【Green Hat Concerto】(06) Author: Toxin B

Author: Toxin b
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I have written five chapters of the story of my life after being cuckolded. I have also finished writing about my girlfriend's first experience of being cuckolded.
Whether you believe it or not, what I wrote is the truth. Of course, not everything is
true, such as names, clothing and dating locations. However, apart from these, including basic
conversations and even what was said during sex, it is basically the most authentic. Sometimes I even listened to the recording at
the time while writing.

Then, this chapter is about how after my girlfriend and her first boyfriend had their first time having sex, the fact is that my girlfriend did
not accept my cuckolding mentality like in other novels. Instead, she was still unwilling...

I will say it again. If you like it, please take a look. It would be best if you could leave a comment to support me. If you
don't like it, you can also take a look, but if you don't like it after reading it, please respect me and
leave! After all, I'm not writing articles to please anyone; I just write in my spare time to share
my stories and have some fun. Who knows who will like it and who will hate it, but please don't force it if you don't like it.

Finally, I'll say that since my first experience of being cuckolded has ended, this article
might pause here. I'll continue writing the rest of the story when I have more time.

A few days after Xiaoxi slept with her first love, she wanted to completely cut off contact with him, saying there was nothing left
for her to cherish, and she even felt disgusted by his attitude and behavior.

Honestly, I actually quite liked Xiaoxi's first boyfriend's state and personality. One reason
was that this wouldn't make Xiaoxi develop feelings for him again; another was that I felt very excited about it.
This is naturally due to my cuckoldry mentality, or perhaps a bit of a cuckold slave mentality. Of course, I can't be
sure if that's true, but I really like that kind of roguish guy having sex with Xiaoxi, and then
saying insulting things to her while doing so.

So, when Xiaoxi decided to break off contact with her first love, I voiced my opposition.
Of course , this required my ability to convincingly ramble on, making Xiaoxi believe I was right, or at least giving her
the idea to give it a try—that would be great, at least there was a chance of success.
I consider myself somewhat capable of using nonsense to persuade girls.

I focused on the idea that her first love definitely still had feelings for her, constantly rambling on
about how I was "brainwashing" her, making her believe I was right, that her first love might indeed still have
feelings for her, and thus making her reluctant to break off contact and wanting to continue the relationship.

It's crucial to strike a balance, because if you don't,
all your efforts could be wasted. And the fundamental premise of all this is that you must fully understand
your girlfriend's personality and feelings.

After getting to know your girlfriend, start "brainwashing" her. However, don't overdo it,
or you'll end up doing all the work for someone else and giving her heart away. But
don't be too gentle either, or she won't develop enough affection for the other person and will never
agree to contact him again. This is a tricky process, and you need to be especially careful not to
talk too much or for too long, lest she become resistant and wo
n't listen to anything you say.

Getting back to the point, I'm unconsciously summarizing my years of experience. In short, after my long talk
, Xiaoxi finally temporarily abandoned the idea of cutting off contact with her first love and
kept him in her contact list.

I wonder if any of you have had a similar experience, or even if you've ever been
cheated ? If so, I wonder if your lives with your girlfriend or wife
have changed significantly since then? Anyway, Xiaoxi and I haven't.

Originally, I thought that since Xiaoxi had already slept with her first boyfriend and cheated on me
, she should have accepted my cuckolding mentality. So, in the future,
I could continue to fulfill my wish of being cuckolded again and again, right? But reality was not
like that .

After being cuckolded for the first time, I got temporary satisfaction.
I . Whenever I remembered a detail, I would excitedly and anxiously ask Xiaoxi about it. At
first, Xiaoxi would answer me shyly, but over time, she felt that I was too obsessed with it, that my mind was
always on being cuckolded. Finally, she got angry and refused to answer me anymore.
Fortunately, by then I had already understood almost all the details of the matter, otherwise I would have been driven crazy with
worry .

Although Xiaoxi no longer went along with my wishes, I still had the recording, so I
listened to and couldn't help but masturbate excitedly. During that time, I was truly
obsessed with masturbation, even neglecting Xiaoxi. I secretly thought that if I
kept she would probably eventually cheat on me again.
I was overjoyed with this idea.

However, a long time passed, and Xiaoxi didn't cheat on me a second time. I
gradually lost interest in the recording and desperately craved a new kind of cuckoldry. But to my surprise
, despite having already cheated once, Xiaoxi didn't accept my cuckoldry mentality, nor
did she have any intention of cheating on me again.

One day, it was a weekend, and neither of us had classes, so I went shopping with Xiaoxi. Bored
, I thought about cheating again.

"Xiaoxi, has Xu Hongjin contacted you recently?" I asked, my tone slightly ingratiating, afraid of
upsetting Xiaoxi, carefully observing her expression.

"No." Sure enough, Xiaoxi, who had just been excitedly
looking and even the grip on my arm loosened a little.

"Why isn't he contacting you anymore? That guy, really." I was speechless. I hadn't
expected Xu Hongjin to forget about me after we got out of bed. I
felt a surge of exasperation.

"Oh well, if he doesn't want to contact me, he doesn't want to. I don't want to have anything to do with him anyway. Ah Su, why do you always
want him to contact me?" Xiao Xi frowned, her tone full of displeasure.

But at that time, I was practically bursting with pent-up desire, my lust driving me to want to be cuckolded .
I was completely selfish and didn't really consider Xiao Xi's feelings
.

"It's because of my cuckoldry mentality. I've already slept with him once, so I might as well keep
looking for him instead of bothering with anyone else. Isn't that perfect?" I said matter-of-factly.

