【City of Desire】(16-17) Author: Nana

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16. Divorce

"Can't I scold you? Huh?" The wife, Mu Xue, retorted loudly.

"Can't I just listen to you? Do you think you can scare me with a pair of scissors? Go ahead and kill me if you dare!" I retorted defiantly, looking at
Mu Xue who was gritting her teeth.

"Ah! Xiao Fan, are you crazy! Can you stop talking nonsense? Stop spouting nonsense!" Li Yan'er quickly tried to persuade me.

I was truly enraged. Taking the initiative, I snapped at Li Yan'er, "Shut up! This is none of your business.
Don't force me to retaliate." I silenced Li Yan'er with a look, then turned to Mu Xue and said, "
What ?"

This startled Mu Xue. She froze, unsure what to think. A moment later, she raised a
pair of scissors , her voice sharp and menacing, "You bastard! Why are you yelling at me! Are you still so unrepentant?!"

"That's because you angered me.

" "What did I anger you about? You think you're right?! Tell me! Just because I angered you, does that give you the right to rape Yan'er
?!"

"Fine, what outcome do you want?" She then adopted a wait-and-see attitude.

If I really intended to rape her, would I have raised my voice? Would I have left the door unlocked? You think I'm scum? Why should I
waste my breath?

My wife, Mu Xue, started yelling and questioned me loudly, but I didn't react. She seemed to be waiting for my response
. Li Yan'er tried to reason with me for a long time, but to no avail. Mu Xue then threatened me with scissors, which startled me,
but Li Yan'er stopped her.

She seemed unable to do anything to me for a moment. Finally, she calmed down and composed herself.

Just when Li Yan'er thought we had finally calmed down, Mu Xue said coldly, "Let's get a divorce."

"What! Are you crazy, Xiao Xue!" Li Yan'er didn't expect Mu Xue to say that.

"He forced me to,"

I said, stunned. Divorce? What right do you have to divorce me? You haven't even
figured anything out you take me for? What do you take our marriage for? I gradually became angry and
stared at her, asking, "What did you say?"

My wife, Mu Xue, seemed unwilling to back down and stepped forward, saying, "Divorce."

"Xiao Fan, don't listen to Xiao Xue's nonsense. She's just saying it in anger. Don't be impulsive!" Li Yan'er was worried that I would also
act impulsively.

I looked up, trying to calm myself, covering my eyes with one hand and stroking them. After lowering them,
I sighed "Okay."

Before Mu Xue could speak, Li Yan'er turned and slapped me hard, tears streaming down her face. "
Shut up ! Are you crazy?! Can't we talk things out? Why do we have to fight to the death?! Huh? Take
back what you said right now! You can't get a divorce! Otherwise, what am I?! I still want to be your godmother and hold your child!
How can you get a divorce?! Huh?! Have you thought about Mom and Dad?! They've been waiting to hold their grandchild for four years! They
call , talking about it! How can you get a divorce?!"

At the same time, Mu Xue, finally recovering from her shock at my agreement to a divorce, forcefully pulled
Li Yan'er away and slapped my other cheek hard. I didn't dodge. Her voice, still trembling, was clear and
forceful as she said, "You, leave with nothing! Sign the agreement immediately! We'll go to the notary office tomorrow!"

"Okay." Afraid of you? Let's see who goes back on their word later.

Ignoring Li Yan'er's vehement attempts to dissuade me, Mu Xue, to avoid her interference, actually let me
lock her in the room.

The agreement was simple; it didn't leave me with nothing. She thought my car was too much trouble, so she gave
me a business card with only a little over 10,000 yuan in spending money. Throughout this process, she kept a close eye on me, as if wanting to see
me regret it, but I didn't. I cooperated fully and completed the agreement she wanted.

"What are you waiting for? This isn't your home anymore," Mu Xue said, seeing me smoking silently to the side.

Heh, she doesn't even want me to stay for the last night, huh? Fine, I'm leaving. I left the key, got up, and left without looking back
.

