the feeling wasn't so acute until I experienced it firsthand. The respect I should have shown my elders had vanished in this merciless insult. I was indignant! Chen Shu and I loved each other! Why did you have to insult our love?! I was furious that such a vicious curse could come from the mouth of Chen Shu's direct blood relative! I suppressed my anger; for both my own sake and Chen Shu's, I had no choice but to endure it. Even the insinuations about my deceased parents! Don't cry, crying is cowardly! Endure! Endure! My lower lip was bitten raw, and I sucked the blood back down. As a daughter, seeing her once kind and gentle parents suddenly become like strangers, Chen Shu, heartbroken, cried uncontrollably, her voice hoarse with tears streaming down her face. The results were in. Chen Shu was placed on probation for violating school rules. As for me, combined with the serious warning I had received recently, I was expelled from school for both offenses. Goodbye, my love. Goodbye, my future. The outcome, ironically, brought me a sense of relief. I walked straight out of the school gate, without looking back. Shu, wait for me. I will come back for you—this is a man's vow! ... "Enough!" Xiao Zhe finally snapped, yelling. "Are you trying to beautify yourself?!" His facial muscles bulged. Recalling those most unbearable days, it felt like I was back there, transported back to that time. When I was stopped, I was still lost in those memories. Zhou Ting sat beside me, head bowed, silent. No one saw that her hands, gripping the sofa cover tightly, were white from the pressure. After being interrupted, I didn't speak again, grabbed a bottle of baijiu from the table, and downed it in one gulp. September 30th, in my life, was destined to be a day of unrest. Xiao Zhe pointed at me angrily and shouted, "I've never seen anyone as shameless as you! You got her pregnant and then ran away! You're living the high life! Now you're the chairman of a big company, a most promising entrepreneur! You're living such a comfortable life! But Chen Shu is dead? Is this what you call love? Tell me! Aren't you a fucking bastard?!" Xiao Zhe was convinced that my abandonment of responsibility led to Chen Shu's death. "That day, Chen Shu chased after me and left the school with me," I calmly concluded. I still clearly remember that day when she cried until she couldn't speak anymore, knelt before her parents, and then resolutely ran out and left the school with me. Her father roared angrily, "Get out! Never come back! I'll pretend I don't have a daughter like you!" I still can't forget my mother's grief-stricken tears. The thought of wanting to care for one's parents but finding them gone, I was actually quite envious of that scene. "What!" Xiao Zhe was incredulous. "You two left together? You, a grown man, can't even support your own lover? You yourself..." "Mr. Xiao!" Zhou Ting suddenly spoke up, "You're being so unfair to the chairman!" "Oh?" Xiao Zhe turned to Zhou Ting, looking at her with a mocking gaze, "Unfair? What gives you the right to say that? Besides being his secretary, what are you?" I frowned; Xiao Zhe was still as aggressive as ever. "Secretary Zhou, please don't interrupt." Zhou Ting ignored me. "You only see his success; do you know the suffering he's endured all these years?" "Zhou Ting!" I was a little angry, "Stop talking nonsense!" "Do you know what kind of medicines are in his medicine cabinet! Nitroglycerin! Quick-acting heart pills! Compound Danshen dripping pills! Dipyridamole! Amyl nitrite! Diazepam! All these years, he's relied on these medicines to maintain his heart from excessive mental stress! The doctor diagnosed him with partial facial nerve paralysis; he hasn't even been able to cry for years..." With a sob in her voice, Zhou Ting was extremely sad and completely ignored me. "You think he's had an easy time these past few years... Only I, his secretary, know his pain. He's only managing it with medication! He's only thirty!" Large tears fell in a steady stream. I remained silent. Zhou Ting was just like that—too fragile, too sensitive. Are all women's emotions so intense? Xiao Zhe was speechless for a moment, then grabbed a bottle of baijiu and gulped it down. Just then, the waiter who had gone to get the CDs cheerfully pushed open the door, and instantly, all three eyes were on him. Sensing the awkward atmosphere, the waiter stammered, "Gentlemen, I... I'm here to deliver CDs." Everyone else who came here to sing was in a lively atmosphere; this private room felt like a funeral. Under the continued gaze of the three, the waiter couldn't bear the strange atmosphere any longer. He put down the CDs, said, "Please call me if you need anything," and hurried out. He chose that song, a song that seemed tailor-made for him. What was meant to happen would