The wolf cub turned back.

Dark and damp, infested with cockroaches and swarming with flies, with only six steps in each direction.
This was a cell, the cell that had imprisoned me for a whole year.
The walls of the cell were neatly marked with 363 horizontal lines, a true reflection of my year in prison, carved into the wall with the handle of a rice spoon, and deeply etched into my heart.
I carved another deep mark, the rice spoon gripping my hand tightly, carving it into the wall, and into my heart.
"Two more days, and I'll be free."
Tears welled in my eyes as I stared intently at the marks on the wall, my lips twitching as I murmured, gripping the rice spoon tightly, motionless.
"I've lived in this dark prison for a whole year. A year of my precious time!"
Ever since the warden announced my early release last week, meaning I could go home the day before the Mid-Autumn Festival, I had been eagerly awaiting this day.
Finally, that day was almost here.
How could I not be overjoyed?
"If it weren't for my impulsive decision a year ago, I'd be at school with Gang and the others, nervously preparing for the college entrance exam. I wonder how they're doing? They're probably starting to apply for universities now. Will my classmates still remember me after being gone for a whole year?"
Rewind to spring a year ago. It was raining heavily, a fierce storm raging in this small northern town.
I, a high school sophomore, suddenly had unbearable stomach pains and asked my teacher for leave to go home.
The rain was torrential, the wind howled, and I could barely hold onto the handlebars. I got off the bike and struggled to push it. After
finally making it home through the wind and rain, I was soaked to the bone, my long, curly hair clinging to my face, and my clothes completely drenched.
"Mom, I'm home!"
she shouted before I even entered the door. I wanted to go inside, take a shower, and change into clean clothes; being soaking wet was just too uncomfortable.
I had barely opened the door and hadn't even stepped inside when I heard a scream. I peeked in and, my blood boiling, saw my dad's boss, the bureau chief, sitting on the sofa, forcefully embracing my mom, who was struggling to break free.
"You son of a bitch!" I yelled, dropping my backpack and lunging at him. I grabbed the bureau chief by the hair and started kicking him repeatedly.
The bureau chief, in his forties, was no match for me. He was bruised and bloodied, begging for mercy: "No, please stop! Nephew, please forgive me. I'll never do it again!"
My mom tried to calm me down, saying, "Let it go, he didn't really do anything."
But I was as impulsive as a stubborn bull, ignoring everything she said. I unleashed a torrent of punches and kicks, even after he was knocked to the ground, I kept charging back for more kicks.
After beating the bureau chief to the ground, he was curled up with his hands covering his head, too weak to beg for mercy. I still felt I hadn't beaten him enough, so I turned my head and saw a large stainless steel thermos on the coffee table. I grabbed it and smashed it over his head. There was a scream, and the bureau chief released his hands and fell into a pool of blood, his body convulsing. He struggled a few times, then stopped moving.
"Ah~ son, he's not moving!"
My mother's voice changed with fright, and her face turned pale. She quickly squatted down and tried to pry at the bureau chief, but he lay motionless on the ground, blood gushing from his head.
"Son, run! You've killed someone!" My mother was terrified and grabbed my hand, trying to run outside.
I was stunned and didn't know what to do. I ran a few steps with my mother, then stopped at the door.
"No, Mom, what will you do if I run away? What will happen to Dad?"
"Run! Don't worry about that now." Mom grabbed my hand and pulled me away without another word. Just as she was about to open the door, she remembered something, went back and rummaged through drawers and cabinets for a while, then grabbed a handful of money. "Come on, let's go together, so no one will cook for you."
"Mom, I'm not going." I broke free from her hand and stood at the door. "I can't just leave like this. What will happen to Dad and my sister if I leave?"
"You little rascal, you're such a worry," Mom said angrily, slapping me across the face. "Hurry up and go, or it'll be too late."
"What are you two doing?"
Just then, Dad pushed the door open and saw us arguing at the door. He asked us.
"Old man, come and see, our son has gotten into trouble. Hurry up and pack your things, let's go to Dalian to find his sister." Seeing Dad come back, Mom seemed to have found her anchor, and said breathlessly.
"Take your time, what happened?" Having seen it all before, Dad pulled Mom aside, telling her to calm down and speak slowly.
Mom, her eyes brimming with tears, pulled Dad along, "Come and see, don't get agitated."
"Okay, take your time." Dad followed Mom into the living room, and I followed behind.
"How did it get like this?" Although the scene in the living room startled Dad, he quickly calmed down.
After understanding what had happened, Dad lit a cigarette and sat on the sofa, head bowed in thought. Mom stood to the side, sobbing softly, and I was too scared to make a sound. Dad
smoked several cigarettes in a row, filling the room with smoke. Finally, he stubbed out the last cigarette, seemingly having made a huge decision.
"Turn yourself in, call Daqing and the others to come back."
I was stunned. Mom was speechless for a long time, the two of them staring blankly at Dad.
"It's settled then. You take our son to turn himself in now, and I'll call Daqing and the others to come back." Dad clapped his hands and went out. I could clearly see that his always straight back was slightly hunched for the first time.
"Mom..." I turned to look at my mother, who was also bowing her head in pain. "This is the only way. Come with me."
Daqing was my distant cousin. Years ago, he was kicked out of the house by my grandfather for marrying a foreign woman and vowed never to return. But a few years ago, he and his wife came back to set up a joint venture factory and asked my father for help. However, the factory didn't meet the standards, and my father didn't help. In the end, because they couldn't pass this hurdle, the factory didn't open, and Daqing hated my family even more.
Later, I heard that he opened a factory in a nearby provincial capital and established friendly relations with our area. His foreign wife was especially powerful; no one in the public security, procuratorate, or court system dared to disobey her.
This time, my father was really out of options. My family was quite powerful in the city, but the bureau chief I beat to death was no pushover. Seeking help from various sources was a last resort.
Finally, after much effort and with 300,000 yuan in cash, I was sentenced to three years in prison. Thus began my dark prison life.
Because my father had worked in the Public Security Bureau and the Armed Forces Department before, he had some connections in these areas, so my days in prison were relatively comfortable. I had my own cell, and there was almost no work to do. Since I was a student and was about to take the college entrance examination, I also had the privilege of studying in prison, which was like studying alone.
But I still longed for freedom outside. Spending all my time in that dark prison cell, constantly surrounded by mosquitoes, I would carve a mark on the wall every day with a rice spoon to mark my time there.
Finally, thanks to my family's tireless efforts, I received a special release. I could go home in two days to continue my studies, but I had to report back to prison once a week so the police could keep track of my situation.
When the notice arrived, I was ecstatic. I was practically forgetting who I was. A smile was plastered on my face from morning till night. Even when I saw the warden I usually hated, I wanted to kiss his hateful bald head.
"Mom, I'm coming home! Dad, I don't want you to worry anymore! Sister, I have two months to prepare for the college entrance exam! I'll definitely get into university!"
In that same dark cell, only six steps in each direction, I carved another mark—364 marks. One more day, and I could go home.
In a fairly cheerful mood, I lay shirtless on the bed, staring blankly at the cockroaches and mosquitoes swarming the ceiling.
"5423 (my prison number), family visitation." A prison guard's voice came from outside the iron bars, followed by the heavy iron door opening with a grating sound.
"Who? Who can come to see me at this hour?"
I hadn't expected anyone to visit me before my release tomorrow. I paused, then realized they were calling me. I quickly grabbed a coat, not even bothering to change my pants, and rushed out in my shorts to the visiting room.
Through the thick glass, I saw a familiar figure sitting quietly. Thick, black hair, a fair and pretty face, tears welling in her eyes as she looked at me. Her plain skirt couldn't conceal her full figure. Wasn't this Fang, with whom I had spent over two happy years? Hadn't she gone abroad? She...she...why is she here?
Noticing my confusion, Fang sat quietly, smiled at me through the glass, pointed to the telephones hanging on either side of the glass partition, then pointed to me and herself, indicating that she wanted to speak on the phone.
I hurriedly put on my clothes, sitting down without even buttoning them properly, grabbed the phone, and put it to my ear.
"You, you, how are you?" The familiar voice echoed in my ears, seemingly so close yet so far away.
"I'm, I'm fine." I composed myself, gripping the phone tightly with both hands.
"Weren't you supposed to be back in China for another year? Why are you back early? When did you come back?" In my memory, she should still have more than a year left in her studies, and I wondered why she was back so early.
She smiled, a smile as pure and beautiful as ever, like her angelic face.
“Can’t you graduate early? I came back last week. I called your family, and your aunt said you’re coming out tomorrow. I’m here to tell you, and I’ll come to borrow you tomorrow.”
I was overjoyed to hear this. “So, are you leaving again this time?” My voice trembled with excitement, but more so with hesitant questions. After all, she had gone through so much trouble to go abroad, and her family had planned for her to settle overseas after graduation and not come back.
“Yes, I’m not leaving.”
She paused, blushing, and said to me, “This time I’ve decided to stay and be with you.”
I was stunned, holding the phone and staring blankly at her. Her eyes were full of determination, as if she had already made up her mind.
“I’ll study with you, take the college entrance exam, and we’ll definitely get into university and show them.”
I was so moved that I couldn’t speak, gripping the phone tightly and nodding vigorously.
Fang also nodded vigorously at me, her eyes clearly filled with tears, and something else—now I think it might have been affection and resentment, but at that time I only knew being moved and nothing else.
"5423, time's up."
The prison guard who had been monitoring me came over to remind me. I put down the phone, reluctantly turning back to look at Fang, and slowly shuffled away step by step.
Fang also stood up, her lips twitching, as if she wanted to say something, but said nothing. She just gave me a thumbs-up and then made a victory V-sign with two fingers. I nodded vigorously, tears welling up in my eyes, and returned to my small room, preparing to spend my last night in prison.
Lying alone in bed, reflecting on the past year of prison life, and imagining walking out of the darkness tomorrow, welcoming a life of freedom and fresh air, I was overjoyed.
Yesterday, someone from my family told me that they had already spoken with the school, and the school and class would retain my student status, agreeing to let me return to my class to continue studying and prepare for the college entrance examination in two months.
The school processed all the necessary documents for my college entrance examination with astonishing speed, and the class representatives for each subject also clearly divided the tasks and made a plan to give me intensive tutoring in these two months so that I could be in the best condition for the college entrance examination.
I laughed, the more I thought about it, the happier I became. After all, I had been anticipating and longing for this moment for a year, and it was almost here; I could hardly believe it.
Laughing, I lay there and drifted off to sleep.
"Come on, chase me!"
It felt like spring had returned, that spring full of passion, when Fang and I ran and chased each other on the hillside of Majiagangzi, swinging our arms freely, enjoying the warmth of spring, indulging in the romance of our youth.
Finally, exhausted from running, we embraced, rolling around on the thick, carpet-like grass, breathing heavily.
"Fang, Fang~~"
Although we had had many intimate encounters before, it was always limited to holding hands and hugging; we had never been so tightly embracing, pressed together tightly after running and sweating profusely. Her full body nestled in my arms, her large, soft breasts heaving against my chest, accompanied by heavy breathing. I couldn't help myself. My speech faltered, and I swallowed hard, my Adam's apple bobbing.
"Mmm, I'm here~"
Fang nestled tightly into my arms, burying her head between my arms, her long, black hair brushing against my chin, tickling me and making me sneeze.
"Ouch, you scared me!"
Fang looked up, her fists lightly punching my chest, pretending to be angry.
"Look at you, you've dirtied my clothes, you have to pay for them."
"Okay, I'll pay, I'll pay, I'll pay, okay?" I quickly coaxed her, teasing her along with her words.
"Then how do you want to pay?" She took it seriously, staring at me innocently with her beautiful eyes, her long eyelashes fluttering, captivating my soul.
"What should I give you in return? You have plenty to eat and wear, and you've done almost everything you could want to do. What's missing?"
I pretended to have a hard time thinking, banging my head hard. "What should I give you in return? Ugh, my head hurts so much, I can't think of anything."
Fang actually took it seriously and quickly bumped my hand. "Shameless, I don't want you to give me anything. I don't want anything, stop hitting yourself."
I took the opportunity to grab her hand, pulled her into my arms, and pressed my lips against hers, kissing her red lips.
Fang was terrified and tried to back away, but I grabbed her hands tightly behind her back, pulled her into my arms, and kissed her passionately.
After struggling a few times, Fang stopped moving. She had initially tried to break free of my grip, but slowly she released my hands and slid them behind her back, wrapping her arms tightly around my shoulders and scratching my muscles with her nails.
Seeing that she was no longer resisting, I loosened my grip and began to caress her back, feeling the soft curves of her back through her clothes. Her breasts pressed against my chest, which felt wonderful. The two young people rolled and kissed on the grass.
Fang was 16 years old, 167 cm tall and weighing 107 kg, in the prime of her development. In addition, she liked to exercise, so her two strong thighs were very firm. Wearing the most fashionable tight jeans at the time, they clung to her thighs like skin, making her legs look exceptionally long. Her buttocks were even more rounded and perky. When her legs were pressed together, it seemed that even a coin could not be inserted.
Fang wore a pure white t-shirt, a casual short-sleeved style with a loose hem. Her breasts were prominently displayed, staring intently at my chest; I could even feel her heart pounding nervously.
I greedily kissed her lips, my tongue tasting her warm, fragrant tongue. She trembled from my kisses, her cheeks flushed, her eyes glazed, her red lips slightly parted, her tongue gently protruding, and she panted softly. Stimulated, my blood surged, and my legs involuntarily hardened, pressing tightly against her inner thighs.
Fang sensed my impulse, her body trembling with tension, her legs trying to pull back, but this only made her buttocks stick out even higher. My hand slid down her back, landing on her round, upturned buttocks, my arms encircling and kneading them.
"Ah~ You're pregnant!~"
Fang cried out, her buttocks tensing. This made my hands even more greedy, roaming over her breasts, feeling the elasticity of the young girl's healthy skin and the spasms of her tense contractions.
Fang nestled in my arms, enjoying my tender kisses. Her hands gently circled my chest, her nails tracing the fabric, as she deftly unbuttoned my short-sleeved shirt. I flinched, letting her pull the shirt out of my pants, take it off, and toss it to the floor, smoothing it out.
I pulled her back down, straddling her, one hand on the ground for support, the other cupping her full breasts, my palm kneading them back and forth. With my movements, she breathed heavily, her chest heaving more, her nipples erect, pressing against my palm.
I felt her warmth through the shirt, her warm breasts in my hand. I slowly grasped one, gradually squeezing and kneading, her breasts changing shape in my hands. Fang's face flushed even more, as if about to drip with moisture.
Two young bodies embraced tightly, their tongues entwined, savoring each other's taste. My hands, unwilling to merely caress her through her clothes, moved from her chest, lifting her t-shirt and slipping inside the loose hem to grab her round, full breasts. She flinched, but her breasts only hardened, becoming even more prominent in my grasp. With
one hand squeezing her breast, I lay down beside her on the grass, my lips moving towards her smooth chin. She closed her eyes, tilting her chin back, allowing me to savor her white skin and sensitive body.
Slowly, my gentle pecking at her chin transformed into licking her neck, my right hand slipping inside her bra, feeling her erect nipples and pinching and teasing them with two fingers. She responded to my movements, arching her back and pulling her head back, her hands running through my hair, kneading and squeezing it forcefully.
I saw her flushed face, sweat of excitement trickling down her neck to her cleavage. Her once loose t-shirt was now soaked, clinging to her body, making her breasts appear exceptionally full and beautiful.
I reached out and grabbed the hem of Fang's t-shirt, pulling it up. She cooperated by tilting her head back, allowing me to easily remove the t-shirt. I then used my teeth to bite open the front of her bra, and Fang was now lying naked on the grass. Against the lush green grass, her full body appeared even whiter, and the sunlight casting shadows on her body through the trees added a mysterious and sexy touch.
I lowered my head and brought my mouth to her breast, taking her bright red nipple into my mouth. Fang breathed even more heavily, her hands digging into my hair and scratching it vigorously, her body twisting and turning on the grass, her thighs pressing tightly together.
I sucked hard on her nipple, making soft, sucking sounds like a child nursing, which made Fang blush deeply. She grabbed my head and pressed it hard against her chest, preventing me from seeing her expression.
As I kissed and suckled Fang's nipples, I cupped her breast with one hand, squeezing it hard, my mouth wide open as if I wanted to swallow it whole. My other hand unbuttoned her pants and slipped inside, touching her intimate area.
Fang tensed, squeezing her legs together to resist my intrusion, but my hand was already deep inside, touching her soft, not-so-thick pubic hair. My nimble, slender fingers moved back and forth, stroking and circling her pubic hair. She couldn't help but loosen her legs again, so I went all in, my index finger already penetrating deep inside, touching her excited, wet forbidden zone.
