I have finally lost you.

Author: statn555
Word Count: 5307
Published: 2016/09/07 Forum
Preface: This story is ordinary yet sorrowful. The main plot is a true reflection of my own life experiences, with some
inaccuracies and name changes. These years of romantic experiences have matured me, brought me joy
, pain, and entanglement. Many times I wanted to share with friends but lacked the courage. Now, we are like
strangers, our fate has run its course. Recently, I finally had time to organize my thoughts, and writing these words is
a way of giving myself closure and ending my ten-year relationship.
Character Introduction:
My name is En, from Beijing, 185cm, 75kg. I have always had a habit of exercising and am a strong
, straight man.
I lost my virginity at 14 and had my first sexual experience. Due to a relatively lonely childhood, I have a deep-seated skin allergy
and mild sex addiction. My junior high and high school years were colorful, and my university years saw an even more unrestrained indulgence.
Having been intimate with countless women, I'm a seasoned straight man with a masculine fetish, a breast fetish, and a penchant for attractive women. I have NTR and exhibitionist/
humiliation fantasies.
Basically, I'm an honest pervert. I previously had a girlfriend,
Xiao S, who was studying in the UK for a year. She spent about half the year there completing her studies. When I had sex with Xuan, my girlfriend was
n't in China. Our relationship was maintained only through passionate videos, which also led to my sexual frustration
and gave me the opportunity to cheat.
Her name is Xuan, she's from Beijing, 168cm tall, 55kg, with a D-cup bust, perfectly shaped and firm
, full breasts and a curvy figure, fair skin, and a sweet, delicate voice. Before meeting me, she was dating a boyfriend and had some naive
sexual experiences.
Her first sexual experience was forced upon her by her boyfriend, which suggests a somewhat submissive personality. She
enjoys watching Korean dramas, romance novels, anime, cartoons, and online games. She has a simple personality and possesses an amazing body
and the ability to have multiple orgasms. She also harbors NTR fantasies and a masochistic mentality. She is passionate and
decisive in both love and hate.
Wei, Xuan's ex-boyfriend and college classmate, was her first sexual partner. After dating Xuan for
two years during their junior year, he forcibly took her virginity. He has a somewhat thin penis, is a bespectacled, refined, and physically weak boy, and his sexual ability
is average, usually lasting only about ten minutes. For a girl like Xuan, who is naturally promiscuous, he is clearly
inadequate and cannot fully satisfy her basic needs. He remains hung up on Xuan after their breakup, and his character
is prominently featured later in the story.
More characters will be added later.
Chapter One: Meeting You, a Blessing or a Curse?
The story begins in May 2005. My first meeting with Xuan was at a dinner party
. The friends at the table were all strangers. Xuan sat quietly opposite me, eating and chatting, without any pretense or affectation.
My impression of her was that she had large breasts, probably a 37D cup, and was a very cheerful girl.
Halfway through the drinking session, everyone was chatting happily, and Xuan and I clinked glasses a few times. She seemed like
a very well-behaved girl. When it was time to leave, everyone suggested going to karaoke, but I was a little drunk and wanted to go home. Xuan asked me
to take her, since we were going in the same direction. On the way, we chatted about how I had a lot of cartoons on my computer, and she also really liked cartoons
, so we decided to change direction and go home to my place first.
When we got home, I found the cartoons on Xuan's computer and went to take a shower. When I came out, I saw her leaning
lazily against my bed, and I
couldn't resist my lust. I immediately changed the cartoon from Inuyasha to Night Ward. Holding her hand, I continued watching. Gradually, I felt Xuan's breathing become heavy beside me, and I guessed she was aroused. So,
I quietly touched her breasts; they were indeed big, soft, and a little sweet. Xuan said she was sleepy and wanted to sleep, telling me to watch by myself.
I kept the cartoon playing, continuing to hold her and grope her. As she slowly fell into a deep sleep, I secretly
took my penis out to breathe.
By the time the fourth episode of the night shift ward aired, I had completely lifted Xuan's bra and was freely playing with
her two large breasts. They felt wonderful, heavy and firm, with her nipples playfully perking up.
As I gently kneaded them, Xuan kept her eyes tightly closed, clearly pretending to be asleep and enjoying it.
By the time I realized this, my penis was already rock hard, the large purple glans completely stretched open
, exposing the foreskin. So I lifted Xuan's legs and spread them apart, slowly pulling down her panties.