happen eventually. Start… Zheng Zhihua’s worldly-wise voice rang out. The familiar song in the speakers tugged at my heartstrings, continuing the unfinished memories. Ah Fei and his woman left their hometown for Taipei and lived a muddled life for several years. Ah Fei once had a bellyful of ideals, but now he had achieved nothing. Ah Fei began to complain and grew weary of everything around him. Every time Ah Fei got angry, his woman seemed especially pitiful. Day after day, Ah Fei spent all the money he had. Ah Fei couldn’t afford rent, cigarettes, food, or alcohol; he relied on his woman. Ah Fei’s woman worked as a hostess in a bar to survive. Living in this realistic world, it was inevitable to learn to give up some dignity. Ah Fei’s temper became worse and worse. He often wallowed in self-pity, only secretly shedding tears when drunk, embracing his woman and fantasizing about his future. Ah Fei’s personality became increasingly strange. He often woke up in the middle of the night from his dreams, sometimes finding his woman gone, groping alone in the dark, searching for his sorrow… The moment I left the university gates with Chen Shu, I realized that the road ahead was uncertain, and where was our future? I can't imagine how two "adults" who didn't finish college could support themselves... I held the still slightly trembling body beside me, afraid to think any further. The once confident and spirited young man had completely lost the courage to look towards the future under the weight of these blows. On the southbound train, looking at the still restless face in his sleep, looking at the darkness outside the window. I'm not a strong person, I just wish I could be. I wish I could be strong, but I'm not a strong person. I only hope that my broken heart can continue to endure life. For her. The hustle and bustle of G city left us both feeling lost. To save money, we searched for the cheapest rental apartments in the alleys.The kind of house that's cheap. No wonder it's G City; people come and go, cars flow, a chaotic mix. Migrant workers in shabby clothes, white-collar workers in suits, and women with heavily made-up faces, all walking the same street. Now, we're walking on that street too. We found a typical tenement building on the city's outskirts, a kind of overcrowded, shared apartment, and Chen Shu and I settled in temporarily. We rented a tiny room on the third floor with a double bed. The landlord was a rough, middle-aged man in his forties; I could hardly imagine how he supported such a large belly. I awkwardly greeted him, "Hello, Uncle." The middle-aged man seemed quite comfortable, and when Chen Shu also called him "Uncle," he immediately squinted his already small eyes, looking Chen Shu up and down, forcing a smile, "I'm not that old, just call me Big Brother!" (They eloped.) After finally getting rid of the landlord, whose eyes kept darting around Chen Shu, we closed the door and lay down on the bed together. Only when this thing, hailed as the epitome of romance, happened to us did we truly understand what it felt like. Exhausted, we kissed each other and then drifted off to sleep in that embracing position. We went out and bought some basic necessities, then discreetly returned to our room to discuss how to get by. We consciously avoided mentioning the past. Actually, neither Chen Shu nor I knew then that people living in such tenement buildings tacitly maintained a certain distance from each other. Our current situation was extremely awkward. We hadn't finished university, we had no qualifications, and frankly, I couldn't imagine what kind of work we could do. Chen Shu and I wandered around, visiting job markets all over G city, but no company was willing to hire two people like us who seemed to have "unknown origins." The cold tone and dismissive attitude were overwhelming. We even went to the factory we least wanted to work for, but the recruiter shook his head when he saw my less-than-robust physique. I grew increasingly pessimistic. Was I really going to starve to death? How ironic! The whole day had passed without any results. I ate a quick meal back in my small room and then lay down on the bed. Chen Shu hugged me tightly, gently stroking me. Sigh! I sighed and turned to hug her back. "Xiao Fei, don't be impatient, it's only the first day," Chen Shu whispered in my ear, her gentle voice soothing away the day's frustration. Yes, it was only the first day. My spirits lifted. "Shu, you seem to be much more proactive now," I teased, one hand restlessly pressing against Chen Shu's increasingly full breasts. My other hand slipped inside her pants, directly touching her delicate, soft skin. "You're so annoying..." Chen Shu blushed. Her shy, girlish demeanor was on full display, captivating my heart. I kissed Chen Shu passionately. Her