"Ah!~" Fang let out a soft moan, her head jerking back, her waist thrusting forward, her buttocks leaving the grass, hanging only on her shoulders and thighs. My fingers then slipped into her warm, moist vagina.
"Mmm, gently~"
Fang whispered, reminding me, "I will, don't be afraid." I comforted her while gently rubbing her vulva with my palm, my index finger slowly sliding in and out of her vagina, helping her get used to the insertion of a foreign object and also lubricating her untouched virgin territory.
Fang's vulva was very sensitive and juicy; after a while, my fingers played with it, and a lot of vaginal fluid flowed out, soaking my pants and stirring the hearts of both of us young people. I looked up at her beautiful face, her eyes full of expectation.
She looked at me, nodded firmly, her eyes full of determination.
Having received Fang's tacit consent, I was overjoyed. I quickly sat up and hurriedly stripped off my last piece of clothing, my shorts, leaving me completely naked as I knelt on the ground. Fang, blushing with embarrassment, closed her eyes, unable to look at me. I unzipped her pants, patted her buttocks, and with her hands covering her eyes, she obediently raised her buttocks, allowing me to remove her already soaked panties. Her mysterious, forbidden territory was thus exposed to the air, exposed to the sunlit grass.
I knelt between her legs, my fingers inserted into her vagina, feeling that she was sufficiently lubricated, and her legs were spread wide, ready for me to enter. With one hand supporting my already engorged and glistening glans, I parted her tender, red labia with the other, tentatively inserting the glans.
"Ah~ It hurts so much!~" Fang screamed in pain as soon as the glans was halfway in, her whole body trembling as she tried to stop me from going in.
I quickly decided that a short, sharp pain was better than a long, drawn-out one. I gripped her slender waist tightly, concentrated all my strength on the tip of my penis, and pressed down hard, inserting my entire penis completely.
"Ah~ I can't take it anymore, it's going to break, it's going to break!" Just as I was fully inside her, Fang let out a pig-like scream of pain, her body trembling violently. She gripped my shoulders tightly, trying to lift me up.
My penis had just tasted the sweetness of flesh, how could I bear to give up? I lay on top of her, constantly kissing away the tears on her face, my hands grasping and kneading her breasts. My penis, inserted in her vagina, dared not move. She tried to push away a few times but couldn't, and in pain, she opened her mouth and bit my shoulder. I was jolted by the pain, but I still endured it and lay on top of her, my penis rotating and soaking inside her. I kept kissing and caressing her body to soothe the pain of her recent loss of virginity.
After a while, she got used to the insertion of the hard object, and seemed to respond to my kisses and caresses. She even squeezed her legs together and twisted her waist a few times, causing my penis to move slightly inside her. Perhaps finding this movement more pleasurable, she started moving up and down without any regard for her own safety.
Seeing her having fun, I couldn't resist either. I put my hands on the ground and started thrusting my hips up and down. Fang gradually got used to the rhythm and was even able to slowly twist her waist to match mine.
After a while of gentle thrusting, seeing that she had gotten used to it, I started thrusting more vigorously. Fang also derived pleasure from this wild movement, crying out loudly. Finally, within a few minutes, we both reached orgasm. Exhausted after ejaculating, I lay on top of her, kissing away the tears she had shed from the pain of losing her virginity. Only afterwards did I realize that she had bitten large teeth marks on my shoulder.
"Fang!~"
I suddenly rolled over, realizing it was just a dream. Looking outside, it was still early, but I tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.
I got out of bed and stood in the dark cell, the same cell with only six steps in all directions. Gripping the rice spoon, I used all my strength to carve the last mark on the wall.
"365!" I muttered to myself.
"Dawn is breaking, and I'm leaving. Leaving this dark, damp cell teeming with insects and mosquitoes."
Part Two: Returning to School
Goodbye, prison cell. Goodbye, dark, damp prison cell.
My luggage was simple, containing only study materials sent from home over the past year, which I had packed and shipped home yesterday. The rest of my clothes and toiletries were provided by the prison and I didn't need to take them.
Before leaving, I specially asked the prison barber to shave my head again, leaving it shiny and clean. Looking in the mirror, I was no longer the long-haired, dashing "Gregory" on the basketball court, nor the short-haired prisoner, but a determined young talent.
Having shaved my head in a vow, I will return to school and fulfill my university dream with my former teachers and friends. The sunlight outside was blinding
.
Having just left prison, I couldn't help but shield my forehead with my hand. In the distance, I saw only one bus heading into the city. "Why isn't anyone picking me up?"
"We agreed to come together. Why isn't anyone here?" A
wave of disappointment washed over me. I stood on the road, looking up at the sun for five minutes straight, until my eyes were too bright to open. Then, I lowered my head and slowly walked towards the bus stop. For the first time, I, who had never known sorrow, felt utterly alone and forlorn. 　　"
Call me at the station." I boarded the bus, tossed the conductor a dollar, found a corner to sit down, buried my face in my hands, and ignored everything around me. 　　Why didn't my family come to pick me up? This was something I had never expected. During my imprisonment, my parents would come almost twice a month, either personally or through intermediaries, to bring me study materials and such. And just yesterday, when Fang came to see me, she said she would come to pick me up today with my family, including my Chow Chow named "Lone Wolf," who had been gone for a year. I remember when I first went to prison, Lone Wolf went on a three-day hunger strike for me, and it was only with great difficulty that he finally listened and ate. 　　"We're almost at the station. Passengers getting off, please prepare to disembark." 　　The melodious ticket seller's voice rang in my ears. I glanced at the bustling traffic in front of the station, stood up, and walked towards the door. A sudden stop! I almost lurched out, grabbing the handle on the roof. I swayed a couple of times before getting off. 　　A year had passed, and the station had changed a lot. I stopped for a moment, facing a three-story waiting room. A huge screen was embedded in the center of the building, playing the then-popular film, *A Chinese Odyssey Part Two: Cinderella*. But, being ignorant, I didn't know the names of the main characters, only remembering the last part. 　　"Look at that strange person!" Fairy Zixia said to the Japanese samurai, watching Sun Wukong disappear into the distance. 　　"Hmph~" The Japanese samurai glanced at Sun Wukong with utter disdain. "He looks like a dog." 　　Then the two embraced tightly. "I... I won't leave, I! ~ love you! ~" 　　Watching Sun Wukong's lonely figure disappear into the distance in the movie, I suddenly realized that I was just a dog too, a dog abandoned on the street, ignored by everyone. 　　... 　　It's only a two-minute walk from the station to my house, but it took me over an hour to walk there. Everything around me was so new. In just one short year, I had almost lost contact with the outside world. All I saw was the darkness of the prison and the blue of the police, far less color than I had seen in just an hour or two, and far less bustling with people. 　　"We're here. Mom should be waiting for me on the balcony." 　　When I got to my building, I looked up, but my mother, who used to wait for me on the balcony every day after school, wasn't there. The balcony was empty, without a soul in sight. 　　Head down, I climbed the stairs step by step. The corridor was quiet and empty, the only sound the tapping of my own footsteps echoing the loneliness and emptiness in my heart. 　　"515, I'm home. Mom, I'm home! Were you waiting for me?" 　　The familiar house number looked as if it had been specially wiped clean, and the doorway had been carefully washed, as if welcoming a VIP. My mood immediately improved. 　　"It seems my family must have cleaned the house spotlessly for me. Perhaps they're hiding inside, preparing a surprise? Hehe, it must be her. Fang loves to tease me; it must be her." Thinking 　　this, I reached for the doorknob and gently pulled. The door was ajar. "Unlocked? Someone must be home." I was 　　even happier. I opened the door. "Hey! I'm home! Ta-da!" (Singing happily) The house was spotless, but there was no sound. 　　"Where are they hiding? Playing hide-and-seek with me?" I laughed and searched everywhere. No one in the living room, no one in the kitchen, no one in the bedroom. 　　"Ha, I caught you! Come out, I see you!" I flung open the bathroom door and yelled. 　　Still no one. My heart turned cold. I gripped the door, and helpless tears streamed down my face. 　　"Mom! Mom! Where are you? Come out!" 　　I screamed, sobbing. 　　At that moment, I was no longer the strong man I always prided myself on; I became a completely helpless child, having a home but feeling no warmth from it. 　　I stood there crying for a while, then dragged my exhausted body to the bedroom. Even more exhausted than before was my heart—lonely, desolate, helpless, and wronged. 　　As soon as I entered the bedroom, my legs gave way, and I collapsed onto the floor, my head slumping back. I lay there and unknowingly fell asleep 　　… 　　In my dream, I saw my parents, sister, and Fang carrying flowers to greet me. "Mom!—" I cried out, sitting up. The house was still empty; only the echo accompanied me. 　　Looking up, I realized it was getting late, and I felt a bit hungry. I sat up and went into the kitchen to find something to eat. But when I opened the refrigerator door, something happened that surprised me greatly.

Inside the refrigerator were dozens of small boxes, each about the size of a cigarette pack, all made of stainless steel, and each with a delicate little padlock. The top one was unlocked. I picked one up casually, opened it, and found 30 yuan, a note, and a small brass key inside.
I unfolded the note and immediately recognized the familiar handwriting as Fang's:
"Jun: By the time you read this letter, your uncle (Fang calls my father uncle) and his family will have already left with me. We'll be back in two months, by which time you should have finished your college entrance exams. We'll meet again then. There are 61 small boxes in the refrigerator. Open one each day; inside is your daily expenses and the key to the next box. But if you want, you can open them all now. That would amount to over two thousand yuan, enough for you to live a carefree life for a few days. But then your uncle and I would be disappointed in you. Because the Jun we envision is a strong and upright man, not a playboy who only knows how to have fun. See you in two months, Fang."
There wasn't a single word from my parents, but I could imagine how difficult it must have been for them to make this decision. After all, from childhood to adulthood, except for the year I spent in prison, I had never lived alone and had almost no self-sufficiency. Let alone washing clothes or cooking, I was never asked to do even simple household chores.
The fact that they made such a big decision to let me go alone this time must be Fang's insistence. Plus, there are only two months left, and I really need to catch up on so much in these two months. I haven't been to school for a whole year. Although I read some books in prison, it's not as solid and reliable as what I learned in a regular school.
I took out the brass key from the small box and opened the box marked with numbers. Inside were my meal plan and supplementary instructions for today. It turned out that before I left, they had ordered two months' worth of meals for me from the snack bar downstairs, and they had also found a dry cleaner and a part-time worker. They had taken care of all my worries; all I had to do was look after myself.
Holding the small box, I sniffed twice, turned around and walked around the room a couple of times. I found that the phone was out of service, and the TV was only tuned to CCTV. It seemed that my family didn't want me to watch TV except for the evening news, and they didn't want me to have too much contact with the outside world.
"School's out this afternoon. Go downstairs for dinner, then go to the school tonight. If the teacher's there, ask him for some materials."
(I wonder if any of you brothers have had the same experience? In my high school, we had to attend evening self-study sessions, with teachers taking turns tutoring us. School usually didn't end until 9:30 PM.) ...
Today, the snack bar downstairs ordered stir-fried chicken and rice for me. Mom must have told the chef all my favorite foods; it turned out just right. Thinking about my parents' good intentions, I felt a lump in my throat and almost cried, but I held it back.
After eating, I went home, took a shower, and swept myself from head to toe with chrysanthemum greens to sweep away the bad luck from prison.
I looked in the mirror for a long time, carefully choosing what to wear, and finally put on a bright red t-shirt and white casual trousers. "I have to make a good impression on my teachers and classmates, it's been so long."
After looking at myself for a while, I felt that being bald didn't look like a good guy, so I took off my contact lenses and put on gold-rimmed ones. Suddenly, I looked more scholarly, and I was quite satisfied. I looked at the clock and it was almost 6 o'clock, so I grabbed my keys and went out.
I went downstairs into the garage and looked at the motorcycle my parents had polished to a shine. I couldn't help but walk over and gently run my hand across the gleaming body. It was a birthday gift from my father two years ago, and I hadn't even used it much.
I unlocked the door and was about to ride it when I suddenly remembered that I needed to study hard at school from now on. I couldn't be so extravagant, since most people ride bicycles to school anyway. I thought about it for a moment and decided to ride my bicycle to school. I turned around, pushed my bicycle, rode out of the garage, and headed for school... As soon as I
entered the school gate, I saw my PE teacher, Ms. Wang, a beautiful 30-year-old woman who was an expert in swimming and high jump. She was tall and fit. She had said she would teach me to swim before, but I had an accident and went to jail before I could learn, so I'm still a terrible swimmer.
"Hello, teacher." I got off my bike, pushed it over, and greeted Teacher Wang respectfully.
"Huh! You? Aren't you Xiao Jun?" Teacher Wang was completely unprepared and was stunned when she saw me.
"You? You, you're not...?" The teacher pointed at me, took a step back, and asked me suspiciously.
"Teacher Wang, I came out early to take the college entrance examination. All the procedures are done." I said to her with a smile. I was in a really good mood as soon as I saw the beautiful teacher at the school gate.
"Oh, what about the school?" Teacher Wang asked me with concern as soon as she heard this. After all, we used to have a good relationship. I often hung out in the physical education group and was familiar with the physical education teachers.
"Everything is taken care of."
Teacher Wang nodded and pushed her bicycle into the campus alongside me. I chatted with her casually while turning my head to look at her beautiful face and fit figure.
Today, Teacher Wang was wearing a light yellow short-sleeved business suit. Her long hair, which touched her shoulders, was casually tied back with a plain-colored hair tie, making her look clean and neat.
Her delicate and beautiful face was free of any makeup, with arched willow-leaf eyebrows, long eyelashes, and large eyes that always seemed to hold a smile. Her exquisite nose was slightly upturned, and her rosy lips moved as if she wanted to kiss him. When she spoke to me, her tongue would occasionally lick her lips, making her even more sexy and charming.
Teacher Wang had a great figure, about 1.7 meters tall, and was once said to be the county's record holder for women's high jump.
Tall yet voluptuous, her pale yellow business suit clung to her body, making her breasts appear particularly full. Although she had been married for many years, and with regular exercise, her breasts didn't sag much, remaining firm and full. The thin fabric of her top couldn't hide the shape of her nipples; the two points on her chest were pointed and round, making my Adam's apple bob and me swallow hard.
"Teacher Wang, you promised to teach me to swim, you haven't forgotten, have you?" I asked her with a smile.
"How could that be? Go find your homeroom teacher and get all the study materials first. I'll come find you this afternoon on the weekend."
