【Jingyi's Last Forty Years】(01) Author: jj800

Author: jj800
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. Xiao Fan returned earlier than I expected. He studied in the UK and stayed to
work there after graduation. Except for returning home once a year during summer vacation, he spent the rest of his time abroad. Even when he came home,
he would only stay for a couple of days before going out to meet up with classmates and friends.

I always felt that he didn't want to stay home because he was avoiding me, but at that time, Lao Qi was still alive. I
thought this was for the best, to prevent him from having any other thoughts about me. Being far away meant he could find a girlfriend and things
would be fine.

Now Lao Qi is gone, and so many years have passed. I only send gifts to my parents during holidays, and our
relationship has become quite distant.

How could a daughter and her parents have fallen to such a state? Besides my first husband,
it involves many things both inside and outside the family, which I won't go into here.

Before Lao Qi left, he had amassed a considerable fortune. I'm not cut out for business, and he knew that.
In his final days, he instructed me to sell the company and use the money to buy financial products or put it in
the bank—anything but to stay in business. That money alone would be enough for me to live comfortably for the rest of my life.

I also dismissed the maids from the house. No matter how long I served and cared for them, they weren't family. It always felt awkward for
a to have an outsider in the house.

Today is Sunday, the day Xiao Fan is coming home. I asked him to send me his flight information and
went to the airport early to wait for him.

The first time Xiao Fan and I met, we stared at each other for a long time, like a mother and son separated for many years. It wasn't
until he called me "Mom" that I realized what he meant. He came forward and, without saying a word, hugged me tightly
. His strong arms told me that he was no longer
the little brat .

I can't drive, so on the way back I hailed a taxi. Sitting in the car, I had endless questions
for him, and Xiao Fan explained them to me one by one.

Suddenly, a student ran across the zebra crossing ahead. The taxi driver slammed on the brakes in a panic.
Neither Xiao Fan nor I were wearing seatbelts, and this threw us both off balance. Xiao Fan, being strong and a young man,
reacted quickly, pulling his hand back against the seat to steady himself.

As a woman, I didn't have much strength, and just as my eyes and forehead were about to hit the seat,
Xiao Fan reached out and caught me in the chest, forcefully pushing me back into my seat.

"Mom, are you alright? How could you drive like that? You almost hit my mom! Is that how you drive?"

the driver in front apologized hurriedly.

I tugged at Xiao Fan, telling him not to hold a grudge, and urged the driver to hurry up and drive. I didn't want to ruin such
a nice for everyone.

It wasn't until the car started moving again that I realized Xiao Fan's arm was still pressed tightly against my chest.
I could feel the warmth of his arm against my breasts. I think he probably also knew what
part , but he didn't seem to be going to pull it away.

"Okay, I'm fine now. You can sit down now. Are you alright?"

I gently pulled his hand away from my chest, but when Xiao Fan's arm
left my chest, I felt a void in my heart.

"It's been so long since you've been back. The house hasn't changed at all, it's still the same as before."

These were Xiao Fan's first words when he came in. The house was decorated by Lao Qi, who was not only good at making money but also loved to indulge in refined pursuits. He
even learned flower arranging on his own.

"Your dad didn't want me to tell you when he passed away. He said you were working out of town and wouldn't be able to come back anytime soon. There was no
need for you to worry unnecessarily. I'll let you come back to see him one last time after I've made all the arrangements."

Xiao Fan looked at his father's portrait while crying, and then asked Lao Qi about the circumstances of his passing.

That night, I tidied up his room so he could rest early. Before entering, he gave me a deep look,
as if he wanted to say something but hesitated, as if he had something to say to me. In the end, he didn't say anything and went into the room.

I usually like to go to bed early, but that night I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep no matter what I did. It was almost
midnight when suddenly there was a loud bang in the sky, followed by a pattering sound of raindrops
. It started to pour, accompanied by thunder and lightning.

I've been afraid of thunder since I was a child, and it's still the same now. Before, when Lao Qi was around, he would comfort me and make me
feel better. But now I was alone in bed, and I was so scared that I curled up under the covers, terrified.

"Knock knock knock! Knock knock knock!"

At first, I thought it was thunder, but upon closer listening, it sounded like knocking on the door.
Someone in the house had passed away; such a sound in the middle of the night could be terrifying. Luckily, Xiao Fan's voice followed closely
behind : "Mom, are you asleep?"

I quickly replied, "No, Fanfan, wait a minute."

I got up, put on my pajamas, and opened the door for Xiao Fan. Standing outside was Xiao Fan, wearing
a vest and shorts.

"Why aren't you asleep yet?"

I asked, looking at him; he didn't seem to have fallen asleep and then woken up at all.

"You forgot, I'm in a different time zone. It's still bright in England right now, how can I sleep?"

He reminded me of this important thing: "I forgot if you hadn't mentioned it. You've
been the whole time."