greatest virtue was her understanding nature. Always shy and reserved, she had never initiated intimacy with me before, but today, to comfort me… my hands roamed freely over her body. Soon, Chen Shu was panting heavily. She instinctively hugged me. I slipped my hand between her thighs; it was wet. She was aroused. “Wife, darling…” I gently removed her clothes. Chen Shu’s body was undeniably alluring to me. Her snow-white skin and pert buttocks ignited my desire. I kissed this familiar, beautiful body again and again. I desperately wanted Chen Shu to initiate. Chen Shu’s body was very sensitive; my actions undoubtedly aroused her, and she squirmed incessantly. Her snow-white body fueled my urges, but her shy and docile nature meant that hugging me was already her limit; she still hesitated to speak of lovemaking. I pulled one of Chen Shu’s small hands to my penis. She gasped, slightly startled. Her fair, delicate hands trembled as she placed them on top, gently squeezing them, which gave me a moment of pleasure. When I asked her to use more force, to help me masturbate, Chen Shu absolutely refused. I had no choice but to part Chen Shu's thighs and rub the head of my penis against her pink, tender vulva. With each rub, her body trembled slightly, and more fluid seeped from her vaginal opening. I kissed the two pink, adorable labia majora outside her vaginal opening with my lips, then parted them with my hands and inserted my penis. Chen Shu seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and began to move her hips in rhythm with my movements. Although she was already used to making love, she was still too embarrassed to make any noises. Each time I penetrated deeply, she only responded with soft "hmm" sounds from her throat, which tickled my heart. I lay on top of Chen Shu, inhaling her fragrance, my hands kneading her beautiful breasts, soft and elastic. I pressed, pulled, and rubbed until the two rosy nipples hardened like beans. Chen Shu was too introverted in bed, letting me completely dominate. Our lovemaking was always gentle and tender. I smiled helplessly, thinking of her delicate, delicate nature. I was just too tired during the day. After a while with Chen Shu, I ejaculated. Chen Shu gently held me, and I didn't pull out my limp penis, falling asleep holding her soft, elastic body. Hard work pays off. It's just a pity I'm born with bad luck. For about half a month, Chen Shu and I went looking for jobs, but there was no progress; basically, no company wanted to hire us. The reason was that neither of us had educational certificates or work experience. The only supermarket that hired male stock clerks was one I was reluctantly accepted, but a relative brought by a store employee took the job. The position was full—that was the answer I received on my first day at the supermarket. I was filled with resentment, anger, and frustration. I used to be a prominent figure in university, how had I fallen so low that even manual labor couldn't find a job? I started to separate from Chen Shu, each looking for our own work. But another week passed, and I was still the same. Chen Shu was luckier; because of her good looks and poise, she got a job as a receptionist at a small company. Although the salary was meager, it was better than nothing. While I was happy for her, I felt secretly ashamed, and I stayed in my small room, not wanting to move. We had some money left over when we left. The money I had was what my mother had left me—not much, but enough for Chen Shu and me to live in this run-down place for a while. Chen Shu's money was her original living expenses. Chen Shu also felt that I was too stressed and depressed, so she decided to stay in the room and rest. Chen Shu went to work early in the morning. Bored and listless, I lazily went to the bathroom. The tenement building had seven or eight households per floor, sharing a single toilet with a communal water tap outside. I pushed open the door and went in, only to be startled to find someone in the toilet! It was a woman! The woman was about twenty years old, wearing a nearly transparent silk nightgown, and was standing up from a squatting position. My eyes involuntarily darted down to her lower body and above her knees. Her skin was very fair, her abdomen was flat, her waist was slender, and she had no excess fat—a truly beautiful figure. I admired her; the pubic hair between her thighs was even trimmed! A cute black inverted triangle, the pointed end extending all the way to the inner thigh, quite alluring. A pair of narrow black panties hung from her thighs, which she was pulling up. Ah! I suddenly realized what was happening, and when I looked up, the woman was staring at me, completely unfazed, her hand naturally continuing to pull up her panties, her two slender eyes narrowed, looking at