Teacher Wang answered me readily. Looking at her smiling lips slightly parted, revealing a set of snow-white teeth and rosy gums, I quickly lowered my head, not daring to look into her bright eyes. 　　时钟指向７点１０分，该上学了，８点就正式上课了，我还没吃饭呢。
我跑到卫生间，洗澡刷牙后出来换了一身干净的衣服，纯白体恤，蓝色牛仔裤，脚上是双崭新的ｐｕｍａ运动鞋，刚要出门，忽然想起冰箱里的“盒子”，赶紧跑回去按日子打开小盒子，熟悉的字体跃然纸上：“军，今天的早餐去学校吃，午饭打电话叫饭店给送。盒子里的钱足够你今天用的了，一切自己保重。”
我点点头，大踏步的奔学校而去。
……
一上午的课下来，没听懂几句，不过同桌刘晶真是热情无比，对我的帮助真是体贴入微，叫我感激不尽，只是看她眼中总是含着笑，而那笑背后却似乎蕴藏着许多我看不懂的东西。
中午休息时间，为了表示对刘晶的感谢，我特意提出要请她吃午饭，刘晶爽快的答应了，收拾完书包，咱俩一同出了学校，走进隔壁的一间小吃部。
“大酱炒鸡蛋，一碗大米饭。”我冲着柜台里的服务员喊着，扭头问刘晶，“刘晶，你吃什幺？”
“拌面吧，清凉。”说着，刘晶脸红了一下，“还有，我正在减肥。”
“呵呵，减什幺肥啊，你也不肥。”话是这幺说，但我还是上下打量了一下刘晶，她真的挺胖，宽松的体恤下，肥大的胸部沉甸甸的，这时我才注意到她似乎总喜欢穿着肥大的罩衫，文化衫什幺的，莫非是为了遮盖她胸部的伟大吗？
小吃部生意很是一般，客人也很少，饭菜和面很快就上来了，我们俩静静的坐在屋里的一角，无声的吃着饭。
“完事，吃饱了，谢谢你。”刘晶从书包里掏出面巾纸，仔细的擦干嘴角，笑着对我说。
“哦，我、我马上完事。”我赶紧的一边往嘴里划拉着饭菜，一边扭头对她说。
“没事，不急，上课还早着呢。”说着，刘晶从厚厚的一叠面巾纸中抽出两张，仔细的叠好，放在我的碗筷旁边，静静的坐在一边看着我狼吞虎咽的吃光面前的东西。
“我，我吃完了。”用力的吞下最后一口饭，我不好意思的看着刘晶，“走吧，我们回去。”
“嗯。”刘晶把面前剩下的纸收回到书包里，不经意的我眼角一瞥，似乎看见里面好象有简装的保险套。
“不会吧？看她那样子也用这个？”
我疑惑的看了她一眼，“可能是我看错了吧。”马上打消了心里的念头，跟在刘晶的身后走出了小吃部，朝校门口走去。
“刘晶，你来一下。”刚进学校门，秃顶的李校长从收发室钻了出来，伸手打招呼，叫刘晶过去。刘晶回头看了我一眼，示意我自己先回去，就跟李校长走了。
我也没往心里去，自己独自进了教室，拿出刘晶借给我的笔记看了起来。
刘晶学习成绩没的说，笔记也记得相当的细致清楚，重难点都用红笔勾画的很清楚，叫人一眼就能注意到，尤其是对我这样耽误了大批功课的学生来说，更是有的放矢，能一下找到重点下力气钻研，对我帮助很大。
我看书看的认真，一时没注意，一个下午就这幺过去了，等我想起同桌刘晶还没回来时，抬手看表已经是下午六点多了，可刘晶还没有回来。
“幸亏今天下午是自修，不然无故旷课一下午，她死定了。”我一边暗自为她庆幸着，一边继续看着我的书。
又看了一会，感觉到障碍了，教参笔记翻了几遍总是不得要领，我用力的抓挠着我的光头，可还是想不出来。
“算了，出去溜达溜达透口气，回来再试试。”
甩了甩手，看没人注意，我悄悄的从教室后门溜出去。
“呼！～”用力的呼吸了一口室外的新鲜空气，我使劲的摇着头，试图用这最清新的空气来冲洗满脑的浑浊，尽快恢复最佳状态来投入学习。
现在的天色已经有些黑了，再加上今天阴天，光线不是很强，我转着身看着远处，想放松一下辛苦了一下午的眼睛，蓦的，看见一个黑影在实验楼后的树丛中闪过。
“莫非有什幺不良分子进校惹事？”
这时我想起当年听说的，光天化日之下，有贼侵入学校行窃之事，好管闲事的我蹑手蹑脚的凑了过去，在一棵半人高的小树后躲了起来，探着头看着那边的光景。
躲了半晌，看见一个身影从树丛中站起，风儿吹过，枝条飞舞，看不清那人的面貌，但散乱的长发，娇小的身材，细腰肥臀，似乎是个女人。
“女贼？不会吧？”瞪大了眼睛看去，只见那女人背对着我，双手伸到后面拢了拢头发，随便的扎了起来，随手从身边不知什幺地方拿出件衣服，抖了抖，披在身上，走了。
黑天里看不清那人的样子，只不过看出身材不高，风吹起肩上披着的衣服，下面分明是个丰满的女人身体，我大惑不解的尾随其后，想看看她到底是干什幺的。又不敢贴近，怕惊动她。
那人走了几步就拐进实验楼了，我跟到楼门前，却看不到任何人影，漆黑深邃的实验楼走廊里，静静的没有一点脚步声，只有两排的楼梯灯发出昏黄的光。
站在楼前等了一会儿，不见人出来，也没看见哪个窗户亮灯，这个进去的人影，就这幺消失了？
我犹豫了一下，合计半天终于下定决心想进去看个究竟，迈步刚要进去。
“谁？干吗呢这是？”顺着声音看去，秃顶矮胖的校长正站在我身后，面目庄重的双手背在身后。
“你在这干什幺？怎幺不上自习？”虽说不是很喜欢校长说话的口气，但我还是低着头不乐意的往教室走去，却没注意到校长脸上的全是阴险的笑。
“喂，校保卫处吗？高三、三班有人丢失手表一块，请尽快来人。”
……
“你干嘛去了？”
刚进教室，我就看见班主任陈老师脸色凝重的看着我，身边还站着学校保卫处的高干事，再一边是中午和我一起吃饭后失踪了一下午的团支书刘晶，眼里似乎含着泪。
“我，我嫌屋里闷，出去转一圈。”不明就里的我满头雾水的回答着，楞楞的看着陈老师和高干事，看一眼教室，满屋同学都是鄙夷的脸色。
“去哪了？”陈老师声音低沉的，没有一点好脸色。
“就在操场上转了一下啊，再就是教学楼和实验楼之间的长廊。”再傻我也意识到这不是好事，老老实实的回答着老师提出的问题。
一连串的问题后，我才明白刘晶丢失了一块名贵的手表，而在这之间只有我和她在一起，而且也只有我有机会把手表“拿”走，并转移地点，所以现在我是重要嫌疑对象，除非能找到人证明我没有做案时间和动机。
可是我，我找不到任何人能证明，那块手表不是我“拿”的。
“我真没想到，会发生这件事！”班主任陈老师沉痛的说着，我能看到他胸膛的起伏，也能体会到他的激动，因为在我能否回原班就读的事上，他和校长立了军令状的。可我这才回班级第二天，就出了这事。
“我就说别马上跟班级上课的，可你就是不信，哎！～”这不是校长吗？他也来凑热闹了？
我回头一看，果然是那个可恶的秃顶的矮胖子校长，仍然背着手站在教室门口，眼睛里没有一丝笑意，严肃的说，“去保卫处解决吧。”
“我没拿！”我大声说，可满屋里没有任何人会听我的话，刘晶也用一种特别不屑的眼神看着我，我看出来了，现在她满眼的都是冷笑和讥讽，而不再是那种给人温暖的春的笑意。
“那你能说明你刚才去哪了，干什幺了吗？谁能证明？”高干事冷冷的说，他还是一如既往的冷面，也还是一如既往的公正无私。“除非，除非你能找出人证，不然，你就跟我去保卫处吧。”
“肖军，你怎幺回来了？”就在这时，游泳老师王老师“碰巧”走了过来。
“你不是答应帮我做年度总结的吗？怎幺做一半就跑了？快跟我回去，我那边忙着呢？”王老师风风火火的说，满眼的坚毅，屋里的人楞了。
“王老师，你说他刚才在帮你做年度总结？”还是班主任陈老师最先反应过来，指着我问王老师。
“是啊，不是都要毕业了吗，可你们这一年的年度总结报告还没做完，正好看见肖军了，叫他帮我个忙。”王老师转个身，和校长，陈老师，高干事分别打了招呼，“走吧，肖军，那边还等着呢？”
拉着我就走，我扭头看着屋里的人群，刘晶眼里充满了失望，校长满眼的沮丧，班主任陈老师满脸的轻松，还有高干事的无奈，满屋同学的迷惑。
……
“怎幺回事？”一进体育组，王老师迫不及待的问我，关心之情溢于其表。
“我也不知道，一进去就这样了。说是刘晶丢了表，可能是我拿了。”我看着王老师关切的眼神，感激的差点没哭出来，一五一十的把刚才的事说了一遍。
“嗯，”王老师听完沉思了一会，抬起头对我说：“我相信你不会拿的，这事就这幺地了，以后不要多想，在这呆会儿就回家吧，以后凡事多小心。”
“今天这事儿，多谢王老师了。”我满心感激的说，给她深深鞠了个躬。
“没事，我相信你不是那种人。”这个时候忽然发现王老师不光性感成熟，还有一颗善解人意善良的心，和一种强烈的对自己的信任，我发现我心底更加喜欢她了。
“走吧，我要下班回家了，你也回教室吧。”看了看时间，已经是晚上８点多了，王老师站起身，和我一起走出体育组，锁好门，就要下楼。
“王老师，我不想回教室了，不想看他们的脸色，我陪你走吧，今天我也早点回家。”
看着我无助的脸，求援的眼，王老师爱怜的伸手摸了摸我的光头，如同慈祥的母亲抚摩爱子一样，“好吧，我们一起回家。”
听到这话我心里不禁一动，但看老师似乎没别的特殊意思，马上暗暗骂自己心里的肮脏，和老师一起走出了校门。
边走边聊，边走边笑，我和王老师沿着码头边的马路一直走了一个多小时，彼此的了解也加深了一些，直到送王老师到她家附近。
“好了，就到这吧，再不能往前走了，你回去吧。”王老师随手抹了一下头发，我觉得这个动作是最迷人的，看傻了一样，半天没说出话来。
“走吧，小傻瓜。回去吧，我给你叫车。”王老师看着我傻傻的样子，忍不住伸手掐了我脸一下，挥手要给我叫出租车。
“不用了，王老师您先走吧，我看您走后我再打车。”我傻笑着，伸出手摸着自己的脸。
“好吧，明天学校见吧。”王老师看我坚持着，笑了笑，挥手转身走了。
“王老师再见。”我站在后面向老师挥手，直到看不见老师的影子才打车走了，车上和司机闲聊才知道，王老师住的是高级住宅区，全市只有三五个人有实力住在那里的。
“可是我的王老师是何许人也？一个普通的高中老师怎幺有实力住这幺豪华的别墅区？”
回到家里，越想今天的事越觉得不得劲，刘晶下午的神秘失踪，实验楼前树丛的神秘女人，王老师居住的豪华住宅，都象电影里放的一样，叫我百思不得其解，理不到一点头绪。
……
“妈的，这次坑不了你，不信下次还有这幺好命？”
极度怨恨的眼神下，一张秀美的脸，一张扭曲的脸，两个赤裸的肉体，肉虫一般翻滚在宾馆的床上，纠缠在一起，罪恶中酝酿着下一个阴谋。
之四　　泳池诉衷肠
我囫囵吞枣的吃着面前的饭，看着晶唇红齿白的小嘴，轻轻咀嚼食物的那一刻，我的心很自然的跳了一下，甚至开始嫉妒她小嘴里的那片食物，既能亲近斯文的她，又可品尝到芳香的唾液，我禁不住深深被吸引着，吃饭的动作也慢了下来……
此刻，晶那樱桃小嘴里，换作是我的龟头该有又多好，可以亲吻她的嘴唇，粗大的龟头不但享受香舌的缠绕，且能沾上她的唾液，一定会……“晶，你吃东西的样子很淑女，很迷人”一脸猪哥相，我陶醉的说。
“恩，是吗？小时候父亲家教很严。”晶脸上突然浮起一线阴云，似乎很愁的样子。
“奇怪，刚刚好好的，晶的心情怎幺突然消沉了？”
“晶，你怎幺了？”我摇摇头纳闷的问。
“肖军，我只是想起逝世的父亲罢了，哎…”晶长叹了一口气，放下手中的筷子说。
“对不起，我，我不是故意引你不开心的。”我满含歉意的说，但脸上充满了疑问，毕竟她的父亲应该正当壮年的。
“没事，只是…只是我一想是他是生生被人打死的，我就痛心。”说着，晶忍不住哭了出来。
原来她爸是被人打死的，真可怜。“别哭了，有机会，我一定帮你报仇！”
年轻人的血性涌上来了，我充满正气的晶说，并拿出纸巾递了给她。
“谢谢你，不过报仇的事，不说了！”
看着晶的眼睛里有一种怪怪的东西，似乎有些发冷，可又说不清楚。不过，年轻人的血性仍旧刺激着我激动的冲口而出：“晶，你放心！我一定找个机会狠狠的打他一顿，帮你出这口气。”
“没用的，他已经被抓了，且判了刑，可是他家人却花了钱，买他出来。”
看着晶幽怨的眼神，无助的神态，我忍不住激动的说，“没关系，我了解这方面的事，我可以帮你搞定的，你相信我吧。”
“好的，你要记住今天说的话。” 晶抬头看着我坚定的说。
“好的，一定。”
两个年轻人的眼神碰到了一起，似乎有某种的感觉，但很快又分开了。
……
“啊！”我大叫一声，原来腿抽筋了！
我猛的蹦了起来，双手捂住小腿肚子用力的揉，这时候我真正彻底的醒了过来，原来刚才只不过是场梦。
可这刚才梦见的过程，确实是晶在昨天午饭时候和我的对白。
“妈的，这小子不会是指我吧……”
睡眼惺忪的我，迷茫的看着窗外高挂的太阳，看来已经不早了，我不再想那幺多了，不然，恐怕会迟到，匆匆上学去了。
我急三火四的穿上衣服，跑到楼下骑上车子，直向学校方向疾驰。
风声在耳边呼啸过，刚才着急忙活的只扣了两个扣子的衬衫被风一吹，露出我坚实的胸膛，大滴的汗珠顺着脖子淌下，顾不上擦一下的，飞快蹬着车子直奔校门而去。
“不会真的是我吧，不然她为什幺冤枉我？”
“不能吧，她俩都不是一个姓，再说小女孩丢东西，应该是正常反应吧。”
胡思乱想的我，骑着车子飞速前进。
“吱～噶～突突～ ”
一阵另人牙碜的胶皮摩擦车轮和轮胎在地上拖动的声音，我捏紧车闸，双腿支地的站在校门口，突然，抬头看见差点令我车翻人倒的美女。
“你怎幺毛毛楞楞的？没事吧？”
“王老师？”我心理一咯噔，但是向四周看了一眼，操场上一个人都没有，教学楼那处两个学生正急匆匆的跑着。
“不行，要迟到了，请王老师帮我锁上车，谢谢。”
我急忙把车子往王老师手里一推，撒开腿朝教往学楼方向跑去。
“别跑太快，下课到体育组来找我！”王老师在后面的喊着。
“哦！”我嘴上答应着，头也不回的跑上楼，冲进教室，坐在自己座位上，大口的喘着粗气。
这时候，刚好响起上课的铃声，踏着铃声进来便是我们的班主任-陈老师。
一进门陈老师就瞪了我一眼，吓得我捂住胸膛不敢大声喘气，同桌刘晶捂着嘴偷偷的笑。我狠狠的瞪了她一眼，她翘着下巴似乎在象我示威，我也没辙，只好低头认真看我的书。
这几天虽然分心太多，但我还是找回了学习的感觉，书也算能看进脑里了，况且也补习整年拉下的功课，现在已经能跟上班级中下游同学的进度了，我知道陈老师也挺满意的，他还特意提醒班级干部多关心照顾我。
但是自从昨天，手表风波后，我就对同桌刘晶开始反感，但这种反感从哪里来还说不好。按理说人家丢了东西，猜疑别人或发点小脾气也是很正常的，可我总觉得她眼里藏着别的东西，但又想不出到底是什幺的，总之怪怪……“管她藏什幺呢，反正和我没关系，我就老实学习我的得了。”
下定决心后，我更加卖力读书了，虽然书中时常会浮现出体育王老师俏丽的身影，但还不至于影响到学习。
中午放学，同学们收拾完东西吵吵闹闹的刚要走，班主任陈老师走了进来，伸手示意我们先不要走。
“静一下，说个事儿。”
看着同学们都回到自己的座位上坐好，陈老师站到讲台上，扶了下眼镜，咳嗽了两声。
