【Girlfriend Zixin】(07) Author: xiangzeya

Author: xiangzeya
Word Count: 3723

Chapter Seven

"Ugh~ cough cough~ cough~" Xiao Xin knelt on the ground, coughing incessantly. Clearly, having a foreign object in her throat was
extremely painful. Seeing Xiao Xin's suffering, my sadistic tendencies vanished instantly.
I incredibly perverted, disregarding Xiao Xin's feelings for my own momentary pleasure. I forcefully inserted my penis into the very
tube that carries food; would I ruin Xiao Xin's beautiful singing voice?

"I'm sorry, baby, was it too deep?" I gently patted Xiao Xin's back while asking how
she felt. "~cough~ I feel nauseous." I expected a beating from Xiao Xin, but she only answered

calmly . "It seems Xiao Xin also has some masochistic tendencies." I thought, my heart filled with mixed emotions. Raised by a single mother , Xiao Xin lost her father's love at a young age. Although she received much love from many people because of her outstanding talent, excellent academic performance, sweet appearance, and hot figure, she always seemed cautious and insecure . Xiaoxin is a typical Pisces girl—gentle, kind, and romantic, possessing an irresistible charm. No matter how big a mistake she makes, you can't help but forgive her. As a Virgo man, I was easily attracted to her qualities. In fact, if Xiaoxin hadn't also secretly loved me, I think I wouldn't have succeeded no matter how hard I tried. Xiaoxin and Xiaoyue seem to have opposite personalities: one is gentle and tender, outwardly soft but inwardly strong; the other is passionate and outgoing, outwardly strong but inwardly soft. Perhaps it's because of these reasons that I didn't choose to break up with Xiaoxin despite her relationship with Wang Tongpin, including the crisis caused by my mother, I still chose to stay by her side. It might also be Xiaoxin's outstanding appearance, but that's only a small part; the majority is her unique charm that I can't resist. Seeing that Xiaoxin didn't show any dissatisfaction, I slowly began to want to take advantage of her. Isn't this conflicted personality a bit twisted? On one hand, I want to protect the lovable Xiaoxin; on the other hand, I want to bully her for my own lust. However, this inner struggle is fleeting. Seeing Xiaoxin kneeling on the ground, looking disheveled from being fucked by me, my penis throbbed again. "Baby, I'm about to cum, please suck me again." I didn't even have the urge to ejaculate! It was just an excuse I made up because I was afraid Xiaoxin would refuse me. Xiaoxin didn't express any dissatisfaction at all and directly took my penis into her mouth. Why was Zixin so compliant today? Could it be that she felt guilty for going on a trip with Wang Tongpin behind my back? Did she want to make it up to me? With these questions in mind, and thinking of their sweet photos together, I ejaculated in Xiaoxin's mouth with jealousy and anger. "You bad boy, so excited first thing in the morning!" "It's all because of you, wearing just a shirt to seduce me." "Can't you have some self-control? If it were any other woman, you wouldn't be as excited as , would you?" "Wow, you know a lot about dogs..." " Of course, I studied veterinary medicine." Damn, I actually fell into this trap set by this girl. I was speechless for a moment, not knowing how to retort. "Eat more, honey. What do you want for lunch? How about I make you some pork rib soup to help you recover?" Xiaoxin said, seeing my embarrassed expression. "Anything is fine." My mind wasn't on what to eat at all. Seeing Xiaoxin acting so casually in front of me, as if nothing had happened, didn't she feel even a little bit guilty? "There's no 'anything' on the menu. Tell me, what do you want to eat? I'll cook something delicious for you myself today." I looked at Xiaoxin, who was smiling and asking me, with a blank expression. "Open your notebook, there are photos from your trip there." I said this seemingly calmly , but my heart immediately twisted. Should I really bring this up? How would Xiaoxin react if she found out I knew her secret? Would she choose to run away? Or would she apologize to me? Should I accept it? Or not? "Photos? What photos?" Xiaoxin's voice was filled with surprise and guilt as she picked up the notebook and gently opened it. That's right, the moment the screen lit up, the intimate photo of the two of them that I had last looked at yesterday appeared in Xiaoxin's eyes. With a crisp "snap," Xiaoxin slammed the notebook shut after just one glance. She was embarrassed to see the photos of him with another man in front of me. Xiaoxin lowered her head, silent, her hands still on the notebook . "Why aren't you saying anything?" "..." Xiaoxin remained silent. "Aren't you surprised I saw the photos?" "Husband...husband..." Xiaoxin paused, speechless. "I'm telling you, your childhood friend Wang Tongpin sent them to me. He's pretty impressive! Tell me. Why did you lie to me? Why did you travel with another man behind my back?" I angrily questioned Xiaoxin. Looking at the aggrieved Xiaoxin , I thought to myself, "I'm the one who should be aggrieved! You lied and traveled with another man behind my back. " "I...let's break up." As soon as she finished speaking, Xiaoxin covered her mouth, stood up, grabbed her bag, closed the door, and ran out in just a few seconds . I sat there dumbfounded, not having reacted yet. Didn't Xiaoxin want to say something to me? What am I to you ? Faced with Xiaoxin's reaction, I became even angrier. I jumped up, quickly opened the door, and chased after her , grabbing Xiaoxin's wrist. Xiaoxin looked pained as I forcefully pulled her back. "It hurts! Let go!" "I won't let go until you explain yourself. What the hell am I? Why did we break up? Just because of him? Is he more important to you than me?" "Let go! The more you act like this, the more I hate you." "I'm only doing this because you forced me! Tell me, with him or with me!" I almost screamed. "With him, with him, are you satisfied now? Can I leave?" Xiaoxin yelled at me, tears streaming down her face. My heart sank into despair in that instant. Holding Xiaoxin's hand felt like knowing this person was no longer someone I could hold onto. My fingertips felt Xiaoxin's slender wrist, her silky skin—this was no longer mine. Slowly, I released her hand, frozen in place, still in the same position as when I was holding her wrist. Tears welled up again uncontrollably. "Ugh~ Again." Haha, happy breakup, happy breakup. I tried to calm myself down by drinking one cup after another with a few classmates I was on good terms with.