me with a smile. "Ah!" I was startled instead, my face immediately burning. I had actually stared intently at a strange woman's genitals, even while she was clothed—it was just too much! "I'm so sorry! I didn't know someone was in the restroom, um… the door was broken!" I hurriedly apologized. But this woman was really bold; she could even laugh while I was staring at her? She chuckled, washed her hands at the sink, and then walked up to me, almost touching me. A wave of perfume hit my nose. Chen Shu didn't wear perfume; her body emitted a faint natural fragrance. This was the first time I'd smelled such a strong perfume, making me feel aroused. Besides, I'd read in "French Scenery" that perfume wasn't just for fragrance, but also for arousal. I felt a little embarrassed and didn't dare look her in the eye. Looking down, the tight-fitting nightgown did little to cover my body; my chest was exposed, revealing large expanses of smooth skin, symbolically covering my two full breasts. Unfortunately, the almost transparent material allowed me to clearly see my two erect nipples—I wasn't wearing a bra… The hem of the nightgown barely covered my palm-sized black panties, and the sides were slit from the waist up, exposing my long, slender legs almost completely, my buttocks forming an alluring curve… Oh no, I had an erection! I felt even more embarrassed; I was only wearing beach shorts, and there was a bulge between my thighs. The woman seemed to notice my embarrassment, suppressing a laugh, and affectionately placed her hand on my shoulder. I shuddered. She spoke almost face-to-face: "Hey little brother, you're quite handsome, new here?" Her breath tickled my face; I'd never experienced anything like it before, and my face felt even hotter. "Hello, miss, I... I'm Xiaofei, the new tenant. I live on the third floor," I stammered. I thought my face was as red as Guan Yu's, and my whole body was starting to heat up. "Just now, just now..." I couldn't finish. "Just now? What happened just now?" The woman deliberately lowered her voice, her lips close to my ear, drawing out the words.It made my hair stand on end. I leaned back slightly, trying to avoid it, but the woman's body leaned forward as well, her two full breasts pressed against me, her nipples intentionally rubbing against my upper body. My nipples even started to harden! "Just now, just now..." I never knew a woman's touch could be so alluring. Her smooth, cool, freshly washed hands caressed the soft flesh of my waist, each stroke sending goosebumps up my skin. Her right leg squeezed between mine, her two fair thighs clamping my right leg between them, the base of her thighs pressed tightly against mine, I could feel the damp heat of her inner thighs. Her waist twisted slightly like a snake, her full, upturned buttocks swaying gently, as if she were lifting me up, making love to me in a standing position. The tender flesh of her inner thighs, damp and warm, rubbed against my thighs through her thin, string-like panties. Her right leg was pressed against my already throbbing penis, rubbing back and forth through my beach shorts. Hmm… each movement was subtle, yet each one sent shivers down my spine. My penis swelled even more, and I was lost in this novel and stimulating pleasure… In a daze, I looked up and saw the woman's alluring eyes provocatively watching me, her little tongue lightly licking her red lips, exuding indescribable charm. Just then, a loud "bang" echoed from the narrow stairwell. I snapped back to reality, quickly darting into the bathroom, locking the door tightly, and letting out a long sigh. "Sorry about earlier!" I finally managed to utter a complete sentence. "Hahahaha…" A sickeningly sweet laugh echoed outside the bathroom door, as if her seductive, trembling laughter could appear before my eyes. "Little brother, you're so cute. My name is Wang Yan, remember that!" Then I heard footsteps disappear. Wang Yan… savoring the erotic scene from just moments ago, my heart was still pounding. I came to use the toilet, but my penis was swollen and I couldn't urinate no matter what I did. Only then did I notice that the latch on the toilet door was perfectly intact! That vixen! I cursed. I used the tap water to cool it down a bit, and finally I could urinate. Relief! I opened the toilet door a crack to make sure no one was outside, then hurriedly ran back to my small room. That vixen is deadly! She doesn't even lock the door when she uses the toilet, so seductive! So exciting! If I hadn't been holding my pee, I probably would have embarrassed myself after a few tries. Who is she? Could she be a prostitute? Or… Thinking about it, my lower body became hard again. I couldn't take it anymore! I couldn't wait for Chen Shu, so I slipped back into the toilet, imagining Wang Yan's mature figure in