[Mom's Nightmare]

June 18, 2004, is a day I will never forget. This day changed the course of my life and the lives of many others. What triggered it all was a fight between me and my classmate, Liu Xi. The incident began the day before when someone reported to our homeroom teacher that Liu Xi was smoking in the classroom. Our homeroom teacher was a man in his forties with a bad temper. I was in the second year of junior high school that year, and this incident directly affected our class's performance evaluation. During the afternoon class meeting, in front of everyone, the homeroom teacher slapped Liu Xi twice. Because I had previous conflicts with Liu Xi, he suspected I had reported him. So, the next day, June 18th, after school, Liu Xi gathered a few people to ambush me on my way home and beat me up.

That evening, after dinner, around 7 pm, my mother tidied up and went out to look for Liu Xi's family. I stayed home watching TV, and by nearly 10 pm, my mother still hadn't returned. Around that time, our county was also experiencing some unrest; there had been several cases of robberies targeting single women in the middle of the night. Thinking about this made me worried. After waiting a while, around 10:30, I got restless. I put on my clothes and shoes and went out, heading in the direction of Liu Xi's house to look for my mother. I walked along the road, keeping an eye out for her. There were very few people on the road at this time, and I still hadn't seen her by the time I was almost at Liu Xi's house

. I walked and walked until I reached the vicinity of Liu Xi's house. Their house was in a row of bungalows on a hillside. There were no streetlights, and it was pitch black. I gritted my teeth and climbed up, finding the row of houses Liu Xi's by memory. Their house was the second door in that row. I felt my way to their door and saw light coming from the crack in the door. I could also hear the sound of people playing mahjong, so obviously my mother couldn't be there. I was hesitating whether to go in and ask when suddenly the door opened, and a shirtless person came out, almost bumping into me.

The man immediately cursed, "Fuck your mother, who are you?"

I was startled and quickly said, "Sorry, sorry."

The man paused for a moment after hearing me speak, glanced at me in the light from the yard, and suddenly grabbed my arm and pulled me into the yard, excitedly shouting, "Damn, look who's here!"

At that moment, I recognized him immediately; he was one of the men who had beaten me up that afternoon. I became terrified and struggled, saying, "Let go, don't pull me."

But he was very strong, and I couldn't break free at all. In a few moments, I was pulled into the yard. Just then, someone came out of the house, saw me, and excitedly ran over, helping the man pull and drag me into the house, slamming the door shut.

Before I could figure out what was going on, I heard the two men yelling, "Look! Look!"

The lights were on brightly inside. Several people were playing mahjong, and there was the sound of a television and a woman's moans, as if they were watching porn. There were sunflower seed shells and cigarette butts on the floor; I didn't know how many cigarettes they'd smoked, but the room was filled with smoke that made me cough. Hearing the men yell, everyone in the room turned to look at me. I saw the men who had beaten me up that afternoon, Liu Xi was there, and two other young men I didn't recognize, shirtless and tattooed with blue dragons. Liu Xi's eyes widened when he saw me. "Damn, you're here too!" he exclaimed.

I didn't dare say I was looking for my mother, so I just said, "I was just passing by."

Liu Xi suddenly chuckled, and then everyone else in the room burst into laughter. Only the two tattooed men I didn't laugh; they asked the person next to them, quite surprised, who this guy was. Before anyone could answer, Liu Xi said, "You're here to see your mother, right?"

I nodded. Liu Xi said, "Your mother is here." He then roughly grabbed my arm and made me look towards the east end of the house. When I saw it, my legs went weak; a table against the wall...oldOn the wooden bed, my mother, disheveled and completely naked, was being pinned down by a tattooed, fat man. Her bare thighs were draped over his shoulders, and her full, swollen breasts heaved with each thrust. My mother's eyes were tightly closed, her face streaked with a few strands of hair, a mixture of sweat and tears. Only soft moans escaped her nose. It turned out the sounds weren't from a pornographic video at all, but from my mother being raped.

I had never experienced anything like this before. I stood there dumbfounded, not knowing what to do. What I really wanted to do was go up and pull that person down, but the room was full of their people, and I was afraid of being beaten. My legs felt like they were nailed to the ground, and I didn't dare move an inch. Just then, Liu Xi saw that I was stunned and deliberately called out, "Auntie, look who's here!"

My mother was probably already terrified of them; she kept her eyes closed. Someone nearby, growing impatient, went over and patted my mother's face, saying, "Your son has come to see you."

My mother immediately opened her eyes and looked in my direction. I called out, bewildered, "Mom."

My mother suddenly struggled to sit up, beckoned to me, and whispered, "Turn around, turn around."

The fat man on top of my mother, who hadn't noticed us before, grabbed my mother's arm and asked Liu Xi, "Is this her son?"

Liu Xi said, "Yes, her own son."

The fat man yelled, "Damn it, it's really your mother!"Stimulate

He pressed my mother's arm against the headboard and began thrusting even harder into her body. I tried to turn around, but Liu Xi grabbed me and yelled, "Don't turn around!" I had no choice but to close my eyes. Liu Xi slapped me again and said, "Open your eyes and look." Seeing

that I didn't open my eyes, he slapped me several more times until I finally opened them again. Perhaps the scene was too stimulating, because after less than two minutes, the fat man was screaming and trembling as he thrust a few times onto my mother, then froze. After a while, he got off my mother with satisfaction, squeezed her breasts a few more times, and then picked up his large shorts from the side and put them on. I noticed that he wasn't wearing a condom. The fat man, dressed and shuffling in his slippers, walked towards us, panting. As he passed me, he leered at Liu Xi and said, "Not bad, you're a bit old, but your pussy is really tight, and your breasts are really big." "After saying that, he didn't even glance at me before walking towards the mahjong table. I looked at my mother on the bed, limbs spread wide, eyes closed, stiff and motionless, only her breasts rising and falling with her breath. At this point, I was somewhat more awake and was about to beg Liu Xi to let my mother go and let us leave when suddenly my lower body went numb. It turned out that Liu Xi had grabbed my genitals, and I realized that my lower body was already incredibly hard. I heard Liu Xi shout, 'Damn, so hard! You can still get hard watching your mother being fucked? You're really something.' I was so ashamed that I just wanted to disappear into the ground, but Liu Xi wouldn't let it go. He pulled me hard, making me face the mahjong table, and then shouted to the people around the mahjong table, 'This bastard got hard just watching his mother being fucked. What do you guys say we do?'

Someone shouted, 'Let him do it with his mother!' The people around him all responded in unison, 'Okay!'" "I was shocked to hear a woman's voice inside. Then I noticed a girl from our class sitting at the mahjong table. I hadn't seen her earlier because of the smoke. This girl's name was Huang Yan. Rumors in our class said she was frivolous, and she rarely interacted with other classmates. Now, she was heavily made up, leaning against a guy I didn't recognize. My head spun. I would never dare do that to my mother; just thinking about it made me want to vomit. Luckily, someone a little older nearby said, 'No, no, no, don't let it get out of hand. Just let him masturbate in front of his mother.'

He was probably more respected in their group. Someone said, 'How boring.' He said,

'It's just for fun, don't make a big deal out of it.' The others fell silent.

Liu Xi said, 'Okay, let's do it that way.' Then he turned to me and yelled fiercely, 'Did you hear me? Hurry up and do it!'" "I looked at him with pleading eyes, tears welling up in my eyes. Liu Xi yelled at me, 'Stop crying, you coward!' At this point, the people around us got impatient and went over to pull down my pants. I was wearing shorts that day, and when they pulled on the leg, they fell down, exposing my genitals. Liu Xi pulled me towards my mother. Everyone in the room had moved to the east side, and seeing my genitals facing my mother, Liu Xi kicked me and said, 'Hurry up and do it.' I burst into tears, holding my genitals, and after a few tries, I said,

'Is this okay?' Just then, I heard Huang Yan curse, 'You're such a damn slowpoke.' She strode over and suddenly grabbed my genitals. I screamed, and Huang Yan cursed, 'Scream your mother's cunt!'" "Then he started vigorously stroking my lower body. I had never experienced such intense stimulation before, and I couldn't help but moan and groan as he stroked me. Huang Yan cursed as she did so, 'What a fucking nuisance, your mother's moaning too, and you're moaning too.'

It was my first time being masturbated by a woman, and I couldn't hold on for even a minute before I ejaculated. The first spurt landed on Huang Yan's arm. She screamed, released my lower body, and jumped aside. Seeing the semen on her arm, she slapped me across the face and cursed, 'Fuck your mother, you useless thing.'" "I've lost count of how many slaps I've received today," Huang Yan cursed as she went to wash her arms. The people around her were also disappointed, saying, "This is so boring," as they all returned to the mahjong table, the clatter of the tiles starting up again.

I hadn't recovered from the intense shock when Liu Xi released me, and I swayed, almost falling to the ground. I pulled up my shorts, ignoring the sticky mess in my crotch, and rushed to my mother's side. My mother reeked of male semen; her thighs and pubic hair were covered in white semen, as were the sheets, and there were teeth marks on her breasts, as if someone had bitten them. When she saw me, she looked up, and I managed to call out "Mom" before bursting into tears again. My mother no longer had the strength to speak, only whispering to me, "Don't talk, let's go quickly." I nodded and started looking for clothes for my mom. Her underwear and bra were nowhere to be found; after searching for a while, I only found a coat and pants. I helped her put them on, then helped her off the bed and towards the door. Just as we reached the door, someone suddenly came out from the inner room. Seeing us about to leave, he asked Liu Xi, who was at the mahjong table, "Are you just letting them leave like this?" Liu Xi, who hadn't been paying attention, shouted sharply, "Stop! Who said you could leave?" This startled my mom and me. The people at the mahjong table also turned to look at us. Before we could explain, Liu Xi continued, "You two serve us. You can only leave when you've satisfied us." Then he pointed at me and said, "Come here, light my cigarette." I hesitated, supporting my mom, but Liu Xi shouted again,

"Hurry up!" "Seeing that we couldn't leave, and afraid of provoking them into doing something new, I had no choice but to let go of my mother and go to Liu Xi to light his cigarette. My mother swayed, and the man who had just come out of the inner room immediately pounced on her, grabbed her, and lifted her up in his arms. My mother struggled a few times but then lost her strength. He carried her to the wooden bed against the wall at the east end of the room, put her down, and began to take off his own clothes. Liu Xi, with a cigarette in his mouth, nodded and said in my mother's direction, 'Okay, you can serve her there.'

The man who had come out of the inner room took off his own clothes and then stripped my mother naked. My mother lay motionless and was soon naked again. But the man seemed unsatisfied. He patted my mother's leg and said, 'Turn over, lie face down.' My mother obediently turned over and lay face down on the bed. The man patted my mother's buttocks again and said,

'Stick up, you're so clumsy.' " "My mom used both hands and feet to slowly prop herself up from the bed, like a female dog with her buttocks facing his penis. The man, satisfied, held my mom's waist with one hand and his penis with the other, slowly pushing it into her vagina. Perhaps because of the previous man's semen inside, it went in smoothly, but my mom still groaned. Then the man grabbed my mom's buttocks and began to thrust forcefully and rapidly. My mom's arms couldn't support her for long, and her upper body slowly collapsed onto the bed, leaving only her round, plump buttocks held in the man's hands, trembling like waves with each thrust.

Meanwhile, a fierce battle was raging at the mahjong table, but I couldn't focus on the mahjong table; my attention had to be on the people playing mahjong." I had to rush over and light up anyone's cigarette that had gone out or finished, and I had to refill anyone's cup if theirs was empty. If the thermos was empty, I had to boil some water. These people barely even glanced at me; I lit their cigarettes and then left them lying around. But Huang Yan probably still disliked me. When I went to light her cigarette, she slapped my hand away, yelled "Get lost!", and lit her own. I had no choice but to ignore her. A little while

later, another person came out from the inner room. The guy who had been having sex with my mother earlier had just finished and was pulling up his pants. My mother was already sprawled on the bed. This new guy smiled at the first one and said,

"That damn old dog wouldn't have backed down from me, so I took on three of them with my Yagami! Go check it out, I'm just playing around." "

That's when I realized the person in the inner room was playing video games. The man grunted, fastened his pants, and went to play the game. The man who had just come out looked at my mother's body, impatiently stripped naked, patted my mother

's buttocks, and said, 'Turn over, lie down.' My mother had just been fucked and hadn't recovered her strength yet, so she turned over a little slowly. The man then roughly turned my mother over, spread her legs, pounced on her, fiddled with his right hand around her genitals a few times, and then thrust forward, moving back and forth on my mother."

