Helpless, a smile remained hidden on her face.

(I)
Among the masses, who can truly preserve everything in this world as a lasting memory?
Like that song: nothing lasts forever, only the poignant melody remains. Seeing my
brothers trapped in hopeless marriages, I secretly chuckle at my own good fortune. Yet,
the emptiness brought on by the loneliness of the night often makes me wonder if I should truly enter this infernal hell—turning
my freedom into a mere constraint.
Just as I stepped out of the police station, looking at my brothers' questioning faces, I gave a weak smile: "It's okay, everyone go
home. Let's get together at home another day. By the way, who took the money..."
The eldest brother patted me: "Money is nothing, are you feeling better... Are you hurt?"
"It's nothing, you know how tough it is, bro. I've never been taken advantage of before. I was really drunk today, otherwise
we wouldn't have gotten into a fight in front of the police station! Alright, everyone go home."
"I'll take you home. Damn it, can't you change your personality after all these years? Come on, everyone go home
, call me if anything comes up." The eldest brother said.
Back home, I collapsed on the sofa, and the eldest brother went to make tea. The eldest brother's nickname was Fatty Three. He had a good father, lived a life
of comfort, and had countless women under his chubby belly, but in the end, he was heartbroken by a girl he liked
.
"What happened? I know you've been in a bad mood lately, but you can't just throw money into the police station!"
the eldest brother said while pouring tea.
"Nothing much, I just thought the girl next to that guy was too ugly, said a few words, and then they started fighting, haha!"
"Laugh? You still have the nerve to laugh? Are you asking for a beating? What the hell does it matter to you what someone's girlfriend looks like
?"
"Haha, we're out now, so stop nagging me."
"Is it because Xiao Wan left that you're upset? You have so many women, why are you
upset just because this one left?"
"Don't talk nonsense, who said I'm upset because she left? Let me have some peace and quiet, I'll come find you tomorrow. Oh, and call
all the brothers over, it's my treat!" As he saw the boss to the door, the phone rang. "Take a taxi home yourself, I'm taking this call
."
"Yeah, go home, clear your head."
"Hello, who is this?"
"It's me, who else?" I knew it was Xiao Wan as soon as I heard that saccharine voice. I've told her so many times, but she just
can't get rid of that voice. It makes me uncomfortable.
"It's you! What made you think of calling me?"
"Well, I wanted to ask you to name the baby."
"Ah!!" I was stunned. One wave of trouble hadn't even subsided before another struck. "Sister, did you forget to take your medicine last time
?"
"Yeah, I didn't. Didn't you say you wanted me to have a baby for you? I didn't take it. After the baby's born,
I'll ask you to marry me! Haha!" She was laughing, a very innocent laugh, as if marriage was a very interesting thing.
"I'm crying. How am I going to raise this baby? I just got back from the police station."
"What's wrong? Did you get into another fight? How many times have I told you, why do you always fight?"
"Alright, think about the baby. How many months pregnant are you?"
"Tell me first, do you want it or not?" Hearing this, I knew she was lying. I
calmly took a sip of tea. The voice on the other end of the phone doubled in volume. "Say something, you heartless bastard!
I knew you didn't care about me!"
"Of course not! I'll marry you after the baby is born. My friends all said there'll be a lot of dowry for the baby, haha, we
'll never have to worry about anything again! Haha, we're rich!"
"Okay, that's enough. Actually, I just wanted to ask you, how am I going to give birth here abroad
?" Hmph, just as I expected, this little girl was definitely trying to fool me.
"When are you coming back? I miss you so much! I want you to give me a massage, and I really want to come back so
we can have a baby! Haha!"
"You pervert, I'll be back during my vacation this year, around mid-August. Pick me up at the airport then, okay? Okay
, I'm going to take a shower now."
"Ah, wait, you're coming back in August?"
"What, you don't want me to come back?"
"No, no way! I can't wait! Okay, baby, call me when you get back, I'll pick you up,
*kiss*"
"Hmm, that's more like it, bye-bye." Oh
no, the girl I was flirting with a few days ago took so much of my energy, and now she's back
! I'm completely overwhelmed. Oh well, whatever. Things will work themselves out.
Now I realize how much I'm aching all over from all that exertion. This feeling of exhaustion, along with
the rising steam from the green tea beside me, unconsciously brought my thoughts back to that night before Xiao Wan went abroad
.
Xiao Wan was the woman who entered my life during my most depressed time, filling both my emotional and
physical needs.
Actually, Xiao Wan had been pursuing me for many years. I don't know why she hadn't given up all these years, and her passion for me
hadn't diminished with time. Thinking back, I was so foolish. Having such a gentle and considerate younger sister by my
side, why not take her? Besides, Xiao Wan has a fantastic figure, and she's amazing in bed. Maybe she's only
with me to get me, who knows? Thinking about her meticulous care and tireless efforts—especially in bed
—I guess I'll just take it easy.
That day, I was drinking alone at home when the phone rang. It was Xiao Wan: "I'm leaving soon, come out and keep me company, okay
?"
"Okay, where should I find you?"
"No need, I'm downstairs at your place, you'll see me when you come down, hurry up!"
"Okay, wait for me, I'll be right down!"
I took some money from the drawer, changed my clothes, and rushed downstairs. "Hey, look over here!"
Xiao Wan rushed up and kissed me hard on the cheek.
"Stop fooling around, there are a lot of acquaintances here."
"What, you don't want others to see you? What will you do if you marry me in the future?"
"Who said I'd marry you? You're so vain."
"Ha, you dare say that? I'll kill you!"
"Alright, stop fooling around, where are we going?"
"To sing karaoke! I love listening to you sing, it's so soulful!"
"Okay, let's go!"
We took a taxi to Soli Fairy. "This place is no good, it's crowded and the soundproofing is terrible!" Xiao Wan complained.
"It's alright, we won't be here for long anyway. The bad soundproofing is good for attracting more girls, haha!"
"Come on, who else would want you but me, you
're so vain." "Hello sir, how many are in your party?" the hostess asked sweetly.
I've never seen this hostess before. I looked her up and down; she has a nice figure!
"Two people, do you have a private room?" Xiao Wan pinched me hard.
"Ah..."
The hostess smiled at me and raised her eyebrows.
"Hehe, just the two of us, could you please find us a quiet private room?" I smiled at the hostess.
"This way, please!" We followed the waiter to a private room at the end of the corridor.
I went downstairs and bought a dozen beers, a fruit platter, and some snacks. Xiao Wan was already singing in the private room
, oblivious to everything else. Seeing me, she patted the sofa next to her, gesturing for me to sit down beside her. I put down my things, put my arm around Xiao Wan's waist, and sat
down.
"What's wrong with your brother? Didn't you want to hear me sing, or...?"
Xiao Wan giggled, wrapped her arms around my neck, and kissed me. "Yes, I'm singing!"
I took a sip of my beer, picked up the microphone, and said, "Tell me, what songs do you want to hear?"
"I want 'Happier Than Me,' and 'I
Can't Forget You.'" "Then hurry up and pick them!"
Xiao Wan picked up the songbook and started selecting songs.
"I Can't Forget You"—a song I can't forget, and a song about someone I can't forget, but
the person opposite me is no longer her, no. Xiao Wan stared at me intently. I saw deep affection in her eyes
. Yes, she loved me. I deeply felt her love for me, yet all I could give her was singing and sex.
At the climax, I closed my eyes tightly, not wanting Xiaowan to see my tears. She knew this
song wasn't for her. I'd asked her why she always asked me to sing it, knowing it wasn't for her.
She said she loved the deep affection in my eyes when I sang it, because then I was looking at her.
As "Happier Than You" began, I reached out my hand to Xiaowan. She came over and took it.
This song was for Xiaowan; she didn't know my intentions. I'd always wanted to tell her that I was destined to be just
a passerby in her life, but seeing the deep affection in her eyes, I couldn't bring myself to say it.
Before we knew it, four bottles of beer were left. Xiao Wan's eyes were already glazed over, her arms tightly wrapped around
me. I lowered my head and kissed her deeply. She gasped and writhed in my kiss. I cupped her
face in my hands and gently pecked at her lips. I knew that gentleness was the most touching thing for a woman. Although I no longer wanted to
be so gentle with Xiao Wan, because I, this self-proclaimed trash, had deeply moved her, a man
should still offer this kind of gentleness, especially to a woman who deeply loves him.
Xiao Wan's hands began to roam over my body. She started to unbutton my clothes. I liked watching women
serve me. Xiao Wan cooperated with me to take off her clothes. She stood on the sofa, and I stood on the floor. This height
allowed my lips to be pressed against her breasts. I held Xiao Wan's slender waist tightly and sucked on her two spotless, rosy
nipples. Every time I circled them with my tongue, Xiao Wan would let out an exaggerated moan. Soon,
her nipples stood erect.
"How is it? Does it feel good?"
Xiao Wan kept her eyes closed and didn't speak. I buried my head and continued my passionate kiss.
I stroked down her lower abdomen, reaching inside her panties to her mons pubis. Dense pubic hair
covered it neatly. I tentatively touched Xiao Wan's vulva with my middle finger. It was already soaking wet. "What's
wrong, baby? Did it flood? Hehe..."
"You're so annoying!"
I pulled down Xiao Wan's pink strawberry panties. Two pink labia were wet and pressed against each other. Her tender and
soft vulva was slightly open. My mouth couldn't help but press against it. The scent of the girl's genitals filled
my mouth. I gently stirred it with my tongue, and Xiao Wan let out intermittent moans.
Wait, Suo Lixian's private room wasn't locked! Damn, we almost let someone watch our free porn! "Baby,
so excited? But this room isn't locked. Do you want us to put on a movie for others to see?"
"Never mind, come... I... I want you, now... um..."
You really can't wait a moment longer when you encounter an impatient woman. "Then wait a minute, I'll be right back."
"No, I want you... now, don't go." Xiao Wan's eyes welled up with tears.
"Wait, brother's coming back soon, okay? Be good!"
I walked out of the private room and looked around to see that no one was there. A male waiter was standing at the end of the corridor with his hands behind his back.
"Waiter, come here!"
"What is it, sir?"
"I've booked the rooms around here, now, don't leave them for others."
