My Mixed-Race Girlfriend (Side Story) - Past Events

Author: Crazy Xiaowei
2015/06/23 First published on: Spring Courtyard Forum
Unauthorized reproduction is strictly prohibited!

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Let's start with the usual rambling. First of all, I must say that readers are getting smarter and smarter. I
thought you had already guessed many plot points that others wouldn't have thought of. I want to ask you, can you please focus on reading and
stop letting imaginations run wild? This puts a lot of pressure on me!

Then, here's some sad news: I'll probably be taking a break from updating for a while. Firstly, because I'm busy, and secondly,
because I don't even remember what I wrote before. I need to reorganize my thoughts, look at
the previous structure, and then outline the general framework for the rest of the story, so that it doesn't become like this, fragmented and
unreadable even to myself.

Finally, thank you all for your support. I will be back as soon as possible.

PS: The paragraph breaks are messed up, and I'm too lazy to fix them. Could someone kindly help me format them?
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The days I spent with Xin'er were quite long, especially after we broke down the last barrier. We
had practically no secrets or reservations between us.

A couple of days ago, Xin'er and I had a heart-to-heart talk about
many things from the past. Xin'er even dug out her old diaries and told me a lot.

So, I had an idea: I wanted to try telling everyone Xin'er's story from her perspective.

My Hero: From as far back as I can remember, there has been someone in my heart whom I will never forget
—my hero, Xiao Wei.

I don't know why my parents entrusted me, at such a young age, to their comrades for foster care.

I was so young then, and I thought my parents didn't want me anymore. I even wondered if I'd been adopted; I
was incredibly heartbroken.

I remember the first day I went to Xiaowei's house. I cried from morning till night, until my eyes hurt and my throat
was hoarse.

Perhaps crying children are generally disliked; even kind people like Xiaowei's parents
couldn't stand me ignoring them.

Only Xiaowei refused his friends' invitations to go out and just knelt
beside me, wiping my tears, giving me water, gently patting my back, and staying with me all day.

His small body brought me immense warmth, making me feel that I hadn't been abandoned by anyone.

But children are always carefree, and Xiaowei would take me everywhere he went, introducing his
"new little sister"

to everyone. So I quickly made a group of friends, slowly forgetting the pain of leaving my parents
, and truly considering myself part of their family.

With Xiaowei's companionship, my childhood wasn't incomplete; in fact, it was quite happy.

Back then, the economy wasn't good, and we lacked many things.

But Xiaowei would always save the best snacks for me, watch "The Flower Fairy" with me instead of his favorite
Transformers, and save the money he would have spent on clothes for himself to buy me pretty dresses.

In short, he would save everything good for me, and even if he didn't have it, he would find a way to get
it for me.

或許是因為有了這樣一個小哥哥，我開始變得有些嬌蠻任性，天不怕地不怕
的，到處惹是生非，因為我知道就算犯了錯，小偉哥哥也會幫我擺平。

他會用自己弱小的身子去揍那些被我惹火了的大孩子；他會在我犯錯的時候
，擋在我前面幫我接受批評；他還會在大人們說我們是「小情侶」

的時候羞紅了臉不會說話。

就是因為這個一直守護著我的小哥哥，我的童年才無比快樂。

雖然不太貼切，但我覺得小偉就是我的英雄，當他站在我旁邊的時候，我什
麼都不怕。

雖然那時候根本不懂事，但我已經暗暗發誓，等我長大了一定要嫁給小偉。

The arrival of my parents, just like their departure, was so sudden and so overwhelming
.

I didn't even have time to properly say goodbye to Xiaowei before my parents, dragging large bags of luggage, took me away,
leaving behind the most important person in my life.

It's true, I felt he was more important than my parents.

I didn't cry on the day of our parting; I was afraid Xiaowei would be heartbroken, but my heart felt like it had been slashed with a
knife .

Xiaowei didn't cry either, though he bit his lip until it bled.

I don't understand the cruelty of society and life; I just don't understand why my parents gave me such
a , only to take him away from me.

I will always remember that day, which happened to be my elementary school graduation ceremony. My happiness remained there forever
, never to return.

Life afterward was filled with hardship and displacement.

I drifted with my parents through several Eastern European countries, forcing me to learn several languages and adapt to
local life. But often, just as I was getting started, I had to leave again.

This caused me to waste my best years of learning; my grades plummeted, and I was frequently criticized by my teachers. But
I didn't care, because I knew I wouldn't stay long anyway, and I would have to leave again.

My parents were always away from me because of their business, and this kind of life left me without a single friend.

I slowly became quiet and withdrawn, keeping to myself, and my longing for Xiaowei grew stronger.

Back then, I often slept alone. I was terrified; I could cry all night long.

I missed Xiaowei. I tried writing to him, but those damned letters never reached me.

That feeling of helplessness and abandonment from the world that I had in my childhood took over my life again.

Just as I was beginning to understand things, I lost the protection of my family and had to face many things alone.

This harsh reality made me cautious. To avoid getting hurt, I started to
calculate , to be cunning, to be meticulous in everything I did.

This is the law of survival, the only way for a young girl to protect herself.

Brother Xiaowei, when will I see you again? I'm so tired. Only by your side can I
let go of everything and be carefree.

First Love: If Xiaowei was my childhood sweetheart, then Liu Yuanyang was my true first love.

My first love wasn't a foreigner, but a genuine Chinese man.

I met Liu Yuanyang when I was fifteen.

At that time, my parents' business was relatively stable, and we temporarily settled in St. Petersburg.

I was in the second year of junior high school then, having just transferred to a local private school.

I had become numb; it was all the same everywhere. But this time, I felt a little excited because
there was someone else of Asian descent in my new class! This was the first time I'd met
someone .

