First encounter with a Japanese woman

Faced with an unsatisfactory reality—a lack of true love and passion—when all dreams and romance are worn down and submerged by the mundane routine of life, our lives become like a predicament. You want to break free, yet you are powerless to resist! And I once again sank into alcohol, thinking that it could numb me, but little did I know: alcohol can not only be used to drown sorrows, but also to flirt!

After ending my online romance with Yu, my relationship with my wife gradually improved through the trials of life, and our sex life returned to its former harmony. I often accompany her shopping, sometimes the whole family goes to shops and parks, and sometimes we go to karaoke with our friends. Yes, I love to sing, especially sad pop songs. Among my friends, I sing the best, which is the main reason why my wife always takes me with her to karaoke. I like to immerse myself in music alone, singing sad love songs with emotion, experiencing the charm of the songs; I have even sung until tears streamed down my face when I was lonely and heartbroken. I spend less and less time online, spending most of my time with her, the children, and my mother-in-law.

I still linger in online chat rooms, but my understanding of online romance has gradually become more rational compared to my previous emotional one. Although I no longer believe that love can last forever, I still firmly believe that love will come naturally! Although fate is no longer so mysterious! Some people say, "Love is intense liking, and liking is light love!" I no longer crave intense love, because I can't bear it. I can't abandon my relatives, children, and family, but I want to find that ambiguous solace for my empty emotions!

The night sky at dusk is beautiful; at least no one can deny that. In this coastal city, beauty and freshness are just words spoken to others, prosperity and brilliance are outward appearances, but my own heartache remains unhealed.

In reality, we use our real names to tell lies; online, we use fake names to tell the truth! Indeed, it is true: real life is sometimes full of hypocrisy, but the virtual world of the internet can also convey real feelings! Just when my heart was helpless again, I met Ye Zi, a graduate student, and Hua, a white-collar worker. And I continued my indulgent online romance!

When hardship strikes unexpectedly, you realize how fragile strength truly is! I love in loneliness, I wallow in pain, I don't know: life raped me, and I repaid it by raping life!

I met Yezi and Hua around the same time, and they were almost always online, keeping me company through countless sleepless nights! I don't understand why I could talk about almost the same topics with Yezi and Hua at the same time, yet through these chats I learned about Yezi's helplessness in the face of marriage and Hua's equally tumultuous marriage!

Yezi is a Japanese student studying in Fuzhou, pursuing a master's degree. Actually, she can't really be considered an international student, because her parents own a company in Fuzhou; she's just studying there with them. We rarely talk about Yezi's family or her parents; we only know that her parents are always busy with their business, and they only ask simple questions about her life and studies, while seemingly having an endless amount of money in Yezi's bank account.
Yezi is a Japanese student studying in Fuzhou, pursuing a master's degree. Actually, she couldn't really be considered an international student, since Yezi's parents ran a company in Rongcheng, and she was just studying there with them. We rarely talked about Yezi's family or her parents; I only knew that they were always busy with their business and would only ask simple questions about her life and studies. They just seemed to have an endless amount of money in Yezi's bank account.

I was surprised by how well Yezi spoke Mandarin; if she hadn't told me, I would never have known she was Japanese. Yezi had a very pure and innocent look, and from a distance, she even resembled Zhang Hanyun, only with a more mature and alluring air! To be honest, I've always harbored deep anti-Japanese sentiments, but for some reason, I felt no hostility towards Yezi. Perhaps this can only be explained by the fact that Japanese people are still kind!

I suspect that Yezi's interaction with me, besides being because we got along well, was also closely related to my profession, as she was very curious about my work. Later, I took her to see my workplace, and when she saw my tidy dormitory and neatly arranged belongings, her eyes revealed a hint of respect! In my own eyes, these were all just ordinary things. I was born in a rural village and suffered a lot from a young age. Despite always being an excellent student, I had to drop out of high school and come to the beautiful city of Fuzhou because of poverty at home! I remember I was 16 years old that year!

