【A Woman's Mole】(30-34) Author: Bo Bo Xiong Yong

Author: Bobo Xiongyong
Word Count: 10754

(30)

After Yan Ji left, I stood by Xuanwu Lake smoking. The noise from the train station square behind me made it impossible for me
to calm down. Even so, I still didn't want to leave. I just wanted to stand there and look at the quiet lake. I didn't
know what was wrong with me. My heart was filled with anxiety.

As my desire gradually subsided after Yan Ji left, all that remained was physical exhaustion, inner emptiness,
and a deep sense of guilt. Therefore, rather than saying that men are animals that think with their lower bodies, it would be more accurate
to say that men are contradictory animals.

I suddenly realized that I seemed to have returned to the state I was in two years ago when I broke up with Gu Xuan. I wanted to call her, but
I hurriedly hung up when I dialed her number. I knew I was scared. I was terrified.

I realized that it was because I couldn't face Gu Xuan. Even just hearing her voice made me feel
ashamed and embarrassed.

... "Why don't you call me, you big blockhead!" I received a call from Gu Xuan

while reading in the library . "Oh..." I stammered, my voice trembling. "What's wrong?" she asked with concern. "Nothing, nothing, the library's air conditioning's on, I might have caught a chill..." I sniffled , pretending to have a runny nose. "Yeah, take care of yourself, don't overwork yourself. By the way, you should look at schools lately, I 've been looking too..." ... After hanging up Gu Xuan's call, I sat blankly in my chair. Gu Xuan had told me a long time ago that she wanted to study abroad and had been preparing. Back then, when we were making love, looking into her expectant eyes, I readily agreed to go abroad with her, and under her urging, I took the GRE and TOEFL in my junior year. But now that this day was truly approaching, just like when I heard she was pregnant, I was . I kept telling myself, you can do it, you still have time, you still have time! Don't you want to be with Gu Xuan forever ? Then hurry up. Gu Xuan was like a mountain, pressing down on me, making it hard to breathe. I was completely clueless about choosing a major and college, so I could only turn to Teacher Zeng for help. She was quite surprised by my decision, but she still gave me a lot of help, helping me get a feel for things. She told me not to rush, to ask her if I had any questions, and to take my time figuring things out when I got back. ... "I met someone online during the summer vacation...!" the eldest brother told me. "Hmm?" I looked at him, waiting for him to finish. I knew he always liked to keep people in suspense, so I wasn't in a hurry. "Why don't you ask if she's a guy or a girl?" Sure enough, he took a drag of his cigarette, and even after exhaling , he still hadn't waited for my follow-up question before impatiently asking. "..." I rolled my eyes at him and said, "Tell me!" "She's a girl, quite pretty, with a pointed chin and sexy lips!" His face was solemn and serious, so serious that I felt a little unfamiliar with him, to the point that I wanted to punch him. "Sexy? You mean she has big lips, don't you know me!" I scoffed. "Damn, she's so sexy! Just like my dream girl, Angelina Jolie, those thick lips, I really want to hold them and take a bite..." Okay, since his breakup before summer vacation, the boss has gone horny again. Oh, in his words, he's fallen in love again, deeply in love with another girl. "I have to pick up Gu Xuan, I can't listen to your whining!" I checked the time and quickly interrupted his fantasies. "Are you coming back tonight? Do you need me to leave the door open for you? Hehe!" he asked with a lewd grin. "No need!" I saw that mole on his chin again. Like rain after a long drought, like thunder and fire igniting a fire. Gu Xuan and I made love nonstop in the hotel, tireless. It seemed like there were endless sweet words to say, endless longing to express , and an insatiable desire. During a break, she stroked my sweaty back and said, "I want to go to America..." "Okay, I'll go too." "Let's work hard together!" she said happily. "Okay!" I lowered my head and kissed her lips. Senior year is busy for everyone. Some are busy preparing for graduate school entrance exams, some are busy looking for jobs, some are busy studying abroad, and of course, everyone is busy writing their graduation thesis. That day, I went to Professor Zeng's office to discuss my graduation thesis. When I came out of her office, I saw Yan Ji standing at the bottom of the stairs. "You're here?" she asked with a smile. "Yes, I'm here..." I looked her over carefully and nodded. She seemed to have lost a lot of weight; her already slender face appeared even longer. "Want to go for a walk?" she asked, tilting her head slightly. "Sure." I nodded. The weather in late October was already a bit chilly. A gust of wind swept up red leaves from the ground, one of which landed on Yan Ji's long dress, clinging tightly to it in the wind. She reached out her slender fingers, picked up a maple leaf, held it to her eyes, and said, "So beautiful!" I turned to look at her earnest expression. The wind blew her long hair, which danced in the air. She stood amidst the fallen red leaves, quietly watching the maple leaf in her hand, which trembled slightly in the wind. There is a kind of beauty called tranquility, and tranquility to the extreme is breathtaking. Her slender fingers released the leaf, which drifted away with the wind, mingling with the fallen red leaves, indistinguishable from the rest. "I heard you're going abroad?" she asked, looking up at me. "Yes, I'm applying..." I wanted to gather her long, wind-blown hair, but hesitated for a moment and then gave up. "With your girlfriend?" she asked with a smile, her red lips slightly upturned. "Yes, but I don't have high hopes for myself, I guess it's unlikely..." I said honestly. "As long as you do your best! What do you think?" she grinned, revealing two small canine teeth. "How about you? How's your job search going?" "I'm still looking, haven't heard anything yet," she said, pursing her lips. "Shanghai?" I asked. "Yeah, he wants to stay in Shanghai..." she said with a wry smile. "Shanghai is nice..." that was all I could say.