my mind, and forcefully relieved myself. That evening, Chen Shu returned to her small room, exhausted. Her work was very busy; she didn't come home at noon and worked until late at night. I hugged her tightly, feeling sorry for her. "Shu, you're exhausted. You haven't even recovered yet!" Chen Shu comforted me softly, "It's okay, Xiaofei, I'm fine. It's always like this at first, you'll get used to it." Her voice was slightly hoarse. To let her rest properly, we hugged each other and went to sleep early. Two days later, it was Saturday. Chen Shu had to work half a day in the morning. When she came back at noon, she was carrying two plastic bags filled with food. To my surprise, the person following her in was—Wang Yan! She was wearing a very simple women's skirt suit, a standard office lady look, and was also carrying a plastic bag. After coming in, she even winked at me. "This…" I was dumbfounded. I couldn't understand why Chen Shu would appear with this vixen, Wang Yan! "Ah! Let me introduce you, this is my boyfriend, Xiaofei, whom I told you about," Chen Shu said, pulling me over to introduce Wang Yan. "This is Sister Wang Yan. We work at the same company, and we even live in the same building!" Chen Shu introduced Wang Yan to me with a surprised tone. I already knew Wang Yan was a tenant here, but I didn't expect that she would also work with Chen Shu. "I just found out too," Chen Shu explained to me. "It's the weekend today, and Sister Wang Yan is single. We live so close by, it's perfect for us to celebrate together!" "Hello, Xiao Fei, nice to meet you!" She smiled at me meaningfully, emphasizing "nice to meet you." Wang Yan's eyes made me a little uneasy. I forced a smile and said, "Hello, Sister Wang Yan..." This world is too small! "Alright, alright, Sister Wang Yan and I will cook. Xiao Fei, you're clumsy, go wash the vegetables!" I hadn't seen Chen Shu so happy in a long time. I couldn't fathom Wang Yan's thoughts, so I let her be. I teased Chen Shu, saying, "How am I clumsy? Which hand or foot says 'clumsy'?" "I've written it now! Haha!" Chen Shu cutely wrinkled her little nose, fully displaying her girlish charm as she playfully teased me. Wang Yan watched Chen Shu and me flirting, still smiling. Perhaps women have more in common, or perhaps Chen Shu had been quiet for too long. Soon, Wang Yan and Chen Shu became inseparable best friends, and even frequent visitors to our home, calling each other "sister" and "little sister" affectionately. This woman wasn't vulgar; on the contrary, she possessed a well-educated air, though it was always masked by a seductive charm. Facing this woman, I felt inexplicably guilty. Perhaps I had no resistance to this beauty's allure. I tried my best to avoid being alone with Wang Yan. But this enchantress always seemed to tease me, making me constantly agitated. The emptiness of idleness, the rising restlessness, led me to start smoking, and I secretly began drinking without Chen Shu's knowledge. Chen Shu was at work during the day, and I, having just finished drinking, lay on the bed, languishing in a hazy state, wasting my life. I dared not let my thoughts settle, because once calm, I would involuntarily contemplate the past and the future. "I think, therefore I am." This philosopher's words were ironic; for me, the past was unbearable to recall, and the future was utterly uncertain. Where would the future lead? I couldn't see clearly. My thoughts became even more confused. I only knew that I now possessed Chen Shu, my most precious love. I existed because of her. I could only grasp the pitiful present, blindly moving forward, living humbly… In front of Chen Shu, I had to be cheerful all day, comforting her heart, far from her parents and family. She, with her delicate nature, had never been strong enough. That she could so resolutely abandon everything for our love deeply moved me. Every time I went to sleep, I had to hold her to feel my own existence, to fall asleep peacefully. Chen Shu comes from a wealthy family, yet she lives this almost impoverished life with me, silently persevering. She does this to comfort my loneliness, because I no longer have a family of my own. She also needs to hold me tightly to fall asleep. Our life lacks passion; even during sex, Chen Shu gently reciprocates. This peaceful life is our mutual choice. After all, too many turbulent things happened in the past, things neither of us could face with equanimity. We live by relying on each other. I think this is the love between Chen Shu and me. Who can say this isn't love? But life is unpredictable, and even a peaceful life has become a luxury for me. I don't quite understand what Wang Yan does. She claims to have a respectable job, but she always goes late and comes home early, working at most half the hours of Chen Shu, yet she's