Misplaced Love - Chapter Two: His Anxiety and Her Understanding

The next morning, Shen Haoyu was dragged out of bed by Yun Yuqing. Still half asleep, he hadn't even realized what was happening before Yun Yuqing pushed and shoved him into the bathroom. Just as Shen Haoyu was looking at his disheveled self in the mirror, not knowing what to do, Yun Yuqing opened the door and threw something at his head.
It was a bath towel, a bath towel that smelled fresh with laundry detergent.
"You were too lazy to shower last night, weren't you?"
Yun Yuqing squeezed into the bathroom carrying a few changes of clothes. She shoved all the clothes into Shen Haoyu's hands and gave him a slightly reproachful glare.
"yesterday……"
Shen Haoyu wanted to explain, but Yun Yuqing didn't give him a chance. She pushed his back and shoved him toward the bathroom, saying, "Alright, alright, I don't care what you were busy with yesterday, you have to be all clean this morning! Go on!"
What is so special about today?
Shen Haoyu was puzzled, but seeing Yun Yuqing's resolute attitude, as if she was going to block the door and supervise him while he took a shower, he had no choice but to obey.
Besides, he didn't even take a shower last night, and he went straight to bed without changing his clothes. He's feeling quite uncomfortable right now, so taking a shower is exactly what he needs.
Shen Haoyu was in a state of confusion yesterday.
The matter of "that" had been weighing on his mind. Even though he tried his best to hide it, Yun Yuqing keenly noticed some of the abnormalities he inadvertently revealed. Yun Yuqing was a very understanding girl. She knew that her man needed his own space, so she obediently didn't pry into Shen Haoyu's thoughts. Instead, she kept her distance from him, giving him enough room to think and make a decision.
Shen Haoyu felt both gratified and heartbroken by Yun Yuqing's understanding. On one hand, he was deeply moved by her forgiveness; on the other hand, his guilt intensified because of her tolerance. After all, this wasn't just his problem; in some ways, Yun Yuqing was more deeply involved than he was. Shen Haoyu knew that avoidance and concealment wouldn't solve the problem, but while he was acutely aware of these facts, he also painfully realized he was incapable of making a decision. In fact, it was precisely because he knew so clearly what this meant for Yun Yuqing that he couldn't make a decision, couldn't reveal the truth and the answer.
He couldn't do it, Shen Haoyu couldn't do it, because once the truth was revealed, it would mean that the relationship he and Yun Yuqing were maintaining would collapse in an instant, the happiness they had just grasped would vanish in an instant, all those sweet memories would turn into pain and torment, and even the relationship between him and Yun Yuqing would be completely reversed.
But can he really keep it a secret forever? For the sake of his current happiness and to maintain their relationship, can he really keep the truth buried in his heart forever?
Shen Haoyu also could not allow this behavior, because it not only meant deceiving Yun Yuqing both emotionally and physically, but also meant that he would carry this lie for the rest of his life and would have to live in constant fear of the truth being exposed. Even if he gained happiness by doing this, could it really be considered "happiness"?
Standing naked in the showerhead's water jets, Shen Haoyu braced himself against the wall, once again caught in an almost endless dilemma and entanglement.
"Hey! Why are you taking so long to wash?"
Yun Yuqing's shouts could be faintly heard from outside the bathroom. Shen Haoyu quickly turned off the tap. Looking at his disheveled self in the mirror, he still couldn't come to an answer.
well……
No, I can't keep sighing like this. If Yuqing sees me, she'll definitely ask, and if she keeps pressing me, things might get...
Shen Haoyu turned on the tap, switched the water to cold, and poured it directly over his head. The icy water flowing over his body brought a chill, and also cooled his restless heart a little.
But as soon as he walked out, Yun Yuqing, who had been waiting at the bathroom door, immediately noticed something was amiss.
"Why are you like this... Where's the towel? Why didn't you dry your hair before coming out? Ugh, it's so cold!"
Shen Haoyu then realized what he had forgotten. As he turned to get a towel, he casually said, "I just took a short cold shower."
"What do you mean 'just took a cold shower'? Do you even know what month it is? Are you stupid?!" Yun Yuqing couldn't accept Shen Haoyu's explanation at all. She snatched the towel from Shen Haoyu's hand and, while standing on tiptoe to dry the water droplets off his hair and body, said, "Quick, go to the bedroom. I'll use a hairdryer to dry your hair, otherwise you'll catch a cold."
"It's okay, I used to take cold showers all the time."
"No, you have to listen to me! Come here right now!"
For some reason, as Yun Yuqing pushed him forward, a different scene came to Shen Haoyu's mind.
About twenty years ago, he ran away from home in a fit of anger because of disagreements with his family. He was pushed out the door in the exact same way as he is now, and even the tone of the person who scolded him back then was so similar.
"No, you have to go back to school! You have to listen to me on this, or don't come looking for me again!"
It looks so much like it...
The voice seemed to echo right next to his ears, making him unable to tell whether he was hallucinating or mistaking Yun Yuqing's voice for that person.
But those incredibly vivid memories had already broken free of their shackles and surged into his heart.
Shen Haoyu suddenly felt as if he had been transported to another world. He thought he had forgotten these memories, after all, it was a tragic ending, after all, he had been completely consumed by sadness and despair at that time, after all... he thought he would never see that person again.
