[Love for a Lifetime - A True Story of Becoming a Spouse] (Part 5)

Introspection—An Examination of Desire

After returning home, my wife and I embraced and wept.

Extreme indulgence is followed by extreme emptiness, and I didn't truly understand the meaning behind my wife's tears. The relatively calm life that

followed provided a good explanation for her tears.

Her shameful behavior in front of her husband had severely damaged her self-esteem; at the same time,

the complete release and catharsis of her other personality left her bewildered by inner conflict.

However, the subsequent return to calm demonstrated my wife's acceptance of reality after the shock. This was also

an exploration and deciphering of my wife Li Qing's future; not only me, but even she herself, didn't know where it would

lead .

Perhaps that intense shock, the excessive excitement and stimulation, caused our bodies to begin to cool down.

Undoubtedly, a recovery period was needed; physiologically, we needed to adjust and slowly wait for the next rise of lust;

more importantly, psychological adjustment would allow us to accept and become accustomed to our self-degradation and freely

switch between two completely different personalities. For Li Qing, one moment she was a gentle, respectable career woman, and

the next she could become a vulgar, lustful woman. In X's words, "You need to first recognize your own servility,

accept it, and then actively release it to stimulate and satisfy your body and mind." To put it bluntly, it means facing

your own sordid psychological needs that deviate from social ethics with equanimity.

And in the past few days, X hasn't contacted us once. I could feel my wife's promiscuous desires building up.

For the first few days, she didn't use QQ; she was avoiding it. Gradually, she became expectant, frequently leaving QQ logged in and

looking through her previous chat history. Li Qing was starting to anticipate something.

Finally, Li Qing got what she needed: X appeared. It was X's utter humiliation of us last time

that broke down Li Qing's psychological defenses. She was no longer restrained in front of me, even enjoying the

feeling of submission and being despised. And it was in this process of submission and pleasing that Li Qing found pleasure and satisfaction;

she found another way to realize her self-worth. It was far easier and more

pleasurable .

Perhaps in the struggle to survive in society, years of studying and working make it difficult to experience the feeling of being needed by others,

and it's hard to genuinely excite each other through words, attitudes, and actions. The pleasure derived from being a shameless slut

is unparalleled. X was out of town, and my wife seemed somewhat disappointed. When X sent me a photo, I

saw her trembling. The photo was the one from last time—she was holding her ID card, with a lewd confession written in her mouth.

X asked my wife, "What do you think about posting the photo online?" Although my wife's eyes weren't visible in the photo,

the ID card said it all. "What do you think about letting others know you're a slut?"

My wife said no, her face flushing, her voice trembling, and her tone hoarse.

Her breathing was clearly rapid; her usual deep breathing was completely gone. Li Qing

was aroused under this threat and oppression. My wife desperately begged X to let her go, not to expose her.

Of course, this was also what I hoped for; I also hoped my wife would be shameless but safe. But X showed no mercy, refusing to budge

no matter how much my wife begged. "Tell me now, after the photos are posted online,

will you masturbate while looking at them and reading other people's comments?" My wife's feet were on the floor, her toes twitching

nervously, perhaps from fear.

"No, please, please don't. If they're posted, I won't be able to live. I'll be your dog,

please don't post them."

At that moment, I also began to feel fear; I never imagined it would turn out this way. Having leverage over someone else

meant I was no longer in control; the situation was no longer within my grasp. Although this fear also brought a thrill, the inner

unease began to extinguish the base desires my wife and I shared. X showed mercy. "Li Qing, here's what we'll do. You and your husband

film a video of yourselves, with your husband filming.

Write down all your detailed information on a piece of paper: name, birth, gender, height, weight, etc.

The key is your hobbies, like liking to be humiliated, to be played with, or liking to be a dog serving others.

Film the writing process. Then, take out your ID card and hold it up to the video. Hold the ID card in one hand and the paper in the other.

Memorize what you wrote." If my wife did this, X wouldn't post the photos online, but this would be

a more thorough way to get away with it. After filming this video, there would be no way to escape. My wife hesitated slightly.

"I'll film it right away, thank you." Li Qing took this subservience to the extreme.

I cooperated and filmed the video, sending it to X. X also watched the entire filming process clearly through

his webcam . My wife was already panting heavily, barely able to speak.

X asked my wife if she wanted to take off her clothes and show him her vagina first. My wife was already in the mood, her voice

trembling as she said she wanted to take off all her clothes, to show him her pussy and let him fuck her. "Does your dog-like pussy

even deserve to be fucked by me? You two shameless couple, kneel down while you talk." My wife took off her clothes and knelt in front of the video, and I followed

suit and kneeling in front of the video. I lacked the courage, keeping my head down, while my wife raised her head,

giving X a clear and complete view of her face. Looking down, I noticed my wife's panties were already soaked, her juices clinging to her thighs. "

From now on call me 'ancestor,' understand? Call yourself a bastard, and what should you call yourself, you bastard? Just call yourself a male dog."

