[Confessions] (My Confessions) (01-02)

My Confession

Many years later, if one day, at a grand banquet, a woman comes up to me and

says, "You are a bastard, a beast, you have ruined my life!"

then, under the gaze of all the gentlemen and ladies, I will kneel before her, confess,

kiss her toes, and beg for her forgiveness. I will endure all the insults the world has to offer.

Every night, I long for this day. My heart is already dead, my body is

suffering the deepest torment. After harming so many of the most beautiful creatures in the world, the only meaning of my existence

is atonement.

The following story is my confession. When the trumpet of the Last Judgment sounds, I will carry it and

prostrate myself at the knees of the Supreme Judge. The lightning from God will utterly destroy me and it, utterly

obliterate , utterly, utterly…

Part One: The Cuckoo's Cry

(Part One)

The year I met the cuckoo, I was eighteen.

At that time, I had just been admitted to a good university, full of ambition yet idle. I often

gambled on football with a group of friends, winning or losing over ten thousand yuan each time. Watching the games at home was unpleasant, so I found a

teahouse. Whenever there was a match, I'd call my friends and we'd go there, shouting and laughing.

The teahouse was located in a large hotel affiliated with my father's workplace. While other teahouses often operated

as brothels , this one was perfectly respectable. Because of this, it was pitifully deserted, often going an entire night

without a single customer. But what I liked about it was the deserted atmosphere. No one would suspect anything, so we could

gamble without worry.

Of course, what attracted us wasn't just the deserted atmosphere, but also a group of beautiful waitresses. They

were handpicked from among the working girls, with top-notch figures and faces. Because there were few customers, and we were

regulars, we became quite familiar with them. However, our friendship only extended to

joking around. Those girls were very wary; any slightly inappropriate actions or words would be met with a rebuff.

Over time, we playboys didn't dare to make any advances towards them.

Among this group of girls, Du Juan, if not the most outstanding, was certainly one of the best. She came from

the beautiful province of Guizhou, was the same age as me, 167cm tall, with long, flowing hair, almond-shaped eyes, and a high nose

– a classic beauty. Her warm, gentle smile was especially irresistible.

The first time I saw her, she smiled at me like that, almost making me swoon. From that moment on, I was

determined to get her into bed.

However, as mentioned before, this group of girls was very wary and self-respecting; they

couldn't be swayed by money. Fortunately, I'm a persistent person, and I didn't give up despite repeated rejections. Moreover, I

subtly let her know that my father was the director of their superior unit.

My father's reputation for integrity and uprightness put her at ease, making her believe I wasn't a playboy. So,

slowly, Du Juan began accepting my invitations to go out for late-night snacks, movies, and karaoke.

Every time we were together, I tried my best to please her, doing what she liked best and saying what she liked best. My

behavior gave her the mistaken impression that I was a rare good man and that I truly loved her.

Finally, one night, I walked her back to her dormitory. After saying goodnight at the door, she wore

a smile I will never forget, facing me as she reluctantly backed away into the dormitory. At that moment, I rushed

forward and pulled her tightly into my arms, followed by a deep, long kiss…

She nestled against me, her eyes closed, her tongue clumsily swirling in my hands, her body soft and boneless

. A gentle breeze blew, and moonlight spilled like water onto our shoulders. I held her tightly, listening to her

heavy yet alluring breaths; I knew she was intoxicated.

But I didn't take any further action, only whispering "I love you!" in her ear

before releasing her.

But would I let her go like that? Of course not!

The next night, she had to work her shift at the tea house. I booked a room early and was

drinking tea .

At my request, Dujuan was sent to make me tea. She was clearly still shy from last night's deep kiss, her face

flushed, and she wouldn't speak to me.

I pretended not to care, and when she wasn't looking, I pulled her into my arms and kissed her. Dujuan made a soft "Mmm" sound,

falling into my passionate kiss trap. While kissing her, my hands weren't idle, roaming over her body

, finally landing on her breasts. The soft, warm breasts being caressed at will by my palms was indescribably

pleasurable !

Dujuan kept squirming in my arms, mumbling, "No, don't do this."