"But sir, some guests have already booked rooms."
I took out a few hundred-yuan bills and gave them to the waiter, saying, "I don't want anyone to disturb us, um, you understand what I mean
."
"Understood, don't worry, sir, no one will come!"
I went into the private room and saw Xiao Wan with her eyes tightly closed, one hand gently rubbing her nipple, the other hand reaching down to her crotch
, moving rapidly. I took off the rest of my clothes and came to Xiao Wan. Xiao Wan was still engrossed
in her own entertainment and didn't notice my presence. I lowered my head and kissed her other nipple, "Ah...so good!"
"Never mind brother, play by yourself?"
"Brother, I want you, now... ah..."
I moved her hand from between her legs to her other breast. I knelt down, buried my head in her crotch
, inhaling her alluring scent, and then used my hand to part her labia, revealing her clitoris.
My lips met her labia, my tongue already inside her vagina. Her reaction was intense;
she pressed my head down forcefully, mumbling incoherently.
I kissed her breasts down her thighs, the softness of which was incredibly pleasurable. I grabbed one and
played with it, licking the other with my tongue. Saliva dripped from her breasts, then I released her nipples and kissed
her mouth again. "Hurry up and put it in, brother," she pleaded.
I placed my fully erect penis on her breasts, the glans rubbing against her nipples.
The feeling of the base of my glans rubbing against the tip of her nipples was truly amazing. She breathed in the masculine scent emanating from my glans, then suddenly
opened her mouth and took my glans in, licking it forcefully. "Ah..." I cried out in pleasure. I
thrust my penis in forcefully, my testicles slamming against her chin. She cupped my testicles in her hands and rubbed them vigorously
.
I pulled out my penis, kissed her lips, and then thrust it into her vagina. My glans was immediately
enveloped by something soft, warm, and wet. I began to thrust vigorously, and with each thrust,
her labia moved in sync with my penis. As I kneaded her breast with one hand, my lips met
hers, our tongues intertwining, and she let out a pleasurable moan.
I released her mouth and took her nipple in my mouth, biting and releasing in rhythm with my thrusts. After
about 15 minutes of this, she finally reached orgasm, her arms gripping me tightly, her lower body thrusting so powerfully that
I couldn't keep up with her pace. I simply let her do as she pleased, and finally her vagina tightened, making
my glans feel numb and itchy. A stream of fluid sprayed onto my glans, and I pulled out my penis, ejaculating onto her body
.
"Was that good, baby..." I asked.
Xiao Wan didn't speak, but hugged me tightly with her eyes closed. After a while, she opened her eyes and said, "I love you, I really
love you... Will you marry me?"
"Yes, after you have a child, we'll get married!" Xiao Wan kissed me passionately, her hand groping for my
penis and stroking it. "Let's go, let's get a room."
"Okay, will you help me get dressed?" Xiao Wan said lazily.
We got ready and left the private room. The waiter smiled and nodded at me. When we reached the door, the
waiter with the sweet smile saw Xiao Wan's flushed face and seemed to think of something, but still smiled sweetly, "
Please take care, welcome back!"
Just as Xiao Wan walked out the door, I turned back to her and said, "Yes, I will definitely come." I looked into her
eyes, and she blushed and lowered her head.
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On the way to the hotel, Xiao Wan leaned lazily against me, clutching my arm tightly as if afraid I
would disappear. I gently patted her face. "Baby, brother's here. Brother will stay with you forever
."
Xiao Wan kissed me tenderly, seemingly forgetting we were in a taxi. Her warm breath brushed against my
face as she fumbled to unbutton my clothes.
"Baby, we're not there yet, are we going to act in another movie?"
I saw the driver's surprised face in the rearview mirror.
"Thanks, brother. Maybe you'll see me acting in a movie with someone else sometime in the future, but not this one."
I tossed down the money and Xiao Wan and I headed straight for the hotel.
After checking in, we went to the room. I opened the curtains wide, and the streetlights shone through the window, bathing the entire room
in an orange glow. I stood by the window, lit a cigarette, and watched the cars and pedestrians passing by on the street, watching the
golden buildings. If I hadn't been born here, if I could live again, perhaps the world wouldn't 　　look like this
to me . 　　Xiao Wan walked over with a charming smile. "I've only ever heard of post-coital cigarettes, but this is the first time I've seen someone smoke a pre-coital cigarette." 　　It seems Xiao Wan still doesn't understand me, doesn't understand my feelings. 　　"Okay, let's wash up and play games, hehe..." 　　"Who wants to play games with you!" 　　Xiao Wan said, taking off her outer clothes, leaving only her underwear, and walked into the bathroom. I stubbed out my cigarette, took off my clothes, and went into 　　the bathroom. There was so much steam! Xiao Wan still couldn't break her habit of taking hot showers. She said no one cares about her, so she has to use 　　hot water to warm herself up. I admired Xiao Wan's graceful figure at the door. 　　"What are you looking at? I can't get enough of looking at you." 　　"Turn down the water temperature, and I'll shower with you. 　　" "Who wants to shower with you? I won't turn it down." 　　"Then I'll put up with it. I don't believe I can't take a hot shower without you." 　　"Get out, get out..." 　　Xiao Wan laughed and splashed water at me. I stepped into the bathtub, splashed with water. 　　"Damn, it's so hot, it's killing me!" 　　"Who let you in?" Xiao Wan said, still considerately turning down the water temperature. 　　I held her in my arms as we lay in the bathtub. It felt so comfortable. I once told Xiaowan that if I could live like 　　this forever, I wouldn't have any regrets. As I savored this warmth, Xiaowan got busy again, 　　diligently licking my ear. Unfortunately, I'm naturally immune to that. 　　Xiaowan stuck out her tongue and licked from my ear all the way to my chin, then rubbed her face against my cheek. 　　"Ouch, that prickly!" 　　"So you just like me with a beard?"

"Yes, I like the ticklish feeling of you tickling me."
My hands slid down her shoulders, across her smooth back, and grabbed her round buttocks,
kneading them forcefully. Xiao Wan panted softly as she kissed my neck all the way to my chest, pecking at my nipples.
My penis was already erect and pressing against her lower abdomen.
Xiao Wan continued kissing downwards, immersing her face in the water, taking my penis in her mouth and stroking it up and down,
gently licking every inch of its skin with her slippery tongue, then thrusting it deep into her throat. She cupped
my testicles in her hands and rubbed them vigorously.
I closed my eyes, lying on my back in the bathtub, feeling the warmth of Xiao Wan's mouth.
"Ah... I'm suffocating..."
"If you die, I'll die with you."
"Brother, I love you... I don't want you to die, I want us to live happily together."
"Brother loves you too."
Xiao Wan leaned down again, working hard on my penis. I watched Xiao Wan's large breasts
sway in the water with her movements, and reached out to lift her soft breasts.
"Baby, it's gotten bigger again, hehe, I can't even hold it all..."
"It's all your fault, you lecher..."
"Lecher, my baby is still in your hands, and you call me a lecher?"
"I'm also holding your two balls. If you're not good to me, I'll cripple you, hahaha..." As she spoke, Xiao Wan
used more force.
"Ah... murdering your husband!"
Xiao Wan and I rolled around in the water, kissing passionately, as if we lost not only gravity in the water
, but also all the troubles of the world.
I suddenly picked up Xiaowan, lifting her upper body high and pressing my face against her chest. Xiaowan gripped
my hair tightly, raising her buttocks and rubbing her labia against my penis. Waves of pleasure surged through my central nervous system.
I tightened my grip on her waist, searching for the entrance to the source of pleasure.
Xiaowan raised her buttocks and used her hands to guide me into her body. I forcefully raised my buttocks and thrust into her
vagina, the flesh inside gripping my penis tightly.
I didn't move, leaving my penis inside her vagina. Xiaowan lay on top of me, moving slowly. As
her moans increased in frequency, the speed of her movements also gradually increased.
"Ah... brother, hold me tight, brother, I'm almost... almost there..."
Xiaowan's legs clamped tightly around my waist. I held her hips with my hands, coordinating with her movements to reach her
limit.
"Ah...it's coming, ah...ha..."
"I...I'm coming too, brother will go with you..."
I hugged Xiaowan's buttocks tightly, forcefully penetrating to the deepest point. The intense pleasure made my scalp tingle, and my whole body muscles
uncontrollably hardened. In the instant Xiaowan tightly hugged my head, I ejaculated into Xiaowan's uterus
.
We just held each other like that, neither of us moving, stroking each other's bodies. Xiaowan murmured
, "I want to give you a son, not a daughter. I like girls."
"I don't like children, I've never liked children."
"What if we get married? You still won't have children?"
"Hmm...we'll see."
I told lies one by one, and Xiaowan took them as promises, remembering them one by one.
"Sigh...it's out..."
"What's out?"
"The son is out, the daughter is inside, hehe, the daughter is waiting for her father inside."
I shook my head and smiled bitterly.
I held Xiaowan to my chest, her arms wrapped around my neck, and I laid her horizontally on the bed.
Xiao Wan laughed, "Come on, let's keep having daughters."
"Come on then, who's afraid of who..."
Exhausted that night...
Watching Xiao Wan fall into a deep sleep, the streetlights outside shone on her, painting her golden.
Was she this color too? What color would she be if she hadn't met me? Perhaps she would be lying happily in someone's
bed, someone who would take care of her tenderly, painting her with the warmth of home, making her shine!
I watched the sleeping Xiao Wan, unable to fall asleep for a long time. I pondered what my feelings for Xiao Wan truly were,
seemingly real yet unreal, sometimes real, sometimes unreal. When it was real, I would give her everything, even my life; when it was unreal, I
wanted to kick her away, kick her out of my sight.
Is life truly a dream? Is life truly a dream?
The dream begins the moment we enter
this world, and shatters the moment we leave.
People live in this world, busy weaving that destined-to-break dream. What about me? What about Xiao Wan?
I truly felt the emotions between people built on lies and promises. Xiao Wan, at least
for now, was still immersed in my lies, weaving her dreams. Xiao Wan smiled, still so innocent.
What was she dreaming of? Perhaps it was walking hand in hand with me through the woods, our hair white…
I gazed lovingly at the sleeping Xiao Wan, a tear sliding down my cheek, and murmured, “I love you. If this
moment could last forever, I would grow old with you… Remember, you must be happier than me!”
