Exhibitionism

I am an 18-year-old girl.

I've always given the impression of being quiet, polite, sensible, and a little lively. I

think I'm considered a fairly cute girl in other people's eyes, although I'm not a stunning

beauty (but I'm not ugly either).

But only I know how many strange,

even .

To put it bluntly, I'm an exhibitionist. I love exposing my body in secluded places

and crave being seen. This desire once caused me immense distress, haunting me and sometimes even reaching

a point of complete uncontrollability, almost like a drug addiction. I've read some sex education publications and learned that, like

homosexuality, it's a congenital psychological abnormality that's very difficult to change, which made me feel even more helpless.

Until one day, by chance, while browsing the internet at home, I came across an

article on a sex website called "Let Your Girlfriend Expose Herself," which gave me a new understanding of my strange fetish. Later, I saw other articles like this and realized

that many people are like me, and they don't see it as a problem but rather enjoy it

, which brought me relief. Now I'm writing down my experience to share with everyone, and also

as a way of thanking SexTiger.

I first discovered my exhibitionist tendencies two years ago, when I was a freshman in high school. At a May Fourth

Movement celebration, I and five other girls from my class were performing a dance on a stage built on the school playground. Suddenly,

a downpour started, and our thin clothes were quickly soaked, rendering them practically useless;

our bras and underwear were clearly visible. The audience erupted in uproar, and thousands of eyes were watching us. We had nowhere to escape, were utterly

embarrassed , and completely at a loss. Fortunately, several teachers reacted quickly, rushing over to give us outer garments,

allowing us to escape unharmed. That incident made us feel ashamed and unable to hold our heads high at school for a long time,

but I unexpectedly discovered that I felt a strange

excitement the moment my body was exposed to everyone's gaze. This feeling made me feel ashamed, and I became insecure. However, on the other hand, I

couldn't shake the temptation to expose myself again, and for those few months I lived in torment and pain.

One summer evening, that intense desire resurfaced. After an internal struggle, I

finally succumbed to my inner demons and decided to carry out my long-planned nude act.

I went alone to a small path near my home leading to the surrounding countryside (I live in a town, very close to the surrounding

villages ). After walking for a while, the lights became so dim they were negligible; I could only

barely see the road ahead by the faint starlight. Even with my 5.3 vision, I couldn't see

anything more than two meters away. So I took off my dress and underwear, leaving myself in only my shoes, and walked forward

naked . The cool night breeze felt pleasant on my body, but what excited me most

was, of course, satisfying my exhibitionist desires for the first time—a feeling that was indescribable. I walked naked

for about half an hour when, passing through a grove of trees, I thought I heard voices. I was startled, but

thankfully, it was just a close call.

That was my first experience of exposure. Afterwards, due to lack of time and other reasons, I could only suppress

my desires and couldn't act on them again. I've seen articles where authors talk about going out without underwear,

but I've never tried it because I'm too afraid. The consequences of being discovered would be unimaginable. However, I

do enjoy standing naked by the window late at night when the streetlights are off. Of course, no

one will notice.

Last year during the May Day holiday, my parents went to Shanghai for a trip, leaving me home alone. I was

overjoyed because it meant I could be completely exposed at home for those few days. After my parents left,

I immediately locked the downstairs door and closed all the windows, then took off all my clothes and

walked around the house. I watched TV, did my homework, cooked, ate, and did laundry—all completely

naked . That day, I felt an unprecedented pleasure, and I was excited all day. When I took a shower,

I left the bathroom door wide open, as if I were

being watched by ; the pleasure was indescribable. I slept completely naked,

tossing and turning , unable to fall asleep, so I got up and went to the rooftop. It was around three o'clock, and all around was dark

and silent. I stood quietly in the darkness, the pale moonlight shining on my fair, smooth skin, giving it a

beautiful glow. My breasts, lower abdomen, genitals, thighs—every part of my body was bathed in moonlight, exposed

to the night breeze. For the first time, I realized how beautiful my body truly was. I stood there quietly, intoxicated

by the tranquil night.

The next day, I was no longer satisfied with such exposure; I had an urge to be seen. That evening,

when I went to hang clothes on the balcony (I just picked a few to wash), I didn't turn on the lights and went outside naked. Although my home

was relatively remote, there were still about a dozen houses nearby. I didn't know if anyone saw me,

but the thrill of being exposed to others made me somewhat uncontrollably excited; my nipples hardened, and my lower body became a little wet.

For the next few days, I didn't go out and didn't wear any clothes at home, allowing my exhibitionist desires to be fully

satisfied. There were a few more exposures after that, but they were all pretty much the same, so there's no need to go into details.

I'm happy to communicate with fellow netizens on SexTiger, but please don't say anything boring. Also,

I have high standards; I'm not interested in people who speak in a low-brow or uncultured way. If you want to contact me, it would be best

if you could show me a photo, thank you.