Unfortunately, Liu Yuanyang wasn't a particularly outstanding person.

He was slightly overweight, short, had poor grades, wasn't popular, and was often
bullied .

Perhaps because we were of the same race, or perhaps because I'm naturally kind, I not only didn't look down on him, but I also became his
only friend.

Perhaps it was because we had so many similarities.

Liu Yuanyang's family situation was even worse than mine; his mother left him when he was very young, and his father took
him to Russia to do business.

Needless to say, how could a grown man possibly take care of a child? Besides, he had a drinking problem, and it was common for Liu Yuanyang to come to class covered in
bruises .

Not only that, he didn't have a single friend at school.

Europeans are very prejudiced against people of Asian descent, and coupled with Liu Yuanyang's introverted personality, he did everything alone—eating
alone , going to school alone, quietly disappearing from the public eye.

My situation was somewhat better than his at the time because I was of mixed race, not a purely
Asian , and I wasn't bad-looking. Plus, people are generally more tolerant of girls.

There were quite a few foreign boys pursuing me at school, but I really didn't know how to
interact with those foreigners who looked down on Asians. So, by chance, I became Liu Yuanyang's girlfriend.

No one had ever told me what love was, or what a boyfriend was. As a naive young girl just beginning to experience love, I knew nothing.

I just felt that being with Liu Yuanyang meant I finally had someone to talk to, and I no longer felt
so lonely.

So when he asked me to be his girlfriend, I agreed without hesitation. At the time, I
thought a boyfriend was just someone you're closer to than a friend.

Another reason I agreed to be with Liu Yuanyang was because I felt he sometimes resembled Xiaowei.

Perhaps children who become independent early are more sensitive than other children. He was very considerate and caring,
taking meticulous care of me. I was very grateful to him, and I agreed to most of his requests
, including my virginity.

I was fourteen or fifteen when I had my first time, a time of rapid physical development, and I was at the peak of it.

My height suddenly increased to 1.7 meters, and my body began to develop womanly curves.

My breasts, in particular, seemed to grow larger every day, making them stand out
noticeably .

Thankfully, in foreign countries, this was considered something to be proud of, not something to be ashamed of.

My development seemed to be making Liu Yuanyang uneasy.

When we were alone, he would frequently steal glances at my neckline, peek at my legs, and occasionally brush against
my arm.

And I felt the same way; around my period, I felt particularly agitated, and my vagina felt like it was
crawling with a tiny worm.

Sex education is very advanced abroad; I knew this was just the restlessness of puberty.

I remember it was a stormy night.

My parents were busy with social engagements and weren't home, leaving me all alone.

Thunder rumbled outside, and the wind howled. I was terrified, curled up on my bed
, too scared to even cry.

Just when I was at my most helpless, there was a knock on the door. I thought it was my parents coming home, and excitedly
ran to open it, crying all the while.

But the person standing outside wasn't my parents, but Liu Yuanyang, soaked to the bone.

At that moment, I didn't care who it was; I immediately threw myself into his arms and burst into tears.

"Anfiya, are you alright? Can I dry myself off first? We'll both catch a cold,"

Liu Yuanyang said after I had cried for a while.

I quickly welcomed him inside, my heart warming. "Ivan, what brings you here at this hour?"

"I know you're terrified of thunder and rain, so I came to see if you were alone. If so, I wanted to keep you
company "

Liu Yuanyang replied, drying himself off.

Liu Yuanyang was always so thoughtful.

I quickly took the towel from his hand and started drying him. "Running out so late, aren't you afraid your dad will look for
you?"

Liu Yuanyang sighed and replied, "Sigh, he's drunk again. I didn't dare go inside when I got to my door, and I've been
lingering outside ever since."

I felt a pang of sadness. He had a home he couldn't return to, while for me, going home was like not going home at all.

Liu Yuanyang's clothes were soaked through, and the towel couldn't dry them completely.

I lit the fire in the fireplace and said to him, "Ivan, take off your clothes and dry them by the fire,
be careful not to catch a cold."

I was so naive back then, I didn't think much of it.

Liu Yuanyang's expression suddenly became complicated, and his cheeks flushed, but he still took off his shirt and
sat quietly by the fireplace.

"Your pants are soaked too, take them off and dry them, don't be shy."

Compared to others who were also abroad, I was more open-minded than Liu Yuanyang.

Half-heartedly, he took off his pants and hung them by the fireplace, leaving only his briefs on.

I initially thought it was nothing, but when he appeared almost naked in front of me, I suddenly felt a little
embarrassed.

We fell silent for a moment, simply sitting quietly by the fireplace, our eyes fixed on the flames, letting the firelight illuminate our figures.
My face was flushed red from the heat.

"Anfia, you're so cute..."

Liu Yuanyang suddenly stammered out a sentence.

Hearing him say that, my heart suddenly started pounding. Although many people had complimented
me on my looks and cuteness before, I had never felt this way before.

I lowered my head shyly, and he continued, "I... can I hug you?"

My face turned even redder, but I didn't refuse; instead, I nodded.

I thought to myself that if Liu Yuanyang hadn't come to keep me company tonight, I wouldn't know how I would have gotten through this terrifying, stormy
night. Letting him hug me wouldn't be a big deal.

With my permission, Liu Yuanyang tiptoed to my side. He hesitated, or rather, pondered
for a long time, before finally putting his arms around my shoulders and embracing me from the side.

Two lonely young men, two youthful bodies, were somewhat disoriented by the warm fire in the fireplace
.

Even through my underwear, I could feel something hard pressing against me from below.
I knew, of course, that boys get erections when they're excited.

