【Linlin's Cheating and Liberation】(3)

(III) I was caught in

a trap. The man sitting on my bed smiled and said, "Welcome back."

"Yuxiang... why are you..."

"Why are you so wary? You're so obedient as soon as we're in bed."

He was right. It was like suddenly tasting a sweet, juicy fruit in an orchard,

but with warning signs everywhere. Every time I stepped into the orchard, I hesitated at the warning signs, then looked at the shiny

, tempting fruit, and finally stole it. The taste was so sweet and delicious, but afterwards, I felt

guilty.

I told myself not to cheat, not to betray my husband, but I couldn't resist the

pleasure . A woman should only accept one man, but now I craved more. I

know my current wariness is all an act. Maybe Yu Xiang has seen through me too. If he makes a move,

I'll accept it, but... why did things turn out this way?

"Why...why did you do this..."

"What do you mean?"

"You already have Hua Xun, and I'm your friend. Why did you still come to me?" Although Hua Xun and her husband

are busy and can't meet, this shouldn't be happening.

"I want to sleep with you because your body is very erotic." Yu Xiang has already touched me.

"Won't you feel bad for Hua Xun?"

"Do you think I would think that?"

He definitely wouldn't, that's why he dares to be so bold, but...I still love A Xuan. I love his gentleness, his

thoughtfulness , I love A Xuan as a person. And he has given me even more love. When we first started dating, we both felt like we had found

true love. But now I'm addicted to having sex with others. Am I despicable? I feel lost about myself

. I don't understand why I'm happy, or where my desires come from.

"Do you feel guilty, sorry to Ah-Xuan?" Yu-Xiang asked me softly.

"Isn't that obvious? I'm not that kind of scum."

"But you're still making Ah-Xuan a cuckold!"

I angrily pushed him away. "What do you want? Why are you bullying me?"

"That's what makes it interesting—there has to be resistance." Yu-Xiang pulled me down.

"No, this is really weird."

"Not weird at all. You and I both have physical needs right now. Just think of us as

friends , yes, friends with benefits!"

"Friends with benefits?"

"Friends for the purpose of having sex."

"So...so shameless."

"Hehe, you're the shameless one down there. We've only just started, and you're already wet!" Yu Xiang

couldn't wait to start taking off my clothes.

"Wait a minute, the light, the light's still on, and the curtains..."

"Never mind those...I suddenly have a great idea." Yu Xiang picked me up.

"Wait, what are you planning to do?"

"I've been thinking about this ever since I first came in. The lighting in this room is amazing. Two out of the four walls of the room

are windows, and the floor isn't high. People on the street outside can see very clearly!"

What was he thinking?

Yu Xiang pinned me against the window: "Let's try a special position today, right here by the window!"

"Huh? No, we'll be seen." I started to struggle, terrified.

"It's good that we're seen... but don't worry, passersby won't be looking up all the time. It's just a stimulating

but safe way to play."

"Please... don't..."

"No means yes, I understand."

"No, this is really embarrassing, I can't do it." I struggled hard, trying to make him understand.

"Yes, just like that, seemingly unwillingly struggling, but not really using force, Linlin's body really

wants it."

"You're holding on too tightly... wait, I said wait!" Yu Xiang had already pulled out his erect

penis and rubbed it against my thigh, making me yell for him to stop.

"It's so loud, passersby will see!"

"That's why I said stop."

"What did you say? It's too quiet, I can't hear you!"

How could this bastard do this? How could I possibly do it in a place where I could be seen at any moment?

"Hey, Linlin, you're overflowing with fluid down there!"

How could this be? I actually feel excited. Just then, two passersby walked past. Although they were a bit

far away , they would definitely notice me when they looked up. I was blushing and leaning against the window, with a man behind me.

It couldn't be more obvious. No... no... this can't be.

"See, no one will notice," Yu Xiang said softly, "as long as you don't make a sound."

"Mmm!" As soon as Yu Xiang finished speaking, he started thrusting inside me. He must be doing it on purpose.

"Hey, didn't I say not to make any noise? Do you want someone to see us?"

I didn't want to, absolutely not, I shouldn't have.

"Want something more exciting?" Yu Xiang touched my breasts, teasing my nipples with one hand while secretly

unbuttoning my shirt with the other.

"You..." What was he trying to do? He was taking off my shirt, was he going to leave me completely naked from the waist up?

The outer shirt was all unbuttoned, revealing the undershirt. How could this be? My body felt so hot.

"Hehe, just kidding, look how scared you are, your body's frozen!"