"Yeah, I was looking at things from when I was little. I heard thunder and was worried you wouldn't be able to sleep, so I came to check on you."

"How did you know Mom couldn't sleep?"

"Aren't you afraid of thunder? I've known that since I was little."

I felt an indescribable emotion, something words couldn't express.

"Mom, can you talk to me for a bit? It won't disturb your rest, will it?"

"Sure, I can't sleep alone with such loud thunder. Come in quickly, don't stand outside."

I turned on all the lights in the room and let Xiao Fan sit on the bed.

"Or maybe we should turn the lights off. It's thundering, don't attract electricity."

This is what adults used to say when I was little—that using electricity during thunderstorms could attract lightning and
burn the house down. I told Xiao Fan this when he was little.

"Okay, it's so bright outside anyway, I'll turn off the lights."

I got up and turned off the light, plunging the room into complete darkness. Only when lightning struck
would the room be bright again.

"It's rare that you still remember Mom's fear of thunder."

"Of course I remember. Back then, when Dad wasn't home, I'd sleep with you. You held me
so tightly; it was obvious you were afraid of thunder."

This happened when Xiao Fan was in middle school. It was during Lao Qi's busiest time of year; he wouldn't
be home at a time. Whenever there was thunder, I was alone in the room. I don't know what I was thinking, but I let Xiao Fan
sleep in my room. Holding him was like holding Lao Qi, so I wasn't afraid.

Later, in high school, I discovered his feelings for me and stopped letting him sleep with me. Now I wonder
if it was some suggestive hints I gave him back then that caused him to have other ideas.

"Mom, can I sleep with you tonight?"

When Xiao Fan made this request, I almost thought I misheard. I asked him again, and
Xiao Fan repeated it, raising his voice.

Looking at his mature face, which vaguely resembled his father's, and
seeing the determination in his eyes, I knew wasn't joking. I chuckled and said, "Shame on you, how old are you? Still sleeping with your mother, aren't you afraid
people will laugh at you?"

Unexpectedly, he replied confidently, "What I do is my own business, it doesn't bother anyone else,
why should I be afraid of what people say? I just want to sleep with you tonight, I can't sleep alone in that room."

"So how do you sleep when you're alone abroad?"

He pursed his lips and said, "That's different, besides, I have a girlfriend."

I looked at Xiao Fan curiously, "When did you get her? Why didn't you tell your family?"

"What era are we living in? You still have to tell your family before you find a girlfriend?"

My womanly curiosity was piqued, or rather, it wasn't just curiosity, but
I couldn't quite put my finger on it. "Tell Mom what she looks like, how old she is. Is she a classmate
? By the way, is she Chinese or a foreigner?"

Xiao Fan smiled slyly. "I'll tell you if you let me sleep here tonight."

He adopted a childish, unreasonable attitude to negotiate with me.

"Okay, okay, I give up, you can sleep here tonight."

I used this excuse to save face. Actually, I also wanted Xiao Fan to stay
by my side, but as his mother, I couldn't say it out loud.

"Great!"

He jumped onto the bed like a wild monkey, pulled up the covers, and crawled in, just
like when he was a child. After

we covered ourselves, I slept on the left and Xiao Fan on the right. I asked him about his girlfriend,
and he answered me half-heartedly.

As we talked, the rain outside stopped, and the temperature began to rise. I gradually felt myself getting hot.
Before Xiaofan came over, I was just wearing a simple women's nightgown to bed. Later, when Xiaofan
knocked on the door, I put on a jacket.

When I lay down to sleep earlier, it was pouring rain and the wind was howling outside, and I didn't
feel anything was wrong with wearing a jacket and covering myself with a blanket.

Now that the temperature had suddenly risen, it was unbearably hot, but Xiaofan was sleeping next to me,
and I felt embarrassed to take off my jacket in front of him. Besides, we were sleeping under the same blanket, and it would be
really .

While I was hesitating, I saw Xiaofan sit up. I looked at him by the moonlight and didn't know what he was doing.
I saw him quickly take off his only piece of clothing, a vest, with his arms crossed, then cover himself with the blanket and
lay back down.

My heart was pounding, because in the moonlight I saw Xiao Fan's
remarkably defined six-pack abs. The once timid little boy had grown into a strong young man.

Even now, at my age, I still feel shy around such a strong man.
Perhaps it's from experience, knowing how formidable such men are in bed, which naturally led me
to think that way.

"Snoring..."

Not long after, I heard Xiao Fan snoring beside me. I turned my head to peek at him and saw that his
eyes were closed, not pretending to be asleep. Still, I tentatively called out, "Xiao Fan, are you asleep?"

After a while, he didn't answer, and I finally relaxed.