After 12:30 AM, people started leaving, citing reasons like having to go to work or other commitments the next day. This included the two tattooed men I didn't recognize. Huang Yan and her boyfriend also left. But as people left, others entered – mostly unfamiliar young men from the streets. Some I'd seen on the street before, others were tattooed, and there were two or three women among them. Although young, they were clearly older than Liu Xi and me, but I'd estimate no more than twenty. Some sat at the mahjong table playing or watching, some went into the inner room to play video games, and some, upon seeing my mother on the bed, asked Liu Xi or the people inside who had brought her. The people inside, too impatient to explain, said, "Who cares who it is? If you want to fuck her, just fuck her. Why all the nonsense?" Unable to join the mahjong game, some of them went to my mother's bedside, pulled down their pants, spread her legs, and pinned her down. My mom was already numb from being fucked by that group of men. She didn't struggle or resist at all, just lying there letting them vent their frustrations on her. She barely made a sound, except for a couple of groans when they were really rough. The rest of the time, she was just a pile of white flesh, used as their sex toy. What surprised me most was the women who came with those men. They seemed completely oblivious to the fact that others were fucking my mom not far from them, as if they hadn't seen anything, and the men didn't seem to care at all. Clearly, they had seen this kind of thing many times before.

By 2 a.m., almost half of the people in the room had changed, and the newcomers had basically all fucked my mom again. Almost everyone in the room who knew who I was had left. The newcomers just assumed I was another thug who hung out with Liu Xi and his gang, and didn't pay me much attention. Someone even offered me a cigarette, and when I said I didn't smoke, the person was quite surprised.

At this point, my mother ran into trouble. Having been gang-raped for most of the night, perhaps because her genitals were swollen, or perhaps because she was dry, the new men, impatient and eager, forced themselves on her. My mother was in excruciating pain. Previously, she had only gritted her teeth and kept quiet, only whimpering through her nose, but now she was screaming loudly in agony, begging for mercy. But the men on top of her ignored her cries, only caring about their own pleasure. This only made my mother's screams louder and more pitiful. The men in the room glanced over there before continuing to concentrate on playing mahjong or video games. But a girl, about sixteen or seventeen years old, with dyed hair and eyeshadow, probably found my mother's screaming annoying. She stood up from the mahjong table and yelled at my mother, "Keep your voice down! What are you yelling about? You're so old, have some shame!"

After yelling, the girl sat back down and watched the others play mahjong. My mother lowered her voice a little, but after a while, she couldn't hold back anymore and screamed in pain again. The girl jumped up and yelled again, "I'm talking to you, didn't you hear me? Have some shame!" Just then, the man on top of my mother suddenly thrust and ejaculated. My mother was caught off guard and let out a long, drawn-out scream. The girl suddenly flew into a rage, cursing, "You bitch!"

and walked past the mahjong table, around the crowd, towards the bed. Her boyfriend called out, "Lily!" but couldn't stop her. The people at the mahjong table said impatiently, "Who cares about her? Just play your cards." Her boyfriend ignored her and continued playing mahjong. Lily reached the bedside. The man who had just ejaculated inside my mother was panting with her. Seeing Lily approach, he said, "What are you doing?" Lily ignored him, grabbed my mother's chin with her left hand, and slapped her twice across the face with her right hand, saying viciously, "If I hear you scream again, I'll sew your cunt back up, you hear me? You hear me?" After saying that, she released my mother and returned to the mahjong table. My mother didn't have the strength to talk back; she just weakly covered her face. The man who got off her dressed, greeted the people at the table, and left.

After that person left, no one else came in. The people inside had basically vented their frustrations on my mother a couple of times, and by then they weren't really interested anymore; their attention was all on the mahjong game. No one paid any attention to my mother. She was lying alone on the bed, I didn't know if she had fainted or fallen asleep. I wanted to go check on her several times, but I didn't dare.

Gradually, everyone got sleepy, and even their interest in playing mahjong faded, so the game ended. A few people left, leaving four or five people. Some were sleeping on the bed in the inner room. Seeing that no one was around, I said to Liu Xi, who was yawning beside me, "Brother Xi, do you think we can leave now?"

Liu Xi waved his hand impatiently and said, "Go on, remember next time, don't be so rude."

I could tell from his tone that he still thought I had spoken ill of him, but I couldn't argue with him anymore, so I just nodded, went to the bedside, and woke my sleeping mother up, saying... "Mom, let's go."

Just then, Liu Xi said, "I told you to go, who said your mom was leaving?"

My mom and I were stunned. I whispered, "Brother Xi."

Liu Xi said, "You go. Your mom can stay here and sleep with me for a while. She can leave tomorrow." I wanted to say something more, but Liu Xi glared at me and said, "What's wrong? Don't you want to leave either?"

At this moment, my mom whispered to me, "You go first, I'm fine." I looked at my mom, then at Liu Xi, and could only say to my mom, "Mom, be careful." Then I quickly left Liu Xi's house.

Liu Xi's house had two main rooms. Liu Xi and his father lived in the room I had just come out of, which was on the east side. His grandmother lived on the west side. It was pitch black outside, and the light in Liu Xi's grandmother's room was off. I don't know if the old lady heard the noise, maybe she was used to it.

When I got home from Liu Xi's house, it was already dawn. It was Saturday, no school, so I went straight home, took off my clothes, and fell asleep immediately. What had happened the night before felt like a nightmare. I woke up around noon. My mom was already home. Her hair and clothes were neatly combed, but her eyes were still red, and she looked very tired, reminding me of everything that had happened the night before.

Later, I pieced together what had happened. That night, when my mom entered Liu Xi's house, Liu Xi knew she was there to complain and panicked. Luckily, his dad wasn't home; he only dared to invite his friends over to fool around when his dad wasn't around. When my mom saw that his dad wasn't there, she scolded Liu Xi severely, which embarrassed his friends. Most of them were gangsters and had no fear of students' parents. Seeing my mom scolding Liu Xi, they wanted to stand up for him, and Liu Xi was too embarrassed to stop them. These people had seen it all, so they started jeering and suggested taking off my mother's clothes to see if she would dare to be so arrogant again. My mother panicked when she saw this and tried to run away, but they dragged her to the bed and took off her top. Once she was undressed, things got out of control, and their lust was aroused. So it turned into a gang rape. After the thugs finished venting on my mother, they made Liu Xi take her place. Although Liu Xi was of bad character, he was still a child and was somewhat embarrassed. They jeering and mocking Liu Xi, and Liu Xi, unable to resist, also took his turn on my mother. This was Liu Xi's first time actually touching a woman. Then several more men raped my mother. When I went in, they had already all finished their turn.

But Liu Xi still felt a little unsatisfied. However, there were too many people coming later, and he had to attend to them. He also couldn't bring himself to do it again in front of so many people like those thugs. So after he chased me away, he and my mother had sex again on the bed outside. Afterwards, he held my mother and slept until after nine o'clock the next morning before letting her come home. When my mother returned, her lower body was so swollen that she couldn't walk, and she had to take a taxi home.

One night in August, I came home from an internet cafe. When I got home, I saw that the lights in my house were off, so I assumed my mother was asleep. When I went upstairs, I didn't dare ask my mother to open the door. I quietly opened the door myself with my key. As soon as I opened the door, I heard a woman moaning inside. I was stunned. The sound was so familiar, and it instantly brought me back to that nightmare. I stood at the door, not knowing whether I should go in or not. Just then, I heard someone cough downstairs, and someone was coming upstairs. I quickly went inside and closed the door.

Maybe the sound of closing the door was a little loud, because the moaning stopped immediately. Then I heard my mother say in a panic from the bedroom, "Quickly get dressed, Xiaolong (that is, me) is back." Immediately afterwards, I heard another voice say,

"Don't move! So what if he's back! Let me finish first."

I immediately shuddered; it was Liu Xi's voice. Then I heard my mother say, "Stop... ah... um... hmm..." followed by the creaking of the Simmons bed and the panting of a man and a woman.

I stood at the door, afraid to go any further. After a while, my mother seemed to remember something and struggled to say to Liu Xi, "Wait... close the door... close the door." Liu Xi completely ignored my mother; the bed continued to creak. Seeing that Liu Xi was ignoring her, my mother called from inside the bedroom, "Xiao Long, Xiao Long." I instinctively answered, "Mom." My mother called out breathlessly, "Come here and close the door." I answered, took a step forward, and accidentally kicked a plastic stool, turning on the light switch on the wall. Seeing the light on, my mother hurriedly called from inside, "Don't turn on the light, don't turn on the light." I don't know what I was thinking at the time, but I didn't listen to my mother and slowly walked to the door of her bedroom.

By the light of the living room, I saw my mother lying naked on her back on the large bed in the bedroom, her hands gripping the pillow tightly. Liu Xi was kneeling between her legs, pulling her legs apart and thrusting his penis into her lower body. My mother was already plump, with round, large breasts, and full thighs and waist. Liu Xi's forceful thrusts made her white flesh tremble like waves. Although Liu Xi was thin, he was very strong, with a bronze physique. Each thrust made my mother cry out, I couldn't tell if she was crying or something else. I walked to the bedroom door. My mother saw me and, like that day, struggled to wave her hand, saying with difficulty, "Close it... don't look..." At this moment, Liu Xi turned around and said fiercely to me, "If you dare to close it, I'll beat you to death! Don't leave!" Saying this, he put my mother's legs on his shoulders, pressed his entire upper body down on my mother, and grabbed my mother's breasts with both hands.Big breastsHe pinned my mother down in a supine position, then his buttocks, like a pile driver, slammed down on her with his thick, black penis, violently and rapidly. My mother no longer cared about telling me to leave; she clung to Liu Xi's neck, crying out, "Ahhh... Brother Xi... Ahhh... I can't take it anymore... Ahhh... Slow down... Ahhh... You're fucking me to death... You're fucking me to death..."

Liu Xi continued in this position for about a minute, then suddenly let out a soft "oh oh," then lunged forward, his head snapped back, and he froze. With his movement, my mother suddenly screamed a few times, then collapsed onto the bed, her thighs and body still convulsing uncontrollably, accompanied by soft moans. I stood in front of the door, watching them remain in that position, bewildered. After a while, Liu Xi slowly returned to normal, got off my mother, and his large penis slid out of her lower body. As it slid out, my mother let out a long "hmm," and then began to sob softly. Liu Xi lay down beside my mother, pulling her into his arms. My mother didn't resist, burying her face in his chest and continuing to sob, her shoulders trembling slightly. To be honest, Liu Xi wasn't even as big as my mother. My mother's snow-white, soft, and full body lay inside his lean, muscular, bronze-colored body, looking almost overflowing, which looked somewhat comical. While holding my mother, Liu Xi pulled a towel over them to cover them both, then waved to me, "Close the door this time, I need to talk to your mother for a bit." I nodded, closed the door, and then I couldn't hear anything from inside anymore.

It turned out that after that incident, Liu Xi and his gang hadn't bothered my mother for a long time. A few days ago, Liu Xi suddenly found my mother while I was away and told her that those people wanted her to go to their house again that night. My mother refused to go no matter what. Liu Xi made a phone call in front of my mother, but the person on the other end insisted that my mother go no matter what, no matter what method they used. So Liu Xi threatened my mother, saying that if she didn't go, he would have her beaten up. My mother panicked. Although she was afraid of being beaten, she really didn't want to be gang-raped again. Helpless, she could only beg Liu Xi. At first, Liu Xi wouldn't budge, but after a while, my mother was so desperate that she said everything. Liu Xi said, "Well, I see you're in a difficult position, let me plead with you again." So Liu Xi called them again and said a lot of nice things. Finally, they relented and didn't want my mother to go that night.