well-off, constantly getting new clothes, and seems to frequently buy expensive cosmetics—the air of a mature woman. The landlord, seeing our close relationship with Wang Yan, secretly pulled me aside, warning me to be careful of this woman. I wanted to ask more..."Hahahaha..." A sickeningly sweet laugh echoed outside the toilet door, as if her seductive, trembling laughter could be seen before my eyes. "Little brother, you're so cute. My name is Wang Yan, remember that!" Then I heard footsteps disappear. Wang Yan... Recalling the erotic scene from just now, my heart was still pounding. I had come to use the toilet, but my penis was swollen and I couldn't urinate no matter what. Only then did I notice that the latch on the toilet door was clearly intact! That vixen! I cursed angrily. I used the water from the toilet tap to cool it down a bit, and finally I could urinate. Relief! I opened the toilet door a crack to make sure no one was outside, and then hurriedly ran back to the small room. That vixen is deadly! She doesn't even lock the door when she uses the toilet, so seductive! It's so exciting! If I hadn't been holding my pee, I probably would have embarrassed myself after a few tries. Who is she? Could she be a "prostitute"? Or…thinking about it, my lower body involuntarily hardened again. I couldn't take it anymore! Unable to wait for Chen Shu, I slipped into the bathroom, imagining Wang Yan's mature figure in my mind, and forcefully released my pent-up desire. That evening, Chen Shu returned to her small room, exhausted. Her work was very busy; she didn't come home at noon every day, working until late at night. I hugged her tenderly, "Shu, you're tired. You haven't even recovered yet!" Chen Shu softly comforted me, "It's okay, Xiao Fei, I'm fine. It's always like this at first, you'll get used to it." Her voice was slightly hoarse. To let her rest properly, we embraced and fell asleep early. Two days later, it was Saturday. Chen Shu had to work half a day in the morning. When she returned at noon, she was carrying two plastic bags filled with food. To my surprise, the person following her in was—Wang Yan! Wearing a simple women's skirt suit, a standard office lady look, and carrying a plastic bag, she even winked at me after coming in. "This..." I was dumbfounded. I couldn't understand why Chen Shu would appear with this vixen, Wang Yan! "Ah! Let me introduce you, this is my boyfriend, Xiao Fei, whom I told you about." Chen Shu pulled me over and introduced Wang Yan. "This is Sister Wang Yan, we work at the same company, and we even live in the same building!" Chen Shu introduced Wang Yan to me with a surprised tone. I already knew that Wang Yan was also a tenant here, but I didn't expect that she would work with Chen Shu. "I just found out too." Chen Shu explained to me, "It's the weekend today, and Sister Wang Yan is single. We live so close by, so it's perfect for us to celebrate together!" "Hello, Xiao Fei, nice to meet you!" She smiled at me meaningfully, emphasizing "nice to meet you." Wang Yan's eyes made me a little uneasy. I forced a smile and said, "Hello, Sister Wang Yan..." What a small world! "Alright, alright, Sister Wang Yan and I will cook. Xiao Fei, you're so clumsy, go wash the vegetables!" It had been a long time since I'd seen Chen Shu so happy. I couldn't fathom Wang Yan's thoughts, so I let her be. I teased Chen Shu, "How am I clumsy? Which hand or foot says 'clumsy'?" "I've written it on now! Haha!" Chen Shu cutely wrinkled her little nose, fully displaying her girlish charm, playfully teasing me. Wang Yan watched Chen Shu and me flirting, still smiling. Perhaps women have more in common, or perhaps Chen Shu had been quiet for too long. Soon, Wang Yan and Chen Shu became inseparable friends, and even frequent visitors to our home, calling each other "sister" and "little sister" very affectionately. This woman wasn't vulgar; on the contrary, she possessed a well-educated air, though it was always hidden by a seductive charm between her brows. Facing this woman, I felt inexplicably guilty. Perhaps I'm powerless against this beauty's charm. I tried my best to avoid being alone with Wang Yan. But this enchantress always seemed to be teasing me, making me constantly agitated. The emptiness of idleness, the restlessness rising with this pent-up frustration, led me to start smoking and secretly drinking, hiding it from Chen Shu. During the day, Chen Shu was at work, and I would lie in bed after drinking, wasting my life in a daze. I dared not let my mind settle, because once calm, I would involuntarily think about the past and the future. "I think, therefore I am." This philosopher's words were ironic. For me, the past was unbearable to recall, and the future was utterly uncertain. Where would the future lead? I couldn't see. My