【Mission and the Limits of the Heart】(Part 1) (Prologue to Part 3)

"Brother, why are they all crying?" My young sister stood behind me, tugging at my arm with a hint of fear, looking at the unfamiliar people in the room who were crying.
"Perhaps they are all feeling sad." " 　　Then
why do they feel sad?" My sister asked me, still puzzled, her expression full of curiosity typical of a child her age.
"That's because they lost something important in their lives." I gently touched my sister's soft forehead with my trembling hand and said softly to her, "At times like this, it's always sad."
She didn't seem to understand yet, still looking puzzled, but she nodded at me, put her little hand on my face, wiped away my eyes which were already brimming with tears but not yet downcast, and whispered, "Brother, did you lose something important?"
"Yes, we lost something important."
"Then why are you so sad, brother, but you haven't shed any tears?"
"Because, brother, there's something even more important to protect..." As I spoke, my nose filled with tears, and I couldn't help but let them flow. I wiped them away, stopping any of them from falling onto my face.
"What is the most important thing for brother?" She touched my slightly swollen face with some heartache, still asking me with confusion.
"That's you, Xiaozhen, and Mom, our home..." The tears I had been holding back finally burst forth like a dam breaking. I wiped them away forcefully with both hands, my face blurred, but I couldn't stop them from flowing. In a sobbing voice, I said to my sister, "So... I can't cry... I have to protect you... I don't want to lose you again..."
My crying quickly spread to my sister. Large tears streamed from her beautiful eyes. She hugged me, crying, "Brother... don't leave me..."
"Yes, brother will never leave..."
"Xiaozhen will never leave brother either, because brother is the most important person to Xiaozhen."
Never to be separated, to protect these most important people to me.
From that moment on, I have never forgotten the most important promise in my life.
That year, I was eight years old, my sister was five, Mom had just passed her second year of her zodiac cycle, and Dad, in that year, left us forever, making that promise between men to protect these most important people.
Chapter 1
1
"Brother." My younger sister, Lin Yuzhen, quietly walked up behind me and whispered, "Can you do me a small favor tomorrow?"
"What? Yuzhen?" I stopped writing and turned to her.
"Promise me first..." she said, pouting.
"What is it? So mysterious, it's not some strange request, is it?"
"Brother! Promise me, I promise you can do it!"
"Yuzhen..."
"Brother!" She started acting like a brat.
"Okay..."
"You keep your word!"
"I keep my word, go ahead and ask."
"Okay!" she replied excitedly, then gave me a sly smile that made me a little uneasy. Hopefully, it wasn't some strange request.
"Be my boyfriend for a day tomorrow!"
"Are you kidding me!" I was surprised by my sister's request.
"Brother! You promised me!"
"What kind of request is this! How could I possibly agree!"
"But...but...this request isn't difficult for you at all!"
"I'm your brother!"
"Brother..." She looked at me with pleading eyes, smiling obsequiously, and said, "It's just pretending..."
"Pretending is not allowed! By the way, why do you want me to pretend to be your boyfriend?"
"Waaah...Brother, don't be angry...it's just...I've always told my friends I have a boyfriend...but..."
"You..." I pressed her forehead and said, "Why tell such a lie? It doesn't do you any good! I said no, and that's final!"
"Brother..."
"No!"
"Then I'll just find any man to pretend to be my boyfriend!" she said angrily.
"You dare! You're so young, your brother absolutely won't allow it!"
"Hmph! Brother has become like this ever since he got a girlfriend. He really doesn't want Xiao Zhen anymore after getting a girlfriend!"
"..." I was a little surprised, "How do you know..."
"Of course I know! Brother hasn't spent any time with me for so long! He used to always take me out to play! It's so good to have a girlfriend, you can do those dirty things boldly, and you don't even want your little sister anymore, hmph."
"Xiao Zhen, what are you saying..."
"Is that so? Then Xiao Zhen should find a boyfriend too, and do those dirty things too!"
"Don't be ridiculous, what are you thinking!" I pressed her head again and said, "Nothing has happened between Yu Hua and me, we just confirmed our relationship."
"Hmph, Yu Hua, you're calling me so affectionately, you've already confirmed your relationship." Xiao Zhen's expression became more and more strange, very angry, as if she was deliberately trying to make me uncomfortable, "Is it going to happen after this? Men, you're really shameless. Your little sister just asked you to pretend to be her boyfriend and you wouldn't even agree!"
"Xiao Zhen..."
"Hmph, don't pity my loveless little sister anymore, I'm going to find a man to be my boyfriend right now!"
"Okay..." I was completely defeated, "I promise you, just for tomorrow..."
"Okay!" My sister, who had been looking sullen, suddenly became excited again, hugged me, and pressed her developing breasts against my chest, the touch was wonderful, "Brother still likes Xiaozhen, right?"
"Yes, yes, I like Xiaozhen the most." I patted her head and said to her.
Seeing my sister squinting her eyes, rubbing my palm like a kitten, looking very satisfied, I couldn't help but smile and sigh.
My little sister is really cute.
2
"Xiaozhen, is there really nothing I need to pay attention to?"
"Yes, yes, brother will naturally understand when the time comes."
"As your boyfriend, don't you even have a name?"
"Brother, you're so nagging! There's absolutely nothing to worry about!" "
Is that so?" Hearing this answer, I could only smile helplessly.