In the end, it was just Chen Hao and me left. "Haha, good buddy, you're loyal, let's continue."

"Don't drink anymore, you'll black out, and I can't carry you."

"My heart hurts so much! You know that. Waaah~" Several days of alcohol numbing still couldn't numb the pain in my
heart . How could I be so pathetic, turning into this for a woman?
Where is my sunny and confident self?

"It's okay, buddy, cry if you want to, if it makes you feel better." My
relationship with Chen Hao was just so-so, but when I was heartbroken, those who were usually close to me seemed to be gloating,
saying things like, "It's just a woman, is it really that big of a deal?" or "Do you have any backbone?"—
things that sounded particularly harsh to me. Only Chen Hao didn't say much, but every word he said made me feel a lot better.

"If you don't want to lose her, put aside your pride and go after her." Only Chen Hao understood my heart.
But she was the one who made the mistake first, how could I take the initiative to pursue her?

"I know what you're thinking. The key is that you can't live without her now! Haven't you done anything wrong?

If you were truly devoted to Zixin, would she have done that kind of thing behind your back?"

"I..." I was speechless. Ever since the day Zixin left, I've felt a strong sense of defeat.
My woman's infidelity must be related to me. I feel like a complete failure, how could I have lost to Wang Tongpin?

"Let me tell you, if you continue like this, you'll only benefit that guy. It's like handing Zixin
over to someone else. Are you just going to give up like this?" Every word Chen Hao said hit me right in the heart. Now I can't dwell on
who's right and who's wrong; I have to win Zixin back.

But then I feel so pathetic. Men only know how to cherish something when they lose it. Thinking
back to how I played games day and night, queuing solo and duo, I've climbed the ranks, but I'm
drifting further and further away from the person I love without even realizing it.

After saying goodbye to everyone, I returned to my rented room and drifted off to sleep. The next day, the moment I opened my eyes, the breakup saga began
relentlessly. Calming down and thinking it over, I realized that when I saw Xiaoxin recently, her
eyes were red and swollen. Had she been heartbroken for days, just like me? I
should step in.

I turned on my computer and saw a picture of Zixin and me as my desktop wallpaper. Zixin was standing on tiptoe, her arms around my neck, smiling
so brightly and innocently, like a pure child. And then there was her surprisingly sexy figure,
wearing a deep blue Thai-style halter dress with countless elephant head patterns, her bare shoulders gleaming in the bright sunlight
. This is a photo of us on a trip to the beach.
Seeing : hiking together, watching marine animal shows,
skipping breakfast and lunch to go to a fancy buffet, and then being so full we had to be carried in and out of the restaurant in the evening. Then,
worried about gaining weight, we took turns pushing our little tortoise motorcycle three kilometers home. Along the way, Xiaoxin told me about her
childhood I bragged about the silly things I did as a child. We were always
so happy together.

Thinking about this, I opened QQ and saw Xiaoxin's profile picture was gray. I tried logging in anonymously
and discovered she hadn't changed her password. The password was "(I love you, you stinky pig, stinky pig is obviously a metaphor for me...)".

Sigh, we both love each other, but we can't see each other. One can't face it, and the other is unwilling
to let go . I genuinely regretted my rash behavior that day. Thinking about it carefully, all they did was take
a picture , which is perfectly normal for childhood sweethearts. Besides, there wasn't anything overtly intimate in the photo; at most
, their shoulders were touching. If I hadn't been so impulsive and had investigated secretly before making any plans, things wouldn't have turned out
this way. Xiaoxin is inherently a bit insecure and lacks confidence; having her lie suddenly exposed would definitely
scare her away. I analyzed the situation myself, not ruling out an element of self-comfort.

I opened Xiaoxin's QQ and carefully examined her chat history and social media activity, hoping to find some
clues . I did find some comments from Wang Tongpin on her photos, starting after the trip
. They were all compliments like, "Xiaoxin is getting more and more beautiful." Then I clicked on recent contacts; the
most recent nickname was "Red-Top Merchant." Who is that? Without thinking much, I scrolled down to find Wang Tongpin's QQ,
but I couldn't find him. Didn't Xiaoxin and Wang Tongpin communicate via QQ?

Forget it, I won't contact him. If I really see that Xiaoxin and him have some kind of special relationship, I don't know if I
can muster the courage to forgive her. I'll just turn a blind eye and let things pass. I'll find a suitable time
to talk to Xiaoxin and see if there's any way to salvage the situation. But this time, I need to have a plan.

Just as I was about to close Xiaoxin's QQ, I suddenly thought of that "red-hat merchant." I don't remember any of her relatives or
friends having that nickname. Curious, I clicked on the "red-hat merchant's" profile.

"I won't waste any more time with you. Tomorrow evening at eight o'clock, I'll be waiting for you at the tea table outside the coffee shop at the east gate of your school.
Contact me on QQ. It's up to you whether you come or not. If you don't honor me, then I'm sorry, you know..."

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