I didn't hear Yu-xiang's words at all. The thought of making love naked by the window, the thought of being

seen , made my mind start to wander...

*** *** *** ***

"Linlin~~ Linlin~~"

"Hmm, ah, Hua-xun, what's wrong?"

"Seriously, why have you been spacing out all day? Never mind, this ice cream is really, really, really

delicious !" Hua-xun called out to me happily, "Linlin~~ ah, have a bite too."

"No, thank you." I deliberately avoided Hua-xun's gaze.

What should I do? I can't look at her anymore. Now that I think about it carefully, I have no face to even come out with her. The

thought Hua-xun's boyfriend is Yu-xiang makes me feel deeply guilty.

"Linlin, is something bothering you?" Although Hua Xun seemed silly and optimistic, I

guess was acting way too strangely!

"How are things going with Yu Xiang?"

"What's wrong? Did you and A Xuan have a fight?"

"Answer my question first!"

"Great, really great! I love Yu Xiang so much. Just thinking about him makes me smile. I ca

n't 's so compatible with me." Hua Xun exaggeratedly expressed her love. She's always been this funny,

but it only made me more hesitant to tell the truth.

"It's Linlin's turn to answer!"

"Ah-Xuan and I have always been on good terms, we haven't argued."

"So what's bothering you?"

"Nothing..."

"Tell me quickly, I can tell something's wrong, could it be that Ah-Xuan is having an affair?"

"No...no, it's my own problem, it has nothing to do with my husband."

"Then what's the problem? Tell me quickly, or I'll tickle you!"

"Wait, no...haha...I'll tell you!" I looked at Hua-Xun, thought for a moment and then said:

"Well...there's a man who keeps bothering me, he knows I have a boyfriend, but he still won't give up."

"And then? And then~~" Hua-Xun listened as if she were listening to a story.

"Nothing else!"

"Impossible, there must be something else!"

"Anyway, I can't get rid of him, it's so frustrating. And I feel really sorry for Ah-Xuan, like I'm seeing other

men behind his back."

"Did he catch you doing something to him?"

"No, he didn't!"

"Hehe, I bet that man did something to Lin-Lin, Lin-Lin always

makes a big fuss about it . Actually, I know Lin-Lin best, you're just hiding it!"

"I'm not." Why is Hua-Xun's intuition always so accurate?

Hua-Xun leaned closer and whispered, "So, during this busy week with Ah-Xuan, you must have been taken advantage of

a lot, right?"

"Huh, what are you talking about? Not a lot!" Startled by what I thought, I stood up

and .

"Really? You really slept with that guy?"

"Ah!"

"It was just a joke, but judging from your reaction, something must have happened!"

I didn't expect such a strong reaction from a joke. What should I do? I dare not say that it

wasn't just being taken advantage of, but that I was somewhat addicted to being fucked by Yu Xiang.

Hua Xun suddenly hugged me: "Mmm~~ Linlin is mine, how can anyone else touch Linlin?

Tell me who I am, I'll teach them a lesson!"

"Wait, stop licking~~ Hua Xun~~" I struggled in the chair, trying to get rid of Hua Xun's

prank .

"I've almost forgotten what Linlin smells like, let me replenish it."

"I don't smell like anything! Stop it, people are watching!" We were

sitting in front of the ice cream shop, and some passersby on the street were looking at us curiously.

"Hehe, that's what I do to show off." Hua Xun licked my neck down to my cheeks.

Hua Xun gently kissed my nose: "Hua Xun likes Linlin too, so if you have any worries,

just tell me, it's okay."

"Girls are born with such pink and tender skin," Hua Xun pressed her whole body against me, pinning me to the chair. While

she was lying on top of me, she touched the inside of my thigh with her hand: "Skin so delicate, and so sensitive."

"I know you're overthinking it," Hua Xun put her finger to her lips: "Let me tell you a little

secret."

"My other side has tasted many kinds of lollipops!" Sitting on me, Hua Xun lifted her

skirt , only letting me see from the front. She wasn't wearing underwear, but there was a strip of tape on it: "I'll tell you a secret, it

's currently full of semen, and it's not Yu Xiang's."

"Sometimes girls are just sexually frustrated, and sometimes

they blushing slightly.

Seeing Hua Xun like this in the past, I might have found it disgusting and unbelievable. Now, however, I feel

a little envious, envious of Hua Xun's openness and naturalness. At the same time, I'm also happy because she's willing to tell me even this kind of

secret .