He held me tighter and tighter, his warm breath making my ears go weak. I didn't
know what was wrong with me; my mind was a jumbled mess, yet I also felt a strange sense of anticipation.

I guess Liu Yuanyang felt the same way as me. He gently kissed me on the cheek. Although he had
kissed me before, this time I felt I wanted more.

"Can I kiss your lips, Anfiya?"

Seeing that I was also blushing, Liu Yuanyang hesitated for a while before tentatively asking.

Actually, I had already been thinking about giving him my first kiss, so I nodded, pouted
slightly , and closed my eyes.

Seeing this, Liu Yuanyang quickly moved his face closer, but since neither of us had any experience, we
didn't kiss on the lips. Instead, our noses bumped together. We both froze for a moment, then smiled awkwardly at each other.

Without saying a word, Liu Yuanyang moved his face closer again.

This time he turned his head to the side, and our noses didn't bump together again.

Although this was my first kiss, I didn't really feel much; I just felt his lips were soft, and
I felt very nervous.

We touched each other's lips like that, and I could clearly feel him becoming more and more excited.

Perhaps it was human instinct, but I don't know when, our tongues were already in each other's mouths
.

My mind was filled with the warmth and wetness of his tongue, and he greedily sucked my tongue into his own
mouth , the soft sounds of our kisses making me feel a little confused and infatuated.

We didn't think about anything, just felt each other like that, kissing for a good half hour.

To be honest, I really enjoyed this feeling.

Gradually, Liu Yuanyang's hands became restless. He had been supporting my back, but now he
was groping towards my waist, occasionally touching the lower edge of my breasts.

At first, I didn't pay much attention, but when he suddenly pressed his hand against my breast, I instinctively
slapped it .

Liu Yuanyang thought I was angry and quickly withdrew his hand, but the wet kissing continued.

Perhaps men are just greedy and unrepentant animals; after a while, his hand climbed up to my chest again
.

But this time, when I tried to pull his hand away, he pressed firmly against my chest, refusing to let go, and sucked on my
tongue even harder.

With that squeeze, I suddenly felt my whole body go limp.

I had been gripping his wrist tightly, but this caused my hand to slowly loosen.

Liu Yuanyang began to knead my breasts even more brazenly, saying, "Anfiya, your
breasts are so soft, so big, they feel so good to touch..."

As he spoke, his other hand had already quietly slipped under my clothes.

Although my breasts were already quite large at that time, I wasn't used to wearing a bra, and my entire bare breast
was being held in his hand.

My nipples were being rubbed by his palm, sending waves of tingling pleasure through me that I couldn't resist.

Seeing that I no longer resisted, his other hand, which had been outside, also slipped in, and just like that, my
breasts were being played with by his hot hands, and I no longer knew how to refuse.

While rubbing, Liu Yuanyang subconsciously pushed my clothes up when I wasn't paying attention.

I was developing very quickly then, and the tank top I was wearing was no longer the right size. When he quietly pushed my tight clothes
up halfway, my swollen breasts immediately pushed the clothes open, and the entire tank top was pulled up to my neck
.

I guess Liu Yuanyang didn't expect that my pair of firm breasts would pop out like that, and he was completely
dumbfounded .

I was very shy and wanted to cover my chest, but he beat me to it and immediately took my nipple into
his mouth .

As he sucked, he licked my nipple with his tongue, which was much more stimulating than when he used his hands earlier.
My whole body tensed up, and I pressed his head down tightly with my hands.

Liu Yuanyang greedily sucked and licked between my breasts, and I felt like he was going to ruin them.

Although he had only just tasted the forbidden fruit, he couldn't stop. He pulled one of my
hands and pressed it to his genitals.

It was the first time I had ever touched a man's erect penis. Even through my underwear, I could feel
how .

I instinctively tried to pull my hand away, but he held it down firmly, rubbing it against my
hand and letting out soft moans of pleasure.

For some reason, I started to like this hard thing. I unconsciously slipped my hand inside
his underwear and began to stroke it. The fluid secreted from the glans had already soaked my hand.

My action completely ignited Liu Yuanyang's rage. He pulled off my underwear, then pulled my legs around
his waist , panting heavily and trembling as he said, "Anfiya... I... I can't take it anymore... Can I
put it down there?"

My underwear was already soaked, and my vagina was yearning for something. My face flushed as I replied, "Only... only..."
"You can leave it outside... but not inside... I'm not ready to do 'that' with you yet..."

Liu Yuanyang pressed down on me, saying, "Okay... okay, I'll leave it outside and not go in...
"

As he spoke, his penis was already pressing against me.

I unconsciously spread my legs and wrapped them around his waist, my overflowing vagina leaving a puddle on the carpet
.

Liu Yuanyang's hot glans suddenly thrust into my vaginal opening, and he held his penis, gently
rubbing it back and forth between my urethra and vaginal opening. I experienced an unprecedented tingling sensation, and my vagina was
unbearably itchy.

Liu Yuanyang's hot glans rubbed against my tender flesh, and we both began to breathe heavily. I was starting to
lose control; every time his glans touched my vaginal opening, it felt incredibly good. I unconsciously grasped his
penis and rubbed it there, indicating to him that this was where it felt best.

Although we didn't speak, we were now somewhat in sync.

Perhaps my vaginal opening also felt particularly good to him; he stopped rubbing back and forth and began to
gently thrust in and out of my vagina.

How could a young boy who had never experienced sex before withstand this? Each time he entered, he
went deeper and deeper, until now his entire glans was inside my vagina before he would pull out.

I felt a little panicked. Had we already made love? So this is what sex feels like? It's
so irresistible! Liu Yuanyang finally couldn't hold back any longer. When he put his glans into my vagina again,
he didn't pull out, but slowly explored deeper.

