A woman's sexual confession

Synopsis: I am a young and beautiful 26-year-old woman, living a lonely and unbearable married life because my husband is impotent. One day, I met my lover, Ye Jianmin, and had sex with him. Later, Ye Jianmin introduced his friend Yin Shengmeng to us, and we held a one-night stand every weekend. I had sex with two men at the same time. However, not long after, Yin Shengmeng planned to marry another girl, which made me extremely jealous. I actively seduced Yin Shengmeng and had sex with him, eventually becoming pregnant with his child. Chapter 1: My Husband is an Impotent Man My name is Su Ting. My husband, Gai Lin, and I were college classmates. We got married hastily after graduation because I was already two months pregnant. Seven months after the wedding, I gave birth to a lively and lovely girl. Overall, my married life with my husband was relatively harmonious and happy. Like many others, my married life was mundane and uneventful. After giving birth, I didn't go back to work but became a full-time housewife, buying groceries, cooking, taking care of the children, and sleeping with my husband at night. The years passed by like this. However, on the night of my 26th birthday, I suddenly felt my beautiful face slowly fading. I was unwilling to accept this; I resolved to change this mundane life, to take control of my own destiny, and to do what I loved. A month later, I found a part-time job as an accounting assistant, working two or three days a week. The pay wasn't high, but I loved it. I didn't want to stay at home all day like a housewife; I loved the outside world. Then, I attended a training course and obtained my accounting certificate, hoping to find a full-time accounting job. However, things didn't go as planned. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find a full-time accounting job. Furthermore, I couldn't take care of my family and perform my accounting duties well at the same time. So, in the end, I could only continue with this unsatisfactory part-time accounting job, which gave me a lot of free time. However, I never dreamed that what happened next would completely change my life. I am a beautiful 26-year-old woman, 1.70 meters tall, with a charming face and a pair of clear, large eyes. My smile, in particular, is enough to make men swoon. Although I have given birth, my breasts are firm and perky, unlike those overweight women with large breasts and wide hips. My figure is slender and well-proportioned. I like to wear long, flowing hair and sexy, revealing, tight-fitting clothes. I will not deny that I like to show off my well-proportioned figure and charming smile in front of strange men. I enjoy the surprised and envious looks they give me. In fact, those men can't tell at all that I am a 26-year-old woman who has given birth, which greatly satisfies my vanity. However, no marriage is perfect. For over three years of marriage, my husband's sexual prowess has faded like a dying ember, losing its passion. Our sex life has become bland and dull; we only have sex once every one or two months. While it's intimate, there's no passion whatsoever. Even worse, my libido is constantly increasing. Just like the magazines say, a 25-year-old woman is as fierce as a tiger—that's absolutely true. I often find myself unconsciously glancing at young, handsome men when I'm out in the street. I fantasize about holding them tightly around the neck, about writhing with them in bed, even about having sex with them. Just thinking about it makes my face burn. I feel that as a respectable woman, I shouldn't have such extramarital thoughts, yet I can't control myself. Perhaps this is a physiological characteristic of a 26-year-old woman. Now, I truly understand how painful it is for a woman to feel unbearably lonely. I like men; I crave being with men, especially physical contact. On weekdays, when we have free time, my husband and I like to stroll around the community's residents' clubhouse. I think it's a necessary social activity; we can get a lot of information about the neighborhood, including some gossip about men and women. The people in the residents' clubhouse are fairly friendly, after all, we're all neighbors, we see each other all the time. However, everyone's relationships are just so-so. Moreover, I didn't see any men in the residents' clubhouse that excited me, which was somewhat disappointing. I admit, I like looking at handsome men. One Saturday afternoon, my husband and I went to the residents' clubhouse as usual. As soon as we entered, suddenly, my eyes lit up. A handsome young man caught my attention. After a few words of conversation, I learned that his name was Ye Jianmin, and he was from Shanghai. During the conversation, I would occasionally sneakily observe him. He always had a smile that women liked on his face. He was friendly and polite. He was 1.75 meters tall, with a strong physique like an athlete, and looked to be about twenty-seven or twenty-eight years old. Ye Jianmin had just moved to our city. He was single and worked as a department manager at an advertising company. To my surprise, he lived in the same high-rise building as us; he rented an apartment on the 16th floor, while we lived on the 9th. That evening, my husband, Ye Jianmin, and I went home together. We got into the elevator, and as it slowly ascended, when we reached my apartment on the 9th floor, I even considered inviting Ye Jianmin over. However, the words caught in my throat, and I suppressed that inexplicable urge. I was afraid my husband would discover that I had secretly fallen for another man. That night, I lay in bed unable to sleep, Ye Jianmin's handsome face constantly flashing through my mind. I longed to see him again. An uncontrollable sexual urge surged within me, so I reached for my husband's thigh and began to fondle his penis, all the while imagining Ye Jianmin's voice and smile. My husband was taken aback by my overreaction. He didn't understand why I was so excited that night. However, when he turned over to make love to me, I refused his advances. For the next few days, every night I would put my hand between my husband's thighs and knead his penis. Whenever he wanted to have sex, I would find various excuses to refuse—I was too tired, or I was pregnant and it wasn't suitable for sex; I didn't like taking birth