【Green Hat Concerto】(02) Author: Toxin B

Author: Toxin b
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(2) Emotional Crisis

Not long after the start of my sophomore year, one day, Xiaoxi suddenly found me and said she had something to discuss with me. Seeing
Xiaoxi's blushing face, I thought to myself, could it be that Xiaoxi was lonely and wanted to ask me
to go out to a hotel? Of course, I was just overthinking it.

While I was shamelessly fantasizing, I followed Xiaoxi to a small garden on campus and we
sat down together on a bench in the garden.

Today, Xiaoxi was wearing a white hollowed-out short dress with hollowed-out
designs , revealing her sexy collarbone and fair thighs. On her slender legs were a pair of black knee-high
stockings and red high heels. Her wine-red short hair was just past her shoulders with the ends curled inwards, making her look pure yet
sexy.

"What's wrong, Xiaoxi? Why are you in such a hurry to see me? Is something important?" I asked, but my
hands weren't idle either. They quickly climbed onto Xiaoxi's body, roaming all over her.

"Mmm... Stop it, Asu... Mmm... You're so naughty, hehe..." Xiaoxi's sensitive body writhed under
my caresses and teasing, and she let out seductive moans, stimulating my nerves and making
me feel excited.

In the past six months since I deflowered Xiaoxi, I've used all sorts of knowledge I learned from Japanese adult films to
unlock various positions on her body. Under my vigorous development, Xiaoxi has become extremely enthusiastic about
sex . However, apart from that, in front of outsiders, she is still that pure and beautiful, angelic beauty, and doesn't show the slightest bit of wantonness. Probably no one would have thought that Xiaoxi , this pure beauty, would be so obsessed with sex after
I deflowered and trained her. But this wasn't the outcome I wanted. I hoped Xiaoxi would not only enjoy having sex with me, but also exude a seductive charm, enticing all the boys around us, then cheating , making me a cuckold. Unfortunately, these were just thoughts; they were impossible to realize. However, to my surprise, these seemingly impossible wishes began to come true one by one over the next few days. "A-Su... um... okay, stop fooling around, I really... have something important to tell you." Xiaoxi finally succumbed to the teasing, grabbing my wrists with both hands and offering slight resistance. Seeing this, I had no choice but to stop for the time being. I thought to myself, it seems Xiaoxi really does have something important to discuss with me. Besides, it's not very convenient here right now; classmates might occasionally walk by. It would be better to wait until we've finished take Xiaoxi to a hotel to satisfy our physical needs. Seeing that I finally removed my hand, Xiaoxi quickly straightened her clothes, gave me a slightly resentful glare, and then her gaze suddenly flickered as she said vaguely, "Um, Asu, you have to promise you won't get angry about what I'm about to tell you, okay?" "Huh? What is it? Why are you being so mysterious? How could it make me angry?" Hearing Xiaoxi say this, I became a little flustered. Although Xiaoxi and I hadn't been dating for very long, we had almost no secrets from each other. We would confide in each other about our troubles in life or conflicts with friends. We would even tell each other about any bad things we had done to take advantage of others without worrying about the other's disapproval . So what had Xiaoxi done this time that would make me angry? This really piqued my curiosity. "Oh, promise me first, okay? Asu, promise me, promise me..." Xiaoxi wrapped her arms around my arms, shaking them incessantly, her sexy little lips pouting, and her big, watery eyes looking at me. She starts acting cute at the drop of a hat. Honestly, I'm impressed by Xiaoxi's trick. But what can I do? I just fall for it . What can I do? Men can't resist the cuteness of pretty women. "Okay, okay, I promise." Whatever, I'll just agree for now and hear what Xiaoxi has to . I'll figure out what to do next. Having made up my mind, I readily agreed and turned to Xiaoxi: "I promise you, I promise I won't be angry. Now can you tell me what you want to tell me?" "Hmm... no!" After a moment's hesitation, Xiaoxi actually refused outright. What ? I already promised her I wouldn't be angry, so why won't she tell me? "Why? I already promised you I wouldn't be angry, so why won't you tell me?" "You're definitely trying to trick me into telling you what it is first, and then decide whether to be angry or not based on the situation. Humph, do you think don't know you?" After saying that, Xiaoxi looked smug, as if she had seen right through me. "..." Xiao Xi actually guessed my thoughts! I felt like I'd eaten shit—so incredibly embarrassing and speechless! "Okay, I'm leaving now." Xiao Xi suddenly stood up, ready to leave. "What? Didn't you say you were going to tell me something?" I was a little confused, wondering if Xiao Xi was really playing a trick on me. "I'm afraid you'll get angry if I tell you, so I'll text you when I get back to the dorm. Bye-bye ." "Hey, hey, that's not fair, Xiao Xi!" Before I knew it, Xiao Xi was gone. Helpless, I got up and headed towards the boys' dorm. Just as I reached the building, my phone started vibrating in my pocket. Xiao Xi must have already texted me. Slightly anxious, I pulled my phone out and quickly checked the message. Holy crap! I think no other word could express my feelings at that moment. The instant I finished reading the message , I immediately dialed Xiao Xi's number, my right hand trembling slightly as I held the phone. "Hey, Asu..." Xiaoxi's voice wasn't loud, and she sounded a little scared. "Xiaoxi, is what you said in the text message true? You're going on a date with your first love?" As soon as I said it, I could hear my own voice trembling. "No, no, that's not what I said in the text message. I said my first love is coming here..."