Can you hear me? Can you hear these sincere, true words that I can only say to you in your sleep?
I also drifted off to sleep, accompanied by the dreams woven with Xiao Wan.
“I love you. If this moment could last forever, I would grow old with you…”
I don’t know if I was dreaming, or…
I opened my eyes, my head throbbing. I grabbed the cold tea and gulped down several mouthfuls.
I went into the bathroom, looked at myself in the mirror, and suddenly noticed a drop of water on my face. Last night? That night?
I plunged my face deep into the pool of cold water, holding my breath until I felt a little dizzy. I lifted
my head and took a deep breath. Only then did I realize I was breathing, breathing the oxygen I depended on for survival
. Only then did I stop caring how dirty the air I was breathing was, the
air I was breathing to barely survive in this world.
After showering, I lay back down on the bed and suddenly remembered I still needed to find Shanben (Sanpangzi read this article, thought
for a moment, and told me to change his name to Shanben; damn, he's got no brains, haha).
Just as I reached for the phone, it rang.
"Hey, what time is it? Are you up yet?"
"Yes, I just got up. Did you call them?"
"Yeah, I did. By the way, do you still need to go to the police station today to settle this?"
"Yeah, damn, I forgot. Call that Zhang guy and tell him what happened."
"I've already told him. There's only one acquaintance in that area. You're so ruthless, you didn't even pick a place. Putting everything else aside,
you got taken advantage of. What the hell are you doing?"
"Alright, I'll come pick you up. Don't drive, or people will remember you and cause trouble."
"Okay, call me when I get there!"
I took a taxi to pick up the boss. When we arrived at the police station, all the guys were already there.
"Thanks for your hard work, guys. You can choose where to go after this."
"Damn, what are you talking about? We've been fighting less, who knows when someone might get into trouble?" Da Ping said.
Xiao San and Xiao Zhu punched me twice. "Stop talking nonsense, what's the point of this, brothers?"
"Alright, let's go." I said.
Just as we were about to enter the police station, Brother Zhang and the officer who took the report yesterday came out together.
"Hey, you guys are all here. Come on in, this is Xiao Huang, he'll handle yesterday's matter."
"Brother Huang, thank you for your trouble." "
Don't mention it, just call me Xiao Huang, we're brothers, please come in." I
went into his office and sat down.
"Who accompanied them to the hospital yesterday?" I asked.
"I sent a new guy. The victim's injuries weren't too serious, he probably just wants some money, they're all just kids."
"That's good, take this money, tell them to get out of there quickly, and then I'll treat you guys tonight, do me the honor of coming
over."
"No way, I'll go later, you guys don't need to get involved, it's not good to fight again at the hospital."
"Okay, thank you for your concern, we'll wait here with Brother Zhang." After saying that, Xiao Huang and the young officer from yesterday
left.
"Is this all there is to it?" Da Ping said indignantly.
"Damn it, we don't even know if they want money or not, what are you yelling about!" the boss roared.
"When have we ever been treated like this?"
"Alright, alright, let's wait for Xiao Huang to come back, and Xiao San will identify the culprits. We'll deal with them later ."
The group was discussing how to deal with them in Xiao Huang's office when he walked in.
"How's it going? Did you get the money?" Brother Zhang asked.
"Yes, I did. The police tried to mediate but they wouldn't give me any face. Damn it, are they
even going to stay here? They signed and left." "That's good. Shanben, Youzi, you guys go ahead. Let's talk if you need anything."
"Okay, we're leaving. I'll pick you up tonight. Call Xiao Huang too. No need to see us off, you guys go home."
"It's not a big deal. It's resolved so easily. Why did you call so many of us here? I
thought they were going to do something today. Si'er is still waiting over there with his men."
"Damn, who told you to come? Haha..."
"Ah... you little brat, you're talking like that. We'll make sure you're broke today."
The group laughed and walked out of the police station.
We arrived at Dalian Fishing Port early to wait for Brother Zhang and Xiao Huang. I sat to one side smoking silently while they chatted.
Si'er, Brother Zhang, and Xiao Huang walked into the private room together, and we got up to greet them.
"Sorry to keep you waiting. A few cases came in, which delayed us."
"Damn, he made another small fortune." Da Ping muttered under his breath. "No way, we arrived early."
Brother Zhang smiled and ordered the dishes. Xiao Huang, smoking the Zhonghua cigarette Da Ping had been smoking, exaggeratedly recounted his dealings with those punks
. All the dishes were served, and I raised my glass.
"Thanks to Brother Zhang and Xiao Huang today. If you ever need anything from us, just say the word, and we'll do our best
! I'll drink this first." I downed a glass of baijiu.
"Youzi, you can still hold your liquor so well! Cheers, everyone, let's all drink together!"
Brother Zhang said, downing a glass as well.
"I won't say more today, we'll meet again sometime!"
"Come on, bottoms up!" Brother Zhang was truly fearless. After a few drinks, he started talking non-stop.
"I'm not bragging, Brother Zhang, but I'm the boss here, haha. Brothers, feel free to come here anytime. Don't worry
about those punks; they have no connections. Just scare them a bit, and that's it. If you're really
upset, find some strangers... let me know, I'll let you off the hook. Do whatever you want
!"
"You're so cocky!" Da Ping had never thought much of Brother Zhang.
Saying this, Da Ping raised his glass and walked up to Brother Zhang. "Come on, Brother Zhang, let me toast you."
"Okay, okay, bottoms up!"
"Ah... awesome! By the way, Shanben, didn't you order anything else for us today?"
Damn it, this old bastard's really sticking to us. "Yes, of course we do
! Let's just fill our stomachs and recover. The real show's yet to come!"
"Okay, okay... Miss. Another Three-Penis Soup, to replenish our strength, then we'll fight again tonight, haha..."
"Three-Penis Soup, yes, sir."
Brother Zhang chugs down the Three-Penis Soup, while Xiao Huang leers at the waiter.
Damn, like father, like son! From Huang's eyes, I seem to see a
future Zhang Ge, both lecherous and greedy.
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Once the tide of desire breaches the last dam of shyness, the yearning for pleasure
surges like an unstoppable flood.
I bear all of this with a smile, bearing the weight of life, helplessly, the smile hidden beneath my face.
(III)
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Half of a person's life is spent in reminiscence, so my little story is also half reality and half memory
(hehe, fallacy, fallacy). It's just that my writing skills are limited, what I've written above is half reality and half memory. I'll
learn more from you all, practice more at home, and then unfold the following plot.
Thank you all for your guidance and support! I will work even harder.
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Our group arrived at Moonlit Romance, an entertainment venue that combines dining and bathing. It's said the owner
is the son of a high-ranking official in Beijing, so it's rarely raided, and few dare to cause trouble here. Of course,
the prices are relatively higher than ordinary small entertainment venues.
A waiter led us to the front desk. "Sir, please change your shoes here."
We changed into the massage slippers specially prepared for guests. The waiter led us into a large
private room, then turned and left. After a while, he was followed by 20 young and beautiful women.
The waiter stood at the door with his hands behind his back. The women looked at us without any shyness. I took Da Ping's cigarette, lit it,
and looked towards the door. Is...is it her?
The boss looked at the Zippo cigarette I was holding and me, who had forgotten to light my cigarette, and turned his head towards the door.
“There really are people who look so alike in the world, hey… what’s your name?”
The boss faced a young lady with big eyes and fair skin. “My name is Jiajia.”
“What’s wrong, boss? Is something wrong?” The waiter came over in a panic.
I stopped the boss, who was about to get up and walk over. “It’s okay, she’s the one. You can pick one yourself.”
“Let’s change it. The others are just as pretty!” the boss quickly said.
“It’s okay, I said it’s her, so it’s her. What are you talking about?” I yelled at the boss.
“Fine, fine, you can pick one yourselves. No returns after you’ve picked one!”
I got up and went to the corner of the private room. Jiajia looked at me timidly and came over to sit next to me. “Sir, are you
unhappy? Let me play with you.”
“How old are you?” Jiajia didn’t know how to answer and turned her head to her friends.
“Take off your clothes, let me see.”
“Ah… this?” The boss and Daping looked at me in surprise, holding the young ladies next to them.
I didn't say anything, grabbed Jiajia and kissed her hard on the lips. They watched my
actions, which seemed appropriate for this place, and continued their activities with the ladies beside them.
Just then, the waiter brought in the drinks. "Sir, is there anything else?"
"No, nothing else right now. I'll call you later. You can leave now." The waiter left and closed the door behind him.
Jiajia pushed me away. "Brother, I'll get you some drinks." She took two glasses, one large and one small, and the drinks, and came
over, placing them on the coffee table and sitting down next to me.
"Brother, have some drinks to soothe your throat." I took the glass and tilted my head back to drink it.
"Brother, drink slowly. How can we play with your little sister if you drink too much?"
"Then how can we play if I don't drink too much?"
"Come on, brother, let me feed you..."
As she spoke, Jiajia placed the glass full of wine into her deep cleavage. I held her hips and pulled her closer to me
. Jiajia held onto my shoulders for balance. I licked her exposed breasts, put the
glass in my mouth, and downed another glass in one gulp. I spat the empty glass aside and buried my face in her cleavage
.
"Hmm, it smells pretty good."
"There's something even better. When we get to the room, I'll let you try it, hehe..."
Looking at Jiajia in front of me, I couldn't connect her with the first woman in my life who had caused me so much heartache. But
when I saw Jiajia, who had just appeared at the door and was now in my arms, even though I knew it was all fake, her eyes
reminded me of the woman I had given my heart to—Li Siying.
Jiajia shook me, who was lost in thought. "Brother, what's wrong? Did your little sister not serve you well enough?"
"No, no..."
We drank our wine in silence. I didn't say anything more. Jiajia probably realized that her presence made me
uncomfortable. In order not to spoil everyone's fun, I had no choice but to cup Jiajia's face and kiss her, stroking her
shapely body.
In the midst of the passionate kiss, Jiajia suddenly wanted to slide down and bury her face between my legs. She pulled out my penis,
gently kissed the glans with her small mouth, and then licked every inch of the penis, taking it
into her mouth and deeply penetrating it.