control pills, knowing their effects on a woman's body. As time went on, my unusual behavior aroused my husband's suspicion. (openmindgraphics)In 2000, I had no choice but to have sex with my husband. However, I unexpectedly discovered that my husband's libido had greatly increased after several days of stimulation, which made me very happy. Chapter 2: I met my lover, Ye Jianmin. My husband wasn't stupid. After noticing my unusual behavior, he kept asking me questions, so I had no choice but to tell him my secret. One night, my husband and I were lying in bed. As usual, I put my hand under his thigh and kneaded his penis. I murmured my inner confusion. I told my husband that I liked young and handsome men and wanted to date them. However, I didn't mention sex or Ye Jianmin's name. I told my husband that I liked to secretly look at young and handsome men when I was shopping and liked to talk to them. I also told my husband that after a woman turns 25, her libido will continue to increase. This is a normal physiological reaction for women. I had a lot of free time, and every time I ran into Ye Jianmin in the neighborhood, I would unconsciously try to attract his attention, especially when my husband wasn't around. I would even take the initiative to talk to him. However, Ye Jianmin didn't seem to be attracted to my beauty, which really disappointed me. So, I became more proactive. Every time I met him in the elevator, I would deliberately rub my full and firm breasts against his body. Every time, we would look at each other and smile knowingly. He, of course, understood my intentions. So, from then on, whenever my husband wasn't home, I would deliberately wear sexy, tight-fitting clothes with low necklines that clearly showed my cleavage. Every time I met Ye Jianmin in the elevator, I would deliberately squat down so he could see my subtly exposed breasts and deep cleavage. At that moment, I would secretly see his eyes staring straight at my breasts. I knew he was attracted to me. Another month passed, and I gradually became familiar with Ye Jianmin. I knew that with my charm, I could easily seduce him. My only worry was how to convince my husband to accept the fact that I longed for a man. One night, my husband and I went to bed as usual. I reached under his thigh and kneaded his penis. I murmured, "Honey, do you know how lonely I am? I want to find a lover. I don't want to change our marital relationship, but I crave to be flattered and fawned over by another man as a woman, not as a wife and mother, revolving around my husband and children all day." My husband didn't say anything after hearing my words. After a while, he wanted to make love to me, but I refused. My husband's silence made me uneasy. I didn't know what he was thinking. The next night, my husband and I lay in bed. I kneaded his large penis under his thigh, which had become a habit before I went to sleep. I murmured, "Honey, I'm so lonely. I want to find a lover. Do you agree?" ...I want to find a male friend to escape my current monotonous and boring life. I crave compliments and flattery from men. We will only be friends, and nothing like that will happen between us, so please don't worry. "My husband remained silent. After a while, he turned over and wanted to make love to me, and this time I didn't refuse. During the act, I tried my best to appear excited, wanting to satisfy my husband's sexual desire as much as possible. After all, it was my responsibility and obligation as a wife. Marriage is truly pathetic; a wife only makes love to her husband out of a sense of duty. What joy can a woman find in this kind of lovemaking? In fact, the feeling of making love to one's husband as a wife is completely different from the feeling of making love to one's lover as a woman. The next afternoon, my husband wasn't home, and I went for a stroll alone at the residents' clubhouse. I ran into Ye Jianmin again, and we sat down and had a long talk. I told him about my dull and boring married life, how monotonous life was as a housewife, and how much I longed for someone's help to escape my current monotonous existence. Actually, the reason I dared to open up to Ye Jianmin was because I already knew that he lived alone in this city, he didn't have a girlfriend, and his life was certainly lonely, monotonous, and boring." Ye Jianmin listened attentively to my complaints, without uttering a single word, his charming smile remaining constant. So, I tentatively suggested that we could comfort each other, hinting that he could surprise me one evening and help me break free from the shackles of my marriage. Ye Jianmin listened in silence, still smiling at me. From his expression, I could tell he didn't seem to believe I was serious; he thought I was joking. "Su Ting, are you joking? As a young and beautiful woman, as a wife, wanting to break free from the shackles of marriage and go out with another man—that's a bit like adultery," Ye Jianmin said half-jokingly. Disappointed, I left. A few days later, one afternoon, my husband and I went for a stroll at the residents' clubhouse. I ran into Ye Jianmin again. This time, the fear of the past few days was gone, replaced only by an unbearable loneliness. Holding my husband's left hand and Ye Jianmin's right, I introduced him to my husband, "Honey, this is my new friend, Ye Jianmin." Then, I turned to my husband and said, "Honey, Ye Jianmin is planning to invite me to dinner on Saturday night. Do you agree?" I saw my husband look at me in surprise. He opened his mouth but didn't say a word. "Honey, you agreed! That's great!" I quickly added, afraid my husband would refuse my request. At that moment, Ye Jianmin stared at my husband and me in disbelief. He hadn't expected me to be so bold as to say those things. Fortunately, he didn't argue; he seemed to accept my suggestion. My husband and Ye Jianmin shook hands politely, and the two men began to talk. I watched them with delight—one my husband, the other the lover I longed for. I felt proud of my boldness. That evening, after returning home, my husband didn't mention Ye Jianmin's invitation to dinner again. He didn't even show any anger; perhaps he was stunned by my boldness. That night, my husband and I went to bed quietly, but I sensed he tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. The next morning, I called Ye