"Let's have lunch together," I asked her.

She looked at me deeply, then lowered her gaze and said softly, "No, I have plans with someone else..."

"Then..." I felt a little disappointed, yet also relieved. "Then I'll be going."

"Goodbye..." she waved her left hand.

A glint of light flashed in her palm.

"A ring?" I asked, staring at her left hand.

"Yes, we just got engaged..." she smiled, but I could see a bitterness in her smile.

"Well, I wish you happiness!"

...

The wind rustled the treetops overhead, and red maple leaves swayed in the air, performing the final melody of life.

I thought, this must be the final melody played for Yan Ji and me—she's married...

(Thirty-one)

"I want to tell you some good news!" Gu Xuan hugged my neck, looking at me with a smile.

"Oh? What's the good news?" I asked, pinching her nose.

"I got the offer! A full scholarship!" she exclaimed excitedly.

"Oh... really? Which school?" I asked casually.

"You... you seem unhappy?" she pouted, seemingly noticing my mood.

"I'm happy for you!" I quickly composed myself and forced a smile.

"You have to keep trying!" she said, patting my face and pouting. "

..."

However, to my disappointment, my applications were repeatedly rejected until I completely gave up. I knew it was probably
due to my grades, but it was too late now.

"Maybe I shouldn't go!" Gu Xuan said to me.

"No, why not? Do you want all your hard work over the past few years to go to waste?" I quickly dissuaded
her.

"But what about you? What about me? I'll be all alone...!" Her eyes were red, and she pouted, looking
incredibly sad.

"It's okay, it's only three years, four at most. I'll come see you!" I comforted her.

Fortunately, I persisted in applying for graduate studies abroad while simultaneously looking for a job. Although the financial crisis made finding
a job difficult, I still received an offer from a foreign company in East China, though the job was completely unrelated to my
major.

At our farewell dinner before leaving school, after everyone had a good time, someone suggested a game of Truth or Dare!

A deck of cards, including the King, and whoever drew it had to answer a question.

Everyone was quite reserved with the first few questions, until the eldest member of our dorm drew the King. Someone asked him: "Are you
still a virgin?"

The eldest hesitated for a long time before saying: "Not yet! But in a few days I probably won't be a virgin anymore..."

I glanced at him sideways with my drunken eyes, wondering what he was hiding from us.

But the cards were quickly dealt again, so I didn't think about it anymore.

"Is there anyone here who likes someone? Who is it?" A girl drew the King, and one of her roommates asked her with
a sly smile , while the other two roommates also looked at her with smiles.

Her face flushed even more from the alcohol, and she lowered her head shyly, seemingly unwilling to speak.

I found it amusing and joined in the teasing, shouting, "Tell us!"

Suddenly, I felt her raise her head, her gaze fixed on me.

I was a little surprised, but quickly told myself, "How could that be!