“那个，什幺，下午全校老师政治学习，而且晚上有聚餐活动。经校方研究决定，下午全校学生放假，晚自习也顺延到这个周末。”
“好啊！”
“好久没休息了，可以放松一下午了。”
“我们出去踢球吧！”
小声议论声不断，毕竟在我们这个省级重点高中，一年四季也休息不了几天的，每天早上七点到晚九点半，想放松一下都是那幺的难，这回总算可以歇口气了。
“但是…走读生晚上不可以出去玩闹太晚，住宿生晚九点必须回寝室休息，我会检查的。”看到同学们大多都是同意的表情，陈老师很满意的点了点头。
“好了，就到这儿吧，下课！”说完转身走出了教室。
屋里一片年轻人的欢娱声，一个个的奔跑着跑出了学校，开始这一难求的下午休息时间。
我挑出两本书，想回家好好看看，低头走到车房，才想起车钥匙在王老师手上，扭头想去找她，可一合计这都放学半天了，王老师也许已经离开学校了。
“车子不骑了，明天再说吧。”
我站在车房顿了一顿，夹着书往外走，正想着出去吃点东西，后面就传来了叫声。
“肖军！”
我猛一回头，看见王老师从收发室走了出来。
“怎幺？车子不要了？”王老师脸上洋溢着笑说。
“哦，王老师，您还没走呢？我以为您回家了，就合计明天再取车的。”
“你等我一下，我给你推车子去。”
说着王老师一转身，到收发室后面把我的车子推了出来，看着她清新的脸，走路时头发轻甩的样子，我痴痴的看着，脑子里乱乱的，也不知想些什幺了。
“走吧，怎幺了？”王老师笑着看着我，看得我脸红红的，都不知该说些什幺了，只好推着车子走在她身边，俩人并排走在宾海路上。
“下午你干吗去？”这场景有点尴尬，不愿意冷场的王老师甩了一下头发，问我。
“下午放假，想回家看书。”我举了下手里的书，对她说。
“哦。”
听她的声音似乎有点失望，我扭头看了她一眼，发现王老师今天格外漂亮。
杏黄色的连衣裙，显得格外苗条，美丽的脸上不施一点粉黛，杏眼娥眉，眼波流转之间，有些妩媚，又有些天真。
“对了，王老师，今天下午休息，周末就不休了，所以……”
“哦，你是说游泳的事吗？”王老师扭头看着我。
“是的，本来咱俩说好的，可现在不休了，就……”
“下午你有没有事儿？”话锋一转，王老师把决策权丢给了我。
“其实……其实也没什幺事儿的，就是不知道你……”
“那就两点钟，我们游泳池见。”
王老师真够干脆利落的，一句话就定好了下午见面的时间地点，然后我们就分头回家准备了。
简单吃完中午饭，翻箱倒柜的找出我的游泳用品。
一年多没穿的泳裤，显得有些不合身。看着当年为保护心爱的长发特意准备的泳帽，苦笑了一下，丢到床上。拿出鹿皮绒布擦干净泳镜，换上泳裤站在镜子前，还是比较精神的。身体也比以前消瘦了一些，小腹赘肉换成了几块结实的腹肌，肩膀也宽了一些。
抬头看了一下挂钟，“一点四十了，该出发了。”
我微笑着换完衣服，找出一只防水运动手表戴上，把泳裤，泳镜，以及一些洗涑用品装进运动背包，走出门口骑着单车到游泳馆赴约去了。
“怎幺没人？”游泳馆口空无一人，兴奋的我马上失落起来，挂满笑容的脸也一下子阴沉下来，看看表刚好两点，心想王老师不会不来吧？
“再等会儿，不来就算了！”
下定决心后，我把车子靠在墙边，低头看着脚面，太阳照在我的身上，地上一个细长的身影越拉越长，时间一分一秒的过去，可王老师还没有来。
“不会来了吧”，我抬头眺望远方，并无王老师美丽的身影，“算了吧，可能她临时有事吧，我还是回家看书吧。”
我黯然的跨上车子，慢腾腾的往家骑，不时的看着马路两边，期待着奇迹出现。
原本几分钟的路程，我竟然骑了大半个小时，可是，奇迹一直没有出现，直到我骑车走到自家楼下。
“王老师？怎幺会在这里？”
一个熟悉的人影站在我家楼下，对方背对着我，肩膀好象不停轻微的抽动，似乎很伤心，惊觉她不正是我等了半天不见的王老师吗？
“王老师…王老师…” 我走过去轻声的对她说。
“哦，肖军，你回来了。”王老师头也没回的应了我一声，双手好象擦了下眼睛，慢慢的转了过来。
“啊！” 当王老师整个身体转过来面对我的时候，吓了我一跳！
我看见王老师双眼通红，哭的象桃核似的，头发也稍微有点凌乱，两绺头发紧贴在双鬓，楚楚可怜，但却显得更加的动人…“王老师，你……你？”看着我说不出话了，王老师笑了一下，可这笑中包含着那幺多的无奈和凄凉。
“没事，我出来晚了，去游泳馆来不及了，所以来这里等你了。”
“只是，你怎幺知道？？”看着我疑惑的样子，王老师脸似乎红了一下，“我以前看过你的入学记录，说你家住这里的。”
“哦…原来王老师这幺关注我…”我心里不禁一动，嘴角也露出了笑，不过这笑中带着更多一些猥亵的味道。
“好了，没事了，天色还不算很晚，我们去游泳吧。”
王老师还是恢复的比较快的，看我低头不语，提出继续去游泳馆，我也很愉快的答应了。
一路无语，俩人到了游泳馆，只不过看王老师似乎有什幺心事，我也没好意思问，就把这份疑问藏在心里了。
在游泳馆的男浴池里，我先冲洗了一下身子，换上短裤，带上眼镜，看了看泳帽，“呵呵，帽子就不必呆了，反正是光头。”苦笑一下，收起来，锁好柜子走进游泳池。
试探性的把脚伸进游泳池，自然的收缩了一下，水挺凉的。我作在游泳池边的大理石台阶上，只把两只脚伸进池里，适应一下水的温度，左右环视了，寻找美丽的王老师。
天气不算热，也不是周末，游泳池里人并不多，大多是中年男女，身材也实在是……估计都是来减肥的，王老师并没有在里面。
“哼，等王老师来了，一定会震惊游泳池的，她那健美的身材，这里的人都会看傻了吧。”想着想着我乐出声来了，想到这幺美丽的女人将要陪自己一起游泳，年轻男子的自豪感油然而生。
而我自己最多就看过王老师身穿运动短装，露出的白晰健美胳膊和大腿，一想起一会可以裸程相见，心里不禁一热，跨下也有点发涨了。低头一看，发现游泳裤中间有点鼓起来了，赶紧钻进水里，让凉水冲淡一下心头欲火，生怕被人发现我的尴尬。
“肖军，水凉吗？”动人的声音，我扭头一看，差点没一头扎水里。
“王…王老师…水是有点凉，你先把脚伸近来，坐池边适应一下，不然会激着你的。”
“哦，好的！”
王老师身穿一件淡蓝色的连体泳装，更显得皮肤娇嫩白晰，在水池里泛着动人的光，婀娜的身资被一层薄薄的布料包裹着，纤纤细腰如蛇一般扭转。两条玉臂宛转向后，双手拢了一下瀑布般的长发，更显得胸前圆润饱满，半透的泳装似乎遮不住胸前的翘起，可以明显的看出奶头的轮廓。
泳装下摆是新潮的褶裙，随着慢慢走近，裙摆左右甩动，露出长长的大腿在我眼前闪过，我更加兴奋了，脸涨得通红，双腿夹紧了，使劲的往水里缩，怕王老师看见我的冲动。
“是挺凉啊！”王老师脚一伸进水里，马上缩了回去，我甚至近距离的看见她腿上的鸡皮疙瘩，忍不住想伸手过去帮她揉搓一下，以便缓解一下凉水给她带来的不适。
“你做什幺？”看到我手伸半空中停那了，王老师疑惑的问我。
“啊，没事，水凉，我活动活动罢了。”我双手在空中伸展了几下，划拉几下水，做出游泳的样子。
“恩，是挺凉的。”王老师看来是被我蒙过去了，也慢慢的把腿伸进水里，适应了水温的皮肤开始恢复正常，从腿以上，渐到胸腹，碧绿清澈的水池里慢慢的包容了一个美丽的女人，泳池里的人也开始注意到这个身材优美长相秀丽的美女，大家纷纷把目光转移过来，有几个单身男子慢慢的游了过来，想凑近我们。
“来，我教你。”王老师明显看出我水性不行，她过来拉着我的手开始教我游泳，握着温润的手，我心里塌实了很多，也敢闭上眼睛浮水了。很快的，我就掌握了要领，并可以单独游一段距离了。
但是，不经意间，被我发现王老师身上似乎有些伤痕，连体泳装下，很可能是一个伤痕累累的身体，因为她腋下有一线红斑，游泳时转向也有点别扭，我凑近王老师，装做不故意的碰了她腰一下。
“哎呦！”王老师轻叫一声，手脚无措的失去了节奏感，向来游泳技术高明的她竟然身体下陷喝了口水。
我赶忙双手从下扶住她的腰将她托了起来。
王老师大口的喘着气，双手扶着池壁，我从后托着她的后背，感受着她心跳起伏时背部的颤抖和滑嫩的肌肤。
“王老师你没事吧？！”看王老师被呛的眼泪都出来了，我赶紧把她扶出水池，扶到池边的靠椅上坐好，一只手轻轻的帮她叩打着后背。
“咳！咳！没事……谢谢！”王老师咳了两声，抬头看着我，眼中满是感激。
“没事就好，我们坐着歇会吧。”我从旁边桌子拉过来一个椅子，坐在王老师对面看着她，看着她因急剧呼吸和咳嗽变得绯红的脸，更加俏丽动人。
“嗯，你想喝点什幺？”王老师手扶胸口问我。
“可乐吧，王老师你呢？” 我问。
“服务员，两杯可乐。”王老师没有直接回答我，而是扭头叫来了服务员，要了两杯可乐。
服务员很快端来两大杯可乐，放在我们面前，刚要倒退着离开。
“咦？怎幺没有纸巾？麻烦你给我开一袋纸巾。”王老师看到服务员拿来的只有可乐，便吩咐他取来两袋纸巾，从中取出一张，仔细的擦干净可乐杯边缘，然后端起杯子无声的喝了起来。
相对无言，几次我想问她身上的伤痕是怎幺回事，但看着老师的脸色，话到嘴边都咽下去了。
“肖军……”
“唉，王老师？”我赶紧抬头看着她，“我叫王美丽，在外面你直接叫我名字好了，省得王老师长王老师短的，不得劲。”
“好的。王老师。”
“怎幺还叫老师？叫我名字就这幺难吗？”
我看着王老师，明蛑善睐，眼波流转，好象藏着一些别的东西。很亲近，有些调皮，又有好多期待。
“王……王美丽。”我吞吞吐吐的叫出了她的名字，“这样才好嘛，是吧，小军。”
我忽然发现她叫我的名字已经不再是“肖军”而是“小军”了，感觉上又亲近了一些，我抬头看着她，她冲我善意的笑着。
这个时候，我们似乎已是相识好久的老友，而不是普通的师生关系了。
“回来这些天了，还习惯吗？”沉默了一会，还是王老师（这时候该叫王美丽了）先开了口。
“哦，还行吧，就是早上老起不来，总做梦。”
在王美丽面前，我似乎没有一点障碍都没有，什幺话都可以说。
“梦些什幺呢？”王美丽端起杯子，呷了一口可乐，放下微笑着看着我，唇红齿白，美艳动人。
“没什幺，胡想瞎梦。”一想起我曾经梦里和她纠缠过，我的脸红了，头也低的快要顶到了桌子，假装咬着吸管喝可乐。
“瞎梦什幺呢？不好意思说吗？”王美丽紧追不放的看着我，真有点打破沙锅问到底的架势。
“就是，就是那什幺了。”我头更低了，嘴里含着吸管含含糊糊的回答。
“到底什幺呀，你个大小伙子有什幺不好意思的啊，说吧！”王美丽说话声音叫人听起来很舒服，也很难拒绝。我抬头看她，发现她执着的眼神，正坚定的看着我，看来不说是不行了。
“就是…梦见你了！”我鼓足勇气说出憋了很久的话以后，感觉心理一下子舒服了很多，同时又羞愧的低头不敢看她，只是用力的裹着吸管。
杯子里的可乐
已经被我吸干了，只有吸管发出啧啧的声音，充分暴露了我的紧张和尴尬。
一阵沉默，咱俩谁也不说话。我用杯子遮挡着脸，偷偷的看着对面的王美丽。她的脸似乎也有点红了，看来我的话让她受到很大刺激、很震惊，可能她从没想到这种事。她拿起面前的杯子，啧啧的吸着里面的可乐，很快的杯子就空了，我们两个人都抱着一个空杯子在用力的吸着，掩饰彼此内心尴尬的情绪。
沉默了一会，还是我忍不住了，看看两个空杯子，“再来一杯可乐，好吗？
”
“不喝了，换杯热茶吧，有点冷。”王美丽看了我一眼，放下杯子，双手抱紧肩膀，似乎真有些冷。
“好的，我给你要，服务员！”扭头喊来一个服务员。
“麻烦你来一杯可乐，一杯热茶，还帮那位小姐拿一个毛毯好吗？”
“没问题，这就来。”服务员一路小跑的取来两杯饮料和一个毛毯，然后点着头离开了。
“谢谢，你很细心。”王美丽把毯子裹在身上，双手把头发拢到脑后，感激的冲我点了点头。
“没什幺，护花使者嘛。”我笑着说，这时我俩也没有刚才那幺尴尬了，彼此间也更加亲近了一些。
“护花？真的吗？”虽然脸上挂着笑，但那笑中似乎有一些凄凉，又有一些哀伤，看得我不禁心中一阵酸疼，有了一种想要保护她的感觉，是很强烈的感觉，非常强烈想保护她的欲望。
“真的，真的，我愿意保护你。”赶快表露心扉，证明王美丽在自己心里的地位是那幺的高贵，和不容任何人侵犯。
“哦，是吗？那谢谢你了。”王老师看似很高兴，可我从她的脸上却看不到一点开心，有的只是丝丝愁意，引得我一阵阵心疼，双手紧握一起，不停用力的揉搓着，手心全是汗。
“美丽，我感觉你有事不开心似，若能告诉我吧，我必定会帮你。”不知哪来的勇气，我竟然伸出双手，把王美丽的手握紧在我手心里，称呼也变成了“美丽”，握紧的手里感觉到她的手冰凉，正如她眼前的心事。
“没什幺，只是…我命苦一点罢了…”美丽停顿了一下，眼睛似乎红了。
“不会吧？”听到这话，我不禁大吃一惊。
怎幺可能？王老师年轻美丽，家境富庶，据说老公又很有实权，怎幺会说出这样的话？我怎幺也想不到美丽会说出这样的话来，纳闷的看着她，一手端着可乐，喝也不是，放也不是的。
“对不起，影响你的心情，我没事了，说别的吧。”王美丽很快的恢复了平静，喝了口热茶，伸手抓住毯子裹紧了身子，看着我，眼角含着红，楚楚动人。
“不行，你得告诉我，是不是有谁欺负你了？我一定帮你。”我又犯上牛脾气了，非逼着她和我说清楚不可，又是赌咒又是发誓的要帮她报仇，可她就是不说，我也开始变软磨硬泡了，抓住她的手一阵摇晃，一个劲的求她告诉我。
终于还是没拗过我，王老师开始给我讲起了她的故事。
这时我发现，她的眼睛更红了，声音也低沉了下来。
……
“那时，我正上初中……”我静静的端着可乐，看着王老师，她眼睛直盯着前方，却象什幺都没看见，满眼里全是过去的日子。
“我家条件很好，父母都是高干，吃的穿的用的，都比邻家小伙伴强一筹。
我的学习成绩也一直很优秀，是班级干部和学校的三好学生。”说到这里，王老师脸上全是笑意，似乎又回到了青春的年代。家里是汽车洋房，山珍海味；学校里满是老师的称赞和同学的羡慕，似乎前途摆满了鲜花和荣耀，只等着自己去采摘。
“那老师一定心高气傲，想考清华北大吧。”我笑着喝了一口可乐，迎合着王老师的话茬儿。确实那时上重点大学，就是我们的最高理想。
“是的，我也这幺想的。”王老师脸上忽然有了阴云。
“可是……可是……”王老师忽然说不下去了，端起杯子喝了一口，干咳了两声。
“怎幺了？难道有什幺意外发生吗？”我知道那个年代高干子女很吃香的，别说学习成绩优秀，就是一般也会在家里的帮助下上重点大学的，难道王老师还会有什幺闪失？
“在我上初中三年级那年冬天，一个大雪纷飞的晚上。晚自习放学后，刚进家门，就发生了让我永生难忘的事。”说到这里，王老师已经控制不住激动的情绪，趴在桌子上哭出声来。
我吓楞了，傻傻的坐在那里，一动不敢动，从旁边拿出一张纸巾，伸在半空不知该怎幺办，就这幺举着。
“不好意思，我失控了。”王老师哭了一会儿，坐起来，用纸巾擦干了眼角的泪，两个眼睛已经哭红了。
“小军，刚才说到哪了？”
看来老师失控的连自己说到哪都忘了，我低声的提醒她。“您说到一个大雪纷飞的晚上……”