"What are you saying, A-Su! I hate him, do you know that? I
didn't entirely for your sake, because I had some feelings for him too. But now I have no
feelings for him anymore, so why do you still insist on making me have sex with him?!" Xiao Xi had completely let go of my
arms, her cute and pretty face now full of anger.

Although, according to Xiao Xi, she didn't sleep with her first love entirely for me, but also for
personal reasons, which meant she was indeed suspected of emotional infidelity at the time, I
didn't consider that. After all, all I could think about was being cuckolded. As for why Xiao Xi
had cuckolded me, I didn't care at all, or rather, I didn't care at the time.

"Since it's already happened once, what difference does it make if it happens a few more times! It's understandable that you don't love him.
If you loved him, I wouldn't dare let you have a relationship with him again. I'd be afraid you'd run off with him!" Driven by
my instinctive, domineering nature, and because I'd been contradicted in a way that perfectly captured my inner anticipation of being cuckolded, I
couldn't hold back my emotions and yelled at Xiaoxi.

"Fine! Du Su, you're something else!" As soon as I finished speaking, Xiaoxi's eyes filled with anger and disappointment.
After saying that last sentence, she turned and ran away quickly.

I didn't chase after her. That's a fact. I was in the heat of the moment, feeling entitled and, in reality,
selfishly angry. So I wasn't the gentlemanly type who would suddenly transform into a warm-hearted man and chase after her like in novels or TV dramas. Instead,
I thought Xiaoxi was being unreasonable.

Later, after sitting in the park for a while to calm down, I returned to school alone.
Of course, I still couldn't stop thinking about Xiaoxi, so on the way back, I
sent a message to Xiaoxi's roommate and best friend, asking if Xiaoxi had returned to the dorm. This resulted in a barrage of questions from Xiaoxi's
roommate , who said Xiaoxi had burst into tears as soon as she got back, and asked if I had bullied Xiaoxi.
I was upset at the time, and I couldn't explain this to her, so I just laughed it off and ignored
her. As long as I knew Xiaoxi was safely back in the dorm, that was enough.

Xiaoxi and I argued about this for quite a while, but it was just a verbal argument,
and we still loved each other deeply, so it didn't escalate to a breakup. Although we both had short tempers when we were
angry and arguing, it didn't take long afterward for
us to apologize to each other, hugging and eagerly admitting our mistakes, haha.

Moreover, after this incident, I naturally realized my mistake and stopped pressuring Xiaoxi
about Xu Hongjin. Xiaoxi, on the other hand, changed. First, I should mention that during our argument and
cold war , she deleted Xu Hongjin from her contact list, but later added him back in, and
Xu Hongjin didn't notice.

After we reconciled, Xiaoxi was less bothered by my talk about being cheated on, but I understood that she
was still resentful. She just loved me and was so kind, so she probably didn't want to
argue . Naturally, I didn't push my luck and tried to mention being cheated on as little as possible in front of her.

However, as time went on, my thoughts gradually became out of my control. After all,
I was still very young at the time, an age prone to impulsiveness, and I had just experienced being cuckolded, so my willpower was not very strong.
Later, I became particularly obsessed with pornographic forums, especially "Spring Full of Courtyards." I registered an account there and
even created a story about my girlfriend, Xiaoxi, based on her. However, at that time, the story
was mostly my fantasy, hoping that one day Xiaoxi would actually develop that kind of relationship.

In the following years, Xiaoxi and I still had quite a few small conflicts. For example, I would
beg Xiaoxi to let me log into her chat account so that I could chat with Xu Hongjin as her.
Xiaoxi herself was unwilling to take the initiative to contact Xu Hongjin, since he had a somewhat smug attitude. But I
secretly enjoyed his attitude towards Xiaoxi, so I even went so far as to pretend to be Xiaoxi and chat with him to gain
a thrill.

During our chats, although I had assured Xiaoxi beforehand that I would never say anything "low-class"
or make Xu Hongjin think I was easy, I couldn't help but "act like a fool" sometimes.

This would make Xiaoxi very angry after seeing the chat history, and she would always say she would never let me
chat with him again, but she would always give in to my pleading and agree to my requests.

Our lives continued in these little squabbles, unlike in novels where
the girlfriend falls in love with the feeling after cheating once, and the male protagonist is constantly being cuckolded and lives a carefree life.

So, I was quite angry at the time because my experience was different from what was written in novels. I
felt so unlucky and didn't have such good luck. But then I thought about it, and this is real life. Xiaoxi
isn't some random fantasy, a mere sex object. Just like how I used to
fantasize about my girlfriend on forums using other accounts—it was enjoyable to write, and
many people liked and supported it—but it was ultimately unrealistic, not my real life. So
what to complain about?

On the contrary, now I not only have Xiaoxi, this beautiful girlfriend, but I've also truly fulfilled
my wish of being cuckolded. So I'm already lucky and happy enough. What I need to do next is work hard...
I'll try my best to manage the relationship between Xiaoxi and me, and at the same time, if she's willing, I'll wear more green hats (a metaphor for being cheated on) and live
happily and joyfully with Xiaoxi. What kind of person is this? The male lead is supposed to be grateful for being raised?
Is this how he was raised? It would be better if the male lead just wrote his father's story as death. The father is a selfish
, irresponsible person with only exaggerated sexual function. Fathers-in-law and daughters-in-law usually develop feelings before getting
together, but this story doesn't have that at all; it's all about sexual function. Can the author consider the impact of age on sexual function? That
's a person, not a donkey. It's just for the sake of being heartbreaking.

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