thoughts became even more confused. I only knew that I now possessed Chen Shu, my most precious love. I existed because of her. I could only grasp the pitiful present, blindly moving forward, living humbly… In front of Chen Shu, I had to be cheerful all day, comforting her heart, far from her parents and family. She, with her gentle nature, has never been strong enough. Yet, for our love, she resolutely abandoned everything, deeply moving me. Every night before bed, I need to hold her to feel my own existence and to fall asleep peacefully. Chen Shu comes from a wealthy family, but now she lives this almost impoverished life with me, silently persevering. She does this to comfort my loneliness, because I no longer have a family of my own. She also needs to hold me tightly to sleep. Our life lacks passion; even during lovemaking, Chen Shu gently cooperates with me. This peaceful life is our mutual choice. After all, too many turbulent things have happened in the past, things we couldn't face calmly together. We live by relying on each other. I think this is the love between Chen Shu and me. Who can say this isn't love? But life is unpredictable, and even a peaceful life has become a luxury for me. I don't quite know what Wang Yan does for a living. She claims to have a legitimate job, but she always goes late and comes home early, working at most half the hours of Chen Shu. Yet she's well-off, constantly getting new clothes, and seems to frequently buy expensive cosmetics—the air of a mature woman. The landlord, seeing our close relationship with Wang Yan, secretly pulled me aside, warning me to be careful of this woman. I wanted to ask more..."Hahahaha..." A sickeningly sweet laugh echoed outside the toilet door, as if her seductive, trembling laughter could be seen before my eyes. "Little brother, you're so cute. My name is Wang Yan, remember that!" Then I heard footsteps disappear. Wang Yan... Recalling the erotic scene from just now, my heart was still pounding. I had come to use the toilet, but my penis was swollen and I couldn't urinate no matter what. Only then did I notice that the latch on the toilet door was clearly intact! That vixen! I cursed angrily. I used the water from the toilet tap to cool it down a bit, and finally I could urinate. Relief! I opened the toilet door a crack to make sure no one was outside, and then hurriedly ran back to the small room. That vixen is deadly! She doesn't even lock the door when she uses the toilet, so seductive! It's so exciting! If I hadn't been holding my pee, I probably would have embarrassed myself after a few tries. Who is she? Could she be a "prostitute"? Or…thinking about it, my lower body involuntarily hardened again. I couldn't take it anymore! Unable to wait for Chen Shu, I slipped into the bathroom, imagining Wang Yan's mature figure in my mind, and forcefully released my pent-up desire. That evening, Chen Shu returned to her small room, exhausted. Her work was very busy; she didn't come home at noon every day, working until late at night. I hugged her tenderly, "Shu, you're tired. You haven't even recovered yet!" Chen Shu softly comforted me, "It's okay, Xiao Fei, I'm fine. It's always like this at first, you'll get used to it." Her voice was slightly hoarse. To let her rest properly, we embraced and fell asleep early. Two days later, it was Saturday. Chen Shu had to work half a day in the morning. When she returned at noon, she was carrying two plastic bags filled with food. To my surprise, the person following her in was—Wang Yan! Wearing a simple women's skirt suit, a standard office lady look, and carrying a plastic bag, she even winked at me after coming in. "This..." I was dumbfounded. I couldn't understand why Chen Shu would appear with this vixen, Wang Yan! "Ah! Let me introduce you, this is my boyfriend, Xiao Fei, whom I told you about." Chen Shu pulled me over and introduced Wang Yan. "This is Sister Wang Yan, we work at the same company, and we even live in the same building!" Chen Shu introduced Wang Yan to me with a surprised tone. I already knew that Wang Yan was also a tenant here, but I didn't expect that she would work with Chen Shu. "I just found out too." Chen Shu explained to me, "It's the weekend today, and Sister Wang Yan is single. We live so close by, so it's perfect for us to celebrate together!" "Hello, Xiao Fei, nice to meet you!" She smiled at me meaningfully, emphasizing "nice to meet you." Wang Yan's eyes made me a little uneasy. I forced a smile and said, "Hello, Sister Wang Yan..." What a small world! "Alright, alright, Sister Wang Yan and I will cook. Xiao Fei, you're so clumsy, go wash the vegetables!" It had been a long time since I'd seen Chen Shu so happy. I couldn't fathom Wang Yan's thoughts, so I let

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