"You bastard! Don't ever come back!" Mu Xue suddenly shouted as I opened the door, but
I moved again in an instant.

Just as the door closed, I heard, "Ahhh! Chen Fan, I hate you! Waaaaaah..."

My beloved wife, Mu Xue, cried. She must have been crying very sadly. I suddenly regretted it, but what use was going back now?

Leaving home, I drove my discreet car to a nightclub, a quiet, upscale bar—the one my goddess, Ye
Muxue, had once brought me to.

I drank alone, glass after glass, the taste of which couldn't soothe
the pain in my heart. What other drink could numb the agony I felt? Unbeknownst to me, someone sat beside me.

"Drinking alone, it's better to have someone to listen," a woman's voice rang out, drawing me in with its nameless
loneliness.

I didn't speak, even though her lonely voice resonated with me. I didn't want any connection with her; I
simply drank quietly, eventually becoming drunk and unconscious.

Seeing my lack of reaction, and continuing to drink silently alone, she suddenly raised her
glass and clinked it against mine, saying, "Let's have a drink."

I finally turned to look at her—a woman in her thirties, a mature woman with light makeup. Perhaps she was also
heartbroken , just lonely for a long time. I didn't know her purpose; perhaps she wanted a companion to soothe
her loneliness.

I clinked glasses with her, said nothing, and ignored her. We were just passing acquaintances; I wouldn't have
any further interaction with her.

Suddenly, someone gently grabbed my arm. I didn't think much of it and drank another glass.

"Xiao Fan," a familiar voice.

Heh, was it just my imagination? Who would deliberately choose to run into me by chance? I lifted my heavy head and turned around, looking
dazed . When I looked closely, it was a woman, a very beautiful goddess. What was she doing here?

Just as I opened my mouth, the goddess softly called out again, "Xiao Fan, it's me."

"Why are you here?" It was the goddess Ye Muxue.

She stopped my hand from continuing to drink, saying softly, "I'm worried about you drinking here."

"Heh, it's alright, I'll leave in a bit."

"In that case, come with me first. You can drink as much as you want later."

The goddess's words left me unable to refuse, and I was led away in a daze.

I don't know where the goddess took me. I threw up when I got out of the car, but I
continued drinking in the room. The goddess seemed to know she couldn't stop me, and didn't want to, so she silently cooperated with me drinking.

I don't know how long I drank, I only remember throwing up again along the way. Her liquor was strong, potent, and stimulating.

In a daze, I held a soft body, so comfortable, so reassuring, so fragrant, like my beloved wife, Mu Xue.
I couldn't help but grab her high breasts; they felt great, but the clothes made it a little uncomfortable. I couldn't help but squeeze them again
.

"Hmm..." Is Mu Xue awake?

Wait! I opened my eyes with some difficulty. Am I home? In front of me was a patch of loose, deep wine-red
hair—the back of a woman's head.

I started to think about what was going on. Last night, I seemed to have been taken away by the goddess Ye Mu Xue, and then I seemed to have gotten drunk and passed out
? So who is this woman now? Looking closer at the deep wine-red hair, the goddess Ye Mu Xue? I was so
shocked that I unconsciously squeezed my hand harder.

"Ah..." A soft moan escaped her lips as her soft, delicate body shifted, seeking a more comfortable sleeping position.

Suddenly, a shudder ran through her; the goddess seemed to finally realize something, her body stiffening as she tensed awake, but she didn't move.

I moved, removing my mischievous hand, and sat up, finding my clothes still intact.
This relieved me; thankfully, I hadn't committed a crime while drunk. Composing myself, I said, "I'm sorry, I..."

"We were drunk last night, it was just an accident," the goddess said, also sitting up and leaning against the bow of the boat. "Besides, nothing happened .
"

Although her loungewear was a little disheveled, it was still properly worn.

After a moment, I seemed to realize something. "But you..."

