[Daughter's compensated dating] (14)

Chapter Fourteen:
"Ugh...ugh...what were we just doing..." The transgression committed in the darkness brought me
an unprecedented thrill, but after the pleasure subsided, what remained was an immense pain weighing on my heart. Xueyi and I had committed incest.
Although there was no actual penetration, there was no denying that my daughter and I had committed incest!
Self-reproach and heartache overwhelmed me. I removed the hood, and as if my mind had been emptied, my thoughts ceased. The scene before me blurred
, as if the entire world had been destroyed, including my life, my family, and my beloved daughter.
The movie theater lights came on, telling the audience that the show had ended and it was time to leave. I was too weak
to stand up from my seat and dragged my unsteady steps out of the movie theater. After returning to the company, I took out my clothes from my personal locker and
went to the restroom to change. The whole process was like that of a walking corpse, devoid of any thought, like an empty shell without life,
acting only on instinct.
After settling everything in, I took the plastic bag containing my clothes to the elevator, pressed the button for the top floor, and
went to the building's rooftop. This wasn't the government headquarters; security wasn't particularly tight, and the top floor wasn't locked—
a place rarely visited on weekdays. I silently approached the railing and looked up. The weather was beautiful that day,
a clear sky without a single cloud, but my heart felt heavy with gloom.
That period was blank, a blankness that felt like a fragment of my own life.
I took a deep breath, hoping to clear some of the heavy, suffocating feeling, but it felt like a knife cutting into my heart. My hands
trembled incessantly, and warm tears instantly filled my eyes. A man doesn't easily shed tears, unless he's truly heartbroken. I
'm a man who rarely cries. The last time I cried was when Xueyi was born, when I saw her in the nursery. This time,
I cried again, also for my daughter.
Two tears streamed down my face. I didn't know what to do, how to face my daughter and wife in the future.
"Xueyi..." Before my eyes was Xueyi's beautiful image, her fragrance filled my nostrils, her warmth lingered on my body—
everything was a fading image of my daughter. From the moment she was born, the first time I held her, the first time she called me "Dad," the first
time she wore her kindergarten uniform, crying and begging not to leave my side, to
her tearful expression when she entered university and said she would repay her parents in the future.
My daughter was my everything.
Xueyi, my Xueyi, such a lovely daughter was a prostitute, willing
to have intimate contact with a complete stranger for money, letting him touch her breasts, performing oral sex, destroying her body to exchange
for material enjoyment.
And I became her customer.
Money, the money you wanted, the material things you wanted, your parents would try their best to satisfy you, why did you choose to debase yourself and
walk down the most despicable path? What did I do wrong to give birth to such a shameless daughter?
Did you even think of your parents when you did this?
Why? Why did you betray them, betray the people who love you? Do you know
how heartbroken and devastated your father is right now ?
But do I have the right to say that about her? Knowing full well I shouldn't, I still, as a man, enjoyed
the sexual services offered by my daughter, having a sordid encounter with her. Xueyi is despicable, but I am a hundred times more shameless than her.
"Roar!!!"
When my thoughts could find no way out, I raised my head and roared at the sky, a desperate, strained cry, trying my best
to vent the overwhelming pent-up emotions I couldn't escape. My legs gave way, and I collapsed to my knees like a machine that had suddenly lost power. I
punched with all my might, slamming my fist into the scorching muddy ground under the blazing sun. The rough floor immediately tore my skin, and
the backs of my four fingers were covered in blood.
"Roar! Roar! Roar!"
The physical pain was nothing compared to the grief in my heart. I didn't stop, throwing several more punches,
leaving several bloody marks on the ground.
"Ugh...ugh..." The rush of blood finally calmed my agitated emotions a little, but it was all just a facade.
My heart was still in turmoil. How to face the days to come? My mind was still blank.
"What should I do..." I sobbed, clutching my head, unable to find an answer. I didn't know how to save my
daughter. In the end, I gave up.
Fool! Ma Rucheng, you're a complete fool. You weren't the one who caused this mess, so why should you be the one to worry about it?
Xueyi is an adult now; as parents, we can't control her much. From childhood to adulthood, we've cared for her meticulously, provided for her education,
and given her a comfortable life. I believe I've fulfilled my responsibilities as a father, yet she still chose this path.
Shouldn't she bear the consequences herself?
The opposite of love is hate. When you ask yourself if you love someone wholeheartedly, and then learn of their heartless betrayal, the
pain is enough to drive you mad. I hate Xueyi, I hate that she tortured my wife and me in the cruelest way, and I
hate that she made me realize I'm a beast who's complicit in this depravity.
It was all fake. The good daughter, the good father—it was all a lie.
Damn it, everyone deserves to die! Fine
, it's all her fault. I'll pretend I never gave birth to this shameful, unfilial daughter. Before, I
had considered that given Xueyi's personality, if she knew I knew everything, she might commit
suicide because she couldn't face her parents. But now I don't care anymore. I'm going to expose everything, to slap her hard
, to condemn her disgraceful behavior. If she wants to die, let her die. I don't have such a
daughter. Ma Xueyi is no longer my daughter!
I stood up abruptly, the burning sensation in my eyes telling me they were bloodshot. I knew this
decision was impulsive and reckless, but I didn't care. From the first day Xueyi started prostitution, she had
n't considered the consequences.
I rushed into the street, hailed a taxi, and rushed home. It was 3 PM. Xueyi
didn't have many university projects at this time, and since she actually skipped class today, she was probably home earlier than me. In this situation, I
should have discussed it with my wife first. After all, she loves Xueyi no less than I do, and this must have broken her heart. I should have
tried my best to calm her down so she could accept the cruel reality.
But I couldn't control my emotions. I was completely out of control, unable to think or act normally. Back in
my building, I frantically pressed the elevator buttons. I knew I needed to calm down, but when something like this happened to me...
No one can remain calm inside.
Reaching my front door, I took a deep breath, gritted my teeth, and forcibly suppressed my surging emotions.
In the past, I always rang the doorbell and had my family open the door for me, but this time I took out my key and opened the dark brown wooden door myself.
I didn't want to be greeted by the cheerful Xueyi every day; I didn't know how I could face her.
"Click!"
But as I was heavy-heartedly contemplating how to face this awkward situation, I saw it was
me who entered. Xueyi, tears streaming down her face, stood up from the sofa and rushed towards me, crying, "Daddy~ I'm sorry!"
"Xueyi?"

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