Asking her own brother to pretend to be her boyfriend and not even needing to change the name? What kind of pretense is this?
"Okay, brother, we're here."
We got off the elevator and arrived at a room. My sister rang the doorbell.
It was definitely her classmate's house. These kids really know how to have fun; they insisted on bringing their boyfriends.
A moment later, the door opened, and a cute girl came out. She spotted me immediately and excitedly whispered something to my sister, leaving me aside.
"Okay! Brother, let's go in!"
My sister said, taking my arm…
Wait…
brother? Wasn't she supposed to be pretending to be my boyfriend? Why is she pretending to be my brother?
"Xiao Zhen…" I looked at my sister with a questioning gaze, but she responded with a pitiful, tearful face.
"Brother…"
Okay, let's see what she's up to.
Entering the room, I expected to see my sister's classmate's boyfriend, but there was only one guy inside—all the others were girls my sister's age.
"This is my brother, Lin Zhi! He's also my boyfriend!"
My sister proudly introduced me to her friends…
brother…
boyfriend…
This wretched sister of mine!
Although I was furious, since I had already promised her, I couldn't very well lecture her in front of so many of her classmates. So I just sat there, surrounded by a group of chattering girls asking me endless questions.
"Brother, brother, you actually became your own sister's boyfriend... I always thought Xiao Zhen was lying..."
"Hey, you damn siscon! You actually laid a hand on your own sister! Die!"
"There really are siblings like that... Waaah... A-Tian is so envious..."
"Um... you should just give up on your sister and be my boyfriend instead."
...
...
My head felt like it was about to explode. These girls seemed very surprised by my presence and didn't believe Xiao Zhen's lies at all. Only I was such an idiot...
"Hmph! Don't even think about taking my brother away!" My sister stood in front of me, pushing all the girls away, and said with great force, "My brother is mine alone! I'll protect him!"
"Bang!" I tapped her on the head to bring her back to her senses.
“Brother…” My sister touched her head, then turned around and fell into my arms. “I know.”
“Mmm!…”
The group of girls started to cheer, their faces full of schadenfreude.
“What are you thinking, Xiao Zhen?” I whispered in her ear.
“Brother, don’t forget what you promised me.” She looked at me with a sly smile, then wrapped her arms around my neck, trapping me there with her body.
“Ugh…”
My sister actually pressed her face against mine and kissed me on the lips.
Damn it, she actually did that…
“Xiao Zhen…”
I was about to push her away and get angry at her, but as soon as I opened my mouth, her tongue slipped in and intertwined with mine.
Afraid of biting her tongue, I didn’t dare to move, but she kissed me even more passionately.
My first kiss!
I was forced to kiss my sister!
Yu Hua…
I’m so sorry…
“It seems… it’s true…”
At this moment, I saw a familiar face in the crowd…
Yu Hua!
I tried to push my sister away, but she still held me tightly and wouldn’t let go.
Finally, when my sister let go of me, I was already having trouble breathing.
Yuhua…
she had disappeared into the group…
What happened after that was a blur; I only felt my sister clinging to me, kissing me here and there, then pulling me to show off to her friends.
“Brother…thank you for today…” my sister said excitedly on the way home.
“Xiaozhen…”
“Huh? Brother, what did you say?”
“Brother…I’m completely ruined!” I frantically clutched my head.
“Brother, don’t worry, I’m still here.”
“Yuhua ran away…my reputation is ruined…I have no face to live anymore!”
“Don’t be afraid, brother…I still have Xiaozhen…Xiaozhen…will always be with you…”
She looked at me with gentle eyes, reaching out her fingers to wipe my cheek.
There were no tears there; it seemed that since I was eight years old, my tear ducts had dried up, no longer shedding a single tear, no matter how sad I felt.
Watching her actions, I couldn't help but feel a pang of nostalgia...
"Brother..."
she pouted, and surprisingly, extended her soft lips to me again. Those
bright red lips were like poison, eroding my will. I almost couldn't resist kissing her, but I bit my tongue hard and pushed Xiao Zhen away.
I turned away somewhat dejectedly and walked towards home. My sister followed closely behind me, never leaving my side.
Back home, looking at my sister's pitiful face, I couldn't help but soften a little, but I still felt a bit annoyed and ignored her.
"Ah Zhi, you're finally back?" Mom sat at the dining table, looking at me with some displeasure. "Where did you go? Tell Mom!"
"Mom, I went with my sister to meet her classmates."
"Xiao Zhen's classmates?" She seemed to think for a moment before saying, "Were there many cute girls?"
"Yes, everyone was very lively, and they seemed to get along very well with Xiao Zhen."
"Then why does Xiao Zhen look so sad?" As she spoke, she touched my sister's head, running her fingers through her long, black hair.
"That's..." I couldn't say anything, but I really didn't want to lie to Mom.
"Mom..." My sister still looked so dejected, her head down, and said, "Brother has a girlfriend..."
"Waa..." Mom seemed very surprised, her eyes turning a similar melancholy to my sister's. She said to me in a hesitant tone, "Ah Zhi... this... isn't true, is it?"
Seeing my sister and mother's expressions, something seemed to touch my heart.
"Yes, it's not true. It's because they've already broken up." As I spoke, I showed my most familiar smile.