I couldn't take it anymore either; my vagina seemed to crave being possessed. I tightly clamped my legs around his waist,
giving him everything.

And so, I felt Liu Yuanyang's hard, thick penis, as hard as iron, slowly stretching open my
tight vagina until the entire penis was completely inside me.

Unexpectedly, I didn't feel the pleasure I expected; instead, I felt a
tearing pain.

I dug my nails into his back, gritting my teeth as I said, "It hurts...it hurts...take it out..."

But how could Liu Yuanyang stop at a time like this?

He thrust hard, hitting my cervix directly, and I couldn't help but

cry out.

Only then did he stop, leaving his penis inside my vagina.

"You...you said you'd only leave it outside..."

I said, somewhat reproachfully and regretfully.

"I'm sorry, Anfiya...I really couldn't stop. Does it hurt a lot?"

Liu Yuanyang was also a little nervous.

"It hurts a lot, take it out..."

I said anxiously.

Although Liu Yuanyang asked me this, he didn't seem to care about my answer.

After a while, he started moving again.

I could feel his penis rubbing against the walls of my vagina. To be honest, there was some of that tingling pleasure
, like the heart-pounding feeling on a pirate ship, but mostly, there was pain.

I knew I couldn't stop Liu Yuanyang anymore. He started getting used to it, thrusting his
penis , looking like he was in ecstasy.

My vagina was slowly stretched open, reducing some of the pain.

After about ten thrusts, he suddenly pressed me down tightly, his penis slamming all the way
in . Then I felt it throb, and a hot, scalding flow filled my vagina.

Liu Yuanyang had ejaculated inside me! I was startled and pushed him away. He seemed to sober up a bit and
quickly pulled his penis out.

As his penis was withdrawn, a milky white liquid mixed with streaks of bright red flowed from my vagina. My
virginity was gone just like that.

That night, Liu Yuanyang slept in the same bed as me.

In the latter half of the night, we instinctively made love twice more. Although neither session was long, it opened
Pandora 's box.

There was no pain, only pleasure.

After giving up my virginity, my relationship with Liu Yuanyang was like a floodgate opened,
unstoppable .

I must admit, my libido is indeed stronger than that of the average girl. After tasting the forbidden fruit, I could
never escape .

Thanks to our youthful exuberance, Liu Yuanyang and I practically had sex every other day. In the classroom, on the rooftop, in the hallways
, in the garden, in the park, at his house, at my house—almost anywhere we could find shelter, our wanton
figures were left behind.

Occasionally, Liu Yuanyang would get his hands on some low-quality porn and drag me to watch it,
imitating the bizarre positions the foreigners on the DVDs used for sex.

Although I was only a little over sixteen at the time, I was already considered a sex expert.

It was also from that time that I discovered, or rather, developed, a sexual fetish: exposing
myself.

I increasingly enjoyed having sex in different places, especially in public places where no one was around. I always
fantasized about being seen in my lewd state, and even my clothing became more and more revealing.
I felt extremely satisfied whenever someone stared at me lustfully.

What I'm about to tell you is something that greatly affected me.

Once, I had a cold and fever, and felt very unwell, so I took the afternoon off and went home.

I was used to no one being home, so I took two pills and went to my room to sleep.

About two hours later, I was half asleep when I suddenly felt a lot of noise outside my room, as if
many people were talking.

I thought it must be my parents coming home, so I got up, opened the door, and went out of my room.

The scene in the living room that I saw shocked me! Including my parents, there were about six or seven men and women
, all completely naked, engaging in group sex in the living room! I immediately spotted my mother; she was sitting
on a man, moving her body up and down joyfully, and that man wasn't my father.

On the other side, my father was thrusting into a blonde woman I'd never seen before in a doggy-style position.

At that moment, not only was I stunned, but everyone in the living room was also startled.

Although I had seen similar scenes in adult films before,
I never imagined it was real. Suddenly finding myself in it was still hard to believe.

Just then, my mother spoke. She seemed to be forcing a smile as she said, "Anfia, why didn't you go
to class? I thought you weren't home! Go put some clothes on, why are you out like this..."

Hearing her say that, I realized that because I had a fever and was too hot, I
had taken off all my clothes while sleeping, leaving only my underwear. I had been half-asleep and completely forgotten about it.

Now, my large breasts were on full display for everyone in the living room.

Just then, a white man with curly hair and a full beard leered at me and said, "Wow! Look at
our little princess, she's so beautiful! Eva, look, your daughter's breasts are almost bigger than yours! Haha! Want
to come over here and Uncle will teach you some fun games?"

I felt a mix of shame and inexplicable excitement. I shyly covered my chest, unsure of
what to do .

Just then, my father spoke up: "You little rascal, don't joke like that with kids, or I'll beat you up."

He then walked over to me and whispered, "Xin'er, you're not a child anymore. You
'll have to go through this sooner or later. You just happened to witness it today, consider it a lesson in advance."

I didn't know what to say, only whispering, "Dad... I'm a little embarrassed, I'll go inside first
."

My father patted my head and said, "Little girl, don't worry about it. This is a normal
party . Don't overthink it, okay?"

I replied, "Okay... I won't overthink it. I'm still feeling a little unwell, I'll go to sleep."

After saying that, I quickly went back to my room and locked the door.

Back on my bed, I realized my face was burning hot enough to fry an egg on.

Recalling my mother's expression and my father's tone, especially his words, "Don't overthink it, okay?", I
felt increasingly uneasy, but I didn't know why.

Being young at the time, I believed my father and thought it was perfectly normal.

After this incident, my views on sex began to change.