" Then, the next moment, I heard her whisper, "Yes."

"Who?"

"Zhang...Zhang Tian..." she said, then lowered her head again.

"Ah..." the eldest brother nudged my waist forcefully, excitedly saying, "Did you hear that? She likes you!"

To be honest, it's impossible not to be a little excited, but to say she was as excited as the eldest brother was is unrealistic. I
looked at the girl opposite me. Four years of knowing each other, yet I didn't know she liked me, just like
that long-haired figure I'd been silently watching throughout high school—perhaps she never knew.

The girl was rather introverted, just like I used to be. I thought, if it weren't for tonight's drinking session,
if it weren't for her roommate's encouragement, she would never have said it, and we would have never known; perhaps this
secret would have remained forever.

"Let's hug!" her roommate said, standing up.

"Okay," I said.

I went over, gently took her hand, and pulled her into a tight embrace, whispering in her ear, "
Thank you!"

She trembled slightly in my arms, whispering, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say that...
"

"It's okay, I'm very happy, really! Thank you!" I released her, looking at her face.

She wasn't bad-looking, but not particularly beautiful either; she had single eyelids but long eyelashes.

She looked up, tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, and smiled, "I'm very happy too, tonight..."

I suddenly noticed a mole on her earlobe.

"You have a mole on your ear!" I said.

"Yes, on my left ear!" she said, touching her left earlobe. Whether it was from drinking or
something else , her ear suddenly turned very red.

"It's beautiful!" I said, looking at the mole.

"Thank you..." she said, smiling.

"Why don't you two go outside and talk?" someone egged me on.

We smiled awkwardly and parted ways.

A short while later, I drew the King. A girl asked me, "What kind of girl do you like?"

I paused, thinking hard, but couldn't find the right answer. Someone like Gu Xuan? That's too
complicated to explain; I could talk about all of Gu Xuan's good points all night. I suddenly remembered the mole on her chin, a faint
embellishment on her snow-white skin.

"I like girls with moles, faint moles..." I said.

I could see the surprised look in the eyes of the girl across from me with the mole on her ear, but I couldn't tell her that the faint
mole was the same one on Gu Xuan's chin...

(Thirty-two)

"You said you're going to lose your virginity soon, what do you mean?" I asked the eldest brother, who was urinating against the wall.

His penis trembled, and the stream of urine drew diagonal lines on the school wall. He chuckled, "Damn
it, my sexy online girlfriend is coming to see me in a couple of days... I've already arranged with her to come and take my virginity...
"

I shakily pulled up my pants, stepped out of the shadows of the streetlamp, and turned back to him, saying, "
I'll treat her to dinner when she comes..."

The eldest brother was still peeing, seemingly enjoying it, and said, "Damn it, you can't mess with her, I
finally got her! By the way, when the hell are you leaving?"

Me: "..."

Actually, I didn't know when I was leaving either, mainly because I didn't know where I was supposed to go.

"Are you two getting married? Before she goes abroad?" The eldest brother walked over, pulling up his pants.

"..." I was speechless again.

"Why the hell are you two so slow? Did you have sex against the wall?" The fourth brother
slurred and cursed.

"Waaah..." For some reason, the fourth brother lay down by the roadside, hugging a lamppost and crying.

I went over and kicked him, saying, "What's wrong?"

"Waaah... I don't want to leave, I haven't had enough to drink, I still have so much
to say to the girls in my class, waaah..." He cried sadly like a child.

"Damn it, you want to sleep with the girls in our class, don't you!" The eldest brother shouted, his voice loud, and then people
looked over , including some of the girls in our class.

"..." The fourth brother opened his eyes, his face wet, and glared at us, saying, "So what if I want to do it?
I'm still a virgin!"

The second brother and I looked at each other, completely baffled as to what was there to cry about.

"You two stop pretending, you well-fed people don't know the hunger of starving people, damn it, I'm going to lose my virginity tonight!"
he cursed as he got up. "What do you think?" he asked the eldest brother.

The eldest brother, with a cigarette dangling from his mouth, smoke rings coming out of his nostrils, I think I saw him nod, and then I heard him say,
"That's a good idea!"

He turned to the second brother and me and said, "I'll treat you to a good time tonight..."