The goddess, Ye Muxue, seemed to know what I was thinking. "I'm alone, divorced."

The goddess was divorced? I was stunned speechless. What idiot would divorce the goddess? Wait,
it seems I'm an idiot too, divorcing my wife Muxue, who's no less beautiful than the goddess. Suddenly remembering that I had to go to the notary office with her today
, I started fumbling for my phone.

"Where's my phone?"

"On the cabinet next to you."

I picked up my phone, turned it on, it was 10:30, there were many missed calls, mostly from Li Yan'er, two from
my goddess Ye Muxue, and one from my wife Muxue that morning. I checked the text message; it was a notary office address
left by , the time was 2 PM.

I had a simple breakfast and lunch prepared by my goddess Ye Muxue, the food was pretty good, a little worse than mine, but better than Muxue's
.

"I'm divorced," I said softly, feeling it necessary to tell my goddess.

"Hmm."

After a moment, I thought about what to do now? Should I continue with Muxue's matter? Let's put it on hold for now. "Let's put things on hold for
now,"

my goddess knew what I meant, and gently nodded.

Revenge is a must, if not now, then later. I won't impulsively kill someone right now
, that's pointless. Perhaps there's still a chance? Yes, I'm more worried about Muxue.

"Why are you so good to me?" Yes, when I learned that my goddess was divorced, it wasn't a question of whether she would help me,
but why she was so good to me.

The goddess looked at me quietly for a while before saying, "You used to be so good to me, didn't you? If you want to repay me, just treat me
well ."

I didn't quite understand what the goddess meant, but I didn't want to think about it anymore. I didn't have the energy to think about anything else,
and the matter of divorcing Mu Xue was over.

17.

Before meeting my beloved wife Mu Xue, my body felt very heavy, as if it was suffocating me.
Even now, I was still unwilling to give up, even though I could see that Mu Xue, with her red and swollen eyes, was also forcing herself to be strong.

I silently cooperated with the notary, signing an agreement that would automatically dissolve our marriage when the time came.
We didn't dare tell our parents, and we didn't know how to tell them. We tacitly avoided mentioning them.

It was over. We were really over.

After signing, I held the agreement weakly, as if it would fall at any moment. It felt so heavy that I
couldn't lift my hand. I saw Mu Xue cry, tears streaming down her face. She was very sad and heartbroken, unlike anything I had ever seen before.
I felt my own eyes begin to wet, and only now did I realize how much I regretted it!

My heart ached for Mu Xue's tears; each sob felt like a bloody gash across my heart.
I wanted to hold her in my arms, to gently embrace her as I always had when she was vulnerable and in need, but I
couldn't move. I could only watch helplessly.

When my beloved Mu Xue—no, when Mu Xue noticed my gaze—I immediately looked away. I
was afraid! Tears welled up in my eyes, and I suddenly cursed myself for running away. Move, you
idiot! The woman you love is right in front of you; she needs you now!

I could feel Mu Xue's gaze fixed on me, and I could feel her crying growing more and more heartbroken,
her sobs becoming increasingly painful. It was as if she was crying her heart out to me one last time, to make me remember her deeply and regret it for the rest of my life.
It was as if she wanted to cry until she had cried all her tears, to sever all ties with me forever.

Finally, Mu Xue's cries grew louder and louder. It was as if she wanted to say something to me, whether she, like me, regretted
it? But she couldn't speak. Was she reaching out her trembling hand to grab me? Or was she gesturing for me to come closer?
But I couldn't move.

Finally, Mu Xue gave me a deep look, tears streaming down her face, and slowly turned away, saying, "I hate you..."

I don't know how much time passed. When I came to my senses, I was walking aimlessly and dejectedly down the street. We
were divorced. Mu Xue was gone.

Suddenly, I felt a deep resentment towards my own stubbornness. Why did I discover I was such a stubborn
person? Why did I have to wound myself so deeply? Why did I have to hurt the one I loved? What could be more painful than
losing a loved one?