I honestly told my parents about Liu Yuanyang and me, and even brazenly brought him home for the night.

My parents seemed to want to educate me, but didn't know how to say it; after all, they were the best role models, so
we continued in this haphazard way.

This continued for over a year. Because we kept each other company, we were no longer lonely, and Liu Yuanyang and I
gradually became more outgoing and integrated into the school community.

One time during sex, I told Liu Yuanyang about what I had seen in the living room that day. He
seemed particularly excited and skilled.

What he said afterward was the same as what my parents had told me; he said it was a normal thing and that
he would take me to try it sometime.

I didn't take it to heart at the time, but little did I know that it planted a seed in his heart.

I remember I was seventeen years old then, which is equivalent to a high school sophomore in China.

I don't know how Liu Yuanyang got to know a group of rich kids at school and started hanging out with them.

One day, he insisted on taking me to their social party and told me to dress sexily. Not understanding
why, I went with him.

The party was at one of the rich kids' villas.

The attendees were all handsome men and beautiful women from the school, about ten people in total.

Once we arrived, Liu Yuanyang suddenly acted like a different person, fawning over everyone and ignoring me. He
'd only occasionally whisper to other guys in front of me, which made me very unhappy.

The party started off well; everyone was just drinking and chatting in the villa's garden. But gradually
, it went awry.

Several of the girls, perhaps drunk, had already taken off their outer garments, running around wildly in only
their bras , while several couples were passionately kissing in a corner.

Just then, a tall, thin white man walked towards me; he seemed to be the owner of the place.

He very politely handed me a glass of wine, smiling, "Anfia, my beautiful princess, I'm so glad
you've come today. I've told Ivan many times that if he can't get you to come, he doesn't need to participate anymore. Hehe
, enough said, please allow me to introduce myself first. My name is Peter Mekovydev,
the eldest son . You can just call me Peter."

I didn't hear a word he said; instead, his extremely polite attitude made me dizzy for a moment.

I quickly smiled at him and took the glass of wine from his hand.

After downing the glass, he sat down next to me very intimately, his hand naturally resting on
the back of the chair .

To be honest, this was the first time I had been so close to a man other than Liu Yuanyang. I was a little embarrassed,
but didn't dare to move.

Peter pressed his advantage, quietly putting his arm around my shoulder and whispering in my ear, "
So my Princess Anfia, do you want to start here, or go to my room?"

Peter's words left me completely bewildered. I asked stupidly, "Huh? Start what?"

Peter suddenly laughed, saying, "Haha, hasn't Ivan told you what kind of party it is today?
Just look over there."

He pointed to a slightly dark corner across the street.

I looked in that direction and saw a bench with two figures on it—a
girl sitting on a boy, bobbing up and down.

I was startled, then it dawned on me: could this be the kind of sex party I'd witnessed before? Seeing my
state, Peter suddenly kissed me on the lips, placing one hand on my chest, and murmured, "
My little princess, I really don't understand how that Ivan managed to win you over? Is he that good? Today I'll let
you taste the flavor of a European. My size is much bigger than Ivan's, haha!"

I tried to push him away. This was too fast on our first meeting, even though it was
the theme of the party.

Just then, Liu Yuanyang appeared out of nowhere. He looked at me somewhat flusteredly, then at Peter, and
said , "Peter, you'd better be gentle later, don't hurt Anfia."

Peter seemed uninterested in him, saying without turning his head, "Alright, alright, take care of your Karina
. I'll serve Anfia well tonight."

Hearing this, I realized Liu Yuanyang had already found a partner. I was a little unhappy. He brought me to this party without explaining
, started playing by himself, and now he's pretending to be kind.

I said irritably, "Fine, go play with your own Karina. You don't care about me anyway
."

Hearing this, Liu Yuanyang looked sad, but he still gave me a deep look before turning and
leaving.

Although I wouldn't say I was jealous, I was still very annoyed.

With a touch of revenge in my heart, I thought, since I'm already here, and even Liu Yuanyang has found his partner,
why should I care so much? Besides, Peter isn't unpleasant, so I'll keep him company tonight.

So, I stopped resisting and began to reciprocate Peter's passionate kisses.

Peter seemed quite excited, probably not expecting me to adapt so quickly, as he practically wanted to devour my tongue
.

I also slowly began to get excited; after all, it was my first time being kissed so passionately in public, and it gave me a strange feeling
.

Just then, Peter made a bold move.

At Liu Yuanyang's request, I was wearing a low-cut dress with a black lace
bra . He suddenly grabbed my shoulder strap and ripped it off, almost spilling half of my breast out.

Before I could refuse, Peter had already cupped my breasts, which he had half-pulled down from my bra, and started kissing them.
This sudden stimulation left me momentarily at a loss.

Then, he pulled one of my already erect nipples out of my bra and put it in his mouth
.

This series of teasing actions sent shivers down my spine.

I pressed his head down tightly, biting my lip, and said, "Peter...don't...be gentle..."

Even as I said this, I was already incredibly excited. The thrill of exposing myself welled up inside me;
being breastfed by a boy in front of everyone was so stimulating.

Peter greedily suckled at my nipple, and one hand quietly slipped down to my crotch, pulling
my panties .

Judging from his expression, he wanted to do it with me right there. Although the thought was exciting, I was still too
shy. I said weakly, "Peter...stop, I'm so embarrassed...let's go to your
room..."

Perhaps it was too tempting for a girl to say such words. Peter released my nipple,
licked his lips, and said, "My little princess, I'll make you feel good tonight."

With that, Peter picked me up in a princess carry and started to walk into the house. I quickly lowered my head
shyly and pulled up my slipped bra strap.