My mother was relieved and thanked Liu Xi profusely, almost kneeling down to kowtow. But Liu Xi said, "I've shielded you from one wave, but I can't guarantee I can shield you from another." My mother was stunned again and begged Liu Xi to think of another way. Liu Xi thought for a while and slowly said to my mother, "How about this, you become my mistress." My mother was startled and said, "That won't do. I'm forty years old, I have a husband and children. If I become your mistress, people will curse me to death!" Liu Xi said, "Then I can't protect you." My mother quickly pleaded with him again. Liu Xi continued, "Did you see those women they brought that night? They were someone else's mistresses, their brothers' women, so no one dared to touch them. If they didn't have anyone protecting them, they would have been fucked to death long ago. I'm not some big shot. If you want me to help you, this is the only way I can do it. As long as you become my woman, my mistress, no one will dare to touch you. It's a rule of the underworld, you can't mess with a friend's wife.

I'll call you in a couple of days, you decide what to do." After saying that, Liu Xi took my mother's phone number and left. My mother thought and thought but couldn't come up with a solution. A few days later, Liu Xi called her and asked if she had thought it through. My mother had no choice but to reluctantly agree. So Liu Xi asked my mom to go to a hotel, but she absolutely refused. Firstly, she was afraid of running into acquaintances in a hotel; we live in a small county town, and it's easy to bump into people you know on the street. Secondly, she was afraid Liu Xi would deceive her and force her to be gang-raped again. She only agreed to let Liu Xi come to my house; after all, my dad is away most of the time, and Liu Xi is just a kid and my classmate, so no one would suspect anything if he came. So that afternoon, while I was out at the internet cafe, Liu Xi came to my house and slept with my mom again. Then, around six o'clock, he left to go home for dinner. A few days later, he did it again. This is the third time I've witnessed this. I didn't expect to come back. But the internet cafe suddenly lost power, so I had to go home, which was a coincidence.

After hearing what happened, I didn't know what to say. I could only assure my mom that her sacrifice wouldn't be in vain and comfort her, telling her to sleep and get some rest. After leaving my mom's bedroom, I kept thinking about it, feeling that something was wrong, but I couldn't figure out what the problem was. I didn't really get any clearer results until after I graduated and started working, gaining some experience. But even then, it was mostly speculation, because I couldn't ask Liu Xi directly.

Now, based on my guesses and analysis, I can vaguely piece together a story: this whole thing was actually a scheme orchestrated by Liu Xi, who knew my mother was timid and easily frightened. It's highly likely that no one actually wanted to continue gang-raping my mother. At that time, there was practically no one around here...likePlayMILFActually, there weren't many. Those people that day just happened to get a free sexual encounter, better than nothing. Only Liu Xi was really addicted. Before my mother, he hadn't really been with women much, maybe not even at all. Among that group, he wasn't doing too well. But with women, once you've had it, you get addicted. He wanted to continue with my mother, but he didn't dare to force himself on her and push her too far. After all, those guys wouldn't help him for a woman they weren't really interested in. So he had to use his connections as a shield, taking advantage of my mother's still-reaction state to scare her. Unexpectedly, it worked. But at the time, I didn't understand these things. I only knew that after Liu Xi had done it to my mother in front of me at my house, seeing how cowardly we were, he probably wouldn't have any more scruples. Things did develop exactly

as I thought. From that day on, Liu Xi came to my house every three or four days, at most once a week. He never asks if I'm home when he comes, and he doesn't distinguish between day and night; he just comes whenever he wants. However, because my mother works, he rarely comes during the day, mostly on weekends. He always calls my mother beforehand to let her wait at home. But then one time, while he was at my house, our neighbor knocked on the door to deliver freshly fried fish, interrupting his plans. We scrambled to cover it up. Another time, my aunt came back from the market with a few pounds of fresh cold noodles for my mother and knocked on the door without saying hello. Liu Xi was cuddling with my mother when he heard the knocking, and he put on his underwear and ran into my room. My mother quickly put on a nightgown and went to open the door. From then on, he always came after 8 pm.

This meant he often found me home. But he didn't seem to care. Sometimes, if he was in a good mood, he would greet me; other times, he would just ignore me and go straight into my mother's bedroom. Usually, if my mother knew he was coming, she would get ready in her bedroom beforehand and not come out. Then they would close the door and do what they wanted inside. I never saw them in bed again; I could only hear the sounds coming from inside. I considered installing a security camera, but ultimately didn't have the courage.

Soon after, we started school, moving up to the third year of junior high. Besides daytime classes, we had extra lessons at our homeroom teacher's house every Wednesday and Friday evening. We usually got home around 9:30 pm, which was often when my mom and Liu Xi were having their fun, and it was also when my mom's moans were at their loudest. Sometimes, when I opened the door, my mom was screaming so loudly it turned on the motion-activated lights in the hallway. Gradually, our neighbors probably noticed something was off, but they didn't think much of it. Once, I ran into the old lady next door downstairs, and she solemnly told me to listen to my mom and study hard because she sometimes heard my mom crying in her room when I wasn't home. I was both amused and exasperated. Because my mom's moans were almost the same as crying. I used to think she felt wronged and humiliated by Liu Xi's actions, which is why she involuntarily moaned and cried during sex. Later, I gradually realized that my mother's moaning during sex was just natural—a mix of crying and shouting. Even if it wasn't rape, she would still moan like that.

Around October 1st, my father came back for a visit, which meant Liu Xi couldn't come to our house for half a month.

After the National Day holiday, my father went back to the railway construction site. The first night Liu Xi came after my father left, he stayed at our house. This was his first time staying overnight at our house, and he kept my mother up all night. I could still hear her moaning at 4 AM. The next day was the weekend, and he didn't leave until 9 AM. My mother stayed in bed until noon before she recovered enough to eat. From then on, Liu Xi would come to our house every Saturday or Friday night and leave around 8 or 9 AM. However, it wasn't long before Liu Xi became dissatisfied with just staying in the bedroom. Mainly, my mother and I'd been putting up with it, which emboldened him, and I felt my mother was starting to give up entirely. At first, she was embarrassed and would resist when Liu Xi made excessive demands, but now she did whatever he wanted. Liu Xi's behavior escalated from only using my mother in the private bedroom to cuddling and kissing her in the living room, or after they finished, he'd take a shower, then sit on the living room sofa in my father's bathrobe, watching TV while talking to my mother. Sometimes when I went to the bathroom, I'd see Liu Xi smoking and watching TV, my mother curled up on the sofa next to his legs, them exchanging a few words while his hand slowly and deliberately explored inside her bathrobe collar. My mother would glance at me, then lower her eyes again and continue lying on Liu Xi's lap. I felt it was only a matter of time before they did it in front of me again.

Sure enough, one evening in November of that year, Liu happy came to my house again. I was playing on the computer in my room and ignored him. After a while, I heard my mother calling me from the living room. I went out and saw my mother and Liu Xi standing in front of the TV. My mother told me to turn on the DVD player, and Liu Xi was holding several discs with vaguely visible images of women posing provocatively. I immediately realized they were going to watch porn in the living room. Back then, downloading porn online wasn't as convenient as it is now; people mainly watched videos on DVDs. I glanced at my mother; her face showed no shame whatsoever, only calmness and numbness. I knew she was completely swayed by Liu happy.TrainingIt became a tool for venting frustration, so he turned on the DVD player and turned on the power.videoI switched the CD player to external video mode and then showed Liu Xi the location of the power button on the CD tray and how to use the main function keys on the remote. After I finished, Liu Xi waved me off and said, "Go on in, it's none of your business."

I went back to my bedroom, habitually closed the door, and continued playing on the computer, but my mind started to wander again. Liu Xi had the volume up very loud; I could hear the moans and voices of Japanese porn actresses coming from the TV outside, even through the door. I imagined my mother's expression while watching porn. I was playing a private server version of Legend of Mir, fighting in the Zuma Temple, almost reaching the boss, but this distraction caused me to be killed twice by the Zuma Guardians, losing a lot of experience and money. I lost interest in playing, so I simply logged off the game, went to the door, and gently pushed it open a crack. I glanced at the TV screen; a young porn actress was lying on a bed being pushed and fucked by a male actor, her eyes half-closed, sucking on the middle three fingers of her right hand and moaning continuously. I looked towards the sofa again. Liu happy was reclining on the backrest, eyes closed, head on her arm, legs spread apart. My mother was kneeling between Liu Xi's legs, her back to me, her head bobbing, her curly hair trembling. She was clearly giving Liu happy...oral sexNeither of them saw me. I watched for a while, then felt nauseous and stopped watching. I went back to my room and spaced out for a bit, then started playing a private server version of Legend of Mir again, but I still couldn't get into it. Actually, when my mom was gang-raped that day, someone had forced her to perform oral sex. I knew about this, but I didn't feel anything special at the time. However, this time, perhaps because it was the first time I'd seen my mom actively performing oral sex, my reaction was stronger . This feeling of nausea lasted for several days, and at its worst, I didn't even want to eat at the same table as my mom.

After a while, I heard my mom's familiar moaning sound again, mixed in with the moaning from the TV. But compared to my mom's moaning, the one on TV sounded very fake. So I went to the door again and looked through the crack at the sofa. I saw Liu Xi still half-lying on the back of the sofa as before, while my mom had her legs spread apart, her back to me, straddling his thighs, her arms on Liu Xi's shoulders, her body bouncing up and down on him, her plump white buttocks and waist jiggling. Liu happy's large, dark penis was being repeatedly swallowed and expelled by my mother's lower body, appearing and disappearing intermittently, glistening under the light. His hands were kneading my mother's large breasts, which bounced with her movements. My mother moaned and unconsciously tossed her head, her body moving as if out of control. Suddenly, Liu Xi opened his eyes, grabbed my mother's buttocks, and thrust upwards with a violent slapping sound. My mother's cries instantly turned into screams of agony. I knew my mother was almost...climaxSure enough, after Liu Xi thrust violently dozens of times, he gave a final, powerful upward thrust. My mother let out a groan and collapsed limply onto Liu Xi. She let out two more long, lingering moans on his body before finally trembling and panting.

Afraid that Liu Xi would see, I shrank back into the room. Only then did I realize that what I had seen was making my lower body hard and swollen, and I also felt a sudden urge to urinate, with a slight bloating and pain in my lower abdomen. But going to the bathroom meant going through the living room, and I hesitated.

Then I remembered that they would be taking a shower soon after they finished, and I didn't know when I would be able to hold it in any longer. I thought to myself, it's not like I haven't seen it before, I can just go and come back quickly and not look over there. With that thought, I stood up and opened the door. I had only taken two steps into the living room when I heard my mother cry out again from the sofa. I instinctively glanced over there. I saw my mom still straddling Liu Xi, but in a different position, facing away from him and towards the TV, which was in my direction. Her hands were on Liu Xi's legs, her waist was bent forward sharply, and her head was down. Liu Xi was supporting her waist from behind, thrusting upwards into her buttocks. My mom's large breasts drooped from her chest, bouncing wildly with each thrust. It seemed Liu Xi hadn't actually ejaculated; he was just giving my mom a taste of his power before changing positions to continue enjoying himself. I didn't dare watch any longer. I quickly ran to the bathroom, unzipped my pants, and faced the toilet, but my penis was rock hard, and I couldn't urinate. It took me a long time to finally manage to finish.

After urinating, I quickly pulled up my pants and walked from the bathroom towards my bedroom. Just as I reached the middle of the living room, I heard Liu Xi say, "Stop! Don't go anywhere! Let Brother Xi show you something!"

