Memory Rift 1-6 [Complete]

1. Rediscovering First Love

I rise early to sweep the courtyard. This has been a habit I've cultivated for many years. However, this bright weekend morning, as I rise and look at my sleeping husband behind me, I am filled with many emotions. I no longer remember how I fell asleep exhausted last night, but the scenes from before are vividly imprinted in my mind like a movie I've watched. My emotions are hard to calm now. I find it hard to believe that the wanton, unrestrained, and lewd woman from last night is me, your wife, Chu Tianyu. I am lost in confusion… I have always been a beautiful woman, both inside and out. While I may not possess the talents of a master of music, chess, calligraphy, and painting, nor the stunning beauty to captivate a nation, I do have a devilish figure and intelligent eyes. Moreover, in this materialistic world, I have never been a money-grubbing woman. I have always believed that women should be proud and indifferent when facing money. Therefore, I choose what I love, and I love what I choose.

And from the bottom of my heart, I have always felt very happy, with a fulfilling family and career.

Unexpected events can happen at any time, and misfortune can strike at any moment. A car accident a year ago, while miraculously surviving, resulted in brain damage and the loss of several years' worth of memories, leaving cracks in my memory. I still remember things from long ago, but events from recent years are blurry. However, the fact that I survived such a calamity unscathed makes me feel less like a woman with a tragic fate. On the contrary, I feel I should learn to be grateful. For the past year or so, I've relied on my husband's subtle hints to gradually adapt to my environment and rediscover myself.

But through his patient guidance, I've discovered that I'm surprisingly sexually open. Whether Tianyu's hints have their own purpose or are simply an inherent part of me, I always find myself indulging in that atmosphere, unable to control my body, ultimately succumbing to lust. But in my memory, I was a girl with very strict upbringing in my early years. My parents forbade me from dating during junior and senior high school. I met Chu Tianyu in college, which was my first love. From acquaintance to marriage, I don't recall anything out of the ordinary. I can't think of anything unexpected. Could it be that I selectively lost memories of certain periods? No, I still believe that I was chaste during that time. Although I lost my virginity to Tianyu before marriage, it was willingly given.

Of course, this is only my remaining memory. Maybe something really happened in those lost memories? Thinking about this gives me a headache. Lately, during sex, or rather after sexual activity, I sometimes question myself afterwards. While I feel some mental resistance, I can't resist physically. I resist my instincts, I resist my husband, so I have no choice but to follow my body's feelings, the footsteps of my desires, and submit to my husband, continuing the madness. In the past few days, I found my long-lost old diary in a hidden drawer. Perhaps this is another shortcut for me to regain my memories and return to myself, I don't know. But I didn't tell my husband, Tianyu, about the diary.

I went to the study and saw a Sony DV camera on the bookshelf, placed on top of a book. I recognized the cover; it was Li Yinhe's "Sadomasochistic Subculture," a book my husband had recommended to me. I remember a philosopher once said:

sweet love can easily turn into sadomasochism under the drive of desire.

Now, recalling last night's frenzy, Tianyu and the others did indeed take this DV camera and film it. I only remember someone taking the DV camera; later, I was immersed in lust and didn't pay attention to the details—who held the DV, who was the protagonist, or whether the DV was on the stand and everyone was a protagonist—I don't know. During that time, I was just instinctively seeking my own pleasure.

I turned on the DV camera, and a lewd scene immediately appeared:

a woman, almost completely naked, wearing black transparent fishnet stockings and a sadomasochistic collar, crawled like a female dog, led into the bedroom by Tianyu. From the DV camera's angle, her smile was lewd and beautiful, enough to bewitch any male. Her snow-white buttocks and breasts gleamed with dazzling white light under the DV screen, alluring and captivating. The camera zoomed in from afar, revealing her smooth, delicate skin, revealing the charm of a young woman who had been nourished by a man. Turning around, the view from behind revealed a tail-shaped vibrator inserted into her anus, with faint red finger marks on her plump, snowy buttocks… (I fast-forwarded the DV; the lewd woman was none other than myself. This scene was incredibly embarrassing.) I was surrounded by Tianyu and another familiar figure…

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