My first meeting with Yezi was at a teahouse. She had heard me say that I often liked to quietly enjoy tea alone when I was lonely. To be honest, I didn't know much about tea ceremony. I only knew the difference between good and bad tea by smelling its aroma and looking at its color, but I really enjoyed listening to light music and slowly savoring the aroma of tea alone. I don't know if only by repeating the complicated steps of tea ceremony could I calm my restless heart.

We chose a private room with a glass curtain wall facing the street, ordered some tea, asked the waiter to leave, and I took on the task of brewing the tea. Yezi looked at my tea-brewing movements, seemingly quite surprised. Because she didn't understand why drinking tea required so many procedures. We drank tea and talked about the joys and sorrows of our lives, and the emotional experiences we had gone through. I don't know why, but I've never been shy about discussing my family and past online romances with netizens. I believe that if you truly love someone, you won't care about their past, and besides, having had someone in the first place is already a blessing!

Yezi has a boyfriend, or perhaps it should be called her fiancé. Because their families have been close for generations and are business partners, her parents arranged for Yezi to marry him a long time ago, even though Yezi doesn't love him, and doesn't even like him at all! But faced with her parents' wishes, Yezi doesn't know what to do. She's always been a good girl, and his family is her father's company's biggest client. She doesn't know what the consequences will be if she goes against her parents' wishes. Yezi is confused because they might hold their wedding shortly after the Spring Festival, around the May Day holiday.

On the way home, we only hugged briefly when we parted. Watching Yezi's departing figure, I looked up at the dim sky. Heaven, why have you arranged such an unfortunate fate for us! Where is true happiness in this world? Where is it?
During my conversation with Hua, I gradually understood why her marriage felt so helpless. Hua works as the administrative manager at a multinational electronics company in Fuzhou. In an era where managers are everywhere, Hua's position is quite fitting. This is probably due to the size of her company; Hua often has a company car, and although she can drive herself, or perhaps for convenience, she doesn't have a driver. Hua is a typical strong woman; when she wears a business suit, you can sense her decisive style. Outside of work, when she wears casual clothes, you would never guess she's a woman nearing 36, almost a primary school graduate.

Hua's marriage is unhappy, at least emotionally. Her husband is her brother's classmate; since they're from the same place, they've played together since childhood. The reason Hua fell for him might be because he has always protected and cared for her since she was old enough to understand. Hua also told me that sometimes she really can't tell whether their relationship is more familial or romantic. Their time together has mostly been uneventful. Just when Hua felt that a simple life was the true essence of happiness, he inadvertently discovered that his boyfriend had been addicted to online chatting for over a year. Every time Hua got home later than him from get off work, he would see his boyfriend hastily shutting down his computer! So Hua became suspicious and, during one of his breaks, turned on his computer. When he saw a photo in his QQ folder showing a familiar woman intimately embracing him, Hua felt as if his heart had been ripped apart. Hua truly didn't know how to cope with what had suddenly happened. When Hua tried to unlock his QQ account using his birthday as the password, it actually worked. And their chat history was even more heartbreaking for Hua!

That day, Hua didn't know how she got through it. Her mind was filled with his betrayal. When she calmed down, a desire to find out the reason resurfaced. Later, Hua indirectly asked her husband about her (his first love) situation, but he gave vague answers. Hua knew he wouldn't admit it. Later, Hua opened his QQ account, and she happened to be online. Through chatting with her, Hua learned everything that had happened!

Hua shut down her computer, shutting down her mind as well. She didn't speak to him for several days, and he, through chatting with that woman, learned that Hua understood everything. They recently separated, and Hua moved back to the company dormitory assigned to her because she still couldn't forgive him for what he had done. She needed time and peace to soothe herself!

At work, her colleagues were unaware of Hua's troubles, so she also created a QQ account, which is how she met me.

Holding back tears was a heartbreaking strength; because she loved so deeply, the pain was the deepest! When the harsh realities of city life shatter so-called love, one discovers how fragile marriage truly is! If it weren't for the fruit of that so-called love supporting that fragile soul, perhaps I wouldn't have wiped away those bitter tears to appear strong! This is the resonance between Hua and me!!!

[The End]

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