I felt her throat tighten. This tight embrace felt very good to me. She
slowly withdrew my penis little by little, her lips holding the glans and licking it with her tongue.
Everywhere the sensitive glans touched was warm, moist, and soft. Jiajia's tongue, as nimble as a snake,
writhed and licked the sensitive spot on my glans. I sat on the sofa, twisting my hips and
indulging in the warm, moist pleasure.
As the alcohol and pleasure surged into my brain, I entered a hazy state. Accompanied by this floating
feeling and intense heartache, the scenery around me changed. Where was I? Looking down, the woman between my legs became Li Siying—the woman I once deeply loved. She 　　was serving me diligently
between my legs , her eyes filled with tenderness. 　　"Yingying, you're back. I missed you so much. Don't leave me. Let's start over, okay?" 　　"What's wrong, brother?" 　　I didn't hear Jiajia's words, still immersed in my own fantasy. I gently stroked 　　Jiajia's head. She thought I wanted her to continue, so she lowered her head and took my penis back into her mouth. In my fantasy 　　, I saw it all again—all the first times with Yingying: losing my virginity, breast sex, anal sex… 　　Yes, I possessed your entire body, you possessed my heart and my first time, 　　the heartache of that first time I'll never forget. 　　Li Siying was my girlfriend in the truest sense, because back then I thought girlfriends were just 　　something to brag about to my friends. I kept changing girlfriends, seeking various pleasures from them, but none of them could 　　enter my heart, not even for a moment! 　　I only realize now that from that time on, I began my decadent life (although I haven't lived very long, 　　at least I think it's been decadent so far). 　　I really can't remember how Yingying and I started. Back then, our casual relationship only happened at classmate reunions and outings…

We only became closer when we were traveling, and there were no other inappropriate actions. At that time, my family wanted me to leave my previous
environment, so they arranged for me to attend a school far from home, but unexpectedly, even there, problems arose. 　　My
relationship with Yingying developed rapidly when I was about to go abroad. It was then that I realized she loved me deeply. Seeing the frequent incidents 　　I was experiencing here, 　　my family
decided to send me abroad, and I told Yingying the next day 　　. ********** ... 　　"When did you decide? Why did it take you so long to tell me?" 　　"I just decided, so I came to tell you. We're friends, after all." 　　"Friends? Are we just friends? Why can't you see my feelings for you?" 　　"Don't say that. I'm leaving soon. Stay with me these next few days. I'll miss you when I'm gone." 　　Yingying covered her mouth and cried silently. I held her as we walked along the roadside in silence. Before we knew it, we were at 　　her doorstep. Yingying turned around, her eyes no longer filled with tears, but with a determination I'd never seen before. "Come to my 　　house tomorrow. I have something to tell you. Remember to come." 　　She then walked into the building. I stared blankly at her disappearing figure, a wave of sorrow washing over 　　me. 　　Back home, my parents were discussing my studies abroad. I didn't care and went back to my 　　room alone. 　　I slept until dawn. My parents were gone. I ate breakfast alone, wondering 　　what Yingying would say to me today. I'd never seen such a determined look in her eyes before. I racked my brains but couldn't figure it out 　　. Oh well, I'd find out when I got there. I got ready and even sprayed on some perfume. 　　I took a taxi to Yingying's apartment complex. I'd been to this complex countless times, and thinking this was one of the last few 　　, I couldn't help but glance at it a few more times. I'd never felt any attachment to this place before, but today, I had an indescribable 　　feeling. 　　I knocked on her door, and without a word, it opened silently, as if she'd been waiting there. 　　Yingying appeared at the door, her face flushed. Wow, she was wearing pajamas today. 　　"You're here! Come in quickly." 　　She found me a pair of slippers. I changed and went inside. Why was there no light? I looked closer and 　　realized she'd drawn the curtains in both rooms. 　　Looking at her in her pajamas, I felt a little lost, standing there awkwardly in her living room. 　　"What are you standing there for? Come sit here." Yingying came over and took my hand. We sat down 　　on the sofa together. After a long while, neither of us spoke, and I awkwardly didn't know where to put my hands. 　　"Uh... didn't you have something to tell me?" I asked, looking at her. 　　"Can you stay? For me!" 　　I stared blankly at her, unsure what to say. Then she cried and hugged me. 　　"I don't want you to leave, I don't want you to leave, You... I love you..." 　　Seeing Yingying's emotional state, I hugged her tightly. Yingying suddenly let go and moved slightly away from me, 　　staring into my eyes. 　　"Let's make love." 　　My eyes widened, unable to believe these words came from the mouth of this girl I'd only been casually seeing. 　　"What did you say?" 　　"Yes, I said let's make love!" 　　"But I have to leave. What will you do if I leave?" 　　"I've thought it through. I don't need you to take responsibility. I just want you to know that I love you, I really love you." 　　After saying that, Yingying desperately lunged at me, kissing my face haphazardly. I pushed her away forcefully. 　　"You can't do this, you're a good girl, I don't deserve this." 　　Yingying straightened up, panting, and said, 　　"I don't want you to take responsibility, I want you to love me, to remember me for the rest of your life." 　　I carefully observed this Yingying, so different from before. She was facing away from the window, and the faint 　　light streaming through the curtains made it clear that she wasn't wearing a bra under her loose nightgown. Her full breasts rose and fell with her breath, almost spilling out 　　, and her vulva was parted. How could I not be aroused in front of such a beautiful woman? My lower body began to stir 　　, and the pressure of my pants and Yingying on top of me made me feel extremely uncomfortable. 　　Yingying looked at my flushed face and reached out her hand, gesturing for me to stand up. Still savoring the passion Yingying had just shared, I 　　stood up with her. She walked ahead with her head down, and I followed her, hunched over, enduring the swelling in my lower body. We arrived at 　　her bedroom. A long single bed stood at the far end, covered in plush toys. Damn, these things 　　accompanied Yingying to sleep every night, constantly embracing her still-undeveloped, voluptuous body. I couldn't help but feel jealous 　　of these lifeless things. Yingying sat curled up in the corner of the bed, head down, sobbing softly. Comforting 　　people 　　is the worst thing I've ever done . 　　"Don't cry," 　　Yingying said, ignoring me and continuing to cry. 　　"If you're like this now, what will you do if I really leave?" 　　Yingying suddenly lifted her head and pounced on me, kissing my face and lips haphazardly. Influenced by her, I 　　also grabbed her head and kissed her haphazardly. The alluring scent emanating from the young girl and her sweet lips ignited my desire 　　. My hand moved upwards along her waist, and she grabbed my hand, pressing it to her breast. My hand 　　immediately felt a soft, warm sensation. 　　Even through her clothes, I could feel her nipples were erect. I reached under her nightgown 　　and slipped my hand inside. Her body was already burning hot. As my trembling hand touched her breast, Yingying tightly 　　closed her eyes and pressed my hand down hard. 　　"Ah... this is yours, I'm yours... it's all yours..." 　　As if I had received permission, I began to tear off her clothes without hesitation. When we were naked together, she 　　buried her face in my chest. 　　I couldn't wait to start caressing her body. She hugged me tightly, breathing heavily. My hand slid 　　down her flat stomach, and the moment my hand touched her soft flesh, I almost ejaculated 　　.

This was the girl's vulva, the source of pure joy. I rubbed her
labia with my index and middle fingers, my fingers covered in love juice. Yingying writhed as if trying to release the pent-up frustration within her.
"Yingying, I'm coming in. It might hurt a little, bear with it."
"Mmm... Come in, it's all yours, I'm yours..."
I straightened my penis, squeezing the head into her slightly parted vaginal opening. My long-suppressed desire erupted
, my hard penis penetrating halfway into her already quite wet and tender opening.
"Ah—!" Yingying's body jerked upwards, desperately grabbing my head, pressing her face against my
chest, her legs clamping even tighter.
My first experience was too much for me to handle; I ejaculated inside Yingying's vagina after only a few thrusts
.
"Ah... I can't take it anymore... Ah..." I roared. "Ah... um... ah..."
Yingying groaned and relaxed her body. When I looked up at Yingying, she was already in tears.