But what was the use of such feeble struggles? I pressed her down on the bench, my fingers deftly unbuttoning her

cheongsam, revealing a pale blue bra.

I pushed the bra up over her breasts, and her smooth, jade-like breasts were presented before my eyes

. I took her already erect nipple into my mouth and gently sucked on it. Dujuan's breathing grew heavier, and

my penis was already rock hard. I deliberately let it rub against her crotch. Even

through her pants, Dujuan's sensitive area clearly felt the threat of my penis, and she began to

moan.

My hands seized the opportunity to slip inside her, pulling down her panties.

But before I could even admire her vulva, she pushed me away.

She cried, "Why are you treating me like this?"

I panicked and quickly swore that I loved her. I said, "I think about you every day, afraid of

losing you, so I want to truly have you."

Dujuan stopped crying, was silent for a while, and then said softly, "But it can't be here!"

I quickly said, "I'll go to the hotel upstairs right away and get a room so we can have a night together."

Dujuan lowered her head and didn't say anything. I went over, hugged her, kissed her, and said, "I'm going." I

grabbed and held it up to her at the door, saying, "I'll take this with me for now, I'll give it back to you when you come back." I

winked and left, and Dujuan called after me anxiously, but it was too late to stop me.

I booked a room, took a shower, and then called Dujuan.

A little while later, Dujuan came upstairs. Although she had straightened her clothes and looked no different than usual,

only I knew she wasn't wearing underwear—beneath the smooth cheongsam lay the beautiful

jungle I was about to conquer… Just thinking about it made me hard again.

Dujuan blushed and said, "Give it back to me."

I laughed and said, "You won't need it from now until tomorrow morning." Hearing this, Dujuan

blushed even more; her shy appearance was so adorable that I couldn't resist hugging and kissing her a few more times. Then I said to her,

"Do you want to take a shower?"

Dujuan nodded and went into the bathroom. A little while later, I heard the sound of water coming from inside. I was itching to get in

, and after waiting a while, I took off all my clothes, ready to rush in and have my way with her. But when I turned the

doorknob, it was locked from the inside! This naive girl, did she think that would stop me?

I took out the bathroom key and gently turned the doorknob. Dujuan was facing away from me, washing herself with the showerhead.

Her smooth

me, I tiptoed over and suddenly hugged her from behind, my hands naturally covering her

breasts.

Dujuan was startled, and after realizing it was me, she went limp, leaning against me. Suddenly, she

jumped up, her face flushed. It turned out she had touched my penis. Looking at her innocent and shy expression, I couldn't resist

any longer . Another round of passionate kisses and caresses ensued, then I carried Dujuan to the bed.

Dujuan knew what was about to happen; she lay on the bed, eyes tightly closed, nervously awaiting my

ministrations.

I gently stroked her, kissing her lips, earlobes, and neck, saying words of praise to make her

visibly relax before slowly opening her legs.

Her vulva was truly beautiful! Beneath a small patch of dense, dark pubic hair were two slightly grayish

labia ; when opened, they revealed tender, pink flesh. Just as I was about to get a better look, Dujuan pushed my head

away.

I knew that some shy girls, even after giving themselves to you, didn't like having their genitals admired.

So I stopped admiring and directly brought my mouth to hers, beginning to lick her labia. Having been with

several knew that girls especially enjoyed having their clitoris licked. So I focused my attack, making Dujuan moan

incessantly. I inserted a finger to probe her vaginal opening; it was so narrow that only one finger could fit inside! And the entrance

was already wet.

I knew she was still a virgin, so I spat some saliva at the entrance and placed a white

towel under her buttocks. By this time, my penis was already impatient, standing erect like an angry

cobra . Alright, everything was ready; after all my scheming, I was finally going to have this lovely girl!

I aimed my large penis at the entrance and smoothly and gently inserted it. I paused briefly, then thrust in again,

breaking through Dujuan's hymen and completely taking over this vital passage.

Dujuan cried out in pain, and I held her, comforting her. She gritted her teeth and said, "I'm fine,

come on ," with an expression like Dong Cunrui (a character from Journey to the West). I couldn't help but find it amusing and said to her, "Don't be nervous, you'll be

very happy soon."