The second brother and I exchanged a glance, and under the influence of alcohol, we nodded vigorously, "Okay!"

...

I lay on the bed looking at the strange woman straddling me, her huge breasts bouncing up and
down in the dim, alluring light, she stroked her breasts and said, "Your dick is so hard! It's so swollen!"

I closed my eyes, not wanting to speak, letting her ride me.

"Come on, I'm a little tired," she said, stopping and nudging me. Her

hazy eyes were barely visible in the dim light; I could only feel her
body : her full, soft buttocks, her breasts as soft as cotton, and a mole on her waist. This was
the only impression left in my mind, somewhat blurry, but unforgettable.

Afterwards, I went downstairs and lay in the scalding hot spring water. A thin layer of steam filled the air, and
the stimulation of the hot water and alcohol made me drowsy, but my mind was filled with the mole I had just touched, like
a tumor.

I murmured to myself, "I don't like that mole; it's a bit big.

" "Want a smoke?" Lao Er jumped into the pool, splashing water.

I lit a cigarette, took a deep drag, exhaled the smoke, and cursed, "Damn it, I feel like I've been
raped!"

He chuckled and said, "That's all! I still prefer the feeling of making love with my wife. Just now it felt like I
was completing a task step by step..."

"

Damn, you guys were so fast!" the eldest brother said smugly, sweating profusely. "I felt amazing! That
girl was screaming all over the place..."

The second brother and I exchanged a glance, pursed our lips, and then turned our heads away, ignoring him.

The fourth brother sat in the water, covering his face, silent.

The eldest brother climbed over, put his arm around his shoulder, and asked, "How was it, buddy? Hehe, was it good?"

The fourth brother mumbled softly, "She's only 17...she's only 17..." The fourth brother liked slender girls, so he had his eye on a girl, only to find out she was only 17

after he had finished with her . "What a beast!" I cursed inwardly, but then felt a pang of envy, wanting to experience the pleasure of a 17-year-old girl's body. "Zhou Yining, call her sister-in-law!" the eldest brother said to me. I smiled and said, "Sister-in-law, hello!" Looking at Zhou Yining across the table, the boss's online girlfriend, I saw bright, clear eyes and a large mouth— what the boss called sexy. She had a few light freckles, but wasn't unattractive. After dinner, I watched the boss walk away with his arm around Zhou Yining's shoulder. I knew he was going to fulfill his "virginity-losing" vow—even though he'd lost his virginity at a hot spring resort the night before. The second and fourth brothers had left yesterday, so I returned to an empty dorm room. I picked up the phone and dialed Gu Xuan's number. "Where are you today?" I asked. "I'm at San Die Quan now, a very tall waterfall, all mist, it's beautiful! I want you to come with me next time!" she shouted excitedly into the phone. "Okay, be careful, have fun!" I chuckled, instructing her. Gu Xuan was on her graduation trip. After hanging up, feeling a bit bored, I pulled out a yellowed national map, slumped it on the dusty table , and found the location of Mount Lu, with Jiujiang on it. Oh, Jiujiang. I suddenly remembered Feng Ye. Isn't she from Jiujiang? I grinned, feeling nostalgic for the past four years. At least a few girls had been with me—or rather, in bed with me. I opened my laptop and found the photos I'd taken over the years, looking at them one by one. Each one seemed to tell a story. Until I saw photos of Feng Ye, Gu Xuan, and Yan Ji—some clothed, some naked … I smiled and smiled at the screen, until my eyes stung, and I felt like crying. I knew it was time for me to leave. (Thirty-three) I didn't know when my friend returned to the dorm. By the time I received his text message, I was already on the bullet train to my work city. I only had a backpack with a laptop, some materials, and a few changes of clothes— just like when I arrived four years ago, I didn't have much stuff. "I'm on the train. You can leave later!" I received a call from Gu Xuan in my rented apartment. After her graduation "You've gotten so tanned," I said, pinching her nose and laughing. "Yeah, really tanned? Am I ugly?" she pouted, standing on tiptoe and hugging my neck.

"Not dark-skinned, not ugly, very pretty, very beautiful!" I said, stroking her hair.

"Your words are getting sweeter and sweeter!" she said, giving me a kiss.

"This place looks like a pigsty! It's a mess!" she complained, standing in the filthy house.