"Yingying, you're mine now, I love you..." "
You, I'm yours, I'll always love you, don't leave me. " 　　"
I'll take care of you for the rest of my life." 　　************************************************************** Once the tide of desire breached the last dam of shyness, the desire for pleasure surged like an unstoppable flood. I smiled as I bore it all, bearing the weight of
life 　　, 　　helpless 　　, 　　the 　　smile hidden beneath my face. 　　(IV) 　　********************************************************************** 　　Once the tide of desire breaches the last dam of shyness, the yearning for pleasure 　　surges forth like an unstoppable flood. 　　—Excerpt from "My Youthful Years" 　　No plagiarism intended, it just felt very strong to me. Please forgive me if I have offended anyone! 　　I simply couldn't suppress the urge to write, so I couldn't patiently wait for the story to become long. In the future, when my inspiration 　　dries up, I'm afraid I won't be able to write quickly even if I want to. I humbly accept the criticism from my brothers and am making corrections. 　　********************************************************************** 　　Due to my sudden change in mood, the brothers ended things hastily. 　　Brother Zhang was still embracing and kissing the girl in his arms, and I saw that they had exchanged contact information 　　. I got up and walked straight to the door, but just as I was about to step out, I stopped and turned around to face 　　Jiajia, who was tidying her clothes. 　　"If you want to live peacefully, I advise you to ask the manager for your bill and leave!" Jiajia stared blankly. 　　"What's wrong with you? Is it worth it for her?" 　　"What kind of place is this where you say such things!" 　　I was silent for a moment, deciding to give up on finding that familiar figure in her. 　　"Uh... I didn't mean anything by it. If you think this kind of life makes you happy, no one can do 　　anything to you. Just consider this me talking nonsense because I was drunk. Sorry, Miss Jiajia." 　　I stepped forward. "This is my phone number. If you encounter any trouble in the future, call me." I turned and left with my brothers 　　. 　　I went to the front desk to pay the bill. Shanben and the others were waiting for me at the door. 　　"I'm sorry to have spoiled your fun today, Brother Zhang. I'll make it up to you another day." 　　"Don't mention it, brother, I appreciate it." 　　"Youzi, come with me to see Brother Zhang off." 　　Brother Zhang—Zhang Wei, the former police chief of Wuyang Police Station. He used to be a small-time hoodlum, but through various connections and money, he rose to 　　his current position as police chief. 　　We had just gotten out of the car when we saw a group of people carrying large and small bags at the entrance of the police station . 　　A thin-faced man looked at us with a worried expression. Zhang Ge, without even looking at them, said, "Come on in, 　　have a seat." 　　We walked towards the police station building, and the group of people followed us inside. 　　Just as we entered the main gate, the officer on duty approached Zhang Ge and greeted him warmly, "Zhang Ge, you're back!" 　　"Yeah, what's going on with those people at the gate?" Zhang Ge asked. 　　"Hey… how many times have I told you? Come back tomorrow, what are you still doing here?" 　　The thin-faced man nodded. "You're Chief Zhang, right? Do you know about yesterday? My son…" 　　Before he could finish, Zhang Ge interrupted him, "Just talk to the officer handling your case. Come back tomorrow 　　." Without turning back, he led us into his office. 　　"What's going on, Brother Zhang?" 　　"Nothing much. I caught a few thugs yesterday, one of them was his son, and he wanted to give me a bribe. Hmph, doesn't 　　he know who he's dealing with? A few pounds of cheap fruit would be more like a beggar's gift." 　　Brother Zhang is really ruthless; he takes anyone, and only those he likes are worth considering. 　　Brother Zhang took out some tea leaves from his drawer and brewed a cup for each of us with water from the thermos. I could 　　tell at a glance that it was a good tea gift from the person involved. 　　"Brother Zhang, you like this kind of tea?" 　　"Ah...no, a friend gave it to me, I don't know if it's good or not." 　　"How about dealing with those guys?" 　　I asked. I had just spent time with Brother Zhang, and remembering Da Ping's words, to be honest, I really didn't want these kinds of people to gain 　　power. At least one less person offering a bribe would make me feel like I'd helped Da Ping get revenge. 　　"Actually, it's nothing much. If they know what's good for them, they'll just get a fine. If they don't, I'll send those guys 　　to jail." 　　Brother Zhang really thinks he's the emperor of Wuyang District. 　　"Alright, just fine them two cents and that's it. I don't think they can afford much money anyway."

"Hey, buddy, you're a hero, huh?"
"No way! I didn't see anything good for them, you could have just let it go, right?"
"Fine, just for Youzi's sake, I'll have the police close the case and collect the money right away! You can be the good Samaritan
."
Of course, Brother Zhang wouldn't get involved in something without money, especially since he'd given me a small favor.
I walked out of the office, and the thin-faced man was still waiting there. "Brother, don't worry, I
've talked to Chief Zhang. Just gather the medical expenses and send them over tomorrow, then you can go home."
The thin-faced man looked at me uncertainly, thanking me repeatedly.
"Brother, thanks, I thank you on behalf of my good-for-nothing son."
"You're too kind, everyone has their troubles!"
The family smiled and left. I smiled contentedly; the satisfaction of doing good is incomparable to the pleasure of doing bad
. After chatting with Brother Zhang for a while, Shanben and I left the police station.
I slept all day at home, ate something haphazardly when I woke up, and felt increasingly bored. It's
so boring being alone! I wanted to go for a walk. I changed my clothes, went out, and found it already dusk. I
wandered aimlessly through the streets.
Head down, smoking, I walked and thought, and gradually the things along the way seemed familiar.
Ah, it was a road Li Siying and I often walked. Sometimes the subconscious is like that; it leads you
to the path you can't forget but suppress deep in your heart, just like last night when Jiajia suddenly reminded me of Yingying.
I didn't stop it, letting my thoughts flow, letting my steps continue following my subconscious to the neighborhood where Yingying lived.
I walked to her window (she lived on the first floor), the light was on, but the person I loved most was already
far away.
I sat down by the window, reminiscing about the past amidst the rising smoke. As I thought,
my emotions plummeted to their lowest point. Just as I was wallowing in self-pity by the roadside, a bucket of cold water (I don't know what kind of water it was, but it
smelled slightly fragrant) was poured down from upstairs, completely dousing me.
My low spirits vanished instantly.
"Who is it? Damn it, you dare let me see you?" At that moment,
a wet head appeared in the third-floor window.
I recognized the floor and stormed upstairs, already prepared to fight. Damn it, I'll
show you who I am! I spotted the door on the right-hand side of the third floor and pounded on it.
"Hey… come out, I know you're in there, come out."
The door opened, and a rosy, smiling face appeared in the doorway. What? It was a woman. Looking down
, she was wearing a short-sleeved shirt and shorts, her hair wet—she had clearly just washed.
"Sorry, brother, I didn't see you downstairs."
Looking at her short outfit, I was momentarily speechless.
"Sorry, brother, I really didn't see you, I didn't mean to."
"Nonsense, if I were upstairs, how could you have splashed water on me?"
She blushed, as if my words had reminded her of something.
"Why don't you come inside, brother, I'll find you some clean clothes."
I couldn't let her get away with it, I thought. I went inside. The house was very clean, with a faint fragrance.
Why did she live alone? Heh, this isn't my fault! I grinned lewdly (of course, with my back to her).
"You live alone?"
"No, no, my boyfriend will be back soon."
"Oh..." I looked at her face, flushed from lying.
"You don't have a bathroom here? How did you splash water out?"
"Heh, I just did it on a whim, I didn't expect you to catch me."
I caught you, heh, if you don't splash me, how am I supposed to spray water inside you?!
She brought me a large t-shirt from the inner room. I took it and secretly sniffed it. Heh, it
was her pajamas. I thought there really was a man in her house. I changed, but my pants were still wet.
I lifted the pant legs and shook them.
"How about I get you a dry towel to wipe them off?"
"Okay, be more careful next time. Do you think everyone is as easy to talk to as me?"
I said calmly, without showing any other expression. How come I never noticed that there was
a beautiful woman living upstairs in Yingying's house? Who knew that at that time, I had no one else in my eyes, because no one could enter my heart anymore
.
She brought a dry towel and started wiping my pants legs.
"I've been here for so long, and I still don't know your name?"
I asked like I was picking up girls in a bar.
"My name is Ding Lin, I'm 22 years old, I'm in college, and I'll graduate in a year."
Heh, this girl answered quite carefully. She kept wiping upwards, carelessly
rubbing near my thighs. Seeing this beautiful woman squatting between my legs, her hands rubbing my inner thighs (and of course,
the towel), I gradually felt an itch in my penis, and slowly, it quietly became erect.
Ding Lin was carefully wiping my pants, unaware of my physical changes. I numbly slid
down, until my lower body was very close to hers. Only then did she notice my erection.
She blushed and stopped, but didn't remove her hand. Seeing an opportunity, I grabbed her hand.
"Don't do this, I already have a boyfriend," she said, trying to pull her hand away, but she was no match for my strength
. Especially when a man is in a state of lust, he can exert more strength than usual. (Hehe, I made this up
.)
I lifted her body by her hand, quickly stood up, and pulled her into my arms. She
struggled in my arms, her small hands pounding against my chest.
"Let go of me...you pervert..."
I held her tightly in my arms, so much so that her hands could only pound against my back. In my frantic struggle, I found
her lips. I immediately and firmly sealed hers with my own; after all, this was a private residence, and it would be disastrous if someone heard.
The moment I gently kissed her lips, she stopped moving. In that instant of her pause, I quickly placed
my hands on her breasts. Gentle kisses and caresses made her give up struggling. She let her hands hang at
her sides, and I continued.
One hand encircled her slender waist, the other pressed against the back of her head, pulling her body close to
mine. She seemed to sense my movements, her hands resting on my waist.
The instant she slightly parted her teeth, my tongue eagerly slipped inside, searching her mouth. Her tongue
was so sweet, almost melting in my mouth.
Slowly, she extended her sweet tongue as I stirred, and I sucked on it greedily, as if I had found a treasure.
I reached inside her clothes with my arm around her, searching for the opening of her bra, but couldn't
find it. Was she using a front-opening bra? Her hands remained on my waist, not stopping me from going inside
her clothes.
I gently continued foreplay, and when her will was at its weakest, I gently removed her pants. At this moment,
her hands moved from my waist to my neck. I wrapped my arms around her buttocks, round and smooth.
I pulled her panties together, squeezing them into her cleft, and gently pulled them up and down with my hands. She writhed
, her breath hot. Seeing the moment was right, I carried her to the sofa.
I kissed her body tenderly, every inch of her skin. She forgot I was raping
her (heh, she was over 14 and volunteered). Her hands went into my hair. I had
one of her nipples in my mouth, while my other hand gently kneaded the other.
When I kissed her lower abdomen, I pulled down her panties. She cooperated with my movements, "Ah...
faster... I'm so tired... kiss me again... come closer..." She revealed her wanton nature.
Now was the time. I reined in my horse, pressing my throbbing member against her vulva.
She raised her hips from time to time, her legs wrapped around my waist, her wet, fleshy body searching for my
penis.
I thrust my entire penis in forcefully.
"Ah..." she cried out in satisfaction.
"Does it feel good? Do you want me to fuck you?"
"Yes, ah... good man, come and fuck me!"
"Then beg me, beg me and I'll fuck you."
"Please fuck me, come on..."
"No, say it more lewdly." I continued to tease her.
"Come on... my pussy is so itchy... please... come and fuck my little cunt... um..."
I thought that was enough, so I didn't say anything more and thrust hard. Her vaginal fluid
was drawn out by my thrusting, flowing down her thighs and onto her anus. I tried my best to insert my penis as far as possible, then
pulled it out completely and then tried my best to insert it as far as possible again.
Under my merciless thrusting, she was already too weak to moan, just a hoarse "heh heh" in her throat
. Suddenly her head pushed back hard, pressing her lower body against my crotch. I could tell that this little girl was
about to climax. I lost control, making my final sprint at top speed.
"Ah... I'm coming... harder... almost there..." she
cried out hoarsely, not caring if the neighbors could hear.
"Here, I want to cum inside... I want to spill it inside you, ah..." I roared.