Now, these memories have returned, and they have come alive in a way he never expected.
But there is only one thing that has remained unchanged from beginning to end.
He, Shen Haoyu, can no longer see that person.
Twenty years ago, our parting became a permanent separation.
Unconsciously, Shen Haoyu was immersed in his own world again, until he heard the buzzing of the hair dryer and realized where he was.
Yun Yuqing's movements were very gentle. She used her hands to smooth Shen Haoyu's hair little by little, then carefully dried it along the ends, and finally used a curling comb to straighten the gradually fluffy hair.
"All done!" Yun Yuqing said cheerfully as she turned off the hairdryer. She looked at her work with satisfaction, and Shen Haoyu only then realized that Yun Yuqing had given him a new hairstyle.
"How about it? Isn't this hairstyle cool? You used to comb your hair so carelessly, and you'd just dab it on with the hairdryer, that wasn't a hairstyle at all! Now, after I've styled it like this, you look at least ten years younger, right?"
Looking at his somewhat unfamiliar reflection in the mirror, Shen Haoyu smiled wryly and said, "Did I look that old before?"
"Uh...that's not what I meant."
"It's okay, I'm not blaming you. This hairstyle is great, thank you, Yuqing."
For some reason, after Shen Haoyu finished expressing his gratitude, Yun Yuqing fell silent, and her bright smile gradually disappeared from her face.
"Haoyu..."
"Um."
"I... I know I shouldn't ask, but have you been having any trouble at work lately?"
"What?" Shen Haoyu was stunned for a moment. He thought about it carefully. Recently, the company's operations have been normal. Although this year's performance was not as good as in previous years due to the special situation, it has improved considerably compared to the bleak situation at the beginning of the year. He really couldn't think of any problem that could be called "trouble".
"No, things have been pretty good at the company lately."
"So... is there anything wrong with your body?"
Shen Haoyu was taken aback. He understood the hidden meaning in Yun Yuqing's hesitant words, so he asked directly, "What's wrong with you? Why are you suddenly asking these questions?"
Yun Yuqing sighed deeply. She leaned down, hugged Shen Haoyu's neck from behind, and whispered in his ear, "I just feel like you haven't been very happy lately, and you're always spacing out. You've been like this ever since we came back from there... I'm a little worried about you."
Shen Haoyu's heart skipped a beat, and his lips unconsciously tightened.
He closed his eyes, suppressing the unease churning within him, and held Yun Yuqing's hand, saying, "I'm fine, thank you for worrying about me. But I'm perfectly fine, I've just been quite busy lately, so I'm feeling a little tired."
Yun Yuqing nodded gently, but she still seemed a little worried, and added, "If you're willing, I'm willing to listen to what you have to say, even if it's just to vent with you. You're all holding on like this right now, and I can't help you at all. I feel... very uncomfortable."
Shen Haoyu's heart tightened again. He gripped Yun Yuqing's hand, unintentionally using more force.
"Ah, Haoyu, your hand hurts..."
"Ah!" It wasn't until Yun Yuqing cried out in pain that Shen Haoyu realized what was happening and quickly let go of her.
Yun Yuqing held her hand, which had been gripped so tightly that it left red marks, but her eyes were still filled with worry as she looked at her man.
"Haoyu, are you really alright?"
Shen Haoyu didn't dare to look into the eyes in the mirror. Even through the mirror, he still didn't dare to meet Yun Yuqing's gaze.
He stood up, turned around, and pulled Yun Yuqing into his arms, comforting the slightly uneasy girl.
"It's okay, I'm fine, don't worry."
In Shen Haoyu's arms, Yun Yuqing's slightly disordered breathing gradually calmed down. She also raised her hands and hugged the man's waist, but this embrace prevented her from noticing the man's expression at this moment—that worried expression.
After a long silence, Yun Yuqing finally spoke again: "Haoyu, if you're really tired, let's not go out today. I'll stay home with you to rest, or we can go somewhere to relax. What do you want to do?"
Shen Haoyu stroked Yun Yuqing's soft hair. He knew that Yun Yuqing had once again taken the initiative to give in, but the problem lay with him. He did not want to see Yun Yuqing make such concessions to him because of his mistakes.
"It's okay, let's go out as we agreed yesterday. Besides, resting isn't just about lying at home. It's a rare Sunday, so it's better to go out. By the way, you didn't tell me yesterday where you wanted me to go with you today?"
Yun Yuqing let go of his hand, looked into Shen Haoyu's eyes, and then suddenly turned her face away.
"You'll know when we get there..."
You'll find out when you get there.
Yun Yuqing's mystery piqued Shen Haoyu's curiosity. He thought that Yun Yuqing wanted him to accompany her to do things like shopping, since they mostly went shopping when they were alone together, and other than that... it was just something that was convenient to do at home or in a hotel.
Judging from her behavior, this time it definitely wasn't shopping. So what could it be?
While Shen Haoyu was speculating, Yun Yuqing had already sat down in front of the dressing table and started arranging the bottles and jars. This aroused Shen Haoyu's curiosity again, because Yun Yuqing usually only wore light makeup when they went out together, but this time her posture was obviously not as simple as just light makeup.
this……
Shen Haoyu was becoming increasingly confused.

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