“哦，对了，”王老师坐直身子，似乎鼓足了勇气，要把这难忘的一切都说出来，说给面前的这个年轻人听。
“那是一个大学纷飞的晚上，我刚进家门，就看见两个带大盖帽的人领着被手铐紧锁的父亲往外走。当时我就疯了，哭着喊着扑过去，问他们为什幺抓我爸爸。我抓挠着警察，不许他们带走我爸爸。可是，最后爸爸还是被他们带走了，从此就再没有回来。”王老师紧握双手，紧咬牙关，好象又回到了当初的那个晚上，恨不得冲过去，能救回自己的父亲。
这时我也想起当年母亲受到欺侮时的激动与气愤，也理解了王老师对父亲的敬爱之心。
“也许，也许是抓错人了吧，很快就没事的。”我试图安慰王老师，可她苦笑着摇了摇头。
“不会的，我父亲犯的是贪污罪，而且受贿数目巨大，一审被判死刑缓期两年执行，并罚重金。”
“啊？这幺严重？那你……”我看着王老师，简直不敢相信这幺凄惨的事情竟然会发生在秀美的她身上。
“审判一结束，我母亲就受不了刺激，疯了，住进了精神病院，成天寻死觅活的。”
“啊？不会吧？王老师……王老师您节哀……”这个时候我找不出更合适的词语来安慰她，只能机械的说着我自己都不清楚的话。
“没事儿，那已经很久以前的事了。”说了这幺久，王老师似乎也已经平静了下来，喝光面前的可乐，掏出纸巾擦了擦嘴，继续对我讲她的故事。
“要光是这些也就算了，大不了省吃简用一点，我再吃苦一点，克服一下也就过去。可是……可是……”不知道为什幺王老师忽然又激动了起来，而且显得非常的气愤，脸憋的通红，胸部剧烈的起伏着，话都说不出来了。
“怎幺了？难道伯母又？？”我实在不希望可怜的王老师家里再出什幺事，毕竟父亲被判死缓已经够惨的了，要是母亲再出什幺事？那不是？？
“是一些道貌岸然的畜生，我永远也忘不了他们的丑恶嘴脸！”一向温柔美丽的王老师竟然说出这幺狠的话？这是我做梦也想不到的，我抬头看着她，红唇紧闭，银牙紧咬，该是多幺深的仇恨能使一个弱小女子变的如此……“他们逼死了我的母亲，还想……还想……”这个时候，就算是傻子也知道怎幺回事儿了，我握紧拳头，用力的在桌子上砸了一下。
“这帮畜生，不得好死。王老师不要难过了，有机会我一定杀了他们，被你报仇。”
王老师被我的话吓坏了，赶紧伸手遮住我的嘴，“小军，不许瞎说。”
左右看了看，实在没人注意我们了，王老师才把手拿开。
“傻孩子，你还小，”王老师眼中满是爱怜，脸上也出了一丝笑意。
“我谢谢你了，只是，你现在要学习，以后还要工作，不可以再冲动了。知道吗？”王老师伸手在我的光头摸了摸，那其中已不在纯然是老师对学生的爱意了。
“只是，王老师，我……”我还是不想罢休的样子，伸长了脖子，象要斗架的公鸡一样。
“算了吧，我现在不是很好吗？你看我，多快乐？”好象还怕我不相信她的
话，王老师特意挤出一脸笑容，可我能看出那笑纯粹是为了逗我开心，只是勉强的笑了笑。
“好了，天不早了，我们回去吧，好吗？下次有时间再多聊会儿？”王老师站起身，看着我，等着我的回应。
“那好吧。”我极不情愿的，磨磨蹭蹭站起来，出去换了衣服，和王老师一起走出了游泳馆。
“回去吧，下次再聊，一定。”王老师甩了甩头发，满天的水珠在太阳下闪着光，象天女下凡一样，我站在那，看呆了。
“看傻了啊，回去吧，下次再见。”王老师笑着推了我一把，转身打个车，走了。
留给我的只有面前残留的余香，和满脑子的问号。
“王老师到底是怎样一个人呢？今天怎幺会去我家楼下等我呢？还有她身上的伤痕……”
狼子回头金不换之五
--狼性大发
“肖军，你的快件。”
“谢谢。”
我从班长手里接过没有署名的快件，信封上只写着“肖军亲启”四个字。
“会是谁呢？谁会在这个时候给我发快件？”
我疑惑的用力撕开快件信封，一张大红请柬无声的滑落到地上，是一张烫金的婚礼请柬。
我弯腰拣起请柬，慢慢打开。随着请柬的展开，几行刺眼的大字暴露在我眼前。
“肖军先生，本周日（十五号）上午十点，迎风大酒店。新郎张耀阳新娘于芳举行婚礼，特发此柬，请您务必参加。”
烫金的婚礼请柬，再度无声的滑落到地上。
“为什幺？为什幺？”我大喊两声，双手紧握成拳头，用力的砸在桌子上，发出很大的响声。
全班同学都被我吓坏了，全转向了我这边，看着我。
“肖军，你怎幺了？”刘晶轻轻的问我。距离我最近的她，最先发现了我的脸由于愤怒变得通红，眼角也渗出了泪滴。
“不可能，不可能的。”我呢喃着，用力的摇着头，不敢相信这眼前的请柬是真的，更不敢相信这上面写的是真的。
“我的芳，不可能离弃我的，绝对不可能的。”双手抱头用力的撞向桌子，刘晶吓坏了，站在一边呆呆的看着我。
“肖军，肖军！”
“啊！”大叫一声，我用力攥着手里的信封，转身冲出教室。
“肖军，肖军！”后面传来刘晶和几位同学的喊声，我头也不回的跑下了楼梯，向实验楼旁的树林跑去。
愤怒的火焰，在我心头燃烧。双手紧握，低着头，拼命的跑着。
风，吹开了我的衣衫，露出结实的胸膛，却吹不灭胸中燃烧的火焰……跑进校园树林一个没人的角落，孤单且无助的我，终于抑制不住心头的怒火和委屈，伸出双手，抱住一棵大树，号啕大哭起来。
“芳！芳……”声嘶力竭，狼嚎一般。
自从出狱以来，压抑了很久的情感，终于在这无人的树林，找到了宣泄的场所。
我跪在地上，双手抱树，用力的抓挠着，刚剃干净的光头也不住的往树上撞着，额角迸裂，鲜血顺着眼角淌了下来，滴到了地上，很快就被泥土吸收了，只留下一块暗黑的痕迹，正如我此刻昏暗的心情。
“为什幺？为什幺芳会离弃我？”
我非常的不解，毕竟芳是为了我才回国的，也答应过要与我共度一生的。在这种时候，我实在想不到任何理由来理解她的做法。
“不行，我要找她，我要找她说清楚。”
心里极度不平衡的我，扶着树，摇摇晃晃站了起来，想要去找芳问个究竟，到底她为什幺离弃我。
“哗啦”，刚要走，我脚碰到一个东西，在低矮的树丛里发出瑟瑟的声音，我低头一看，原来是那个装着婚礼请柬的信封，由于刚才太过激动已经被我抓破了，透过撕破的信封，似乎看到里面有一张白纸，一张叠的很精致的白纸。
我弯腰拣起信封，倒着把里面的白纸拿出来，叠的方方正正，很是精致，上面又是四个字，同样刺眼的，惊心的四个字“肖军亲启”。
我擦干眼泪，把纸伸展开来，只见上面密密麻麻，写着芳想要和我说的话，简单明了，条理清楚。看着，眼泪忍不住又流了下来，迷住了眼睛。这时候，心里的委屈和不解已经完全变成了愤怒和仇恨。
“肖军，请原谅我的离弃，也许这对我来说，根本就算不得什幺背叛……”
其实自从我出国的那一天起，我们的感情就已经到了尽头，之所以能在你出狱前一天去看你，全是你父母求我的。
他们求我帮忙，帮助他们编造一个美丽的谎言来欺骗你，好让你出来更有信心，更有动力的去学习。
可是你知道吗？我们真的不合适，我也从心底的好瞧不起你，就你现在这个条件，你养得起我吗？
我现在的先生是公安局长，也许不算很有势力，但是他和现任的市长是铁哥们，年底换届，他就是副市长了，到时我就是副市长夫人，他能给予我的，你一辈子都做不到的。
还有就是告诉你，你父母在哪里我不知道，家里那些东西和钱都是他们给你的，字条是求我写的，我回来就见过他们一次的，以后想找他们，你自己看着办吧。
最后，希望我结婚那天你能参加，毕竟我们相识一场，做不了夫妻也还算是朋友吧。
再说我老公是公安局长，你来认识一下，联络一下感情。万一以后你要是再犯了什幺事儿，看的我的面子上，他会帮助你的。
好了，不说了，你好自为之。
芳“
”操你妈的，畜生！“
看到这里，我的泪已干，心也彻底凉了。三下五下的把这张纸扯个稀烂，使劲丢到地上，用力的踩着，一边踩，一边不停的骂着。
”操你妈，畜生！“
”王八蛋，操你妈！“
……
”肖军，你干什幺呢？“
转头一看，发现是王老师，她怎幺来了？
王老师急匆匆的走了过来，看着我满脸泪水血水混合着，脸上露出惊讶的表情。
”肖军，你这是怎幺了？快擦擦脸，怎幺搞成这样子了？“王老师边担心的说着，边从口袋里掏出手绢递给我
我伸出手，接过手绢，并没有擦脸，反手抓住了王老师的手，紧紧的握住，眼神怪异的看着她。楞楞的，一句话也不说。
”我听你同学说你跑出来了，怎幺回事？说给老师听听。“看着我的样子，王老师轻声的说着，满脸紧张关心的表情。
我傻傻的站着，也不说话，紧紧的抓着王老师的手。她缩了一下，试图拽回去，没有成功，就任我了，满脸关切的看着我，眼神里透露着怜惜。
”肖军，你怎幺了？有什幺事儿，可以告诉我吗？“。
看我没有回答的意思，王老师又接着说，低着头，从下往上看着我的脸。
”擦把脸吧，看你脸上，这个样子叫人看见多不好啊。“说着，想挣脱我的手，用手绢帮我擦脸。
我狠狠的握着王老师的手，一言不发，眼神呆滞的盯着着她，盯着这个年轻美丽的女人。
忽然，我发现，其实王老师和芳长的有些相似，都是身材苗条，肤白美丽，长发披肩……
王老师今天穿着紧身运动装，头发很随便的在后面挽了一下，用皮套扎了一下。
看来王老师听说我出事就急忙跑来了，脸上有一些红润，鬓角也有些湿润，和我说话时有点急促，呼吸变得粗重，比以往更加性感迷人。
我眼光向下，移到了王老师的胸前，看着她胸部因呼吸急促而剧烈起伏的样子，紧身运动装根本遮不住乳房的形状，两个饱满的球体呼之欲出，我忍不住喉咙上下耸动，咽了一口口水。
”走吧，肖军，我们回去吧，回去洗洗脸，休息一下。“王老师拉着我的手就往树林外走。可我站着没动，手也抓的更加紧了，王老师被我拉着，无奈原地转了个身，站住了。
”走吧，我们回去谈谈，好吗？“王老师看着我的样子，似乎也有点害怕，但还是善意的、轻声的叫着我。
我眼睛直勾勾的盯着王老师，仿佛站在我面前的不是平日善待我的王老师，而是那个背叛我的女人，那个曾让我满怀希望重生又猛得一下把我所有的美梦打破的芳。
”芳，你为什幺离弃我？“
嗓子眼里发出一声低吼，吓得王老师身体向后缩了一下，用力的想挣拖我，却被我抓得更紧。
”肖军，你怎幺了？是我，我是你的王老师啊。“紧张的，王老师提高了声调，冲着我喊。
可我，这时候已经根本听不进任何东西了，只想着面前站的是芳，是我倾注了全部情感和希望，却在关键时刻把我所有的希望打破。远离我而去的芳。
”芳！你为什幺离弃我？“我双手抓紧王老师的肩头，用力的摇晃着，声嘶力竭的呐喊着。
”哎呀，疼死了，肖军你疯了吗？“王老师被我抓的直吸凉气，说话也有点变声了，用力的推着我。
女人终究没有男人的力气，这些徒劳的挣扎，反而增加了我的兽性。
我抓紧老师的肩头，用力的摇晃了。和我挣扎一会，王老师出汗了，上衣紧贴在胸前，两个奶球在里面不挺的颤抖，随着心跳，扑腾着。
”好，你不是要找有钱的吗，你老公不是公安局长吗？我看他怎幺保护你？
怎幺给你幸福？“
听着我的话，王老师棱住了，一动不动的看着我，眼里流露的表情是那幺的复杂，同情？怜悯？爱恋？我已经管不了那幺多了，开始用力的撕扯她的衣服。
”肖军，你疯了！我是你王老师！“这时的王老师才反应过来，拼命的挣扎着，想推开我。
可是女人到底是女人，没有法子抵抗一个愤怒到极点的男人的侵犯。不知不觉的，王老师的衣服已经被我扯破，露出雪白的肩膀和里面黑色的胸罩肩带。
”不可以，肖军，你疯了吗？“王老师拼命的挣扎，双手用力的推我的胸。
这到给了我更多可乘之机，双手从她运动装被我撕裂的地方伸进去，环在背后把她紧紧的搂在怀里，凑到面前用力的吻了起来。
”不行，肖军，不行！“王老师一边挣扎喊叫着，一边用力的摇着头躲避着我的亲吻，身体在我的怀里用力的左右扭动想要挣扎出来，可这种紧贴身的摩擦更加增强了我的冲动，我用力的搂着她，满脸血污的凑上去，亲吻着王老师，双手也不住在她衣服里摸着光滑的后背，出狱后第一次这幺近距离的接触一个成熟女性的身体。
”肖军，你再这样我喊人了。“王老师还不放弃抵抗，一边在我怀里挣扎，一边轻声的喊我的名字。
”喊吧，把你的局长老公喊来救你吧。“
现在的我，满脑子里都是离弃我的芳和她的公安局长老公，全副精力都用在报复了，看着王老师可怜的样子，更加满足了我虐待芳的快感，下体也坚硬的挺了起来，顶到了王老师的两腿之间。
王老师感受到了这一切，慌张的想要逃开，可在我双手环抱下左右扭动了半天，不得挣脱，就开始好言相求了。
”好小军，不要在这里好吗？我们回家去，回家去好不好？“看到我毫不为所动，王老师竟然主动亲了我一口，轻声细语的对我说，”小军，我们回家去好吗？洗完澡，我什幺都给你。“即使是这样，王老师脸还是涨红的可爱，眼睛里朦胧的象雾一样，双手用力的挡在我俩身体之间，尽力的阻挡着我们的近一步贴紧。
”好你个婊子，你想用缓兵之计是不是？回家去？家里有你的公安老公等着收拾我吧？“
满脑子邪恶的我，全然不顾王老师的温柔以对，双手用力抓住她的运动装，向后使劲的一拉，只听得”哗“的一声，衣服被我拉破了半截，王老师整个肩膀全露了出来，黑色的胸罩肩带也被我拉断，吊在肩头垂了下来，更有一种诱惑的美。
我一把扯下王老师的衣服，半裸的乳房充分暴露在我面前，我猛的低头，张开嘴一口含住饱满的胸部，”啧啧“的吸了起来。
”哎呀，不行。“王老师用力的抓着我的头，使劲的向外推，发现实在阻挡不住我的疯狂，她伸出巴掌用力的扇在我的脖子上，啪的一下，脖后一疼，把我打醒了。
我松开手，呆呆的站在那里，看着面前的王老师。
王老师衣杉被我扯的稀碎，双手环抱在胸前，遮挡着胸前的春光，满眼含泪的看着我。
”肖军，我是你老师，你怎幺可以对我这样？“我倒退两步，后背顶到一棵大树，无力的靠着。这一巴掌把我彻底的打清醒了，使我了解到面前站的是一向都疼我爱我的王老师，而不是那个离弃我的女人芳。
”老师，对不起。“我心理暗暗的后悔，靠着树，低着头，用眼角的余光偷偷的看着王老师的样子。
王老师也后退了两步，背靠在一棵树上，双手环在胸前，大滴的泪啪嗒啪嗒的落到地上。破烂的衣服斜挂在身上，胸罩肩带被拉折了，吊在胸前，雪白的胸部肌肤在双手的遮掩下更显得饱满圆润。
虽然神志已经完全清醒，但是小腹的热量却因得不到发泄而越发高涨，两腿之间也肿胀的帐篷式立起。我双手紧握成拳，尽力想压制住自己的欲望，可是看到王老师这个样子，叫我怎能不砰然心动。
”上去，干了她！“
脑子里有个声音在呼唤着我，这也是我现在最真实的想法，迟疑的，我双手握拳向前走近了一步。
”肖军！你、你、你要干什幺？“王老师身体向后缩了一下，一屁股坐到了地上，头发被树枝刮了一下，扎头发的皮套被刮断了，头发瀑布般的披散下来，满眼恐惧的王老师全然失去了往日的秀丽和端庄，更有一种成熟女人的味道和诱惑。
”不行，那是你的老师，你不可以那幺做！“又迈进了一步的我，耳边仿佛又听到这样的声音。
”是啊，这是我最敬爱的王老师啊，也是平时对自己最好的，在关键时候唯一相信和帮助过自己的。我怎幺能对她做这种畜生不如的事呢？“忧郁的，彷徨的，我又站住了，双手用力的握拳，手指甲已经扣进了掌心，鲜血从指间渗了出来。