On the bustling street, I cried out to the sky, "Ah!!!..."

Unconsciously, I reached the beach. Amidst the laughter and merriment of the people around me, I numbly and dejectedly walked into the sea.
The seawater quickly pounded against my chest.

"Ah! Ahhh! Ah! Ahhhhhh!!!..." I needed to shout, to roar.

I ignored everyone around me, caring who was watching. I didn't care if the sky fell.

"Cough cough..." My voice was hoarse.

Numbly and listlessly, I stared at the distant horizon. It seemed so far away, yet so close. Could I go there? I want to
capture it, to hold it in my hand. Can the horizon once again bind Mu Xue and me tightly together? It should be able to, right?
It's the longest line in the world, connecting all the distances.

"Cough cough," I opened my eyes, dazed and confused.

"Brother, you're finally awake! Luckily, I noticed something was wrong with you. You actually tried to commit suicide! What could have driven you to
suicide? A grown man, fearless and invincible, what could possibly drive you to suicide? No matter how big the obstacle in the world,
a man can overcome it, right? You can't do anything like that again, or I'll call the police!"

Listening to the kind-hearted man's constant words, I slowly got up.

"Hey, brother, what are you doing? Hey, no, don't do anything stupid!" The kind-hearted man grabbed my
arm, preventing me from moving.

I turned my head. "I..."

"Who attempted suicide? Who attempted suicide? I'm a police officer, who is it?" A figure rushed over.

"It's you? Chen Fan!" That's right, it was the beautiful Zhan Yun.

"Miss, uh, no, officer, you're here! That's great! This guy just attempted suicide.
Please keep a close eye on him. He seems a bit dazed; it wouldn't be good if he tried to kill himself again." The kind-hearted man finished speaking and
walked away, turning back every three steps.

Zhan Yun roughly pulled me to a secluded spot, then angrily said, "Luckily I had a day off today, thinking I might catch
some bad guys . I didn't expect to catch you, you suicidal bastard, instead!"

"I..."

"What 'I'?! Suicide is justified?! What right do you have to commit suicide?! Do you think you're being fair to your family, your
parents, your friends, your country, or me?! Do you think your life is your own
? You think you can just throw it away like that?! You, a grown man, are trying to commit suicide like a heartbroken little woman?! Are you even fertilized?!
Should I cut it off for you before you kill yourself…?"

The little tigress continued her incessant tirade. If she kept going, I'd be driven to despair.
I shouted, "Enough!"

The little tigress was also startled by my outburst. After a moment, she seemed like a wounded cat, softly whispering, "
Why are you being so fierce?"

"I didn't commit suicide..."

the little tigress retorted. "But you just tried to commit suicide! So many people saw it! What's
wrong ? What happened? Tell me, I can help you!"

"Can you please listen to me quietly?" I stared at her silently until she calmed down before saying, "I
didn't want to commit suicide, it's just... sigh, I don't know how to describe it. I was in a daze, looking at the horizon and somehow I
just walked away, and then you know what happened."

"So you subconsciously wanted to commit suicide too? What happened to you? Tell me, Chen Fan, I
can help you." Fine

, I was too lazy to explain anymore. I waved my hand and said, "I'm fine, you can go. I want to be alone,
don't bother me."

"No way!" Noticing my unfriendly gaze, she seemed like a dying kitten. "You were there for me when I was sad, and
I'll be there for you when you're sad. An eye for an eye."

"Now that you've registered, you can go,"

the little tigress said, rolling her eyes. "Let's go sing karaoke. I always sing to cheer myself up when I'm sad. I
feel better afterward."

And just like that, the little tigress dragged me away, ignoring my resistance and warnings. She immediately pulled out the handcuffs,
as if to say, "If you don't cooperate, I'll be taken away."

I didn't sing; I just listened to the songs the little tigress chose. First, she sang
sad songs, but when I didn't react, she sang upbeat ones, even songs like "Wishing you prosperity" and "Happy Birthday." Suddenly, she seemed to remember something and chose
Andy Lau's "Forget Love Potion." This little tigress seemed to know I liked old songs; Andy Lau is
my idol, after all.