Jianmin and asked him to book a table at a nearby hotel, which he did. Saturday night, my husband wasn't home; he seemed to be intentionally avoiding me. I sat at my dressing table, carefully grooming myself. I wore a tight-fitting t-shirt... Wearing a T-shirt, a short skirt, and fashionable high heels, I stood in front of the mirror, carefully examining my beautiful face and slender figure. I felt an irresistible sex appeal emanating from me. After everything was ready, I secretly opened a drawer and took out a bottle of birth control pills. I took two pills; I knew how important contraception was for a woman having an affair. My woman's intuition told me I might have sex with Ye Jianmin. Chapter 3: I Boldly Seduced My Lover Ye Jianmin. Ye Jianmin and I went to a nearby hotel. We chose a private room and chatted casually over dinner, occasionally flirting intimately. Ye Jianmin pretended to be absent-minded and asked my husband if he knew I had gone out to dinner with him. I told Ye Jianmin that not only did my husband know, but I had also told him I wasn't planning to go home that night. After saying this, I giggled. Then, I looked at Ye Jianmin affectionately and whispered, " Jianmin, I don't want to hide it from you, but my sex life with my husband is very unsatisfactory. He simply can't meet my needs, and as a woman, I feel very lonely." I paused for a moment, then continued, "Actually, my husband has had to accept the fact that I'm dating other men. If he refuses, I plan to divorce him."Ye Jianmin and I gazed deeply into each other's eyes, chatting and laughing, exchanging flirtatious words. Under the table, I stroked his thigh with my small hand, and he stroked mine with his large hand. We reveled in the indescribable pleasure, and at that moment, we were truly lovers. After enjoying the delicious meal, we left the hotel hand in hand. It was late at night. In the darkness, Ye Jianmin stood at the hotel entrance, looking lost, unsure of what to do next. I felt he should take me to a hotel room; I wanted to make love with him—that was what I longed for. I took his arm, waiting for his decision, but he remained hesitant. Just then, a taxi stopped beside us. Without thinking, we got in. Ye Jianmin told the driver our destination, and I was disappointed. Ye Jianmin intended to take us home, which wasn't what I wanted. I angrily sat in the back seat, turning my head to look out the window at the night view. Ye Jianmin held me tightly in his arms, saying nothing. After getting out of the car, we walked into the residential area. It was late at night, and the surroundings were pitch black. We arrived at the high-rise building. Reluctantly, I looked up at the building. My home was on the 9th floor, and Ye Jianmin's was on the 16th. We silently got into the elevator. The elevator slowly ascended, and when it reached the 9th floor, the doors slowly opened. I didn't want to get out. I didn't want to go home like this, didn't want to return to my husband empty-handed. This wasn't what I wanted. What I longed for was to break free from the shackles of marriage. I longed to be with a man I loved and make love freely. "Jianmin, wouldn't you like to invite me to your place for a cup of coffee?" I asked tentatively, mustering my courage. "Oh... oh... Su Ting, if you have time, I'd love to invite you to my home, but..." I gazed deeply at Ye Jianmin, our eyes sparkling with love. I pressed my finger to his lips, signaling him to stop. For a moment, the air in the elevator seemed to freeze. At that moment, Ye Jianmin held me tightly in his arms, and I pressed my full breasts against his broad, muscular chest without any hesitation. I already had a premonition of what was about to happen between us, and the thought of it made me take a deep breath with excitement. The elevator slowly ascended, and soon we arrived at the 16th floor. We tiptoed out of the elevator, like a couple having an affair, both excited and nervous. The hallway was quiet and empty. In fact, I was a wife having an affair with another man behind my husband's back. As soon as we entered Ye Jianmin's house, I quickly closed the door, as if afraid the neighbors would see us. After a while, I calmed myself down and took out my phone to call my husband at home. "Hello, honey, I'm still at the hotel. I won't be coming home tonight, please don't worry." I hung up before my husband could say anything, afraid he would realize I was lying; my heart was pounding. Actually, at that moment, I was in Ye Jianmin's house, and my husband was on the 9th floor downstairs. If he knew I was on the 16th floor in Ye Jianmin's house, he would definitely rush up to catch us in the act. I snuggled into Ye Jianmin's arms and went to the living room. He asked me what I wanted to drink. I sat on the sofa and told him I wanted a glass of whiskey. I like whiskey; it excites me, especially before sex. Whiskey and brandy easily arouse a woman's libido. Ye Jianmin turned on the stereo, and instantly, soothing music filled the living room. He handed me a large glass of whiskey, then sat down on the sofa beside me. He pulled me tightly into his arms, almost wantonly kneading my full breasts. I felt exhilarated; I knew he no longer hesitated, he had made up his mind to possess my body, and this was exactly what I craved. After a while, Ye Jianmin brought over a plate of oranges, the segments neatly arranged on the plate. He smiled at me and asked if I liked oranges. "Of course!" I smiled charmingly at him, but I didn't reach for the orange segments. I continued to gaze at him affectionately. Ye Jianmin naturally understood what I meant; he knew I wanted more than just orange segments. He pinched a segment of orange with his fingers and put it in my mouth. I opened my mouth and put the orange segment and his finger into my mouth together. I looked at him tenderly, like a young girl experiencing her first love. However, I was not a young girl, but a beautiful 26-year-old woman, a wife and mother, and I was having an affair with another man behind my husband's back. Ye Jianmin also looked at me affectionately, and he said with a smile, "Su Ting, you are so cute, my pretty little girl!" Then, we kissed passionately, he put his tongue into my mouth, our tongues intertwined, and we hugged each other tightly for a long, long time, as if our bodies had