She seemed to cooperate, the crotch of her panties completely soaked. I touched Xuan's vulva; it had
large, thick labia, and her clitoris wasn't small either. I gently rubbed her clitoris a few times. Xuan was still pretending
to be asleep with her eyes closed, but her mouth was already open, softly moaning.
I might as well go all the way. When I placed the head of my penis against Xuan's labia majora, I clearly felt a warm
suction. I slowly inserted my penis into her vagina, feeling her trembling as she enveloped it. Once it was
fully inside, I didn't rush to thrust. Instead, I gently played with Xuan's 37D breasts, lightly pinching and
circling her nipples, lifting them up to play with them, and then squeezing out the deep cleavage.
Perhaps because my penis was so thick, I felt Xuan's vagina noticeably clench around it, but she was still
pretending to be asleep. I decided to start enjoying her warm, plump vagina. When I began to thrust, Xuan opened her eyes and said no,
but her weak struggles made her large breasts swing with great dynamism, so I thrust even harder.
Slowly, I began to hear her moans, soft but full of enjoyment.
Xuan kept saying no, but her little pussy gripped my penis tightly. Her juices flowed down my shaft,
onto my balls, and then slapped hard against her wet pussy. The desires we'd both suppressed all night ignited simultaneously. Kissing her
earlobe, I felt her climax, her juices overflowing.
Finally, my glans pressed against Xuan's cervix, ejaculating a thick stream of semen, so hot it made her uterus contract.
As my penis slowly slid out of Xuan's pussy, the semen mixed with her juices flowed from her vagina onto the bed. I
was completely exhausted, too sleepy to keep my eyes open, so I let her digest it herself and fell asleep…
The next morning, I woke up to find her almost exactly in the same position as the night before, her legs spread wide
, her large breasts pressed together. Only the semen stains on the sheets and her slightly swollen pussy reminded me of what had happened.
What had happened before. This time she was truly fast asleep, it seemed she had expended considerable energy last night.
As I watched, my penis hardened again; I was indeed somewhat infatuated with the body beside me.
I mounted her, sucking on her nipple as I recalled last night's experience, my fingers gently kneading her exposed clitoris.
I was curious why her clitoris could be so clearly erect and protruding; it felt like she was born with a wanton body.
Within minutes, her swollen vulva was completely soaked with vaginal fluid. When my penis entered her, she
was truly "awakened" again.
Xuan looked into my eyes, her gaze filled with resentment and tenderness. We stared at each other, our bodies in close
physical contact, our hearts feeling each other. Slowly, her face flushed, and she said to me, "You have to treat me well."
I knew that she had finally truly accepted me. And so, I released
my tenderness onto the girl I had only met last night, guiding her to cooperate with my thrusts. And so the following conversation ensued…
"Do you like my big cock?"
"Mmm…" "
Is it thick?"
"Mmm…"
"I was very rough last night, did it hurt you?"
"Mmm, it still hurts now t_t…"
"Then I'll go slower, gentler." "Do you like my glans pressing against your cervix?"
"Yes, please don't be so rough."
"Okay, I won't be so rough, I'll rub the glans against your cervix."
So I knelt on the bed, lifted her legs and placed them on my shoulders, my penis reaching its deepest point, the glans rubbing
against her cervix in circles, while she squeezed her breasts and played with her nipples. Suddenly, I noticed her face turned very red, and
the pressure she was applying to her breasts increased. Her vagina was contracting forcefully. At that moment, my penis was deeply
inserted into her plump little pussy, feeling the spasms and tremors of her uterus, enjoying the pleasure brought by her orgasm.
After her orgasm ended, I started thrusting again, while vigorously kneading her large breasts. Her eyes were glazed
as I did as I pleased.
"Was that good? Did you orgasm?"
"...Mmm."
"Darling, do you know what I like most about you?"
"...Tell me."
"I love watching you swing your breasts and get all horny when you orgasm, hahaha."
"...You bad boy."
"But you've had your fun, but I haven't. Hurry up and have another orgasm, squeeze my big penis hard!"
At this moment, I started thrusting forcefully into her little pussy again.
"...Mmm, okay."
"Tell me, aren't you the little slut who loves big penises the most?"
"...Mmm, I am."
"Say it!" I thrust hard into her cervix twice.