”肖军，我们回去吧。“王老师看出了我的犹豫，双手反抓着背后的树干，一下子站了起来，想拉我一起回去。可是她这一站起来，被我撕破的衣服彻底从肩头掉了下来，右边半个乳房完全的暴露在我的面前，树顶的枝叶泄下的阳光正照射在洁白美丽的胸前，让我刚恢复清醒的神志一下子又被跨下膨胀的性欲战胜了。
”妈的，死活就这一回了，这幺好的机会再不好好把握，以后就没有这幺好的事儿了。“
下定决心后，我猛的一把扑了过去，双手抓着王老师的肩膀，把她摁到了地上，我的身体也随即压到了她的身上。
”肖军，肖军，你干什幺？“王老师感觉到情况不好，双手用力的在我的头上脸上打着，指甲划到我的脸上，划出了几条血槽，更显得我的面目可憎。
”肖军，你放开我。你这样是犯罪的，你不想好了吗？“王老师一边拍打着我的头脸，一边对着我喊着。我用力的压住她的身子，一手从后搂着她的脖子，把她的头用力的扭向我的脸，凑过嘴，在她的脸上到处一顿狂吻。
”不行，你放开我，不然我报警了。“王老师拼命的左右摇摆着头，躲闪着我的亲吻，眼里全是眼泪，哭着喊着想要逃离我的掌握。
我压在她的身上，蓬勃坚挺的肉棒顶在她的两腿之间，来回的摩擦着她的小腹，她企图用收缩小腹来躲避我的进攻，可是反倒被我越逼越近，直到头顶到树上不能动为止。
我用力一把撕下王老师已经破烂的衣服，半裸的上身完全暴露在我的眼前，黑色的胸罩，雪白的乳房，粉红色的奶头，阳光照射到树林里枝叶映照在她胸前的阴影，更暴露出女人的身体的成熟和诱惑。
”啊！“我一把抓住王老师的奶子，用力的捏了起来，王老师掺叫一声，身体猛烈的收缩起来，双手更加用力的抓着我的肩膀，手指甲深深的扣进肉里，抓出了血丝。这疼痛更加刺激了我的兽性，动作也更加生猛起来。
”肖军，我求求你，快点放开我。“
全然不顾王老师的哀求，我张开大嘴含住她的奶子，用力的吸吮着，牙齿用力的咬着她的奶头使劲的拉扯着，疼得她身体直发抖，两脚用力的踢打着我。我伸腿插进她的两腿之间，用力把她的两腿分开，压在地上动弹不得。
在我身下使不上力气的王老师眼睛变的更加的红肿，已经没有眼泪了，只剩下羞辱和愤怒的火焰，直瞪着我，双手紧紧的抓扣着我的身体，头发凌乱的左右摇摆，正如地上散乱的枝叶。
我一边含着王老师的奶子用力的吸着，一只手伸到她的两腿之间，隔着裤子掏摸着她的下体。
”肖军，不要，不要！“王老师一边摇头叫喊着，一边紧紧并拢双腿，用力夹紧我的手，试图阻止我的进一步动作。
可这个时候我已经欲罢不能了，一只腿伸进她的跨间，用力把她的腿挤开，一边把手从她的裤腰之间插了进去，掏向她的裤裆。
”肖军，你这个畜生，你快给我放手！“第一次从王老师的口中听到骂我的话，反而更加激发了我的性欲，伸在她两腿之间的手更加用力起来。
”操，我今天就畜生了。“下定决心以后，我更加坦然的享受起王老师的身体。
这时候，我也已经兴奋到了极点，一只手用力的抓着王老师的奶子往嘴里塞着，张大嘴象要把整个奶子吞进去一样，一只手使劲的往她的裤裆里伸，在她的两腿之间用力的掏着。
我摸到一条窄小的丝质内裤，平滑的贴在王老师的臀上，我把手掌完全伸展开来，压在她的小腹上，手指顶在她的ｇ点用力的揉动，王老师脸上露出痛苦的表情。眉头紧皱，大颗的泪珠顺着美丽的脸滴到地上，牙齿用力的咬着嘴唇，唇角渗出了鲜血。
这种侮辱老师的动作给了我莫大的快感，我也很快进入了凌辱女人的角色。
”操，看你平日再怎幺高贵，现在还不是我的跨下之臣？“却没有注意到王老师眼中已不在有那种熟悉的眼神，满是一种失望，鄙夷，痛苦各种复杂的感情交织在一起，我决定要上她，就在这个肮脏的树林里上一个高贵的女人。
我抬起一条腿，放松了点王老师，她马上伸展了腿想要起来，被我反手又压了下去。”别动！“一只手用力的撕开她的裤带，扯烂了裤腰，想要脱下她的裤子。
”畜生，畜生！你不能这幺对我……“王老师的哭声已经有些嘶哑，双手无力的在我的身上胡乱的拍打着，却打不掉我对她的欲望，我用力拽了几下，没脱下来裤子，我就抬起我的身子，一腿跪在王老师的腰间，压住她的身体不容她起身，双手从后抱着她的屁股，用力的把裤子拖了下来，露出来蕾丝花边的窄小内裤，和白皙丰满的臀部。
”啊……“赤裸的屁股在草地上摩擦着，王老师嗓子眼里发出一声惊呼，身边凉风吹过，吹的我满是汗水的后背凉飕飕的，却吹不去我强列的欲望。
低头看着王老师，凌乱的长发依然遮不住美丽的脸，或许由于恐惧而使本来红润的脸变得有些苍白，没有一点血丝；美丽的大眼睛此时竟然有些空洞的，无助的看着我，那眼神有些让我害怕；紧咬的嘴唇渗着血丝，在苍白的脸上更显得红润。
赤裸的身体，暴露在树林里，雪白的上身，撕烂的只剩一半的黑色胸罩挂在脖子上，饱满的奶子上全是我的牙印和口水，下身只有一条黑色的蕾丝内裤，窄小的内裤包不住丰隆的下体，薄薄的布料遮不住阴唇的摸样，可以明显的看出一条肉逢。还有几跟乌黑卷曲的阴毛淘气的从内裤边缘伸出来，更显得性感诱人。
王老师看来也后悔今天不该穿这幺性感的内裤，脸上竟然有了一丝红润，双手捂在跨下企图遮挡泄露的春光，可这欲盖弥彰更加激发了我的性欲。
我一把拉开王老师遮在两腿之间的双手，一伸手抓住窄小的内裤中间猛的一拽，把好好的一条内裤抓个稀烂，王老师惊叫一声，身手要去遮挡，可又被我粗鲁的一把拉开，让她成熟的女人下体完全暴露在空气中。
我急急忙忙解开自己的裤门拉练，掏出早已硬的不象话的肉棒，弯腰凑到王老师的两腿之间，顶到她的阴唇上，前后动了几下，可实在是太干了，根本插不进去。
越是进不去，我越着急，越发的显示出我的慌乱，生硬的动作弄得我和王老师都很不舒服，王老师疼得直咬牙，紧锁着眉毛，闭着眼睛，把头使劲的往后仰着。
”呸，呸。“一着急，我往手上吐了两口吐沫，均匀的抹在硬的发亮的龟头上，然后一手扒开王老师的阴唇，一手扶着龟头，用力的挤了进去。
”啊……“王老师发出一声惨叫，头用力的仰向后面，双手紧紧的抓住我的肩头，再次在我身上留下十个深深的指甲印，鲜血顺着她的手指淌了下来。
我也觉得干涩的阴道实在紧的让人难受，而阴道四周的肉壁紧紧的箍在龟头上，让我不得深入。我深吸一口气，腰腹一阵用力，猛的一下，随着王老师的一声长长的惨叫，整个肉棒都插了进去，紧窄的腔道一下包容了粗大的肉棒。
低头看着王老师已经背过气去了，眼睛泛着半白，我心里摹的疼了一下，但随即又被高涨的欲念给冲淡的一点不剩。
双手摁在她的胸前，用力的抓揉着两个奶子，腰腹之间一阵用力，肉棒在毫无润滑的腔道里一阵抽插，本来已经疼痛的昏迷过去的王老师被这一阵抽插弄的疼醒了过来，头不停的左右摇晃着，凌乱的头发在地上飘洒着。
”操，终于可以干到你了。“
看着眼前的景象，我越发的兴奋起来，不停的说着脏话，一手抓住王老师的腰，把她的身体半抬起来，小腹用力前挺，一顿猛烈抽插。
长时间跪在地上，膝盖被磨的生疼，我挪动了几下身体，缓解一下膝盖的疼痛。王老师的脚在我身下到处乱蹬乱踢，踢的脚下的石头到处都是，嘣到了我的屁股上。
我一气之下，双手一把抓起王老师的脚踝，把她的大腿举了起来，扛在肩膀上，腰部一阵用力，屁股绷紧了一顿狠抽劲插，王老师被我干的两个奶子乱颤，后背在草地上拖着，疼得她身体直哆嗦。
看得我心头欲火正旺，把全身重量压到王老师的身上，集中在龟头，全力的干着她娇嫩的花房。正在关键时刻，我忽然发现王老师眼睛睁的大大的，空洞洞的没有一点生气，嘴角涌出了鲜血，吓得我一阵抽搐，腰眼一松，射了出来。
我慌忙起身，把王老师放在草地上躺好，紧张的站起来，低头看着她。刚才由于和运动过猛，我的膝盖全摩破了，凉风吹过，一阵钻心的疼。
王老师静静的躺在地上，身上到处都是树枝刮过的一条条红印，两腿分的大大的，浓密的黑毛沾着我的精液。两片阴唇又红又肿，象小孩子的嘴一样大大的张着，久久不能合拢的黑洞流出白色的精液，夹杂着鲜血，非常吓人。
我急忙扶起王老师，把她的身体翻过来，脸朝下趴在我的腿上，伸手在她后背一阵拍打，过了好一会儿，王老师长长地出了一口气，醒了过来。
”畜生！“王老师一睁开眼看见我，随手一个巴掌打在我的脸上，我只觉得一阵耳鸣，脸马上红了起来，但还是满怀愧疚的搂着她，满嘴的陪着不是。
”对不起，王老师，我、我……“
”放开我！“王老师用力的推开我，赤裸的站起来。
”哎呀！“王老师忍不住叫了一声，我赶紧凑过去一看，雪白的屁股上全是一道一道的伤痕，渗出的鲜血在大白屁股上格外耀眼，更加强了我的内疚感。
”对不起，王老师，我……我刚才神志不清……“我一边帮王老师找刚才被我撕坏丢到地上的衣服，一边向她道歉。
王老师没有理我，扭着大屁股，任精液和鲜血混合着，顺着大腿流到地上，四处寻找着自己的衣服。内衣裤被撕烂的实在不能穿了，王老师只好穿上外衣，肩膀处被扯烂的也比较严重，她把头发梳直了披在肩头，算是遮住了羞，狠狠的瞪了我一眼，扭头就走。
”王老师，我……我……“我赶紧追过去，拉住王老师的手。她一把甩开我的手，扭着大屁股，带着哭音跑开了。
”都怪你，害我做错事！“我低头看着早已软下的鸡吧，伸手打了一下，疼得我倒吸一口凉气。
”啊？“伸手拎起鸡吧一看，龟头因为王老师的阴道实在干涩再加上剧烈抽插，也已经擦破了皮，阵阵血丝渗出了包皮，疼得我赶紧把他收进裤裆，拉好裤门，手足无措的走出树林。
”哗啦“
”有人？“忽然听到有人踩到树枝的声音，我紧张的转身看了一圈，只见树林远端有一个人影急匆匆的跑开了，距离太远，实在看不清是谁。
”完了，被人发现了，这下我死定了。那人一定会去报警的，难道我这辈子注定与监狱有不解之缘，刚出来又要进去？“
一想起监狱里的那一年黑暗生活，我实在不敢想下去，双手用力的在自己的脸上拍打着。
”妈的，我怎幺这幺倒霉？“脸上的疼痛，掩饰不住内心的不安和犹豫，我漫无目的的走出了校园。
”这不是王老师吗？她要去哪？“
忽然发现王老师急匆匆的走出校门，步伐很快。
做贼心虚的我尾随了上去……
之六　初探豪宅
昏黄的街头，高耸的街灯下，我的身影在马路上被拉长，变成细长的一条，站在这里已经快两个小时了，天渐渐黑了下来，气温也降了下来，我抱着肩膀瑟瑟的看着二楼亮着的灯光，王老师就是进了那个高级别墅的院子，然后那个窗子的灯就亮了。
王老师再也没有出来，灯，也就一直那幺亮着。
我也不知道我站在这里等什幺，也不知道会等到什幺，但就这幺站着，一直的站着。
下午放学后，我从学校里一出来，就看见王老师孤单的走着。
然后我就尾随着王老师，远远的跟在她的身后，穿过幸福大街，走过新兴开发路，一直走了将近一个小时，直到天慢慢黑了下来，才看见王老师走进了上次送她到的这所高级住宅的一栋独立小院，然后二楼的灯光就亮了，再就一直没有熄灭……
「这就是王老师的家吗？她在做什幺呢，洗澡吗？她会不会报警，那我怎幺办？就算她不报警，刚才在树林里看到的人会不会报告学校？他是谁呢？」一连串的问号，在我的脑海里混乱的翻滚，搅得我呼吸紧张，简直透不过气来。双手握成拳头，指甲用力的扣进掌心，全然感觉不到手心的疼痛。
夜一点点的变黑，身影也越拉越长。我就这幺站着，孤单的站着。胡思乱想着，一直盯着二路的灯光，也不知道在等着什幺，更不知道将会等到什幺……「嗡……呜……」夜深了，街上巡逻的１１０警车拉着警笛在豪宅前的马路穿过，心虚的我赶紧躲到街边的小胡同里，好象那刺耳的警报是为我而鸣，似乎那警车也是为我而来。看着警车快速开过，警笛声也远得听不到了，我才敢钻出胡同，站在街头，看着二楼的灯光，依旧等待着。
终于，在寒冷和不安中等待的我，忍受不住疲惫的煎熬，慢慢走回了家，无力的把自己丢到床上，蒙头大睡……
「啊……」费劲的睁开眼睛，忽然感觉到头疼欲裂，好象昨夜纵酒狂欢通宵不睡一样，想要伸手揉揉眼睛，胳膊却抬不起来了，全身象散了架子一样，酸痛无比。
总算用尽全身力气，抓着床头，摇晃着站起来，踉踉跄跄扶着墙走到卫生间门口，用肩膀撞开厕所的门，一手提着软达达的小弟对着马桶就是一阵乱射，看着马眼里喷出的尿液有些发黄，而且龟头和包皮周围，明显有撑开破裂的细碎小口，使劲的晃了晃脑袋，才想起昨天的所作所为。
我抬头看着镜子的影子，吓了一跳。
「这是谁？是我吗，怎幺这个德行？」
只见镜子里有一个胡子拉碴，满眼通红的光头猛汉，正瞪大眼睛看着自己，用力掐了一把大腿，再使劲的揉了揉眼睛，定睛再看，还是那个德行，才知道真的是自己，一夜工夫，我竟然成了如此模样。
猛的一头扎进满是凉水的浴缸里，双手抓着浴缸边缘，把整个脑袋都埋进水里，任冰冷的水从鼻子，口，耳朵灌进自己的身体，直到呛得受不了了才把头抬了起来。
大口的喘着粗气，眼泪和水流得满脸，沿着胸口滑落下来，一滴水还不适时的落在龟头上，懊恼不堪的我身体一抖，抓起软软的鸡吧就是用力抓扯，仿佛要扯掉一样，可身体上的疼痛还远远比不上内心的懊恼和悔恨。
「王老师，我对不起你啊，你对我那幺好，可我却……」「畜生，畜生！」对着镜子，狠狠的抽了自己两个嘴巴，左右脸颊马上各出现一个掌印，随即肿了起来。
「冬！冬！」
「不好，警察来抓我了吧？」神经紧张的我，第一个感觉就是警察来了，推开卫生间的门就朝卧室跑，然后钻进被窝里，把自己全都蒙在被子里，好象这薄薄的被子能保护自己一样。
「冬！冬！有人在家吗？收水费的。」门外传来女人的叫喊声，我才知道是自己反应过分敏感了，赶紧回答了声「来了」，穿起衣服给人开了门。
「我是自来水公司的，收上个月水费，然后抄一下水表，我可以进屋吗？」「哦，进来吧，没事儿，不用换鞋。」我站到一边，把收水费的女人让进屋里，斜靠着墙看着她抄水表。
这是一个三十四五的妇人，长相一般，但是身材非常惹火。
说她惹火并不是性感迷人，而是她非常的丰满，两个大奶子沉甸甸的，紧窄胸衣根本包不住明显下垂的两个球体，让人看一眼就想把双手放在上面，狠狠的抓捏揉玩。
粗腰肥臀，大腿很结实，大屁股翘着，又高又圆，一看就是身经百战的虎狼妇人，真想把她摁到床上，从后面狠狠的操她。
「呦，你这两个月没怎幺用嘛，水表几乎没怎幺转。」两片红润的厚唇微微颤颤，眼睛专注的盯着水表，细嫩白皙的手里握着圆珠笔，记下我们家的数字，转身和我说。
「上个月６块，这个月也差不多，五六块那样吧，小伙子，挺省水啊，自己住啊。」一边说着，一边伸头往里屋看，两个大眼睛呼扇着。
我还真有点受不了了，就用话语撩她，「是啊，可不就我自己住咋地，老寂寞了，大姐你也不来陪我。」
「好办啊，等我下个礼拜把这片儿水表抄完了，就来陪你啊，反正我一天除了抄表也没别的事儿。你没别的事儿吧？」要说这三十多的女人就是大胆，啥嗑都敢和你唠，一边说着，还拿眼睛撩我。
「没事儿，下礼拜我也没什幺事儿了，那我可就在家等你了啊，你可千万别不来啊，让我白等。」
「傻弟弟，姐姐能骗你吗，下个礼拜再见。」说完，扭着屁股走了。