become one. At this moment, Ye Jianmin's sexual desire was constantly increasing, and so was mine. Chapter 4 I had sex with Ye Jianmin. After a while, our mouths parted, but our bodies were still tightly embraced. We looked at each other affectionately, silent, and we caressed each other's bodies. Ye Jianmin looked straight into my eyes, stroking my cheek and whispering, "Su Ting, you're so beautiful!" Then, he wrapped his strong arms around my slender waist, and then caressed my full breasts with his large hands. "Come with me, beautiful girl," he whispered, and then he straightened up from the sofa. I took a deep breath, excited; I knew what he was going to do. He carried me into the bedroom and gently placed me on the bed. We were still kissing passionately. I sat on the edge of the bed, gazing at him affectionately, and slowly undressed...I took off my t-shirt, and then unhooked my bra. In an instant, my pair of snow-white and full breasts were fully exposed before him. My two hard, brown nipples stood erect on my snow-white breasts, pointing directly at him. Ye Jianmin gently kneaded my nipples with his fingers, and I gazed longingly into his eyes. I liked the feeling of this gentle kneading. I patiently waited for his next move, hoping he would continue this sexual game. I longed to make love to him, but I wanted him to take the initiative. After a while, Ye Jianmin signaled for me to take the initiative, so I knelt in front of him, gently unzipped his pants, and then ripped off his underwear. In an instant, his enormous penis was revealed before me. His penis was really too big, a full two inches longer than my husband's, and much thicker. I examined his enormous penis closely. At the tip was a large, purplish-red glans, about the size of a plum. Two thick blood vessels ran along the shaft. The entire penis throbbed continuously, radiating a dreamlike glow under the bright light. I stared in astonishment at Ye Jianmin's large penis, my excitement bordering on ecstasy. After a while, I opened my mouth wide and took the glans into my mouth. I licked it with the tip of my tongue, savoring its structure. His glans throbbed in my mouth, like a cute little monster, and I greedily sucked on it, yearning to possess this enormous penis before me. After a while, I withdrew the glans from my mouth and took one of his testicles into my mouth. I alternately sucked on his two egg-sized testicles, while simultaneously rubbing the foreskin on the shaft with my small hand. After a while, I excitedly gazed at his large penis and saw a glistening drop of vaginal fluid slowly seeping from the opening at the head of his penis. I stuck out my tongue and licked the fluid. I found it tasted slightly salty, a wonderful flavor, especially for a woman; that taste could easily arouse her sexual desire. At this moment, my orgasm had reached its peak, and I longed for him to penetrate me. So, I straightened up and took off all my clothes. I lay naked on my back on the bed, raised my long, slender legs high, and then forcefully spread them apart. Now, I had completely exposed my female genitalia to him. This man was not my husband; he was the lover of my dreams. Ye Jianmin stared greedily at the base of my thighs. He seemed calm and composed, not as excited as I had imagined. He took a step forward, standing between my thighs, and positioned the head of his large penis between my labia majora. Then, he used the head of his penis to part my moist labia minora, and with a powerful thrust of his hips, his entire penis slid smoothly into my vagina. I screamed with excitement, fully experiencing the waves of pleasure emanating from my vagina. Afterward, his large penis slowly inserted and withdrew from my vagina. Each insertion was deeper than the last. After three or five insertions, his entire penis was completely inside my vagina. His thick pubic hair clung tightly to my swollen labia majora, and his testicles, the size of eggs, pressed firmly against my tender buttocks. I tensed the muscles in my thighs, my vaginal walls gripping his thick penis tightly. My vagina reveled in the rhythmic thrusting of his large penis, feeling our genitals merge into one. In an instant, my lust reached its peak. I writhed on the bed, my naked body writhing with excitement, my vagina contracting forcefully and rhythmically. I screamed with ecstasy, a scream so loud it could be heard outside the window in the neighborhood. After a while, Ye Jianmin withdrew his penis from my vagina, wiping the sweat from his brow. I lay on the bed, panting heavily, struggling to control my overwhelming orgasm. We gazed deeply into each other's eyes, satisfied smiles on our faces. Ye Jianmin leaned over and kissed my lips passionately. After a while, Ye Jianmin turned my naked body over. I lay on the bed like a cute little puppy, my head buried in the pillow, my bare buttocks raised high. I was still panting heavily. Ye Jianmin stood behind me, his large hands grabbing my buttocks. He let out a howl and thrust his massive penis deep into my vagina from behind. "Ah...! Ah...!" I screamed with excitement, my naked body trembling uncontrollably. Ye Jianmin held me tightly, his penis slowly filling my vagina. I felt an unprecedented pleasure; at that moment, I truly understood how blissful it was to be a woman. While making love to me, Ye Jianmin kneaded my full breasts with his large hands. Our lovemaking lasted for over an hour. Afterward, he climbed onto the bed and tried various positions, penetrating my vagina from different angles. His penis moved in and out of my vagina like a piston. At that moment, my orgasm reached its peak. Each time his penis thrust forcefully into my vagina, I tilted my head back in excitement, matching the rhythm of his thrusts. Chapter 5 I confessed my adultery to my husband. Ye Jianmin and I made love passionately. I was so excited I could hardly breathe, and his orgasm reached its peak. Our sexual urges were out of control. Just a minute later, I felt his large penis twitch violently, and a stream of hot, viscous semen shot deep into my vagina. I screamed with excitement. I had never experienced such pleasure before. I forgot where I was, and I forgot about my husband and children. At that moment, all I could think about was making love with Ye Jianmin. Ye Jianmin's ejaculation lasted a full 10 