"Ah...ah...I am! I'm the little slut who loves being fucked by big dicks the most!" "
Say that Xiaoxuan is a little whore, a little slut who only loves big dicks!"
"Ah...so good...ah...ah...Xiaoxuan is a little whore, Xiaoxuan is
a little slut who only loves her brother's big dicks..." "
Say that you want your big dick to grind against your uterus every day, and you want your big dick to fuck your little pussy every day! " "
...So shameful, ah...so good..."
"Say it now!! Little slut!!" At this point, I was about to ejaculate, so my tone became fierce.
"Ah... Xiaoxuan needs my big glans to rub against her uterus every day, and my big cock to penetrate her little pussy every day...
Ah..."
Hearing her lewd words, I climaxed inside her little pussy, finally reaching orgasm with her. My glans pressed against her
uterus, ejaculating more than a dozen times. With each ejaculation, she would squeeze my cock tightly. She really is a natural
little slut.
After the dust settled, looking at her swollen and red pussy, I decided that I was going to have this girl.
Chapter Two: Entangled, Mixed Feelings
In the following days, we maintained ambiguous text message contact and flirted on QQ. At the same time, I learned that
she, like me, had a boyfriend—Wei. Hahaha, what was unexpected was that we were both
cheating on each other in our relationships at the same time, making... I felt much less burdened. Since we were both still in a relationship,
we didn't arrange a second meeting. However, the increasing frequency of communication and our after-work QQ chats
allowed Xuan and me to get to know each other better.
About two weeks later, our evening QQ chats turned into video chats, and the conversations
gradually became more intimate. She went from wearing normal clothes to pajamas, then to tank tops, and finally,
after I seduced her, she took off her tank top and chatted naked. The content also included video masturbation
and fantasies about sex.
Every time I looked at this naked girl on the screen, so open and honest with me, looking at her full and sexy
body… Because of the swaying breasts during orgasm and the trembling, overflowing vagina with my fingers inserted, I would experience a
surge of sensual pleasure. Gradually, Little S was no longer the one who said goodnight to me every day, and
I drifted further and further away from my original life.
Sometimes, during video sex, I would ask her about Wei. Xuan told me that she and Wei had
been together since college; Wei was her first boyfriend. During a holiday trip,
in a run-down little hotel, Wei, drunk, forcibly took her virginity. How pitiful, it was indeed an unhappy
memory! Xuan also asked me, somewhat surprised, why there was such a big difference in male penis sizes; Wei's was long
and thin, much longer than the average steel... My penis was slightly thicker than Wei's, but it was almost three times as thick.
The first time we made love, she felt a swollen, full sensation. The duration of our lovemaking also differed greatly.
Wei usually ejaculated in about ten minutes, while my two previous encounters lasted about an hour,
almost overwhelming her. By chance, we talked about having sex in front of Wei, giving him a "teaching
lesson." That day, Xuan experienced multiple orgasms quickly. We also discussed various details of my lovemaking with Xiao S,
including the depth of oral sex, the positions used, and lewd conversations, all of which intensely aroused Xuan
. During our conversation, I also learned that Xuan was a girl with a high sex drive, and she was attracted to strangers outside her romantic relationships.
People can also fantasize and get excited. Occasionally, we talked about exhibitionist and BDSM scenarios, and she openly expressed her orgasms.
Unconsciously, these unintentional conversations gently laid
the groundwork for our future exhibitionist and NTR activities.
One weekend evening, we opened QQ for a video chat as usual.
Hmm: Honey, didn't you go on a date with Wei today? Are you tired? You don't seem to be in a good mood.
Xuan: Hmm, today... I'm a little annoyed today. En: What's wrong? Who made our little slut angry?
Tell me, I'll go bully him for you!
Xuan: ...
En: Tell me, tell your brother! I'll stand up for you!
Xuan: ... It's nothing, it's okay, let's talk about something happy.
How could I ignore her? At this moment, I would definitely catch her dissatisfaction and details.
If I wanted to completely win her over, I had to seize every detail that could help me.
En: Darling, be good, tell me, what happened? You're obviously unhappy. Xuan:
Let me think... Ugh, there are some things I don't know how to say. En: It's okay, we have a long night
, let's just talk slowly. Let's start talking from when you wake up today :)
Xuan: ... I'm impressed, you can even do that, you really are understanding.

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