Soon she was busy. Watching her flutter like a butterfly, I suddenly felt very happy and at
peace. I thought, this house finally has a mistress—even though I don't own the house.

"What do you want to eat for lunch? I'll cook for you!" I couldn't help but hug her from behind as she was mopping the floor,
gently stroking her hair as I asked.

"Fish, braised fish, hehe, can you cook that?" she stopped, tilting her head and smiling as she asked.

"Uh..." I was a little embarrassed because I had never cooked such a fancy dish before. If stir-frying was something I was good at,
I could only bite the bullet and say, "I really have never made this before, but I can try for you!"

"Okay, let's cook together!" she said, leaning in and kissing me on the cheek.

"Is it good?" I asked Gu Xuan.

"It's delicious! I didn't expect you to be such a good cook!" she said with a smile, a thin layer of
oil glistening on her red lips.

"Of course, I used to cook for myself all the time, oh, you know, experience makes perfect!"

She rolled her eyes at me and said reproachfully, "How can you describe it like that!"

"When are you going home?" I asked, stroking her back, which was covered in a fine sheen of sweat.

"Next month, I want to stay here with you..." she said
breathlessly , "Is that okay?" She stuck out her tongue and licked my nipple.

"Okay, I'll cook, you wash the dishes, and after dinner we'll make love like we did before; after dinner we'll take a walk together, and
when we get back in the evening we'll... hehe..." I chuckled wickedly, kneading her breasts, which were wet and slippery.

"...Ugh! All you can think about is sex!" she pouted and said reproachfully.

"Kiss me! I want more! I miss you so much!" she said, closing her eyes and tilting her chin up, a
faint .

"When you miss me, do you masturbate?" I asked, kissing her red lips and squeezing her breasts.

"Mmm... no, so I miss you so much, I miss your penis, I want you to thrust into me hard!"
she said, cupping my face and kissing me passionately.

The afternoon sun outside the window was scorching, just like the two naked bodies rolling around by the window, radiating waves of
heat.

"I'm going to die! Love me hard! Love me! I'm suffocating, please, thrust into me hard!"
Gu Xuan cried out passionately beneath me, her hair damp with sweat, clinging messily to her face, her hazy
eyes looking at me seductively through the damp hair. "I really was going to die just now... so good..." she said

lazily, lying naked on her side on the bed . "Want more?" "Yes! Why wouldn't I!" she opened her eyes and giggled. "Didn't you say you were going to die?" I pinched her buttocks hard and teased. "Even if I'm going to die, I still want more. I want to die on you! You big blockhead!" With a strength , she flipped me onto the bed, lowered her head and took my penis into her mouth, gently sucking it. "Oh..." she guided my now-erect penis and gently sat down, groaning comfortably with her eyes half-closed . "Touch me!" she said, moving her hips up and down while placing my hand on her breast. "What does it feel like?" I asked, touching her sweaty breasts. "I don't know..." her attention seemed to be focused on her heaving lower body. "Does touching your breasts feel like anything?" I asked. "It feels great during sex, hehe... like now..." she giggled , the skin on the back of her hand turning red, obscuring the black mole on her chin. "Want me to touch your clitoris?" I asked, looking at the tuft of pubic hair clinging to her lower abdomen, imagining the clitoris beneath it. I knew her clitoris was very sensitive; she would probably enjoy it. "Mmm..." she nodded shyly. She continued to move her hips, and I placed my hand on her clitoris, gently rubbing it in circles. "Oh... so good! Harder, honey! Ahh... touch harder! Oh... I'm coming !..." Her movements became more and more intense and faster, until finally she lay tense on top , trembling uncontrollably. "Use a condom..." she said, lying on the bed after her orgasm, her eyes barely open, her red lips parted. "Don't touch me anymore, I can't help but tremble..." she said, pressing my hand down as I thrust into her while touching her clitoris . "It's okay, just relax and follow your feelings!" I said, pushing her hand away and comforting her. "Oh... I'm going to die! I need to pee... no! Please, no, I need to pee , I can't hold it in anymore..." She struggled desperately, her little hands trying to push me away. "Be good, don't move, pee, I like anything that's yours!" I said, lifting her legs and making my final thrust. "Ahhh... so embarrassing, so embarrassing..." She covered her face, trembling as she ejaculated, the thin, clear liquid splashing in the air, landing on the sheets between her thighs and on my lower abdomen. "I hate you, I'm not talking to you anymore!" She continued to cover her face, kicking her legs, on the verge of tears. "Hehe..." I looked at the liquid on my hand, grinning foolishly. I thought to myself, I should make her drink more water before making love next time. "Am I very lewd?" She pouted, leaning against the headboard, watching me tidy the sheets. "No, I like it!" I looked up at her and laughed. "You're still laughing!" she lightly hit me with a pillow. "I just love it, like watching you use your hands to make it wet, just thinking about it gets so exciting..." I grabbed her small hand and lowered my head to kiss her lips. "Mmm..." she struggled for a moment before responding passionately to my kiss. "I love you! I love you!" she gasped. "I love you too, I want to devour you! Swallow you whole!" With that, I lowered my head and kissed her labia, still glistening with clear fluid, kissing them tenderly, my tongue curling around her engorged labia, the tip forcefully penetrating her vagina, stirring the tender flesh inside. ...