I lay on top of her, kissing and caressing her sensitive areas. After a while, when the pain subsided,

I continued thrusting. This time, Dujuan let out a seductive moan.

I moved faster and slower, deeper and shallower, leading Dujuan to paradise. And Dujuan began to experience

the wonders of being a woman. Her soul-stirring moans were endless, the vaginal fluids increased, and my thrusts became

smoother and smoother—it was truly boundless pleasure.

Finally, after Dujuan experienced three orgasms, I also felt my orgasm approaching. I

held , thrusting my large penis wildly. Dujuan cried out passionately, "I'm going to die! Help! Hurry,

hurry, fuck me to death, fuck me to death!" Her legs clamped tightly together again, her juices gushing out. I

couldn't hold back any longer, letting out a low growl as I ejaculated, injecting my hot semen into Dujuan's body.

...

After the storm subsided, Dujuan leaned weakly against my chest, breathing softly. I picked up

the embroidered white towel and waved it triumphantly in front of Dujuan.

Dujuan's face turned completely red...

Suddenly, she opened her eyes wide and looked at me, saying, "You must keep this towel safe. I... I

've given you my most precious thing..." Her eyes reddened as she finished speaking. I quickly embraced her dazzling,

jade like body, whispering words of comfort.

Vows of eternal love flowed from my mouth like water from a tap. I recited these

cheesy words with practiced ease, watching Dujuan slowly calm down, thinking to myself: OK! Another one done!

In the dim light of the hotel, a naked man and woman seemed to be embracing, so intimate, yet their feelings were

so different. For me, it was just a rare romantic encounter, but for her, it was a promise

to commit her life to someone. At the time, I didn't realize this, and Dujuan, immersed in love, couldn't possibly

consider anything else. She only had love in her heart and thought I felt the same way—this was her fatal mistake.

Now, every time I think of this madness, I can't help but want to cry. Such a beautiful life, entrusting

herself to me, and I inhumanely pushed her into an endless abyss. My sins

are truly too great.

(II)

After a night of passion, Dujuan already considered me her man. Every time I wanted to make love to her,

she readily agreed and was completely obedient to my requests. (She agreed to give me oral sex the second time

, and she was willing to do any position.) Having such a beautiful girl treat me this way should be considered the greatest

blessing in life. But at the time, I didn't think that way.

Back then, our group all viewed women as prey; after we were done, we'd part ways amicably, at most paying a little

money. But with Dujuan, money clearly had no effect.

Every time Dujuan and I went shopping, she would pick the cheapest things to buy. I would tell her, "You don't need to do that, I

have money!" She would always smile and continue buying cheap items. Whether a woman cares about your money or not is an important measure of her

love . I understand this very well.

One night, after our passion subsided, Dujuan nestled against my chest as usual. Satisfied,

I felt a surge of tenderness towards her, repeatedly asking her what she wanted. Each time, she shook her head. Finally, she

looked at me and said, "Ajun, I don't want anything else, just to be with you every day." Then she

kissed me. I held her, hearing her say passionately, "I love you." But I felt no excitement,

only unease.

It wasn't that I looked down on Dujuan, nor that I disliked her, but I understood my father's feelings perfectly.

Normally , I could pinch his nose or tug at his beard, but I knew some things were off-limits.

Everything I had at that time was given to me by my father; I couldn't possibly break with him for a woman.

Dujuan was too naive, taking my sweet words so seriously—unlike any of my previous girlfriends

. So, that night, after hearing Dujuan's words, I made up my mind to dump her.

But it turned out to be quite difficult. My temper suddenly became much more volatile, my tone much more impatient, and

my sweet talk vanished… Dujuan actually tolerated all these changes, even after learning about my intimate

relationships with other women, she didn't storm off.

She was hopelessly infatuated. This made me feel a potential threat. I thought to myself with a cynical mind: she

was practically my father's subordinate; if she got angry and complained to my father, I'd be in deep trouble

.

I spent a lot of time thinking about this, and I was getting a little dizzy. So when Datou asked me

what trouble I was in, I told him everything without reservation.

Datou was the richest among my friends, and he had a powerful background, supposedly connected to the underworld.

