【Green Hat Concerto】(05) Author: Toxin B

Author: Toxin b
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(5) My girlfriend's thoughts

The previous chapter told me about my first experience of being cheated on. My girlfriend Xiaoxi and her first love Xu Hongjin had sex.
However, after that time, my girlfriend told me that she felt she had no regrets and decided to
completely . Sometimes women's thoughts are really hard to understand.
They go to bed because they have feelings for each other, but after going to bed, they can completely let go and feel that they have no feelings. They are really complicated creatures, haha.

"It's so good to have you" I don't know if your girlfriends or wives have said this to you.
However, my girlfriend often says these words to me. Every time I hear it, I feel
warm . No matter how unhappy I am before, after hearing this sentence, I feel that it can all be turned into
one word: worth it! So, I also wrote this sentence in the article according to reality.
When , I was still quite moved and couldn't help but come back and say this here, hehe.

Next, let's continue reading. This chapter mainly describes what happened afterward, when Xiaoxi and I talked about
what happened the night before, and she shared her thoughts.

The night Xiaoxi slept with her first love, she didn't come home. The next morning,
after her first love took her downstairs, he went back upstairs to his room to sleep. Then I met Xiaoxi outside the hotel.

The moment I picked her up, she blushed and threw herself into my arms. We stood there embracing
for a long time on the street. I think Xiaoxi was probably feeling shy, embarrassed,
and a little guilty, which is why she was too embarrassed to face me.

Finally, I broke the silence, and Xiaoxi finally pulled away from my arms,
but she still couldn't look me in the eye, her head lowered, her face flushed.

"What's wrong, Xiaoxi? Why can't you look at me?" I placed my hands on Xiaoxi's shoulders, gently
pushing her back a little, trying to look into her eyes, and spoke to her gently.

"Um...it's nothing..." Xiaoxi lowered her head and responded to me sweetly.

Although her movements prevented me from seeing her eyes, I could see
a faint, shy smile on her lips beneath her blushing face. This at least put my mind at ease; she wasn't unhappy. On the contrary,
while she was shy, she was probably also feeling joy.

As someone with a cuckold's mentality, I don't know what a normal person
would think in my position at this moment. I only know that my thought at that time was, "I'm so happy, I almost want to shout it out!"
Because I didn't think Xiaoxi's joy was a betrayal of me. On the contrary, it meant she had enjoyed everything last night,
which was why was acting this way. I didn't want her to look like she owed me anything; rather, I wished that she felt it
was all her due.

Besides, our heart-to-heart talk until 3 a.m. last night made me fully aware of my
importance in her heart. And now that she was back by my side, I no longer worried that she would leave me, because
I trusted her, just as she trusted me and was willing to give everything for me.

"Hehe, okay, let's go back first."

At that moment, I was already quite satisfied, so seeing Xiaoxi so shy,
I didn't press her for anything. Hand in hand, we walked happily towards the school.

Along the way, Xiaoxi still didn't say much, but she was clearly much more relaxed. Perhaps it was
because she saw the genuine smile on my face, confirming that what I said last night—"I love her even more"

—wasn't just to make her happy, but a real fact. So she gradually stopped feeling shy
and was letting go of her guilt.

My cheerful mood quickly put Xiaoxi at ease.
As , Xiaoxi, like me, was happily swinging her arms, a happy smile on her face, occasionally giving me a sweet
glance.

At that moment, I felt that Xiaoxi was so beautiful and irreplaceable, as if a goddess
had been bestowed . I secretly vowed in my heart that I would never let this
angelic girl down!

After sitting down on a bench on campus, we hugged each other again. This time, Xiaoxi leaned on my
shoulder, and although she didn't meet my gaze, she no longer showed any shyness.

"Xiaoxi, how was last night?" I asked Xiaoxi.

"Hmm... it was alright, so-so." Xiaoxi's tone was calm, without any hint of sweet
memories .

"Hehe, how can it be so-so? Weren't you happy with him? Didn't you miss
your relationship with him before?" I put one arm around Xiaoxi and gently stroked her hair with the other.

"I do miss my past relationship, but seeing him this time felt different, and he's changed too. He
wasn't gentle with me at all. After we did that, he didn't even hug me. He just smoked and went to sleep
, unlike you, Asu, who kept holding me, like this." As she spoke, Xiaoxi
snuggled closer to me.

"Hmph, I don't want to have any contact with him again!" Xiaoxi added immediately afterward.

"Oh, I see. Well, he really didn't do very well. But maybe he was tired from just getting off the bus
and didn't have the energy to comfort you?" For some reason, I actually wanted to defend my
first love . Maybe it was because of Xiaoxi's words about not contacting him anymore, making me worry that
I'd be hard-pressed to wear that green hat again.

"I don't know, but I'm really disappointed in him. And he even told me he's been with a lot of women over the years."
When Xiaoxi said this, I could clearly sense a hint of jealousy in her tone, but I didn't feel
any . At that moment, I felt like a father spoiling his daughter, listening
to her complain about how bad her boyfriend was.

"Seen a lot of women? You mean he's dated a lot of people?" I asked Xiaoxi, a little embarrassed.

"No, he hasn't changed his partners. He's been having affairs with many people, and many of them are
other people 's girlfriends."

"Did he tell you all this?"

"Yeah, yeah."

Oh my god, this Xu Hongjin, he actually bragged about this kind of thing in front of Xiaoxi. Does he really not love
Xiaoxi at all? Doesn't he even worry that Xiaoxi will be angry and refuse to sleep with him?

"By the way, did he say these things before or after you did that?"

"After we did it, when I woke up this morning. What's wrong, A-Su?"