minutes. Afterward, he lay exhausted on top of me, panting heavily. I was also panting heavily from excitement. More than half an hour later, Ye Jianmin and I gradually calmed down. We lay naked on the bed, still tightly embracing each other. However, we were both too excited to fall asleep. At that moment, he whispered in my ear, "Su Ting, did you take your birth control pill?" I thought for a moment and didn't answer. "Jianmin, if I get pregnant, what will you do for me?" After a while, I hugged Ye Jianmin's neck tightly and whispered in his ear. "Su Ting, if you really get pregnant with my child, I hope you divorce your husband and then we'll get married," Ye Jianmin said earnestly. "Jianmin, are you telling the truth?" I asked seriously. "Su Ting, I'm telling the truth. I love you very, very much!" Ye Jianmin said sincerely. I chuckled and hugged Ye Jianmin's neck tightly. We made love passionately again. At that moment, I felt like I had become Ye Jianmin's wife. Half of my body belonged to Ye Jianmin, while the other half still belonged to my husband and child. What a wonderful feeling this was for a woman. The next morning, just as dawn was breaking, I quickly got dressed and sneaked home like a thief. Actually, I only went from the 16th floor to the 9th floor.When I tiptoed into the bedroom, I saw my husband and child still asleep. I went into the kitchen and carefully prepared breakfast for them. To be honest, I felt guilty towards my husband. After all, I had spent the night with another man and had sex with him. My vagina was still filled with that man's semen, not my husband's. After quickly preparing breakfast, I opened the bedroom door, intending to wake my husband. I saw him still fast asleep, with several used tissues scattered on the floor beside the bed. I chuckled, knowing he must have masturbated last night. A strange smile crossed my face; I couldn't quite describe the feeling. In the morning, after my husband finished breakfast, he rushed out to meet his friends. I secretly went into the bathroom to shower, washing away the sticky semen from my vagina. I knew this semen was the best evidence of a woman's infidelity, and I wanted to wash it away, as if to wash away my shameful experience. Today is Sunday. In the afternoon, my husband and I went for a walk at the residents' clubhouse as usual. We ran into Ye Jianmin again. He greeted my husband and me with a smile, his face beaming like sunshine. However, he couldn't hide a hint of embarrassment. I also felt a little awkward. After all, my husband was right there. He must know very well that I spent the night with Ye Jianmin and had sex with him. All afternoon, Ye Jianmin and I behaved ourselves, without any inappropriate behavior. I didn't want to upset my husband. He's not stupid; I wanted to give him at least some face. This is the most basic responsibility of a wife. Besides, I felt a vague sense of guilt. That evening, I told my husband everything that had happened between me and Ye Jianmin the night before. I also confronted him, telling him I could choose to divorce him anytime. My husband, as usual, remained silent. After listening to my account, he was silent for a long time before simply saying, "Su Ting, I know you have the right to choose your own life, and I can't stop you. I admit I can't satisfy your sexual desires, and that's not my fault. However, you should consider your family and try to avoid… My understanding is that as long as you don't get pregnant, I won't interfere in your affairs." My husband paused for a moment, then continued, "However, when you do that kind of thing with that guy, please don't do it openly, don't make a scene, and please consider my feelings." After saying that, my husband turned and went back to the bedroom to sleep. Watching my husband's retreating figure, I felt a pang of sadness. Indeed, he was right; his declining sexual ability wasn't his fault. However, I thought again, I'm a normal woman with normal sexual needs. I can't give up the sexual pleasure I should enjoy just because my husband is impotent. Thinking this made me feel much better. At that moment, I knew very well that my marriage was nearing its end. In the following weeks, I tried to avoid contact with Ye Jianmin. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to control myself and would have sex with him again. As a woman, I know that once a woman has sex with a man she loves, she can never escape the longing for him for the rest of her life. Chapter 6: I Sleep with My Lover Every Weekend. However, the thing I least wanted to see still happened. After all, Ye Jianmin and I lived in the same building, and I inevitably ran into him in the elevator. As a result, we had sex again. Afterwards, I told Ye Jianmin everything my husband had said. He advised me to divorce him as soon as possible. By then, I was tempted. At this point, my marriage with my husband was practically over. I didn't want to sneak into Ye Jianmin's house at night to have sex with him while pretending to be my husband's wife during the day. I wanted to be a legitimate woman. So, I made up my mind to divorce my husband. Ye Jianmin was unusually happy to see that I was determined to divorce him. However, he laid down a few rules for me that I had to follow. I felt that it wasn't unreasonable for a man who was about to marry me to make these demands, so I readily agreed. That evening, I confronted my husband. "Honey, I have some requests to make. If you don't agree, we can get a divorce anytime. First, starting today, I'll spend every Saturday night with Ye Jianmin; I won't be living at home anymore." After saying this, I secretly glanced at my husband. He remained silent as usual, offering no objection. He seemed prepared for this. I continued, "Honey, I admit, I really enjoy sex with Ye Jianmin. He's a very nice man, handsome, and very considerate." "Second, I've already agreed to Ye Jianmin's request: I can only have sex with you once a month, and you must use a condom during sex because… I… I don't want to get pregnant…." I stammered, not finishing my sentence. I was afraid of upsetting my husband. As a wife, I couldn't bring myself to say I didn't want to be pregnant with his child. My husband listened to me and remained silent. That night, I had sex with my husband again. He wore a condom as required, but his sexual