Exposure Desire Part Two:

As the number of exposures increased, this dark desire of mine grew stronger and stronger, to the point that

when the weather wasn't too cold, I would go naked in my room. At night, I would close my bedroom door, take off

all my clothes, sit at my desk to do my homework, and sleep naked. I felt that any clothes on

my body would make me uncomfortable; only nudity could give me pleasure. One late night, I was lying in bed,

unable to fall asleep for some reason. Suddenly, I noticed a blurry figure peeking out from the window opposite mine.

I knew he must be spying on me. I was very excited at that moment; the window opposite was about twenty meters away from my writing.

It was far away, and I slept with a small light on, which I believed was enough for him to see my naked body clearly. I barely slept

that night , wondering if the person across from me also watched until dawn. The next day, I

made an excuse to have my dad move my bed to face the window, so that the person could have a better

view . From then on, every night I looked forward to the coming of night, and then I would lay on the bed

displaying my naked body in all sorts of positions. The feeling of knowing that someone was spying on me not far away was extremely pleasurable,

even though I knew it was a wicked and perverse pleasure, I still enjoyed it. Sometimes I would lie on my back, motionless,

gazing at my beautiful breasts, which I was so proud of, imagining the visual pleasure this alluring, hemispherical body would

give to the person secretly watching me. Sometimes I would lie on my side, letting him

see the curves of my back and hips. Sometimes I would lie in bed making various dance-like movements to express my excitement. Sometimes, I would even...

even sometimes I would spread my legs wide open facing the window, letting him admire my lower body. Of course, that

didn't happen often; I only did such shameful things when my desire was at its strongest. In short, I think that

after watching me for so many nights (maybe he even had binoculars), the person opposite me should know my body inside

and out, even though we were still complete strangers. I didn't see his face clearly. Every day when I

left home for school, I would see many people living nearby, and I often wondered if the person I saw

was the one who had spied on me last night? Would he recognize me?

One weekend evening, I went to another boy's house with a male and a female classmate. The boy's

parents worked in another city, and he lived alone. We started by watching TV and singing karaoke,

and then we started playing cards. After a while, Chen Yuan, the boy who came with me, suddenly said, "

How about we place some bets? This isn't very interesting." Xiao Yi, the girl who came with me, asked, "What are we betting on?" Chen Yuan

jokingly said, "How about we bet on taking off our clothes?" Another boy, Song Wei, immediately said, "Great idea!"

But Xiao Yi blushed and said, "Shameless!" Chen Yuan said, "Anyway, there's no one else here, we're all friends,

what's there to be afraid of? You're not really scared, are you?" Then he turned to me and said, "Yi Yi, what about you?" My reason

told me that I should refuse without hesitation to maintain my pure image in public, but

the desire deep inside me made me feel like I was burning with fire, and I couldn't control myself. After some consideration, I ultimately couldn't overcome

the demons within my soul. I tried to remain calm and said, "Fine, let's bet. Do you think I'm afraid of you?" These words

startled all three of them. Song Wei was overjoyed, waving his arms and saying to Xiao Yi, "Now it's three against one,

the minority obeys the majority. You have no choice but to agree. Let's begin!" Xiao Yi, blushing, had no choice but to agree, and so

we began this heart-pounding bet. In each round, one person had to remove one item from their clothing. I

had good luck ; I didn't have to remove anything in five rounds, while the two boys were already shirtless (because it was early autumn,

they weren't wearing many clothes). Xiao Yi also took off an outer garment. Finally, I lost the sixth round and had to remove an outer garment as well.

Chen Yuan lost the seventh round. He hesitated for a moment, then took off his jeans, leaving him only in

his underwear . Xiao Yi's face was completely red. Although I was filled with curiosity, I could only pretend to lower my head, unable to look.

Then, the two boys seemed to have used some trickery, winning several rounds in a row. After several rounds of hesitation, shyness, and the boys

' urging, Xiaoyi and I were left with only our bras and panties. Xiaoyi lost the next round again, and this time she had to

take off either her panties or bra. The two boys were excited, urging her repeatedly, "Hurry! Hurry! No cheating!"

Xiaoyi was both ashamed and anxious, almost crying. Seeing this, I said to them, "You two grown men, how

can you bully her like this? Look, she's so scared she's about to cry!" Song Wei said, "How are we bullying her?

A bet is a bet, and we took our clothes off even though we lost. If you want to help her, you take them off for her!" I said, "Okay,

I can take them off for her, but you have to promise not to cheat. Since it's a bet, we have to compete fairly!"

Hearing this, they were so excited they were breathing heavily, and hurriedly said, "Okay! Okay!" So I bent

down and slowly took off one sandal. This completely surprised them. Chen Yuan immediately said, "You can't do this!

You're cheating!" I said, "You yourselves said that you only needed to take off one thing, so shoes

count too, right?" They were speechless for a moment, but still looked very unconvinced. I said, "Let's continue. As long as we keep

playing, you'll eventually achieve your goal!" They got excited again, so we continued betting.

Chen Yuan lost this round. Facing me and Xiao Yi, who were only wearing bras and underwear, he probably got aroused.