I had no choice but to stand there and look towards the sofa. My mom had already changed positions again. She leaned back against Liu happy, her arms supporting her on the sofa, her legs spread wide, draped over Liu Xi's thighs, her entire front completely exposed to me. Half of Liu Xi's large penis was already inside her stretched-open vulva. Seeing me looking this way, my mother finally showed a hint of shame. She reached out a hand to tidy her wet hair, turning her face away, but Liu Xi immediately grabbed her waist and began thrusting wildly upwards. My mother no longer cared about shame; she leaned back, her hands flailing wildly in the air, crying and screaming, calling out to her brother like a slut, her face a mixture of pain and fervor. Her large breasts bounced wildly in front of her chest.

Liu Xi thrust like this for about a minute, then suddenly lunged upwards, yelling, "Fuck!"

My mother immediately screamed in agony. Liu Xi thrust again, yelling, "Fuck!" My mother screamed again, and on the fifth thrust, Liu Xi roared, "Fuck you to death, you little bitch!" and thrust upwards again. My mother let out a long, heart-wrenching scream, then collapsed onto Liu Xi like a deflated balloon. Liu Xi remained frozen in his upward thrusting position. After about ten seconds, Liu Xi finally let out a long breath and slumped heavily back onto the sofa. My mother slumped to one side, face down, lying on the sofa; he didn't even glance at her.

I stood there, my mind blank. After a while, Liu Xi said wearily, "Get me some toilet paper."

I mechanically grabbed a roll of toilet paper from the bathroom and handed it to him. My mother remained face down on the sofa, her lower body leaning against him. Liu Xi took the paper, patted my mom's buttocks, and said with satisfaction, "That felt so good." Then he looked at me and said, "How was it? Wasn't I good?" I nodded and said, "Yes, really good." Liu Xi was obviously satisfied with my answer, smiled, and said, "Impressive, right? Learn from me in the future."

He waved his hand, and I knew he was telling me to get lost, so I quickly ran back to my room.

From then on, my mom and Liu Xi completely let loose. Although Liu Xi still came twice a week, they no longer cared about the location. In the living room, on the balcony, in the bathroom, wherever Liu Xi wanted to do it, my mom would do as he pleased. Often, there would be pornographic videos playing in the living room, and my mom would be giving Liu Xi oral sex on the sofa. Liu Xi would even order me to get him water and cigarettes. Sometimes Liu Xi would call me out to watch pornographic videos with them, saying that I should learn from him. While watching, he would start rubbing my mom. My mom didn't resist; sometimes she would even smile and cater to him, saying shameless and lewd things about men and women. Besides in bed, she also started calling him "Brother Xi" in everyday life. At first, Liu Xi called my mom "Auntie," but after our relationship became established, she called her "Yuxia," and now she calls her "Eryan."

This is my mom's nickname; my eldest aunt is called "Dayan," so my mom is called "Eryan," and my youngest aunt is called "Xiaoyan." No one except close relatives like my mom's old neighbors and classmates has ever called her that. Several times after Liu Xi left, I really wanted to ask my mom, "Have you no shame?" But I couldn't bring myself to say it; after all, it wasn't her choice to come to this.

Before winter break, in the final exams, I dropped from the top ten in my class to thirty-second. The teacher used me as a negative example and criticized me in front of the whole class. Perhaps influenced by my mom, I became indifferent to the teacher's criticism. When I got home from school, I showed my mom my report card. She glanced at it and tossed it aside, continuing to do housework. I suspect that although she had said some harsh words to me, she knew in her heart that expecting me to do well in school under such circumstances was wishful thinking; she just wanted me to get through junior high safely.

But another person didn't think that way—my dad. Around the Lunar New Year, my dad came back. Liu Xi already knew he was coming and didn't come to our house. When my dad saw how badly my grades had dropped, his face turned ashen, and he slapped me twice. Since that time at Liu Xi's house, no one had dared to slap me. Besides, the drop in grades wasn't entirely my fault, so I argued back a bit. My dad got even angrier, grabbed a mop, snapped the handle, and was about to punish me with a half-stick.

Since I was unarmed, I took two hits and bled. Seeing the blood, my dad calmed down and quickly took me to the hospital for bandaging. Unexpectedly, while they were bandaging me, my mom, still shaken and angry, suddenly felt dizzy, covered her mouth, and ran to the women's restroom to vomit violently. After vomiting, she tried to come out but fainted, slowly sliding down the restroom wall to the floor. A passing nurse found her. We rushed my mom to the emergency room. This emergency treatment, however, led to a major problem. According to emergency procedures, a blood sample needed to be drawn for testing. Actually, my mom wasn't seriously injured; it was just a sudden, intense shock. She woke up after a short while on oxygen. But an hour later, a nurse came in and asked who was Wang Yuxia's family member.

My dad said I was. The nurse told my dad to go out with her. A while later, my dad came back in with a dark expression. I asked him if my mom was alright, and he coldly said she was, then ignored me.

Around 4 PM, after my mom finished two IV drips and got some medicine, we went home together. But on the way home, I felt the atmosphere was very strange; the three of us barely spoke a word in the taxi.

When we got home, my mom asked what we wanted to eat. My dad waved his hand and said, "Don't cook, have Xiaolong go out and buy something. You should rest." Then he took out his wallet and gave me fifty yuan. I went to a restaurant and got two dishes and three boxes of rice to go. The whole family ate in silence, then watched TV for a while. Feeling really stifled, I went back to my room to play on the computer. Around 10 PM, I suddenly heard a roar coming from my parents' bedroom. It was clearly my dad, followed by a woman's heart-wrenching wails. I quickly came out of my room and saw my dad storming out of the bedroom, walking angrily towards the door.

Startled, I asked, "What's wrong, Dad?" Without turning around, he snapped, "Get out of here!"

I changed my shoes and went out, slamming the door shut. I rushed to my parents' bedroom to check on my mom. When I went in, she was sitting on the floor, disheveled, slapping her leg and wailing. I asked her what was wrong, but she ignored me. I asked seven or eight times before she finally yelled at me, crying and cursing, "Isn't it all because of you? Get out of here!" I was stunned. My mom pointed to her stomach and said, "Here!" and continued crying. My head buzzed. My worst fears had come true. It seemed that what the nurse had told my dad during the blood test that afternoon was this. No wonder my dad had been so grim; he could tell from the dates that my mom wasn't carrying his child.

I panicked and quickly asked my mom, "How many months along?" She said, "Three and a half months." I secretly calculated the dates; it was roughly the time Liu Xi had sex with my mom in the living room in front of me. I asked again, "Does my dad know who it is?" My mom shook her head. It seemed she was determined not to reveal who it was, which finally made my dad explode. I knew my mom's thinking was that this way, my dad wouldn't have a direct confrontation with Liu Xi, and my mom's affair wouldn't be publicized, since it involved my dad's reputation. But my dad wouldn't accept someone wearing such a huge green hat for him. I stayed with my mom in the bedroom for half the night, and only helped her to bed after she cried herself to sleep. Back in my room, I thought about it and felt that this was bound to happen sooner or later.

Liu Xi and my mom never used condoms when they had sex. My mom didn't have an IUD, she relied on birth control pills. These things aren't 100% foolproof; there will always be a loophole. Now it's up to my dad and mom to handle this.

My dad stayed away for three days before coming home, but this New Year was completely ruined. Apart from going out to visit elders and relatives, the entire New Year was spent almost entirely in the house, except for the television. After the seventh day of the New Year, my dad and mom signed the divorce papers. The house belongs to my dad, and I belong to my mom. It seems my dad doesn't want a good-for-nothing like me.

The other things in the house will be split equally between my parents, and my dad will give my mom an extra 30,000 yuan. That'll

settle things. We rented a place outside and moved everything in. My mom then called Liu Xi, asking him to come to our new house immediately. When Liu Xi arrived, he was initially surprised that we were moving, but after my mom explained the situation, he pretended to be confused. My mom asked him what to do, and he immediately said, "Why are you asking me? You figure it out yourself," and turned to leave. My mom grabbed him, saying, "What do you mean, 'figure it out yourself'? Give me a straight answer." Liu Xi said, "Don't pull me, I have things to do." My mom got anxious, saying, "Your child, how can I, a woman, figure it out if you don't answer?" Liu Xi forcefully shook off my mom, saying as he walked away, "How would I know if it's mine? So many people have slept with you, it's not necessarily whose you are." Upon hearing this, my mom collapsed to the ground, and Liu Xi slammed the door and left.

I helped my mom to bed, and she cried again.

Even though she cried so much, she still wouldn't give up. From the next day onwards, she kept calling Liu Xi, but she couldn't get through. His phone was either switched off or out of service. On the third day, the number was simply disconnected. It seemed Liu Xi had even changed his number to get rid of her. On the 12th, my mom couldn't sit still any longer. She was supposed to be three and a half months pregnant, but after that day, she would be four months along. Although my mom was a bit overweight, she was experienced and knew that after four months, her belly would be huge, and saying she'd gained weight wouldn't fool anyone. Besides, she had to go back to work after the 15th. If things weren't resolved then, people at work would see her belly, and if they connected it to her parents' divorce, they'd immediately know what was going on.

So, on the night of the 12th, my mom made up her mind and dragged me to Liu Xi's house to talk to his father and grandmother face-to-face. I could tell my mom was really anxious. Although I was terrified, I still went with her, my mind racing with worries about what to do the whole way. When we arrived at Liu Xi's house, it was dark inside. We knocked on the door for ages, but no one answered. We did manage to get help from their neighbor, who told us that the whole family had gone back to their hometown to visit relatives and wouldn't be back until the kids started school. My mom was truly dumbfounded. But school was still about a week away. She figured her belly wouldn't get too big and unsightly, so she decided to wait.

But when school started, Liu Xi was nowhere to be seen. My mom and I went to his house twice more, but it was still dark. Seeing that my mom's belly was almost fully formed, I told her she should get an abortion soon, otherwise it would look terrible. I never expected my mom to be so ruthless. She called me a traitor, saying I got pregnant and divorced because of her, and that I, a little bastard, was still defending him. She said she'd risk her life for him, and he had to give me an explanation. She didn't care if he was a thug or a gangster, she wasn't afraid. My mom scared me so much that I didn't dare say anything more and could only wait with her.

Later, I found out that Liu Xi's dad had actually heard some rumors. After my mom got pregnant, he called Liu Xi, and Liu Xi couldn't hide it anymore, so his dad forced him to reveal the truth. This whole thing was Liu Xi's dad's idea. He was also a thug himself. Although he beat Liu Xi up, it wasn't because of the womanizing, but because he was afraid my mom would try to extort money from him while pregnant. This wasn't like a gang fight; if my mom tried to extort money, it would be a huge problem if something happened to a pregnant woman. He gave our homeroom teacher some gifts and got Liu Xi a long leave of absence of more than a month. Anyway, Liu Xi was one of the worst students, so the homeroom teacher was happy to do him a favor. According to Liu Xi's father, if my mother dragged it out until five months or more, she would have to get an abortion herself, otherwise she wouldn't be able to face anyone. Once my mother had the abortion, they would be able to get rid of her. He didn't expect my mother to be so determined this time, willing to risk everything to get an explanation from them.

Liu Xi didn't return to school until April. During this time, my mother's belly had grown to about five and a half months, and it was already quite protruding. My mother was already overweight, so her belly was even more prominent than others. At five and a half months, her belly looked like that of six or seven months, and she was noticeably leaning backward when walking. Her breasts also swelled up along with her belly. Her already large breasts were now too big to wear a bra, so my mother simply stopped wearing a bra and only wore a vest underneath. As a result, and with the clothes becoming thinner in April, it was no longer possible to hide them with loose clothing. Rumors were flying around my mother's workplace, so she simply took sick leave and stayed home, trying not to go out during the day. But as soon as she went out, everyone on the street stared at my mother's belly and breasts. Without a bra to hold them in place, her breasts swayed wildly, like two water bags. My mother was determined to go through with it. At first, she was a little embarrassed and would blush when people stared at her.