"Oh, nothing. No wonder. I was just thinking, if he had said these things before,
you probably wouldn't have agreed to do that with him, right?"

"Yeah, that's right." Xiaoxi suddenly got out of my arms, sat up straight, looked at me,
and nodded her little head seriously, indicating that she agreed with what I said.

Then, she snuggled back into my arms, wrapping her arms around me again, and said in a
pitiful , "A-Su, do you really like me like this? You really won't stop loving me, right?"

"Of course, silly girl, would I lie to you? I only feel that I love you more now, more than ever
before !" I tightened my grip on Xiaoxi, wanting her to know
how serious my words were, how much I loved her!

"Mmm, A-Su, I believe you, it's so good to have you." Xiaoxi snuggled closer to me
, like a clingy kitten. I knew that her heart was also filled with love for me at that moment.

Silly girl, God, it's truly wonderful that you're here with me...

Afterwards, Xiaoxi and I returned to my dorm. There were four of us in the dorm,
and we all shared a common hobby: playing CrossFire. I was alright,
since I had Xiaoxi as my girlfriend to keep me company, but the other three were quite addicted. Whenever they weren't in class, they'd
go to internet cafes to play games, often staying out all night. This gave Xiaoxi and me quite a lot of
time alone.

When we got back to the dorm, the other three had already gone to an internet cafe, so I couldn't resist.
After locking the dorm door from the inside, I took Xiaoxi to bed.

After undressing Xiaoxi, I immediately noticed a bruise on her left chest.
When I asked her, I learned it was a hickey from her first boyfriend's kiss.

To be honest, Xiaoxi's breasts weren't small, a C-cup, and I could barely wrap my hand around them.
Most importantly, they weren't sagging; they were white and firm. I've always been obsessed with her breasts, and I suspect her
first boyfriend felt the same way.

Usually, when Xiaoxi and I made love, she was always worried about her roommates finding out,
so I rarely left marks on her. Unexpectedly, this time it was her first boyfriend who left marks.
But honestly, I only felt excitement and uncontrollable joy at that moment, and I suddenly pressed my
face against Xiaoxi's chest and kissed the hickey.

However, after taking off her clothes and lying on the bed, Xiaoxi reverted to her previous shy demeanor. I guess she felt ashamed
because she thought about how her body had just been used by another man and was now exposed to her boyfriend.
After all, shame is unavoidable for women.

Shy as I was, Xiaoxi's lower body was surprisingly wet. When I touched it, it was
damp , which surprised me. Then I remembered what Xu Hongjin had said on the phone last night, that
Xiaoxi was already wet. So, unable to resist my curiosity, I stopped what I was doing on her chest and stared into Xiaoxi's eyes
to ask her,

"Last night on the phone, I heard Xu Hongjin say you were already wet, is that true?" At
first, I didn't think to ask Xiaoxi why she was wet, because I couldn't completely believe it yet. I was more
curious about whether Xiaoxi had really been wet before.

"Mmm," Xiaoxi answered me very softly, her hands on her chest. Her cheeks
were so red, it looked like they were about to bleed.

After getting Xiaoxi's answer, I asked a question that now seems a bit childish:
"Why? Did you feel anything when you were with him? How come you got wet so quickly?"

"I don't know, but after he took off my underwear, I was wet down there. Ugh,
Asu, please don't ask anymore, okay?" Xiaoxi had already covered her face with her hands at this point; she was even too
embarrassed to answer my question.

"Oh, okay, I won't ask anymore, but can I ask one last question?"

"Okay." "

Didn't you reject him at first? What did you do to him later that made him think you
were seducing him?" I asked the last question that came to my mind at the time.

"I didn't seduce him. I went to the bathroom to call you, and when I came back, he was
leaning against the edge of the bed. I tried to climb over him, and he suddenly hugged me and said I seduced him."

"Is that it? Why don't you tell me the whole story?"

"No, no, just listen to the recording yourself, okay, A-Su?"

When I asked her to tell me the whole story, Xiao Xi was a hundred times unwilling, so embarrassed she wanted to disappear into the ground
. Later, I opened the recording, put it next to my pillow, and played it. When I couldn't hear clearly, I
asked Xiao Xi about what happened.

That time, while listening to the recording of Xiao Xi and her first boyfriend having sex, and listening to Xiao Xi's explanation,
I went crazy and did it four times on Xiao Xi! Each time I ejaculated a lot of semen. That's
the only time I've ever ejaculated four times in one day, hahaha.

Later, Xiaoxi recounted the entire process to me, including
every I won't go into all the details here, but there's one point I feel is
necessary to mention.

When Xiaoxi first returned, I didn't ask her a question directly. Later, after we finished making love,
she lay in my arms, and I asked her, "
How ?" Xiaoxi replied, "Longer than mine, only the glans isn't as big. It's long and thin,
and it's slightly upturned."

I was still very happy with Xiaoxi's answer because I knew she wasn't lying, and that she relied on me a lot.
She also loved my embrace, just like after we made love, she would still lie happily in my arms.
But with her first boyfriend, she clearly told me that she didn't feel that kind of happiness. Throughout

my first experience of being cheated on, whether it was before, during, or afterward
, Xiaoxi and I never stopped communicating. We were always honest with each
other , not hiding anything, and not afraid of the other getting angry if they knew the truth. I think this
was a good state for both of us.

As for the sudden appearance of my first boyfriend, I think that's the most important point. Without him,
Xiaoxi probably wouldn't have fulfilled my wish so quickly, and I might
never have been able to fulfill this wish in my life. It was truly a matter of luck. After all, this isn't a fictional novel, not
a plot I imagined, and I couldn't control the appearance of my first love. This was my first real
experience of being cheated on .

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