"Linlin, if you feel sorry for A-Xuan, be honest with him and let him know you're a horny

little girl."

"I...I don't dare, I'm afraid he'll hate me."

"Then he's blind. No normal person would hate such a cute Linlin. Besides, I'll

take you in later."

"You already have Yu Xiang, and you still say that?"

"I can have one on each arm!" Hua Xun leaned on me again.

*** *** *** ***

Yu Xiang didn't come today. That makes sense. I went shopping with Hua Xun this morning to clear her head, and Yu Xiang probably went to see her tonight

, since they're boyfriend and girlfriend. I'm

a little disappointed that Yu Xiang didn't come, but thinking about it carefully, Yu Xiang belongs to Hua Xun. If he just stops coming to see me, it's fine, and I won't have to worry so much. 　　I feel a little lonely today. I look out the window, recalling that night. I held back my moans , experiencing a different perspective than usual, and then I recklessly accepted Yu Xiang's rough thrusts. 　　During what felt like the umpteenth climax, I noticed a passerby watching me. He seemed to be middle-aged. I noticed the surprise and fascination in his eyes; he just stood there staring at me. That gaze made my body temperature rise, making me extremely uncomfortable. I felt incredibly ashamed, not expecting to actually be discovered. 　　I didn't tell Yuxiang, but all I wanted to do was hide as quickly as possible. I turned around and pinned Yuxiang to the ground, trying to escape that gaze. I wondered how many passersby had seen my shameless expression and actions. How could I have been so careless? At that moment, I really wanted to find a hole to crawl into. 　　But every time I recalled that middle-aged man's expression, I felt a surge of secret joy. His surprised and fascinated expression filled me with a sense of accomplishment: he was watching me, he knew I was having sex, he saw my lewd side.

The expression on my face was just like the one at the convenience store back then. The surprised look on the clerk's face when they saw my smooth, exposed buttocks

excited me. Thinking about it, I took off all my clothes. If I hadn't been standing by the window, passersby wouldn't have been able to see. A feeling of relief suddenly washed over me; it felt like all the constraints had been removed . I decided to stay naked for the day, since I wasn't going out anyway. 　　Unexpectedly, this continued for several days. Every time I returned to my dorm, I would strip naked and sit naked at the table using the computer , going to bed naked. Except when using the shared bathroom, I was completely naked except for my socks. I even felt like Yu Xiang had messed with my brain. The psychological impact of the affair caused some of reserve to crumble. 　　This change altered my mood every day, even my clothing style and personality . My colleagues and husband noticed that I had become much more cheerful. Before, I was like a conservative ice queen, but now I'm like a girl dancing happily after the snow melts in early spring. 　　"Hey, honey, don't you hate that I've changed so much?" 　　"How could I hate it? Linlin is more confident and beautiful than before." 　　"Don't you find it strange?" 　　"A little. I noticed you were often brooding lately, like you were troubled by something, but you seem to have figured it out now. I'm so happy for you." 　　I leaned close to my husband, something I wouldn't normally dare to do in public: "But I've become... a little more flirtatious than before!" 　　My husband gently tapped my forehead: "Who talks about themselves like that? Aren't you ashamed?" 　　"Don't you like it?" 　　"Whether it is Linlin who was shy before, or Linlin who is bold but still shy now, she is still the Linlin I like!" My husband touched my head: "Okay, stop acting like a baby, the food is almost cold. Do you want me to feed you?" 　　"I'll just do it myself. I'm not turning into a princess." I took a bite and then said a little embarrassedly : "But you have to feed that mouth below me later!" 　　After thinking for a while, my husband thought about it and then nodded with a blush, laughing and scolding me for being unsatisfied with my desires. I didn’t expect that it would be my husband who would be shy now . He is so cute. I really love him the most. 　　　　　＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊　　"Get out!" 　　A man who shouldn't be here appeared on my bed. 　　"Why are you so resistant again?" 　　"Anyway, you're not going to touch me again." 　　I thought that since Yuxiang hadn't come to see me for so long, he wouldn't come again. The current situation clearly proves that I still don't understand Yuxiang as a man. 　　"Your husband doesn't want me anymore now that he's back? Should I wait until he's busy next time?" 　　"There won't be another chance, so please leave." 　　"I know you really enjoy doing it with me, don't pretend." 　　"I love my husband." 　　"Be honest, tell me, it feels good doing it with me, right?" 　　"...I admit it feels good, I was even a little addicted before, but I can't let my husband down again, it was just a mistake." 　　"You can't let Ah-Xuan down again, so you told him about our relationship?" 　　"How could I? Don't talk nonsense, my husband won't believe you, you'll only make him lose you as a friend." 　　Yu-Xiang stared at me without saying a word, and the room remained quiet for a while. 　　Yu Xiang laughed, looking at me and saying, "Do you know I installed a hidden camera before?" 　　"Installed...what?" 　　"Not just this room, I also filmed the class reunion, a total of... um, I think it was thirteen times, I recorded them all! By the way, lately you've been liking to be completely naked in your room, those videos are all there , very clearly filmed." 　　"You..." I stared wide-eyed at Yu Xiang, incredulous, why was he so perverted. 　　"Don't look at me so fiercely! I just wanted to record my sex life as a keepsake. I was supposed to take it down earlier, but I accidentally forgot." 　　"What do you want?" 　　"I can make a copy for you so you can explain it to Ah-xuan. After all, I practically forced you at first , but you ended up kind of liking it." 　　"My husband and I finally... No, I can't tell you! Don't try to ruin our relationship!" 　　"Didn't you say you didn't want to apologize to Ah-xuan?" 　　"So you give me the video, I'll destroy it, and we'll keep quiet about it." 　　"You think I'd let you destroy it?" Yu Xiang smiled wickedly. "Well, I'll let it slide today. I already took down the hidden camera. I'll send you the video when I get back. See you tomorrow." 　　Yu Xiang walked past me with light steps and left my room. This was the first time he had left so decisively , yet left behind such a bombshell message. Was he bluffing? No, less than an hour later, he sent me a file. I opened it and saw it was from my room. I knew he wasn't lying . 　　How could this be? He's definitely going to use this video to blackmail me, to make me continue being his sexual outlet. Why me? I regretted my momentary indulgence those few days. It should have been a secret—exciting but low- risk , satisfying my desires, but never going to be discovered. 　　What was Yu Xiang thinking? He probably didn't want A Xuan to find out, but just now he seemed unconcerned , even hoping to be found out. His behavior made me think he wanted to show off. What was there to show off? Showing off to his best friend that he had conquered his friend's girlfriend? I couldn't understand it. 　　He already had Hua Xun, and back then they acted so affectionate in front of me, like they were deeply in love. But Yu Xiang made a move on me at the same time, and Hua Xun... It's really strange. How could this couple become a couple? How could they have an affair so easily? 　　I feel like I'm back to the question I was pondering before: shouldn't a couple be monogamous, giving and receiving love only from each other? That's how it should be. And I, too, have once hoped to have more love.