"Tired? Sleep, sleep, sleep..." In her arms, I touched her breasts and fell into a deep
sleep .

(Thirty-four)

"Kiss me!" Gu Xuan said, her eyes red.

The airport waiting hall was bustling with people. I glanced around and felt a little embarrassed.

"Kiss me!" she said loudly, then stood on tiptoe, her
lips, which were a little swollen from my kisses these past two days, getting closer and closer to mine.

"I don't want to go, I don't want to go!" she murmured as she passionately returned my kiss.

"I can't bear to leave you either!" I stroked the skin on her back that her dress couldn't cover; it was smooth and
soft .

"I'll miss you!" her eyes were filled with tears, sparkling like the surface of a lake after a rain.

"I'll come to see you!" I wiped away her tears, but they fell like pearls from a broken string,
too fast for me to catch.

The hug ended when the security check announcement came.

"I'm leaving..." she stood there like a lonely winter plum blossom, waving her small hands in the air.

"Be careful! Call me when you arrive!"

As I emerged from the airport, a light drizzle began to fall in Shanghai, the gloomy clouds mirroring my own
miserable mood.

I stubbed out my cigarette, stretched, and felt a slight soreness. Hmm, I'd been
making love with Gu Xuan these past two days; she seemed determined to exhaust her pent-up desires for the next few years in just a few days.

Two months after leaving school, I felt my stamina had declined; I thought I should start exercising.

I hailed a taxi, and the driver asked where I was going.

I thought for a moment but didn't know where to go, so I said, "You drive first."

Finally, after circling the airport, I got off at the nearby train station. I thought I heard the driver
mutter Is he crazy?"

On Teacher's Day, I wrote a greeting card and sent it to Teacher Zeng. That night, I received a call from her,
and she laughed, saying, "You little rascal, why did you think of writing a greeting card…?"

I said I only sent one to her; I sent text messages to the other teachers.

She laughed heartily on the phone, saying, "You've got a conscience!" Then she asked how I was doing. "How's work? " I asked .