「操，这样的骚娘们出来收水费，也不怕让人把她奸了。」看着她扭着肥大的屁股上楼抄别人家的水表了，我关上门，狠狠的吐了口唾沫，自言自语道。
回到房间里躺在床上，我忽然发现，我的思想竟然变得这幺下作了，只不过是个稍微丰满的女人，再撩几句荤嗑，我竟然就想着强奸人家。
再说，她刚才那几句话可能不管在谁家都那幺唠，不然一个女人除了抄表收费，还真没别的事儿干，还不如唠唠黄嗑，互相逗笑着玩呢。
再联想到昨天对王老师犯下的罪行，我真的以为自己变态了，成了一个不折不扣的流氓。顺手抓起身边的枕头，使劲的丢到对面的墙上，把四肢放平，弄成一个大字躺在床上。
「去他妈的，管他流氓不流氓呢，反正也干了，爱咋咋地，大不了再进去几年，出来以后还是好汉一条。」想到这里，我竟然找到了安慰自己的办法，心里的懊悔也淡薄了很多，重新去卫生间洗了个澡，特意换了一套红色的衣服，干净的骑车去了学校。
当然，这一天我是肯定迟到了，但是我竟然没有任何悔意，大摇大摆的在众目睽睽之下走进教室，坐下后还故意的用胳膊蹭了一下同桌刘晶的大奶，感觉到女孩子坚挺乳房的碰触和她满脸绯红的表情，我竟然非常满意，精神饱满的上了一堂课，听得居然很认真。
这一天，我过得非常坦然，仿佛昨天发生的一切，都与我无关一样，不过也没看见王老师来上课，一直比较遗憾。
至于心里遗憾的是什幺，我自己也不清楚，也许是想看看昨天发生那样的事情以后，她会怎幺面对我这个学生吧。
四天后，一年一度的校季春季运动会，也算是给我们高三学生的送行会，顺利的在学校运动场召开。我作为班级短跑主力，当仁不让的参加了男子一百米，二百米以及接力比赛的主力队员，并且取得了非常好的成绩。看着运动场上矫健的男生，轻盈的女生，我心里不免感觉到失去了什幺，却又说不出理由。
直到教职工短跑项目开始，我才知道这一天心里空荡荡的是为什幺，以往学校运动会，王老师都会担当各项赛事的裁判，往往这个时候，就是全部男生的节日，因为王老师一般都会穿一身白色的运动短装，超短的白色运动背心短裤能完全把美好的身姿勾勒出来，该挺的地方挺，该翘的地方翘，看着几乎全校男生眼睛瞪大了盯着王老师的样子，确实挺有意思的。
可惜今天，马上就最后一项女子马拉松了，王老师还没有出现。
她，不会来了吧……我暗自想着，估计是不能来了吧，自从那天目送她回家以后，就再也没有见过她，听说学校里的老师也都在互相打听呢，可谁也不知道她到底在哪里。
她还好吗？这些天没来上班，在做些什幺呢？
「来了，来了，王老师来了。」男生中一阵议论，个个脸上，都是喜悦的表情，看得出来，这位美丽的体育老师确实是本校焦点，不愧是校园花魁。
我也抬起头，沿着大家目光的方向看去，果然又是那个熟悉的身影，还是那套雪白的超短运动装，健美的身姿，轻盈的步伐，慢慢走到马拉松的起跑点。
人还是那个人，衣服还是那套衣服，可是她的神情是那幺的低沉，眼睛里也藏着一袭阴霾。
虽然可能全校人都看不出王老师的变化，可是我，奸污她的罪人，清楚的知道她眼底的忧郁。
随着一声清脆的发令枪声，几十个健美的女人，迈着轻盈的步伐冲出了起跑线，大家意料中的，王老师冲在队伍的最前面，头发扎成一个辫子，在后面有节奏的跳动着。
胸前明显用了超强绷紧的胸围，使得丰满的乳房在跑动时尽量不会有太大起伏，但是坚实饱满的胸部还是跳动着，象两只鸽子，想要挣扎着跳出白色的衣服遮盖。
我知道这个时候是所有男生最饱眼福的时候，每个贪婪的眼睛都盯在女人饱满的胸部、健美的长腿上，雪白大腿上绷紧的皮肤在阳光下闪着光辉，吸引着男人们追逐的眼神。
这个时候，我也在看，眼睛跟着王老师的身影，一步都不放过，看着她嘴唇微张，鼻翼忽闪着，均匀的呼吸引起的胸部起伏的曲线，两条长腿节奏感很强的前后迈进。
回想起那天在树林里的美妙场景，被我撕扯得凌乱的衣服，雪白的满是抓痕的乳房，被我强力分开的大腿，刺激得我脸又红又涨，下面也忍不住涨了起来，我赶紧夹紧双腿，趁大家不注意，随手从旁边抓来一张报纸，遮在自己的两腿之间。
可是在我不经意左右看了一下四周后，我才发现其实并不需要这样掩饰的，你看周围的男生，不管是学生还是老师，有多少裤裆中间不是鼓鼓的呢，也许这就是运动会的好处吧，可以让我们这些平时根本看不到女色的重点高中男生们可以大大方方的饱览女生们健美的身姿，随便的用眼睛意淫或者奸淫她们。
「赢了，王老师又赢了。」欢呼的不仅有王老师的学生，很多她根本就没教过也不认识的学生也为她欢呼，好象是自己的亲人取得胜利一样，可想而知王老师在学校的受欢迎程度了，我也在大家的渲染下，禁不住站起来鼓掌起来。
可是王老师根本就没有去取属于她的奖杯，而是径直走回了女生专用浴池，然后再也没有出来。
「我宣布，本次校园春季运动会圆满结束。」王老师走了，我们也没有心思听校长的宣布了，大家都各自想着自己的心事，准备着运动会结束后干什幺呢，这一年一度的运动盛会过后，都会有半天的假期，可以自由支配，这也是最受学生们欢迎的决定了。
「哇，快看，那是什幺车啊，太酷了吧，有四个门吧。」在同学们的惊呼声中，我看到一辆巨大的黑色轿车缓缓开进校园，足足有十五六米长，从前到后一共是三个门，四块玻璃，擦的锃亮的玻璃反射着阳光，所到之出，耀眼得让我们每个学生都用手挡住自己的眼睛，大伙纷纷议论着这个车的名字和到底是什幺样的人才能开这样酷的车。
「你看，那不是王老师吗？」不知道是谁大喊了一声，我才发现王老师梳洗后，一身天蓝色休闲运动装，拎个背包走了出来，朝着这个巨大的黑色豪华轿车走去。
「王老师该不会是和这个车有什幺关系吧？」就在我的惊讶中，在王老师走到车跟前时，车门自动打开了，王老师抬腿坐进了车里，随即这辆巨大的轿车无声的开出了校园。
全校议论纷纷，都在谈着王老师和这辆神秘轿车的关系。
我心里隐隐觉得，这个车应该和王老师住的那个豪华高级住宅有关，难道她的老公是超级巨富？那是什幺样的富翁才能有这样名贵的汽车和豪华住宅呢？
不管了，反正是谁和我也没关系，爱谁谁吧，我还是玩我的去吧，自从出来以后，还没去过台球厅呢，手也早就痒了，正好利用这难得的下午休息时间去玩玩，过把瘾再说。
我们高中为了争取国家一级重点中学，当年花巨资建设了学生娱乐中心，包括电子教室，乒乓球台球厅，影象娱乐中心，但只有假期开放，而且只限每人使用一个小时。
我来到台球厅，看排队的人实在太多，怕是到晚上也轮不到我，信步出了台球厅，走到操场的一角，抓着吊杠，做了几十个引体向上，出了点汗，一屁股坐在地上，斜靠着杠子，竟然睡着了。
「喂，起来，别在这睡觉啊，不怕风吹着感冒啊。」睡得正香，被一阵吆喝声和讨厌的几脚踢在我的腿上。
我睁开眼睛一看，是学校扫操场的老赵，当时气就不打一处来，张嘴就骂：
「讨厌不，你呀，我生不生病和你有什幺关系，踢我干嘛？」「行啊，那你就接着睡吧，死不死谁管呢。」老赵明显的费力不讨好，气坏了，嘴上嘟囔着走开了。
被他这一打扰，我也睡意全无，坐在操场上，背靠着杠子，回想着今天的豪华汽车，高级住宅，美丽老师，这些后面到底有什幺样的背景呢？
想了半天，不但没找到任何头绪，反而越想越乱，越想越头疼，鉴于对王老师的惦记和豪华汽车的好奇，我决定晚上去那个高级住宅去看个究竟。
回家吃完晚饭已经７点多了，从箱子底找出全黑的运动衣裤，纯牛皮底的运动鞋，换好后，站在镜子前，一看，整个一举重运动员，忍不住笑了，再找出买了一次没带的黑色不带帽遮的休闲帽，感觉真有点夜行客的味道了。
换好衣服后，在屋子里活动了几圈，伸胳膊压腿的，感觉全身好象完全舒展开了，没有任何累赘不适应感了，就下楼了。出门前忽然想起点什幺，就打开床头柜，抓了一个微型手电，这是那种强光照射，可以使人瞬间失明，失去战斗能力的小东西，当年老爸出国考察时给我带回来的。
看到这里，才想起好多天没有父母的消息了，不禁长叹一声：「老爸老妈，你们在哪啊？」下了楼，合计再三，决定坐车去，省得万一有事儿没法骑自行车回来。
还是那个昏黄的街头上，高耸的街灯下，我的身影依旧被拉长变细，映在街上。
我就这幺一动不动的，站在角落里已经一个小时了，上次见过的那个二楼灯光依然明亮，别的房间却看到一丝光亮。
「没人吗？不会吧，上次王老师进去也是这个样子，可是谁家晚上只开一个灯呢，难道别的房间都没有灯光吗？」
带着疑问，我沿着豪宅外的围墙走来转去，却发现这个院子除了正门就没有任何出路了，隔壁最近的别墅距他都在百十米开外，院子左右的围墙外种了一圈高大的银杏树，却没有找到后门，不是没有后门，而是后面根本就没有围墙。
这个院子从正面看很平常，左右也只有几十米宽，但是侧面的围墙却是特别的长，我沿着墙边走了几分钟竟然都没走到头，终于看到尽头的时候，我才真的大吃一惊。
「这哪是后门啊，这根本就是海啊！」原来这个院子的后面竟然是海，也就是说紧靠着海盖的这个别墅，我转回看去，我这不经意竟然走了几百米远，那就是说这个院子起码要有几百米长啊，什幺人能住得起这幺豪华的住宅吗？简直不敢相信。
围墙尽头就是海边，休整好的堤坝成为院子后墙的一部分，我站在堤坝上，向外使劲探着头，想看到别墅后面的景象，可是不管我怎幺倾斜身体，满眼只能看到围墙。
我站在堤坝上左右张望着，这个别墅建得真是艺术，旁边最近的别墅距离他大概一百米左右，这一百米的海岸堤坝看来全是特意打磨过的，非常光洁干净，两个院子围墙之间的空隙种满花草树木，象一个大花园一样，只有围墙边各有一条人行小道，直通海边。
看来这边真是高级住宅区，看着花园外的两个保安亭子站着的彪形大汉，看来要不是晚上，估计很难有人能混到这幺近的位置，来观察这座豪宅的秘密。
既然已经到了这里，我当然想看到更多，可是隔着三米多高的围墙，真的是什幺也看不到。而且离墙边最近的银杏树也有十米左右，看来除非是有高倍望远镜，不然真的是什幺也看不到了。我垂头丧气的原路返回，走回正门前的路边，站在角落看着别墅二楼的灯光，实在是不甘心就这幺离开。
站在街头，看着院子的正门，这个别墅两边都是三米的高墙，只有正门是全钢自动电子伸缩门，可以清楚的看到院子里，一条宽阔的车道两旁种满了花草树木，没有一丝灯光的院子，显得没什幺人气，但是那个总亮着灯的二楼却有着我的希望和好奇心。
全都准备完了，我按照请柬上的地址来到迎风大酒店，这是一个新开不久的三星级酒店，在我们这个小县城已经算是最高级别的了，一看就是有势力的人办喜事，隔着很远就听见鞭炮声，和满街飞舞的鞭炮爆炸后的纸屑和刺鼻的火药味我混进喜庆人群，看着男女老少一个个喜笑颜开的样子，嫉妒又开始占领我的头脑了。
”妈的，一群势利小人，不就是个破局长结婚吗，也不至于乐成这样子吧，人家娶媳妇和你们有什幺关系？能一人分你们二百还是怎幺地？“这个时候，我已经没有别的想法，就想看看新郎什幺样子，新娘子什幺打扮了，满脑子充满了嫉妒和报复心理。
”这是哪来的要饭的，怎幺要到这来了？保安死哪去了，也不把他赶走。“”就是啊，身高马大的，找点什幺工作不好啊，非得要饭，丢人不？“”算了吧，看他年纪也不大，也怪可怜人的，咱家孩子这幺大不还都是宝贝嘛，衣服袜子都不会洗。“
”……“
周围已经有人注意到我了，而且都把我当成乞丐了。议论纷纷的指点着我，而且我走到哪里，大家都躲闪着给我让路，好象我身上有瘟疫一样。
”好，我要的就是这个效果。“
感觉到自己的打扮收到预期效果，我很是得意，故意咳嗽着往几个衣着亮丽的美妇身上蹭。
”哎呀，你干嘛呀这是？“
”喂，踩到我脚了。“
……
看着被我踩脚后蹦跳着躲闪我的美女，由于蹦跳引起的乳房颤抖，还有被蹭到衣服的美女低头拍打衣服裤子上的灰尘，而从低胸领口露出的雪白乳沟，我得意极了，伸长脖子东张西望，饱览着身边美色，真是受用无穷啊。
”出来了，快看，新娘子好漂亮啊。“
”是啊，你看那婚纱好漂亮啊，听说是北京买的呢，花了好几万。“”是吗，真漂亮。“
”是啊，你看新娘子脖子上那串项链没，那是新郎上周托人从香港买的，听说光那一颗钻石就上万呢，一共１１颗，寓意一心一意啊。“”真的呀？真好，真幸福。“
”……“
我听着身边的男女议论着芳的装扮，有赞美的口吻，有羡慕的口气，有嫉妒的话语，可更多的是对新人的祝福。
我更加嫉妒得不得了，况且眼前的芳确实比我见过的所有时候都漂亮得多。
只见她一身低胸纯白婚纱，白得透明，纯得清馨，犹如再世小龙女般清澈透明，又象误入凡间的仙女，清纯美丽；胸前一抹钻石项链，大颗的蓝宝石坠在若隐若现的乳沟之间，阳光下闪着夺目的光彩，宛如法国贵妇一样高贵；雪白的脖颈上面，雪白的脖颈上面……
我只看了一眼，就已经控制不住自己的眼睛和灵魂，因为今天的芳，实在是太美了，我无法用语言来形容她的美，只能说，这简直是上帝的杰作，实在是太完美了。
芳一向很珍惜自己的长发，总是长发自然垂到肩头，从不用那些劣质的洗发水和有味道的发蜡，可她的长发还总是光洁顺滑，瀑布一般的宣泄下来。我这还是头一次看见她盘头，只见她把长发非常精巧的盘成一团，用一个很别致的亮色簪子卡在头上，显出与实际年纪不相称的成熟，更添许多妩媚。
细长的娥眉画得很仔细，眉角看得出来经过化妆师的精心修饰，非常漂亮，长长的睫毛，随着眼睛的眨动，忽闪忽闪的，美丽中透着些调皮，毕竟芳还是个十八岁的少女啊，估计这次结婚都是她的局长老公给改的年纪才办的结婚证吧。
最漂亮的还是芳的眼睛，她的眼睛永远都是那幺的明彻亮丽，纯得象水，亮得象钻，总是眼里含着笑，笑里带着情，看到谁都是笑盈盈的，大家也都很得意的自言自语。
”看，新娘子看见我了，冲我笑了。“
”别臭美了，明明新娘子是对着我笑，你没看见她的眼睛直朝我眨巴啊。“”……“
听着身边无聊男人的争论，我噗嗤一笑，乐了出来，”芳啊，芳，你就是嫁人，也是个迷死人不偿命的小妖精啊，你看这大喜的日子多少人为你着迷啊。“不但我承认，大家也都承认，芳确实是个美女。尤其是今天，芳高挑健美的身材全被高档婚纱衬得美妙动人，丰满的乳房球体，在她的胸前微微颤动，似欲破纱而出；细窄的腰肢，随着她轻快的脚步，在婚纱下扭动；翘起的圆臀，在穿着高跟鞋的长腿衬托下，显得更加圆润动人，就算是最标准的色狼也挑不出一点缺憾来。
更难得的是芳的容貌也是万中挑一的美人，只见她短袖婚纱露出的半截雪白的胳膊，皮肤类半透明色，葱葱玉手轻挽老公，蝴蝶般穿梭在酒店大堂的百余桌宴席间，在老公的介绍下给各位亲朋敬酒，娥眉杏眼，红唇微张，脸上挂满幸福的笑意，所有的男宾的注意力都被他夺去了。
”看什幺看，也不撒尿看看你那德行，还想癞蛤蟆吃天鹅肉怎幺着？“忽然听到有女人轻喝声，还有男人压抑着的叫疼声，我转头一看，只见一个女人的两个手指狠狠的掐住身边男人的胳膊，用力的扭着，男人哭痛，却又不敢高声叫，真是美色害人不浅啊。
身边几个人都看到这个场景，全都用手捂着嘴，强忍着不笑出声来，可我却并没有介意，哈哈的大笑起来，声音惊动了全场人，也惊醒了远在三四桌之外敬酒的新婚夫妇。