On the way from the garden to the house, I felt my cheeks burning from being stared at by several pairs of burning eyes.

As soon as I entered the house, I saw several naked couples making love in the living room, the sounds of their lovemaking
incessant. At the same time, a male voice rang out: "Hey! Peter! Where are you going? Do it here!
Let us have a look at Anfia's big tits and have some fun!"

These words stimulated me so much that I quickly buried my head in Peter's chest.

Peter cheerfully replied, "Okay, okay, Anfia's first time here, don't be shy. We'll talk about it later
, I'm going to have some fun first!"

And so, Peter staggered upstairs carrying me to the second floor. He randomly opened a room, and upon entering
, threw me onto the soft bed.

A series of stimulations caused my vagina to begin to swell.

I lay on the bed, blushing, passively awaiting Peter's instructions.

Peter slammed the door shut and rushed to the bedside, saying as he undressed, "
Anfia , you have no idea how much I want to make love to you, how much I want to rub your big tits. You never talk to us, I
thought you, this oriental goddess, were otherworldly!"

With that, Peter stripped naked, revealing a thick, long, white penis standing erect
before To be honest, it was the size I'd only ever seen in porn.

I couldn't bear to look at that horrifying thing and turned my head away.

At that moment, Peter jumped onto the bed, pinning me down, saying, "Anfia, you look so cute
!"

Then he gently turned my face and began kissing me passionately.

I was already aroused, my hands resting on his still-developing but already very strong back,
my legs unconsciously wrapping around him.

"Amphia, I didn't expect you to be so hot! I should have asked you to come sooner."

Sensing my initiative, Peter kissed me even more intensely, and his hands took the opportunity to
remove bra.

His hot gaze was fixed on my bare, high breasts, making me shyly want to cover them, but he
held me firmly with his hands and exclaimed, "Ah! What a perfect pair of breasts! Even when lying flat, they look like small
hills ! They're no worse than those of European girls, no! They should be said to be better. I've never seen such big
, white, and firm breasts!"

Hearing him praise myself like this, I felt a little embarrassed, so I stopped struggling and let him
bury between my breasts and play with them at will.

Slowly, Peter started licking down my chest, his wet tongue sliding over my navel,
over my pubic area, and stopping at my clitoris.

His nimble tongue gently licked my clitoris, occasionally probing deep into my vaginal opening. To be honest, although Liu
Yuanyang had given me oral sex before, it was nothing like this.

"Little princess, you're seventeen and you still don't have pubic hair? But your pussy is as tender as a baby's
, and the juices are so sweet!"

Peter seemed to be drinking nectar, swallowing all the fluids I released.

I couldn't help but spread my legs wider, wishing I could offer my entire pussy to his mouth so he could have his fill.

Hearing the moaning sounds coming from my mouth, Peter became even more excited. I was almost at my climax before it even started
.

"Mmm... I've had enough of your delicious little hole. Now I'll satisfy you with my cock!
"

As he spoke, Peter straightened up, gripping his large, veiny penis, ready to penetrate.

My vagina was already itching for more; what would it feel like to be penetrated by such a large penis?
But just as I was filled with anticipation, Peter seemed to remember something. He suddenly stood up from the bed and walked towards
the door , saying, "Ah, I almost forgot, how can we do it without that!"

I was all ready, and he was suddenly leaving—how could I stand it? Wait,
what not doing it? Right, right, he's always been the one serving me; he must be feeling resentful. I
'll give him oral sex when he comes back.

After Peter left, he shouted something down the stairs—I didn't quite understand it, but it was probably some Russian slang I
'd never heard before.

After shouting, he went back to his room.

Just as I expected, Peter didn't come to the bed, but waited by the door for something.

I thought to myself, "Why is he throwing a tantrum? How amusing."

So I jumped off the bed, smiled, and walked towards Peter, saying, "Sorry, I forgot.
"

Peter looked at me with a puzzled expression, wondering what I was going to do. I then boldly
knelt down in front of him, grasped his slightly softened, large penis, and took it into my mouth.

"Oh! My God! Anfia, you can do this... That's amazing!"

Peter touched my face and leaned against the wall.

His size was truly enormous; I used all my strength to only manage to take in about a third of it, but
it seemed to be enough to satisfy him.

I had only been sucking him for a while when the door beside me suddenly opened.

There stood a Black man outside the door, holding a box. When he saw the tempting scene inside, he
probably forgot why he was there and stared at my naked body, frozen in place.

This guy is so annoying! How did he barge in like that? I quickly spat out his penis, covered my chest, and ran shyly
into the house.

Peter quickly called out to me, "It's okay, Anfia, I called Jimmy. Look, he's bringing
the condoms , it's alright."

Probably afraid of losing his chance, Peter quickly shoved Jimmy out and slammed the door shut, then ran back, picked
me up, and said, "My little princess, it's all that damn black guy's fault for not knocking. Just wait and see how I deal with him
. Come on, baby, what I've been waiting for is here, let's do it."

Huh? So Peter wasn't waiting for me to give him oral sex, but for Jimmy to bring him what he wanted.

I thought all men were like Liu Yuanyang, needing to suck first before sex! Peter
had already opened the gift Jimmy had given him. I looked closely and saw it was a rubber ring. I blurted out, "
Huh? Is this a condom?"

Peter seemed surprised by my question. He asked, "Huh? You've never used one before?"

I nodded awkwardly and replied, "Um…it's the first time I've seen one…Ivan and I
are too scared to buy them, so neither of us has used one."

Peter said somewhat displeased, "That brat Ivan, what if you get pregnant! Here,
I'll bring you a few boxes later, remember to have him bring them next time."

I stuck my tongue out at him, while he had already put a semi-transparent condom on his penis.