"Splash it, shoot it in... shoot it all into me..."
"Ah..." she climaxed with a distorted moan, and I thrust a few more times,
ejaculating my hot semen into the body of this woman I had known for less than an hour.
I held her, continuing to kiss her body, gently caressing her, waiting for her climax to subside.
"Aren't you afraid I'll accuse you of rape?"
"You were really into it just now." I said with a smile.
"You hurt me so much just now."
"Then why did you tell me to use more force? I thought I wasn't strong enough. I'll be gentler next time."
"Next time, I won't spill it on you, how did you end up with me?" she touched my shoulder.
"Go wash up, look at you, you're a complete mess down there!"
"Well, you have to wash me first, I splashed you all over, and you've gotten me all over too."
We hugged and went into the bathroom.
We spent a wild night at her house, exchanging contact information. Going downstairs and out of the building, I saw Li Siying
's parents, but I didn't go near them. I walked away from her house and her neighborhood in the opposite direction. 　　Back home,
I took a shower and lay in bed.
"Another day closer to death." I fell into a deep sleep. 　　(
V)
********** ... 　　I slept fitfully until dawn, when the sunlight streaming through the window roused me from my slumber. I blinked my aching eyes 　　and looked out the window. The sunlight shone vibrantly, and as it entered my eyes, I squinted comfortably 　　. 　　How 　　warm that golden sunlight was, selflessly illuminating the earth. Humans are enveloped 　　in its embrace from birth, yet now I am only half in sunlight and half in darkness. I 　　rushed towards the sunlight with hope, only to find my hands stained with sin. Such sorrow often overwhelms me. 　　And so, I walked down the street, using the sunlight on my half-body to weave through the crowd. I decided to see the 　　woman I had deeply hurt. I knew she truly didn't want to see me, but I felt a responsibility to fulfill my 　　duty, even though this duty was torture for her. 　　This is also the woman I deeply love. Who has only one true love in their life? 　　She was a girl I met when I was still in school. Back then, I was already a notorious 　　bully in my neighborhood. One day, after school, as I was packing up to go home, a 　　friend I usually got along with came to find me. 　　"Someone's waiting for you at the door, they asked me to come get you." 　　"Damn, who is it? What's up?" 　　I thought some troublemaker was coming to pick a fight, so I dropped my bag, grabbed a bottle of 　　nanmu (a type of Chinese herbal medicine) that I always kept in my desk, and went out. When I got outside, I almost dropped the nanmu. It was from one of my classmates...

A very quiet little girl looked at me timidly, then at the thing in my hand.
"You wanted to see me? I thought it was..."
"You, do you have time? I want to talk to you about something?"
"Yeah, I do. Go ahead."
"Um, can we talk somewhere else?" "Sure
, wait a minute, I'll go get something."
I returned to the classroom, and my buddy was grinning mischievously at me.
"Damn, I thought someone was causing trouble? Why didn't you talk to them? Look how scared you've made this little girl!"
"Oh, nothing's happened yet, and you're already protecting her?"
"Get lost, I'm not talking to you anymore, I'm going to take care of something!"
Although I often got into fights, I never bullied girls, nor did I like messing around with girls near me
. So, I guess I was okay in the eyes of the girls in my class. Who knows, maybe back then girls just
liked guys like me.
Her name was Zhang Nan, and she was an excellent student in my class, a student the teachers were focusing on developing. Honestly,
I was quite flattered when she came to find me. Even a fool would know what it was about – was she coming to discuss her studies
? We didn't speak the whole way. She walked beside me with her head down and her face flushed.
Several times I had to remind her of people or lampposts ahead to prevent her from bumping into them.
Finally, I couldn't hold back any longer: "Hey, didn't you have something to tell me? Why aren't you saying anything
?"
"Um, I do, but I don't know how to say it. I'm afraid..."
"Afraid of what? I'm here. Did someone bully you? Tell me and I'll stand up for you!"
"No, it's... I... I want to..."
At that moment, we both stopped. It was dusk, a beautiful dusk. The clouds on the horizon were dyed
fiery red by the setting sun. That fiery red color shone on her face, a hint of shyness, a hint of sweetness.
My God! How come I never noticed there was such an outstanding girl in my class before? Her appearance—no, it was her
temperament and her pure, sweet smile—at that moment, I truly didn't know where I was. It felt like there were only the two of us in the world
, her and me. Standing in the sunset, we poured out our hearts to each other. It was then that this scene
left a deep imprint on my heart.
I stood there, speechless, and she looked at me shyly, lowering her head. "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"Oh, nothing. By the way, are you going to tell me or not?"
"Do you have a girlfriend?"
"Uh, why do you ask?"
"So you do?" She looked at me disappointedly.
"No, I don't have time to find a girlfriend."
"Really? You can't lie to me!"
"Have I ever lied to you? Every word I've said to you is the truth!"
"That's good, hehe..." She smiled happily.
"Hey, you've said so much and you still haven't said anything. What is it?"
"I... I like you. Will you be my boyfriend?"
"Huh? So direct? I'm not ready!"
"I've liked you for a long time, but I've never dared to tell you. I was afraid... afraid you had a girlfriend, afraid you didn't like
me!"
"How could that be? You're so wonderful, how could I... how could I not want you?"
"So, you agree?"
"Yes, you're so outstanding, how could I not agree? I'm truly flattered!" Everyone loves to hear sweet
words, especially in the early years of budding romance.
And so, we began what we called a relationship. Why "a relationship"? Because there was no real physical
contact. At that time, perhaps it was because I was timid, but more importantly, because she was sacred and inviolable in my heart
. I loved it when she looked at me deeply; at that moment, I learned what love was for the first time in my life! After Zhang Nan came into my life, I somewhat curbed my carefree ways. Perhaps because it was my first taste of love, 　　every word
she said to me was a sacred decree. 　　"No smoking! You're so young, smoking is bad for your health, and I'll have to inhale secondhand 　　smoke too!" 　　"Yes, I won't smoke anymore, for you, I won't smoke..." 　　"Hmm, that's more like it." 　　"No drinking! Have you forgotten? How many times have we fought because of drinking?" 　　"Yeah, I'll do whatever my wife says, hehe!" 　　"Who's your wife? You haven't passed the test yet!" 　　"I'm dizzy, who's chasing whom here... I'm just so in love with you. I'd even be willing to marry into your family." 　　"What do you mean 'marry into your family'? I want you to marry me legitimately!" 　　What a legitimate statement! Countless girls have lost their virginity because of that. But 　　for us, nothing happened. 　　"I, Zheng You, am willing to accompany Miss Zhang Nan for the rest of my life..." I took her hand and held it to my chest. This was 　　the first time in my life I had ever held her hand. Slender fingers, alabaster skin, and 　　the sweat on her palms from excitement—everything about her overwhelmed me. I couldn't help but lower my head and gently kiss the back of her hand 　　. 　　"Let me tell you a secret, I like girls with slender fingers!" 　　"There are plenty of girls with slender fingers, why don't you like them all?" 　　"Because you're the kind of girl I like with slender fingers, even if you had fingers as thick as a carrot, I'd 　　still like you!" 　　"Whose fingers are like a carrot's?" " 　　Who said that? Who's asking for a beating? Daring to talk about our Nan Nan?" 　　"You're just being cheeky..." And so, I held Nan Nan's hand, whispering sweet nothings to her. Looking back now, I realize 　　that happiness is so simple!! 　　My buddies are all urging me to hurry up and sleep with Nan Nan, and I gave them a serious warning. "My wife, I haven't 　　thought about it yet, what's the rush?" Even though I said that, I still made this request to Nan Nan. 　　"Wife, when are we going to consummate our marriage? I can't wait!" 　　"Go to hell, if you're in such a hurry, just use your hand!" 　　"That's not the same thing! I want the feeling of being one with you, body and soul!" 　　"Get lost, who wants to be one with you, body and soul!"

"Seriously, when are you going to... you know... with me?"
"Let's talk about it when you officially marry me. I want to give my virginity to my husband. Let's see if you're lucky enough to have it
!"
"Okay, you wait and see. I'll marry no one but you in this life!"
Time passed day by day, and just as Nan Nan said, she held firm to her last line of defense.
She even helped me with her hands and used her mouth to quell my desire, but I still couldn't truly experience
real pleasure.
I was so naive back then; if it were today, I would have let her fuck me 800 times already. I persisted,
enduring the pain for the sake of legitimacy, and to be honest, I really enjoyed her little hands and mouth.
Although she wouldn't let me actually penetrate her, there were still plenty of activities outside the door. This way, she also enjoyed
the pleasures of being a woman.
The first time Nan Nan and I were naked together (of course, with our underwear on) was a few days before an exam,
during our review time. Needless to say, my grades weren't bad; I remember ranking around 10th to 15th in my class (hehe,
surprising, right? Looks like I'm suited for high-IQ crimes!). Of course, Nan was in the top three in my class.
That day after school, we walked home together. I took her for a leisurely ride, and she sat
on the back of the bike, her arms around my waist (my old bicycle was retired from use after we got together), chatting with me. That
was the routine every day.
When we got to her building, she jumped off the bike and kissed me on the cheek. "Starting tomorrow, I'm going to tutor you. You
need to work hard and get good grades so others can see."
"Okay," I said, scratching my head, thinking, "If I do well, my friends will laugh at me!" But, my wife's words were law
, so I had to obey.
The next day, after school, we went to her house. Her parents were at work, so it was just the two of us. I dropped
my schoolbag and lay down on the bed.
"Hey, why are you lying down? Didn't we agree I'd tutor you?"
"Yeah, I need to rest too."
"Rest? What are you doing?"