“Ah Zhi…don’t make things difficult for Mom…” She seemed a little apologetic at my reaction.
“No, because you are the most important people to me.”
“Brother!” My sister also left Mom’s side, ran and jumped into my arms, rubbing against me with a happy smile, and said to me, “I know! Brother won’t abandon us!”
“Yes, our family will never be separated.”
“Hmm…Ah Zhi…” Mom said, seeing us like this, but for some reason, there was a trace of melancholy in her eyes.
3
After dinner, the family sat together on the sofa watching entertainment programs, laughing happily, and the peaceful family life returned to normal.
Lying in bed, thinking about the day’s events, my sister’s behavior really surprised me greatly. I really couldn’t believe that my sister would do such a thing.
Oh, my sister.
How audacious…
why did she do this again?
And Mom, why did she look at me like that…?
Suddenly, I began to doubt how long this seemingly peaceful family could last.
I hope I’m just overthinking it.
But…
my sister’s lips are so soft…
Damn it, what am I thinking!
I tapped my head, feeling a bit troubled, and drifted off to sleep.
That night, I had a dream. In the dream, my sister and I were passionately kissing, our naked bodies intertwined, even engaging in the most primal act of intercourse…
I guess I had a wet dream…
I smiled bitterly, cursing myself inwardly.
To have such wicked fantasies about my own sister, what a bastard.
I opened my eyes to find my pants pulled down, and my sister sucking on my penis.
No wonder it was so warm…
“Xiao Zhen!”
I quickly called out to her, stopping her.
She lifted her head, her mouth leaving my penis, then made a swallowing motion, smiling at me, “Brother, you came so much!”
She licked her lips, but some white fluid remained.
“When did you learn this kind of thing!”
This sister is getting more and more outrageous; she’s changed so much from the cute sister I used to know.
"Brother..."
"Don't call me brother anymore! I don't have a sister like you! You've driven me crazy!"
"You also..."
"Stop talking! You need to reflect on yourself, why did you do this!"
"Brother..."
"It seems I've spoiled you too much. Are these things something a brother and sister should do? This is simply outrageous!"
"I'm sorry..." My sister lowered her head, looking dejected.
"Alright, go back to your room and continue sleeping! Don't overthink it. If you have any problems, talk to your brother. Don't act like this anymore."
"Okay..." She turned around and walked away listlessly.
Was I too harsh? But she was being too unreasonable!
Thinking of this, I became even angrier.
Looking at my already erect penis, I smacked my head hard.
"Xiao Zhen, goodnight."
I pulled up my pants, turned my back to my sister, and said to her.
"Goodnight, brother."
She gently closed the door and left the room.
The sky outside the window was already shrouded in a hazy mist. I glanced at the clock on the bedside table; the hands had already struck five, but I couldn't feel sleep at all. Staring at the white ceiling, I fell into inescapable contemplation.
My sister…
even so…
she's still my sister, my only, important, irreplaceable sister, the sister I swore an oath to protect with my life…
Yes, even though I keep emphasizing her status as my sister, but…
how long can this self-suggestion last?
I doubt it, yet I dare not doubt it…
only the quiet distance of the sky, the colors of the rising sun, along with my consciousness, gradually dissipated.
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Chapter Two
1
"Brother, time to get up!"
I had just fallen into a deep sleep when I was shaken awake.
Still a little groggy, I saw my sister sitting on me, grabbing my clothes and shaking me vigorously.
"Okay, get up," I said dismissively, closing my eyes again.
"We're going to be late! It's already seven o'clock! You lazybones!"
"Mmm..." I sat up, hugged my sister who was riding on my lap, and immediately lay on top of her, resting my chin on her shoulder, and whispered, "Let me sleep a little longer."
"Ugh..." She seemed a little uncomfortable and said to me, "Brother is so annoying."
At this moment, I realized that my erect penis, which had been throbbing since early morning, had touched her soft buttocks.
"Ah, sorry."
I let go of her body and let her sit back on my lap, but my erect penis showed no sign of yielding.
Suddenly, some images flashed through my mind, so clear, yet equally absurd.
That must have been a dream.
"Brother... about yesterday, and about last night... you're not angry, are you..." she said to me, her head down, looking guilty.
It seems that it wasn't fake after all...
But how could I be angry with her?
I chuckled and patted her head, saying, "I hope you won't do that again."
"Thank you, brother!" she said, trying to lunge at me again. I quickly flicked her forehead.
"Ooh..." she rubbed her head, looking at me with a hint of resentment, and said, "Brother is so cruel..." "
Serves you right! You're increasingly disregarding your brother's words! I've really spoiled you!"
"Brother..." she put on a pitiful expression again, leaving me speechless about her capriciousness.
"Okay, brother should get up too." I picked her up and put her on the bed, then stood up myself. "Ah, get out! I'm changing my clothes."
"Don't be shy, I've seen brother's body many times, and yesterday..."
"I'll kick your butt!"
I made a kicking motion, and she stuck out her tongue and ran away.
2
After a simple breakfast, I went to school with my sister. We both attend the best middle school in this small town, but the difference is that I'm already in my second year of high school, while my sister is in her third year of middle school. Therefore, even though we're in the same school, we're on different campuses, but the road to school is always the same, so it doesn't prevent us from going to school together.
Although I was still angry with her yesterday, I couldn't bear to complain at all about my sister who was clinging to me.