"She's on a business trip and just wanted to meet up with me. If you don't agree, I won't go, I..."
Xiaoxi explained anxiously, and I could tell she was worried I'd be angry.

"No, no, no, you have to go, Xiaoxi, you absolutely have to go!" I interrupted her, speaking firmly
.

"Ah? Asu, you...you're not angry? I mean, why would you support me going?"

Of course, it's because I've been waiting for this day for so long! Even though it's just a simple date,
the thought of my girlfriend being alone with her first love is
indescribable!

"Didn't you always tell me that you actually loved your first love the most? But you were young back then
, and you had a bad temper, so he couldn't stand you and broke up with you. Now that you have the chance
to meet, I think you really want to see him, right?"

Talking nonsense with a straight face—that's probably me right now, isn't it? But I wasn't really talking nonsense;
Xiaoxi had actually said those things to me before, which is why I'm saying this now.

"Hmm...yes, a little...but A-Su, are you really not angry?" Xiao Xi's tone was still
a little worried.

"Of course not, Xiao Xi, have you forgotten what I'm thinking?"

"You mean, cuckoldry mentality? Oh dear, A-Su, what are you thinking? He just asked me out to meet him
, nothing like what you're thinking will happen."

"So, what if, Xiao Xi, if you could, would you want something to happen between you and him?" Recalling that Xiao
Xi had revealed to me more than once that she still had deep feelings for her first love, my
mind went blank, and I asked this question without much thought.

"I...I don't know. Oh, Ah Su, don't overthink it. He told me he has
a girlfriend , so he definitely won't have any feelings for me. I just went out to have dinner with him and then
came back. It's that simple."

"Oh, okay." Hearing Xiao Xi say this, I felt very disappointed. However,
it wasn't hard to tell from her words that she seemed a little sad that her first love now had a new girlfriend. It sounded like
if her first love didn't have a girlfriend now and pursued her, she might have been able to win him over.

"Xiao Xi, then I'll ask you one last question. Answer me honestly, don't be afraid I'll get angry, okay?"

"Okay, what is it? Go ahead and ask."

"If, after you meet, he says he'll break up with his current girlfriend and pursue you again, would you agree to
be with him?" As I asked this question, I felt like I could hear my heart pounding
very clearly.

"If he's serious, I think I'd probably say yes." Without much thought, Xiao Xi
quickly answered, her voice sounding quite calm.