ability was getting weaker and weaker. His large penis couldn't even get fully erect, let alone penetrate my vagina smoothly. Our sex life felt like doing housework, repeating the same monotonous routine. My husband didn't even ejaculate, and our sex life ended abruptly. Afterwards, I experienced almost no sexual pleasure. I felt very depressed, but I knew it wasn't my husband's fault; he had already tried his best. From then on, I stayed with Ye Jianmin every Saturday night. We made love to our hearts' content. His large penis powerfully penetrated my vagina again and again. I felt myself becoming more and more dependent on him, both physically and emotionally. I didn't even use any contraception when I had sex with Ye Jianmin. I didn't take birth control pills, and Ye Jianmin didn't use condoms. I wasn't worried about getting pregnant at all; in fact, I even hoped that I would get pregnant so I could legitimately divorce my husband and marry Ye Jianmin. I was happy to entrust my body and soul to the man I loved—Ye Jianmin, who also seemed to enjoy having me as both his wife and lover. Strangely enough, since I started living with Ye Jianmin, my husband, Gai Lin, became more polite to me, no longer treating me like a domestic servant or an old piece of furniture. This gave me a strange sense of joy. I liked being valued, whether by my husband or my lover. From then on, my guilt towards my husband vanished. I lived happily and confidently every day. Caught between two men, both trying their best to please me, I felt more joy than before. One Saturday afternoon, I went to Ye Jianmin's house as usual. I busied myself in the kitchen preparing dinner for him. That evening, Ye Jianmin returned, bringing with him a very handsome young man. Ye Jianmin introduced him to me as Yin Shengmeng, his best friend. Ye Jianmin and I invited Yin Shengmeng to stay for dinner, and he readily agreed. At the table, the three of us chatted and laughed. I couldn't help but steal glances at Yin Shengmeng. He was indeed very handsome, around twenty-two or twenty-three years old. He was very polite and talkative, always addressing me as "sister-in-law" in a flattering way. Clearly, Ye Jianmin had introduced our ambiguous relationship to Yin Shengmeng, which made me feel somewhat awkward. Yes, what exactly was my relationship with Ye Jianmin? Husband and wife? Yet we weren't married. Lovers? Yet I didn't care about getting pregnant with Ye Jianmin's child. In short, I couldn't define our relationship. Yin Shengmeng seemed very familiar with Ye Jianmin; they talked about everything, even discussing having sex with women in front of me without any restraint. After Yin Shengmeng left, I couldn't wait to make love to Ye Jianmin. While we were making love passionately, I told him that I was deeply attracted to Yin Shengmeng, and that as a woman, he possessed a captivating charm that stirred my fantasies. Ye Jianmin mocked me, calling me a complete slut. To be honest, I didn't care about his sarcasm; I even enjoyed being called a slut by him. All night, I made love to Ye Jianmin, while Yin Shengmeng's handsome face kept flashing through my mind. The next day, Ye Jianmin returned excitedly. He told me, "Su Ting, you're really something! You've captivated that Yin Shengmeng guy. All day long, he kept praising you, saying you're the most beautiful, pretty, and sexy young woman he's ever seen. He even said that if I weren't there, he wouldn't be able to resist making love to you." "Oh? What is it?"I pretended to be angry, but inside I was overjoyed. "Alright then, next Saturday night, you call Yin Shengmeng over and see if he dares to have sex with me." I giggled as I finished speaking. "Su Ting, you're right, I've already invited him to our house for dinner," Ye Jianmin said excitedly. "Oh, Jianmin, you only invited Yin Shengmeng to our house for dinner? Isn't there anything else?" I said, giggling. As a woman, I didn't have the courage to say the rest. To be honest, I did crave sex with Yin Shengmeng; I didn't want to hide my sexual desire. "Su Ting, you're a complete lecher!" Ye Jianmin looked at me in surprise. He understood what I meant, but he wasn't angry. Chapter 7 I Had Sex with Two Men Simultaneously Saturday arrived quickly. That evening, Yin Shengmeng arrived on time as invited, which thrilled me. After dinner, I drew the curtains and sat on the sofa with two men to watch TV. I was sandwiched between them, flirting with them and openly pinching their thighs. In particular, I deliberately teased Yin Shengmeng, and they both touched my body without any restraint. This feeling excited me immensely. I noticed that Ye Jianmin didn't seem to care that Yin Shengmeng was touching my body; he even seemed to enjoy seeing me flirting with Yin Shengmeng. Clearly, Ye Jianmin didn't care about sharing the pleasure of my body with Yin Shengmeng, which excited me even more. Didn't I also want to have sex with two men? This was something a woman dared to think about but not dare to do. The entire living room was filled with an indescribable atmosphere of lewdness. Ye Jianmin and Yin Shengmeng sandwiched me tightly between them. I wrapped my arms around their necks. Ye Jianmin and Yin Shengmeng touched my thighs without any restraint. Then, they put their hands inside my t-shirt and touched my breasts. Ye Jianmin kneaded my right breast, while Yin Shengmeng kneaded my left breast. I felt my nipples become hard and sensitive. Yin Shengmeng cupped my entire breast with his large hand and kneaded my nipples with his fingers. I felt my sexual desire getting stronger and stronger. I believed that my strong sexual desire must have been transmitted to the two men. After a while, the two men became even more brazen. They even lifted my skirt and touched my genitals on the inner thigh. I was so excited that I couldn't stand it anymore. So, I suddenly stood up from the sofa and pretended to be angry, yelling, "You two filthy scoundrels, how dare you touch my sensitive areas so brazenly! Now, I'm going to let you see enough!" After saying that, I quickly stripped off all my clothes. In an instant, I stood naked in front of the two men, twisting my naked body and striking various seductive poses. "Hey guys, don't stare like that. You two should take off your clothes like me. I want to see whose penis is bigger," I