"Miss, have you forgotten who brings you home every day? You weigh over 100 pounds! Shouldn't you lose
weight?" "Go to hell! I don't weigh over 100 pounds. If you think I'm fat, go find someone else 　　! There are plenty of
people who want to take me home !" 　　"Let's see who dares! Don't you want to live?" 　　"You, you can't change your bad temper. Okay, get up, let's begin." 　　"Okay!" I exclaimed happily, getting up and picking her up. 　　"Hey, what are you thinking about? I said I'm reviewing! Put me down!" 　　"It's my dear wife, you're tutoring me, how can I let you get tired?" I carried her to the desk. 　　With such a beautiful woman in front of me, how could I concentrate on studying? While she explained the problems to me, I started touching her. 　　"Hey, that's enough for today, my head hurts..." I said, lying down on her bed and casually 　　picking up her teddy bear, punching it in the head. 　　"Tell me, did you see my wife's body?" 　　"You, you're so irresponsible, why did you stop learning after just a little while?" 　　"I'm not learning anymore, I'm going crazy if I keep learning, good wife, quickly massage my head, my head is about to explode 　　..." 　　She leaned against the wall, and I lay in her arms. I closed my eyes, feeling the warmth of the girl's body and that 　　fragrance. The fragrance of a girl's body is irreplaceable by any perfume, and it is also the best aphrodisiac. 　　The desire in my body slowly rose, and I reached my hand to her chest. Even through her bra, I could still feel 　　the softness inside. 　　"No, you bad boy, if you touch me again, I won't massage you!" 　　"Okay, if you don't want a massage, we can do something else..." I grinned at her mischievously. 　　I turned around impatiently and knelt on the bed. "Wife, let's consummate our marriage..." 　　"Who, with you, who with you..." 　　Before she could finish the words "consummate our marriage," her lips were already sealed by mine. I sucked hard on her lips 　　, drawing her smooth little tongue into my mouth. The long, passionate kiss left her breathless. 　　I laid her down and pressed myself against her. I cupped her head, stroking her slightly curly long hair 　　(to this day, I still have a soft spot for naturally curly long hair). 　　I gently kissed her lips; sweet and soft, the most delicious thing in the world. At that moment, I was intoxicated 　　. Time and space disappeared in our world. There was only me and my goddess. I was her subject, and she 　　was high above me. The goddess stretched out her hands to me, and I worshipped her with excitement. 　　As our passion intensified, we began to undress each other, but at the last moment, I still 　　couldn't remove the underwear that was preventing me from going any further from her body. " It doesn't matter, it'll be mine sooner or later anyway , 　　" 　　I thought childishly. 　　She closed her eyes, feeling me remove her bra. After she was out of the bra, I knelt beside her, casting a low shadow 　　on this masterpiece of human form… "What are you looking at?" she 　　asked, covering her chest with her hands. I removed her hands from her chest and took them in my hands. "Wife, you're so beautiful, you're my goddess 　　, you know that?" 　　Hearing these tender words, Nan Nan became excited too. She pulled me down onto her. 　　I carefully caressed every inch of her skin. I could clearly see her body turn from white to pink, 　　her small areolas had become erect from my caresses, and the small red cherry on top was already tender and dewy. I put 　　that red cherry in my mouth, gently teasing it with my tongue, sometimes sucking, sometimes making circular motions along her areola 　　. Her desire had been aroused by my teasing; she passionately embraced my head, 　　pressing it forcefully against her breasts. 　　After a while, I readjusted the height. I kissed her lips again, and wrapped her little hand around my little 　　brother. Thanks to my guidance, her technique had become increasingly skilled. 　　"Wife, give me a blowjob, okay?" 　　"You're so naughty!" She reached out and slapped my little brother, then slid down. 　　I lifted myself up to avoid crushing her. "Oh, wife, you're so good..." as my penis entered her...

The instant I took her mouth in my mouth, pleasure surged through my head (not that her oral sex technique was particularly good, but just watching such a
pure schoolgirl perform oral sex on you is more pleasurable than physical pleasure, especially since she's someone I love).
She swallowed and released for a while, then I pulled my penis out of her mouth and turned her over. We
positioned ourselves in a 69 position, and my hand reached for the edge of her panties. Seeing no reaction from her, I boldly pulled them
down.
When her pink vulva was revealed before me, I felt all the blood rush to my
head (of course, the blood was still in my penis). Although I was very excited, I didn't immediately attack her genitals
. I kissed and caressed her white buttocks; she must have felt very comfortable, her body involuntarily
writhing.
I reached one hand to caress her back and the other to stroke her thighs. She also tried her best to help
me, wanting to give me even greater pleasure.
Looking at her pink vulva and the glistening dewdrops clinging to her pubic hair, I could no longer suppress my inner urges
. I stuck out my tongue and licked her vulva. The moment my tongue touched her vulva, a
joyful moan escaped from her mouth, which was still holding my penis.
As I licked, her labia majora gradually parted, revealing the paradise I had longed for. I
carefully inserted a finger. Indeed, I truly touched that hymen. At that moment, this was
more moving than any vow or promise I had ever heard.
She spat out my penis and looked up: "Ah, no, it's swollen, don't put it in..."
Seeing this, I quickly withdrew my finger and covered her vulva with my lips. I slowly
parted her labia majora, gradually inserting my tongue.
Just as I was passionately kissing her, I noticed a small red thing peeking out from a little above her vagina (at
the junction of the labia) (later I learned it was the clitoris). I tried to put it
in my mouth, but as soon as I touched that little thing, Nan Nan's body started trembling uncontrollably.
I increased the intensity and frequency, and Nan Nan forgot about giving me oral sex, gripping my penis tightly, closing her eyes
and moaning loudly.
"Ah, ah... I... I'm going to die..." In her high-pitched screams, Nan Nan experienced her
first orgasm.
Poor little brother, at the moment of her orgasm, she gripped my little brother tightly, and I cried out in pain
: "Ah, wife, it hurts!"
Nan Nan lay weakly on top of me, panting heavily, still holding my little brother in her hand.
The love fluid spurting from her vagina smeared all over my face.
I really didn't know what to do. My little brother was standing tall and erect, and my wife was enjoying
the feeling after her orgasm on the bed.
"Hey, wife, you've had your fun, what about me?"
"Just now, I really thought I was going to die, but it felt so good!"
"Come on, look how pitiful it is!" I held my throbbing little brother and waved it in front of her.
"I'm out of strength, let me help you with my hand!"
"Quick, quick..."
Finally, with our "cooperation," I ejaculated my hot semen.
From then on, we frequently sought pleasure at various times and places, but we still couldn't break through the last
line of defense. Until one event happened that changed my life and my promise to her.
I completely hurt her, and that simple happiness vanished...
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Once the tide of desire breached the last dam of shyness, the desire for pleasure
surged like an unstoppable flood. I smiled as I bore it all, bearing the weight of life, helpless,
the smile hidden beneath my face.
( 　　VI 　　)
********** 　　...　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　At first, she was very opposed, but later, 　　seeing how persistent we were, she stopped saying anything. 　　If love can truly purify a person, then I was crystal clear back then 　　. I really listened to her then and rarely fought anymore; my brothers even laughed at me for being so obedient. 　　Until someone appeared, and our relationship took a turn for the better. 　　I remember his name was Li Hao, two years ahead of us. He was quite well-known in our school. We usually kept to ourselves 　　, and everyone got along peacefully. But I don't know why he took a liking to my Nan. At first, I didn't 　　care, even though my brothers told me about it. 　　Until later, he started openly pursuing my Nan, and how could I, young and hot-blooded, stand this humiliation? 　　I immediately had someone tell him that she was mine and that he'd better not get involved. 　　Normally, this would have been resolved peacefully, but this guy, for some reason, insisted on pursuing her relentlessly. Of course, 　　Nan told me more than once not to fight over this, and I just brushed it off. 　　I thought to myself, forget it, I'll just say a few nice words to him and act like a pushover. So I told Shanben and Daping 　　that we'd meet in the school parking garage that evening. 　　After school, we went to the garage (I told Nan to go home first, even though she had a premonition that something bad would happen today).

(But he couldn't resist my persistent pleading and had to go home first).
When we arrived at the garage, we were all taken aback. The garage was full of people, some of whom we recognized,
but most of them were strangers. Damn! We weren't pushovers either, but at this point, we had no choice but to grit
our teeth and fight it out. The guy named Li Hao sat on a bicycle, gave us a disdainful look, and didn't say anything.
A few guys we recognized with him came forward, "Youzi, you're here."
I ignored him, "So, what do we do?"
"It seems like you were the one who invited me today!"
"Yeah, now it's all about who has the upper hand."
"Hmph, you're really good at playing the game, aren't you? Fine, I won't waste my breath on you. One sentence: you leave
Zhang Nan, get the hell out of here, she's mine from now on."
I realized I'd made a mistake coming today. I turned around and winked at Shanben and Daping, signaling them to get ready
. Although they outnumbered us, I wasn't afraid of them once we were out of the garage, because many of my brothers
were waiting for us outside.
"Damn it, you think you can even speak like a human being?! You want to kick everyone you want?"
"Right, kid, I'm going to kick you today, and I want your girl too!"
He was still smugly playing with his lighter. He saw the anger in my eyes and provocatively
said, "Kid, I outnumber you today. Don't even think about anything else. Give me an explanation, and you can leave, or else
..."
I couldn't contain my anger any longer, "Fuck your mother, or I'll leave you lying here..."
I quickly rushed to Li Hao's side, concentrating all my strength in my fist, and smashed it into his face
. Before he could react, he clutched his face and fell backward. Shanben and Daping immediately rushed over and knocked
the guys on either side of him to the ground. Because we fought often, our teamwork was already very smooth.
After they placed the guy next to Li Hao, the three of us surrounded him in a fan shape. The other
brothers rushed forward, blocking the onrushing crowd in the narrow garage aisle. Zhang Song, also known as Xiao
Si'er, turned and shouted at us, "Hurry up, hurry up and go..."
Looking at Li Hao lying face up on his bicycle, he had lost his earlier arrogance. One hand covered his face,
the other raised, pleading for mercy.
"Stop hitting me, brother, it was my fault... please stop hitting me..."
Shanben and Daping came to him, each grabbing one of his arms and lifting him off the bicycle. His face
was filled with fear.
"Fuck your mother! You wanted my woman, didn't you? I'll see how you face her after this. If I don't make you
remember me for the rest of your life, then I've wasted all this time here..."
This time I didn't use my fist, but my elbow. And the force was concentrated on his groin. When I elbowed
him, a spray of blood spurted out, staining my clothes red. He couldn't dodge, couldn't speak, he
could only take the beating.
Seeing their men charging forward, I shouted, "Brothers, get out of here..."