"A-Su, you promised not to get angry." Xiao Xi quickly added,
her tone slightly anxious.

"Yeah, of course, I'm not angry. Okay, that's all, hang up now."

"A-Su..." Before Xiao Xi could say anything more, I had already hung up.

But even if I wanted to be cheated on, Xiao Xi genuinely wanted to get back together with her first love
. This was completely different from physical betrayal or being cuckolded; it was a manifestation of loving someone else completely, both spiritually and emotionally.
So, what was I to Xiao Xi all along—
a substitute ?

After hanging up, I walked into the dormitory in a daze. Back in my room, I
had no energy to respond to my roommates' greetings. I collapsed onto my bed, eyes wide open, my mind completely blank.
There was no anger, no other thoughts, and I didn't want to talk to anyone. I don't know
what state I was in at that moment; it was as if I had completely lost consciousness and awareness, like my soul had left my body.

It wasn't until much later that I suddenly felt someone pressing down on me. I looked up slightly and
saw it was Xiaoxi. Apparently, my roommates had noticed I was acting strangely and called Xiaoxi
, who rushed over. By then, my roommates had already left, leaving the dorm room just for Xiaoxi and me
.

"I'm sorry, Asu, you must be very disappointed in me. I'm sorry, so sorry, sob..." Xiaoxi
's soft body pressed against mine, her arms tightly wrapped around me, apologizing repeatedly, tears
streaming down her face.

"It's okay, Xiaoxi, don't be like this, I'm not angry, really." As I said this, I
felt like my soul had returned, but my consciousness was still blank, my eyes unfocused
, staring straight ahead, unable to concentrate.

"What's wrong with you? Waaah... Your roommates said you suddenly became absent-minded. It's all my fault,
I know, it's all my fault, waaaah..."

"Don't be like this, Xiaoxi, I'm really fine, and I'm not disappointed in you. You told me the truth, right?
If it's the truth, then I'm not disappointed, because you didn't lie to me, right?"

"I... I really did tell the truth, Asu, I still like him... waaaah... I'm sorry...

Asu..."

"So what about me, Xiaoxi, do you still like me?" Hearing Xiaoxi say that she still liked her first love, my
heart seemed to clench, and then I subconsciously asked this question.

"I do, I do! Waaaah... Asu... I like you too... but, if he's willing to
be with me, I..."

"Okay, I understand, Xiaoxi, you don't need to continue."

I understood what Xiaoxi meant. She loved me, but she loved her first love more. I wasn't a substitute, but
I was indeed not as important to her as her first love.

"Go, go see him, even if it might cost me you, go see him anyway."

I don't even know why I had the courage to let Xiaoxi meet her first love. Or
rather, it wasn't courage, but rather the fantasy of being cuckolded that fueled my desire for
something to happen between Xiaoxi and her first love—simply put, I was driven by lust.

That night, Xiaoxi and I lay in bed together, chatting until late. My roommate...
They came back and found Xiaoxi still there, so, being a good friend, they went to an internet cafe for the night, saying they'd
leave the two of us to talk things out.

That night, Xiaoxi and I finally had a good talk. She still liked her first boyfriend; there was no
explanation , nor did it need one. I'd come to terms with it and said I could accept it. Just like when I was in high school,
even though my first girlfriend cheated on me, I still had deep feelings for her. There was no way to explain
it; feelings are inherently irrational.

Xiaoxi promised me that if her first boyfriend really wanted to pursue her, she definitely wouldn't agree easily.
After all, her feelings for me were genuine, and she'd given me her virginity, so she wouldn't
easily let go of me for her first love.

Besides, I felt a thrill from the anticipation of being cheated on, and a strange confidence. I still didn't
believe Xiaoxi would leave me because of a single meeting with her first love.

After everything was settled, all that was left was to wait for tomorrow, for Xiaoxi's date with her first love.

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