"Brother, you seem unhappy?" She gripped my arm tightly, walked beside me, and asked.
"No, why do you say that?"
"Brother hasn't said a word the whole way, he seems angry..."
"Really? I didn't notice."
Looking at the approaching school gate, my steps didn't falter.
My sister seemed dissatisfied with my answer, her pace slowing further, which made me slow down too.
"Brother..." She lowered her head, her beautiful long hair covering her forehead, revealing a pitiful look in her eyes, "Don't forget what you promised us yesterday..."
"Okay." I touched her forehead and said, "When have I ever lied to you?" "
Hmph, you promised to be my boyfriend for a day yesterday, and you forgot as soon as you got back! You're lying to me!" She said, a sly expression on her face, and gave a silly laugh.
"You actually brought that up again!" I glared at her, but she just giggled and ran off.
"Brother, it's not over yet, it's until tonight."
Watching her figure gradually disappear into the group of laughing girls, I smiled bitterly.
This troublesome sister of mine.
As soon as I entered the classroom, I bumped into Yu Hua coming out. We passed each other, neither of us able to say a word.
"Lu Ming, what happened between you and Yu Hua?" My friend and deskmate, Li Fu, asked, somewhat confused.
"Ah, nothing." I put down my bag and started organizing the textbooks I needed for the day.
"But yesterday you were still with her..."
"Really nothing."
"Is that so?" He gave me a disbelieving look and didn't press further.
I stared blankly at the front of the classroom, where the stern-faced old man was walking up to the podium, beginning the day's lessons.
As the long summer day drew to a close, the school bell finally rang.
The students quickly left the classroom, and I packed my bag, ready to leave as well.
"Although I don't know what happened between you two, I still hope you two can talk it over," Li Fu said meaningfully before leaving the classroom.
"Yu Hua..." Just as I stepped out of the classroom door, I ran into Yu Hua waiting there.
"Let's go together," she said, seemingly indifferent.
"Um..."
I was filled with remorse, yet completely at a loss for words, simply walking silently beside her.
"Yesterday, it was your sister's classmate who invited me over."
"I'm sorry about yesterday..."
"You didn't know beforehand, did you?"
"No."
"So, is that really your relationship with your sister?" She turned around, staring at me with her clear eyes, making me feel even more guilty.
"No, yesterday it was just Xiaozhen who took it upon herself..."
"Okay, I understand." She interrupted me, still staring at me expressionlessly.
"Yuhua..."
"I completely believe you." She smiled slightly, looking at me, "So, are you still my boyfriend?"
"I'm sorry..."
I couldn't... "
Is that so?" She seemed somewhat regretful, but her expression didn't change much. She nodded, still looking at me the same way, and said, "As expected, it's still the same. Even with such an unreasonable request, you still can't refuse your family, can you?"
I didn't know how to answer, and my eyes began to flicker.
"So, even so, what do you think I'll do?" A sly smile played on her lips. "But you'd never guess, would you?"
She hugged me, stood on tiptoe, closed her eyes slightly, and kissed me.
Her thin lips pressed tightly against mine, her warm breath brushing my face. Her cool lips stubbornly pressed against mine, her clumsy movements even attempting to force her tongue in. My teeth were quickly pried open by her soft, moist tongue, which, like a water snake, surged into my mouth, wriggling and intertwining with mine.
Time seemed to freeze at that moment, and when the scene ended, a smug, mischievous smile curled at the corner of her lips. "This is our first kiss, not bad?" she said
. "Yeah," I couldn't help but laugh, replying, "I really didn't expect you to do this."
"Of course, if you could guess, how could I attract your attention?"
Her eyebrows rose slightly, a smug yet captivating smile.
Yes, that's probably why I was attracted to her.
But even so…
"Yuhua, this is the last time, isn't it…?"
"That's what you think, isn't it? But I don't think so." Her expression remained unchanged, still that smug smile. She took a step back, waved at me, and said, "See you tomorrow. You have more troublesome things to do next, so I won't bother you any longer."
"Ah…" Seeing her sly expression, a bad feeling crept over me.
Turning around, I saw my sister standing not far away, silently watching us, her face streaked with tears.
“Xiao Zhen…” I said, walking towards her, but she seemed even more distressed.
“Brother…” She looked up at me, her eyes filled with tears, sobbing, “I just came to wait for you to get out of school together…”
“I’m sorry…”
“Brother, why are you apologizing?” She wiped her tears and said to me, “Brother, you must have been deceived by her, right? Right? You don’t like her anymore, right? Brother… isn’t that right?”
“Xiao Zhen…”
"Why won't you answer me, brother? You wouldn't abandon me, would you? Brother... answer me..." she kept questioning me, tears completely soaking her lovely face.
"Of course, Xiao Zhen, how could I abandon you? She was just playing a prank like you did yesterday, I..." I wiped the tears from my sister's face, giving her a trusting look, but the words wouldn't come out.
"Brother, I hate that woman." She hugged me, pressing her ear to my chest, as if listening to the noise echoing in my empty heart.
"Hmm..." I stroked her soft, long hair and said, "I hate her too."
"Don't talk to her anymore, okay?"
"Hmm..."
"Thank you, brother, I love you the most..." A hint of joy appeared in her voice as she hugged me even tighter, her developing little breasts pressed tightly against mine.