Later, she completely gave up and simply bought maternity clothes and wore them. People whispered and pointed, but my mother pretended not to hear or see them. This completely changed my opinion of my mother. I had always thought she was timid, fearful, and conservative. In my memory, my mother used to avoid wearing even tight-fitting clothes because of her large breasts, and always tried her best to hide it.SexyMy mother's characteristics were that she was gang-raped out of necessity, and being forced into marriage by Liu Xi as his mistress was also unavoidable. But the more time passed, the more I felt that my mother wasn't just passively accepting her fate. Especially when she and Liu Xi watched porn in front of me and even engaged in a woman-on-top position without any shame, it made me realize that once my mother felt she couldn't save face, she would indulge herself recklessly. Of course, after seeing more of this, I knew it wasn't just my mother; in fact, all women are like this. But at that time, I only knew that my mother would be like this. Until my mother went from being afraid to go out in public to openly going out in public while heavily pregnant, willing to lose all face to get an explanation from Liu Xi's family, I felt that once a woman loses all shame, she really has nothing to fear.

I saw Liu Xi on his first day back at school. I didn't ask him anything all day, and he didn't speak to me either. That evening, I told my mother. My mother tidied up and took me to Liu Xi's house.

When we arrived at Liu Xi's house, the lights were on inside. My mom told me to knock on the door, so I mustered my courage and knocked. Immediately, a man inside yelled gruffly, "Who is it!"

I realized it might be Liu Xi's dad. Not knowing what to say, I looked at my mom. Just then, someone inside raised their voice and yelled again, "Who is it?"

This time I recognized Liu Xi. My mom immediately went up to the door and called out, "Xizi, it's me, Eryan!" A

commotion erupted inside. I heard Liu Xi shout, "Get out! Get out! Get out! Don't know me? Get out of here!"

Liu Xi's dad also yelled, "Go away! Don't come to our house again, we don't know you!"

My mom had really lost it all; she unleashed all the anger she'd held back for the past two months. She pounded on the door loudly while crying and shouting, "Xizi, you... " "How can you do this, Brother Xi? Brother Xi, I'm carrying your child! You can't be so heartless! I even divorced for you, come out and see me!"

Liu Xi and his father shouted from inside, "Fuck your mother, you shameless bastard, don't come to our door! Go die somewhere else, stop trying to extort us, or we'll kick you! Don't push your luck, you cheap bitch!"

My mother ignored them completely, still banging on the door and crying, "Brother Xi, Brother Xi, come out and see Er Yan, see your son! I don't want anything, I just want you to give me an answer, please, please, I beg you, Brother Xi, Brother Xi!"

Just then, a light came on inside, someone turned on the lights in the yard and the doorway, and there was a loud bang on the door. Through the crack in the door, we saw several figures walking in, probably Liu Xi and his father who were getting impatient. Then the yard gate opened with a whoosh. Liu Xi and his father stood in front of us looking like fierce demons. His father wasn't tall, had a buzz cut, was dark-skinned and muscular, with a face full of menacing features. What surprised me was that next to them was a short, thin old woman, leaning on a cane, with white hair and a wrinkled face, also looking like she was about to bite someone; she was probably Liu happy's grandmother.

Liu Xi slapped my mother twice across the face and yelled, "You little brat, keep yelling! See? Get lost!"

My mother acted as if she hadn't been slapped at all. She grabbed Liu Xi's hand and said, "Brother Xi, I'm carrying your son! Give me an explanation!"

Liu Xi shook off my mother's hand. Before he could speak, Liu Xi's father interrupted, "Stop talking nonsense! Go find whoever's child it is! Our child is a good child, you shameless slut!"

Liu Xi's grandmother also yelled, "My grandson is so young, and you're already trying to extort him! May you die a horrible death, you shameless slut!"

My mother suddenly exploded, wailing, "Brother Xi, you won't talk to me! I'm carrying your child, you can't be so heartless!"

While wailing, she tried to ram him, but Liu Xi's father pushed her away. My mother leaned back, and I caught her from behind, almost causing her to fall to the ground. Then I heard Liu Xi's father say, "Don't you dare make a scene, I'm not buying it. You've ruined my child's reputation, and I haven't even settled the score with you yet, and you're already coming after me."

At this moment, Liu Xi's grandmother tapped the ground with her cane and said, "Shameless! How old are you, still seducing our grandson? I'll beat you to death, you vixen!" My mother acted as if she didn't hear him, crying and saying, "Brother, Grandma, I don't want anything else, I just want to see Xizi and get an explanation. I've seen Xizi, give me an explanation and I'll leave." Liu Xi's grandmother interrupted, "Go away, what explanation? If you don't leave, I'll beat you with this cane." Saying this, she raised her cane as if to scare my mother, and my mother took a step back in fright. Then I heard Liu Xi's father say, "You'll leave if I give you an explanation, right?"

My mother nodded and said yes. Liu Xi's father pulled out a wallet from his pocket, counted out five bills, waved them in front of my mother, and said, "Let me make this clear, I'm only doing this because you're pitiful. If you dare come here and make a scene again, I'll fucking be ruthless. If you don't believe me, just ask around about Liu Lao Er." With that, he threw the five bills on the ground in front of my mother, said, "Let's go," and pulled Liu Xi and his grandmother into the yard, slamming the door shut behind them.

My mother was still unwilling to give up, but she realized that was the end of it; making a scene wouldn't change anything. After crying a couple more times, she struggled to squat down, intending to pick up the money. Suddenly, the door slammed open. My mother looked up and saw Liu Xi's grandmother. Before she could say anything, Liu Xi's grandmother stared coldly at her, coughed, and spat at her. My mother flinched, the spit landing on her hair. Then the door slammed shut again. However, my mother was already heartbroken, so she didn't react too strongly to the spit. She just wiped her tears, picked up the money, and after she had gathered it all, she slowly stood up with my help and we slowly went home together. Before I could comfort her, she comforted me first: "It's okay, this is an explanation, it's over, and we'll have nothing to do with them anymore."

My mother rested at home for a few days, and my aunt accompanied her to the hospital for an abortion. Because the fetus was almost six months along, the dilation and curettage (D&C) was very difficult. Afterwards, my mother was pale for several days, so she didn't go home and stayed at my aunt's house for half a month before returning. But although the matter was largely resolved, it wasn't completely over. The main problem was that my mother was ostracized at work, and I was isolated at school. Needless to say, my mother had long been the target of ridicule and mockery, especially from women. Women, when they ganged up on someone, were far more ruthless than men. Sometimes, they would sing in front of her, "A chicken in the left hand, a duck in the right, and a chubby baby on my back..."

or make veiled attacks on a TV drama about a woman getting pregnant by an irresponsible man.

At school, it was because the story of my mother and me going to see Liu Xi that day somehow got out, probably from Liu Xi's neighbors. Soon, people at school knew that my mother had been with Liu Xi and was pregnant. Not only did the students think I was shameful and disgraceful, but they also kept their distance from me. Liu Xi also suffered because back then, nobody slept with older women; those who did were considered indiscriminate and disgusting. So Liu Xi was often mocked by other hooligans for this, and even some female hooligans refused to talk to him or hang out with him. At that time, he was pursuing a girl from a neighboring school, but the girl, having heard that he had slept with older women before, completely ignored him. Liu Xi, harboring deep resentment with nowhere to vent, turned his anger on me, constantly picking fights with me. But the more he harassed me, the more people mocked our relationship, and even people from other schools knew about it.

Not long after, Liu Xi got into a fight because someone used this to ridicule him, and he was expelled shortly before the high school entrance exam.

I, on the other hand, easily made it to the high school entrance exam, but because of what had happened over the past year, my grades were abysmal. So, when registering, I applied to both high school and vocational school. After the high school entrance exam, I took the vocational school entrance exam, and after receiving my scores, I applied to a public vocational school in the city, majoring in electrical engineering. As soon as the acceptance letter arrived, my mother immediately resigned from her job; she simply couldn't stand it anymore. We rented an apartment in the city and moved there, finally escaping that nightmarish environment.

The following days were truly peaceful. Everyone around me was a stranger; no one knew about our past, and we got along fairly well. Technical school started in September, and my mother found another job with a private employer. My studies at technical school went relatively smoothly for the next two years, and the past had mostly faded from memory. However, I developed a habit: when I masturbated, I had to imagine my mother being with Liu Xi; otherwise, I couldn't get aroused.

The first two years of technical school were for studying, and the last year was for internships. These internships were really just about working for free for private companies; you didn't get a diploma if you didn't go. I and several classmates from the electrical engineering class 25 were assigned to a farm vehicle manufacturing plant on the outskirts of our city—I won't mention the exact name to avoid being doxxed. We worked as assemblers in the workshop for three months, then in other positions for a few months before finally getting some actual electrical work.

I was transferred to the logistics department, working under an elderly electrician who was almost fifty, doing line maintenance and similar tasks. This old electrician became my mentor. Although my grades weren't great, I had a solid foundation, so I learned this stuff pretty quickly. My mentor was quite satisfied with my skills and hard work. After my internship, the factory kept me and a few classmates from the fitter class 18 and welder class 20. I worked in the logistics department with my mentor, doing wiring, line maintenance, and switch box repairs. Some of the tasks my mentor wasn't too comfortable with before were gradually handed over to me.

Because the factory was in the suburbs, I went home once a week, just like when I was in technical school. There was a TV in the dormitory, but back then there was no set-top box, so we couldn't get any good programs. The workers in the factory weren't generally very well-educated; their evening entertainment consisted of sitting together playing cards, smoking, drinking, or talking about women. My mentor was single, so he lived in the dormitory like us. To get him to teach me more, I often bought him good cigarettes and alcohol. Anyway, I didn't have to hand over my salary, so I had more than enough to live on. Before long, my relationship with my mentor became very good. One year on the Mid-Autumn Festival, before I went home, I felt sorry for my mentor who was all alone, so I asked him to come home with me to celebrate. Actually, my mentor was always alone every year, which was quite boring, so after some initial refusal, he came with me.

When we arrived at my house, I noticed very keenly that the moment my mentor saw my mother, his eyes widened. Because of past experiences, I'm particularly sensitive to the way men look at my mother. Although it was only for a moment, I caught it, and my heart skipped a beat; I couldn't tell if it was nervousness or excitement. My mother, on the other hand, seemed oblivious. She calmly invited my mentor in and asked me to make him tea and get him fruit while she went to the kitchen to cook. But that day, neither my mentor nor I were really focused on the meal. My mentor was secretly watching my mother, and I was secretly watching my mentor. When it was time to sleep that night, my mother slept in one room, my mentor slept in my bed, and I slept on the sofa.

The room was small, and I could clearly sense that my mentor hadn't slept for a long time. Actually, my mentor has had a tough life. I heard from others at the factory that he married when he was young, but his wife later abandoned him because she thought he was too honest and weak, and ran off with someone else, taking his savings with her. Since then, he's never trusted women and has never married again. But this time, I think he's really interested in my mother. Another major consideration is that the family needs a man to hold its own. The city isn't exactly safe, although it's not as blatant as it used to be, but over the years, a few smooth-talking men have tried to take advantage of my mother, but she's ignored them. In the past, our family had problems because my father was often away from home. Now I live at the factory and rarely come home, leaving my mother alone at home; something might happen to her. Having a man at home can at least provide some protection. Since I've made up

my mind, I won't waste any more time. After returning home for the Mid-Autumn Festival, I've become closer to my mentor, inviting him to my house every few days. When we drank at the factory, I would intentionally or unintentionally pretend to be drunk and talk to him about my mother's past. Of course, I didn't really tell the truth; I just said that my father had a bad temper, which was why my mother divorced him. This wasn't entirely a lie, but it made my mentor think he had a chance. Things didn't progress quickly, since my mentor was introverted and my mother had been hurt before and didn't really need anything romantic. But around New Year's Day, I could clearly sense that when the three of us were together, they started to intentionally avoid talking to me, unwilling to discuss things in front of me. This became

even more obvious as the Lunar New Year approached. I originally thought they would confirm their relationship during the Spring Festival, but unexpectedly, my mentor went back to his hometown in the county for the holiday; his elderly father was being supported by his brother. He didn't return until after the New Year when he went back to work. On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, my mother talked to me, shyly asking for my opinion on her and my mentor's relationship. I naturally agreed without hesitation, and I could see my mother visibly relieved. What followed was a natural progression. A few days later, my mentor took my mother to visit my father, and on the way back, they got their marriage certificate. A month later, my mentor took my mother to his hometown for a banquet. After my mother returned, she invited my aunts, my other aunts, and a few close friends from the area where my mother works, and they had a meal together. My mentor then openly moved into my house. However, I didn't call him "Dad," but instead called him "Godfather."