X made us put our marriage certificate upright behind us, using it as the background for our conversation. Then he made us

kiss passionately. By this time, our passion was already high, embracing and caressing each other, kissing wildly. Because of this

situation , we felt like strangers to each other, yet we were even more intoxicated, like a couple who had survived a catastrophe, sharing hardships and

supporting each other. Deeply in love with each other. "Alright, now kowtow in front of the video." X's voice interrupted our

immersion . My wife, as if startled awake, began kowtowing to X. "Kowtowing three times, then slap yourself once on each side

, making sure your face is facing the camera while you're doing it. Then tell me, do you like others seeing this?"

I started kowtowing, and in my dazed state, I saw Li Qing kowtowing and slapping herself, muttering incoherently

, "My name is Li Qing, I'm a bastard, I want you to see me like this, it will excite me and

make me masturbate..."

After a few minutes, I was already dizzy. X said, "Li Qing, I'm not satisfied with your performance.

That's enough for today." Li Qing, dripping with lust and incoherent, felt a sudden emptiness. If she didn't end this state first, she would...

Enjoying the thrill of being utterly humiliated by others. "Grandpa, you bastard will do even better. Teach me how."

"I want to see how shameless you can be for me. If you please me, I'll reward you. If you don't,

just turn off the video!"

Li Qing barked like a dog, masturbated, did handstands, crawled on the ground, but X was still not satisfied. "Please teach me

how ." X told Li Qing that only by learning to expose herself could she become more shameless and satisfy him.

Following X's instructions, Li Qing asked me to take some nude photos of her without showing her face, touching her vagina, squeezing her breasts, and

writing notes to insult herself, with our wedding photo as the background. Then immediately post the photos to the

relevant section of the forum, and when others leave comments, add them on QQ, and require Li Qing to add the first

person on QQ, using her own personal QQ account.

X told Li Qing to get dressed, and of course, once his wife was dressed, her temperament and elegance immediately became apparent. However,

her exposed lower body exuded a lewd aura. As instructed, my wife was only having normal video chats with others,

not revealing that she was the female protagonist, simply saying she'd randomly added someone online. However, with the same background, how could

anyone not recognize that the slut in the photo was my wife? In the video chat with that online friend,

my wife's beautiful and clear face was displayed, while the online friend's image was completely black without a camera.

Sure enough, the person recognized her; after all, the background was identical. The person asked if Li Qing was

the slut in the photo. My wife, of course, vehemently denied it, and the other party didn't pursue the "background" issue further.

The person asked for my wife's name, and X instructed that she must provide her true personal information regardless of the questions asked.

Normally, my wife wouldn't agree, but in her current confused state, she only wanted to indulge in lewdness

to please X. My wife cooperated, saying her name was Li Qing. The other party, however, persisted, demanding that my wife produce her ID card

to see if she was lying.

My wife had no choice but to show him her ID card. My wife's vagina was already more than just covered in vaginal fluid;

I could see the prelude to her orgasm. The fear caused by revealing his true identity actually

triggered 's submissive side, making her willing to disregard everything else and only enjoy the pleasure of sexual stimulation.

At this point, the online friend started to attack. He

sent saying, "It's clearly you alone, why won't you admit it?

I've seen your ID card. You're so eager to be famous, why are you afraid to admit it?" My wife felt fear.

"Don't worry, I won't harm you for no reason. I know you're slutty, as long as you don't pretend, I won't reveal your

identity information." Encouraged by X, my wife completely let go and admitted that the photos were of her. She started taking off

her clothes and chatting naked with strangers. The online friend told my wife he was recording. X told my wife not to worry.

But I was worried, while my wife was engrossed.

X directed my wife to masturbate while video chatting with others, telling her that she was

the woman and wanted others to see her slutty and whore-like nature.

The thrill of complete online exposure sent my wife into a frenzy. Although we both knew that the excitement would be followed by

endless nightmares, the physical and psychological stimulation was irresistible at that moment.

I masturbated while my wife was sharing photos of herself with someone else online. X even made my wife send photos of herself to that

person. So, Li Qing posted photos of herself from her school days, photos with others, work photos, wedding

photos, completely exposing her privacy to the public. The forum photos showed her as a shameless slut, the real-life person as a pure and lovely girl,

and the video of her shamelessly masturbating—all the same person. These three images perfectly satisfied the other person's voyeuristic desires and

also satisfied my wife's promiscuous nature. The consequences were beyond our control at that point.

My wife's performance pleased X. X told my wife he wasn't out of town and would

be at our house in 20 minutes. He told us to kneel and greet him. After ending the video call with the online friend, my wife and I knelt on

the carpet , masturbating to each other while waiting for X's arrival.

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