We quickly left the garage and arrived at the courtyard of the residential area next to the school. Zhu Gang, also known as Little Pig, and
Xiao San'er were waiting inside with the other brothers. They saw the blood on my clothes and thought I was
injured.
"What happened? They messed with you, damn it... where are they? They dared to touch you, don't they want to live?"
Little Pig said, about to rush outside, but Shan Ben grabbed him. "It's okay, we're fine, but that kid got beaten up
badly. The blood on Youzi is his. I think this is going to be serious. Brothers, get ready these next few days
. Damn it, let them know who's in charge here."
"Gather more men recently. If we're going to do it, we'll take them down in one go!" San'er said. Li Hao and his men also
rushed outside the courtyard, but none of them dared to come in.
First, they didn't know how many of us there were, and second, they really didn't dare, after all, we weren't easy
to deal with.
I walked to the courtyard gate and shouted at the crowd, "What the hell are you looking at? Anyone who's not happy,
come on in!"
No one spoke up. Just then, a guy stepped out from the crowd. I recognized him as Li Hao's
buddy, the one who had some influence among their group.
"Kid, you've got a ruthless move. You got the better end of the deal today, but don't get too excited, you'll regret it later!"
I was about to retort when the police cars arrived. I quickly took off my blood-stained clothes and went back into the crowd.
"Why aren't you home after school? What are you all doing here? Are you going to fight?"
When the police cars arrived, both sides fell silent and dispersed in different directions.
Neither Shanben nor I went home. We immediately notified the other brothers, including some we weren't close to.
After discussing it, I didn't go home immediately but went to Zhang Nan's building. I didn't go upstairs;
I sat down on the roadside outside her building. I had a premonition that something bad was going to happen. My first thought was to see my Nan. I was afraid,
afraid I would never see her again.
Just then, Zhang Nan appeared on her balcony. That moment felt like a reunion after a lifetime. I called
her name loudly.
Zhang Nan heard me. She saw the blood-stained clothes in my hand and my anxious face.
She dropped something on the ground and rushed out of the house. She ran to my side, crying, and hugged
me tightly. Afraid her parents would see me like this, I led her outside.
We went to the garden behind her house. It was usually quiet there, and since it wasn't a public holiday, there
was no one there. The setting sun shone through the trees onto us. The garden was silent, and a sense of sadness
welled up inside me.
We hugged tightly for a long time, Zhang Nan crying. Between sobs, she asked, "Are you hurt...?
Why are you like this? Do you know how worried I was?"
I gently patted her back. "It's nothing, I just came to see you because I didn't want you to worry."
"Then what's with the blood on you?"
"I just dealt with that kid, I beat him pretty badly, the blood is his, I'm not hurt."
"Why did you hit him?"
"Because he's pursuing you, I want him to know that you're the one I love most, and no one can take you
away from me. You're mine, mine alone, you understand?"
"I know, I'm yours, I won't fall in love with anyone else, but you beat him up like this, will you be alright
?"
"No, what could possibly happen to me!" Although I said that, I wasn't really sure.
Only after she wiped away her tears and promised not to cry again after we met did I take her home.
"I won't go in, it's not good for your parents to see. Be good and don't cry, I'm fine, aren't I?"
The next day, Shanben and I didn't go to school. The teacher didn't bother us because we always caused trouble in class
.
We contacted a few of the hooligans we were on good terms with, mostly people who skipped school and
hung out in the streets. There were also some of our former classmates; these were the ones who could rush in if a fight broke out. We spent the whole day
gathering manpower and raising money. Little Pig went to prepare the weapons, San'er and Si'er went to find people outside, and Shanben, Daping, and I
went to raise the money.
By noon, we had scraped together about 5,000 yuan. Back at school, just as
we were about to enter the gate, we ran into a guy named Luo, a year ahead of us. We usually got along quite well;
he'd even helped us stop them last night.
"Hey Luo, how's that guy?"
"Sigh…you guys were really something yesterday, daring to hit him with so many of them?"
"Hmph, it was just because they outnumbered me yesterday, otherwise I would have crippled him and tried to steal my girl!"
"Is it worth it for a girl? I'm telling you, they've challenged you to meet at the medical university on Saturday noon. Do whatever you want
with them."
"Okay, I was planning to go find him myself if you hadn't come to me. By the way, stay away that day. I know you
know some of them; if a fight breaks out, whose side are you on?"
"Okay, I know. I won't show up that day!"
It was definitely the right person to come; otherwise, we'd be in trouble if we had to look for him again. Seeing that
they'd already issued a challenge, Shanben and I realized there was no need for us to go back to school.
That evening, we gathered again in a small alley in Wusong. Some of the local thugs we were on good terms with
came to ask what was going on. Most were just there for a visit; those who stayed were people we had a good relationship with. Since
the people we gathered weren't from the same area, and some even had past grudges, I told their leaders not to
rebel first.
Finally, the agreed-upon time arrived.
I was already waiting for them at the place I'd arranged with my brothers. At 11:45, our first
group arrived—the main force I'd recruited, with whom I had excellent connections, so they were the first to arrive. Gradually, almost everyone
arrived, forming a human wall on the small street in front of our school.
It was a truly spectacular sight—about 200-300 thugs from Heping District gathered on
that small street in front of our school. We've never seen anything like that in our area since. Even now, when I
meet friends who experienced it, the topic still gets exciting.
Thinking about it now, it was really foolish; I wouldn't do what I did back then, not to mention how much money it cost. From now on,
if each of us has one task, it'll keep us brothers busy for a while.
The two sides used the school gate as a dividing line, completely blocking the already narrow street.
Li Hao's group had far fewer people than us, clearly unprepared. He never imagined
we'd be able to gather so many men.
But among their group were a few old thugs we couldn't afford to mess with. Of course, we had a plan. I
had anticipated he'd look down on us, thinking that if he brought a few tough guys, we'd back down. So we also
called in a few of the local thugs.
Since they weren't prepared, I was going to make sure Li Hao was completely wiped out. I told Shanben and the old
thugs we'd brought to invite some of the more influential people they'd brought to dinner—we'd pay for it, of course.
At this point, Li Hao panicked. I saw him frantically making a phone call. Strike while the iron is hot, a few brothers and I grabbed
our weapons and rushed to Li Hao's side while he was on the phone. He panicked and forgot to speak, holding the phone in his hand,
turning to look at us, unsure what to say.
One of the guys next to him, named Yu Liang, spoke up, "Hey guys, wait a minute, they'll be here soon. Here, have a smoke
."
He pulled out a pack of Zhonghua cigarettes; I could tell at a glance it was a bribe for those old thugs.
I took the cigarette and lit it smugly. "You saw how many of us are here. You have 15 minutes.
Talk to him if you want to come."
I brandished the stick in my hand, and then we returned to our position.
Time ticked by, and no one from Li Hao's side showed up. My brothers started to get restless.
"Why don't we just catch that kid and give him a good beating? What are we waiting for?"
"Yeah, waiting like this isn't going to work. With so many people, the police will be here soon, and then we won't be able to beat him up
."
I took a deep drag on my cigarette and smashed the butt on the ground. "Let's go, go catch him! Brothers, grab your weapons!"
My brothers shouted, grabbing their weapons. "Shanben, tell the guys over there
to flank him this way. Don't let that kid get away."
I had arranged for a group of men to ambush them beforehand.
I stared intently at Li Hao. He had completely broken down, the cigarette in his hand falling to the ground without him even noticing
. A lower-grade student he usually looked down on, a petty thug with the woman he liked. But at this
moment, all he could see was the dark mass of people and the immense mental pressure of the impending physical pain.
The people around him also retreated. The moment I raised my stick, he trembled and
knelt down. His so-called buddies scattered and fled.
Of course, none of them managed to escape. The first one to run was the first to fall, rolling on the ground,
crying and screaming. Seeing this, the others all gave up the idea of running away and obediently squatted on the ground.
I walked over and grabbed Li Hao's hair. His hand grabbed my wrist, and I raised my leg and kicked him in the face
.
"Damn, now you're playing the coward? Where did your guts go when you were fighting me for a woman?"
I dragged him into the grove inside the medical university.
"You're not leaving this university standing up today!"
I brandished the stick in my hand and shouted to the brothers behind me, "Everyone here, kick him once
, then take your money and leave!"
At this moment, Li Hao suddenly stood up like a madman, shouting, "Zheng You, I'll fuck your mother!
If you have the guts, kill me today! As long as I have a breath left, you'll never have a peaceful life again..."
Before he could finish, Shanben kicked him in the mouth. Li Hao covered his mouth and fell to the ground, blood
flowing from between his hands, two front teeth missing.
Shanben's kick was like a signal; the brothers rushed forward, kicking and beating the fallen Li
Hao. I swung the stick around and smashed it hard on Li Hao's leg.
"Ah..." A scream rang out; Li Hao's only instinct was to protect his head and his broken leg.
I punched and cursed, "Fuck your mother, you dared to steal my woman, you dared to act tough with me..."
The scene before me turned red as I frantically smashed the stick against him. Before I knew it, the stick had
broken, and I continued to beat him repeatedly with my hands...
Suddenly, through the gaps in the crowd, I saw a familiar figure. She was there, covering her mouth with her hands, crying. My
hand froze in mid-air.
It was Nan. What was she doing here? Had she seen everything I was doing?
She noticed me and then turned and ran quickly towards the medical university's sports field. My brothers, seeing me
suddenly stop, stood frozen in place, bewildered. I parted the crowd and chased after Nan.
"Nan, don't run... what's wrong? Why are you running?" For some reason, tears
streamed down my face.
I stood there, staring blankly at Nan's receding figure. I don't know why I didn't chase after her.
Maybe it was because I saw that at that moment, the distance between us was greater than it seemed. Maybe it was because I didn't know
what to say to her if I caught up.
Now I know why she wanted to leave me. She said that at that moment she saw the real me,
a me that didn't belong to her, a me destined to be trapped in darkness for the rest of my life.
And so, I watched my Nan run out of my sight…
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Once the raging tide of desire breached the last dam of shyness, the yearning for pleasure
surged like an unstoppable flood.
I smiled as I bore it all, bearing the weight of life, helpless, the smile hidden beneath my surface.

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