As mentioned before, my original intention was for my godfather to stay at home to protect my mother's home, but my mother and godfather later decided to rent a house in the rural suburbs not far from the factory. My mother quit her job and moved in with us. Then, my godfather and mother pooled their money to buy me an apartment in the city. Anyway, he hadn't spent much money on himself over the years, so he had some savings. In exchange, my mother agreed to have another child for my godfather. My godfather had never had children in his life, and now that he had a woman, he started thinking about having another child.

I didn't know about this at first; it was something they secretly planned. But after we moved to the village, I found a pregnancy test in the toilet wastebasket. Worried about my mother's health, I tried to persuade her. That's when she told me what had happened. I couldn't find a reason to refute it; after all, they weren't spending money on me for nothing.

By this time, almost five years had passed since my mother was violated by Liu Xi and his gang. I didn't know how much libido my mother had left, or whether she could have another child after her D&C. Anyway, for over a year after my mother and godfather got their marriage certificate, I never heard my mother moan during sex, though I occasionally found pregnancy tests.

I was quite relieved because if my mother was really pregnant, whether my godfather would deliver on his promise of a house was uncertain, and I might even have to subsidize this brother I'd never met. Just at

this critical juncture, something else happened that caught me off guard. In the summer of the second year after my mother and godfather got married, one day my godfather was on night shift, and I came home alone after work to find my mother sitting on the kang (a heated brick bed) with a worried expression. I asked my mom what was wrong, and she told me that Liu Xi had come looking for her again. Apparently, a casino had opened in the village sometime ago, without our knowledge. Liu Xi was now working for the casino owner, acting as a security guard. A month ago, my mom went out to take out the trash one morning and happened to run into Liu Xi with a few thugs. She was so scared that she didn't dare leave the house all day.

A few days later, seeing that nothing had happened, my mom assumed Liu Xi hadn't recognized her and went out to the village supermarket to buy things. She ran into Liu Xi again, this time buying cigarettes. This time, Liu Xi didn't let my mom escape. He followed her, asking what she was doing in the village. My mom made up an excuse about visiting relatives. Liu Xi was also busy that day and didn't press the matter further, but he secretly inquired with the villagers and learned that my mom, my godfather, and I lived there, even finding out which courtyard it was. That noon, while my godfather and I were at work, and the village streets were deserted due to the midday heat, Liu Xi climbed over the back wall of my house and broke in. When my mother saw it was Liu happy, she was terrified. Liu Xi first verbally harassed her, and my mother, mustering her courage, told him to get lost and berated him for being spineless and going back to his ex. She said he had been so ruthless before, and now he had the nerve to come looking for her. However, my mother clearly underestimated Liu Xi's shamelessness. Liu Xi brazenly let her scold him while trying to grab her hand. My mother hid from him in the house, warning him that my godfather would be home from get off work soon. Perhaps afraid of being discovered, Liu Xi didn't dare linger, only harassing my mother for a short while before leaving, groping her breast as he went. My mother is now worried about what to do. Liu Xi has recognized the place and will definitely come back often. It won't be good to scare him then; she can't let her godfather stay home all the time.

After hearing this, I also felt it was a tricky situation, and the only solution I could think of was moving. So the next day, when my godfather came back, my mother made an excuse, saying there was a gambling den selling stockings nearby, and discussed moving with him. Unexpectedly, my godfather disagreed no matter what, and my mother couldn't say it was to avoid Liu Xi. I sensed that my godfather seemed to have some things he couldn't say to me, so I excused myself to go to the bathroom and left for a while. When I came back, my godfather was drinking tea and watching TV, and my mother was eating an apple helplessly next to him. When my godfather went to the bathroom after drinking too much tea, I quietly asked my mother, and she told me that my godfather felt that if we moved, he would have to live in the dormitory again, and he could only come home for one or two days a week, which would make it difficult to have children, so he was being so stubborn. My mother couldn't refute this reason, and I couldn't say it either. The only option was for my godfather and me to quit our jobs, but my godfather and I were doing well at the factory, and suddenly quitting would inevitably arouse my godfather's suspicion. After thinking it over, I couldn't think of any good solutions, so the idea of moving was temporarily abandoned. So I had to tell my mom to keep the door tightly closed when she was home alone, and not to open it for anyone except my godfather and me.

But this method didn't work very well. Just a week later, Liu Xi was sleeping with my mom again. Liu Xi had already figured out my godfather and me's work schedule. He knew that my godfather would definitely be on duty one day out of every four days, so he took advantage of the night when my godfather was on duty to climb over the wall and enter my house again. I was playing on the computer at the time. I heard a noise from the back wall, went out to look, and just then I saw Liu Xi coming out from the back wall and walking to my door. My house was a row of two rooms. The one on the left was where I lived, and the one on the right was where my mom and godfather lived. This was the first time I had seen Liu Xi in almost six years. He was only wearing a pair of shorts, and he was much taller than before, almost a head taller than me, but still very lean, with bronze skin, very muscular, dyed blond hair, a small mustache, and a cobra with its head raised and tongue sticking out tattooed on its chest.

Seeing me come out, Liu Xi actually chuckled and said, "I need to talk to your mother about something. Go do whatever you need to do."

He waved me away, a gesture I knew all too well that meant "get lost.

" I stood there, mustering my courage, and said, "My godfather will be back in a bit."

Liu Xi's face changed. He pointed at me and said, "Do what I tell you to do. Don't try to scare me with your godfather. If you dare come back, I'll beat him up too, you hear me?" He walked to my mother's room. My mother was already asleep, and the room was dark.

Liu Xi tried to push the door, but it wouldn't budge. My mother had bolted the door from the inside. However, because it was hot in the summer, the window was still open. Liu Xi went to the window, grabbed the windowsill, and leaped onto it. He then pushed open the screen window, stepped over it, and slipped into the room. Then I heard my mother scream in alarm,

"Who's there?"

Liu Xi said, "It's me." Then my mother screamed, and I heard rolling, tearing, and the sound of the blankets shaking inside. Before long, the sound stopped, and a moment later, my mother's drawn-out sobs returned. She had only cried twice when Liu Xi said, "Stop crying." Then came a slap. My mother didn't stop; another slap followed. This time, her sobs subsided, becoming intermittent choking.

Then came the clear slapping sounds of flesh colliding, and the faint thumping of the earthen bed being hit.

I quietly walked towards the window, only to find myself hard again. I bent slightly and walked to the window, listening to the sounds coming from inside. I unzipped my pants, took out my penis, and began to masturbate. I hadn't masturbated for long when my mother's familiar cries came from inside. I knew she was aroused by Liu Xi again. Thinking of this, I almost immediately ejaculated. After ejaculating, I didn't want to leave; I stayed under the window, continuing to listen. After a while, my mother's moans grew louder, and Liu Xi also made a few "oh oh oh" sounds. Then my mother screamed twice, and the room fell silent. Perhaps because it had been a long time since he had ejaculated inside my mother, Liu Xi's performance this time was short, only about half an hour. The deathly silence in the room only lasted a moment before my mother's soft sobs could be heard. Soon after, Liu Xi's soft voice could be heard, and I could see the red cigarette butts flickering in the windowpane. I knew they needed to rest for a while; it was a bit chilly in the August night. I quietly returned to my room.

That night, Liu Xi had sex with my mother at least once more, because I was woken up by her moans again at two in the morning. However, I suspected that Liu Xi did it more than once. At four in the morning, I heard Liu Xi come out of my mother's room, jump over the back wall, and leave. I wanted to check on my mother, so I put on my clothes and left my room. When I got to my mother's door, I was surprised to find it open. I pushed open the door and went into the inner room where my mother slept. The first thing I smelled was a foul, fishy odor. Looking at the kang (heated brick bed), I saw my mother sitting cross-legged naked on a pile of crumpled sheets and blankets, her hair disheveled, her large, white breasts dangling from her chest. There were crumpled tissues scattered on the floor.

My mother stared blankly at the mat on the kang, not even lifting her head. I softly called out, "Mom," and she finally looked up. Seeing me, she didn't shed a tear, but said in a hoarse voice, "Xiaolong, why is my life so hard?"

I felt a pang of sadness, but I was truly powerless to help. After comforting my mother for a moment, I suddenly remembered something: my godfather was supposed to come home from his night shift at 7:30 in the morning, and I couldn't let him see the room like this. So, while I fetched water for my mom to wash up and change in my room, I quickly cleaned up the wads of toilet paper on the floor. Then I rolled up the sheets and blankets soaked with semen, vaginal fluid, and sweat, stuffed them into the washing machine, and put a new set on the kang (heated brick bed). After I finished cleaning, I suddenly remembered the stench in the room, so I quickly opened the doors and windows to ventilate. But Liu Xi's semen smelled so strong that it took more than an hour to dissipate, so I smoked a few cigarettes in the room to finally mask the stench. When my godfather came back, I lied and said that my mom had gone out to buy breakfast, but actually, my mom was sleeping in my room. My godfather hadn't slept well the night before either, but he didn't ask any questions and just fell asleep on the kang. When he woke up at noon, my mom had recovered, and he didn't notice anything unusual.

For the next few days, I was worried that my godfather would notice something. Luckily, my mom pretended well, and my godfather, being the kind of person who's only attentive to work and careless about everything else, didn't discover anything. I secretly discussed it with my mom and came up with a plan: my mom would go to my aunt's house for a few days and tell my godfather that my aunt was sick and my mom needed to stay with her for a few days. Once Liu Xi's initial excitement wore off, he might tone it down. After all, his reputation had been affected when people found out about his relationship with my mom, so he probably wouldn't be as arrogant this time. There was another thought I didn't dare tell my mom: she's forty-five this year, and she's not as attractive as she used to be. Maybe after this, he'd get bored.

After we finalized the plan, my mom told my godfather, who readily agreed and even told my mom to buy some things. So, my mom took a car to my aunt's house the next day. A few days later, I ran into Liu Xi on the street again. Liu Xi casually asked me where my mom was. I told him she had gone back to her hometown for some business. He just said "oh," without saying anything else, gave me a cigarette, and left. As he left, he said to me with a half-smile, "Be smarter next time."

My mom stayed at my aunt's house for over a month, only returning after October 1st. After she came back, I discussed it with my mom, and I asked my godfather to talk to the boss so my mom could help out at the factory canteen. That way, the three of us would be at the factory during the day, and Liu Xi wouldn't be able to harass my mom at our house while my godfather and I were at work. I told my godfather that we needed to save money to buy me a house. It just so happened that the canteen was short of someone to steam buns, so my godfather spoke to the boss, and the boss agreed.

For over a month, things were relatively peaceful. Liu Xi didn't have a chance during the day, nor did he climb over the wall at night, but my mother and I were still on edge. Sure enough, one night in late November, my godfather was on duty at the factory. My mother and I were walking home along the paddy field ridge when Liu Xi intercepted us. It was almost winter, and it got dark early; there was no one around. My mother mustered her courage and asked him, her voice trembling, "What are you doing?" Liu Xi didn't answer her, but tilted his head at me and said, "Wait here for a bit, I need to talk to your mother." He then grabbed my mother's arm and dragged her down the ridge. My mother struggled and said to me, "Go get your father." Liu Xi pointed at me and said fiercely, "You dare! Do you remember what I told you? Have you forgotten what I do?" I looked at my mother, then at Liu Xi, my legs frozen. My mother was in despair and started crying. She struggled as Liu happy dragged her down the ridge and into the nearby well house. I knew Liu Xi meant for me to keep watch, but I didn't know whether I should stand there or go to the well house door. I just stood there blankly. After a while, it got darker, a bit windy, and it got a little cold on the paddy field ridge.