However , at that time, he acted very loyal; we always went to him for help when we were in trouble, and we were very close. Therefore, I

trusted him quite a bit.

After listening to my story, Datou thought for a while, then his eyes lit up and he said, "Don't worry, I'll definitely

help you sort it out !" Then he told me a plan. When I heard this, I thought it was too cruel, but Da Tou didn't care at all, saying

, "It's just a woman. If you're a good brother, do as I say."

At the time, still somewhat naive, I refused him.

But a few days later, I lost a lot of money gambling on football, and I couldn't raise the money in the short term. Having always had a

smooth life, I panicked and immediately went to Da Tou.

Da Tou didn't take it seriously at all, saying, "No problem, I'll help you solve it." I was overjoyed and was

about to thank him when Da Tou added, "But you should agree to my suggestion from a few days ago, right?"

My heart clenched! Looking at Da Tou's grinning face, I knew I had no way out.

Da Tou asked again, and I vaguely agreed. Looking back now, I realize I had completely

lost all humanity.

One moonlit night, I took a bottle of wine, booked a room at a hotel, and soon Du Juan

arrived. We drank some red wine and started making love. That time, I was unusually gentle, unlike

anything I'd done in a while, which excited Dujuan. Her face flushed, and she smiled charmingly—truly

a beauty that could topple kingdoms! Looking at that beautiful face, remembering how good she'd been to me, I hesitated, wanting to

just let her go. But I knew Datou wouldn't let me off the hook, and now, in my cowardice, I had

no other choice .

I took out a rope and a blindfold, telling Dujuan we were going to play a game. Dujuan, caught

up , didn't notice my strange expression. Although she didn't seem interested in the game, she obediently

accepted my arrangement.

I tied her hands, blindfolded her, and placed her on the bed. Then I quietly opened the door—

I'd already arranged with Datou to rape Dujuan now, to completely crush her will for good—but when I

opened the door, oh my god! Besides Datou, there were two other burly men in the doorway!

I swear to God, I never agreed to Da Tou's plan to gang rape Du Juan, but at this point, I had no

say and could only watch how things unfolded.

The three of them must have been impatient; they rushed in as soon as I opened the door. Then they froze—

staring at Du Juan.

Even though she was blindfolded, anyone with eyes could see how beautiful she was. And

now , this beauty lay naked on the bed, her white body, her full, mountain-like breasts, and her dark

pubic hair all exposed. Such a beautiful body, combined with the tight ropes and the dark blindfold, only

aroused more of a man's wildness and desire.

Da Tou's mouth gaped open, drooling all over the floor, and it took him a while to come to his senses. The three of them

already had huge bulges in their jeans, clearly unable to contain their lust. Da Tou patted my shoulder and gave me a thumbs

up , meaning this girl was really hot. I just gave a wry smile. Big Head ignored me and

walked towards Du Juan on the bed.

Because of the earlier flirting, Du Juan was now in the mood. Perhaps she was wondering why I hadn't come over

to play her yet, muttering under her breath, "You damn bastard, you damn Ah Jun, come here..."

Big Head made a face at me and then bent down to lick Du Juan's vulva. His tongue must have been trained;

soon Du Juan was moaning and groaning, her juices flowing freely. Big Head pulled down his pants, revealing his manhood.

Good heavens , it was a full 20cm long! I'd always been proud of my big cock, but that day I realized

there were always things beyond my wildest dreams!

Big Head didn't say a word, and thrust in immediately. Soon, the whole room was filled with Du Juan's moans

. I watched Big Head raping the woman who was originally mine, feeling jealous and resentful, but also strangely

experiencing pleasure—it was unbelievable.

Suddenly, Dujuan screamed, "You're not A-Jun! Who are you? Who are you?" Datou

said smugly, "Silly girl, your A-Jun doesn't want you anymore. From now on, you'll be with me!"

Dujuan struggled desperately, repeatedly calling my name and screaming for help, but

the soundproofing was exceptionally good, and her cries for help were ineffective.

But Datou was quickly enraged. He waved his hand, and two burly men stepped forward. One took out a bottle of

ointment and applied it to Dujuan's nipples and vulva, while the other took out a dildo and began toying with it on her body.