"Let's go back, Xiao Zhen."
"Hmm..." She released her hands from my chest but hugged my right arm tightly.
I touched her hair again, and we walked forward together.
Yu Hua remained quietly watching us from the corner, a hint of confusion on her face.
Yu Hua, you are indeed a beautiful and intelligent woman, but there are things you can't understand, aren't there?
That must be the human heart.
Yes, what are your thoughts, my sister's thoughts, and my own thoughts?
Is it that I can't understand?
Or that I dare not think about it?
I shook my head, looking at the dim streetlights overhead, and slowly walked forward.
3
"Brother, is it because my breasts aren't big enough that you won't accept me as your girlfriend?" My sister, who had just finished showering and dried her hair, sat on the edge of the bed, wearing only a set of underwear, and pinched her breasts as she asked me this question.
"What are you thinking? Silly girl, you're my sister." I looked at the notebook in my hand, which my sister had insisted I tutor her and had given it to me.
"Ugh, is there really no way?" She frowned in distress, continuing to pinch her chest, and said, "Is it still because you hate your sister?"
"Go and get dressed quickly! Be careful not to catch a cold, and stop fooling around here."
"Okay." She pouted, stood up, and walked to the wardrobe.
"By the way, Xiao Zhen, why have you suddenly been so concerned about this these past few days?"
"Ugh... I get angry just thinking about it!"
"What's wrong?"
"That day I went to find my brother, but I found him with that annoying girl! Then I found out that one of my classmates is her neighbor, and she's actually my brother's girlfriend! Ugh! My brother is going to be stolen away, even though he promised Xiao Zhen he would marry me!"
"Xiao Zhen..."
"I've been working so hard to become my brother's bride!"
She still hadn't put on her clothes, hands on her hips, glaring at me angrily.
“But we’re siblings.”
“Hmph! There are clearly many sibling-themed books in my brother’s collection!”
“Ah, you’ve been found out… Did you read them?”
“Ugh… Those books are so embarrassing… My brother has been plotting against Xiaozhen for so long!” Saying this, she walked towards me and stood in front of me.
“Those are just novels…”
“Brother must have deliberately let Xiaozhen see them, right? To make Xiaozhen have all sorts of fantasies?” She leaned forward a little, glaring at me, and a shallow cleavage was squeezed out under her pink bra.
"How could this be... I hid it under my mattress!"
"Waaah... There were even more hidden in the closet's compartments! You still tried to lie to me!"
Damn it...
I've been found out...
"Brother..." She gave me a charming smile, then hugged my neck tightly, her forehead pressed against mine, and said in a gentle voice, as if caressing my face, "You must just be suppressing your feelings, right?"
"Silly sister, you're overthinking it."
"Is that so? But I'm really not willing to give up." Saying that, she actually sat on my lap, pressing herself against me.
"Xiao Zhen..."
"Don't you want it, brother?"
Saying that, she wiggled on my lap, the wonderful touch of her soft buttocks making my penis instantly erect.
"Brother, your penis is touching me."
"Xiao Zhen! Stop fooling around!" Without any hesitation, I roughly picked her up from my arms and put her on the bed.
"Is that so... I guess it's still like this after all..." She lay on the bed, turning her back to me, her voice unusually low, completely devoid of her previous allure, and I could even feel the tears welling up in her eyes. "Even this shameless seduction isn't going to work, is it..."
"Xiao Zhen..."
"I know I'm being shameless, and I'm sure you despise me... Waaah..." As she spoke, tears still streamed down her face.
"No, that's not true..."
"You must think I'm too willful and clingy... I also think I'm annoying... but..."
She hugged her legs, curling into a ball, seemingly stubbornly stopping her sobs, but her body was still trembling painfully.
"Go find your girlfriend, Xiao Zhen won't bother you anymore... That way, you'll be happy again..."
"If Xiao Zhen isn't happy, how can I be happy?" I went over and gently picked her up, patting her back, and whispered, "You're the only one I truly love."
She raised her head, her tear-filled eyes still filled with pain.
“Brother…”
“If I had to choose, it wouldn’t be you, Xiao Zhen, who gets abandoned.”
I lowered my head and kissed my sister’s tear-stained lips.
“Mmm…” She looked at me with a mixture of surprise and excitement, then closed her eyes and kissed me passionately.
She hugged me tightly, her tongue entering my wet mouth and swirling with mine.
I savored her saliva, as sweet as spring water, making me greedily suck on her tongue even more.
Her eyes were teary, her face flushed, and she breathed rapidly through her nose; her adorable expression made me unwilling to let her go.
We lay on the bed, tightly embracing each other, and even began to roll around.
Her small breasts felt soft against my chest, and my penis created a small tent in my thin shorts, pressing against her thighs.
When the passionate kiss ended, I propped myself up on the bed, lying on her chest, both of us breathing heavily.
"Brother..." Her face was flushed, a little shy, but she unhooked her bra, revealing her small, yet very firm breasts.
"Although they look small, they're actually a B cup..."
I placed my right hand on her mound, just big enough to cover it with one hand, and began to knead it.
"Mmm..." She bit her lip lightly, but still let out a soft moan.
"So cute." I slid down a little and sucked on her other nipple.
"Brother is sucking... but Xiao Zhen doesn't have any... mmm..."