Suddenly, I seemed to understand the thought a little, but it wasn't quite right. Could I...accept

becoming like them?

Closing my eyes, Hua Xun appeared before me. She laughed, lifting her skirt, revealing her bare lower body covered only by a

strip of tape. She spun around, drawing everyone's attention, then

ripped off the tape in front of everyone, revealing clumps of white, sticky fluid that flowed down her thighs.

Yu Xiang appeared on top of Hua Xun, laughing as he did, then blocked the gushing spring,

pressing Hua Xun's moans echoed in my ears…no, that was…my voice. Hua Xun had become me, and I

was being roughly penetrated in front of everyone, a strange smile plastered on my face.

I opened my eyes in shock. The sound was coming from the video. Why did I have such strange thoughts

? Why did I envy them both? I looked at myself in the video. My genitals were smooth and hairless, which

Yu Xiang had asked me to shave. He said it would look prettier that way. So the video clearly showed the penis

going in and out of my vagina. My voice sounded pleasant and comfortable.

Then came the scene of me living naked. I hadn't expected to be secretly filmed. The video showed a girl living naked

in this room. Suddenly, the girl looked towards the camera and started posing for it. At first, she

shyly covered her private parts, then her expression changed, and she confidently struck a pose. Finally, the girl faced

the screen with her buttocks, spread her legs, inserted her fingers, and began to masturbate and moan.

So the camera was placed near the mirror. It felt like I was filming myself,

posing .

I unbuttoned my clothes, even knowing this room had been secretly filmed. Everything had been recorded

— making love, being naked in the room, even those shameful acts—everything

was captured on camera. I was completely exposed, as if I had no privacy, no protection, no…clothes.

I looked at myself in the mirror, undressing again, watching myself sink into confusion once more.

Yu Xiang… didn't show up the next day, nor for the next few days, then suddenly disappeared again. Life seemed to have returned to

normal .

I still don't understand what he wants.

(To be continued)

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