said excitedly. Ye Jianmin and Yin Shengmeng were stunned for a moment, then they quickly stripped off all their clothes and stood naked in front of me. Now, all three of us were standing naked in the living room. I carefully examined Ye Jianmin and Yin Shengmeng's erect penises. Yin Shengmeng's penis wasn't as thick as Ye Jianmin's, but it was slightly longer, and the shaft was also slightly smoother. I carefully examined Yin Shengmeng's handsome face and the dreamlike penis at the base of his thigh. I thought he was as handsome as a Greek sculpture. After a while, Ye Jianmin and Yin Shengmeng helped me up and carried me to the bedroom. I felt like I was drunk. I gripped their large penises tightly with my small hands. They gently placed me on the bed, and I lay on my back. Ye Jianmin climbed onto the bed and kissed me passionately, while Yin Shengmeng knelt in front of my thighs. He lifted my long legs and spread them wide, pressing his lips to my genitals at the base of my thighs and sucking on them. At the same time, he occasionally used his fingers to manipulate my two high, rounded labia. He used his lips... He sucked on my moist labia minora and hard, sensitive clitoris. After a while, Yin Shengmeng slid the tip of his tongue between my labia majora and minora. He even gently bit my labia majora and minora with his teeth. Then, he teased my hard, sensitive clitoris with his tongue. He even gently bit my clitoris with his teeth, pulling it out from under my foreskin. My entire female genitalia involuntarily began to twitch rhythmically. After a while, Yin Shengmeng inserted his thick fingers deeply into my vagina. His fingertips pressed against the glans deep inside my vagina.At that moment, I screamed with excitement. His fingers twisted and turned inside my vagina, and I felt waves of pleasure radiating from it. The feeling was wonderful. To be honest, Yin Shengmeng did a fantastic job; he seemed very skilled at manipulating female genitalia. Soon, I reached orgasm. After a while, I lay on my side on the bed, with Ye Jianmin behind me. He held my full breasts tightly, spread my legs, and inserted his large penis deeply into my vagina from behind. By this time, my vagina was already wet with vaginal fluid, and his large penis easily slid in. Yin Shengmeng walked around the double bed, stood in front of me with his erect penis, and inserted it into my mouth. Ye Jianmin thrust his large penis deeper and deeper into my vagina with each thrust. In rhythm with the insertion, I gently bit the head of Yin Shengmeng's penis. Yin Shengmeng, in rhythm, inserted and withdrew his penis from my mouth, while Ye Jianmin's penis rhythmically thrust in and out of my vagina. I was fully experiencing the feeling of making love with two men. I screamed loudly; I felt like I was living in a dream. I was so happy, experiencing a pleasure that no woman could even imagine. I was fully experiencing the dreamlike pleasure of making love with two men simultaneously. After a while, Yin Shengmeng pulled his penis out of my mouth. He leaned down and gazed deeply into my eyes, as if trying to see into my heart. Then, he leaned forward and gently kissed my lips. We then kissed passionately. To be honest, I had never experienced such a sweet kiss in my entire life. In an instant, my whole body trembled involuntarily. I realized I had fallen in love with Yin Shengmeng at first sight. I don't know why, but I suddenly fell in love with Yin Shengmeng. I felt he was my true dream lover. After a while, I thrust my hips forward, and Ye Jianmin's large penis withdrew from my vagina. I gestured for Yin Shengmeng and Ye Jianmin to switch positions. Yin Shengmeng moved behind me, and I voluntarily raised my long, white legs. In an instant, I felt the head of Yin Shengmeng's large penis pressing against the groove between my labia majora. Then, I happily experienced the dreamlike feeling of his large penis inch by inch penetrating my vagina. At the same time, Ye Jianmin lay in front of me, kneading my pair of white, full breasts. We kissed passionately, while Yin Shengmeng's large penis rapidly thrust in and out of my vagina. I felt waves of uncontrollable pleasure emanating from my vagina. I gently bit Ye Jianmin's large penis in rhythm with his thrusts. The three of us were like playing a beautiful melody. Soon, all three of us reached our peak of sexual climax, the three orgasms intertwining joyfully like a volcanic eruption. We all screamed loudly in unison. My naked body rolled around on the bed with pleasure, Ye Jianmin holding me tightly with his strong arms, preventing me from falling off the bed. Chapter 8 I'm Pregnant with Yin Shengmeng's Child Suddenly, I screamed with excitement, feeling Yin Shengmeng's large penis thrust violently inside my vagina. Then, a stream of hot, sticky semen shot deep into my vagina, filling it completely in no time. I could even feel his semen shooting into my uterus. Instinctively, I bit Ye Jianmin's large penis hard, and in an instant, he also ejaculated involuntarily. My mouth and vagina were filled with the man's semen. I was sandwiched between the two men, making love to them frantically for over an hour. All night long, I made love to Yin Shengmeng and Ye Jianmin until I fell asleep, exhausted. As a woman, I had never experienced such pleasure. Of course, I did the most wanton and shameful thing a woman can do. The next morning, I sneaked back to my home. I saw my husband still sleeping, and there was a pile of toilet paper on the floor next to the bed. I knew he must have masturbated last night. So, I tiptoed into the kitchen to make breakfast. About an hour later, my husband got up. We sat at the table and ate breakfast in silence. I told my husband everything I had done the night before. I admitted to him that I had slept with two men at the same time. My husband was furious. However, I remained calm. I coldly told him that he could choose to divorce me at any time. I told him that my whole being, including my body, belonged to Ye Jianmin, and he had the right to demand that I have sex with his friend. After hearing my explanation, my husband could only helplessly lower his head and continue eating breakfast. At this point, I no longer cared about my marriage. I was an independent woman, a lonely woman. I had the right to choose which man I slept with, and