It was already big enough, and now it was even thicker—how could I possibly handle it! "Little princess, I'm ready
, shall we begin?"

Peter said lecherously, holding his erect penis.

I nodded, licked my lower lip, turned around, and stuck out my buttocks, facing away from him.

I wanted to welcome the first man besides Liu Yuanyang into my position, in my favorite way.

Peter understood. He held my buttocks with one hand and his own penis with the other, beginning to explore my
vagina .

But because of the thick layer of adhesive, I couldn't feel the warmth or fleshiness of his penis at all; it was a
very strange feeling.

(Back then, there didn't seem to be any ultra-thin ones, and there was very little lubricant.) Peter, being an experienced man, quickly
found the entrance.

I also quickly spread my legs wider, otherwise, how could that thick penis go in?

I could feel that little hammerhead-like glans slowly entering my vagina. This
feeling of being stretched open was something I hadn't experienced since my first time.

"Ah...ah...Peter...how can it be so big...be gentle..."

I cried out.

"It's not that I'm too big, it's that you're too tight...my glans can't even go in. My darling, your vagina
is like a virgin's!"

Peter said, somewhat surprised.

"Go slower, it'll definitely go in...don't rush..."

My body's desire made me say such a shameless thing.

Peter was very considerate of me, not forcing it in, but trying little by little.

But the friction of that glans was unbearable. I reached down to my vagina and
tried to spread my vaginal opening with two fingers.

This worked perfectly. Peter's large glans slid in all at once, and I involuntarily
thrust back, finally inserting half of his massive penis.

"Oh! My God, this is amazing!"

Peter exclaimed.

His thick penis entered my vagina, stretching me painfully, just like my first time, and I couldn't help but cry out
.

Peter, thinking I was enjoying it, thrust again, penetrating even deeper. Although a small portion was still inside
, I was truly all the way in.

At that moment, I only felt pain in my genitals, with very little pleasure, and the rubber condom was rubbing uncomfortably against me.

It seems that bigger isn't always better for a man's penis; I think Liu Yuanyang's size was more
comfortable for me.

I gritted my teeth and didn't make a sound, trying to adapt to the size, while Peter had already started
thrusting .

After a few thrusts, I couldn't take it anymore and said to Peter, "Peter, stop... it's
uncomfortable ..."

Seeing my pained expression, Peter quickly pulled out and said, "No way, normally this thing of mine..."
"Wow, you can send girls to heaven, your pussy must be really tight."

Unable to make love, we were both anxious. After thinking for a while, I said to him, "Why don't you
take off ? Let's try again, just don't ejaculate inside."

No one could refuse such a request from a girl.

Peter excitedly removed the condom, then smeared some of my vaginal fluid inside, preparing to insert again.

Perhaps because my pussy had already been opened last time, or perhaps because there was no condom, Peter didn't have to exert
too much , and although it was still a bit painful, it felt much better than before.

"Oh...it's so much better without a condom...no wonder Ivan never uses one..."

Peter said as he slowly moved in and out.

His enormous penis rubbed against the walls of my vagina, the groove of his glans occasionally touching my G-spot.
Slowly, as I adjusted to the size, I felt increasingly comfortable.

Peter also felt that entering and exiting wasn't so difficult anymore, so he gradually increased his speed, thrusting deeply and shallowly,
instantly bringing me to arousal.

"So tight...so tight...it feels so good..."

Peter murmured, grabbing my swaying breasts as he pumped.

"Mmm...mmm...faster...deeper...ah...ah..."

I began to match Peter's rhythm, swaying my hips.

After a period of adjustment, the two of us began to get into the swing of things. Peter's thrusting speed increased, and I
cried out louder and louder: "Ah... Peter... you're so amazing... it feels so good..." "

Baby, let me send you to heaven..."

Although Peter's penis couldn't be fully inserted, he was also enjoying himself immensely.

"Scream... scream loudly... don't be shy... scream if it feels good..."

Peter thrust into me in various ways, seemingly really wanting to send me to heaven.

We were having intense intercourse when Peter suddenly reached out and pulled the cloth in front of me open. Only then
did I realize that I was pressed against the floor-to-ceiling window of the room, and right outside the transparent glass
was the villa's garden! Just one floor away, it was enough for people below to see clearly, even
more conspicuously! I quickly covered my mouth with my hand, afraid that any noise would attract the attention of those below.

But what was the use? In the dark, brightly lit room, I was simply the most conspicuous
place ! Sure enough, the people below, in twos and threes, looked up at us as we were having sex.

I didn't know what Peter meant. Although my exhibitionist tendencies were greatly satisfied, and I did what
I had always wanted to do but dared not, it was just too embarrassing! I tried to pull the curtains down, but
Peter held me down firmly, slamming me against the glass. My breasts, like water balloons, were
flattened by the glass, and my nipples seemed to swell up from the cold glass
.

Peter thrust into me wildly, giving me no chance to catch my breath. He spoke first, "Amphia, don't be
shy, let everyone see you, see your beautiful face, see your perfect figure! This is something
to be proud of, you are the most beautiful, you are the party queen tonight!"

In my dazed state, I actually listened to his words and glanced down. Indeed, even
those who were having sex stopped, all looking at me with envy. I really did feel like the star of the night.

"Peter... do they really think so? Am I really the party queen tonight?"

Perhaps it was because I had been abandoned for too long, but this feeling of suddenly being picked up by the world and made the center of attention was just too
wonderful.

"Of course! Who dares say you're not the most beautiful princess tonight! Look at how we're making love, it's attracted them
all , doesn't that prove you're the most charming and attractive?"

Peter praised me without reservation.