I copied him, carefully unbuttoning each button one by one, and placed the stuffy
jacket on the chair beside me. I intended to lie down and sleep, but then I noticed
the tank top I was wearing next to me. For some reason, I decided to take it off too, hoping to
get up earlier in the morning.

Without further ado, I took off the tank top as well, leaving only my bra on.
I instinctively covered my chest and glanced at Xiao Fan, who was still fast asleep, just like before. I felt a mix of
happiness and disappointment.

Even though I wasn't as hot now, I still couldn't sleep. I guess men and women have different senses of smell
. People say women have a natural fragrance, while men have a masculine scent, but they themselves never
notice or can't smell it.

Now, Xiao Fan, lying next to me, was radiating that kind of male hormone. It entered my
nostrils , triggering a certain impulse within me, making me restless and my body begin to heat up.

Without realizing it, my hand moved to my chest. I was startled.
How long had it been since Lao Qi left that I'd had sex? I couldn't even remember.

I desperately tried to pull my hand back, but it seemed glued to
my breast . I tried to tell myself, "It's just a little touch, it'll be fine. A little release
will help me sleep."

Making excuses for myself, my hands began to knead my breasts. Because Xiao Fan was
around , I didn't dare to moan loudly like I usually did when I was alone at home. I deliberately lowered my voice and held it in
. But this tense and dangerous environment only heightened my nerves, making me feel constantly
threatened by being discovered, and simultaneously increasing the psychological stimulation exponentially.

I began to sink into this perverse pleasure, and the kneading of my breasts became increasingly vigorous. Later…
Kneading my breasts through my bra wasn't enough, so I took it off completely.

My two heavy breasts were now exposed to Xiaofan without any cover. Although he didn't
notice , I had a feeling he was secretly watching me. I wanted him to see this wanton and shameless
mother beside me, yet I was also afraid of him knowing what I looked like, and it made him think of those old times.

"Xiaofan, Xiaofan..."

Human desires are endless. Secretly masturbating next to my son wasn't exciting or satisfying enough, so I
started calling his name. Although I called him very softly, it was the first time I'd ever done something so outrageous. Was it
because I'd lost the nourishment of love since Lao Qi left that I'd become so shameless?

That's what I was thinking, but my fingers still couldn't resist secretly digging into my vagina. In
no was already overflowing with desire. If you listened carefully, you could
hear the sound of my fingers stirring the fluid with each thrust inside. It was such a lewd sound that even I blushed when I heard it.

"Xiao Fan, look at your mother. Don't pretend to be asleep. Look at your mother. Your mother needs your love and protection.
Come on , do whatever you want to do, do what you wanted to do but didn't dare to do before."

I shouted this in my heart, but Xiao Fan still kept his breathing even. If he just opened his eyes and glanced
to the side , he would see
the despicable face of this sow who had been blinded by lust and wanted a man's semen to moisten her at all times.

"His abs are so strong, his penis must be huge too. It was already quite large when he was in high school, and
now, after training with other women, he must be incredibly vigorous in bed. I'm going crazy."

Seeing Xiao Fan's alluring abs, my lustful mind started imagining
what his penis must look like. When he was still in high school, he tried to do something inappropriate to me.
Although I disciplined him then, to be honest, when he was being disrespectful, I definitely felt
the shape and size of his penis. If I hadn't retained a sliver of reason, I can't imagine if I would have actually done something with this stepson, given the lack of romantic
intimacy and Lao Qi's less-than-ideal physical condition.

The next day, when I woke up, the sun was already shining in. I quickly turned to look to the side,
and sure enough, Xiao Fan was gone. I immediately lifted the covers to check my body; I was still completely naked, and
my underwear still bore the marks of last night's pleasure.

"He must have seen it when he woke up this morning. What will he think of me, his mother? Will it
provoke him to do something else?"

Thinking this, my vagina started to secrete slippery fluid again. What's wrong with me? Ever since Xiao Fan came back
, I've become more and more unable to resist temptation.

"Good morning, I've made breakfast. Mom, wash your face and come eat."

"Okay."

Xiao Fan acted no different than before, but I had a guilty conscience and didn't dare to look him in the eye. I quickly went into
the bathroom. After I finished brushing my teeth and using the toilet, I was about to come out after washing my hands when I accidentally saw
a pair of men's underwear among the clothes lying in the bathtub waiting to be washed. Xiao Fan is the only
male in this house now, and besides, I gave him this underwear last night. I can be 100% sure it belongs to him.

But the point isn't whose underwear it is. The point is that there's a large puddle of slippery fluid in the crotch area
. Although I've washed it off quite a bit, that unique masculine scent can't fool a woman like me.

"Xiao Fan masturbated! When did he do it? Was it last night? Was he pretending to be asleep? Or
did he see my naked body when he woke up this morning and couldn't help himself?"

Too many mysteries are troubling my mind, but no matter which possibility it is, the result will bring
huge changes to our originally warm family and our mother-son relationship.

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