I couldn't stand it anymore, so I climbed down from the ridge and squatted down next to the well house. The well house only had walls on three sides; the fourth wall wasn't connected to the other three, for easy access. I could hear Liu Xi's panting and the slapping sounds of flesh inside, but I didn't hear my mother's moans, only muffled sounds, probably because her mouth was gagged.

After a while, Liu Xi made a few "oh oh" sounds and ejaculated. But he didn't come out immediately. A moment later, I heard a few clicks of an electronic camera shutter. Then Liu Xi came out, pulling up his pants in one hand and holding a cell phone in the other, admiring himself as he walked. Seeing me outside, he said to me with satisfaction, "Not bad, this time it worked pretty well."

He put the phone in his pocket, patted my shoulder, and then walked away while still pulling up his pants. I rushed into the well house and saw my mother standing on the ground with her two big, white, plump legs bare. Her pants were pulled down to her ankles, and she was taking a torn pair of underwear out of her mouth. Her shirt was pulled up to her chest, revealing her plump, white breasts. I had just said "Mom" when my mother weakly raised her hand and said numbly, "Don't say anything, it's no use." She then pulled her shirt down to cover her breasts, wiped her lower body with her underwear, and I helped her put her pants back on. I then helped her out of the well house and walked home. It was almost eight o'clock when we got home. My mother first drew a basin of water to wash herself, and then changed her clothes. Just then, my mother's phone rang. I picked it up and saw a multimedia message from a new number. It showed the back of a plump woman bending over with her bare buttocks sticking out, her purplish-red vulva still dripping with white semen. Then came another message, this time even clearer: a front-facing photo of my mom with her hands being grabbed and her breasts exposed. It was obvious it was from Liu Xi. Below the second message was a comment from Liu Xi: "Eryan, I miss you. Stay with me from now on, I won't mistreat you." After

my mom finished washing her lower body, I showed her the phone. She looked at the phone, then at me, her face as white as paper. I told her, "Let's talk to my godfather about moving again." My mom shook her head and said, "No, you don't know, your godfather seems to suspect I'm having an affair. When I was at your aunt's house, he called me twice a day." But it's true. If we move again, your godfather definitely won't agree, and he'll be even more suspicious. I said, "Then what should we do?" My mom sighed and said, "How about this? Don't let your godfather work shifts anymore. We'll leave together at night and come back together during the day. If that doesn't work, we'll get a dog. If that still doesn't work, then there's nothing we can do." I nodded, and my mom deleted the message. That night I slept with my mom. She woke up several times, assuming Liu Xi was coming whenever there was a noise outside. She didn't sleep well until dawn.

The next day, my godfather came home, and my mom told him to skip his shift. He agreed, though I still don't know why. Maybe she told him it would be easier to have a child. But he disagreed with keeping a dog, saying he'd seen on TV that dogs are bad for having children, and that the baby might get certain diseases. We didn't dare insist too much. So the three of us started going to work together and coming home together. Liu Xi couldn't find an opportunity for several days and was getting impatient. Eventually, he got a little desperate and texted my mom, openly demanding she come to the casino on Wednesday night, or he'd send nude photos of her to my godfather's phone. My mom knew he meant what he said, so she had to ask him to wait. After dinner on Wednesday evening, my mother made an excuse to visit a colleague of hers at the cafeteria. My godfather nodded and casually told me, "You should go with your mother too. It's dark, don't run into any bad people." Seeing my godfather's expression, I knew he wanted me to keep an eye on my mother. I glanced at her, and she, as if nothing was wrong, said, "Okay, let's go together."

It was already December, early winter, and a strong wind was blowing. My mother and I went out and turned left onto the road, walking to a row of houses next to the village committee in the middle of the village. The gambling den was located there, and Liu Xi was already waiting. Seeing us arrive, Liu Xi grinned and said, "Come with me." He looked at me and said, "Why did you come along?" I said my godfather sent me with my mother. Liu Xi said, "What a hassle," and then said, "You come too, keep an eye on things outside."

Liu Xi led us to the courtyard in the middle of another row of houses, two rows away from the gambling den. He took out a key, opened the gate, and told us to go inside with him. The yard was dark, much like the layout of my house. Liu Xi pointed to a pile of coal in the corner and said, "Pick up a few pieces and put them in the stove; the fire's about to go out." Then he led my mother into the room on the right. While I was picking up coal outside, the light in that room was already on. Liu Xi's voice came from inside, telling my mother to get on the kang (heated brick bed) and draw the curtains. I saw my mother climb onto the kang and start drawing the curtains, so I took the coal and went into the outer room of that house. It was a bit cold inside. The doors to the inner and outer rooms were closed, but not bolted, leaving a small crack. I thought to myself that after a few years in the underworld, Liu Xi wasn't as insistent on having me watch over him as before. I put the coal into the stove, poked around in it, and a small flame slowly rose. This stove was a traditional earthen stove for heating. Liu Xi wasn't in a hurry to do anything to my mother, probably because it was cold inside.

I listened outside as Liu Xi continued to flirt with my mother, and my mother gave him half-hearted replies. A little while later, I heard my mom say to him from inside, "Hurry up, I have to go back soon, don't let my husband find out." Liu Xi chuckled and said, "It's okay, I've got your back, Er Yan, I've missed you so much." Then I heard my mom scream, "Slow down!" I crouched down by the crack in the door and peeked inside. I saw Liu Xi had already picked my mom up horizontally. While carrying her, he said, "You told me to hurry up earlier, now you want me to slow down, so which do you want me to hurry up or slow down?" My mom turned her head to the side and didn't say anything. My mom's weight is now more than it was a few years ago, but Liu Xi seems to carry her more easily than before. Liu Xi threw my mom onto the kang (a heated brick bed), climbed onto it, took off his shirt and pants, leaving only his undershirt and long underwear. Then he started to undo my mom's belt, and my mom lay there motionless, letting him do as he pleased. After unbuckling my mother's belt, Liu happy grabbed my mother's inner and outer pants waistbands and pulled them all off at once, exposing my mother's lower body.

Liu happy removed these things from my mother's ankles and threw them aside. At this moment, my mother said to him, "Turn off the light." Liu Xi said, "No, let me take a good look. I haven't had a good look yet." Saying this, he spread my mother's two big white legs, knelt down in front of my mother's thighs, and lowered his head to use his hands to pull open my mother's purplish-red vulva. My mother was so embarrassed that her face turned red. I hadn't seen this expression on her face for a long time. She tried to push Liu Xi's head away, but she couldn't push him away at all. Suddenly, my mother cried out, her arms trembled, and she slumped down. Then I saw Liu Xi's head moving back and forth between my mother's legs. My mother involuntarily grabbed Liu Xi's hair and cried out repeatedly, her legs rubbing back and forth on the kang mat. After a while, my mother's upper body began to twist and turn on the kang mat, her head banging against the kang with a loud thud. She started crying, but this time it was different from before; this time it was a drawn-out, continuous cry, almost like the moaning of a female donkey in heat in the countryside. Liu Xi tightly hugged my mother's thighs, holding her body still, and thrust his head even more vigorously between her legs. My mother cried out, her body twisting more and more violently, her upper body almost bent over and lying on her side on the kang. Liu Xi's hair was a mess from being rubbed by my mother. While licking, Liu Xi also stuck his fingers into my mother's vulva, and each time this happened, my mother's cries became even more grotesque. After a while, my mother suddenly let out a long cry, like a semicircle rising and falling, then her whole body curled up, rolled over on the kang, and began to tremble uncontrollably. By this time, Liu Xi had already straightened up. In the lamplight, I saw a large puddle of water had formed where my mother's buttocks had been on the kang mat.

Liu Xi spat twice onto the ground, then laughed and said, "How was it? Comfortable?"

My mother couldn't speak anymore, but grunted in agreement.

Liu Xi crawled over, sat next to my mother, patted her buttocks, and said, "Every time it's Yan'er who licks you, today I'll lick you. Is that okay?"

My mother grunted again in agreement. Liu Xi grinned and said, "Would you like me to fuck you?"

My mother grunted again, without even hesitating. Liu Xi was clearly not satisfied and said, "Stop whining, tell me if you'll let me or not?"

My mother had no choice but to whisper, "Yes."

Liu Xi slapped my mother's butt again and said, "Let me do what? Say it clearly."

My mother whispered, "Let me fuck you."

Only then did Liu Xi say with satisfaction, "That's right, what's the point of hiding like this? It's much better with me. Does your husband lick you? No, right? Can he play for ten minutes? I don't think so either."

My mother didn't respond to him and was still panting and recovering. Liu Xi turned my mother over, making her lie on her back, and said, "Hurry up, take off your clothes." My mother whispered, "No, let me rest a little longer, I haven't recovered yet." Liu Xi said impatiently, "Hurry up, don't dawdle."

Seeing that my mother didn't move, he took matters into his own hands and lifted up my mother's sweater and thermal underwear, pulling them off her head, and then yanked off her undershirt. My mother had already been stripped naked down there, and now she lay there completely naked, her large breasts spread out on her chest, her waist fleshy, looking like a large white pig that had been shaved clean. Liu Xi was already impatient, and in a few quick movements, he took off his own clothes, pounced on her, knelt between her legs, and thrust his large penis into her lower body. My mother had just leaked a lot of fluid, and her lower body was soaking wet, so when Liu Xi's huge penis went in, my mother didn't even make a sound.

After Liu happy penetrated, he held my mother's spread legs and began thrusting back and forth. After a while, my mother started to moan, but Liu Xi probably felt he was running out of steam. He reached for a pillow from the pile of bedding next to him, made my mother lift her buttocks, and then stuffed the pillow under her buttocks. He tried it again, felt it was working, and continued thrusting, the sounds of flesh slapping and water splashing. My mother's groans soon turned into sobs. While he was having sex, Liu Xi lay on top of my mother and made her kiss him. My mother gave him a perfunctory kiss, but it wasn't enough. He held my mother's face in place, then stuck his tongue into her mouth, sucking on it noisily. After the kiss, my mother wiped her mouth and groaned, "I hate it."

Unexpectedly, Liu Xi became even more excited upon hearing this, his eyes widening as he shouted, "What did you say? You're annoying?" Then he thrust even harder, and my mother cried out, "Ouch...ouch...slow down...Brother Xi...Brother Xi..."

Liu Xi continued thrusting, saying, "Are you annoying or not? Are you annoying or not?"

My mother cried out, "No...no..."

Liu Xi then said, "Do you dare to do it again?"

My mother cried and said, "I won't."

Liu Xi thrust in a few more times before stopping, catching his breath, and said to my mother, "Turn over."

My mother obediently turned over, her upper body lying on the kang (heated brick bed), her big white buttocks sticking out for Liu Xi. Liu Xi leaned forward, one hand supporting my mother's buttocks, the other holding his penis, slowly inserting it into her vagina. Then, he grabbed her buttocks with both hands and began thrusting in and out with a loud slapping sound. This time, because it was easier to exert force, the sounds were even louder. Liu Xi would occasionally slap my mother's buttocks as he thrust, causing her buttocks to tremble.

My mother was holding onto the pillow, her face buried in it. The pillows in the countryside are high, and I could see that my mother was almost unable to bear it. Her hands were tightly gripping the edge of the pillow, and her teeth were clenched tightly on the pillowcase, her face contorted in pain. Liu Xi didn't seem to be in a hurry to let my mother go. After thrusting rapidly for a while, he slowed down, slowly pulling his large penis out, leaving only the glans inside, and then suddenly thrusting it all the way in. With each thrust, my mother screamed in agony.