I reached out and rubbed inside her panties, and she immediately trembled as if electrocuted, and her already slightly wet area flowed even more lustful fluid.
My mouth was filled with her pink nipples, which hardened slightly. I released her and stood up.
"Xiao Zhen... let's just forget it..."
I was still afraid, afraid that once I did something like this, there would be no going back.
I hesitated again.
"No... absolutely not!"
She hugged me and quickly pulled down her panties.
"Brother, I absolutely want to be with you!"
"Hmm..."
She was already quite wet, but her virgin pink labia were still tightly pressed together.
I moved my mouth to her lower body and licked her vulva.
"It's so itchy... mmm... ooh..."
My mouth sucked on her labia, licking the small nipple with my tongue, making her moan even more excitedly.
Her body struggled slightly, and more vaginal fluid flowed out. I sucked it into my mouth; it tasted like a virgin's clear fluid.
I gently stirred her tongue inside her vagina again, and she suddenly clenched her vaginal muscles, crying out, "I peed!"
Her body convulsed, gripping me tightly, and a stream of liquid spurted from her body, flowing into my mouth.
"Trying to choke your brother?" I chuckled, pinching her soft yet firm buttocks, standing up, and said, "So, brother's really coming, huh?"
"Mmm." She squinted, waiting for this final step, a hint of nervousness in her expectant eyes.
I pulled down my shorts, holding my already erect penis, and rubbed it against her vaginal opening.
"It might hurt a lot."
To my words, she simply gave a determined smile, so I didn't care and pushed my penis into her honeypot.
The narrow vagina made it difficult for me to move forward, and the tight grip on my penis sent waves of pleasure through me. When the glans felt resistance, I knew the crucial moment had arrived.
She bit her lip, seemingly enduring the pain, so I hardened my heart and broke through that thin membrane.
"Ah!"
Unexpectedly, my sister cried out loudly. Seeing the blood flowing from her vagina, I panicked too.
"It hurts so much!"
Even so, she still clung tightly to me. I could only leave her there, watching her struggle in pain.
"Knock knock knock."
At that moment, there was a knock on the door, making my heart leap into my throat.
No way.
However, before I could think any further, the door opened.
My mother poked her head out, asking anxiously, "Xiao Zhen, what's wrong?"
But as soon as she finished speaking, she froze, unable to say anything, as if petrified.
My sister was still crying uncontrollably. Looking at this scene, I had no idea what to do.
"Lin Yuzhi! You!"
She finally reacted, rushed over, and slapped me. Losing her balance, I fell to the ground, and her usually smiling, beautiful face showed a look of extreme pain.
"You beast! How could you... treat your own sister like this! How could I... raise such a son!" With that, Mom burst into tears.
I knelt on the ground, my mind a jumbled mess, completely at a loss for words.
"I'm sorry... Mom..."
"You don't deserve to be her brother! Were all your kindness to her just an act? Xiao Zhen... Mom is so sorry..." She glanced sadly at my sister, then hugged her tightly, sobbing.
"Mom..." My sister managed to stifle her tears and comforted her.
Since my father's death, my mother has raised the two of us alone. Because she became a mother at a very young age, she is only 34 now. Her personality is usually very weak, but for our sake, she always appears very strong. As I grew up, as the only man in the family, I also shouldered more responsibilities. My mother would sometimes revert to her feminine side, showing a cute expression, and she would develop a little dependence on me. But...
now, there is probably only despair...
"Xiao Zhen... Mom knows you are in pain, Mom is in the same pain as you... I really didn't expect your brother to be this kind of child... Ming... is usually so reliable..." Her expression became more and more painful as she hugged her sister tighter and tighter, pressing her against her. Seeing the blood flowing from her sister's genitals, she seemed to be convinced that I had raped her sister, and said to her, "You've lost so much blood... send your brother... to prison... I'm sorry... I'll go call 110 right now... Zhi..."
She looked at me sadly, and then cried even more heartbrokenly.
"Mom..." My sister, still sobbing, looked at my face filled with remorse and my mother's face filled with despair, and said to her, "Don't call the police... It's not what you think... Don't arrest your brother..."
Seeing my sister like this, my mother just hugged her tighter, crying, unable to say anything.
That night, I lay in my own bed, expressionless, without thinking, just staring quietly at the pale ceiling, as empty as my heart.
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Chapter 3
1
When I woke up, lying in my familiar bed, looking at the familiar ceiling, I didn't want to move at all...
My erect penis was pressing uncomfortably against my underwear. Recalling the memories in my mind, it felt like just a dream.
I really had sex with my sister, and my mother found out...
This memory, so surreal yet so real, how could I deceive myself with such a tactile experience?
I got out of bed feeling like my soul had left my body, dressed, left my room, washed up, and went to the kitchen.
My sister and mother were sitting at the table eating breakfast; there was no breakfast for me. So I went straight to the kitchen.
"There's no breakfast for you!"
My mother's voice was unusually cold. I turned around and saw her still sitting there, slowly eating her breakfast, a sadness emanating from her.
My sister lowered her head, biting hard at her egg, but not eating a single bite, occasionally stealing glances at me.
"I'm sorry, Mom..." I apologized to my mother.