The facts were undeniable, and the dual stimulation of my body and mind made my naive and innocent self
believe it .

I stopped hiding and began to enjoy myself unrestrainedly, moaning and performing, letting everyone admire
the queen of the party tonight.

Seeing my transformation, Peter went crazy, quickly and powerfully thrusting his large penis
into me again and again.

We were like performers on a stage, displaying our bodies and receiving
the attention of the audience in the garden.

This continued for over five minutes. I was almost exhausted from Peter's penetration, too weak to even scream.

Peter was nearly there too, and after several deep thrusts, he finally pulled out his penis and ejaculated a large amount of semen onto
my buttocks… After this party, my views on sex became much more open.

Encouraged by Liu Yuanyang, I became the party queen in several circles,
having sex with different people in different positions every day. I think I was completely developed.

(Xin'er also told me a lot about her various promiscuous experiences, like threesomes and group sex, but I felt
these things weren't very meaningful. What truly changed Xin'er was Peter's actions, so I won't say anything more
, and I won't bring it up again to avoid getting jealous.

) My unrestrained lifestyle continued until I graduated high school.

And it was around this time that Liu Yuanyang and I broke up.

People always have feelings, especially since we had lived together for almost three years and been through so much; I
felt somewhat sad.

Looking back now,
it's .

Although he later tried desperately to win me back, I had given up on him.

Because I suddenly realized that he had changed. He was no longer the
Liu Yuanyang who had been so caring towards me, but a scoundrel who used me as a tool for sexual gratification and as a calling card to enter upper-class circles.

Actually, I wasn't too heartbroken, nor did I blame him for using me to get into various circles.

Because I slowly began to develop a concept of separating sex from love.

Between him and me, only sex remained; he satisfied me, and I satisfied him; we each got what we needed
.

But this wasn't love. Love is about willingly giving without expecting anything in return, it's about patience and restraint, like Xiaowei when we were little.
That's how it was with me.

Afterwards, many men I slept with, including Peter, wanted me to be their girlfriend, but I
refused them all.

I could have sex with them, I could attend all sorts of debauched parties with them, but I had closed off my
heart, a heart that belonged only to one person.

As long as I was comfortable, I could give you sex, but love was reserved for only one person.

I thought I would never see Xiaowei again and would spend the rest of my life abroad, but God, as if playing a joke
, made me relive my experience from over ten years ago.

I remember that day my parents were also in a hurry, packing some of my luggage.

They felt somewhat apologetic but helpless, telling me that I had to return to China to attend university
and that Xiaowei's parents would take care of me.

Unlike that time when I was little, I felt no sadness at all; on the contrary, I was incredibly happy and excited!
I'll finally see Xiaowei again! I never want to be separated from him again! Sitting on the plane, I looked out at the
azure sky above the clouds, my heart filled with both anticipation and fear.

Would Xiaowei already forget me? Would he already have someone he likes? How should I prepare
for this meeting? It seems like it's been a long time since I've had these girlish thoughts.

Xiaowei's home is still in that familiar and bustling alley, although the surrounding area has changed
beyond recognition .

The square where we used to play together has become towering skyscrapers; our favorite
little shop has become a huge supermarket.

And what about the people? Have they changed too? With a heart full of trepidation, I dressed up carefully and was
warmly welcomed into Xiaowei's home by his parents.

As soon as I entered, my father greeted them warmly, catching up on how things had changed over the years. Xiaowei's mother kept praising
me for how much I'd grown up, which made me quite embarrassed.

But I hadn't seen Xiaowei yet; I'd heard he'd gone to pick up his acceptance letter.

After chatting for an hour or so, I suddenly heard the door open—it must be Xiaowei coming back! I panicked instantly
, my heart pounding like a deer! This long-awaited reunion left me unsure how to
face him .

Should I surprise him? I thought, then dashed into his room and hid.

It was indeed Xiaowei who had returned. I pressed my ear against the door, listening to their conversation in the living room.

His voice had changed; it was no longer the slightly effeminate voice of childhood, but more like a man's
.

His appearance must have changed too, right? Was he tall or short? Fat or thin? But none of that mattered, as long as
I could see him. But this annoying guy, had he really forgotten me? He hadn't mentioned me at all
.

Finally, finally, I heard Xiaowei's silly voice: "Wenxin? She's back too?
Where is she?"

Years of longing and pent-up emotions exploded within me. Tears welled in my eyes as I rushed
out, excitedly embracing that familiar yet unfamiliar figure.

Xiaowei, I love you! I'll leave that for an epilogue; that's about it for Xin'er's past.

After hearing everything she said, I was deeply moved.

A little girl, deprived of family protection and elder guidance from a young
age , this environment shaped her into a seemingly cunning and
clever person, yet actually incredibly innocent and naive.

I am so grateful to God for giving me such a girl like Xin'er. I don't
care about ; I only feel pity.

I secretly vowed that I would never become the next Liu Yuanyang; I must give Xin'er the greatest happiness and
make up for the joy she missed during those two years.

Having buried the past, it's natural to look to the future.

Xin'er told me that while she was changing me, I had also changed her a lot.

Coupled with the domestic environment, societal values, and the influence of her friends, she began to feel that she
wasn't just a little too open, but rather excessive.

No wonder I felt she wasn't the same as when she first returned; she had become more shy and conservative,
having corrected her previous skewed views on sex.

Just as Xin'er said, love between two people is about selfless giving, mutual compromise, and mutual tolerance.
When both are honed into perfectly aligned gears for each other, they can be together forever,
generating endless power of love.

This is not only Xin'er's expectation, but also my goal.

For this goal, I must work even harder; I will definitely give Xin'er happiness! [To be continued]

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