After a dozen or so thrusts, he began pumping rapidly again. This time, my mother clearly couldn't hold on any longer; her cries were almost continuous, her plump, white thighs trembling uncontrollably, and it was obvious that it wasn't from his impact. Suddenly, she let out a bloodcurdling scream, her legs gave way, and she collapsed onto the kang (heated brick bed) with a thud, her whole body trembling. But Liu Xi wasn't going to let her go. He pounced on her, straddling her buttocks, and thrust his large penis into her vagina from behind. His dark, thin buttocks rose and fell against her plump, white buttocks. My mother tried desperately to gag herself with a pillow, but her incessant cries could still be heard. She kept tearing at the pillowcase, almost ripping it to shreds. Liu Xi continued for a while, his speed increasing. Finally, he yelled "Hey! Hey! Hey!" a few times, thrusting forcefully a few more times, then froze on top of my mother, slowly relaxing.

I watched Liu Xi roll off my mother, then quietly slipped away through the crack in the door. I went to the stove, lifted the lid, and saw the fire burning brightly. Just then, I felt a sticky sensation in my groin, knowing I'd ejaculated again, but my lower body felt incredibly comfortable. I was about to find some paper to wipe myself when I heard Liu Xi call out from inside, "Boil some hot water!" I knew my mother needed hot water to wash herself, so I searched the floor and found a teapot. I filled it about halfway with water from the tap in the outer room, lifted the stove lid, and placed the teapot firmly on the stove.

Then I looked for paper in the outer room, but couldn't find any. I thought the paper might be inside, but I didn't dare go in. I peeked through the crack in the door and saw Liu Xi had already pulled a blanket over both of them, and was embracing my mother and talking under the covers. There was a pile of wads of toilet paper on the floor. So I just sat in the outer room and played on my phone. After a while, the water boiled. I took the basin down from the washbasin stand in the outer room, filled it with some cold water, added some hot water, and tested the temperature to make sure it was comfortable. Then I carried the basin inside and pushed open the door. I put the basin on the floor, and Liu Xi, still in bed, said, "Go out and wait outside." I saw the toilet paper next to their pillows, but I didn't dare take it, afraid of arousing suspicion. After thinking for a moment, I reluctantly went out.

Then I heard my mother getting out of bed and putting on her shoes, followed by the sound of running water. After a while, the water stopped, and Liu Xi called me from inside. I went in, and my mother was wearing a coat and slippers, standing barefoot on the floor, wiping the water off her lower body and pubic hair with paper. Liu Xi told me to pour out the water and sweep the floor before leaving. I took the water out and poured it into the drain by the gate, then came back and put it away. I then found a broom and dustpan and swept up the crumpled paper on the floor. While I was sweeping, my mother sat on the edge of the kang (a heated brick bed) getting dressed, talking to Liu Xi. I felt that my mother was much more relaxed than when she first came in, and her conversation was no longer rambling. After I finished sweeping, my mother finished dressing. My mother said to Liu Xi, "We're leaving now." Liu Xi patted my mother's bottom and said, "Let's go, I'm going to sleep for a while." I then left the inner room with my mother, closed the door, and quickly left the yard.

On the way back, my mom and I didn't speak again. I felt like she'd resigned herself to her fate once more, even more completely than before. This time, even if Liu Xi got her pregnant, she wouldn't go to his house demanding an explanation like she did last time. We got home at 10:30. My godfather was clearly unhappy. He questioned her a few times, but didn't get anything out of her, so we washed up and went to bed.

After that, Liu Xi would send my mom a message every week, asking her to come to the casino on a specific day.

Later, my mom was afraid my godfather would find out about the messages, so she had Liu Xi call instead. But doing this every week inevitably aroused my godfather's suspicion. Even though I was with her, he was still a little worried and started forbidding my mom from going out at night. My mom told Liu Xi about the situation, hoping he would understand, or even better, break it off. But unexpectedly, Liu Xi actually came to our house. My mom was startled when she saw him; she thought he was going to cause trouble. But Liu Xi first politely introduced himself to my godfather as my classmate, which was indeed true. Then he told my godfather that the casino was short of a cook because the gamblers were hungry and had to buy food outside. He wanted to take over that profit as well, offering 1,500 yuan a month for the cook, including two meals.

He was currently overseeing the place, so with him there, nothing would go wrong. My mom only earned 800 yuan a month cooking in the cafeteria, including one meal. Seeing that my godfather was somewhat interested, he continued, "I talked to my aunt (my mom) about this a few days ago, but she didn't agree. She said she wanted to cook for you two. I'll think about it for the next couple of days, and my aunt is more suitable. I knew from my time with Xiaolong that my aunt was efficient and capable. We should keep the good stuff in the family, Uncle. What do you think?"

My godfather looked at my mom, who looked a little hesitant. Liu Xi saw this and said, "Uncle, you should discuss it with my aunt again," and then, staring at my mom, said, "Aunt, please think about it again." Then he pulled me out to my room to play computer games and smoke. While we were playing, he said with a cigarette in his mouth, "You should put in a good word for your mom. I won't mistreat you. Your mom won't have to cook, there's someone to cook. She'll be back by 10 pm, it won't affect your mom and dad trying to have a baby. What do you think? This money is practically free." I didn't dare say anything, so I just nodded.

Around 9 pm, Liu Xi came out of my room, went to my godfather's and mom's room, politely asked them to reconsider, and then left. My mom and I knew that this time there was no escaping it, and my godfather, unaware of the situation, was very supportive. No matter what, my mom was going to the casino to be exploited by Liu Xi for a long time.

We had no choice.

The next day, Liu Xi called my mom, and she agreed to his request. However, Liu Xi didn't seem to be in a hurry for my mom to go. He told her to wait two days, until next Monday, so he could prepare. We spent two more days in anxiety, and my mom quit her job at the cafeteria. On Monday, my godfather and I went to work, and we didn't go home for dinner; we ate at the factory canteen before going home. Around 9:30 pm, my godfather asked me to pick up my mother from the casino. When I got to the casino, I didn't go in. Instead, I went to the small courtyard behind the casino where Liu Xi and my mother had slept last time. It was dark and quiet. I turned back to the casino, hesitating, not daring to go in. Just as I was wondering what to do, my phone rang. It was my mother. She asked me to pick her up in the courtyard between the three rows of houses in front of the casino. I quickly walked towards that courtyard. Just as I reached the houses, Liu Xi and my mother came out together. Liu Xi's hand was on my mother's buttocks, touching her as we walked. When she saw me, my mother said to Liu Xi, "I'm leaving." Liu Xi nodded and said, "You guys go ahead, I'll go check on the casino." Then he turned and walked towards the casino.

From then on, I regularly went to the casino to pick up my mother around 9:30 pm every week, but Liu Xi didn't fully keep his promise to let my mother not cook. My mother still had to cook. I only picked her up from that small courtyard one day a week; the rest of the time I picked her up from the casino's kitchen. The only difference was that her pay increased by three hundred yuan. During holidays, she received some meager perks like wine or snacks. My mother was indifferent to these things, as long as everything was alright, but my godfather was very satisfied.

The following Spring Festival, during the casino's busiest season, my mother had to temporarily stop working there. The reason was simple: my forty-six-year-old mother was pregnant and could no longer work in that noisy, smoky place. My godfather naturally assumed it was his and was overjoyed. Only my mother and I knew who the father was. With my godfather's abilities, he couldn't possibly have gotten my mother pregnant. But because my godfather wanted a child, my mother hadn't dared to take birth control pills, so pregnancy was only a matter of time.

Actually, Liu Xi knew about this before my godfather and I did. He generously told my mother to go home first and not to come and serve him for the time being. He even brought her some tonics as a congratulatory gift. Although my godfather felt it was a bit inappropriate for a junior to offer such a gift, he also thought the boy was quite sensible, so he actually invited him to our house to have dinner with us. My mother and I both felt uncomfortable during the meal, but Liu Xi, who was used to social situations, kept toasting my godfather with drinks, getting him completely drunk. We finally made it to the end of the meal. Since my mother was pregnant, Liu Xi naturally didn't hold back, so the task of clearing the table fell to me. After clearing

away all the cups, plates, and bowls, I returned to the room. My godfather was already lying on the kang (a heated brick bed) snoring. Liu Xi, on the other hand, was standing on the floor, his trousers unzipped, revealing his large, shiny black penis.

My mother was kneeling on the floor, with a cushion under her knees, and was using her hands to guide Liu Xi's penis in and out of her mouth. It seemed Liu happy had never tried playing with a woman next to her husband before, but since my mother was pregnant, he could only have her perform oral sex on him. When Liu Xi saw me, he held up a finger, signaling me to be quiet. Then he gently stroked my mother's head. My mother was focused on sucking and swallowing Liu Xi's large penis, not even glancing in my direction. I wisely withdrew and returned to my room. A little while later, I heard the door to my mother's room open. I leaned against the window and looked into the yard, seeing Liu Xi and my mother come out, talking quietly. My mother even had a slightly apologetic smile on her face. As they talked, they reached the jujube tree in the yard, and Liu Xi hugged my mother and kissed her. My mother didn't reciprocate, but she didn't resist either. Liu Xi was now at least two heads taller than my mother, and when he kissed her from above, it looked like he was pressing down on her. While kissing, Liu Xi's other hand was on my mother's stomach. After kissing for a while, Liu Xi released my mother, patted her face, and then left the courtyard with a grin. My mother watched him leave before lowering her head and going back to her room.

Contrary to my expectations, Liu Xi didn't leave my mother alone after she became pregnant. Instead, because he had met my godfather, he could now openly come to my house. Of course, he mostly did this when my godfather and I weren't home. However, since my mother was pregnant, he couldn't take advantage of her like before, so he made her give him oral sex or masturbate. One time, I was at work when my godfather asked me to go home to get something. As soon as I entered the courtyard, I saw my mother and Liu Xi looking towards the gate from the window. When they saw it was me, they didn't think much of it. I went into my mother and godfather's room and saw Liu Xi lying on the kang (heated brick bed), his pants half-down. My mother was lying on her side next to him, her top completely unbuttoned. It was July, and the weather was hot; my mother was wearing nothing but a shirt and a vest. After taking off her clothes, her heavy white breasts and round belly were exposed.

At that time, my mother was five months pregnant. Her nipples were dark and large, her areolas had spread to the size of a child's palm, and her belly button was bulging out. My mother was holding Liu Xi's large penis and masturbating him, while Liu Xi enjoyed it and stroked my mother's breasts and belly. When she saw me come in, my mother asked me what was wrong. I said I came back to get my godfather's test pen. My mother let go of Liu Xi's penis, pointed to the area under the TV cabinet, and then lay back down, continuing to hold Liu Xi's penis and masturbate. Liu Xi didn't even look at me; his hand never left my mother's body.

However, this kind of life didn't last long because Liu Xi's gambling den was reported, and Liu Xi was arrested as well. My mother and I secretly prayed that he would get a few more years in prison, and our ordeal would finally be over. My godfather had promised us that he would quit his factory job and buy a house in the city after our child turned one year old, so that even if Liu Xi got out, he wouldn't be able to find us. In December 2011, my mother gave birth to a baby boy at full term. His features clearly indicated he was Liu Xi's son. My godfather, however, didn't seem to care and adored him. Over the years, I've gradually come to understand my godfather. He's always suspected my mother of having an affair, but he hasn't found any concrete evidence. Eventually,

he probably acquiesced, as long as the child my mother bore him carries his surname and takes care of him in his old age, he doesn't care whose child it is. Life has finally returned to normal. Almost ten years have passed since that initial incident. Sometimes my mother and I even wonder if those years were a nightmare. But when we see my younger brother, those days involuntarily resurface. We don't talk about it, hoping time will heal all wounds. But as a permanent mark of shame, my brother constantly reminds us of what we went through during that time.

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