“You…you didn’t do anything wrong to me…Xiao Zhen…” As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes again. “Xiao Zhen is the one who’s so pitiful…to be with the brother she loves so much… Waaah…”
My mother sobbed incessantly, her large chest heaving with each sob, tears streaming down her beautiful face, making her look incredibly pitiful…
But…
I really had no right to comfort her…
“Mom…don’t blame your brother…” My sister went over and hugged my mother, patting her back, saying, “I told you it was my fault…it’s all my fault…”
“Xiao Zhen…” Seeing how understanding my sister was, my mother became even more sorrowful, staring at me intently with a look of pain, disappointment, and a mix of indescribable emotions…
“Mom…sister…I didn’t expect your forgiveness…but…” I lowered my head and said to them, “I will do everything I can to make it up to you…”
Yes, even without this incident, I could never be too grateful to my mother.
"It's no use... Ah Zhi... the hurt you've caused your sister..."
"Mom... please don't blame your brother... it was me who liked him, seduced him, forced him..."
"Silly child... who can you fool with words like that?"
Mom pushed my sister's hand away, stood up, went back to her room, and closed the door.
"Brother..."
"Does it still hurt, Xiao Zhen?"
"Hmm... a little bit..." she said shyly, "but... much better..."
"Hmm." I walked to the table, sat in the seat Mom had been in, picked up her chopsticks, and ate the rest of her breakfast.
Even so, she still didn't truly hate her son, did she? The rest of her breakfast was already more than she could usually finish; she must have saved it for me.
What a considerate mother.
"Brother... I'm sorry..." my sister said, her head down, not daring to look at me at all.
"Xiao Zhen."
"Hmm..."
"Don't feel bad for your brother. You're the one who got hurt, just pretend it didn't happen."
"But... Brother was scolded by Mom like that, no matter how I explain, it's no use..."
"It's okay, everything will be alright."
"Brother..."
"I like the old Xiao Zhen even more."
"Thank you, brother! I love you the most!"
Saying that, my sister hugged me tightly, burying her face in my chest and nuzzling me like a kitten.
This is the adorable sister I know.
2
I'm so happy that my sister has returned to her adorable self, becoming the familiar, cute, innocent, and clingy sister I know.
It's just that Mom has been locking herself in her room and won't come out, which makes me a little worried.
"Brother," my shameless little sister said sweetly, nestled in my lap, "I'm already yours..."
"Don't talk nonsense. You're going to get married someday."
"No..." she pouted, shook her head, and looked at me expectantly, "I don't want to get married, I'll only marry you, brother! You played with my body and then you don't want me anymore... You mean, brother."
"Careful, or I'll get angry, Xiao Zhen." I tapped her head, and she stopped her tantrum, wincing slightly.
"Brother... Mom's still angry, isn't she..." she said, rubbing her forehead.
"She's definitely angry. She must be furious to have such a beastly son."
"Brother..." She suddenly hugged my waist again, rubbing her head against my chest, and whispered, "I'll only make Mom more upset. Only you can comfort her, brother." "
Maybe. The one who tied the knot must untie it. I'll have to do it myself."
"Brother..." She looked at me expectantly, a hint of guilt in her eyes, and said, "You're not angry anymore, are you?"
"Why should I be angry?"
"You're not blaming Xiaozhen, are you..."
"You, why are you so worried?"
"No matter what I do to you, you still love me, right?"
"Yes, my silly little sister."
"I love you the most, brother!" She even kissed me on the lips again. Just as I was about to give her a good scolding, she ran off, disappearing into her room. What a naughty little sister! I
just hope she doesn't do anything foolish again.
3
I walked to my mother's room and knocked on the door, but there was no response.
“Mom…” I called her softly and sat down with my back against the door.
“I know that no matter what I say, I can’t get your forgiveness. I never had that expectation, because even I can’t forgive myself for what I was like…”
The room was still quiet, but suddenly a soft sobbing came from the other side of the door.
"It's been almost ten years since Dad passed away... Back then, I was eight years old, and my sister was just a little kid who didn't understand anything. I still remember how determined yet vulnerable Mom's eyes were when she held us, crying..."
"At that time, seeing Mom crying, I made up my mind to become the man of the family, to be a pillar of support for Mom and my sister."
"Actually, I've always been proud of my actions, taking care of my younger sister, sharing Mom's burdens, and doing my best to create a complete family..."
"However, it seems like I haven't been very successful..." I smiled bitterly and continued, "As the saying goes, the eldest brother is like a father, but in this family without a father, no matter how much I try to imitate him, I'm just a failed attempt..."
"I know my sister has always admired me, and she just turns a blind eye to things like stealing my underwear, assuming it's just her ignorance as a young girl, because I really don't know how to handle it..."
"After all, she's my own sister... I often deceived myself like this, indulging her, always thinking I was a good older brother, but I never expected something like this to happen..."
"Of course, I don't want to shirk my responsibility. Yesterday's events have nothing to do with this; it was my own beastly behavior, and I'm willing to pay any price."
"I actually really like my sister. She's very cute, has a lively personality, and I've watched her grow up since she was little. I really feel a sense of pride in raising her."
"However, I'm aware of these feelings, and I've kept them hidden in my heart. Mom, do you know? I have a girlfriend, the pretty girl who sat next to me at the last parent-teacher conference. You saw her then, right? I remember you praised her for being pretty."
"Heh, but thanks to my sister, we broke up on the second day of our relationship."