Instead of taking off his shoes like I did, he took off his underwear directly, leaving us stunned. I secretly

glanced at his genitals; they seemed to be semi-erect, dark, and I found them very ugly. After

a few more rounds, Xiao Yi and I took off our shoes, and Song Wei was left with only his underwear. When Chen Yuan lost, he made him

crawl and bark three times like a dog, which was quite amusing. In the next round, Xiaoyi lost. Still too afraid to take her

bra off, I helped her remove it, revealing her pair of white, full breasts. Song Wei and Chen Yuan

stared , seemingly breathless, their gazes like those of wild beasts. At this point, I completely disregarded image and

shame, saying boldly, "What are you looking at, like perverts?" After a few more rounds,

Song Wei and I stripped naked. In this lewd atmosphere, Xiaoyi forgot her shyness, and finally, everyone was

completely naked , facing each other. We had lost all interest in playing cards, the men and women staring at each other's naked bodies. I

made no attempt to conceal myself, openly displaying what could be described as an alluring figure, much to the delight of the two boys,

who stared -eyed. I also brazenly examined their penises. Their genitals were fully erect;

Song Wei's was longer, about fifteen centimeters, with several prominent blood vessels. Chen Yuan's was slightly shorter, but

the glans was frighteningly large, almost like an egg, and a deep purple. It was the first time in my life I had so boldly

exposed myself to others; the pleasure was... (please forgive me, I can't describe it). But then the two

boys seemed to lose their minds, pouncing on me and groping me. I then felt scared, quickly breaking free with Xiao Yi

and putting on my clothes before hurriedly leaving.

After that absurd and daring experience, all four of us kept quiet, never telling anyone. Chen Yuan, however

, seemed to have noticed my exhibitionist tendencies, often saying inappropriate things in front of me and inviting me to movies, parks, and so on.

A month later, on a weekend afternoon, Chen Yuan invited me to the beach, and I happily agreed. Although I

still maintained my ladylike image at school and at home, I became quite bold in unfamiliar situations

. Chen Yuan rented me a bikini, which I happily put on, feeling really beautiful.

We swam in the sea for over an hour before resting on the beach. I felt very tired and unknowingly fell asleep under a parasol

. When I woke up, I suddenly realized that my bikini was gone, and Chen Yuan was nowhere to be seen

. Several people around me had noticed my nakedness and were staring at me. I

was shocked and quickly rolled over, burying my face in the sand, but I could still feel the burning

gazes and hear the faint whispers. I knew this must have been Chen Yuan's doing, and I gritted my teeth in anger, but I also experienced a strange, unspeakable

pleasure—the kind of exposure I had always dreamed of in broad daylight—I even felt like

I had reached orgasm. After a while, I started to feel uncomfortable. I looked up and saw

that there seemed to be even more people watching. It seemed they were determined to keep watching. I couldn't take it anymore, but

where could I run to, completely naked? I couldn't bring myself to ask for clothes;

it would only be humiliating, since they were all watching with such interest. Then I suddenly remembered

that Chen Yuan had told me to wait for him outside the women's shower room where swimmers showered if we got separated. I had no choice

but to go there now. But the women's shower room was at least a kilometer away (this was definitely something Chen Yuan had arranged on purpose).

How was I supposed to get there? But I had no other choice, so I stood up and ran as fast as I could. Some people even started clapping behind

me . I wished I could disappear into the ground. Because I was so tired from swimming, I couldn't run anymore after a while

and had to walk slowly. I kept my head down, afraid to look around, but I knew that hundreds of eyes were

watching me. A young girl walking naked in full view of everyone

was , and of course they wouldn't miss it. This was also the first time I'd been exposed to so many eyes,

fulfilling a wish I'd fantasized about countless times but never dared to dream of ever realizing. The pleasure was at its

peak; my whole body felt tingly, as if electrified, and I felt like I was floating on air. In my heart, I even felt a little grateful

to Chen Yuan. A thousand meters isn't very long, but for me, it felt incredibly long. Every inch of my body

had been thoroughly examined by so many people, which drove me crazy. Finally, I reached the women's bathroom, where

Chen Yuan was indeed waiting for me. He smiled and handed me my clothes, asking, "How did it feel?"

I took them expressionlessly, said nothing, and went into the women's bathroom. The pleasure had subsided, and my

reason returned. Thinking about how I had exposed my body in front of so many people, how could I ever face anyone again? I didn't dare

go out; I just wanted to hide in the bathroom forever, so no one would see me. I couldn't help but cry.

I cried for a long time, until night fell, before I finally went out. Chen Yuan was waiting for me outside. When he saw me come out,

he looked relieved. He said guiltily, "I'm sorry, Yiyi, I didn't expect you to be so sad

." "I promise it won't happen again, please forgive me?" I still didn't speak. After a while, he

said again , "Yiyi, it's getting late, let's go home?" He came over and hugged me. I numbly followed him

to the station. On the train, I looked at the lights of thousands of homes outside the window. The night wind blew into the carriage, and I shivered with cold

. Tears streamed down my face again. Chen Yuan put his coat on me and hugged me tightly, saying softly, "It's all my fault,

I really shouldn't have..." "You can scold me, hit me, you can, just don't cry, okay?" I couldn't hold back anymore and

burst into tears in his arms.

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