even the right to have sex with two men at the same time. This had nothing to do with my husband, and he had no right to stop me. From then on, I became addicted to the feeling of having sex with two men simultaneously. I didn't feel ashamed of it. I knew some women who pretended to be virtuous would despise my behavior. However, as a woman, I understood the psychology of those women who pretended to be virtuous. In reality, they dreamed of having sex with several men at the same time, even at the cost of being gang-raped. During this period, all I wanted was to satisfy my sexual desires. I especially enjoyed having sex with Yin Shengmeng. To be honest, I had fallen deeply in love with him and was hopelessly addicted. However, this happy period didn't last long. Two months later, Yin Shengmeng started frequently visiting Ye Jianmin's house, which made me miss him even more. One day, I casually asked Ye Jianmin why. He told me that Yin Shengmeng had recently found a girlfriend and they planned to get married soon. After hearing Ye Jianmin's story, I felt terrible. I couldn't bear the thought of the man I loved marrying another girl; it was a huge blow to me. Even though I knew perfectly well that I was a married woman with a child and was living with Ye Jianmin, I just couldn't accept the fact that Yin Shengmeng was marrying another girl. My heart was filled with jealousy and frustration. I didn't want to lose the man I loved so easily. A few days later, I managed to get Yin Shengmeng's phone number from Ye Jianmin. I secretly called him and told him directly that I wanted to have sex with him. He readily agreed. From then on, behind my husband's back and that of my lover Ye Jianmin, I would secretly meet Yin Shengmeng at hotels two or three times a month, which made our sex even more intense. At the same time, I continued to have sex with Ye Jianmin every Saturday night, but Yin Shengmeng never came again, which made me feel like I was missing out on the pleasure of sex. Yin Shengmeng's wedding date was getting closer and closer, and my mood was becoming more and more irritable. I am a woman who can't keep things to myself, but I couldn't tell anyone about my distress. I couldn't tell my husband, Gai Lin, nor could I tell my lover, Ye Jianmin. It was late at night, but I lay in bed unable to fall asleep. My husband was fast asleep beside me. I stroked my body, recalling the events of the past six months. I knew I had betrayed my husband by sleeping with Ye Jianmin, and I had betrayed him by falling in love with the man I truly loved—Yin Shengmeng, a boy three years younger than me. But now, I was about to lose Yin Shengmeng. He was getting married next month to his girlfriend, a girl I hated but didn't even know. Faced with all this, I felt so helpless, my heart filled with frustration. I unconsciously stroked my abdomen and inner thighs, imagining what it would feel like to make love with Yin Shengmeng. Suddenly, a strange thought flashed through my mind: I was only a 26-year-old woman, still young and beautiful. Since I couldn't keep Yin Shengmeng, I could at least have a child with him, a testament to our love. The thought of all this made my heart pound with anxiety. I knew it would mean the breakdown of my marriage, and I might also lose my lover, Ye Jianmin. But I couldn't care less about any of that now. From then on, I chose the days when I was most fertile and had sex with Yin Shengmeng multiple times, completely unaware of my plans. A month later, just as I had hoped and feared, I became pregnant. The child was Yin Shengmeng's, although I wasn't entirely sure if it was Ye Jianmin's, since I had sex with him every Saturday night. However, I treated it as if it were Yin Shengmeng's child, which made my heart ache considerably. That night, I secretly told Ye Jianmin about the pregnancy. He seemed very excited; he thought the child in my belly was his. He knew I was definitely going to divorce my husband, and he was busy preparing for our new home. Yin Shengmeng's wedding was postponed for several months for some reason, which gave me a sense of schadenfreude. However, my body couldn't wait any longer; my belly slowly swelled, and I could no longer hide the fact that I was pregnant. Actually, I didn't want to hide it from my husband at all. He glared at my slightly protruding belly through gritted teeth; he knew very well that I was pregnant.He knew the child in my belly wasn't his, and he began preparing for the divorce. My divorce proceedings were complicated and cumbersome. According to regulations, I couldn't divorce during my pregnancy; I could only do so after the child was born. Yin Shengmeng, after much effort, finally married the girl I hated. My lover, Ye Jianmin, and I were both invited to the wedding. At the ceremony, I flirted with Yin Shengmeng without restraint. Perhaps my pregnant belly made his new wife completely unaware of any suspicion. Behind Ye Jianmin's back, I secretly told Yin Shengmeng that the child in my belly was his. He was so surprised he couldn't speak for a long time. However, I felt extremely proud; it gave me a strange sense of accomplishment. Fortunately, Yin Shengmeng treated me very well. Perhaps he truly loved me; he readily accepted the child in my belly. More than half a year passed in a flash, and I successfully gave birth to a boy. The child was very handsome; I knew at a glance that he was Yin Shengmeng's child. Two years later, I divorced my husband. Soon after, I married Ye Jianmin. He seemed to love my child very much; he didn't suspect anything, which made me feel inexplicably guilty. Yin Shengmeng would occasionally visit me and my child. He recognized the child as his immediately, and I could tell he adored my child, constantly buying him all sorts of gifts. Ye Jianmin and I moved to the other side of the city, and we resumed our mundane lives. Occasionally, when Ye Jianmin wasn't home, Yin Shengmeng would secretly visit me and my child. We would make love like long-lost lovers, indulging in the pleasures of our affair. This added a lot of color to my otherwise uneventful life, even to this day. My life continues in its ordinariness: husband, child, and lover; marriage, adultery, and sex—this is the reality of my life—that of a beautiful but lonely woman.

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