Datou sneered, "Let's see how you try to force yourself on me!" Under the combined assault of the two men, Dujuan stopped...

She cried out, but she stubbornly resisted the sensations in her body.

However, the ointment was too potent, and soon Dujuan couldn't hold back any longer; her seductive moans

returned . Dujuan's face was flushed, clearly at her limit. After a while, she completely broke down. She

screamed, "Kill me! Kill me!"

Big Head chuckled wickedly, "You're so beautiful, we can't bear to!" He took the dildo and inserted it into Dujuan

's vagina. Dujuan's cries immediately turned into sweet, lewd moans. But after only about thirty thrusts, Big

Head stopped, making Dujuan scream and cry in frustration.

Big Head said, "You want to continue, don't you?" Dujuan nodded repeatedly.

Big Head said, "Sure, but you have to do it yourself. If you agree, I'll let you go." Dujuan

hesitated for a moment, but finally couldn't resist the sensations in her body and nodded in agreement.

Big Head had a burly man untie the ropes. Just as Du Juan was about to remove her blindfold, Big Head shouted, "Don't

take it off ! Play like this!" He then handed the dildo to Du Juan. Du Juan eagerly inserted it into her vagina and

began thrusting vigorously.

At this moment, another burly man pulled out a V8 video camera and filmed Du Juan's vulva.

How know? She was already in a frenzy, her legs spread wide, the dildo violently

stimulating her vagina, her other hand constantly rubbing her breasts, and moans continuously escaping from her cherry-like mouth…

All of this was filmed by the burly man.

The other burly man couldn't resist any longer; he pulled down his pants and shoved his

penis sex on him. Big Head, too, took over, replacing the dildo and penetrating Du Juan's vagina. I watched dumbfounded, my mind blank. Although the room was brightly lit, it felt like a world of half-light and half-darkness

to me .

I had no idea where I was, as if I were possessed.

Big Head and the others didn't care about me. They were thrusting wildly, and finally, both of them ejaculated one after the other, and Dujuan

received the two streams of hot semen in her mouth and mouth.

But these thugs didn't stop there. Big Head made Dujuan lie face down on the bed, her buttocks

raised high, applied some lubricant to her anus, and then thrust his erect penis inside her.

Dujuan screamed in pain, but quickly fell silent. The guy with the V8 camera

handed me the camera, then climbed on top of her, stuffing his penis into Dujuan's mouth, while the other guy also resumed his assault,

penetrating her vagina.

I held the camera, filming this lewd scene before me, and the woman in it, not long ago

, was my girlfriend, a young and lovely girl… My heart ached a little, but,

possessed by a demon, I quickly forgot that feeling. Looking at the scene before me, my penis rose high again.

At this point, they had reached the final stage. They exchanged a glance, then fired simultaneously, three streams of hot semen

shooting into Dujuan's body from different directions. Dujuan screamed wildly, her whole body convulsing with tension

as she reached .

Datou, catching his breath, took the camera and gestured for me to take over. So, I stepped forward and thrust my penis into Dujuan one

last time.

By this time, Dujuan was delirious from the torment. Her thighs, mouth, and vagina were covered in semen, but

I had been aroused by my most primal wildness and sadistic tendencies, and my penis

thrust in and out of Dujuan's vagina without any mercy.

Then, a scene unfolded that I will never forget. At the moment of my ejaculation, Dujuan hugged me tightly

, two lines of tears slowly streaming from her eyes. Although she didn't speak, I

knew she must have recognized me—the first man she had ever loved. She must have wanted to ask me why I

treated her like this. Why?

I ran away, driven by the pressure of my conscience, I stormed out. This was my way of solving problems—running away.

I was heartbroken for days afterward, but I quickly forgot about it. After that incident, Da Tou treated me even better

. He not only introduced me to several nice girls to satisfy my cravings, but also helped me settle my gambling debts.

If it weren't for his help, I might have been hacked to death in the street. Therefore, I felt a faint sense of

relief. I never imagined what would happen to poor Du Juan. I truly deserved to die!

I thought that from then on, I could escape Du Juan forever. But I was wrong; I saw her again

, in a place I never expected.

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