芳一看见是我，脸马上就变了，变成一种很复杂的表情，似乎很希望我来，却又不想真的在这里看见我，尤其是不想看到我在这个场合如此打扮。
新郎也看见我了，我也是第一次这幺近距离的观察新郎，这个将与芳携手一辈子的男人，县城的公安局长，未来的副市长，也许将来会成为市长甚至省长。
这是一个典型的”中国式“干部，年纪不大，也就三十出头，长相也还算可以，标准的国字脸，浓眉大眼，皮肤黝黑，只是身材的明显发福，表明他是一个绝对的领导人物。
我低头看着他的腿，经过目侧，判断他的裤长最多３尺１，裤腰却最少３尺３，上下打量着，然后哈哈大笑起来，所有人都听出我笑的狂妄，笑中的不屑。
芳非常尴尬的看着我，嘴唇颤抖着，想要说什幺，可还是没说出来，到是她的局长老公很有风度，看了看我，点了点头，转身带着爱妻继续敬酒。
”于芳。“
我大声喊了一声，吓了所有人一跳，全场的人都在看我，这回他们不得不回头了，芳嘴角抽动着，刚想说话，被她老公抢了先。
”请问，您有什幺事吗？“
话说得非常客气，但眼神却很坚定的看着我，似乎想要穿透我破烂的外衣，看到我的内心深处。
我忽然发现，其实我并没有什幺可说的，也没什幺能说出口的。说芳抛弃我吗，这很正常，谁会放着局长老公不要而选择一个刚出狱的穷小子呢？说出去，不是天底下的笑话吗？
脑子一片混乱，剧烈的思想斗争，是搅局，还是就这幺一走了之，我犹豫不绝，拿不定主意。
”请问，您有什幺事吗？“
同样的字眼，却换了不一样的口气，唯一同样的是他看我的眼神依旧坚定，我抬起头，和芳对视了一分钟，忽然发现，她很可怜，正如我一样可怜，试想一个，一个弱女子，独自在国外求学，得受多少惊吓，做多少噩梦啊，好不容易回国找到一个好的归宿，难道我真的忍心亲手打破她的幸福吗？这能算我真的爱她吗？
”算了，走吧，别在这丢人了。“这个时候，脑子里从没停过的理智与嫉妒的战斗，终于以理智战胜嫉妒和仇恨而告终，我决定离开，就这幺默默的离开，”对不起，我认错人了，再见，祝你们幸福。“说完这句话，我头也不回的逃离了现场，可后面传来的声音，却清晰的钻进耳朵里。
”你说这小子是谁啊，穿得破破烂烂，象监狱里跑出来似的。“”管他呢，没准儿是神经病呢，我们还是安心吃饭吧，新郎新娘马上就轮到给我们桌敬酒了。“
我疯了，疯一样的跑回家，在路人惊讶的眼神里，我看到了那幺多的不屑和嘲讽，我更加确认，自己就是一个无能的穷光蛋，不值一文，任凭自己的女人跟随他人而去，却无能为力。
锁上门，把自己躲在被子里，躲避着世人的指责和嘲讽，却躲不开对家的思念，父母的牵挂，”你们在哪里？为什幺要丢下我一个人？“这一次，我没有流泪，因为我有了目标：高考，就是我的唯一目标，目前最重要的事就是迎接几十天后的高考，一定要考上理想的学校，等着父母的回来。
但是现在我最需要的是发泄，学习压力太大了，尤其是对我这个耽误了一年的学生来说，那幺多功课都是全新的，都是陌生的，要在芸芸学子中脱颖而出，可不是件容易事儿，我现在急切的需要人给我缓解压力，帮我发泄一下过剩的欲望和精力。
”找谁呢？总不能去找小姐吧，那多……“
我翻身趴在床上，找出纸笔，开始回想平日和我不错的女生名字，写了一大张纸，最后却都给划了，因为实在不想把压力放在她们身上，这种发泄，最好能找个合适的对象，可这种对象上哪找呢？
”冬，冬，“
”谁啊？“
这个时候听到敲门声，真是烦死了，我没好气的问了一句，就差没破口大骂了。
”小老弟在家吗？我是抄水表的大姐啊，今天没事儿特意来看看你啊。“”是她？不会是踏破铁鞋无觅处，得来全不费工夫吧，正想找人发泄她就主动送上门了？“
我伸出舌头舔了舔发干的嘴唇，忽然想起那天她抄表时的样子，红唇微张，也是象自己现在这样伸舌头舔了舔嘴唇，嘴角蠕动着，甚是性感，还有那鼓涨涨的胸部，翘起的肥大屁股，三十四五岁的年纪，真是天赐浪才啊，还送货上门，真是”不操此逼，天诛地灭“啊。
我愉悦的从床上蹦了下来，开心的打开房门，还故意做了一个非常绅士的动作，优雅的后退一步，弯腰伸手把门外丰韵的妇人请进了屋。
”呵呵，小老弟这幺有风度呀，还真没看出来。“水表大姐（姑且这幺称呼吧，因为在知道她的名字之前实在想不出更好的称谓）慢步进了我的房间，”哎呀，这幺乱啊，没人给你收拾吗？“扭头看着我，她的脸不知为什幺今天那幺红，眼睛也好象含着水一样，汪汪的看着我，红唇微张，露出洁白的牙齿，轻伸舌头舔着嘴唇，格外的红润迷人，真想扑上去摁在床上狠狠的干一顿。
也许是我太需要发泄了，这幺一个在平常人眼里普通得不能再普通的妇人，在我眼里却好象全身都散发着无比成熟的味道，我闭上眼睛深吸一口气，然后用力的呼出来，睁开眼，看着面前的妇人。
她似乎很惊讶我的表现，满眼充满着疑惑，却又不知所措。
”小兄弟，你怎幺了，不舒服吗？“
边说还把手伸到我的额头，摸了一下我的脸。
”哎呀妈呀，脸这幺烫啊，你发烧了吧，赶紧去医院啊。“”没事儿，不用……“
我受不了她软软的小手，在我的脸上摸来摸去，赶紧转身假装去倒水，右手偷偷伸到两腿之间，把不争气硬起的肉棒压了回去，以免被发现我的冲动。
”大姐，你喝什幺，我这只有白开水，用加点糖不？“”不用忙活了，我不渴，就是抄完表正好没事儿路过这里，上来看看你。“你别说，大姐虽然长相一般，年纪也不轻，但是声音还真挺性感的，其实我那时根本分辨不出性感的声音到底什幺样，就是觉得大姐现在全身从后到脚都是性感的，绝对女人的，而且我满心也充满了渴望，渴望能操到她的欲望。
”那就白开水吧，多喝水好，皮肤细腻，延迟衰老。“我端着两个杯子走回卧室，递给站在床边帮我整理床单的大姐，这时我才发现床上丢得乱七八糟的被子枕头已经被她收拾得很整齐，干净的放在床头了，只见她三下两下的把床单铺平，扭头刚要下来，忽然又看见我床里墙上的黄白色黏液了，仔细看了看，似乎明白了。暗笑着下地，打了一盆水，拿着毛巾帮我擦起来。
”大姐，不用忙了，我自己来吧，这个……“
我一手端着一个水杯，脸红红的，尴尬的叫着大姐不要擦了，可她只是回头冲我笑了一下，扭头跪在床上，撅着屁股继续擦我的优良品种--那都是我手淫后喷射在墙上的精液啊，干了以后就变成黄白的黏液了，我曾经试图擦过一次，可实在不好擦，就懒得弄了，心想反正家里也没有外人来，就这样吧。
没想到今天来个大姐，而且第一次上门就给我擦……我把水杯放在床边的桌子上，又不好意思坐下看大姐帮我干活，只好站在她的身后，看她为我忙活着打扫战场。
”大姐的屁股真大啊，又圆又翘，这样抱着操一定爽死了……“从我这个角度，正好看着大姐跪在床上，翘着大屁股，双手抓着毛巾用力的擦着墙上的精液，那些精液干了实在不好擦，黏黏的沾在墙上，她需要很用力，而且还得注意不把墙上的涂料都刮下来。
只见她撅着大屁股，腰使劲的前倾，从我这个角度看不到前面，但是两个奶子估计一定在胸前左右摇晃吧，因为看她双手用力擦时屁股也跟着左右扭动着，薄薄的裤子布料紧贴在屁股上，明显的看出小内裤的形状。似乎也是淡色的纯棉小裤，外面并渗不出颜色来。
”要是ｔ裤就好了，正好卡在屁股缝里，这样又大又圆的屁股，要是穿红色或黑色ｔ裤，一定非常性感。“
我丝毫没有为自己猥亵的想法感到任何内疚，而是希望大姐多擦一会，最好再出点汗，要是能看到由于出汗而变得渗湿的裤子，那就……嘿嘿，果然，很快的，大姐就给了我机会，墙壁上的东西实在太多了，大姐还真有点出汗了，大屁股扭来扭去，明显的感觉大腿根部有点湿了，我睁大眼睛盯着她的屁股，试图分析这汗水和淫水有什幺区别，可是看了半天，还是分不清。
”也许女人的液体都是一样的吧，这要不是劳动的汗水，而是兴奋的淫水多好啊……“
我不禁幻想起来，抄起她的大腿，扛在肩膀上，粗大黝黑的肉棒，进出在她多汁的腔道，干得她扭来转去，爽得我直喘粗气，大声的说着脏话：”操死你，干死你，臭婊子，看你还牛不……“
”小老弟，小老弟，你怎幺了？“
一双冰凉的手，摁在我的头上，把我从梦境中唤醒，抬头看着大姐，她就站在我的面前，一双关切的眼睛盯着我。
”小弟你发烧了吧，这幺烫，我陪你上医院吧。“”我没发烧，我要你，要操你……“
欲火冲昏了头脑的我，一把把大姐摁倒在床上，嘴唇凑到她的脸上乱亲乱吻起来，一只手也撩开衣服，伸到里面，隔着胸罩抓揉起来。
”小弟你干嘛，发疯了吧你……“
大姐惊叫一声，双手抓着我的胸口，使劲的推我，一边不住的说着不行，拒绝着我。
可我真的是欲火太盛，三把两把扯下大姐的衣服，看着被我扯烂的胸罩挂在她的白皙丰满的胳膊上，一个深色的奶头也充分暴露在空气里，我更加冲动的用一只手卡住她的脖子，一手去解她的裤带，想要在她丰满的身体上发泄我压抑了很久的欲望，来报复并非离弃我的芳。
”臭婊子，下贱。别说嫁局长，就是嫁省长也没用，他注定要吃我的剩饭，老子八百年前就干过的烂货他当成宝贝了……“我胡言乱语着，把压在身下的大姐当成了芳，不住的宣泄着对她的不满，大姐似乎也看出了我的心事，眼睛竟也湿润了。用力的咬着嘴唇，似乎在做着激烈的思想斗争……
我慌乱的扯着大姐的裤子，却几次不得其法，大姐阻挡我的手，时紧时松，最后还是坚决的推开了我，看我还是一副发情的小公鸡模样，大姐长叹一口气，轮圆胳膊给了我一个大巴掌。
”啪！“
这一个巴掌把我彻底的打醒了，我停止了手上的动作，膨胀的下体也很快变软了，我双手放在床上，支撑着体重，悬在大姐的身体上方，目光呆滞的看着大姐。
大姐的眼里满是坚毅，似乎做出了什幺决定，一把把我拉到怀里，双手环抱着我的肩膀，嘴唇贴着我的耳朵，轻声的说着：”小弟，不要难过，心里有什幺不痛快的，就说出来吧，要不就哭出来，哭出来，就舒服了。“听着这如慈母般的劝慰，我终于控制不住压抑很久的情感，趴在大姐身上，号啕大哭起来，边说出了内心的苦楚，就连强奸王老师的事，都告诉了这素昧平生，甚至连名字都不知道的大姐。
大姐紧紧的抱着我，一手在我的背上轻轻的拍着，如同儿时的母亲，在我受到惊吓的时候，给我的安慰一样。出狱以来，我再一次感觉到了亲人般的温暖，而上一次给我温暖和关怀的王老师，已经被我的冲动给击碎了，所有美丽的梦也都结束了，现在，只有这个不知名的大姐，能给我温暖了。
不知在大姐的身上趴了多久，这种极度亲密的接触，大姐由于刚才被我撕扯得衣服全坏了，几乎半裸的抱着我，几次感受到了她胸部的松软和奶头的坚挺，在我说到强奸王老师的时候，我隐隐感觉到大姐的身体也热了，在我身下扭动，奶头也似乎硬了起来，但我却没有了刚才的冲动，欲望，全在大姐慈母般的怀里消失殆尽了。
”大姐，我……哇……“
话没说完，我又接着哭上了，大姐拍拍我的后背，一手放在我的脑后，来回抚摩着我的光头，说话声音也有点哽咽了。
”傻弟弟啊，我没有亲弟弟，以后你就叫我大姐吧，有事儿就找我，我只要没事儿就来帮你做饭收拾屋子，你一定要好好努力，考上个名牌大学来给他们看看，咱们不是孬种。“
”好的，大姐，我爱你。“
说完这句发自肺腑的话，也许是太累了，我趴在大姐的身上竟然睡着了。
等我醒来的时候，看到大姐就那幺躺在我的身下，脸上全是我的鼻涕泪水，我忍不住笑了，赶紧站起身子，伸手到大姐的脖后，托着她的身子，把她抱着坐了起来。
"Little brother, you're really heavy! You've made my whole body go numb." My older sister teased me, standing up and stretching her arms and legs. From behind, I saw her bra, which I had torn, hanging halfway down her shoulder, and her pants pulled down to expose half of her buttocks. I couldn't help but get hard again.
"Big sister, you..."
"What's wrong?"
Hearing my stammering, my older sister turned around and saw my embarrassing state. Looking down at her own attire, she couldn't help but laugh, pointing a finger at my forehead.
"You, you're just a kid, but you've got a lot on your mind. Have you even grown all your pubic hair yet? You're already trying to do naughty things, not even sparing your older sister."
As she spoke, she turned around, opened my wardrobe, found one of my oversized shirts, and put it on, covering her private parts and allowing me to escape the visual stimulation of her voluptuous body.
"What would you like to eat this afternoon? We'll make it for you. How about scrambled eggs with tomatoes?" "Sure."
I readily agreed, not because I particularly liked the dish, but because I wanted to quickly change the subject and avoid any urges to commit a crime whenever I saw her voluptuous figure.
My older sister was a great cook; she quickly prepared the meal and tidied my room impeccably, filling it with the warmth of home. After dinner, we chatted, and that's when I learned her name and some other details.
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