I said, "It's great, I'm adjusting well, and I really like this job." She said, "Keep up the good work! If you want to come back for graduate school, her door is always open for you." She then asked, "When are you coming back to visit?" I thought for a moment and said, "I'll come back in a couple of days during my vacation. " I looked at Guo Ying walking towards me and felt like I didn't recognize her. At 20, she was like a willow branch sprouting in spring, the childishness fading from her face, leaving behind a subtle charm. "Brother, you're here!" She no longer took my arm and snuggled up to me . Looking at her lightly made-up face, my mind went blank. Was this still the cute cousin I knew? "You're all dressed up so beautifully, what do you want to do?" I asked with a smile. "Am I pretty?" she grinned happily, "Hehe..." "Let's go, let's go eat!" I reached out my hand, but it stopped in mid-air. She smiled slightly, brushed my hand aside, took my arm again, rested her head on my shoulder, and blinked her eyes, saying, "Let's go..." "Brother, how's your wife doing in America?" Guo Ying asked me during dinner. "She said she's doing well, but I know she's mostly just trying to comfort me, sigh..." I said, pursing my lips with a slight toothache . "Do you miss her?" she winked at me. "Of course I do! I can't sleep because I miss her!" I rolled my eyes at her. "Giggle..." she giggled, covering her mouth, "Alone in an empty house..." "I'm in a relationship..." she said softly, cutting her steak with her head down. "Huh?" I looked up in surprise, staring at her small hand holding the knife and fork, finding what I'd just heard rather bizarre . "I said I'm in a relationship!" she pouted, dissatisfied. "Why?" I asked, wiping my mouth. "..." she glared at me, a blush rising to her cheeks, and scolded, "What do you mean 'why '? Why do you need to ask why you're in a relationship?" "..." I was speechless. I don't know why I lost my composure so much after hearing about her relationship. It was as if, in my mind, she would always be that little girl with two braids, giggling at me. The thought that her hand might have been held by , that her first kiss might have been lost, and that one day she might become someone else's wife, made me a little jealous. My outburst, and that "Why?", caused her misunderstanding and made her feel very embarrassed. "Oh, no, no, I mean, when did this happen?" I shook my head, quickly banishing those thoughts from my mind, took a sip of water to hide my embarrassment, and asked. "We started dating during summer vacation, but actually he's been pursuing me for a long time. You won't blame me for keeping it from you, will you… ?" she said, blushing and pouting. "No, no!" I chuckled, but the smile was forced, my lips stiff. " What's situation?" "He's a senior of mine, quite tall, oh, about your height, hehe..." She looked at my drooping lips, reached out and tugged at my arm, saying coquettishly, "And he's a nice guy too, handsome, only a little bit better looking , hehe..." "A senior?" I lit a cigarette and took a puff. "Yeah, a year older than me, I feel quite safe with him, and he's very nice to me... What do you think?" She looked at me expectantly. "How should I know? I don't know him at all, I've only heard you praising him to the skies..." "Ugh! I'm telling the truth! Humph! I'm ignoring you!" she pouted. "When can I meet him?" I was a little uneasy, I had to see him in person. "Oh, okay." "I'm going back the day after tomorrow morning, tomorrow noon? I have to meet a teacher tomorrow night." "Let me ask..." " He said he has something to do tomorrow..." Guo Ying hung up the phone and said to me. "Then next time." "Tomorrow is the Mid-Autumn Festival, and I wish you all a happy Mid-Autumn Festival!" Teacher Zeng said , raising her glass, which contained only plain water. I glanced at the people present and felt that something was missing.

I'm practically Professor Zeng's student. I stood up with five or six graduate students who were staying on campus for the holidays, clinked glasses, and said,
"Happy Holidays!"

As I sat back down, my hand on the armrest, I looked down and realized I was missing a hand—
no, missing someone's hand.

The person who sat next to me at the gatherings a couple of years ago, whose hand would sometimes secretly rest on
the back of my hand, cool to the touch…

Was she doing well?

"Yan Ji is getting married today…" a voice suddenly reached my ears.

I looked up blankly and saw it was Professor Zeng.

"She invited me, but I really can't get away; I have to go back to work later. This kid
got married right after graduation…"

I didn't hear anything else Professor Zeng said after that; all I could hear was "Yan Ji is getting married today, Yan Ji is getting married
today , Yan Ji is getting married today…"

She was getting married today! Perhaps the ceremony was underway, her hand in his…

I downed the glass of baijiu in one gulp; it felt incredibly spicy.

"Didn't you go to Shanghai a couple of days ago? Didn't you see her?" Teacher Zeng asked me.

"Ah... no, I went and came back the same day, I really didn't contact her..." The alcohol was stimulating
my nerves, my tongue was a little numb, but my mind was very clear.

Teacher Zeng gave me a reproachful look and said, "You, you're practically classmates, you went to her territory
and didn't even say hello, really..."

I could only smile apologetically and say, "My fault, my fault, I'll correct it!"

I suddenly regretted that I really should have met Yan Ji when I went to Shanghai last time, at least before she got married
. But at that time, Gu Xuan had just left, and I was in pain, how could I have the mind to think about these things?

Then I couldn't help but blame her, why didn't she tell me she was getting married? I'm so close to Shanghai, so
close —but the distance between her and me is like the ends of the earth. I realized that I haven't
seen her for almost a year.

Should I really see her next time I go? See a married woman? I shook my head vigorously, trying to get rid of
the messy .

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