"I've been thinking about how to be a good son, a good older brother, but it seems everything's already messed up..."
"Mom... I really want to be like that..." My words flowed more and more, and my emotions finally burst forth. The pent-up feelings exploded in my heart, and my eyes stung and welled up with tears.
"Mom... I'm not a good brother... I'm sorry to my sister... I led her astray and caused her such harm..."
"Yes, I'm still a bad son, I've let you down... I..."
I couldn't speak anymore. Tears streamed down my face as I buried my face in my hands, sobbing uncontrollably.
"I said I'd be a man... but I still cried... I... I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry..." The door opened, and Mom hugged me from behind, her chest pressed against my back, rising and falling. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
I wiped my eyes, forcing back my tears, and said, "Mom, I couldn't help but say so much all at once. You don't have to mind..."
"How could Mom not know how many sacrifices you've made all this time? I'm sorry... Zhi... I've made you suffer so much..."
"No... it wasn't bitter at all. Actually, I enjoyed it... but..." "You
've done so well..."
"No..."
"You really have done so well..."
Mom's hands held me tightly, her large breasts pressed against my back. She sobbed continuously, her breasts rubbing against my back, a completely different feeling from that day with my sister's body.
"Zhi... you are already the pillar of this family... you've really done so well..." I felt her tears dripping onto my back, cold, yet they brought me immense warmth.
“You really are like your father, both such men, daring to shoulder everything, carrying everything on your shoulders…”
“I…” Mom put her hand to my mouth, stopping me from speaking.
“Mom is really a very weak person… too weak… I’ve always relied on your father since I was little, and he died young because of me… Now, I’m relying on you like this… I’m sorry… Zhi… I know… I’m not a good mother…”
“Mom…” I was about to speak again, but she put her finger in my mouth. Her cold finger was pressed tightly against my lips, and my tongue could taste her skin.
“Because of me, you’ve always helped with Xiao Zhen’s education… I’m really grateful that you were able to raise my sister like this…”
“I’ve always liked you, stolen your underwear, and even tried to seduce you, but you still stuck to one side. I don’t know why what happened yesterday, but actually, I was more inclined to side with you… but I still couldn’t help but lose my temper… I didn’t want to accept this fact…”
Mom finally took her finger out of my mouth, bringing out my saliva.
"I'm sorry... about yesterday..."
"I don't want to know..." Mom interrupted me, resting her face on my shoulder, looking at me with some fear, "Don't tell me... I... really don't want to know..."
"Hmm..." Seeing Mom like this, I really didn't want to go against her wishes.
I grasped Mom's drooping hand; her hands, so well-maintained by a beautician, were as smooth and soft as a teenage girl's, seemingly boneless.
"Mom..." After maintaining this position for a long time, I finally broke the silence and called out to her.
She seemed to realize her lapse in composure, smiled apologetically at me, and said, "I'm sorry, Mom is quite heavy, isn't she?"
"No, Mom isn't heavy at all."
"You're lying to Mom again. Mom can feel it herself; I'm getting old, and I can't control my weight anymore."
"Who said my mom is old? I'll go knock their head! When Mom and Xiaozhen go out together, people will think they're sisters."
"Liar." Mom said with a smile, "Mom is already 34, I've reached the age where I'm old, ugly, and nobody wants me anymore."
"You look like you're only in your teens! Who wouldn't want such a young and beautiful girl?"
"Hehe, Ah Zhi's got such a sweet tongue now, you know how to charm girls." Mom finished speaking with a laugh, but her face, leaning on my shoulder, suddenly became a little embarrassed. She said, "Mom's body is already weak, it's all because I was angry with you earlier, what should I do now?"
"I'll carry you on my back..."
"You grabbed my hand earlier, my hand doesn't have the strength to hold your back anymore!" Mom said, still dissatisfied.
"Then... I'll hold you..."
"Yes, my good son." Saying this, Mom showed a proud smile.
My mother slumped weakly against my back. Afraid she would fall, I turned around and hugged her tightly.
Her large breasts pressed against my chest, slightly deformed by the pressure between us. My mother looked at me, her face flushed, and clasped her hands behind my neck.
I grabbed her round buttocks with one hand, supporting them against my chest, and reached behind her with the other, pulling her close to me.
"Ah Zhi..." Her face was right in front of me, her breath brushing against my face, "You're holding me so tightly..."
"Ah... then I'll loosen my grip a little."
"No... leave it like this..." My mother turned her head away shyly, her face even redder.
Although we were so close, I moved very carefully; I really didn't want to fall at a time like this.
But my mother kept squirming in my arms, as if she felt it was too tight, yet she didn't want me to loosen my grip even a little.
Her crotch was right against my crotch, and her constant rubbing aroused me, causing an uncontrollable erection.
She seemed to sense the change, and her squirming became even more frequent, but I was too embarrassed to say anything more.
When we got to her bed, I placed her there, but her hands gripped it tightly, refusing to let go.
I stood face-to-face with my mother, pressed tightly together for a few seconds, before she seemed to realize what was happening and quickly let go.
"Um...I'm sorry..."
"Ah...no...it's nothing..."
For a long while, we couldn't say anything. I felt my face burning intensely. I said goodbye and ran out, panting and blushing all the way to the bathroom. What
...
what was I thinking...?
I slapped myself hard, then took a cold shower to cool down.

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