Seeing my reaction, the little tigress sang even more earnestly, trying to imitate Andy Lau's
high-pitched , which made me want to laugh.

"Alright, stop singing, it sounds awful!"

"Then sing! If you sing, I won't!" the little tigress retorted.

She got up and chose "The Most Romantic Thing," Mu Xue's favorite song. I already know it by heart
, and I gently began to sing.

I remembered our wedding night, this song playing on repeat in our bedroom. We whispered
sweet nothings, dreamed of an endless future, embraced quietly, and danced lightly. We promised to stay
together forever.

"Listen to music, talk about your wishes." You want children, a boy and a girl.

"You said you wanted to give me a romantic dream." I'll take you around the world when I'm 60.

"Even if it takes a lifetime to complete..." If I can't, I'll be castrated.

"The most romantic thing I can think of..." Do you still remember?

"It's growing old with you..." Even when you're old and stooped, you'll still nestle against my chest, watching
the sunset.

"Until we're too old to go anywhere..." Even in death, our ashes will be buried together.

"You still cherish me like a treasure..." Let's meet again in the next life, love each other, and be together for all eternity.

The little tigress listened quietly, wiping away a tear from her eye, and then requested "I'm Really Hurt."

As the lyrics played, I recalled the days and nights I spent with Mu Xue. She was the one who pursued me, but I only
realized it a few years too late. Then, on graduation night, I was heartbroken and drunk, and we ended up having sex. You didn't blame me;
rather, you believed I would take responsibility and weren't afraid. We got together.

You ignored your parents' initial objections, even dropping out of your doctorate to come to Qingdao with me. I'm an orphan, and you wanted to
share your parents with me. We got married, and you said we would be happy until the end of the world. We had our own
home, and you still prepared clothes for the children. You nestled in my arms, wanting to watch the children grow up…

We divorced. I couldn't control my stubbornness, and you couldn't let go of your pride.
What …?

"Until the End of the World," it's not that I love Japan, or Japanese songs, but Japan's past glory
left behind so many classics that it's impossible not to like them.

I really love "Slam Dunk," and that's why I deeply love this song. Perhaps this is the last
time 'll sing this song. I cried, choking back tears at the climax, but I forced myself to keep singing. In the end, I have to get through this,
even if it's to the end of the world.

The last song, "The Sea," goes like this: I love you, Mu Xue, until this day; I love you, Mu Xue, tomorrow I will
leave .

I have lost you, and I am alone again. Oh sea, take away my sorrow; oh sea, I will
return...

The little tigress was already sobbing uncontrollably. I didn't know if she was moved by my singing,
touched by my emotions, or if she was thinking of something sad, or if she was reminiscing about something.

I picked up two glasses of wine and handed one to her. "Thank you."

"Waaah! You jerk!" The little tigress stubbornly looked at me, took the glass, and drank it down,
as if she didn't want to lose to me.

"One more glass, to celebrate our acquaintance, our friendship." This time, the little tigress clinked glasses.

"The last glass." I finished mine first and watched her finish. "Goodbye, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Where are you going?" the little tigress asked anxiously.

"I don't know, going to a place I've never been before, to start over."

I'm not a blockhead; I know you've fallen for me. Your attraction to me is based on appearance and our brief encounter.
Your feelings are only because you're moved by my deep affection, not love. Before you fall in
love is for your own good. You need a new beginning, and I will start anew too.

I'm just a stop on your journey, and you're just a passerby in mine. Even though we both think
the other is good, it's useless. I won't be with someone without love, and I have no
desire to embrace a new relationship. You're a good girl, earnest, stubbornly adorable, and though your wild side and
occasional lapses in judgment only highlight your integrity and courage. But you don't belong to me, and I will never be yours.

Zhan Yun, I'm sorry.

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